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[xbbyfub]

Content warnings for: discussion of CSA, SA, incest, suicide, victim blaming, nonconsensual sexual behaviour, harassment, ableism/sanism, & inappropriate relationship dynamics with minors & youth. 

Biel / @/pooyngalfuturo / @/lelwafuturo223 / @/nianankoro / groomed me for over 10 years, attacked & denied my CSA/SA trauma during my suicidal mental crisis, victim blamed me, sexually triggered me, & more.

just as the title says. i've decided to finally open up about this, after weeks of processing my traumas with my support system, & after listening to other (ex-)mutuals of Biel's who've experienced or witnessed similar patterns of behaviour (most prominently grooming) from her over the years. i write this post as both a warning for other survivors who know Biel about her actions towards me & others, & also as me standing up publicly for the first time ever about the predatory foundation of our 10 year long friendship that I was too scared, passive & inexperienced to be able to talk openly about until now. 

her current & past social media handles include: tumblr: @/pooyngalfuturo / @/bielzabussy / @/yariima / @/anarcho-bussyism / @/rosenfant / @/oreoxian / @/panaghiotis223 / @/princesshexadecaroon; twitter: @/lelwafuturo223 / @/quriaqos223 / @/yaariyan223 / @/bint_samay; discord: @/nianankoro / @/yaariyan / @/6ingelpamarel; instagram: @/kuriakon223; tiktok: @/ta3anugiyyah223

a folder for all receipts & images used in this call out are linked here. another document of extended info is linked here & throughout the call out. summary & details are in the rest of this document: 

[tothechaos]

glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

[wedarkacademia]

Andrea Gibson

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[sashayed]

i've been making a lot of bad art lately which is one of the world's most healing activities but if you have perfectionist tendencies you really have to commit to volume (if you make ONE bad painting it's just a bad painting whereas if you make 20 it's a meditative practice!). unfortunately we live in a one bedroom apartment and now we have to commit a significant portion of our storage to bad paintings. i would recycle them but unfortunately i need spare bad paintings to weave together into bad papercraft!!

anyway so i decided to move my bad artmaking into a new, smaller sphere and make bad linocuts. and let me tell you. if you are trying to get past thinking "my art should be good," linocut is a wonderful teacher. everything can be going great and then you exert slightly too much palm pressure and WHOOPS! sliced the face off. luckily the craft is so niche that negative self-talk can't really stick to it. i'll think something like "everybody else's linocuts are perfect. nobody else fucked up their linocut of a hot lady sphinx." and this is such a patently bananas sentence that i can simply laugh fondly at it and continue hacking away at my little rubber square. recommend

[aropride]

when i was 17 and in the eating disorder trenches i saw people online talking abt how the fat liberation movement & unlearning fatphobia helped them recover and i did NOT like hearing that i was SO mad about it i was like well having an eating disorder doesnt mean im fatphobic!!! This is ableist etc etc. And then i learned abt the fat liberation movement and started unlearning fatphobia and guess what . it does help

[lynnsdarkuniverse]

[cyberiapinksosa333]

“wtf is wrong with you”

you mean like today or like in general?

[xbbyfub]

my thread deconstructing Biel's tactics of obfuscation & sublimation of her abuse

read more in the extended information document here. the slides in the 1st tweet can be seen here.

[cumcov3redangel]

I’m feeling empty inside.. can you cum in me

[lynnsdarkuniverse]

[romanticwrld]

[glittergroovy]

(if the full rent is $2000/month but you split that with a roommate, vote $1000. This is just about what you pay)

[alkiores]

Simple line for the second, unused sketch for Bazhov's tales. Hope to finish it someday~

[pwushiiee]

♡⃝ Cutesy symbols for u ❤︎ ྀི ݁𓂅˚۪

- combos ♡

🎀 ྀིྀི,𓍯𓂃,♡ 𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི ⋆ ᰔᩚ ྀི₊ ⊹ 📁⃤̑♬˚ ♡݂྇༄݂ ݁

𐔌 🎀 ྀི˖ ࣪ ⁺ ⑅ ꫂ ၴႅၴ ֯݁კ👛 ྀི݂𐨨ྀི𓈒ต

𓏲˚ ۪ ❤︎⊹. ݁ 𓏲˚ ۪ ♥︎ ݁⸝⸝⸝ ⑅ —໒ྀི ⃝˳♡ ྀི˖ ࣪𓈊

⑅♡ ྀི˖ ࣪𓈊 🎀 ྀིྀི ˖⋆࿐໋ ݁ ₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིྀི

𓊆ྀི . . . 𓊇ྀི ⠀⠀⑅ ₊  𐙚 𓂃 ࣪ ◌ 𓉳

꒰ 𑄽୧ ꒱ 𓈒 𐂯 ֗ ๑ . . . ̣̣̣︶ ྀི

❥. 　⁓ 𝒟♡⃝ll..𓈒ིུ❤︎ 🎀🧁 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ ༝༚༝༚ ᥫ᭡

- kaomojis ♡

♡ ꒰ˆ◞⸝⸝◟ˆ ꒱੭ﾞ. ໒ִ 𓈒ིྀ. ̫ . ིྀაഒ ໒ ྀི>֯ . <ྀི֯ ̥ ︣ა

૮ ◞ ̫ ◟ ྀིა ♡ ૮ › ༝ ‹ ྀིა 𐅛૮⳿ྀི. ̫ . ̥ᐢꛒ𓂂݂♡𓊇ྀི

ꔫ  ࣪ ˖ ♡ ꒰ˆ.⸝⸝. ྀིˆ꒱Ⳋ ૮ ྀི◞͈ ˔ ◟͈ ྀིა ໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა

꒰꧞ ˃ 𛱊 ˂ ꒱ྀི ♡ ꒰ˆ. . ˆ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི꒱੭ﾞ ꜀(^. . ^꜀ )੭ .ᐟ.ᐟ

໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა ᓚ₍ ྀིྀི^. .^₎ ᡣ . ٜ̥ .ྀི 𑁩ཾיִ

- bows/ribbons ♡

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི ౨ৎ ୨ৎ 𝜗𝜚 𐙚₊˚⊹♡

‎

𐙚 𓏵𓏵𓏵 𐙚 ㅤྀི◟ ͜ ◞ ྀི◟ ͜ ◞ ྀི

𝜗 ♥︎ 𝜚

[sleeplessv0id]

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

[stuckinapril]

if you can't handle me at my worst (oversharing so uncomfortably on the dash that everyone simply pretends Not to See) then you don't deserve me at my best (reblogging pretty images, funny posts, meaningful literature quotes)