#eating disorder vent

[dreamdropcompanions]

Pawlette's humanoid/furry + plush form

we daydream about them in both forms

Pawlette's weight goes up and down because of their ED

maybe they'll even have a human form one day - Niko

[festering-clump]

that realisation that you can bring your legs that bit closer to your chest now. curl into a ball while you cry that bit easier. feels weird man. (especially going into a relapse straight from a period where i genuinely liked my body and didnt even want to lose weight)

[borderlinejackiee]

[g1rlunb0thered]

ur getting thinner , while she’s getting fatter & doesn’t even realize it.. keep going it’ll be worth it i swear.

[justwater4mepls]

An empty stomach is way better than a bloated one.

Remember that next time that you think about eating

[sophia-131989]

I'm so jealous of people my age who are naturally skinny. Everyone I know is smaller than me and they can eat whatever they want and don't have to worn about gaining and they don't dislike their bodies. Meanwhile I gain 5 pounds after smelling chocolate.

[ilovethebittertaste]

coming back to 3dblr after “recovery”

[calsandmemes]

When someone’s spreading misinformation on nutrition and you gotta hold in the fucked up amount of knowledge you have on the subject

[st4rv3m3]

I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering

[p0rcelainclown]

Love the feeling of an empty stomach

[notsohoneymoon]

I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else

[eatme3]

having a boyfriend that's skinnier than you is literally so embarrassing... like wym come sit in my lap, babe noooo

[expolary]

RE-BLOG IF….

- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.

- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.

-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)

[tinyself01]

I can’t wait to get back the feeling of my h!pb0nes poking out when I’m standing. It was the best feeling in the world 😫🤞

[teaboot]

Kind of a random hill to die on rn but "You'd eat this thing you hate if you got hungry enough" does not set a reasonable expectation of what "hungry enough" means for people with food problems.

Like, are we talking "stomach grumbling" hungry enough, or "can't stand up" hungry enough? Cause personally, I can make myself eat a bit of a pork chop if I'm barfy and shaking and can't see straight anymore, but if it's down to "black out for three days and wake up angry and confused" or "willingly swallow prosciutto", I'm having sleep for dinner. And I know this from experience.

People without food problems don't seem to understand this and it drives me insane. "Hungry enough" is for shit like chewing drywall because the alternative is death or cannibalism.

If I say I can't eat something, It means I can't eat it. It Is Not Edible To Me. It's not even appetizing. It literally does not register as food. You might as well hand me a rubber duck.

And it's frustrating!! Trust me, I wish I wasn't like this, too!! This isn't a choice!! I know it can be rude!! It's embarassing!! It's complicated and annoying and irrational!! That doesn't fix the problem!!

I just wish people didn't treat this sort of thing as "being picky" or lacking willpower or basic manners or something. I can't make myself eat certain foods the way you probably couldn't cut your own fingers off. Does that make sense? It's not just food. Fuck

[ilovethebittertaste]

when someone weighs the same as me but they’re skinnier