I don't miss you as a person. I miss the memories and who you used to be. There's a difference.
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Today is the day that my mind and soul realized we walked with death side by side. There is no lure, no want or desire. Just a comfort in knowing that they are there. A solace in the companionship.
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I envy people who have never experienced what it’s like to be truly lonely, because it’s an evil thing. It aches your heart, your real, actual, beating heart. I just want to be loved.
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Only I Can See
I told someone once
That I wanted to
Fade away.
Frantically Typing each word
just trying to get it all out
in a way they could understand,
my words scrambled throughout the message.
Wishing they could understand
the ledge I stood upon...
My body collapsed,
on the ground I lay,
Drowning in my tears
Hyperventilating with all my fears,
I hoped they'd help me out of this
hole of suffering.
Until the guilt set in.
I felt it was selfish,
Trying to ask someone to stop me
From jumping off the ledge.
Panicking,
Regretting have said anything at all
I quietly turn off the phone,
Rolling my knees into my chest
Holding the hole in my heart that throbbed.
Curdling screams ripped me apart,
every torn apart scar I carried
Within ached for it to end…
Wishing for something
Or someone
To stop my agony,
take me away from this dark loneliness,
Away from the broken parts of myself
The parts only I can see.
A Poem By- Helen Lorane
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In the quiet of night, I find solace in the stars, their twinkling lights a reflection of the longing in my soul.
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FUCK ALL THIS!!! today im gunna go THRIFTING!!!!! im gunna go OUTSIDE!! in gunna SHOWER!!! im gunna pick up my too good to go bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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