#model goals

[fracturedporcelaindoll]

Dear diary,

I always feel better after workout and I seem to have stabilized at current weight so I'll give it a month or so and if haven't lost further weight I may just have to accept and make peace with where at weight related. As I don't think I can adjust what I am doing further in hopes of losing more weight.

Hopefully at the end of February my body will look closer to a model's as to be honest I have a few sexy swimsuits I want to buy but won't do so until I can feel better about how look and weight as well.

Sometimes I wonder why I mentally torture myself by looking at expensive items like I can't help I have expensive tastes but still. At the same time I find window shopping can be mood lift to just look at all the cute and pretty items as well.

It's horribly foggy out today like the setting of some horror film and imagine most will stay indoors given the option so you know that just makes me want to get out more.

Also I must say I know we've all heard it before but stretching before workout is important and not just something for fitness enthusiast or older people to do.

I found that out the hard way nothing like potentially pulling your muscle cause you overworked yourself to force you to take it easy and of course stretch more before workout.

I did feel better after completing it tho waiting and taking time to rest was necessary it was also annoying.

So if you wanna avoid unessacery interruptions during workout do yourself a favor and stretch before starting sets.

I feel like I should get a good girl and medal or reward here for resisting sweets despite being super into them.

They say you are what you eat.... well I feel pretty much like a bunny these days given my diet and how snack on vegetables etc.

I so want to go get an ice cream tho or some candy. Like just for a sec pretend to be a child again and eat candy while watching a movie of course that would lead to breakouts.

Thanks acne like I dont have enough self conscious issues just add to it ~

[ecstasy-embrace]

[larahug]

OMG I FORGOT TO PROVIDE AN ORIGINAL FILE OF MY SPINNY BOI ON TUMBLR

Spread this fucker

seeing them everywhere gives me so much joy lol

[me0311x]

When the numbers on the scale goes down:

[kindinb00]

[morxwar]

Gamer boyfriend x alt girlfriend

[fitstud]

[unknownd8ll]

- wearing something basic because being skinny is the outfit

[sisyphussister]

alizée

[woodlandkisses]

Dolce & Gabbana spring/summer 2005

[kindinb00]

[svelteblknbeautiful]

[me0311x]

[chrissy-kaos]

Looking extra cute for my date 🖤

[maqui-chan]

imagine there's a local league in town where coed teams are allowed so here they are (ok i was very haikyuu pilled and instead of drawing haikyuu fanart i draw dol playing volleyball)