#self h@rm recovery

[doodlebugsketchez]

IM IN MY S/H RECOVERY ERA WHO IS CHEERING

[ts4ritsa]

Could you please do headcanons of poly! lumity reacting to a nb!s/o's old self harm scars? Only if your okay with that of course. id understand if your not comfortable with that /gen.

✧ lumity imagines :

reacting to s/o reader’s old self-harm scars (enby/gn reader)

cw: self-harm scars

Luz immediately gasps at the sight, but wastes no time taking you into her arms and holding you tightly. Like really tightly. She feels terrible that you were so miserable, to a point that you did this to yourself.

She goes on and on about how she wishes that she was there with you when it happened; to stop you, to comfort and listen to you, to do anything she could to make you feel better.

While Amity at first, is left speechless for a few seconds. But it isn’t a bad thing! She’s just so—dismayed that you’d do that, and why :( - so it overwhelmed her train of thought for a moment.

She loves you so much, and seeing her lover at such a state would leave her heartbroken D:

But then, she then comes and holds you as well. Less tighter though.

The two see how your scars were from so long ago, and you’ve implied how you’ve changed a lot since then. You’ve become happier, happier with them, and all your other new friends. So she and Luz see you’ve recovered.

Luz tells you that she’s so proud that you’ve managed to overcome it. And she’s like OVERJOYED that she and Amity were able to help you do that.

You’re being held in such a gingerly way, that you can’t help but feel so safe in their arms. It makes you feel like you can come to them about everything, and they’d happily listen.

All this while Luz pours her heart out to you, which makes you feel so loved and accepted.

Amity finds it cute and extremely thoughtful of her. She agrees with everything Luz says, about how she wishes they were both there to help you out before, and how they’re so glad they were with you throughout your journey of recovery.

After Luz’s finishes, Amity, still holding you, sweetly tells you that she’d absolutely annihilate who or whatever motivated you to hurt yourself in the first place. You and Luz couldn’t help but giggle, she said it so casually?

Luz then tells you how you can always talk to them whenever you felt like it. Whether you were energetic, sad, angry, whatever.

Amity nods and then assures you how they’d be right by your side to help you get through anything <3

You all can’t help but tear up a little and smile, it’s such a heartwarming moment.

a/n: heello, I just wanted to say I’ve never dealt with situations like this myself, so I deeply apologize if it is portrayed badly. also thank you for understanding if I was uncomfortable anon, but I tried my best and I hope you liked it :)

© ts4ritsa (do not repost w/o credits)

[angelsalwaysdie]

Tw sh mention:

I had huge urges to relapse today. But I didn't.

I remembered how miserable I was during those times. How I'm nearly 6 months clean, which is the longest I've been in years. How much I hated wearing bandages and bandaids all the time (I still do wear a lot of bandaids cause I'm clusmy asf)

It's reliving that I don't have to worry about nerve damage or getting stitches anymore.

Recovery is so worth it.

[mindspiller]

Sometimes a change in scenery is all one needs…

But sometimes the scenery changes and you don’t.

[imsad-sam]

tw: sh mention

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i hit my 6 month milestone today :) feeling quite proud of myself

[wronggalaxy]

I just want to say thank you to everyone who has liked and reblogged and commented on my posts, and especially the ones who have sent me asks and such. I know I'm not exactly famous, I know I flip-flop between recovery and self-harm, I know I make random unrelated posts, but you're here anyway. And a special thanks to my followers. I don't know how many of you are real VS. bots or trolls or people who just followed to see if I'd follow back, but thank you regardless.

You all matter, I love you. 💙

[selfsabotagingcvnt]

2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

[ed-recoverry]

Shoutout to people who “just” have anxiety and depression. I’m sorry the severity of your disorders are downplayed. I know from personal experience, when I was dealing with “just” anxiety and depression, that this was something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. Depression is severe. Anxiety is severe. There is no “just” anxiety and depression.

[ilovethebittertaste]

i hate how i’m scared to get worse but i also want to get worse

[reminderofapast]

[girlbossblog444]

I was playing with my cat and my uncle scared him and he accidentally scratched my arm and when I asked my uncle why did he scared him he said "I thought you liked getting cuts" 🧍‍♀️(I'm almost 4 months clean btw) (╥_╥)

Tf is wrong with my uncle 😭😭

[angelsalwaysdie]

Cries my body is ruined and I'm the one to blame.

[mindspiller]

I am 34 days clean from self harm and 36 days clean from binge/purging. Why is getting better harder than being mentally ill?

[lostmf]

By @desnos

[imsad-sam]

tw: depression rant

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honestly, what is the point? what is the point of anything? i don't know why i am alive and i don't have the energy to be alive much longer. i feel as though i've lived a hundred lives already and i'm so tired. i just want it to stop.

[ezsdiary]

the healing process of $h sucks, it's so itchy