#tw implied self destructive behavior

[scenicphoenix]

One No Longer-

Baa, Baa, Black Sheep

one no longer my wool is gone

ripped out by gnashing teeth

hooves broken off turned into claws

Shunned by my family and a target on my back

I ripped out my wool

covered in blood and ran away

and that’s a fact.

If my family won’t understand me

and my herd wants me dead

I might as well start anew

find a new home

and start a pack.

Surround myself by those

that have gone through the same thing

and understand

what it’s like to be alone

the isolation

in a family who refuses, gets defensive, and will never understand.

Baa, Baa, Black Sheep

one no longer my wool is gone

ripped out by gnashing teeth

hooves broken off turned into claws

shunned by the many and accepted by the few

shunned by my old family and accepted by the new

I tore myself asunder and built myself anew

I am what you would call a self made man

I chose this, This is my life

you have no say

I am Who I choose, not you.

-Blake -

Based off of the religious saying/quote A wolf in Sheep's clothing

and the poem Baa Baa Black Sheep

Supposed to be a fuck you to many religious people who see LGBT+ people as wrong and/or a sin. A more literal take on wolf in sheep's clothing I guess, although also an opposite take. the original religious quote has the wolf being the enemy/villain, because wolves eat sheep right? but it's only one wolf in a entire flock of sheep, the wolf is out numbered, the wolf is easily trampled. especially in a weak state of just finding out they are a wolf, turning into one like in the poem. It's a metaphor. for what you can easily guess, although if you also relate to it as well I won't stop you from relating to it.

ask to tag, if you have anything to tell me about the poem I don't mind critique as long as it's constructive or telling me something I needed to know that I may have not known like a misused phrase or word

I have tried to tag accordingly for things like implied self harm, religious themes, and gore

I was worried about posting this because of my anxiety and over thinking but I decided fuck it, why not. I worked hard on both the drawing and poem, other people should get to see other than me. I can always ignore bigoted people, and I try to be open minded to mistakes I make when someone tells me about them. I know the feeling of immediately defensive hostile people it's not fun

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

[chiyeko-kurea]

My last breath will be a sigh of relief.

[tearsfallout]

[foxlungz]

Forced to live. Born to kill myself.

[nvhz]

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and i need it now

[muzgozjeb]

[endlessmidnights]

I hate that everywhere I go and everything I see, involves me thinking of a way to kill myself

[tap3tum-lucidum]

[chiyeko-kurea]

-kurea:)

[tearsfallout]

[foxlungz]

You should be able to kill yourself once a week to maintain your sanity

[sleepwalk-1-ng]

I don't know why I'm here, if I've seen time and time again that I don't belong in this world, why can't I just die?

[muzgozjeb]

[ima-end-itt]

Cutting isn't enough, I need to rip apart every single part of my body

[bunniibpd]

i wish i could actually think through my problems instead of defaulting to suicide as an option