#tw; mental instability

[a-hospital--for-souls]

"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...

[betweenmee]

You don’t get it, this pain never goes away

[7nvk]

existing and living are not the same

[i-love-diet-coke]

There's

"just done a leg day" 💪🦵🏋️

And then there's

"just done a leg day"😭💀🔪

[dietcoks]

I’m not that dramatic 🙄

also me:

[sadsickandstoned]

Or worse, I wake up (😠😠) and am LATE to work

[dreamsclock]

hey uhmmmmmuhhhhhm anyone else thinking about how cdream can probably never genuinely think about burning himself in lava because of how illogical it was. he planned the prison he knew it wouldn’t help him escape. it wouldn’t even kill him. he was doing it to cope and because he was so unstable and his logic-driven mind 100% would not be able to cope with that when he escaped i don’t think. like he can justify everything to himself EXCEPT that behavior because… really, he knows, there was no thought behind it except pain and exhaustion and dread.

[domina-honoribila]

I need your prayers, please. My husband has been hospitalized for a bipolar episode. This is probably the worst he's ever had.

[beanghostprincess]

Sabo still struggles with memory loss. He had his childhood back, of course, he remembers Ace and Luffy and everything they did together. But he doesn't remember some stuff. Some anecdotes Luffy tells oh so excitedly? He can't recall that those happened. And if he does, it's all blurry and never at all like Luffy says. But he never says anything because that would break his brother's heart, to know his older brother isn't fully back with him, so he nods and smiles and pretends he knows what Luffy is talking about every time.

His room is filled with Post-it notes. Stupid, really. Dumb stuff. But he has all the meetings he needs to remember and the missions he has to do, along with everything he wants to write down at some point properly. The walls are covered in pictures of the people he loves (Luffy, Ace, Koala, Robin... All the others that have ever meant something to him because he refuses to forget somebody again).

He keeps writing dumb stuff down. Anything. He refuses to forget. He denies the possibility of doing it again.

But he forgets. Sabo keeps forgetting important dates. Important parts of his life, like his past with his brothers (he forgets a random adventure they had that he swore he had talked about the day prior) and crucial things he has to do. He has a hard time picturing his memories. Putting them in his brain. Turning them into images. Saying it's frustrating is a huge understatement.

Koala helps him out, of course. She's hard on him so he finishes his paperwork, but she knows it's difficult sometimes. She's his personal calendar and diary. She informs him of what he has to do during the week and always tries to talk and talk about anecdotes that she knows he still remembers but knows he loves to hear again.

His mental health isn't the best either, but he refuses to acknowledge it. There's a revolution at hand, he can't stop working. And fighting. And doing more and more and more. But sometimes it's just too much. Sometimes he goes into depressive episodes he can't control, and the medication is either addicting or the worst thing that has ever happened to him. Sometimes he's a bit too intense. Koala says he needs to calm down, that he has a problem with his fixation on the revolution and his past. Sabo keeps saying that it's fine. But he sometimes forgets or has blurry images of the fights and the people he has killed, filled with energy and excitement and like he has the power of a God. He doesn't like those. Enjoys the moment. Hates to forget it. Hates to know what he did during it too, even if it was for a good cause. Despises the look Koala gives him, also. Makes her promise not to tell Luffy about all of this.

But it's fine, he keeps saying. Sabo will keep trying to never forget anything ever again.

[candieduranium]

[a-hospital--for-souls]

Not to be dramatic or anything but I really wanna die.

[betweenmee]

I can’t even recognise myself anymore

[7nvk]

whats the point of prolonging a miserable existence?

[lovesick-angels-blog]

Did I do something to upset you? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Please come back. I miss you. I'm sorry.

[tinnchan]

THE GLORY (2023) - PART 2: EPISODE 14

"Dong-Eun! These people are taking me away! Say something, come on!"

[calf-cover]

Do you love the king Ambassador 7u7?

I'm sorry that it took so long, this was a rather big answer. Read the warnings and have fun!