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uhhlifeig ¡ 2 days ago
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Discussion - May 30 - word count: 585 - @wolfstarmicrofic
“Prongs, I don’t know what to do,” Sirius groaned into his hands, flopping backwards onto the bed.
James peered down at him, frowning. “Have you tried telling him?”
“No way, Prongs. He’ll think I’m weird,” Sirius sighed, staring at the ceiling. “For fuck’s sake, I steal his sweaters so I can smell him- and if that’s not creepy, I’m not sure what is.”
“Padfoot, we all know you steal his sweaters,” James said dryly. “Have you noticed that it’s gotten easier lately?”
Sirius sat straight up. “What?” He ran his hands through his hair. “Fuck, Prongs, he knows. He doesn’t think I’m weird? Oh, Merlin.”
“Pads, I’ve been telling you he doesn’t care for the past hour. Hell, I think he’s enabling you.”
“Shut it.”
“He likes you, Padfoot.”
“No, he doesn’t. End of discussion.”
The door creaked open. “What discussion?” Remus asked, stepping into the dorm room.
Fuck.
“And this is where I leave you two,” James announced, getting up and stretching. “Bye.”
Double fuck.
Before Sirius could start cursing James’s name, the door slammed shut like a death sentence- which it was, actually. 
He could see his obituary now. Sirius Orion Black, time of death: 11:11 PM, May 29th, 1976. Survived by his ex-best friend James, his crush Remus, and the only one who didn’t betray him this whole time.
“So,” Remus said, sitting down on the bed next to him. “Care to fill me in?”
Sirius’s ears burned. “I, uh- Well, James and I were talking,” he said, voice going up in pitch.
“I can tell, Pads. What about?”
“You.”
Remus frowned, the brown of his eyes dimming ever so slightly. “Me? Were you two gossiping?”
Sirius shook his head fervently. “Not about you, Remus. Never.”
“Then why-”
“Because I love you,” Sirius blurted, cutting him off. “And I have a feeling that you might… like me back?”
Remus stared at him blankly. “What?”
Sirius’s heart sank. “Uhm. Sorry, just ignore me-”
“No, no. Say that again. I need to know-” Remus giggled, a little bit maniacally- “You like me back? What the fuck?”
Confusion swirled inside of him. “Well, yeah. Of course I like you back, how could I not? You’re just so amazing, Remus.”
“Are you sure about that? Because, like, you’re one of the best people I’ve ever met. You’re brave and compassionate and you can deflect everything life throws at you no matter what. You have a laugh that reminds me of spring, and, well. I’m just… me.”
Sirius laughed. “Of course I’m sure, Moony. You’re beautiful and kind and you care about others so much you lock yourself away. You have eyes that reflect angels and a voice like a summer storm. If anything, I’m not good enough for you.”
“Sirius, don’t. I’m a werewolf, and-”
The door flew open.
“Will you two stop confessing and just kiss now?” James cried in frustration. “I’ve been sitting through this from both of you for weeks, and I swear to fuck-”
Another head popped out from behind the doorway, scowling. “James, leave them be,” Peter scolded. “We’ve both sat through this, but c’mon, man. Why do you wanna hear your best friends kiss?”
James blushed crimson. “Wha- I never said that, Pete-”
“You’re insinuating it. Now c’mon.”
“Fine.”
As Peter left with James in tow, he winked at the two still sitting on the bed. “Remember to use protection,” he mouthed, before closing the door.
“So,” Sirius said, breaking the silence. “Whaddaya say? Wanna take their advice, Moons?”
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mrs-elsie-barnes ¡ 6 hours ago
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Lifting Spirits | Thunderbolts*!Bucky Barnes x Female! Reader | Drabble 895 words |
It's been a long time since you and Bucky were able to sneak off, and it's starting to show.
Warnings: 18+ for suggestive language, thoughts and situations. Thunderbolts* spoilers.
HBS Week 1: “Mind your own damn business.” | [Secret Sex/Relationship | Embarrassment | Denial]
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Masterlist | Hot Bucky Summer | Bucky Barnes
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No one was supposed to know about you and Bucky. You hadn't meant to make the relationship secret, it'd just sort of…happened. If you could even call it a relationship, mostly it was just…fucking. Stress relief, unwinding.
You had a system and that system mostly involved sneaking into each other's bedrooms as much as humanly possible, which wasn't very often when you shared a weird superhero tower with five other, very nosey, people.
It'd been a while, to be honest, since you'd had any kind of opportunity to sneak into Bucky's room, and it was starting to wear very thin.
The memory of his body under yours as you'd taken your pleasure from him in the huge Jacuzzi tub on the balcony was just a memory. The feel of his hands on your hips, holding you still as he drove you both into his headboard and over the edge of pleasure was just a dreamy sensation.
Now you were contending with your own hands and the few toys you managed to sneak in past your fellow heroes.
"Are you alright?" Bob asked from his nest of cushions and beanbags by the ridiculously huge windows.
"Oh, yeah, I'm fine. How're you, read anything good lately?"
He frowned, looking at you sideways.
"I was just — nevermind, you must not have heard me." He went a little pink at the ears and you realised he'd been talking about his latest read for at least ten minutes while you looked at the balcony and tried to recall, in detail, what Bucky's cock felt like inside you.
"Sorry, Bob, just, in my own head at the moment. Nothing to do with you."
You half-smiled, but still couldn't take your eyes off the covered tub.
You fell back into your own thoughts until the elevator dinged open, making you start.
"I told you, Yelena, I'm fine."
"Bucky, you do not seem fine." She grumbled back, "you broke so much stuff, you know how much all that stuff costs?"
"No."
Even the sound of his gruff voice was sending tingles down your spine. Fuck. You needed that sound in your ear, telling you every disgusting thing he was going to do to you just as soon as you got some time alone and —
"Hey, are you oh-kay? What is it with you two lately."
"She's fine, 'Lena, she said she's fine." Bob raised his eye brows, not brave enough to say anything, but he sure was fond of suggesting.
"Ergh, there's nothing wrong, leave me alone." You flopped back into the couch cushions, one eye open.
You tracked Bucky's movements across the living area, he shrugged his jacket off, pulling it down each muscled arm, you licked your lips, when he tugged it free and shook it out you could see his broad shoulders, biceps swelling.
Bob followed your eyeline.
Bucky stretched, his t-shirt riding up and revealling a slither of his lower belly, a dusting of dark hair, a hint of muscle.
You sighed dreamily.
He sat down, kicking his boots up onto the coffee table and searching for the remote before reaching his vibranium hand behind him to ruffle his long hair.
"Okay, I'm going to bed." You announced, slapping your thighs and pushing yourself up.
"It's not even dinner yet?" Yelena said, confused. "It is like half past six in the evening, you can't go to bed."
"I'm…very sleepy." You insisted, faking a yawn and stretching your arms in your best attempt to show off your own body.
Bucky looked at you then, the same hunger in his eyes when they trailed down your body and back up. You were only in a big t-shirt and shorts, but when you moved you knew he could see the curve of your hips, the arch of your back — his favourite places to grasp and pull at.
"Yeah, we've all been very tired." He agreed, his voice slightly stilted. "It's good to rest — sleep."
"Going to lay down. In my room. On my bed." You backed towards the elevator, toying with the bottom of your shirt.
Bucky stood too, eyes locked with yours as if he was stalking you like prey. Every footfall of his boots echoed in the otherwise silent penthouse.
"You guys are weird." Bob mumbled, but he couldn't look away either, picking his milkshake back up.
Finally you were both in the elevator, backs against each wall, still eyeing each other.
The doors closed heavily.
"They're so weird." Bob laughed, taking a long, loud, slurp of milkshake.
"Too weird."
Yelena pushed the call button again and, sure enough, the elevator came straight back, the doors opening slowly to reveal you and Bucky tangled together.
He'd lifted you into his arms straight away, wrapping your legs around his waist so you could press yourself against his hardening length. He was kissing you so deeply you didn't even notice Yelena stood in the open door.
"Oh my god, 'Lena! Look!" Bob shouted and Yelana nodded in agreement.
"Oh fuck." You laughed, burying your head in Bucky's neck to cover your embarrassed shock.
But Bucky didn't falter, he pressed the button for your floor, continuing to kiss up your neck and, as the doors were shutting, turned to Yelena.
"Mind your own damn business."
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clinically-not-straight ¡ 2 years ago
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If I had a penny for the number of times I've seen people explain how the "there's this many genders" thing works and end up explaining what a personality/interest is instead I may have enough to buy a twix or possibly even a large cadburys bar.
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theygender ¡ 1 month ago
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Oh damn I just realized I'm going to have to deal with being nonbinary at work IN PERSON for the first time
#like at my olds jobs i was closeted and could mostly pass as a woman#by the time i got my job at the contact center i was a lot more visibly trans but i still didnt want to be out at work#so i just didnt talk about it and let people assume whatever and use whatever pronouns#then we went wfh and that became a lot easier#when i got this promotion tho i accidentally came out as nonbinary? and everyone has been cool and accepting#but these will be whole new people that im working with. i dont know what any of their views will be#and unless i want to intentionally go back into the closet i will have to like. address my gender in person#and i feel like theres a big difference between having my pronouns in zoom/teams and having people mostly use them#but occasionally slip up and then message me on the side to apologize#and never really having to interact with them in a way that would require them to use my pronouns outside of that#and like... having to fucking like. personally introduce my pronouns and potentially be subjected to peoples confusion irl#and having much more chances for people to slip up around me#and a much less private channel for them to do the song and dance they feel obligated to do when they mess up despite me reassuring them#like what. am i supposed to wear a pronoun pin? those things are ineffective and a little cliche and i dont want to wear one anyway#i guess i can just go back to not talking about it and letting people assume whatever but thatll be even more confusing now#(and would probably invite even more uncomfortable song and dancing now that im actually out and people can get it 'wrong'#instead of just seeing it as respecting my privacy)#i cant pass as a woman anymore. theoretically i could maybe pretend to be a trans guy? but that makes me equally dysphoric#god. whats the bathroom situation gonna be like. bc i get weird looks no matter which one i go in now. will they have a gender neutral one?#maybe itll all be fine and im worried about nothing but. man am i worried 😭#rambling
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danketsuround ¡ 7 months ago
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i'm going to the dentist tomorrow and being really brave about it. extremely. because i need to get my wisdom teeth out very soon but i have to do a consultation first. i'm being brave. i promise. i'm brave...... :(
#wish me luck.....im actually going to cry#soooooo like i have a blood phobia which makes me really afraid to go to the doctor#also i didnt have insurance until i moved to japan LOL.#so there's a bunch of weird stuff and associations i have with going to get my Health Checked#we have mandatory yearly health checkups and in my town everyone signs up for a day/time and goes to a big gym#and you wait in line with all these doctors who test your hearing and pee and lungs etc#but also your blood#last year i had only lived in fukushima for two months or so#and i was really dreading the checkup but i was being brave because it's MANDATORY i have no choice#(also free yay)#but when they drew my blood i literally fainted in front of everyone#i didnt realize i was going to do that because i haven't in a really long time#even though i was crying while waiting my turn because i was so scared 😭😭😭😭#anyways it was actually so terrifying because people were saying things that i couldnt understand while i was basically on the ground#the doctor later told me my heart rate was so fast he thought i was going to have a heart attack and almost called an ambulance#but i was like no lol i just have a phobia. and he was like umm can you tell us next time?#my bad#anyways he told me to stay home for the rest of the day so i did#it also happened to be the day before the school festival#so when i came the next day everyone rushed up to me and was like ARE YOU OKAY#and i was confused like yeahhhh im fine i just got a little sick haha#but it turns out there was a rumor that i was carried away in an ambulance from fainting lmfao#like nah one of my coworkers just drove me back home lol#very long story just to say....#im going to faint again probably. even though it's just a consolation.#text
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crazyw3irdo ¡ 2 years ago
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saw jaws for the first time today and i can’t believe despite knowing so much about it through cultural osmosis i had no clue matt hooper existed and i love that funky little guy
#he’s just autistic about sharks and i love him for it. i forgive him for his crimes (being rich)#also his line about ‘having enough of these working class heroes’ or whatever. i was ready to fight him for that one#i knew about concerned police officer and weird old vaguely threatening fisherman but no one ever mentioned the silly little guy who just.#i knew when every jumpscare happened but i didn’t know one of the three main characters existed#he just loves sharks man. man was so funny. ‘hey i was told to tell you guys that you shouldnt all get in that boat’ ‘we’ll do it anyway’#‘okay! they’re going to die :)’#crazwaz posted#id seen the clip of matt discovering the body and the clip of them paddling to shore at the end!!!#but i’d never seen any clip of quint so i figured the one at the end was him and the body discoverer was a random character#he was wearing a wetsuit in the body scene and is seen from far away in behind in the final one so i have the right to not have realized ok#also weirdly enough my submechanophobia was not really triggered at all? which is wild. like one or two times it happened but like. that was#so weird to just. know that normally i’m scared of that kind of thing but it just. didn’t happen? like i’m scared of the jaws animatronic on#the universal ride! it scared me in pics and it scared me when i saw it irl! but bruce? nah she was just fine#that’s another thing i always think of bruce as she/her like. them all using he/him for the shark confused me#my brother mentioned she’s a girl in jaws 3d + in the wild girl sharks are bigger than boys so that’s probably what caused it#but i still think of godzilla as she/her and that one has like no evidence so maybe my brain just does that to them or smth
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agentstarkid ¡ 2 months ago
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YOU'RE THE ONE (TO MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND) ✦ AZRIEL
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✦ SUMMARY: Azriel prided himself on restraint—on silence, shadows, and secrets. But you, with your unshaken confidence and maddening obliviousness, were testing every last thread of his sanity. As chaos ensues, the Shadowsinger realizes one thing: he might be doomed.
✦ WORD COUNT: 1.2K
✦ WARNINGS: crack fic, archeron!sister (briefly mentioned), miscommunication, angsty fluff and humor (maybe??), obliviousness, azriel is stressed and about to have an aneurysm—azriel fanart by harleetattoos
✦ MAY'S RADIO: this was a fun little experiment 😅 azzie boy is a certified swiftie™ 😆 i hope this is somewhere close to what you had in mind, lili bestie! -> based on this post by @lili-of-the-wildfire 🖤
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Azriel was losing his damn mind.
He had spent centuries perfecting the art of self-control—of mastering his shadows, his emotions, his very existence. But this? This was unraveling him at the seams.
And he was at his limits.
Not the normal limit, like when Cassian got a little too rowdy or Rhysand smirked a little too much. No. This was a whole new brand of suffering.
Since the moment you were thrown into the Cauldron, he had kept his distance—watching, waiting, giving you space to adjust to your new life, to the Night Court, to him. Knowing how difficult it was for your sisters, knowing that maybe you needed time to grieve what you lost.
But you—you seemed fine.
You smiled, you laughed, you trained with Cassian and traded insults with Rhys, you asked Mor endless questions about the best places to visit in Velaris. You were fine.
Except Azriel knew that wasn’t true.
Because he felt it—the crackling in the air whenever he was near you, the way your emotions bled into his own, even when you weren’t looking at him. The bond—the one you were blissfully ignorant of—was there, thrumming between you.
And it was killing him.
Because you didn’t know.
You were testing him in ways he never thought possible.
Which was why you were currently sitting across from him at the dining table, casually eating a pastry, completely unbothered by the fact that every time you so much as breathed, the bond between you screamed at him.
“I was thinking,” you said, licking a crumb from your finger, completely unaware of the way Azriel’s eyes tracked the movement, “maybe I should go to the Winter Court for a while. Just to clear my head, see more of Prythian, you know?”
Azriel’s fork snapped in half.
You blinked at him. “You okay?”
No. No, he was not okay.
“You can’t,” he said, voice tight.
Your brows knitted together. “What do you mean, I can’t?”
“You can’t just—” He took a breath, ran a hand through his hair. “You can’t just leave. You belong here.”
You scoffed. “I belong nowhere, Azriel. That’s kind of the problem.”
He exhaled sharply. “You belong with me.”
“Excuse me?,” your expression twisted in confusion. “Why are you being so weird about this?”
Azriel exhaled sharply through his nose. He had planned to do this delicately, to ease you into it, to find the right words—
That plan was dead.
“You’re my mate.” he rasped, voice strained.
“…Okay?”
Silence.
Azriel just stared at you. His mind short-circuited so violently that his shadows actually stopped moving.
“…Okay?” he repeated, his voice an octave higher than usual.
You shifted on your seat. “Yeah? You seem really stressed about it, though.”
His eye twitched. His shadows twitched. Everything twitched.
Cauldron boil him, you had no idea what it meant.
He inhaled sharply, his wings flaring slightly. “Do you understand what that means?”
You folded your arms. “Is it, like, a fae kink? I mean, I don’t judg–” You tilted your head, raising an eyebrow. “Why do you look like you’re about to have an aneurysm?”
A FAE K—?
He had seen battle. He had been tortured. He had infiltrated enemy territory and survived things that would make even Cassian cry. But this? This was what was going to kill him.
“I—No,” he choked, rubbing his temples like he could physically press the stress out of his skull. “It’s not a kink. It’s a bond. The mating bond.”.
You hummed, swishing the tea in your cup thoughtfully. “Right. So, like… what does that mean, exactly?”
“You don’t know,” he whispered to himself. “You don’t know. No one told you.” He let out a breath that sounded like a mix between a groan and a whimper. “I’m going to kill Rhys.”
His shadows curled and twisted like they were also on the verge of a complete breakdown. “It means we’re soulmates. Destined. Bound by the Cauldron itself. You’re mine.”
You blinked. “I what?”
“You. Are. My. Mate,” he repeated, slower this time, as if you were a particularly dense trainee.
You tilted your head. “So… like an arranged marriage?”
Azriel made a sound that was somewhere between a snarl and a sob. His hands were shaking.
“No,” he gritted out. “It’s deeper than that.”
You frowned. “Like a super intense best friendship?”
“I—NO.”
You hear someone wheezing, barely holding their laughter in—then, moments later, a crash followed by a yelp.
You turned just in time to see a figure darting away, a blur of wings and siphons.
Cassian.
Azriel’s shadows had found him eavesdropping—and, judging by the way he stumbled, they had made sure he regretted it.
Azriel’s eye twitched. He’d deal with him later.
“Was that…? Is he okay?” you asked, glancing toward the door.
Azriel exhaled sharply, pinching the bridge of his nose. “He’ll live,” he muttered, clearly deciding that his brother’s suffering was not his current priority.
Instead, he turned back to you, inhaling deeply, speaking very slowly. “The bond ties our souls together. It means you’re meant to be with me. It’s why you feel drawn to me.”
Your face scrunched in thought. “Oh.” A pause. “I do feel really attracted to you.”
Azriel’s heart stopped. His wings tensed.
Finally. Finally, you were understanding—
“I thought it was just, you know… female hysteria.”
Azriel.exe stopped working.
You gestured vaguely. “Like, I figured I just had a stupidly big crush on you. Thought maybe it was the trauma or the near-death experience. But the mating bond? That makes so much sense.” You laughed, shaking your head. “Wow, I really thought I was just—”
Azriel inhaled sharply. Fine. If words weren’t getting through to you, maybe this would.
He reached deep into himself and gave the bond a firm tug.
You gasped. A shiver shot down your spine, warmth curling in your chest like liquid sunlight. Your breath hitched, and—Cauldron damn him—you gasped, eyes going huge and then giggled.
Azriel felt his soul crack in half.
You blinked at him, eyes wide with wonder. “Wait, what was that?!” Then, catching the look on his face—his pinched expression and the slight tension in his shoulders—, you gasped again, pointing at him accusingly. “Was that you?!”
Before he could respond, you beamed, wiggling excitedly in your seat. “Oh my gods—do that again. That tickled.”
Azriel was going to pass out. Or throw himself off a balcony. Maybe both.
“I—” He pinched the bridge of his nose so hard it nearly bruised. “You—You don’t just have a crush on me. That feeling? That’s the bond. The Cauldron literally forged us for each other.”
Your smile faltered and you squinted at him. “Are you sure?”
Azriel’s grip on reality was slipping.
“Yes.”
“…Huh.” You sipped your tea. “Neat.”
Azriel’s vision blurred. He was on the verge of blacking out.
Cassian’s laughter echoed from the hallway.
Azriel snarled. “Go away, Cassian.”
More laughter. Then a whispered, “I cannot wait to tell Rhys.”
Azriel inhaled so sharply his chest ached. He turned back to you, shadows writhing. “You do understand what this means, right?”
You smiled. “Of course I do.”
Azriel exhaled in relief.
Then—
“Anyway, as I was saying—I think I’d still like to visit the Winter Court and maybe then the beaches in Summer.” You smiled dreamily. “I could get a nice tan. A little vitamin D never hurt anyone, right?”
Azriel dropped his head onto the table so hard he thought he might develop a second brain injury to match the first one you’d unknowingly given him.
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enhani-ki ¡ 5 months ago
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snitch - reader x ni-ki
warnings: very suggestive content, making out, cursing, etc...
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you stared out the window of the bus. your legs were bouncing uncontrollably while your hands gripped the strap of your bag.
ni-ki's sister sat next to you with phone in hand but her focus kept drifting back to you. she raised her brow, leaning a little closer. "hey, are you okay?"
you snapped out of your thoughts, blinking rapidly. "huh? yeah, i'm fine."
"no, you're not." she nudged your arm with hers. "you've been weird ever since we left the house. you're quiet, and you're acting… i don't know, nervous or something. what's up?"
you opened your mouth to respond but ended up just sighing as there are no words coming out.
because earlier that day, you were just in ni-ki's room sitting cross-legged on the floor, flipping through magazines while his sister searched his desk drawers.
the room smelled faintly of his cologne. fresh and manly which is a scent that always remain whenever ni-ki's nearby.
"i swear, he never keeps anything organized." she muttered while tossing random things in the room. "i just need to find that charger and then we're out of here."
"uhm, you're invading my space." ni-ki showed up, leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed and wearing a smirk in his lips.
"well, i know for a fact that my charger is here." his sister shot him a glare. "why don't you make yourself useful?"
"i am." he said smugly. "i'm supervising."
you snorted while flipping a page in the magazine.
his gaze snapped to you and you regretted even reacting. ni-ki's smirk widened. "what? jealous i'm not paying attention to you for once?" he teased, stepping into the room.
you scoffed, looking up at him. "don't flatter yourself."
his sister groaned, annoyed that she knows exactly where this is going. "both of you, shut up. i found it." she held up the tangled mess of cords then turned to you. "be right back! i'll just to grab my bag in my room."
"take your time, sis." ni-ki said then stepped aside to let his sister pass.
the door shut behind him with a soft click. suddenly, the room felt smaller. the sound of ni-ki's footsteps creaking of the floor and the faint rustling of the magazine pages are the only thing you could hear.
slowly, you lifted your eyes to look at him and the look on his face just made your heart jump.
"looks like it's just us now." ni-ki said then he bit his lip.
you felt nervous but you did your best to keep your tone calm and steady. "and?"
ni-ki crouched in front of you, so close you could see the faint freckles scattered across his nose.
"and i've been dying to do this."
you blinked... confused, and before you could ask what he meant, his hand cupped your cheek.
the warmth of his touch sent a jolt throughout your body and the next thing you know is that his lips were on yours.
it wasn't soft or gentle. ni-ki kissed you like he couldn't hold it back anymore, like he'd been waiting for this moment and wasn't about to waste it. his thumb traced your neck as his lips moved against yours, leading you into a kiss that's leaving you both breathless.
the magazine slipped from your hands as you melt under all the intensity. your heart is pounding so hard it's drowning out every rational thought.
ni-ki made everything else fade away.
then the sound of footsteps echoed, making ni-ki pull back immediately. his lips were swollen and his breathing has become uneven. he stood up then covered his mouth, casually leaning back against the wall again like nothing had happened.
the door creaked open and his sister walked in, holding her bag. "ready to go?"
you looked down to hide your face and wiped your mouth before looking at his sister. slowly, you stood up and glared at ni-ki but he didn't even look at you.
"yeah." you answered, standing up with shaky legs.
"good. let's go!" his sister said cheerfully. totally oblivious to what happened in the room just a few seconds ago.
and as you followed her out, you dared one last glance over your shoulder. ni-ki was still leaning against the wall, his arms were crossed and there's a faint smirk playing on his lips.
now, you're on the bus and you can't seem to forget the feeling of making out with ni-ki earlier, the way he touched you, the smug smirk he had thrown your way when you're about to walk out... it all played like an endless loop in your mind.
"i'm- i'm just tired." you said finally, forcing a weak smile. "didn't get much sleep last night."
ni-ki's sister didn't seem convinced and her eyes narrowed slightly as she studied your face. you avoided her eyes, trying to focus on the passing buildings outside.
"okay, but you're literally anxious." she gestured toward your legs, which were still bouncing uncontrollably. "is something bothering you? that stupid ni-ki said something dumb again, didn't he?"
your heart jumped when she mentioned ni-ki's name. you clenched your fists. "no!" you said quickly, a little too defensive. "why would you say that?"
she shrugged, leaning back against the seat. "i don't know? he loves annoying you and i know you can't stand him most of the time. i just thought maybe he said something that offended you or made you angry."
you bit your lip as the truth bubbling dangerously close to the surface.
it's not what he said, it's what he did.
"really, i'm fine." you said, trying to steady your voice. "just tired, that's all."
ni-ki's sister watched you for a moment, then she sighed. "alright, if you say so. but seriously, if something's bothering you, you can tell me. you know that, right?"
you nodded while the guilt were slowly growing inside of you. she had no idea what had happened and the thought of telling her made your stomach twist.
how could you admit that her brother, her annoying, unpredictable brother had kissed you and you didn't even push him away?
the bus reached to a stop. you stood up, slinging the bag over your shoulder. "come on, this is us."
you followed her silently, your legs were still shaky as you stepped off the bus. the chill air hit your face but it did little to clear your spinning thoughts.
and as you walked side by side, ni-ki's sister chatted about something that had happened at school but you're barely hearing her words. your mind was still stuck to what happened in ni-ki's room, replaying the way he had kissed you.
fed up, she stopped abruptly in the middle of the sidewalk, turning to face you. "alright, that's it. spill. what's going on with you?"
you shook your head but she continued. "you're acting so weird and i know it's not just because you're tired."
you froze and her stare pinning you in place. your heart pounded in your chest and for a moment, you considered brushing it off again.
"your brother kissed me."
her jaw dropped and she stared at you like you'd just said the most ridiculous thing she have ever heard. "he, what?!"
you swallowed hard, struggling to talk as you felt your cheeks burning. "back at the house. before we left. he… he kissed me."
her mouth opened and closed as she also struggled to form a response. "i-" meanwhile, your heart felt like it might beat out of your chest.
few days later, you and ni-ki's sister agreed to hang out at her house again, though you had to admit, the idea of going back was not easy but when she told you niki that wasn't home, you eventually agreed. you can't see him. you needed a break from everything that had happened, especially after that one hell of a kiss you still couldn't quite process.
you sat into the couch, trying to distract yourself with some random conversation but it wasn't long before her phone starting to buzz like crazy.
"you said he wouldn't be here!" you hissed, glancing nervously at the front door as ni-ki's sister grabbed her bag.
"i didn't know either! he said he wasn't coming home today." she said apologetically. "i'm so sorry, but i really have to go. it's an emergency. you'll be fine, okay? just ignore him or fucking push him."
and before you could protest, she was already out the door. you exhaled, dreading the thought of being alone with him. of course, it was only a few seconds before ni-ki sneaked into the living room.
"well, well, i didn't know there was a rat here." he said with a smirk, dropping onto the couch comfortably.
you rolled your eyes then crossed your arms.
he tilted his head, his smile widening. "you know, i didn't think that you'd actually snitch on me." he added. "you liked it, don't you?"
"oh, please. you're not funny." you scoffed, already annoyed.
he scooted closer, leaning in just enough to invade your space. "honestly, i'd do it again." he said quietly, low tone and teasing. "but i guess you don't like it."
problem was, you did like it. too much.
"can you get off me?" you snapped, trying to push him away but he was quicker. his hands grabbed your arms, holding you in place as he turned you to face him.
ni-ki's grin turned mischievous as he leaned in closer. "relax." he whispered, burying his face in the crook of your neck. his presence making it impossible to think.
"i'll stop, okay?" he said with his voice muffled against your skin. "just... let me stay like this for a minute."
he then eventually shifted, releasing you from his hold. he stood up slowly and instead of walking away, he crouched slightly to bring himself eye-level with you as you sat frozen on the couch.
his hands reached out to gently cup your face, thumbs are brushing against your cheeks and his stare roamed all over your face.
neither of you spoke for a moment. ni-ki's usual teasing aura is gone and replaced by a soft longing look. "sorry if i made you uncomfortable, y/n." he said, voice unusually quiet and sincere. "i won't do it again."
but just as you opened your mouth to respond, ni-ki leaned in. his lips met yours in a kiss that was quick yet impossibly long at the same time. it was firm and deep, stealing every thought from your mind as his hands held your face gently.
the world seemed to stop again and the only thing you could feel is the way his lips molded perfectly against yours.
his lips stayed close for a fraction longer than they should have, as if he couldn't quite bring himself to let go. ni-ki's hands falled from your face then cleared his throat after he straightened himself. for a second, he just stood there, looking at you with an expression you couldn't read.
"that's the last time." he softly then continued. "i promise."
without another word, ni-ki turned and walked away, leaving you stunned, dizzy, with your lips tingling from the kiss.
then the next few days were… strange.
ni-ki didn't tease or corner you, he wasn't smirking at you from across the room and he didn't even invade your space with his confidence. he barely even acknowledged you.
at first, you told yourself this was exactly what you wanted. after all, you'd spent so much time annoyed by his constant teasing. but as the days stretched on? the silence started to hurt you.
and ni-ki was just there, of course. passing by, sitting on the couch when you're coming over to visit his sister. yet, he acted like you didn't exist. no exchanges, banters, no comments, not even a glance in your direction.
it was unsettling.
you found yourself watching him more than you should, waiting for him to say something, anything. but he didn't.
and it drove you crazy.
why isn't he teasing you anymore? why isn't he leaning close, crowding your space, making you breathless, annoyed-
you hated how much you noticed the absence of his attention and you hated it even more when you realized how desperate it made you feel.
it didn't make sense. you had told yourself you couldn't stand him and that his antics were irritating at best. you always want to punch him in his face. but now, without him, your chest felt hollow and your body felt colder than usual.
it was quiet in their house as you leaned against the kitchen counter, scrolling through your phone. you had just been talking to ni-ki's sister before she left to grab something from the store, leaving you alone again.
you heard soft sound of footsteps behind you, and when you turned, there he was. ni-ki, looking handsome as ever.
"where's my sister?" he asked you, eyes briefly flicked to yours.
you gulped after hearing his voice. "she just went to grab something at the store." you replied, trying to keep your cool.
"oh." he nodded and turned to leave.
your heart raced as you watched him about to walk away, something inside you were screaming to do something, to stop him and before you could stop yourself, his name slipped from your lips. "ni-ki..."
he paused, turning his head slightly to look at you over his shoulder. "what?"
you hesitated, looking at his eyes. "it's… nothing." you whispered, immediately regretting it.
ni-ki let out a soft sigh and turned fully towards you, his hands now resting on his hips, inhaling deeply then exhaled slowly before speaking. "just say it." he said, his voice was steady but anticipating.
your throat felt tight but still, the words blurted out before you could overthink them. "i miss you, ni-ki."
for a moment, he froze and internally, he was screaming.
he is screaming.
pure joy rushed through him and it's so loud in his head he could hardly think.
because you missed him. you actually said you missed him.
ni-ki wanted to jump, to shout, to do anything to release the excitement surging through his body but he kept his composure.
he knew he would play this perfectly... the lack of teasing, the distance, he knew you'd miss him, and he would make you realize it yourself.
his calmness contrasts the whirlwind he's feeling inside, ni-ki stepped closer and smiled as soon as you locked eyes, his expression was unreadable again.
and when he reached you, he wrapped his arms around your shoulders, pulling you into a tight yet gentle embrace. he didn't say anything, just leaned down to press a kiss on top of your head.
then without letting go, he kissed your temple. then your cheek. then your forehead.
the sweetness of his kisses made you chuckle softly, "ni-ki…" you giggled, your hands moving to rest on his arms to feel the warmth of his skin.
you felt his lips move across your face, pressing soft, long kisses in a way that felt both comforting and possessive, as if he was silently claiming you, telling you without words just how much he wanted this.
how much he wanted you.
"stop laughing." he murmured and smiled against your temple.
"i can't." you whispered, your fingers lightly gripping his arms. "you're..."
"perfect?" he teased, finally pulling back slightly, his face hovering close to yours with a grin on his lips.
you rolled your eyes, giggles softening as you looked up at him. "maybe."
"what? maybe?" he echoed, his grin widening as he leaned in to press another quick kiss to your cheek. "you're so lucky, i'm in a good mood right now."
you smiled, tip toeing to give him a kiss. your heart fluttering as ni-ki stayed close with his arms never loosening their hold.
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aeroring ¡ 2 years ago
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oh yeah btw i added like 3 more pronouns to my blog description because lol i felt like it
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Birds in their nest Part 18
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Danny woke relaxed. From his brow to the tips of his toes he was relaxed. Which was the first sign something was off. Relaxed was then followed swiftly by confused and wary. He stayed carefully still and silent as he took the space around him in.
The room was darker than his, heavier somehow in that darkness. It was quieter too. There was no noise of the city seeping through the annoyingly thin windows that looked out over the streets of Gotham. He was in a bed, though, and a very comfortable one at that.
(He forcefully pushed back the part of his mind that was still a scared boy worried about being captured and vivisected or cloned again or something else horrible.)
Slowly, Danny opened his eyes. The bed was more than comfortable, it was impressively ornate dark wood that almost faded into the dark blue walls. Somehow even the walls felt expensive. Danny figure it must be the wood detailing that ran around the room.
As he sat up up just slightly, everything clicked into place: the ballet, Bruce insisting on giving Danny a ride, and not remember the end of the ride. He must be at Wayne Manor. He must have fallen asleep in the limo. It was beyond mortifying. They Waynes had just been doing him a favor out of some sense of charity or pity and he’d ended up being a burden.
Danny collapsed back into the bed and covered his face with a groan. This wasn’t even some one night stand where he could slip out quietly or something; he had to see them. He had to say thank you and sorry and please don’t fire me for being weird. Gods, why couldn’t he just be normal for one night?
Even without wings or turning into a giant, eldritch bird he was a mess, Danny thought, slightly hysterically. Well, he might as well get up and face the music so that he could call a ride leave.
If only getting up wasn’t such a problem. Now that he was moving, Danny felt the ache of the missed doses of medication in every thread of muscle. He didn’t even have anything to take, not having one of his usual bags with him. Slowly, Danny got his feet under him and got himself standing. He breathed through the shaking muscles.
The change of clothing was a welcome sight. The suit (that he was totally going to have to get dry cleaned now) felt more than a little stale after sleeping in it. The provided leisure were was much more comfortable and, somehow as he pulled on the over sized hoodie, familiar feeling.
As he stepped out into the quiet hallways, Danny have wondered if he could make a break for it, pain and all.
“Good to see you awake, sir.”
Danny jolted so hard at the sudden voice he might have pulled something.
The stately elderly man that approached looked less than sympathetic. “My apologies, sir. If you will hand me your suit, I will see it dry cleaned and send to your office.”
“Oh, no, that’s fine, I’ve been enough trouble already—”
“I insist.”
Meekly, Danny handed over the suit after he had fumbled out his phone and watch from the pile. The other man took it with far more grace.
“If you will follow me, sir, I will direct you too breakfast on the way.”
“Right. Thank you Mr…?”
“Pennyworth, sir,” Mr. Pennyworth said and started off.
Danny scrambled after him and tried not to hobble too much even though he could feel his left knee threatening to buckle with every step. It was just a twinge. He would get home (after breakfast apparently) and take his medication and he’d be fine.
He’d be slowly turning into something eldritch and unknowable, but he’d be fine.
When Danny got to the able, it was already rather full though not everyone seemed that awake.
“They’re not morning people,” Duke explained with a sunny smile when he spotted Danny.
“Hn.” Bruce agreed articulately.
Danny smiled despite his current embarrassment. “I can see that, but I don’t think that I can talk considering last night. I am so sorry that I fell asleep in the car like that. I swear I don’t normally just crash like that. You should have just woken me up so that I wouldn’t be—”
“Danny,” Bruce interrupted. His voice was a low, sleepy rumble. Danny felt himself blush. “It’s no burden on us. You obviously needed the rest since you didn’t even wake once. I just hope that we didn’t make you uncomfortable.”
“Best sleep I’ve had in a while,” Danny admitted. “But I really don’t want to be any trouble to—”
This time it was Cass cutting Danny, off as she swept into the room and pressed a quick kiss to Danny’s cheek, then Bruce’s, and a few of her siblings as she made her way to a seat.
“Sit. Eat,” Cass signed and motioned to a seat next to Bruce.
Danny felt it best to give in and do as he was told. This family was just very confusing.
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invincibledc ¡ 2 months ago
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BATFAMILY X BAMF!READER HEADCANNONS
Summary: a blue little gremlin looking thing falls on dick Grayson, the first Robin who didn’t suspect to have a naked little thing on him through a portal
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Dick screamed a girlish scream, landing on his back as he got JUMPSCARED by a damn blue gremlin with full blown out glowing golden eyes. The damn bamf was confused as the last thing they had seen was Kurt reaching out to them.
As of speaking, Kurt was having a mental crisis at his little one magically poofing away without using its teleportation. The other bamfs were frowning at their missing sibling that would always eat cheesy puffs. But now that bamf was running around smiling with a Grayson chasing it.
“BRUCE! TIM! JASON! ANYONE, THERES A NAKED GREMLIN OR WHATEVER IT IS IN THE MANOR?!”
When dick finally caught the bamf who just smiled at the batfamily, Damian was the most curious at the furry beast whose tail swayed around. “It’s oddly adorable” Damian says scratching the chin under the bamf, reader laughs loudly which made Damian softly smile before Bruce cleared his throat, making Damian snap out and back away from the bamf. The bamf teleported out of dick’s hold and into the kitchen. Smelling cheesy puffs and immediately ransacking the kitchen for it, Alfred just looks in shock at the kitchen he just cleaned.
Alfred makes sure the nightcrawler isn’t in the kitchen after midnight, the bamf has a tight sleep schedule.
Bruce who wants to run tests on the blue creature, seeing the three fingers and two toes caught his attention first. Well, mostly the nakedness, but still. They don’t seem hostile, but passive.
Dick who gets traumatized daily by the bamf , the bamf knows that and loves every second of it.
Jason doesn’t mind the small little guy, they stay calm when Jason reads to them while eating cheesy puff. So all things are chill.
Tim who doesn’t care, as long as this creature doesn’t run through his coffee storage, and all is fine.
Damian who just wants to pet the fuzzy creature. He has weird pets like Goliath and Wiggles, he doesn’t mind adding the Bamf to the list, only if the creature wants to.
Imagine seeing a naked ass baby nightcrawler crawling on the damn wall, smiling with those damn fangs. Lord dick almost had an heart attack at the imp laughing. “Get down! Now! You…i don’t know but get down mister? Miss…AUGH GET DOWN!”
Thrown a shoe at the nightcrawler only to poof away as the shoe hit the wall.
Okay.. now dick is scared.
He’ll be asleep at night, eyes widen, gripping the covers before he heard a chuckle. Turning his head, there it was. Those golden eyes staring from the dark into blue eyes.
Dick couldn’t sleep before getting use to the chaotic bamf
Either way, they got a naked fuzzy blue mutant that loves to goof around.
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Tea is a Love Language (apparently)
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Summary: Reader being absolutely oblivious to Ghost's feelings (and Soap facepalming)
Cw: gn!sergeant!reader, just a little drabble that I might expand on someday
Word count: 774
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You were a sergeant at TF141, and you were very close with the other soldiers - getting along just fine and always playing around with them.
Except for Ghost.
And that was fine, you told yourself. He was closed off with pretty much everyone, and you were new there anyway. It was only expected. He would come around eventually. It’s not like your situation was hostile, after all. There was mutual respect and a somewhat amenable relationship between you. Just because he wasn’t friendly didn’t mean he hated you.
But oh, you were so very wrong.
There you were, making tea for yourself in the common kitchen while trying to keep up with the conversation Soap and Gaz were having nearby. They were mostly bickering about their football teams, but the conversation was entertaining nonetheless. You saw someone approaching in your peripheral vision, and judging by the silence and size of the figure, you easily knew who it was.
"Lt.”
A nod and a grunt is all you get in response.
“D’you want me to make you tea? I mean, it’s almost 16 already. You usually have an Earl Grey. I can prepare it for you since I’m already here.”
Another grunt that sounds like a “yeah.” Seems like you’re getting somewhere.
Turning around to grab a cup and start boiling the water, you’re met with a knowing, smug look plastered on Soap’s face.
“What?”
“He’s lettin’ ye make his tea now?” The confused look on your face must’ve been evident, because he keeps talking. “Means he trusts you, that — Ghost doesn’t let anyone near his bloody kettle.”
You shrug. “It’s jus’ tea. Maybe he doesn’t let you near it ’cause of your kitchen skills.”
Soap lets out a dramatic gasp, one hand flying to his chest like you’d offended his entire family. “Tha’s rich, comin’ from the one who nearly set toast on fire last week.”
“That toaster’s ancient. If anything, I’m the victim here.” You roll your eyes and go back to prepping the tea, unbothered.
Gaz snorts behind you, and you hear the unmistakable clink of him putting his mug down. “You’ve got no idea, do you?”
You look at him now. “About what?”
Soap looks like he’s just been handed the juiciest bit of gossip and adds, without missing a beat, “About Ghost.” He’s got the mischievous smile of a kid who’s about to tell his parents’ biggest secret.
Your eyes roll before settling back down as you dunk the teabag with the slow precision of someone pointedly ignoring whatever drama is brewing.
“He doesn’t let anyone make his tea,” Gaz chimes in, voice pitched like he’s trying to help, but there’s mischief in his words. “He’s a control freak about it. Swear. Exact temp, steep time, no sugar, splash of milk. The one time I tried? He took the mug, dumped it, and made his own.”
“…Maybe he was jus’ feelin’ extra mean that day,” you say finally, turning back to stir the tea.
Soap groans, full-body, like your denial is physically painful to him. “Christ, ye really don’ see it?”
You shrug and walk off with the cup of Earl Grey in your hands, prepared just the way he likes it, which wasn’t difficult to figure out after months of watching him make it the exact same way every day. Walking into the common area, you spot the lieutenant and shove the mug into his hands with a quiet, “Careful. It’s hot.” And he takes it without a word, fingers brushing yours for the briefest second.
Warm, deliberate.
And still, it flies right over your head.
You linger for a moment. Not enough to be weird, just… long enough to see if he approves of the way you prepared his tea. Taking his low hum, quickly followed by a second sip, as a good enough sign, you head back to the kitchen.
You blink. “See? Nothin’ weird.”
Soap throws his hands up with a groan while Gaz shakes his head.
“Unbelievable.”
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inseobts ¡ 23 days ago
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HAII, I heard your request is now open again and I wanted to request this!
wherein the reader has feelings for (any character you want!) and they friend zone her, and she gets the hanahaki disease!😁 they don't tell anyone until they're almost at the brink of death. well, you can choose if the reader lives or not but the character you choose will happen to realize they do have feelings for the reader and they were only confused at the beginning!
it's kinda like angst sorry😅 But I really want to see something like this from you, since you are an excellent writer! ty smmm
Petals in Silence
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zoro x fem!reader
Hanahaki Disease (花吐き病 (Japanese); 하나하키병 (Korean); 花吐病 (Chinese)) is a fictional disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim’s romantic feelings for their love also disappear.
a/n: wrote about this for one of my old kpop fanfics so I got really exciting to write this again for a different media
words count: 4.0k
tags: illness, angst and fluff, chopper and law being good doctors, unrequited love, slow burn, emotional hurt
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The first time you cough up a petal, it’s early morning.
You’re brushing your teeth in the bathroom when something tickles your throat. You cough once, then harder.
A soft, white petal drops into the sink.
You blink. Stare. It’s delicate. Real.
“What the hell…?”
You look up at the mirror. Your reflection stares back, pale and confused.
You cough again.
Another petal.
“No. No, no, no.”
You quickly wash the sink, flush the petals, and press a trembling hand to your mouth. You’re breathing fast now.
“What is this?” you whisper.
You sneak into the library on the ship when no one’s around. Robin might be there later, but right now it’s quiet.
You pull out an old medical book. Then another.
Finally, you find it.
Hanahaki Disease: A rare, fatal illness caused by unrequited love. The infected cough up flower petals as feelings deepen. The only cures are returned love… or surgery that erases all memory of the beloved person.
You reread it five times.
Then you sit back, stunned.
“No way...” you say out loud “That’s not real.”
But the pain in your chest disagrees.
You press your hand over your heart. It feels like something is blooming. Slowly. Cruelly.
You whisper the name you’ve been hiding in your heart for so long “…Zoro.”
You try to act normal during dinner. You sit beside Luffy and across from Zoro. You talk with Nami, laugh with Usopp. But you keep sneaking glances at him.
Zoro’s sipping sake, listening to Sanji rant about proper cooking technique. He doesn’t even look your way.
That tiny ache in your chest grows just a bit stronger.
You excuse yourself early and go to bed.
Later that night, Zoro finds you on the deck. You’re alone, staring at the sea. You don’t notice him until he speaks.
“Couldn’t sleep?”
You flinch a little “Oh yeah. Just thinking.”
He steps beside you. Arms crossed “You’ve been quiet lately.”
“I’m fine” you say quickly.
“Didn’t ask if you were fine,” he says, tone flat “I said you’ve been quiet.”
You don’t answer. You look away, afraid you’ll start coughing again.
“Anyway,” he says after a moment, “don’t push yourself too hard. You get weird when you're tired.”
You smile, small and sad “Thanks, Zoro.”
He nods and walks away, like nothing’s wrong. Like your heart isn’t trying to kill you.
You start avoiding him.
Not in a big, obvious way. Just enough to keep the pain small. Manageable.
You leave the room when he enters. You sit farther away at meals. You laugh at his jokes less. You pretend you’re busy when he trains, even though you used to watch him every day.
Still, he notices.
“You mad at me or something?” Zoro asks one afternoon.
You blink “What? No.”
He raises an eyebrow “You’ve been weird. Distant.”
You shrug “Maybe I’m just tired.”
He watches you, arms crossed “You’ve said that a lot lately.”
You force a smile “Guess I’m always tired.”
You walk away before you start coughing again.
Later that night, you’re alone again on the deck. Same spot. Same stars. Same sea.
Your chest feels heavy tonight. Your throat burns.
You cough hard. Petals. So many.
They spill from your mouth, red and white, soft and cruel.
You cover your mouth with your hand, trying to stop the sound, trying not to cry.
This is getting worse.
You fall to your knees.
It’s too late to stop it now.
The next morning, you can’t take it anymore.
You find Chopper in the infirmary. You pull him aside, whispering.
“Can I ask you something… privately?”
He looks up at you, curious “Of course. What’s wrong?”
You swallow hard “Do you know anything about… Hanahaki disease?”
His eyes widen.
“What?” he says “Why? Who—who has it?”
You don’t answer. Just pull a crumpled petal from your pocket and place it in his hand.
His face falls.
“Oh no… Y/N...” he whispers.
You don’t speak.
He looks at you with tears in his eyes “Why didn’t you say anything sooner?!”
You give him the weakest smile “I didn’t want anyone to know. Especially not him.”
Zoro finds you the next day.
“You’ve been ignoring me” he says bluntly.
You sigh “I haven’t.”
“You have. What’s going on?”
You look at him. Really look at him.
Strong. Focused. Brave. And not yours.
You take a deep breath.
“Zoro,” you say softly, “do you see me as… anything more than a friend?”
He frowns “What kind of question is that?”
“Just answer.”
He looks confused for a second, then says, “You’re a great friend. You know that.”
Your heart cracks right there “I see.”
He tilts his head “Why?”
You shake your head and step back “No reason.”
“Wait—”
“I have to go” you whisper, already walking away.
You cough again as you turn the corner. This time, petals fall from your hands like snow.
You visit Chopper again the next day. This time, you don’t bother hiding the blood on your sleeve.
He panics the moment he sees you.
“Y/N, sit down, right now.”
You do.
He shines a light in your throat, listens to your breathing, checks your heartbeat. His hooves are trembling.
“Your lungs…” he says quietly “the flowers are growing faster.”
“I know.”
“You’re in the second stage. If this keeps up—”
“I know, Chopper.”
Silence.
You break it first.
“Is there any way to slow it down?” you ask, voice thin “Just a little?”
Chopper hesitates “I can give you medicine to ease the pain. But it won’t stop the petals.”
You nod. That’s enough. For now.
He wraps your wrist where you’d scratched it raw from coughing.
“You need to tell the others” he says softly.
“I can’t.”
“Y/N—”
“No.”
He looks at you, torn between doctor and friend. But he nods.
For now, he’ll keep your secret.
At lunch, you barely touch your food. Sanji notices right away.
“You feelin’ alright, sweetheart?” he asks, kneeling beside your chair with a plate in hand.
You blink “I’m fine.”
“Liar,” Nami says across the table “You look like a ghost.”
Usopp leans in “Have you been throwing up or something?”
Your grip tightens on your fork “Just tired.”
“You keep saying that,” Luffy mumbles with food in his mouth “You said that yesterday, and the day before that, and the—”
“I said I’m fine!” you snap.
Silence falls.
You don’t look at anyone. You stand quickly, chair scraping back.
“I’m sorry. I just... I need some air.”
You rush out before they see your hand fly to your mouth.
You cough behind a crate on the lower deck. Violet petals. Tiny thorns. Blood.
You shake as they fall into your palm.
Someone walks by above you, and you press your mouth shut until your lungs burn. You can’t let them hear.
You slide down to the floor, heart pounding.
You can’t keep this up much longer.
That night, Zoro knocks on your door.
You don’t answer.
He opens it anyway “Hey. We need to talk.”
You sit on your bed, facing the wall.
He walks in slowly “You’ve been avoiding everyone. Something’s wrong.”
You don’t move “I’m just tired.”
“That’s not gonna work anymore,” he says “Your voice is weak. You’re pale. And you’re breathing weird.”
You say nothing.
Zoro narrows his eyes “Did someone hurt you?”
That makes you laugh. It’s a broken sound “No. Not someone.”
He waits.
You finally turn toward him, eyes glassy “I think I’m sick, Zoro.”
He steps closer “Sick how?”
You look down at your hands. But you don’t answer.
Not yet.
He understands and leaves you alone.
It’s been weeks.
You’re coughing more now. Petals come in waves, in your sleep, in the middle of meals, behind closed doors. You can barely hide it anymore. Chopper’s running out of ways to explain your pale skin and shaking hands.
Then one afternoon, Law steps onto the Sunny.
The crew cheers, it’s been a long time since you’ve seen the Heart Pirates. But you don’t move from the railing. Your body feels too heavy.
Zoro notices.
So does Chopper.
Later, Chopper finds you in the infirmary, Law just behind him.
He stares at you for a long moment, then sighs “Chopper told me everything. Including the petals.”
Your breath catches.
Chopper looks hopeful, desperate even “He thinks he can do the surgery. It’s risky, but it might work.”
You go cold “The memory one?”
Law nods “I can remove the infection. The petals. You’ll survive. But you’ll forget everything tied to the person who caused it.”
You don’t even have to think.
“No.”
Chopper gasps “What? Y/N, you’re dying.”
“I don’t care,” you whisper “I don’t want to forget him.”
Law watches you carefully “You’d rather die than let go?”
You nod.
There’s a pause. Then Law gestures for Chopper to leave the room.
He does, slowly.
Now it’s just you and Law.
“I don’t do emotional attachments” he says, leaning against the wall “But even I know this is stupid.”
You laugh bitterly “Yeah. It is.”
He folds his arms “You sure he doesn’t feel anything for you?”
“He made it clear,” you say, staring at the floor “He sees me as a friend. That’s all.”
Law raises an eyebrow “You asked him?”
“Of course, I'm dying... I asked if he could ever see me as more. He said I’m a great friend. That’s it.”
He doesn’t reply for a moment. Then quietly, he says, “You should tell him about the disease.”
You look up sharply “No. That’s the one thing I won’t do.”
“Why?”
Your voice cracks “Because I don’t want to be loved out of pity. I want it to be real. Not because I’m dying.”
Behind the cracked door, someone stands frozen.
Zoro.
He hadn’t meant to listen. He was just walking by.
He wasn’t trying to find you. Not on purpose.
But now your words are echoing in his head, and they won’t stop.
“I don’t want to forget him.”
“I want it to be real.”
He feels like something is unraveling in his chest.
Suddenly, memories flood in. You watching him train. Laughing at his jokes. Smiling when you thought he wasn’t looking. Bleeding silently.
And him, brushing you off. Pushing the feelings down. Because love was a weakness. A distraction. Something he couldn’t afford.
But now you're dying, and it’s his fault you’re alone.
He presses his hand to the wall beside the door.
“Idiot” he whispers.
He doesn’t even know if he means you or himself.
Zoro doesn’t sleep that night.
He leans against the railing of the upper deck, sword resting by his side, your words stuck in his mind like a thorn he can’t pull out.
“I want it to be real.”
“I don’t want to forget him.”
He tightens his grip on the hilt.
He doesn’t understand everything about emotions... hell, he usually avoids them altogether but he’s not dumb.
He heard enough to know what this is.
Enough to know you’ve been dying quietly, and everyone’s been hiding it from him.
The next morning, he finds Chopper in the kitchen, alone, fiddling with a pile of vitamins and bandages.
Zoro crosses his arms and speaks flatly “What’s wrong with her?”
Chopper freezes “W-Who?”
Zoro just stares.
Chopper sweats “You mean…uh…Nami? I think she had a cold last week—”
“Y/N” Zoro says, voice sharp “Don’t play dumb.”
Chopper drops the spoon in his hoof “Oh.”
Zoro leans in, towering over the small reindeer “I heard Law talking to her. I heard enough. Now tell me everything.”
Chopper swallows “I-I promised not to—”
“Chopper.”
“I—I mean—she’s—”
He folds immediately “Okay! Okay! It’s Hanahaki!”
Zoro stiffens “Hanahaki…?”
“She’s been coughing up petals for weeks. She’s in stage two, probably. Her lungs are already getting worse. If she doesn’t get surgery, she’ll—” Chopper gulps before continuing “She’ll die.”
Zoro goes completely still.
“And it’s because of—” Chopper shuts his mouth with both hooves.
“Because of what, Chopper?”
“I—I can’t say that part—”
Zoro crouches down, voice low “Is it because of me?”
Chopper's eyes fill with panic.
“That’s a yes.”
“Zoro...”
He stands up suddenly, knocking over a chair. His jaw clenches.
Chopper reaches out “Please don’t get mad at her! She didn’t want to say anything. She didn’t want you to know. She didn’t want to make you feel bad—”
Zoro turns away, fists clenched “She’s dying and she’s worried about me?”
“She loves you,” Chopper says quietly “But she’d rather die than force you to love her back.”
Zoro doesn’t answer.
He just stands there, breathing hard and then he walks out.
Fast.
Not toward you.
Not yet.
He needs to get his head straight because for the first time in a long time, Zoro is afraid.
Not of losing a fight.
But of losing you.
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You’re sitting alone in the small reading room on the Sunny, legs tucked up beneath you, a blanket wrapped around your shoulders. A book is open on your lap, unread. The words blur. Your head throbs.
You’ve been coughing all morning. You can taste iron in the back of your throat.
You hear the door open and close behind you.
You don’t look up “Chopper, I already took the medicine—”
“It’s not Chopper.”
Your breath catches.
You look up.
Zoro.
Standing there, arms crossed. Shadows under his eyes. A strange look on his face — like something sharp and unfinished.
You blink slowly “What do you want?”
He walks forward. No swords. No usual swagger. Just…Zoro.
“I know” he says.
Your stomach drops.
“I know everything. Hanahaki. The petals. That it’s because of me.”
You go still.
“I didn’t want you to find out,” you say quietly “Not like that.”
“Why not?”
“Because I didn’t want your pity.”
He sits across from you. His eyes are unreadable.
“You didn’t want to tell me... but you told Law?”
You wince “Chopper dragged him in. Said he could save me.”
Zoro stares at you for a moment. Then “You turned down the surgery.”
“Yes.”
“Because you didn’t want to forget.”
“Yes.”
Silence.
You speak first “I asked you once if you saw me as anything more than a friend. You said no.”
“I said you’re a great friend,” Zoro says “But I didn’t say no.”
You freeze “That’s not what it felt like.”
He leans forward “I didn’t answer you honestly. I didn’t want to answer.”
You whisper “Why?”
His voice is low “Because I was scared it would mess everything up. You’re... you’ve always been close. If I let myself feel something else, I thought it would get in the way.”
“Of your goal,” you say “Becoming the world’s strongest swordman.”
He nods once “I told myself there was no room for anything else.”
Your hands are shaking in your lap.
“And now?” you whisper.
Zoro hesitates. For the first time in forever, he looks unsure.
“I don’t know,” he says “But when I heard what you said to Law… that you’d rather die than forget me… I realized I don’t want to lose you.”
Your heart slams against your ribs.
“I don’t know if I deserve this,” he says “But I want to try. If you’ll let me. I should’ve said it before you ever started coughing.”
Zoro’s confession echoes in the small room.
You sit there for a long moment, stunned, heart beating so fast it hurts more than your lungs.
But the pain in your chest doesn’t stop. In fact, it starts to burn.
That isn’t supposed to happen.
“I…” You swallow hard, forcing your voice to stay calm “Can I ask something?”
Zoro looks at you, still tense “Yeah.”
You grip the blanket tighter around your shoulders “Do you actually mean it? Or are you just saying that because you don’t want me to die?”
He flinches.
You nod slowly “That’s what I thought.”
Zoro opens his mouth, but you cut him off.
“It’s okay. Really. You don’t have to feel guilty. I’m... glad you care. But you don’t have to pretend to love me. That would hurt more.”
His jaw tightens “I’m not pretending.”
You give him a sad smile “Zoro... if this was real, the petals would’ve stopped by now.”
You cough hard. A violent shake rips through your chest, and something wet and warm fills your palm.
You look down.
A full, red flower lies there, soaked in blood.
Your fingers tremble as you wipe it away, turning your face from him.
“See?” you whisper.
Zoro doesn’t say anything.
He just leaves.
He storms through the Sunny like a blade cutting through mist.
Straight to the infirmary.
Chopper and Law both look up from the counter.
Zoro slams his hands down “Why isn’t she better?”
Chopper blinks “Wh-What?”
“I told her. Everything. I confessed. So why is she still coughing up flowers?!”
Law stands slowly “Did she believe you?”
“What?”
Law narrows his eyes “Hanahaki is rooted in emotion, not logic. You can say whatever you want but if she doesn’t believe it in her heart, it won’t stop.”
Zoro’s throat goes dry.
“She thinks I said it out of pity...” he mutters.
Law’s voice drops “Then her body still thinks it’s unrequited.”
Zoro swears under his breath.
Chopper tugs at his sleeve, eyes big and worried “Zoro, she’s getting worse. No matter what I give her, the petals will start to grow into her lungs. They’ll wrap around her ribs. After that...”
He doesn’t finish the sentence.
Zoro steps back.
He’s never felt so helpless.
“I’ll fix it” he says, turning toward the door.
Law raises a brow “How?”
Zoro doesn’t answer because he doesn’t know yet. But he’s sure of one thing, this time, words aren’t enough.
The sun is setting. Gold light spills over the deck of the Sunny.
You sit alone again, wrapped in your blanket, watching the sea blur into the sky. The petals are getting worse now, they come up more easily, more violently. You can feel them in your lungs even when you're not coughing.
You don’t know how much time you have left.
You don’t hear Zoro approach.
He stands beside you silently for a few seconds. Then, without a word, he sits down.
You look at him. His expression is unreadable. Focused. But his eyes are storming.
“I’m not good at this” he says quietly.
You don’t answer.
He pulls something from his waist. A worn cloth. He unfolds it slowly.
Inside is a small charm. Hand-carved wood, shaped like a sword crossed with a flower.
Your breath catches.
“I made it back on Wano,” he says “Took me three days. I almost threw it out. Thought it was stupid.”
He doesn’t look at you. Just the charm.
“I didn’t know why I was making it. I told myself it was just something to pass the time. But I carried it with me every day since.”
“Why are you showing me this?”
Zoro finally turns to you.
“Because I didn’t just come here to say something this time. I’m here to prove it.”
He places the charm in your lap.
Then Zoro kneels.
Your heart skips “Zoro—what—”
“I’m not asking you to believe me because I said I care,” he says, voice rough “I’m asking you to believe me because I was a coward, and I missed my chance, and I don’t want to make the same mistake twice.”
You stare at him, stunned.
“I don’t want to lose you,” he continues “Not because I feel guilty. Not because you’re sick. Because I’ve loved you longer than I was willing to admit.”
Your eyes well with tears. You shake your head “But... Zoro... why didn’t you—”
“Because I thought I couldn’t afford it” he says “But I realized... what’s the point of becoming the world’s strongest swordsman if you’re not there to see it?”
Your lungs seize.
You cough.
A petal falls into your palm.
Just one.
Small.
Thin.
You stare at it.
Zoro sees too. And for the first time you see hope in his eyes.
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It’s slow.
You still wake up coughing sometimes but not with blood anymore. Not with full blossoms tearing your throat raw.
Now, it’s just a few pale petals, thinner than paper. Some mornings, none at all.
You’re healing.
And every time you wake up, Zoro is there.
Not hovering. Just close. Training. Napping with one arm slung over a chair. But always there.
He doesn’t say much. He lets his presence do the talking.
One night, you sit outside the infirmary, wrapped in a jacket that’s obviously not yours, too big, too warm. Smells like steel, sweat, and something familiar.
Zoro’s jacket.
He comes up beside you, leaning against the wall.
You glance at him “Still watching me?”
“Still making sure you don’t keel over,” he says “It’d ruin my day.”
You laugh softly “Chopper says the petals might stop completely soon.”
He nods “Good.”
You look at him “Do you remember what you said? On the deck. About… me seeing you become the world’s strongest swordman?”
Zoro doesn’t look away “Yeah.”
“Do you still want that?”
“More than ever.”
You swallow “And… do you still mean it? What you said about loving me?”
Zoro turns to you fully.
“I’ve said a lot of things I didn’t mean in my life,” he says “But that wasn’t one of them.”
Silence.
Then you reach out, fingers brushing his hand.
“Zoro?”
He meets your eyes.
“Can I kiss you?”
His answer is a quiet but firm “Yeah.”
You lean in slowly, giving him time to pull away.
He doesn’t.
His lips are warm. Dry at first... hesitant. But then you feel him tilt toward you, just a little. And his hand rises to rest on your back.
It’s not perfect. It’s a little clumsy. But it’s real.
And when you pull back, breathless and flushed, you cough but not a single petal falls.
Zoro watches you, eyes searching.
When he speaks, his voice is low “Guess that’s one way to test if it’s real.”
You smile “Feels pretty real to me.”
It’s been days since your last petal.
Chopper checks your lungs every morning now with his stethoscope and a hopeful smile, and every time he hears nothing but clean, healthy breathing, he squeaks in joy and flails his little hooves around.
You owe him everything.
Which is why you're now crouched outside the kitchen with a stack of pink cupcakes, a tiny hand-sewn thank-you card (drawn with crayons), and one extremely annoyed swordsman beside you.
Zoro crosses his arms “I still don’t get why I have to be here.”
“Because you helped me live,” you say, balancing the cupcakes with exaggerated care “And Chopper basically didn’t sleep for a week watching over me. We’re doing this together.”
Zoro grumbles “I could’ve just said thanks.”
You grin “And yet, here you are. Holding a party hat.”
“I’m not wearing it.”
“You will wear it.”
He grunts again but doesn’t argue further.
You knock on the door.
“Chopper! Can you come out here for a sec?”
He waddles out, sleepy-eyed, blinking up at youmand freezes.
His eyes go huge.
The cupcakes are stacked with pink frosting, each topped with tiny candy flowers. The card is messy and full of stickers, and you made sure to draw you, Chopper, and Zoro in crayon (Zoro has three swords and a frowny face, just for accuracy).
Zoro groans beside you.
“Thanks for helping me” you say brightly, holding it all out “We love you, Chopper.”
Chopper’s cheeks go red “Wha—whaaa?! I—I—I was just doing my job! Y-You didn’t have to—!”
Zoro, looking like he’d rather be stabbed, mumbles, “Thanks, you tiny doctor.”
Chopper makes a noise. A mix between a squeak and a sob.
He bursts into tears, flinging his tiny arms around your leg and Zoro’s knee at the same time.
“I’m so happy you’re not dead!!!”
Zoro looks at you, completely frozen.
You just smile, slip the party hat onto his head, and whisper “Told you this would be worth it.”
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Hi! I wasn’t sure if you’ve played the older genshin events/have an interest in him, but if you do could I request something for yan! Albedo? His long awaited return has been causing me crazy brainrot lol I’d love to hear your thoughts on him
Rest assured, I've been one of the players since the game's release and only stopped playing after Fontaine. It was a magical game back then, but I lost interest later on and dropped it. Hope u enjoy reading this!
Contractual Affection
Yandere!Albedo x Reader
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Albedo sat in the dim glow of multiple screens, his sharp eyes scanning the profiles in front of him. His fingers tapped idly against his desk.
"This one."
The assistant beside him marked the chosen candidate.
You had heard the rumors.
The Kreideprinz Corporation paid exceptionally well—better than any other company in Teyvat. But there was a catch: employees never lasted long. Some said the work was grueling. Others whispered about the CEO’s particular standards.
Then, the real surprise came.
"You’ve also been selected as his partner in marriage."
Wait—what? You're here for work though.
Before you could protest, you were ushered into his office.
"I’ve been waiting for you." 
You checked the email notification on your phone again and again.
"Congratulations! You’ve been selected as the personal assistant to Chief Albedo Kreideprinz. Additionally, you are hereby formally engaged to him under a provisional contract."
You blinked. Then read it again.
…What? How did you miss the second line?
Sure, the job posting had mentioned "unconventional benefits" but this was not what you’d signed up for. You were thrilled to get the job, maybe that's why you didn't even bother to finish reading the mail.
Albedo’s office was pristine, much like the man himself. He didn’t even glance up when you stormed in, waving your phone like a white flag of confusion.
"There’s been a mistake!" you insisted. "I applied for a job, not an—an arranged marriage!"
Finally, he set down his pen. His gaze was glacial, but there was something beneath it—amusement? Annoyance?
"No mistake," he said. "It’s a temporary arrangement. My family has been… insistent."
Alice—his adoptive mother, a whirlwind of chaos, and Klee, his little sister (bless her explosive heart), had apparently decided that Albedo’s "workaholic iciness" was a cry for help. They’d misread his quiet dedication as loneliness.
"They believe I lack 'human warmth,'" he deadpanned. "This was their solution."
You crossed your arms. "So I’m your..."
"For appearances only. The salary, of course, will reflect the additional role."
…Well. That was a staggering number. And, not that it mattered, but Albedo was unfairly handsome.
"Fine," you sighed. "But no weird demands. We keep it professional."
"Naturally."
Breaking News! The announcement hit the tabloids: "Kreideprinz CEO ENGAGED to Mystery Partner!"
Speculations ran wild. But your identity remained sealed under airtight confidentiality—for your safety, the contract stated.
…Which meant you now had to dodge paparazzi, side-eye strangers in cafes, and resist the urge to throat-punch anyone who whispered, "I heard they’re a gold-digger."
The pressure was on.
Surprisingly… Albedo was chill about it.
He treated you with the same detached politeness as before, just with added "my dear" in front of the board members.
"This isn’t working," you admitted one evening, slumping into his office couch. "People think you hired an actor. Look at this."
You shoved your phone at him. A gossip forum’s top thread: "Albedo’s ‘partner’ = paid PR stunt??"
"Does it matter?"
"Yes! If this fails, your family will just set you up again. And I’d like to keep my lucrative job." You hesitated. "We should… go on dates. Public ones."
Albedo finally looked up from his notes.
"Very well. Dinner at La Lumière tomorrow."
You should’ve known the universe would punish you for trying to help.
The photo splashed across every gossip site by dawn: "Albedo’s Future spouse Caught in Scandalous Rendezvous!" The caption screamed betrayal, but the reality was pathetic. You’d just been asking an old friend for café recommendations while Albedo took a phone call.
You’d explained. He’d nodded calmly. "I trust you."
…Which somehow made it worse.
Now, holed up in his pristine townhouse (a temporary safety measure, he insisted), you stared at the latest headline: "Heartbroken Kreideprinz: Is the Engagement Doomed?"
You groaned into a couch cushion. "I’m going to strangle the press with their own camera straps."
knock knock knock.
Albedo hadn’t mentioned visitors. The paparazzi wouldn’t dare approach his private residence… right?
Cautiously, you peered through the door’s stained glass and saw a tiny figure in a red hat, bouncing on their toes.
You cracked the door open. "…Hello?"
"Hi!!" The girl beamed, clutching a backpack that rattled suspiciously. "I’m Klee! Big brother Albedo said I could visit, but.." She leaned in, whispering loudly, "he forgot, so you gotta let me in before the monsters find me!"
…What.
Five minutes in, you learned three things:
Klee was Albedo’s sister (and a walking explosion hazard).
She adored her brother (and was thrilled he "finally got a friend!").
She had the energy of a thousand suns (and zero respect for "boring adult rules").
By the time Albedo’s immaculate living room resembled a rainbow bomb site, crayon murals on the walls, Dodoco plushies staging a coup on the sofa, and something sticky on the ceiling, you were ready to collapse.
Klee, however, was just getting started.
"Watch this!!" She brandished a handful of glitter. "Sparkly Boom—"
"NO—" You lunged.
The door clicked open.
Albedo stood in the doorway, gaze sweeping over the chaos, the overturned furniture, the glue-streaked floor, Klee dangling from the chandelier (how?!) before landing on you.
"…I was gone for two hours."
Klee waved. "We bonded! Your friend's fun, Big brother Albedo!"
"Did you now?"
You thrust Klee toward Albedo like a live grenade.
"Here. Please."
He took her without comment, though his eyebrow twitched at the glitter smeared across his sleeve while you scrambled to salvage his ruined home.
"Leave it," he said, catching your wrist as you tried to scrub crayon off the wallpaper. "I’ve already called a cleaning service."
"You—what? Then why didn’t you—"
"You seemed… invested."
Was that amusement in his voice?
With the house uninhabitable and no food in sight (RIP, the exploded kitchen experiment Klee swore was a "snack"), the three of you fled to a quiet corner of Mondstadt’s tavern.
Peace, at last.
"Big brother Albedo," Klee chirped around a mouthful of sticky honey roast, "do you like your friend?"
You choked on your water.
"Of course."
"But like-like? Like how Mom likes Dad before he went poof?"
"Klee—"
"Because if you like-like them, you gotta hold hands! And kiss! And—"
"We are engaged." Albedo interjected smoothly. "That means I care for them deeply, and we’ll be together… indefinitely."
Klee squinted. "That’s boring. Prove it."
"It’s inappropriate to do such things in front of children."
"Liar." She puffed her cheeks. "Mom kisses people all the time in front of me!"
With terrifying calm, he turned to you.
"Apologies."
He leaned in and pressed a kiss to your forehead.
Your face burned. Klee giggled. Albedo sipped his wine like nothing happened.
"Happy?" he asked Klee.
"Mmm… barely pass." She grinned at you.
You buried your face in your hands. "I hate both of you."
-----
The moment you stepped out of the shop, you knew something was wrong.
A man you’d never seen before suddenly blocked your path, grinning like a wolf who’d spotted easy prey. "Hey there, sweetheart. Fancy meeting you here."
You sidestepped, but he grabbed your wrist. "Come on, don’t be like that. Let’s chat—"
Camera flashes erupted.
Shit. You’d been set up.
The paparazzi lurked just out of reach, snapping photos of the "scandalous encounter" they’d orchestrated. Your pulse spiked—this would be everywhere by sundown.
"Remove your hand."
You didn’t even have to turn to know Albedo was there.
The man scoffed. "Or what? You gonna fight me over your little—"
Albedo’s fingers dug into the man’s shoulder, forcing him back with terrifying ease. "I won’t repeat myself."
The cameras went wild.
You expected him to drag you away. Instead, Albedo cupped your face, his thumb brushing your cheek where the stranger had nearly grazed you. "Are you hurt?"
You shook your head.
Then, in full view of the paparazzi, he pulled you close, one arm locking around your waist as he pressed a kiss to your temple.
"Let’s go home," he murmured, loud enough for the cameras to catch.
The crowd erupted.
Once the authorities dispersed the paparazzi, Albedo didn’t let go. His grip on your hand was just shy of painful, his strides too fast as he led you through backstreets.
"Albedo—"
"Quiet."
Only when you were safely inside his car did he finally look at you.
"It won’t happen again."
--Days before the actual selection--
The stack of personnel files sat neatly on Albedo’s desk, each one meticulously reviewed and annotated in his precise, angular script. He had no patience for incompetence, no interest in those who might disrupt the careful order of his work. And yet, when he reached your file, his pen hovered.
He didn’t believe in fate. But something about you, the way your credentials aligned so perfectly with his needs, made him pause.
A practical choice. He circled your name in red ink.
But just to be sure, he'll look up for more information.
At the time, it was nothing more than that.
He hadn’t expected you to be good with Klee.
Most people weren’t. Either they coddled her like glass or scolded her recklessness without understanding the sharp mind behind it.
You handed her bandages when she skinned her knees, humming distractedly as she chattered about her latest "experiment." You packed her lunches with the same precision you applied to his reports, slipping in a handwritten note now and then ("No sparkling bombs today, okay?").
And when Albedo worked through the night, he’d find a fresh pot of coffee at his elbow, a blanket draped over the back of his chair.
It shouldn’t have mattered.
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The sky had been clear when you left headquarters. Albedo remembered this distinctly because he had noted the weather in his daily log—72% humidity, minimal cloud coverage, optimal conditions for outdoor testing.
And yet, by mid-afternoon, the clouds rolled in like spilled ink.
He was reviewing soil samples when the first raindrops hit the windows. A flicker of movement caught his eye—you, darting across the courtyard below, arms raised uselessly over your head as the downpour soaked through your clothes in seconds.
A logical man would have returned to his work.
Albedo found himself at the door with his coat in hand before he'd fully processed the decision.
You nearly collided with him when you burst inside.
"Oh—!" You skidded to a halt, blinking water from your lashes. "I didn't think anyone was—"
"Take this." He thrust the coat at you.
"But you'll—"
"I dislike repeating myself."
"...Thank you."
He watched, inexplicably fascinated, as you shrugged it on. The sleeves swallowed your hands whole.
"You look ridiculous." 
You laughed, shaking rainwater from your hair. "Well, it's not like I had much choice. Unless you wanted me tracking mud through your—"
"The third floor lavatory has a hand dryer." He turned on his heel. "Try not to electrocute yourself."
You returned the coat folded neatly on his desk, still faintly damp at the cuffs.
Albedo picked it up. The scent hit him like a poorly calibrated reaction. His grip tightened.
Across the room, Klee bounced on her toes. "Big brother, are you listening? I said—"
"Later, Klee."
The coat went into his desk drawer.
---
A late night in the lab, the winter chill seeping through the windows. You rubbed your arms absently, fingers numb from sorting through stacks of his research notes.
A shadow fell over you, then the weight of his coat across your shoulders.
You startled. "I’m not—"
"You’re shivering." His fingers lingered at your collarbone, adjusting the lapel. "It’s inefficient."
The fabric was still warm from his body.
You didn’t have time to protest before he was back at his desk, scribbling equations like nothing happened.
Then there was this other time.
"You’ll freeze."
The winter wind howled through the streets as Albedo looped his scarf around your neck.
"I have my own—"
"Not thick enough." He tugged the wool tighter, his breath fogging in the air between you. 
When the paparazzi snapped photos of you wrapped in his colors, he didn’t correct the headlines.
"Kreideprinz’s Future Spouse Spotted in His Clothes!"
"Stay close."
Albedo’s hand settled at the small of your back as you navigated the ballroom. This was something you didn't expect to do. Dancing and all at a party.
"We agreed—no unnecessary contact in public."
"Mm." His thumb stroked your spine. "But that reporter from Fontaine has been staring. Credibility demands consistency."
Then his lips were at your ear, his teeth grazing the lobe.
You gasped.
"Paparazzi expect them at events like this." he murmured, pulling back to admire the mark blooming on your neck. 
Your face burned. "That’s..."
"Shall I add another?"
The office knew.
How could they not? Their boss is definitely not good at hiding his true intention.
But the worst part?
You were starting to like it.
The way his gloves caught in your hair when he "fixed" your hood. The weight of his coat. The thrill when he glared down people who dared to flirt.
----
It was just another ordinary day.
You were delivering a stack of reports to Albedo’s office when a loud crash from the hallway startled you. The papers in your hands slipped, scattering across the floor. With a sigh, you knelt to gather them, only to freeze when you realized what you were looking at.
A list of names.
His original selection of candidates.
Each one was meticulously annotated—appearance, qualifications, personality traits. All of them were stunning. All of them were brilliant.
You couldn’t help but laugh.
"Wow, look at these people. Gorgeous, talented.. Why am I even here? I should’ve quit ages ago." you joked, shuffling the papers back together.
You looked up.
Albedo stood in the doorway.
"You’re not leaving, are you?"
"I—It was a joke." you stammered, quickly standing.
He stepped forward, his fingers curling around your waist. "Humor is subjective. That wasn’t funny."
"I wasn’t serious."
Just as he leaned in, his lips parting to say something far from professional.
"OH MY, IS THIS A WEDDING ANNOUNCEMENT?!"
There she was—Alice, Albedo’s adoptive mother, back from her latest trip.
Her eyes darted between the two of you, Albedo’s hand still gripping your waist, your face burning crimson, and she grinned.
"Awwww! My little chalk prince finally found love!" she cooed, clapping her hands. "And you! You’re adorable! Oh, we have to start planning—"
Before you could even process, she had whipped out a detailed baby-naming guide from god knows where and was flipping through it excitedly.
"Hmm, if it’s a girl, ‘Lumine’ has a nice ring!"
You were mortified. Albedo, however, looked completely unbothered.
"Mother," he said calmly, "this is Y/N L/N."
"I KNOW! I SAW THE HEADLINES!" Alice squealed, grabbing your hands. "You’re staying for dinner. We’re celebrating! Klee! KLEE, GET IN HERE!!!"
The "celebration" lasted three full days—three days of Alice’s increasingly unhinged wedding plans, Klee’s sugar-fueled energy, and Albedo watching it all with the quiet amusement of a man who had already accepted his fate.
By the time you finally returned home (Alice having vanished mid-party with a "Be back in a year or five! Love you!"), you were exhausted.
Klee, somehow still buzzing with energy, had insisted on a "sleepover!"—which meant she now lay sprawled between you and Albedo in the bed, her tiny limbs taking up an unreasonable amount of space.
"Hey," Klee piped up, rolling onto her side to squint at you. "Hypothetically… if Big brother Albedo turned into a dragon and kidnapped you, would you be mad?"
"What?"
"Like, a big dragon. With scales and fire and stuff. And he carried you away to his super-secret dragon castle and said you could never leave." She grinned. "Would you stay?"
You shot a glance at Albedo, who was watching you with far too much interest.
"Well," you mused, playing along, "if he was nice about it… and maybe let me redecorate the dragon castle… I guess it wouldn’t be so bad."
Klee giggled. "He’d definitely be nice! He’d give you all the books you want and never let anyone else take you!"
Albedo’s fingers twitched against the sheets.
You yawned, your eyelids growing heavy. "Mmm… then sure. I’d stay."
Klee opened her mouth to ask another question, but before she could, you were already asleep.
Albedo waited until Klee’s breathing evened out—until she, too, finally succumbed to sleep, curled up like a little firework ready to explode at dawn.
Carefully, he shifted her to the side, tucking the blankets around her before turning his attention to you.
His fingers brushed a stray lock of hair from your face.
He had made the right choice.
Not just in selecting you, though that had been flawless in its own way, but in keeping you. In letting you carve a space into his life, his routines.
You stirred slightly in your sleep, murmuring something unintelligible.
The peace lasted exactly two hours.
The bedroom door burst open with enough force to rattle the walls.
"GOOD MORNING, FUTURE GRANDBABY FACTORY—"
Albedo’s arm shot out, catching Alice by the collar before she could leap onto the bed. Klee snorted in her sleep, rolling over like a tiny, bomb-happy burrito. You jolted upright, hair sticking in every direction.
"Mother," Albedo hissed through gritted teeth, "they’re sleeping."
Alice pouted. "But I have blueprints for a nursery! And a list of explosion-proof baby names!"
Without breaking eye contact, Albedo reached for his desk intercom. "Security."
As they hauled Alice away, her voice echoed down the hall:
"FINE! BUT I’M MAILING YOU THE CRIB ANYWAY—"
The door slammed.
You stared at Albedo.
Then, slowly, he pulled the blankets over your head.
"Five more minutes" he muttered.
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You woke in a cold sweat, gasping.
"Albedo—Albedo—"
He was already awake, "Hm?"
"I just dreamt you were a dragon," you panted, "and you...you swallowed me whole—"
Albedo laughed. Not a polite chuckle, but a deep, unhinged sound that vibrated through his chest.
"That’s not funny!" you hissed, swatting his arm.
"It’s hilarious," he corrected, wiping his eye. "And biologically implausible. Unless," he added thoughtfully, "I shrunk you first."
You gaped at him.
He kissed your forehead. "Go back to sleep."
You did not.
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PARENTS?!
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You knew something was off the moment you woke up a few minutes before your alarm went off and how you and grim were able to have a peaceful morning without chaos.
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Heartslabyul x gn reader!
I just combined the word mama + papa and got MAPA so yeah…..
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Something about today didn’t feel right
For starters, you woke up a few minutes before your alarm went off, you and grim were able to shake off the sleep and actually got out of bed without a fuss for once!
And then, the two of you actually got ready on time and even had time to eat some breakfast before heading out to class. For the first time in forever!
Then, the whole walk to class was peaceful and no one came by to disturb the peace. In fact, you two barely saw anyone on your walk to class.
Which was….weird
You and grim for once made it on time to class, 10 minutes early to be exact!
Okayyyyy…..maybe the sevens are finally giving you a break!
As you and grim chatted, you couldn’t help but look around.
“Hey, where’s Ace and deuce?” Grim also looks around before shrugging.
“Don’t know and don’t care! Anyways, we should definitely have tuna salad for dinner-“
Suddenly the door slams open with a loud BANG
Both you and grim yelp and turn to see who the culprit was behind the loud noise.
There by the door stood a boy who seemed to be a student at heartslabyul huffing and puffing as he tried to catch his breath.
“What is the meaning of this?” Crewel says sternly. One perfectly trimmed eyebrow raised as he waits for the poor student to explain why he nearly knocked out his classroom door from its hinges.
“S-so *GASP* S-Sorry - professor *GASP* crewel!”
“Mind explaining?”
“T-the p-prefect! We need the prefect!”
Ah, there it is
You knew it was too good to be true
“Why?” You asked. Both confused and a little annoyed.
“It’s urgent! The housewarden has requested you to come to the dorm!” The boy says. You look at crewel, the man just sighs as he gives you the go ahead. You pick up grim and walk down to where the student stood.
“Lead the way…”
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Every step you take as the boy leads you to the chamber of mirrors causes the pit in your stomach to grow worse and worse than before. You have absolutely no idea what type of trouble awaits you in the heartslabyul dorm.
Was it another overblot?
Did someone accidentally lose all the hedgehogs and decide to put the blame on you???!
Did Ace and deuce do something that caused the whole dorm to be in ruins and have riddle ask for you specifically because you’re their friend?!?!?!
You don’t know, and you’re not ready
Upon arriving at heartslabyul, you were confused by how calm and peaceful the dorm was in. No ruined hedges, the roses are painted red and aren’t dead or ripped apart, the maze or anything isn’t on fire, no one is running around with a lost head!
The dorm looks to be fine
So
What’s the emergency?
You turned to the first year, confused.
“Uhh….the dorm seems to be fine? What is the emergency-”
“Follow me!” He quickly grabs ahold of your hand before YANKING you inside the maze. You and grim both yelp and you quickly try to match his pace as he expertly moves through the maze.
Jeez this is one of the more confusing mazes in the whole dorm and this first year already knows it like it’s the back of his hand!
You noticed some muffled voices in the distance, the closer the three of you got the more clearer it became. You could make out both Ace and deuce! Seems like they were running after something or… someone by how loud they were and the sound of “stop!” And “get back here please!” Left their mouths.
Oh sevens help you
“I brought them!” The first year shouts.
You could not believe your eyes
It was like a scene from a cartoon. Ace running around after what seems to be a- KID?!
Wait wait wait-
EVERYONE IS RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO CATCH MORE THAN ONE KID???
You see Ace chasing after a 8? 7? Year old boy while deuce seems to be holding something- wait no he’s holding a freaking baby!! Deuce is holding a baby in his arms while he chases after another little kid.
And then there’s cater. He’s busy running around trying to catch the two little girls who currently have his precious phone in their hands. The two giggle while cater prays to the sevens they don’t drop or break his phone.
Trey is busy listening to the little girl yap about the different baking techniques that even HE didn’t know existed and you swear he’s taking notes.
And riddle? Actually you don't see riddle anywhere. But you do see two children awkwardly standing near a corner as they watch everything unfold before their very eyes.
“What the actual fuck is going on” Everyone stops at the sound of your voice. The first year that was standing beside you gulps before BOLTING out of there. Not before whispering a small “good luck” on his way back to the maze.
Now with everyone’s eyes on you, you feel uneasy.
“Henchmen….I think we should also run back inside the maze” Grim whispers as his eyes don’t leave the scene in front of him.
“Yeah…good idea” You whisper back. You take a couple steps back, ready to also bolt out of there but was stopped when all the kids screamed and RAN their way towards you.
“MAPA!!!” They all scream. Both you and grim also scream but in terror as you both were tackled straight to the ground by the little mob.
“Mapa mapa! Where were you?!” One of the kids screams excitedly. She has bright orangish hair that reaches her back along with very interesting eyes. Both her and what you assume is her twin sister because of how eerily similar they look, they each have different eye colors. Similar to the leech twins.
One of them, her right eye was a beautiful green and her left was a nice e/c, while her sister's right eye was e/c and her left was green.
Yep definitely twins
“W-what? Mapa? W-what’s going on?”
“Mapa! I'm so hungry! Can we go home and eat?”
“Mapa, I’m tired. Can we go home?”
Mapa mapa mapa
Sevens you are going to go crazy!
And then when you think it can’t get worse, you hear a loud and whiny cry.
You turn to deuce who yelps and quickly tries to calm down the crying baby in his arms. One of the kids that was one of the reasons you got tackled quickly got up and ran towards deuce. She made little grabby hands signaling him to give her the baby. He gently gave her the baby and she was able to calm down the poor little boy as she rocked and hummed him a lullaby.
Yep that’s older sister right there
“Okay….seriously what’s going on, who are these kids, and where is riddle because the only reason I’m here is because of him who rudely requested me!”
“Yeah! Also where did that freshman go? He’s about to get a good a-”
“You’re a parent now”
“WHAT?!” Both you AND grim screech.
You look down to one of the kids. He eerily resembled Ace but the one thing that made you pale was the sight of his eyes.
Then you turned to the two more quiet children. They both had the same striking red hair along with the cute heart shaped strand on top of their heads.
Okay…
You then turned to the last one. She had short green shoulder length hair and the cutest dimples ever. She stared at you worriedly.
“Mapa are you okay? You look like you saw a ghost”
“I-I think I did”
After a very long and confusing conversation, from the kids and the others. You have come to terms that you are now officially a parent.
Eh you were hoping to wait until you were 26 but I guess it’s okay.
From what the other have told you, you now know who the kid’s fathers are.
Ace: one 8 year old son named Aiden
Deuce: two kids, one 7 year old daughter named Evelyn and a 3 month old son named Luka
Cater: two twin daughters named ruby and Amelia, age: 9 years old
Trey: one 7 year old daughter named Emma.
And lastly, riddle: two kids. One 9 year old boy named Felix and a 7 year old daughter named Alice.
“Mapa, have you seen father?” Felix asks quietly. Alice stands behind him with the same look.
“Ah! Uh no I haven’t….where is riddle?” And just like that, the housewarden was summoned.
He looks puzzled to say the least. His eyes scan the area before stopping to look at the kids that were in the room.
“What in the great sevens is going on here?!”
“Father!”
“Papa!” Both Felix and Alice say. They were excited to see their father and quickly jumped to hug riddle.
“F-father? What-” Ace whistles as he watches the flustered housewarden.
“Fatherhood is looking real nice on ya housewarden” he teases. The housewarden face turns a bright red as he tries to form simple sentences.
“I-I w-what?!”
“Father, when are we going home?” Felix asks curiously.
“Yeah when? I’m starting to get hungry!” Little Alice chirps.
“I think we should feed them something first. Half of them have complained that they are hungry” You suggest. You carefully took baby Luka from Evelyn as you could tell she was getting a little tired. You smiled down at the small cute bundle in your arms.
He had the same bluish hair and cyan eyes just like his father. While Evelyn was the exact carbon copy of you.
Cute
-
“So you’re telling me you have no clue on how they got here?”
Crowley stood behind his desk with the biggest grin ever as you, crewel, and everyone from heartslabyul gave him the most deadpan look.
“Wellllll I do have a small theory! Oh look how cute they all look! This one looks exactly like you my dear!” Crowley beams. You rolled your eyes.
He has no clue
“Is there any way to get them back home? I’m sure their parents are freaking out” Riddle says.
“We all know you are” Ace mutters. Deuce nudges him with a small glare as Ace just shrugs.
“What’s your theory?” Trey asks the headmaster. He tries not to sigh in annoyance as Crowley begins to coo and play around with his quote on quote “grandchildren”.
“Ah! Didn’t the kids say they all saw a bunny before waking up here?” You frown.
“Bunny?”
“Rabbit!” Emma corrects.
“All the kids have mentioned seeing one” Trey says.
“Do any of you guys remember what else happened?” You ask. All your kids turned to you. Some think and others just as confused.
“I-I remember” You all turned to Felix who slowly went a bit red after seeing everyone’s attention on him.
“Oh now thinking about it, the bunny did lead us somewhere!” Young Alice chirps.
“Where did it lead you my dear?” You ask softly. She smiles as you caress her hair.
“The bunny led us to a hole!”
“A rabbit hole” Felix adds.
“Ah! So some sort of portal!”
“Did all of you also get led to a hole?” Deuce asks curiously. Emma's eyes light up as she nods.
“Yeah!”
“The rabbit had my ball! So I went after it” Aiden says. Slowly all the kids tell their side of the story before being transported here.
“But I don’t get it, how do they go back?”
“Mm, seems like there must be something else to this” Crewel says. Brows furrowed in deep thought.
“For now, I think it’s best that you guys take them in and care for them while me and Crowley find a way to return them safely at home” He says.
“So we’re babysitting?!” Ace screeches. Deuce smacks him upside the head as he scoffs.
“That’s your kid! Maybe you should’ve wrapped it before tapping it”
“Deuce!”
“What? It’s true!”
Now then…..these next few days are gonna be interesting.
To be continued?
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revolutionsingingintherainnn ¡ 4 months ago
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Hi! I loved the "through their eyes" fanfic with lando, and i was wondering if youd do it with literally any other driver? Maybe oscar, max or charles? If not thats fine x
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through their eyes .ೃ࿐ 
Summary: charles and y/n's relationship through other people's eyes.
lando's version
༉‧₊˚. cl x reader ‗ ❍
༉‧₊˚. fluff ‗ ❍
masterlist ☞☟
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arthur
arthur loved his brother. he really did. his elder brother was his favourite person in the world sometimes.
key word: sometimes.
he hated his brother when he called in the middle of the night. he hated his brother a little more when his reason for calling was because he was afraid his new little puppy had accidentally eaten chocolates.
charles himself never ate chocolates. arthur knew that. so, he couldn’t understand where charles had the idea that leo ate chocolates.
nevertheless, he let his brother drag him to an emergency vet at 4 am. charles was craddling leo, talking to him in a baby voice. arthur tried to take the whole thing seriously, he really did, but sometimes his brother forgot that other people needed sleep.
"they're taking so long. what if something happens to leo in that time? this is an emergency." charles mumbled.
arthur sighed and said, "you're next in line. just be patient."
charles nodded and went back to running his fingers through leo's fur.
when they finally called charles' name, he immediately stood up and speed walked towards the door. arthur sighed, and followed behind, dragging his feet because he really just wanted to be in his bed right now.
"hi, i'm doctor y/l/n. what brings you here?" the doctor was pretty, arthur had to admit.
though, the funny part was the way his brother had lost the part of his brain that made sentences as he stared at the doctor with wide eyes.
as much as arthur loved to see his brother like this, he refused to let him make a fool of himself, or of arthur.
"his dog apparently ate chocolates?" arthur said.
the vet let out a small chuckle, "you say that as if you're not sure,"
"well, i just came home and saw chocolate wrappers around him, which was weird, and immediately rushed him here." charles finally said, finding the part of his brain that made words.
"that is weird. do you have a lot of chocolate at home?" she asked as she began to check for any signs on leo.
"not really. i don't eat a lot of chocolate," charles said, alternating between the doctor and leo.
"any idea where the chocolate was since it was accessible to such a small dog?"
both leclercs stopped for a second and thought. charles was usually careful about not leaving things like that near leo's reach, well aware that leo was a hyperactive dog. and for the days that charles was away, arthur babysat leo. just like he had done that day.
oh.
arthur's brain finally began working, and he hit his brother's back.
"i had the chocolates!" arthur exclaimed.
charles turned to him, confused, "what?"
"i was babysitting leo today and i got some chocolates with me!"
"so you ate them in my living room and left the wrappers?" charles asked, a little bit of anger seeping through his voice.
oh.
this was what arthur had told himself today to not repeat to his brother. that he had been lazy and decided not to clean up like he knew he should've.
arthur opened his mouth to defend himself, to say anything that could pass off and not have his brother lecture him in the middle of the night. but, the doctor saved him. thank fuck.
"oh, i know what you mean. sometimes, i have too many chocolates, and then i fall asleep from a sugar crash and forget to pick up the wrappers or clean up," she said casually, as she continued checking leo.
charles turned back to her, and arthur watched as he slowly nodded and accepted the answer. arthur wasn't sure whether he wanted to be pissed at that or amazed at the power this woman already held.
she subtly winked at arthur, and he decided that he liked this woman.
she turned to charles and said, "alright, he's not vomitting, so that's a good sign. i'm gonna write my personal number for you just in case there's an emergency."
arthur smiled, though he tried to hide it. he knew what she was doing. he just hoped his brother caught on too.
charles took the piece of paper from her, and thanked her. she waved at the two brothers, as they turned to leave.
just as they settled in charles' car, he asked, "why did she give me her personal number?"
arthur facepalmed.
carlos
carlos had been seeing charles' new "friend" quite often in the paddock. charles hadn't introduced them yet, and carlos didn't know why. he still respected his teammate's wishes.
carlos liked to think that he was an observant man. he liked to think that he knew charles well enough to read his body language and know or at least, understand some part of what his teammate was feeling.
he had been observing charles every time y/n was close by. had been watching the way charles stood a little taller, spoke a little softer, laughed a little harder. watched the way charles almost touched her back while showing her around, and insisted on putting the headphones on her head himself, and the way charles waited and waited for her to do anything and everything.
it reminded him of lando and his girlfriend. though, those two were much more touchy than whatever this was. in comparison, charles seemed hesitant, yet eager.
it was during the fourth or fifth grand prix that carlos noticed that charles was properly touching her. not just a hand on her back to guide her way, but a hand on the waist, and her arm, and sometimes her fingers. not only that, she was touching him just as much. she played with his rings and his hair, and she stood just a tad closer than friends would.
carlos knew then that something had changed. something had definitely changed, and he knew it was for the better. he did not say anything, though. it wasn't his place.
towards the end of the season, charles finally introduced the woman to carlos.
"carlos, this is dr. y/n y/l/n. she's a vet," he paused, "and my girlfriend,"
carlos smiled instantly. shaking y/n's hand, he said, "hello, dr. y/n. i am carlos sainz jr, though i'm sure you're already aware of that."
she laughed, and carlos watched the way charles lit up, "yes, i do know who you are! i'm so glad to finally meet you!"
"me too! i was expecting charles to hide you from the world, especially me," carlos laughed.
"i apologise, that was based on my request," y/n looked slightly apologetic, but she also seemed sure in her response. it was her request to not be known, and she had the vibe that she would fight anyone who questioned it.
"well, then i'm glad to see charles is capable to following requests. my request for feeding him pancakes have always been ignored. hopefully, you can convince him,"
charles groaned, while y/n laughed, leaning into him slightly.
"i'll convince him, for sure. don't worry,"
the three of them chatted for a little while longer, giggling and making fun of charles. when she started yawning, and leaning into charles more, carlos bid his goodbyes to the couple.
he watched as charles tucked her into him, and watched they shared a soft kiss as they walked towards the exit. he watched as charles smiled radiantly, and he smiled as well.
what was it with carlos and watching his teammates finding their forever loves in front of him?
lewis
being a part of ferrari had been a dream. it was everyone's dream. but, lewis had some doubts. it had been a tough decision, definitely. now, though, with almost half of the season over, lewis felt more comfortable.
he had been waiting for charles to finish talking to the fia president to go over some strategy changes for the next few races. he wasn't eavesdropping, he was just listening attentively for any signs of their conversation being over. lewis desperately wanted to go home, but he wanted to finish this and then go home.
as soon as the conversation ended, lewis watched as charles and his girlfriend bid their goodbyes and walked to charles' driver room. lewis jogged to keep up. he was 40. he shouldn't have to jog to keep up now.
just as lewis reached the door, the two had already locked themselves in the room. in hindsight, lewis could have just yelled at them to wait up like a normal person would, but well, maybe he doesn't care about the strategies enough to do it.
he raised his hand to knock when the words from inside the room registered in his brain.
"-such a dick." y/n was saying. who was a dick? a lot of people were dicks, so it didn't exactly narrow down the list for lewis.
charles laughed. his voice was louder. maybe he was standing closer to the door.
"don't laugh! it was so annoying standing there. three different people, including me, mentioned to that fuckass president of yours that i'm a vet and i have a medical degree, and i've made a name for myself! but, no! he kept referring to me as your girlfriend!"
if lewis leaned against the wall to get slightly more comfortable, he definitely didn't. definitely.
"you say as if it's a bad thing he referred to you as my girlfriend! you are my girlfriend, after all." charles said.
"that's not the point, charles. the point is that i'm accomplished in my own ways. i'm y/n y/l/n first, and somebody's something second. him refusing to acknowledge that i'm a doctor, even if it was for animals, was disrespectful."
lewis hoped that charles got his shit together in this conversation.
"i understand that. but, you know that's how he is. we've all told you stories of how he is. he's not going to change." well, lewis agreed that he wasn't going to change, but it still wasn't the argument that charles thought it was.
"that's bullshit, no? he's the president of the fia, and he refuses to acknowledge women as someone other than a secondary person. i mean, how many others has he done this with? we've got professional golfer lily, and a super smart degree in engineering, and we've got kika as a model and studying in fashion design. they're all highly accomplished women."
"mon cheri, i agree with you. i promise i do. but, the president barely treats us drivers as humans. his viewership and his money literally depends on us, and he doesn't have the decency to treat us nicely,"
that was true, lewis had to agree.
it was quiet for a few moments, and then hushed whispers. lewis leaned in closer to the door as he tried to make out the words, but he just couldn't.
"oh, hey lewis!" one of the mechanics said, clapping a hand on his back.
lewis immediately straightened, and made polite conversations. he really wanted to get back to listening to the conversation happening inside.
just as he was done with the conversation, the door opened, and charles greeted them, and the conversation began again.
for fucks sake.
jules
jules was always watching from the sky. he was always watching over his godson. after all, that was the duty of a godfather, wasn't it? to protect the godson when no one else could. to be there for the godson when no one else could. jules had promised charles' father that he would always look after his son, and not even death can stop jules.
he'd watched charles find y/n. he'd watched the way she supported him and helped him grow as a person. he's watched as she made him the happiest man on earth. he'd watched her celebrate every win with him, and comforted him through every loss.
it was safe to say that jules felt the proudest of his godson the day he proposed to y/n. charles was smart to never let her go. charles was smart to make sure that she stayed with him and loved him just like he loved her and wanted to stay with her.
it was the day of charles and y/n's wedding.
jules was there in spirit. he always was.
y/n was a sweetheart. she had saved him a seat, along with charles' father in the front row for charles. jules wasn't sure if she had told charles, but he knew his godson would be so thankful for it.
jules was there in his suit and tie, looking crisp, even if no one could see him. he sat on the seat reserved for him as he waited for the groom to walk down the aisle first.
he saw every person who ever cared about charles sitting there. family, friends, team, ex drivers, current drivers. it made jules smile. so many people loved charles. so many loved y/n as well. to see them all together in one place to celebrate their love was heartwarming.
the music began, and charles walked down the aisle with his groomsmen: pierre, carlos, and bryan. they smile and laugh with him, shaking his shoulders as tear gather in charles' eyes.
jules watched as charles' gaze roam across the mass of people sitting there. he waves slightly at a few. jules watched as charles' gaze finally settled on him. he watched as charles' tears fell at the realisation of what his fiance had done for him.
he watched as charles covered his face, silent sobs escaping him. and then, the music began, and the bride walked down the aisle. everyone stood, including jules.
the bride was smiling wide, a little bounce in her steps as if she couldn't wait to marry his godson. her hand was tucked in her father's elbow, and the other hand held a bouquet of lilies.
jules watched as she stood on the little podium in front of charles, smiling brightly while his tears mixed with his grin. the love in charles' eyes was as beautiful as the aurora borealis in the night sky.
the ceremony began, and they went through the usual process. jules had been to few weddings, though he didn't remember most of them anymore.
when it was time for the vows, charles broke down again as he thanked his bride for saving a spot for his dad and his godfather, that he didn't think of doing something like that despite how much he wanted them to be there on their wedding there. he thanked her and promised to love her forever. he promised to cherish her and always be there for her, and he promised that he would always be at her beck and call, because she was the greatest gift he'd ever gotten.
y/n cried as well. it surprised jules a little bit. maybe he wasn't expecting her to cry as well. but, it was nice to see. to see that their love for each other was so overwhelming that smiles could not contain it.
she said her vows as well. she told him that she knew how much he missed his father and godfather and she wanted to do something small that would make him feel closer to them. she told him how much she loved him and how much she's going to continue loving him. she promised him to be the first one jumping for every win, and be the first hug he needs when he's disappointed. she promised that she would hold onto his hand as long as he held onto her, and she promised to laugh at every joke he said, regardless of how funny or not funny it was.
almost everyone was in tears. jules was too.
when the priest finally said, "you may kiss your bride," the couple did not waste another second. charles' hands cupped her face, as she held onto his wrists, and they kissed for the first time as a married couple.
jules smiled.
he knew pushing y/n towards charles was a good idea.
he knew he'd made the right decision, even from the sky.
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i genuinely feel like my writing skills have massively deteriorated. im not even fishing. im just saying. i feel like it takes me one or two tries to get a particular driver right. i don't really pay as much attention to the other drivers as i do with lando, and also that i connect with lando a lot personality wise, so its easier for me to write him. anyways, i hope you like this! im sorry it took me so long to write this one! this is my prompt list, so y'all can select a number, give me a driver and i will write it as soon as possible! i also have a google form for a taglist if anyone's interested! you can sent in your requests here :)
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