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Life Update - 01/08/2023

Hi, guys! It has been quite a while since my last post, so I wanted to touch base with you guys to see what’s been going on with me and do a sort of rapid-fire Q&A to discuss some questions you might have. First off…

Where have you been?

To put it shortly, I’ve just been busy. After my junior year of college ended last May, I was working about five days a week at my summer job just trying to live from day to day before starting my senior year. I’ve especially wanted to put focus on my academics meaning I didn’t have the time to spend much time here on Tumblr, not to mention other life events that made it difficult to focus my time writing requests. I’m not gonna lie when I say that I have felt pretty exhausted these last few months, and I just wanted to take time to myself whenever I wasn’t doing work.

Are you still part of the TWST fandom?

Yes, I am still a part of the TWST fandom - it’s just that as I’ve stated before, I have been extremely busy with school and life. I don’t see myself leaving TWST for quite a while (I’ve seen what’s been going on with Book 7 lol), and so long as there are ideas to write, I don’t see myself leaving anytime soon.

Are you going to keep making requests?

I was debating it for a while, and I think I do want to stay, but my only request is for you guys to be patient with me. I’ve only recently gained the motivation to start writing TWST content again since I’m on winter break, and that was on the occasion that the request I did was submitted months ago. I will try to do my best to keep up with requests but don’t expect it to be regular. I still have one more semester left of college before I graduate, and I would hope not to lose any more sleep than I already have. As for when my next request will be out, I cannot guarantee any specific time other than as soon as possible.

And to top it all off, I am actually going to make this a primarily TWST account. I have edited my “Request” post to make sure that there are only a few select fandoms I will write for two reasons. One, I am used to receiving an overwhelming amount of TWST requests anyways so I just figured it would be easier upon myself. And two, after some thinking, I have realized that I have fallen out of some of the fandoms I was thinking about accepting requests for, and I didn’t want to write anything out of obligation without being genuine about it. I still have more than TWST that I could accept, but just know that it is smaller than before.

With that said, I would like to thank you guys for the support that I have received on this account - you guys are the best, and I do hope to write one more thing before I go back to school.

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Hello, may I request platonic hcs of the dorm leaders (or whoever you see fit) with gender neutral Yuu who's trying to lose weight and become a better student, while struggling with depression and low self-esteem issues? Thank you in advance.

Hi Anon! Thank you for the request! As much as I would love to do a continuation in the near future, for now, I’m only going to do my four favorite dorm leaders on this headcanon as per my rules for maximum characters. I hope you understand and nonetheless enjoy these headcanons!

Just as a disclaimer, this post will contain some slight angst regarding body issues and language that could be affiliated with eating disorders. If any of these topics provide you with any discomfort, please refrain from reading this post.

Now without further ado…

The Better You (ft. Leona, Kalim, Vil, and Malleus) [Platonic HCs]

~Leona Kingscholar~

When it comes to Leona, his approach to your situation might not even be serious to him. The first time he saw you trying to lose weight at the gym, he didn’t really think anything of it - just another regular student doing their thing, possibly just trying to be more fit. He didn’t confront you about it because he thought this was just a normal occurrence that someone would do.

But the more that you two started to hang out was when he started to notice more finite details about you - how you confessed that you would stay up past midnight on some days without even doing much, how your diet slowly dwindled to a point where your “meals” would be snacks to him, etc.

He made small comments on your habits from time to time, but every time he did, you got defensive, so he ended up dropping them before they got too serious, thus causing a prolonged silence between you two. But the more time that passed on, the less he noticed and started to hang out with you. It got to a point where even he was getting worried.

So one night, he snuck out of his dorm to see you and see how you were doing. When you answered the door, his worry grew tenfold - he saw the bags under your eyes, that slightly paler complexion than before, even how your face had become gaunt and ghostly. Without a second thought, he made you sit down on the couch and explain what was wrong, where you ended up spilling everything - your strive for perfection causing you to lose your appetite, combining your fears and anxieties keeping you up at night - everything that was slowly eating you alive.

But after that night, he made a promise that he would help you get better. He might not be the best at giving advice, but he sure as hell would be a great coach. He’ll constantly keep in touch with you to see how you’re doing with sleep and water and even sends Ruggie to get you food whenever you forget to eat, regardless of whether you want him to or not. Because as his friend, he wants you to be the strongest you can be.

~Kalim Al-Asim~

Like Leona, he might not even take your situation beyond what was already face value at first. Yes, he does notice how your proportions have gotten smaller over the last few days, but everyone has done some changes as part of a forlorn resolution, right? If you wanted to lose weight and become a better person then he wants to support you all the way.

It wasn’t until Jamil noticed how gaunt you had become after only a few weeks of your diet did Kalim start to worry. And unlike Leona, the first thing he did once he noticed was to immediately confront you about it. When you first denied anything, he did back down.

But he eventually brought it up a few more times after that, now noticing how often you had to leave class early, or how much you never talked to him anymore. Even if it comes off as clingy, he just wanted to make sure you were ok. That’s what he does for all of his friends, after all!

When you eventually confessed to all the self-hatred and low self-esteem you felt, he was shocked. You were a great person, and it baffled him that you saw yourself like that. He was even more pissed at himself knowing that he should’ve been a better friend and made sure you were ok more often.

Because of this, he made it clear to you that he wants to help you whenever he can. He’ll always make sure to greet you every morning, occasionally get Jamil to get you one of his meals to make sure you’re eating properly, and always tries to make sure that he’s open to conversation. Above all else, he just wants to see his friend happy again, so he’ll try and be a good person to vent to if you’re feeling down.

~Vil Schoenheit~

Unlike either Leona or Kalim, Vil always makes sure to keep a keen eye on all his companions. When he noticed that you weren’t eating one supper, he made sure to make a quip about it, notifying you how it’s best for you to remember to take all your daily nutrients. When you silently just nodded your head and mumbled your response before going back to your meal, he started to get curious; this just wasn’t how you were before.

So he made Rook look after you for the next couple of weeks to make sure that you were doing alright. At first, nothing was much different than before, so he might’ve perceived your response that night to be a one-off occurrence. However, Rook mentioned how you were starting to skip meals during lunchtime as well as how much you were starting to sleep during class. Vil was not happy about this, thinking that you were starting to slack off in your studies.

It wasn’t until Rook found out in one of your notebooks how much you were struggling with your image that he started to realize what exactly you were going through - hearing how much you started to hate yourself and tried your best to be thinner to what seemed to be no avail, Vil knew he had to do something.

So he invited you over to Pomefiore one night without giving much reason why. There, he confronted you with everything he gained throughout the last few weeks. He did not hesitate to evaluate that you were clearly struggling with issues but still wanted to hear everything from you personally. When you eventually caved in after realizing he knew what you were doing, you were expecting to face the worst possible punishment for this.

When he explained he wanted you to take a couple of days off from school, you could only look at him confused. Unlike what you were expecting, he wanted to support your health and made sure you reached that level of beauty he wanted you to see. So you’ll be sent meals courtesy of Pomefiore, get vouchers to a local spa (even if you try and turn down the offer, he’ll simply refuse), whatever you can think of to get your mind to a healthier state. Even if he won’t say it, Vil wants to prove to you that you shouldn’t have to go to such lengths as starvation to become more beautiful.

~Malleus Draconia~

Much like Vil, Malleus always has a keen eye for his companions. Due to his duties as House Warden for Diasomnia, he’s never had much to talk to you about your personal life whenever you meet up at night. He might be a little naive as to how you’re really feeling.

So he’s intrigued when he starts to notice that you’ve looked like you’ve been losing weight. He’ll make a remark about it, telling you how you’ve started to change recently. When you brush it off, he’ll ponder on it, but would rather keep his silence than try to push you for more information.

But yet, his confusion never seemed to waver when it came to your changes. He figured you were trying to do this to make yourself happier, but every time he spent time with you, he noticed a glimpse of sadness in your eyes. He didn’t understand at first - wasn’t this weight loss supposed to be for the better? It got to a point where he couldn’t remain silent anymore when he noticed your health starting to deteriorate - you were constantly dozing off in class, he’s seen you grabbing medication for headaches, and it honestly worried him as one of his only friends.

It all started to tip over when word got around that you ended up fainting after classes in the library. He paid you a visit to the infirmary to check on your well-being where he got you to confess everything - how you didn’t like how you looked, how you tried everything to lose weight before ultimately deciding to skip meals and tried working out. On the outside, Malleus was simply listening in like a good friend… on the inside though, he was devastated with what you’ve become.

Since then, he’s made sure to keep a keen eye on you whether through him or anyone else from Diasomnia. He’s made an extra effort to visit you at night during his strolls, he’s offered you food in the instance that you forgot to eat something, but he’s most of all made it clear that he amongst your closest friends couldn’t care about what you looked like so long as you were taking care of yourself.

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Headcanons! - KH Protagonists in TWST Dorms

Hi, Luvs!

I hope you've been doing good. In light of both the 2nd Anniversary of Twisted Wonderland and the 20th Anniversary of Kingdom Hearts being just yesterday by the time that I write this, I wanted to do a little fun headcannon and place the KH protagonists into TWST dorms. This is only going to be with all the trios, but let me know if you want me to do more characters! With that said, I do hope that you enjoy!

Warning: This will go into slight spoiler territory for Kingdom Hearts, so if you want try go and catch up with the story, feel free to skip this. Otherwise, enjoy!

Destiny Islands Trio!

Sora (Savanaclaw)

Sora has an unrelenting hold on the friendships that he has with nearly everyone in the franchise. His morals never differ away from his goals in a way that he’s able to stay consistent in his efforts. No matter what situation he’s in, Sora will always try and find a way to make things right.

Riku (Diasomnia)

Yes, I am indeed aware of the irony behind putting Riku in Diasomnia, but please here me out. I believe that Riku’s maturity, combined with the fact that he’s the only one of the original trio to successfully become a keyblade master, makes him a very eligible candidate for NRC’s strongest leading dorm, especially considering how much he learns to use his strengths to his advantage.

Kairi (Pomefiore)

Despite being a rather conflicted character for the fandom, I think that Pomefiore would reflect a lot of what she has for her goals. Even if they don’t reflect well in KH’s main story, Kairi cares a lot about her friends and is willing to be more active in order to help them. Despite her attempts not going as planned, she never gives up on her goals, always thinking about what she can do to help.

Sea Salt Trio!

Roxas (Heartslabyul)

Roxas was probably the hardest character to sort into, but after some thinking, I believe that Heartlyabyul would be the best choice. Given that he would rather takes things into his own hands than to let situations occur around him, I believe that combined with his sometimes short-tempered nature he could be a nice reflection to that of the Queen of Hearts' stern nature.

Axel (Scarabia)

Despite being a wiser older brother figure to both Roxas and Xion, Axel can be coniving and deliberate in his actions. Since this is someone who has brutally betrayed multiple people in his own organization to help his friends, Axel is good at getting the situation to work in his favor, even if he has to make hard decisions.

Xion (Ignihyde)

Compared to all of the other characters, Xion is most known for how much she gets treated like a puppet, even more so than Roxas. Nonetheless, I still put her into Ignihyde due to her more timid nature making her more compatible with other dorm members. At least when considering the beginning of her story, she really only opens up more to people that she’s close to, which is something that’s reminiscent of Idia specifically.

Wayfinder Trio!

Ventus (Octavinelle)

While Ventus shares a lot of common traits between both Sora and Roxas, I don’t think Ven would fit with either Heartslabyul or Savanaclaw. I’m putting him into Octavinelle because I think about all, his desire to help his friends is something that would be beneficial as a student for that dorm. Like Aqua, I’d be able to see him providing help for students when they need him the most.

Aqua (Octavinelle)

With Aqua, her generosity and kindness makes it easy for those to approach her. In the case of Twisted Wonderland, it’d be easy to get people to trust her and for her to help them out if she’s able to. And no matter what, I feel like she’d always make sure that whoever comes to her for help always gets something positive out of her actions.

Terra (Savanaclaw)

Terra’s history is not a pleasant one, but above all else, he does remain loyal to his closest friends and allies. Even as he’s been swayed to the dark side, he still holds his friendships with Aqua and Ventus on a pedastal, something that I believe holds value as a Savanaclaw student.

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Hello! i hope you are doing fine!

- May I request a reader suffering from Hanahaki Disease x a character from octavinelle trio (preferably Floyd ;-;)

- (If possible) can this information be added as well?

• in ttwl there is no hanahaki disease, so they are extremely confused/panicked when the reader started caughing up flowers. The reader can't speak as they are caughing flowers so they gesture to them to get a notebook (which is their diary). They turned it to the page which contains the reader feelings for the character and the worry about Hanahaki Disease happening.

Angst with comfort or pure Angst (depending on what you will pick ^^) will do!

to be honest, I also requested this to another account, however after I sent it...I saw their request is currently closed (T-T) I hope this is not a bother to you! Have a nice day

-💐

Hi Anon! Ask and you shall receive. I hope that you don’t mind that I made this into a headcanon format since there was no specification on that, but I do hope that you enjoy this nonetheless.

Now without further ado…

Daisy Chains (Floyd Leech x Hanahaki! Reader)

The first time you hung out with the Leech twins was one that you never thought would go as well as it did. As it turns out, you all had a lot more in common than you thought. You especially had a lot of fun hanging out with Floyd especially, thus creating a nice friendship between you two. And for a while, you were both contempt with that.

However, after some time has passed, you started to realize that your feelings for Floyd became more than platonic. Something romantic, if you will. But the thought scared you, reminding yourself of the disease that you knew back at home. So for a while, you tried to suppress those feelings, hoping that they would eventually go away. You didn’t want to suffer, or even worse, let others suffer from your pain. So for the longest time, you fought against them, for both you and Floyd’s sake.

However, try as you might, that pain in your chest just wouldn’t go away. Whenever you hung out with Floyd, your lungs felt as though they were filling with water, as if drowning. You eventually started to avoid Floyd at any cost, opting to write down your feelings in a journal in hopes of trying to ease the pain. Still, nothing worked.

It all came crashing down one day when Floyd approached you after class in the middle of the hallway, frustrated on how you never came to hang out anymore at Monstro’s Lounge. You tried to ignore him, but he wouldn’t, wanting answers from you on what was going on. The moment that you finally tried to talk to him was a moment too late.

When you opened your mouth, you started coughing violently. It felt dry, painful, your heart racing at the realization that you were experiencing the one thing you wanted to avoid. You covered your mouth as you dropped many things in your hands, including your journal. Floyd and some nearby students looked confused at your hunched form until they realized a daisy came out of your mouth. Than another. Floyd immediately knew that you were in danger, a look of panic in his eyes that looked estranged on his usually smiling face.

He rushed you over to the nurse’s office as quick as he could, the nurse instantly calling for an ambulance once she saw your form. The nurse nor the rest of the staff have never seen such a condition like this in their time. As minutes felt like hours, you were eventually escorted out of the building with Floyd still nearby, coughing daisies while your lungs desperately desired to breathe. Before you were eventually carried away, you used all the strength you had to point in the direction your classroom as you looked at Floyd with a pained expression on your face.

It took a while, but Floyd eventually realized that you wanted him to go back to your classroom. When he got there, everything was still in place, including your belongings. Thinking you wanted him to get your stuff, he started picking things off of the floor until he realized your journal was wide open. He started reading the page that was already opened, then the next. Eventually he found out the truth the more he read your journal - why you were ignoring him for so long, about the disease you had, everything - and it all left a bitter taste in his mouth.

He realized he had to do something quick - you were important to him after all. He blamed himself for the pain that you were in but was angry that you didn’t say anything. He didn’t necessarily get the disease you fell under, but he quickly realized that your life was literally on the line. It would simply break his heart more to see his closest friend and partner on the verge of death. (... wait, did he -)

The next thing that you were able to recall was waking up in a hospital bed, your heartbeat still banging in your ears. However, you soon realized was that you could breathe again. You looked towards the window on the left - it was nighttime. You looked towards your right, and nearly jumped out of your skin - there was Floyd, asleep but holding on to your hand tightly as he laid back in a rocking chair. You were shocked before realizing the weight on your lap. Looking down, you saw three items - your journal, Floyd’s earring, and a red rose with a note attached to it (the note read “I’m sorry I put you through so much pain, but I don’t want to lose you. I hope that not no matter what we can still be together.”) - and as you read the note, it all clicked together.

For almost an hour, you firmly held onto Floyd’s hand as you used the other to wipe your tears away, hoping not to disturb his sleep despite your sniffling and sighs. But even so, you were overjoyed, a smile never leaving your face. You realized the reason why you could breathe again, and hopefully, with your life spared, you could use your next breath to give a real confession to Floyd. But for now, you slowly went back to sleep, hoping to regain the energy to do so.

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Excuse me, do you do crossover requests? Because I was hoping to ask you to write some Kingdom Hearts & Twisted Wonderland crossover oneshots and scenarios. In fact, I actually love the idea of having the Kingdom Hearts characters (sans the Disney, Final Fantasy, TWEWY and Verum Rex characters) meeting the T.W. characters.

Hi Anon! I haven't really thought about crossover requests, but I'm not opposed to trying them out, especially in the case of TWST and KH! My only concern is that I'm not familiar with some of the franchises you listed like TWEWY and Final Fantasy (I'm more comfortable writing the original KH cast). But if you have any ideas on a crossover request, feel free to send a request and I'll see what I can do!

~Echo~

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Hi! Can i have request of hcs of Idia with a s/o who have same interest or hobbies of him?

Like s/o is a otaku or gamer or even who like staying their room too?

Hi Anon! Thank you for your patience! I figured that now would be the best time to post this headcanon since it is already Idia's birthday in Japan. I hope that you do enjoy this headcanon!

Now without further ado...

The Otakus (Idia Shroud x Otaku! Reader)

So I would actually imagine this relationship starting completely online. Due to both of your hobbies, neither of you would get outside much. Because of this, you’d most likely first meet due to an MMORPG-style game that both of you shared an interest in, followed by a simple friend request.

The more that you’ve bonded over the games that you’ve played (and maybe even trolled other players while doing it), the more you start to realize that you have a lot more things in common than games. It could’ve easily started as a joke that both of you understand or just by having names of popular anime characters in your usernames, but this could also delve into an in-depth conversation on your favorite animes, which ones are the best of the season, etc.

You guys really don’t start dating until after the first few months of your relationship when you decided to meet in person for the first time. Your first date was simple enough - hanging out at a local cafe, just chatting about your day, and otherwise getting to know more about each other better. This eventually led to more dates before both of you agreed to go steady.

As a couple, you mainly bond over the thing that started it all - whether it’s PVP, 1st person, or RPG adventure, you always try out a variety of games for you to play. When you’re not playing a game, you’d usually find yourself watching an anime, whether it’s a classic or a new show. After the first few dates, both of you came to the consensus to have at-home dates where you would simply just relax after the day’s done.

As a little bonus, if you also partake in streaming, you might also be able to convince him to join you in a gaming livestream once in while. Warning, however, that if he does agree, he probably won’t show his face. But that’s fine, though! After all, as long as you’re both having fun, neither of you mind.

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Hello! Can I get some headcanons for Jamil, Rook and Leona (each separated) finding out that their shy! S/O can sing REALLY well? Their voice being gentle yet powerful (,, heres a link to a video that captures the vibe I'm trying to send across (Its a cover of Affections Across Time):

https://youtu.be/fFi6KN3AGyA

Thankyou in advance!

Hi Anon! Thank you so much for your patience! I know it's been a hot minute, but I'm definitely gonna be more active now that I'm done with finals. With that said, I do hope you enjoy these headcanons!

(Warning: Implied Spoilers for All of the Characters in These Headcanons!)

Now without further ado...

The Gentle Song (ft. Jamil, Rook, & Leona)

Jamil Viper

Given how his life has been, Jamil never has gotten the time nor the chance to talk to you. He’s always had to put his studies and Kalim before him for the longest time, so he never had that much of social life.

Not that he thought he would get a word out of you anyways. In the rare instance when he did notice you, you never seemed to talk that much. You always seem to stick by the same first years from Heartslabyul during the day - in class, at lunch, even after school sometimes. You never seemed to get time with anyone else or even by yourself. In a way, it was very similar to himself and his tendency to stick beside Kalim most of the time.

When he gets a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to get some time by himself, he gets as far away from the Scarabia Dorm as possible. He wanders the halls of the school, wondering about his day when he couldn’t help but overhear during one afternoon of some music playing farther down the hall.

When he reached the music room down the hall, he could help but to peek in on the small classroom to find you singing peacefully with the instrumental track playing on your phone. He was honestly surprised - out of all the people he knew, he never thought you had this talent in you.

He doesn’t bother you while you’re singing, but it does linger in his mind for a while after he left. He even hums a little bit of the song he heard you sing after he’s left to go back to Scarabia. The way that your voice was so powerful, yet so gentle at the same time. Perhaps he could even hear more of this side of you in the near future… if he has the chance.

Rook Hunt

As the vice head of Pomefiore, Rook would have a natural appreciation for the arts. Whether it’s plays, poetry, or music, he would always find some beauty in that topic. Now, to say he expected anything from you is… hard to decipher. As a man of mystery, you would never know what was going on in his head, and because of your shy nature, you never felt as though you had the courage to approach him.

But what about Rook? Well, to be honest, he never really minded you any of his attention. Your shyness was sometimes endearing, but to him, it was nothing worth noticeable in comparison to Vil or Neige.

That was until one day during a stroll he took around campus when he heard some pleasant music as he headed closer to the Ramshackle dorm. Intrigued, he decided to stray off of his intended path to listen in closer to the music, slowly hearing a voice mixed in with the instrumentals.

To say that Rook was astounded by your voice when he realized it was you singing as you did chores around the dorm was an understatement. The passion in your voice mixed in with somber, yet hopeful lyrics - he didn’t understand how he couldn’t see this beauty in you sooner.

Like Jamil, he doesn’t try to interrupt your performance, but he doesn’t want to give you some form of applause before he leaves. The next time you leave the dorm, you notice a note sticking on the door. Opening it up, there’s a small phrase from your song - “Across the endless times, our paths intertwine… underneath the sky.”

Leona Kingscholar

With just an examination of both of your personalities, it’s not hard to guess why you and Leona never talk to each other. You would be intimidated by his statute and his cold nature, while Leona’s inferiority complex would most likely push away those he doesn’t have a reason to interact with.

When it does come to the sparse moments that you notice Leona in between classes, he doesn’t notice you back. He’s always got an annoyed look on his face as he trudges through to hallways alone to a quiet spot to nap, or is being dragged by his vice dorm head to get him to classes - there never seems to be an in-between with him.

One day, however, when you were by yourself in the greenhouse, you decided to sing a little tune from a show back in your world - as a way to remind yourself of home while you strolled through the vegetation. You didn’t think anyone was around, so you just peacefully sang your tune in peace.

What you were not taking into consideration was the beastman waking up from his nap a few bushes by. At first, Leona wanted to confront you about waking him up - how dare you interrupt his peace. However, the more he listened to your song, the more he realizes just how soothing your voice was. Like a lullaby, he found the gentle tone of your voice to calm him down. After a few moments, he decided to go forego his confrontation and let the song lull him back to sleep.

And so both of you went by your day as usual, with you blissfully aware of Leona’s presence while you sang that song. Leona didn’t know how you would react if he did confront you that day, but the realization that he didn’t mind your singing was surprising, but not unwarranted. Who knows, maybe he’ll even compliment your vocals next time he sees you in the hallways.

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The Alter Ego Pt.2

Hi, Luvs!

This is going to be a continuation of my previous post regarding my last request. I found that I wrote a lot and I figured it would be easier for the readers in two parts rather than one long version. You can find the first part here with Malleus and Lilia, but I still want to give appreciation for Silver and Sebek as well, so feel free to read them in any order you want.

Now without further ado...

~Silver~

This naïve soul takes a lot longer to notice the strange habits you have. It all started with a little bird that perched on Silver’s shoulder during gym. You had the courage to mention it to him just as he was starting to doze off. It was that little bird - a sign from fate - that brought you guys together as friends.

It started with some small talk - classes, after school, all that sort of generic blabber. But something was off. You stared off into the distance in the middle of the conversations sometimes, almost as if your mind was suddenly transported elsewhere. Your breathing slowed down to a point where someone wouldn’t be able to tell if you were even breathing at all. Even your pupils dilated to a point where it was more pupil than iris, unblinking.

But Silver didn’t notice at first. Despite his eagerness and dedication to his training, he could never seem to read the room right away when it came to most social interactions. He’s not completely inept to converse, but when it comes to average cues, he’s not the best when it comes to subtlety.

And when he did start to notice that you were unresponsive, he wasn’t sure whether to confront you about it. It was odd, but he wasn’t sure if you wanted to talk about it. I mean, it’s not like he has a problem with it either - he tends to sleep at the weirdest moments anyways, so he doesn’t feel like he should judge. So when he noticed, he waited until you were out of your daze to continue with the discussion.

One day, you two were having a normal conversation when it happened again. He waited for a little bit, but something felt wrong. It was taking you longer than usual to snap out of it, making him more worried as he finally noticed that you weren’t breathing normally. He tried calling out to you, but you didn’t respond. Starting to panic, reaching out his hand to try and shake you out of your daze.

Before he could even touch you though, you gripped his wrist tightly, your head moving to look at him while your eyes remained still. He tried moving his hand away in surprise, but was shocked to see you suddenly lunge yourself at him, your other hand aiming at his neck. Fearing for the worst, he prepares to strike back, despite not knowing the full scale of things.

When you finally snap out of your daze, you feel a searing pain coursing through your mind. Silver was by your side, tending to the small scratch on your head. He apologized profusely, explaining how he accidentally smacked your head on the ground when he tried subduing you. You apologized in return, giving him an explanation - sort of. To be honest, what you went through was kind of hard to explain. Like, it felt like an out of body experience - but you were still you - yet sometimes felt like your actions were not your own, especially with what happened before. Hell, you don’t even remember how long this was going on for.

Silver listened carefully, but was honestly surprised. Nevertheless though, he knows now that this incident was something out of your control, and he’s honestly glad that you're being honest with him. Regardless if this is something that can be reversed or not, he promises to support you and trust in whatever direction you want to take this new dilemma. After all, you’re his friend.

~Sebek Zigvolt~

The fact that he was able to find someone who admires Malleus just as much as him is shocking, but welcoming. After you two are put into the same dorm, you seem to be an unstoppable force when put together. And believe me, if some of the students couldn’t stand Sebek or you before, they will despise the both of you when partnered together.

Yet over the last few weeks, he hasn’t seen you as often as before. Sure, you’ll greet him in the morning and during lunch, but other than that, some people only see you once a day before you head off elsewhere, and Sebek is no exception. Due to his constant training, he can also never seem to find the right time to hang out with you either.

However, luck seemed to be on his side one rainy afternoon that caused horseback riding practice to be cancelled. When he was told this, he pondered for a moment before deciding to look around for you - your classroom, the dormitory, the lunch room, etc. Some unfortunate students had to go through a little interrogation from him to find out where you were.

He finally found you alone in the library, but something felt off the moment he unintentionally yelled for you a few feet away to greet you. Instead of that cheerful smirk and that sparkle in your eyes, you faced him with a look of indifference. Like, you don’t even bother to even speak to him before focusing your eyes back on the book you were on before. Sebek is confused by this, as you’ve always at least greeted him. You were still friends, right?

So he tried again, this time a little bit quieter as he slowly walked a little closer to you. Maybe you weren’t appreciating the loud remark, he thought, after a while of not speaking to him. But once again, you ignored him. So he tried again, thinking you might not have heard him at all. Unfortunately, he also didn’t see the annoyed and angered look growing on your face the more he tried to make small talk with you. He wanted to know how his companion was doing, after all, so it’s not like you were doing this on purpose.

At least that was what he thought before you slammed the book in your hands to glare at him with a burning rage. You quickly interrupted him and made it very clear that you did not want to talk to him in the slightest. You made it very clear to him that you were busy studying and did not want to be interrupted. And even if you weren’t, you didn’t want to talk to him anyways. After all, what would a future wizarding scholar want with a loud, boarish fool with only one goal in life? You didn’t even bother to hear his response as you grabbed your belongings and left him behind, leaving him shocked, confused, and angry.

It didn’t get any better when the following morning you greeted him with a kind smile like last night was nothing. In response, he rudely remarks about how he thought you didn’t need him anymore, causing you to be confused in return. He codly remarks about the events of last night, but once again, something was off as you stood in silence, thinking. When you curse under your breath, Sebek wonders what you’re thinking. You finally explain everything - you accidentally drank a potion you made that created this colder side to you, and spent the last few weeks trying to fix it on your own, hence the events of last night. You even showed him the book you were reading to prove it.

Sebek is baffled by this. Not just because of how you made a mistake this big, but because you refused to seek help from others, especially from those in your own dorm. You could’ve asked any one of your upperclassmen for help, but you chose to try and solve it on your own. This was something completely unacceptable, as Sebek promises to help you as best as he can so that you don’t have to live in solitude anymore. He may fully understand what you are going through, but seeing as there must be something that can be done to fix it, he won’t even mind pleading with Malleus for his companion’s assistance if he has to.

Once again, I would like to thank our anonymous requestor for giving me this prompt. This was such a fun and interesting request to write, and I would like to thank them and all of you guys for enjoying these scenarios. Like I said in my latest update post, I am now accepting requests again, so feel free to drop something in my request inbox!

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hey i saw your request are open and i was wondering about a diasomnia dorm and a platonic reader who has a Alter Ego similar to Jekyll and Hyde

Hi, Luv!

Thank you so much for the request. I hope you enjoy the scenarios I made for all the Diasomnia boys as I did. So much so that I made it into five pages on my roughs. I'm going to split it into two parts, so I hope that you can enjoy both.

Now without further ado...

The Alter Ego - The Diasomnia Boys x Platonic! Reader (Pt. 1)

~Malleus Draconia~

This poor unfortunate soul has no idea what he’s in for. He will admit, when he first met you, he had suspicions that something was off. He couldn’t tell what it was, exactly, but the way you sometimes cut your nightly conversations short and rush inside Ramshackle made him worry for you.

You’re one of the only people he can call a friend in his opinion. After months of your nightly interactions, he sees you as a good friend. Granted, he confesses that he was weirded by the fact that you were never intimidated by him, he’s glad that you still talk to him from time to time.

That being said, he never really bothered to check up on you whenever you rushed yourself back inside your dorm. It’s not that he didn’t care, more so he was afraid that whatever happened if he did could potentially ruin the friendship you guys had. Plus, surely you had control of what was happening to you, right?

One night, however, you never showed up outside Ramshackle for one of your conversations. While he does realize that this might just be a rare occurrence, the idea that he never saw you at all that day worried him a bit. Could you perhaps be sick? After all, it could’ve been that no one has seen you or your furry familiar since yesterday.

This eventually led to the situation he was in as he stood in front of your dorm, his hand on the knob, ready to enter at any given moment. While he does acknowledge that he should’ve asked beforehand, he valued your well-being above all else, hence why he was alarmed when he was greeted by torn and broken furniture all around the common room the moment he entered.

It wasn’t until he heard a noise upstairs did he take further action and followed where the sound came from. Concerning enough, he was led to your room as he heard something smash while Grim was yelping in fear. He slowly opened the door to see a sight he wouldn’t suspect - there you were, towering over Grim with malice in your eyes, your hair a frizzy mess as you were surrounded by countless debris of wood and glass. You turned your attention to Malleus the moment that you heard your door creak, and as you both stared into each other's eyes, he could sense something animalistic behind yours. Out of what appeared to be instinct, you lunged at him, but you couldn’t even touch him before you blacked out.

You woke up the next morning in your bed, still surrounded by the debris in your room with Malleus nowhere to be seen. The next time you met up with him, you apologized for the attempted attack, now feeling like you owed him an explanation. You leaned against one of the stone pillars reciting on how you’ve had this kind of curse on you for as long as you remembered, though this other side of you has shown up more frequently in the last few months. You didn’t want to hurt him, but you didn’t know how to control this force, much less find a way to get rid of your curse.

After your explanation, Malleus could only stare in astonishment, wondering how he couldn’t have noticed sooner. However, despite you trying to harm him that night, he now knows that you weren’t the one to blame. Since then, he vows to help you whenever he can, even if finding a way to get rid of this other side to you turns out to be futile in the end. After all, you’re his friend, and nothing else mattered to him more than your company.

~Lilia Vanrouge~

Lilia has been through it all and has seen most of what life has to offer. He’s not new to strange and weird phenomena, yet when he notices you wandering down the halls during class sometimes, he will admit that he’s intrigued by your presence. The way that you look so focused, yet so concerned about walking to your destinations made him intrigued by your character.

So what does he do to get closer to you? Well, in good old Lilia fashion, he’ll sometimes make impromptu greetings by dropping in from the ceiling. Yes, this does scare the living daylights out of you, but hey, he gets to know a little bit more out of you the more he does it and vice versa.

You develop a strange friendship the more the two of you bond in those hallways, but neither of you seem to mind. After a while, you don’t seem to be scared of him suddenly showing up in front of you to chat. The only thing that slightly annoys him is that you never explain why you kept missing class time just to walk in the halls.

Eventually, he didn’t even need to ask. One fateful day, he tried talking to you again when he noticed something was off. You were walking faster. Your breathing was heavier. He even noticed that your hair was slightly disheveled and frizzy with a thin layer of sweat on your forehead.

Now what this was about, he had no clue. Were you sick, he wondered? It took a while before he could figure it out when another student walking in the hall bumped into you. It didn't seem like anything intentional, as the student was on his phone when he grazed your shoulder.

Yet why did you look like you were about to tear him apart? Why did you suddenly push the boy against the wall even after he apologized? Why were you screaming at him with the most vulgar profanities that could make a mother weep? This was nothing like you at all. Just as you were about to punch the poor boy, Lilia grabbed you by the back of your collar to pull you away from him, giving enough space between you two that he was able to get away from you. You didn't appreciate that.

With deranged eyes and a scowl that seemed permanent on your face, you didn't give a second thought before you lunged at him like a wild animal. But if you really thought that you could even lay a scratch on him, you couldn't even imagine how Lilia subdued you with a sleeping spell without hesitation. When you woke up, he was right beside you in the nurse's office.

Despite the previous attack, he didn’t seem too upset by your behavior. Nonetheless, you explained how you accidentally placed a curse on yourself one day while studying after school. It was an honest mistake, but one wrong mispronunciation was all it took to get you into this mess. Lilia listened intensely, taking every bit of your story into consideration. It all made sense now, he wondered, and knowing the truth, he wants to see more of it. Clasping his hands together, he makes a promise to you that he would gladly assist in helping you break this curse, secretly hoping what else this new side of you has to offer. As a friend, of course!

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Announcement!

Hi, Luvs!

I know it’s been a while, but I’ve come with a couple of announcements in turn for what I want to do for this blog!

1. In light of finally achieving a consistent work schedule and my recent birthday, I will now be taking requests for headcanons, scenarios, and oneshots once again! I am still putting upholding a seven requests maximum rule, but hopefully will be able to get through requests faster.

2. After carefully considering the direction I want to go in, I will now also be accepting NSFW requests with some limitations. The characters I will write for these requests have to canonically be 18 or over, and I can still deny a request if I feel uncomfortable with the topics in the request. I will also put a warning for these requests in case those on my blog are under 18 or are uncomfortable with themes in NSFW.

3. Lastly, I am expanding my platform! Not only will I expand upon more than just the Twisted Wonderland fandom (I will write for all the fandoms in my description), but I will bring my content to other sites for more people to enjoy! I have submitted my request to create an account on Archive of Our Own, but until then, I have created an account on Wattpad! To look over old and new oneshots alike, I have a book over there that you can find over here.This is where you can go if you just want to look at my oneshots. I don’t know if I want to create a second book for headcanons and scenarios just yet, but if I don’t, everything will still be on this account.

For everyone that has stayed with me on this account, I want to thank you very much! I will be posting another request that is going to take me two posts to make since I spent a very long time on it, so I hope you guys are excited about these changes as I am!

Sincerely,

~Echo~

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Thanks for writing the first fanfic on leona x shy mc reader. If you don't mind but can do do with the fem shy mc with silver pls.

Hi, Luv! Thank you once again for the amazing request! I hope that this is to your fancy, it certainly took a while for me to finish!

Without further ado...

Silver x Shy! Fem! Reader! Under the Willow Tree

There was one place that you often visited during your free time at Night Raven College. A place that would calm you among all the Overblots and other dorm quarrels. A place that would allow you to avoid all the chaos in your newfound life as a magicless student, free from all the recklessness of the A-Deuce duo accompanied by your furry familiar, Grim. You would often visit this place after school as a way to avoid the loud crowds and bask in the sunny afternoons. It reached beyond Coach Vargas’ fields and towards the edge of NRC’s borders. It was a bit of a walk, but you didn’t mind. After all, the view was worth the journey.

You happened to take in that view as you took a stroll to that place. Despite walking for what felt like hours, you enjoyed the gentle spring breeze brushing up against your face. The way that the sunlight peered through the cracks of the trees’ leaves and brightened up the foliage gave you a calming sensation, welcoming you further into the forest. It was just a little bit longer, you remembered, until you reached it. That special place.

How you were able to find it was not just your doing. You see, you had a friend introduce you to this place one afternoon - which was quite a surprise given that you were certain you wouldn’t have even one friend. Even more so, in contrast to Ace and Deuce, your friend was more mature and much more responsible for his own actions. He was also quite stronger than your other friends, which made you wonder why he even talked to you at all. Maybe it was the pursuit of a destressing environment, maybe it was just an appreciation for nature. Whatever it was, you somehow were able to bond after school in the library. 

That was where you met your dear friend, Silver.

Yet, for some reason, the title of “dear friend” didn’t sit right with you when referring to him. You tried thinking of him as a “close ally” or a “cherished companion,” but neither did those terms sit right with you either. A little bit distraught at the notion that you couldn’t find something to call the silver-haired boy, but that didn’t really matter that much. After all, today you were just about to meet up with him at your special place.

It took a few more minutes before you finally found it - a wide patch of land where the sun gently kissed every blade of grass beyond the edges of the small, green landscape. Right in front of it was a pond where you would often see frogs and fish wander about and the occasional doe would step on the land for a sip of water. What was the most special about this place was right next to the pond, where a single great willow tree shaded the ground underneath. It was the perfect place for you to relax, lying your head against the tree bark as the shadows made it possible for you to read a book for hours on end. 

That was exactly what you were planning to do.

You rested your head against the bark, grabbing one of your textbooks from your book bag as you got comfortable. You made sure you were close enough to the pond to watch the fish swim aimlessly, though soon your mind centered on nothing but the book as you awaited Silver. After all, this was one of the only places you would hang out together. Even when you first met him, he was always busy with something. Whether it would be his studies, his duties as a knight-in-training, or any errand he had to do that day, you rarely got the chance to spend that much time together. But that's ok - you were hoping that he would show up anytime now.

Just two classmates hanging out - as friends - under a willow together. He’s sure to come eventually, you thought. Any minute now.

...

The sun was wavering against the horizon as the day drew closer to evening and night. You had finished reading the chapter you needed for your history class long ago, so you picked up another textbook and started to read that. Then another. Eventually, you ran out of books to read and put your attention on the fish in the pond. One, then two, then a red and an orange and a blue - all kinds of colors and shapes and sizes that mindlessly wandered the limited space. Your heart sinks more and more with each passing minute. It must’ve been hours since you’ve been here, so where was he? Did he forget? No, that couldn’t be - he’s usually very serious on timely manners. Did he doze off somewhere? Even so, he usually doesn’t sleep for that long. Then it hit you - a question that you dared yourself you wouldn’t think of, for it pained your heart ever so.

Did he not want to see you?

Was he getting bored of you ever since you first met, opting to leave you by yourself in the middle of a forest with no way of contacting you? Or were you so desperate for the fact that you found someone else to bond with that you couldn’t tell that he was being disingenuous with you? 

Was this some way of mocking you? 

Tormenting you? 

Did he pity you? 

Where was he?

Where was your friend? Your ally? Your companion? Your anything?

“Hey,” a soft voice came from ahead as your mind went elsewhere for a moment before jolting back to your reality. You looked in front of you just as a similar silver-haired boy walked in front of where you sat. Despite the skies turning darker as time drew on, you couldn’t mistake him.

Silver.

Your friend.

“Hello,” you muttered back. You tried sounding as friendly as you could, but couldn’t help but feel as though there was a bit of annoyance in your voice. You hoped you didn’t notice.

“I apologize for making you wait so long,” Silver said. “I was caught up in an incident and had to help calm things down.” Despite feeling a bit down about the fact that it was nearing nighttime, you had to understand where he was coming from.

“Was it another Overblot?” You asked.

“No, just Sebek.” You couldn’t help but giggle at the thought. “I had to separate him from another student who mocked Malleus’ name.”

“Was he trying to fight him?”

“Maybe, if I didn’t stop him. I had to promise that we would train to get his mind off the ordeal.”

There was a silence between you two that must’ve lasted a while. Despite now acknowledging the situation, your heart still weighed heavy on you. You couldn’t even look at him without unintentionally staring him in the face. You wondered what was going on inside his head right now, why you weren’t looking at him as you realized your heart was starting to race against your chest. You knew he wasn’t trying to hurt you, so what was this feeling just now?

“Hey, do you mind if I sit there?” He asked, pointing to the seat next to you. “Unless you were planning to go - I know it’s kind of dark out-”

“No, it’s fine,” you blurted out, incidentally scaring yourself. Why did you even say that?

You watched as Silver stared back at you for a brief moment before nodding in compliance, taking his place by your side against the willow. You smelled the smallest hint of sweat behind all the layers of his uniform, wondering how long it had been since he last trained. Your heart continued to beat more frequently as you realized how close you were to him. Wanting to avoid eye contact, you turned your attention back to the pond, realizing now that you were having a more difficult time seeing the fish.

“Do you like this place?” Silver asked, breaking the silence as you turned back to face him.

“Yes,” you simply said. “It’s wonderful.”

“I’m glad,” he responded. “This is one of my favorite places on campus.”

“I can tell,” you agreed. “It’s become mine, too.”

Another pause. You start to wonder if he could sense your heart beating at this point.

“That’s good to hear. I’m glad someone can enjoy it like I do.” You nodded, but kept feeling a sense of dread in your gut. Unknowingly letting the thoughts from before plague your mind, you began to dissociate for a moment as questions plagued your mind again. Is he being genuine, or is this pity?

“Silver… why did you introduce me to this place?” Silver turned to face you, eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

“Well, I thought it was easy to understand - I thought that you would like it.”

“And if I didn’t?” Wait, what were you doing? Why ask these questions out loud?

“Well, if you didn’t, you didn’t - I don’t control what you like.”

“But would you think lowly of me for not sharing the same interest?” Silver turned to face you, bewildered.

“Why do you ask that? Of course not,” he responded. “Do you think of me that way?”

You turn back to face him, only to realize that your heartbeat banged in your eardrums the minute you stared into his eyes. “N-no, that wasn’t what wasn’t what I was thinking at all,” you stuttered. “I was just… wondering…” You tried finding the words, and you were so close, but your mind was blocking you for telling them a first.

“About what?” He asked. You sighed, finally breaking through your hazy mind to say what you wanted to say.

“Well, you’re trying to become a knight for one of this world’s most powerful wizards of this time. You probably have everything going for you - a good education, support from friends and family, everything. And me… well, I have nothing. No family, no magic… I’m an outsider. Probably what this world considers the bottom of the barrel here-”

“Wait-”

“And I understand that, it makes sense! I’m not meant to be here. I don’t know how I got here. I’m just hoping that Headmaster Crowley can find a way to get me back home so I can be where I belong,” you took a breath. “It’s just… I’m not special here. I don’t have any crazy powers or an insane upcoming to justify me being here. I’m just me. And I don’t get why someone like you - someone so special - would try and talk to me…”

Another pause filled the atmosphere as you both sat there, avoiding his gaze as he tried to find a response to that. Your heartbeat bumped so hard it might as well burst out of your chest this second. Why did you say that? He probably thinks of you as some weirdo now- wait, did he just laugh? You turn to face him again, and as you suspected, he started to laugh. Did something happen a few seconds ago?

“I-I’m sorry, was something I said funny?” You asked, wondering if you should be offended by this or not.

“No, not like that. I’m just surprised,” he said. “Why would you think I cared about something like that? Do you take me as someone so shallow?” Your cheeks blushed a dusty pink.

“Wait, no, I’m sor-”

“Don’t be,” he interrupted. “I should be the one apologizing. First, I nearly miss out on our company together, then I don’t realize you harbor these feelings of self-doubt.”

“Hey, it’s not like it’s something out of your control.” You responded.

“But I made you feel that way, did I not? And I don’t want someone I care for to feel like that.”

You paused for a moment before comprehending his words. “You care for me?”

He tilted his head in confusion. “Is that not obvious? I ask if we could spend time together on multiple occasions-”

“Silver,” you interrupted, now facing another dilemma. “What do you think of me?”

He paused for a moment to stare at you, his cheeks now turning a dusty pink. What was this boy thinking?

“It’s kind of funny… that’s the reason I wanted to meet you here today,” he said. Your furrowed your eyes, wondering.

“Go on…”

“Ever since I met you that one time in the library, I admired how much you wanted to learn despite your environment. I thought you were smart, and I wanted to believe you were kind. But you always kept to yourself most of the time, and I didn’t know how to approach you. I even went to ask my old man about it, which led me to the realization that I should introduce you to this place.”

You slowly nodded, taking in his words. “So we started hanging out here instead…”

“Correct. At first, I thought I wanted to do it just for platonic purposes, but… I soon realize myself growing fonder of you.”

Your heart felt like it couldn’t take much more than it already was. Was this what you thought it was? “Silver…”

He laid his hand on top of yours. “(Y/N),” he said. “What I’m trying to ask is this. Would you like to continue this relationship further?”

Your eyes widen. “You don’t mean…” He nodded. “But what about your duties? What’s the rest of the dorm gonna think?”

“I don’t think they would mind that much. I just don’t wanna pressure you into this relationship,” He looked to the side, poorly hiding his blush away. But for that alone, you couldn’t help but smile, bringing your free hand to his cheek as you intertwined your fingers in his, causing him to look back surprised by your actions.

“Silver, there is nothing more I would want now than to stand by you. Of course I’ll accept your offer.”

Silver’s eyes lit up in joy, a smile appearing on his face as well as he looks relieved by your answer. “You have no idea how happy you made me just now, (Y/N)...”

“I could say the same to you,” you responded. He chuckled, his forehead now closer to yours as he gripped your hand a little bit tighter. His eyes started to dart back and forth for a moment, his blush growing darker. “Hey,” he said. “Do you mind if we…?” He couldn’t finish his question, but his body language said it all. Despite your face flaring up as well, you couldn’t help but smile.

“Of course.”

Silver smiled once more as you timidly brought your face closer to his, your free hand now resting on his shoulder. Under the gaze of the moonlight that peeked through the cracks of the willow’s leaves and branches, only a few could’ve seen what was going on. The way that you kissed in almost complete darkness brought a sense of security for both of you, and now knowing that you two felt the same way, you understand that this moment might not certainly be the last. After all, you finally found a title to call the boy.

Yes, your dearest love, Silver - that sounds amazing for him.

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Hey! I was reading through some of your writings and loved the Leonar x Shy Reader oneshot! Could I request a continuation of it? Headcanons or a scenario! Whatever would be easier

Hi, Luv! I’m glad that you enjoyed my Leona x Shy! Reader oneshot! And since you asked nicely, how can you say no?

For those who may not have seen it, here’s the first original fic! You can find it right here!

Without further ado...

Leona x Shy! Fem! Reader - ~The Aftermath~

Ever since the garden incident, you haven’t been able to get that boy out of your mind. Just the thought of him walking up real close to you and checking you out... it was overwhelming. And terrifying. The boy towered over you and could easily overpower you if he wanted to.

Yet for some reason... you kept feeling something unusual for you. Yeah, you still get goosebumps from remembering that event, but what felt different than all your timid tendencies was the fact that you continued to feel your heart beat at the speed of sound the more you remembered. His piercing green eyes, his long, somewhat unkept hair, his tan skin, the slightly earthy scent you could pick up from him... Your cheeks flared up whenever he crossed your mind.

The one time Ace and Deuce noticed your face turning a dusty pink, they teased the hell out of you when they assumed you had a crush. Of course, you denied thinking of anything and blamed the heat in the dining hall, but you weren’t fooling anyone in the slightest when it was the middle of Autumn. 

One day, you were heading back to the Ramshackle dorm when you noticed the Magical Shift Club praticing in the field usually used for broom flying with Professor Vargas from one of the hallways. Curious, you stared through the window as they did their warm-ups and eventually went on to their practice games, but who should you notice other than Leona Kingscholar himself crossing your vision as he fought against the opposing team.

You watched as he used his magic to forcefully rip the disk out of his opponent’s grasp, immediately rushing towards his goal, and gazed in amusement on how well he handled himself on the field. The way his physique handled how fast he ran, and how he endured utilizing his magic whith physical activity. It was all breathtaking to you, causing you to focus more on Leona.

However, that proved to be your fatal mistake as he finally caught wind of you staring at him after he scored another point. He stared back, wondering how long you stood there. Your response was to immediately walk away from the scene, trying to brush it off as if you were only there for that second when it was only minutes. 

Leona could sense that such a statement was highly unlikely after catching a glimpse at your face. Little did you know that he saw your eyes sparkle in his direction, your lips stretched into a smile as you watched him in awe. At first, he wasn’t impressed seeing as though he remembered you as that weak herbivore from the garden. But as time passed during practice, the more he couldn’t get that image out of his head. It felt weird to him, seeing as though there wasn’t anything special about you as a magicless human. But this feeling he got... what was it?

Guilt, perhaps? No, Leona doesn’t usually feel that for anyone. Fear? Leona scoffed it off. Or maybe.. it was intrigue.

You didn’t even hear about Leona for a short time after that. However, one day you noticed a particular dirty blonde second year student with hyena ears leaving the classroom you usually attended for Professor Trein’s history class. Wondering what he was mumbling about as he left, you went inside the classroom only to find a small object on your desk wrapped in paper. Noticing how know one was around, you sat down at you desk and unwrapped the paper.

You wonder why someone decided to gift you a mechi katsu sandwich from the dining hall that day, out of all things.

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Hi sorry to bother you but can you do the same oneshot that I have requested for leona but this time is jack howl pls and don't forget that the reader has the same personality, background and the role of mc pls.

Hi, Luv! Thank you so much for the request! I hope you enjoy!

Without further ado...

Jack Howl x Fem! Shy! Reader

~The Wolf in Hero’s Clothing~

“Oi, pipsqueak!” 

A group of boys cornered you at the bottom of one of Night Raven’s many staircases as you backed up against the iron railing as much as you could. Your first thought was to run back upstairs to Professor Trein’s classroom for sanctuary but realized that a couple of them had already blocked your way to exit through there. So much for trying to catch up on your studies, you guessed. With not much to do, your mind started to wander to get yourself away from the stress, wondering one question to yourself.

How did it come to this?

Well, the answer simplifies in the fact that you were not supposed to attend Night Raven College at all. Not that you really could as someone who could not control any magic. And yet Headmaster Crowley saw potential in you - that you held a special knack for teamwork with your newfound companion, Grim. But even so, there was nothing outgoing about you.

Back in your world, you were never the best at socializing with others. You always kept to yourself, and would often do double the amount of work in school just to keep up with your classes. No one really saw the need to talk to you either, so for the most part, you were just left alone. Whether or not this was bad or not, you really couldn’t tell, but nonetheless grew anxious the more you felt like you had to talk to people other than your family.

So when you suddenly woke up in the middle of the night inside of a coffin, your heart sank as you feared for your life whilst being chased by your now furry familiar. When all was set and done, though, not much had changed in how you interacted with others. Yes, you had Ace Trapolla and Deuce Spade from Heartslabyul, but you still had your moments where you felt too intimidated to approach them. Combining them with Grim’s arrogant persona, and you often found yourself reclusing back to your own dorm to escape the chaos.

Of course, it was never going to be that easy while residing in this academy. Being the sole female student in this school, you often got stares by some of the other boys in the hallways. It was almost comedic, if not a little weird at seeing their expressions, almost as if they had never seen a woman in their entire life. Some of them tried to even approach you - there was that the dorm leader of Scarabia mustered up some small talk on the spot, but his vice leader was able to pull him off to his next class before he got too close to your liking. It wasn’t uncomfortable, just a little awkward for you. In fact, most of whoever you did interact with was on a neutral footing. Either that or they just ignored you, simple as that.

However... that did not stop a certain group of classmates from making you feel repulsed.

These guys didn’t do so much as stare at you as they did stare you down. No matter where you went, you could feel piercing eyes stare at you like a predator stares at its prey. You could see from the bands on their arms that a lot of them came from Savanaclaw - the dorm built on their students’ pride. You posed no threat to them, but they still looked down upon you like a helpless little herbivore. You realized pretty quickly that they were itching for your reaction, desperate to watch you cower underneath them.

So what was your solution? Evasion and hiding. Yes, you realized that this probably wasn’t the best plan, but it was one that worked best for you. For a while, you sought to run away from them as urgently as possible. You rushed between hallways to avoid social interaction and get to your classes quicker. You sat as close to the dining hall’s door to rush through your meal and hide in your next classroom. You sometimes took the long way back to your dorm by learning about the school’s layout and planning your route from there. And sometimes, you even hid in the library when you suspected something amiss, then awaited until nightfall for you to return to your room unscathed.

These habits soon controlled your life to an unhealthy degree. Sometimes, your familiar Grim would try to pry answers from you when you got back home, but you just shrugged it off and moved on with the conversation. After all... what could you do? Your existence in this world rendered as much as a fly avoiding the next frog or venus flytrap it flew across.

Unfortunately for you, the day you decided to stay after class for an extra study session was the exact same day one of those predators found you.

“Hey, Herbivore!” Another one of the students from Savanaclaw yelled at you, snapping out of your daze. “It’s been a while, hasn’t it? How does it feel knowing that someone weak like you has managed to survive this long?”

Your voice gets caught up in your throat, forcing you to only gulp as your heart beats faster, pounding in your eardrums. You could feel your palms start to sweat as your hand grew clammy on the stair railing. Was this it, you wondered? Was this the fear that they wanted to get from you? Either way, it was working.

“Hey, we’re talking to you!”

You yelped as another one gripped the back of your blazer and dragged you from the stair railing to the floor. All of them laughed as they watched you trip over your feet and fall to your knees, your petrified eyes gazing up at them as if it’s the last thing they’ll be able to see.

“Please...” You muttered under your breath.

“Huh? Please what?” Another guy chimed in, smirking. “Don’t think that timid act of yours is gonna save you, herbivore. C’mon, why not entertain us for a moment? Fight back, use your words...” He chuckled, his words of ‘encouragement’ leaning more on cynicism. Every word he spoke left a tinge of bile in your mouth as your felt ashamed for letting these guys get under your skin so easily.

Of course, you said nothing - you couldn’t say anything. Your heart was beating at the speed of light, your voice hitching up an octave to the point of inaudibility the more you whimpered, your tear ducts on the verge of explosion from the sheer fear you were feeling. None of it could’ve helped you as you saw the same boy’s condescending smile turn into a demeaning scowl like he was disappointed you didn’t snap back at him - that you didn’t entertain him.

“Tch... worthless!”

As soon as he said that, he rose his fist in the air only to swing back down at you. You shut your eyes tight and tried your best to cover them with your wrist, but you knew that could only work so well in this predicament. Was this it? Was this going to be your demise? Were you going to the infirmary later with a severe concussion as you barely recalled the same boys that accosted you, rooting each other on with cheers of encouragement?

And yet... you didn’t feel anything.

You didn’t hear anything beyond your heartbeat.

The same voices seemed to deafen in a matter of seconds. You keep your eyes shut, confused. Did you lose consciousness already?

No. You could still hear your heartbeat. You could still feel your palms layered with a sheen of sweat. And for a moment in time, you could feel a single teardrop escape from the corner of your eye and fall down your cheek.

You slowly opened your eyes, wondering what in the world happened. Suddenly, all the boys surrounding you were all on the floor, either groaning in excruciating pain or knocked out cold. Your gaze wandered from boy to boy, letting out a sigh of relief that you were ok for now.

“Hey.”

You jerked your head around to the source of the voice behind you, your heart starting to beat faster again. Behind you was another guy, larger than any of the upperclassmen that harassed you before. His skin was a light tan that contrasted with his piercing golden eyes and white hair. What stood him out from the rest were his wolf-like ears that perched on the top of his head, the hair fusing from an ivory white to a dark grey at the tips. Behind him, he had a tail of similar characteristics that sprouted out of the back of his uniform.

The boy held his arm out for you to grab and get you back onto your feet. However, you froze in fear upon closer inspection at the band on his sleeve, only to scurry away from him the more he reached out to you.

Another student from Savanaclaw. Just like those boys before

He took a step back, confused as to why you flinched away from him. However, upon seeing the fear on your face, he took a deep breath as if he figured it out, averting your gaze to contemplate what to do next. Finally, he took another step back before kneeling to your eye level, relaxing his posture before asking in the most gentle voice he could muster.

“... Are you alright? Don’t worry, I don’t wanna hurt you.”

(A/N: I would like to thank you guys again for these requests! These are a lot of fun to make! Just to let you guys know, I am just about this close to opening requests again. When that happens, feel free to offer some suggestions! I want to try writing more for different fandoms, so if you have a suggestion, let me know!!! 

With All Appreciation,

Echo)

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Hello darling💖 May I request hcs for Azul, Rook, Leona and Malleus where their female s/o proposes to them - romantic setting with a fancy ring and all? What would their reactions be?

Hi, Luv! Sorry about the wait, but I hope you enjoy these headcanons! Just to clarify, all these headcanons will take place after their time in NRC so that all the characters are of legal age.

~The Boys’ Fem!S/O Proposes to Them (ft. Azul, Rook, Leona, and Malleus)~

~Azul Ashengrotto!~

Azul may not say this out loud, but he is very much grateful to have you in his life. Ever since you two met at Night Raven College, his whole world has brightened. And given his past, you’re one of the only people he’s opened up to aside from Jade and Floyd.

After you both graduate, you open up your own restaurant alongside the coast. It wasn’t difficult considering the revenue Azul obtained at the Monstro Loung, and the two of you successfully run it together. The restaurant is Mediterranean-themed with a hint of Athenian architecture, and the large windows can perfectly capture the sun setting on the ocean’s blue waves when the time comes.

You two just so happen to be walking down the beach as the sun began to set, your feet crunching upon the pale sand as your fingers interlocked with his. The moon was rising out of the other side of the world as the skies turned a variety of pinks, oranges, and reds. Truly a wonderful way to spend the day after long hours of work...

You suddenly stop in your track, removing your hand from Azul’s. He looks back, wondering why you stopped. With your hands behind your back and your eyes averting his gaze, Azul grows increasingly worried by this situation. Why were you not talking to him? Did he do anything wrong?

It wasn’t until you got down on one knee and pulled out a small, black, velvet box that you finally spoke to him, telling him how important he was to you, and how he’s made your life so much better. You reiterate your love to him, and with a simple question, you ask if he would like to spend the rest of his life with you.

With that question, you pulled the box open to reveal a ring lying in the cushions. The band is stainless silver with a sapphire gemstone in the center, surrounded by small, silver seashell engravings.

At first, Azul stood there, dead silent. It takes him a while before he responds to your answer, and even then he doesn’t utter a word until he already has his arms wrapped around you in a hug. He whispers in your ear how much he feels the same, and how he would love to be your husband till the end of your days as you slipped the ring onto his finger, ending the evening with a kiss as the moon rose above you to the night sky.

Were Floyd and Jade watching this entire scene unfold? Maybe. Don’t worry, though, Jade made sure Floyd didn’t ruin the moment for you two...

~Rook Hunt!~

Your relationship with Rook has been an interesting one, to say the least. Rook isn’t known to be quiet about his love for anything beautiful, and he is not afraid to openly express his love for you, even in the middle of the school hallway. Even if he gets a few weird stares from his actions, his words and actions of affection and love will always remain true for you.

When it’s time to actually propose to him, you’re actually not sure if you can pull it off as a surprise. As much as his antics may seem random, Rook is far from idiotic and is a very cunning man, so despite your attempts to be the proposer, just know there is a slight chance that he’ll do it first.

So let’s paint the setting for this proposal: It’s years after your time in Night Raven, and you and Rook have moved into a cottage within the Land of Pyroxene, right next to a small forest for him to hunt from time to time. One day, you ask him to close his eyes as he followed you into the woods. When you told him to reopen it, Rook is greeted with a small picnic setup, the checkered blanket illuminated by the bright sun.

As you two have your picnic, you get very wary of having Rook do anything during your lunch date. Specifically, you’d always get something from the picnic basket, and wouldn’t let him touch it for some reason. He’s curious about your behavior but doesn’t question it, even when you tell him to turn around to look at a nearby tree for another moment.

Before you ask him to turn back to face you, you mention how your love has never faltered for him years after you two started your relationship back in high school. You thank him for all the love he’s given you, and subtly mention how you don’t want your relationship to end.

As you grab Rook’s hand, you ask him to turn back to face you. When he does, he’s greeted by an immaculate ring that you brought in the picnic basket. The ring is a golden, nature-styled ring with vines and small diamonds cut into leaves. At the center of the ring lays a shining emerald.

Rook, filled to the brim with joy, does not hesitate to take you in his arms and brings his lips to yours in a passionate kiss, making you nearly lose the ring in the grass below. He’s in utter bliss with the thought that he can be your husband - and to have you be his love, his amour - as he picks up the ring and places it on his ring finger. As he finishes the kiss, he vows to be an amazing husband as you lay together on the blanket underneath the sun. As much as he wants to go to all his friends and spread the word, he’ll be glad to do that later just to savor this moment.

~Leona Kingscholar!~

Leona does have doubts regarding any marital aspect of your relationship. Due to his upbringing as the second child, he doesn’t see his marriage as valuable to his family. Specifically, he doesn’t think his family is gonna make a big deal out of it compared to when his brother got married and had Cheka. He’s not opposed to marriage overall, but he absolutely loathes the idea that he might get compared to his brother again.

However, you’re determined to break through that troublesome mindset and show how much your love for him means to you. So one day, you arrange a date outside his home in the Afterglow Savannah. You don’t tell him where, exactly, but assure him that he’d love it.

When you arrive at your destination, he’s the first to walk into the amazing scenery in front of him. In the time spent looking at vast grasslands of the Savannah, Leona’s jaw nearly drops at an oasis in front of him, watching as numerous birds fly across the body of water as it's surrounded by endless, vibrant greenery.

You lead him into an area along the waters filled to the brim with small fish that swam without a thought in the world, shaded underneath a large tree in which you rested upon. Seeing this setting kind of reminded you of the times he’d sneak off to sleep in Night Raven’s gardens during classtime all those years ago.

And now that you had this oasis to yourself, you plan to bring out the best of this situation. Your carefully bring in Leona closer to you, making him rest on the tree beside you. Your enclose you hands around his own, embracing the warmth of them before giving a small kiss on his cheek. You express how grateful you are to have him in his life, and how you haven’t stopped loving him since your high school years. Most of all, despite all his doubts and his self-loathing for not being the firstborn son, you’ll proudly call him your king if it means that you can stay by his side.

With that, you let go of his hands before pulling a luminous ring from your pocket and placing it on his finger. The ring looks simple enough, but upon closer inspection is textured with braid-like engravings of gold, silver, and bronze.

Leona sits there shocked as he gazes down at the ring, not sure what to say next. After a while though, you finally get an answer. He smirks down at you, joking about how this should’ve been the one time he shouldn’t have slacked off on his duties. Albeit, he is a bit begrudged by how you got to propose to him first, but doesn’t let it get to him as he pulls you in for a kiss. He intertwines his ringed hand with yours as he comes to accept that you will become his wife one day.

~Malleus Draconia!~

In comparison to the rest of the bachelors, Malleus is definitely the most complicated man to propose to. Not because he’s opposed to the idea of you two being together - far from it, seeing as though you were one of the only people to even so much as approach him without fear.

The problem stems from the roles you pose after you graduate from NRC. Being the next King of the Valley of Thorns, Malleus is swamped with responsibilities as soon as you both graduate. He brings you back to his homeland to live with him in his castle, but you tend to stick out like a sore thumb among the fae crowd.

So for this plan to work, you figured that the best option to propose to him would be at around nighttime. One day, you woke up extra early so Malleus wouldn’t come to fetch you to accompany him for his duties. When he enters your room, he reads a note you left behind on your bed explaining you went to the market and wouldn’t be back until night. You ask that he would make time to meet you on the castle’s rooftop by then, but don’t mention why. 

He’s confused on why you left so abruptly, but doesn’t really put that much concern over your well-being - he knows that he can easily find  and protect you if things go wrong. So the day passes by, and you’re nowhere to be found, leaving him to his lonesome. Finally nighttime arrives, and he makes way to the rooftop like you ask.

Malleus immediately notices you standing next to a gargoyle - a reminder of him and his adoration for the architecture - as you gazed at the rest of the kingdom. You turn around to face him, apologizing to him for such a lonesome day, and that you wanted to talk to him just by himself. You explain how you’ve been considering major changes in your life, and how you’ve been wanting to be by his side more and more, reminiscing on the time at NRC that you’d never forget.

As you say this, you pull out a ring for him. The band is dark, almost coal-colored, yet shines just as luminously as the amethyst and diamonds that decor the top like a flower with its petals scattered. You look at him with an anxious look on your face, asking him that important question - to let you be his wife, and for him to be your husband.

Malleus is confused by this sudden proposal, since this custom isn’t necessarily normal for fae. However, once again charmed by your actions, he sees no reason to say no. He walks over to you and leans down for a kiss, taking your ring and placing it on your own finger. When he finished the kiss, he holds your hand gently in his, affirming that you would make a great queen for his kingdom. Will this end up causing a ruckus from some of his subjects? Maybe. Does he care? Not in the slightest.

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Blog Update! [Requests, Life, Etc.]

Hi, Lovelies! 

It’s definitely been a while since I was last on here. I’ve had a lot on my hands since the start of school last August, and my part-time job REALLY wasn’t helping me out. Don’t worry though, I’m not dead and I still find it fun to write headcanons and one-shots! I might be busy at times with my current school semester, but I want to try and pick up my writing habit again to take my mind off of things. However, after looking through my Tumblr inbox, I’m gonna have to change a couple rules.

First, I’m gonna have to refuse any more request for headcanons and one-shots until I can complete most of the ones I’ve already received. I love you all, but right now my main focus is finally finishing up the requests that I have held up for SO long. I will only start accepting requests again when I’m only down to one or two requests at the time.

I will also be minimizing the amount of requests I take from about 10 to 7 due to the fact that I still want to balance my school and work at the same time.

Lastly, yet most unfortunately, I will no longer be accepting requests for matchups at this time. I understand that matchups were a follower favorite on this account, but I don’t feel as happy writing matchups now as I did back then. I’ve noticed going through my inbox recently that a majority of them were TWST matchup requests, and I realized that I could face a potential burnout in the future. Please understand that this is not because I hate any request that you send me, but rather because I don’t want my writing to turn stale and limited. I will try to figure out if I can plan certain things in the future, but please be aware that I will delete a matchup request. I’ve already deleted the ones that were currently in my inbox, and I don’t want to cause any more distress to any more of my followers by giving them a false hope. 

Thank you all for tuning in! I will start writing for all the current requests starting tomorrow, and hopefully I’ll have something by the end of the week!

Yours Truly,

~Echo~

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Hi! I was wondering if I could get a matchup w one of the bois? I'm 5'2 female, INTJ, Cancer, w gray eyes, and medium short wavy brown hair. I'm really secretive and it takes time for me to open up. I'm sarcastic, confident and I say what I think about a situation or a person even though it can seem rude at times. I'm also curious which means I ask a lot of questions regarding if it's personal or not. I'm more of a "Give advice" than "Hug me and cry it out". I also love dancing and researching!

Hi, I'm really sorry, but I still have matchups on hold. I made a post about it not too long ago, but the ones that you might be seeing as of late are requests that were sent to me before that post. I'm finishing up those matchups first before I feel like taking any new ones, so I really do apologize for having to decline your matchup.

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Hello. If You have a time, can I have a matchup from tw? I'm 5'6" Polish female with brown, medium, straight hair and brown eyes. People say I'm sassy and painfully honest, but at the same time they call me faithful and funny. I lobe dark humour and enjoy creepy things, like horrors, paranormal activities and witchy stuff. I also like playing games, watching anime and reading books. I mostly listen to rock/metal music. I'm very sorry for any grammar mistakes and thank you!

Hi, I'm really sorry to say this, but matchups are currently on hiatus. I made a most about it not too long ago. Again, I'm really sorry, but I am going to have to decline your matchup.