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WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

WHO IS USING THIS

AN APP??? THEY HAVE A FUNCTIONING WEBSITE

THE LAST FUNCTIONING WEBSITE

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Audio ON!

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To see.

I see it

On the screens, the pictures and the

magazines

I look at I with my eyes wide

As they hold hands under the rain

And pour their hearts on a sunny day

Step by step they fall in step

In tandem to the chaos of life

I watch them walk with

Their hands intertwined and talk

And make it through the day

Normally, like it's normal

Like it's easy to just open up and

Walk into someone's chest and beat

Along the best to someone else's rythmn.

I don't understand

But that is I guess what makes me

A coward.

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(from: love and other dilemmas)

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Heartbreak Love in the Big City (2024)

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"all those empty rooms, we could have been anywhere, anywhere

Instead I made a bed with apathy.

My heart knew the weight, ten years worth of dust and neglect

We made our peace with weariness and let it be"

FUCK IF IT DOESN'T REMIND ME OF TIMOTHY JACKSON DRAKE WAYNE !!

Let's see...

(also maybe incoming spoiler alert???)

"My feet knew the path

We walked in the dark, in the dark

I never gave a single thought to where it might lead"

Timothy was a smart kid and looked at the world in factual terms since he was a kid. He has to, it was the way his genius brain could cope with the trauma of being left alone and neglected under the pressure of behaving and maintaining his status in the society in the absence of his parents. He always knew what he had to do despite the path or his choice being not so good in his favour yet he walked on. For his parents, for Batman when he went feral, for the YJL, for Dick, for Batman again when he was lost in the time space continum, taking over the We at an young age, joining league of assassins, facing Ra's Al Ghul. He has always walked the tougher and the darker path all for his family and friends who always somehow fail to notice his sacrifices.

"I shine only with the light you gave me", could be related to anyone!!!

For being a Drake because he is by birth a Drake but he never felt worthy enough for his mom or dad always criticised him or always made sure he knew that he was never good enough, never responsible enough or independent enough to be a proper drake even though he was FREAKING 10!!!

Then the second title could be for being Robin well because during his entire of being Robin he was always and I mean ALWAYS, somehow made to feel as if it didn't belong to him. Bruce rejected him being Robin very vehemently and even trained him too hard in the hopes that the boy would leave, Jason called him a replacement and tried to kill him and did bodily harm him. Dick was never very vocal about anything regarding Tim and him being Robin but we mustn't forget that he was the one who took the mantle of Robin from Tim against his permission and gave it Damian. And one my say that Damian need it and blah blah but the point is, it implies that Tim was never given any authority over Robin and made him feel that the title never truly belonged to him as it was very easily ripped away from him without his consultation.

Then we have the last one!!! DEMON BRAT or BRUCE'S GENETIC HELLSPAWN or Damian Al-Ghul Wayne. Man...do I even need to explain??? All the very intent full murder attempts?? The way he made it very clear that Tim was never a part of or worthy of the legacy, that he wasn't even a part of the family and considering the fact that it was something Tim struggled with alot!!!

( man I am projecting my traumas a lil too much via Tim Tam)

The moon will sing a song for me

I loved you like the sun

Bore the shadows that you made

With no light of my own

Timmy boy is like the moon who takes on any role the world or his superior figures or idols (sun) want him to take. He never questioned the multiple roles and responsibilities shoved upon him silently. Never complained about the pains or sufferings and the sheer amount of exhaustion at bearing so many responsibilities at once (bore the shadows that you gave me) my boy was Robin, a school kid, a CEO, an emancipated teen, leader of a Titan group, member of the league, Lady freaking Shiva's pupil and what not!!!

Swallowin' your doubt

Like swords to the pit of my belly

I want to feel the fire that you kept from me

I think at all points in his life, Tim was always faced with alot of doubt in his capabilities (swallowing your doubt). You can't be a good Drake like that, a good son, a good robin, a good CEO, a good leader, a good replacement, a good anything. And in the long run Tim believes that. That maybe he Isn't good enough (like swords to the pit of my belly) yet he always tried and always succeeded ( cause he's an awesome mf) but even those success were overshadowed by the mistakes and flaws that others eventually pointed out and he hardly was made to feel super proud (I want to feel the fire that you kept from me)

Yeah

Yeah that's ....it.... welcome to my Ted talk. Hope you had fun reading my absolute rant and me trauma dumping my shared feelings too. Bye bye❤️

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“I’ve wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life.”

— Voltaire, Candide

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goodnight my tumblerinas

I am a boopster officially addicted to the booping scheme. I hope that I am never caught by the boop police (or maybe I was👀)

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They say that your mind is a prison.

It is.

Sick,

Anticipation has taken over me.

Anxious,

Waiting for the dam to break.

It's been three days

And you've yet to ressurect

The topic.

Easter is tomorrow,

Everyone's celebrating a miracle.

And here I am,

Praying the tomb remains sealed.

Blasphemous.

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@kingskelly123 thank you always❤️✨

Poem 310324~

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I need you

I need you as I spin you in my daydreams with golden webs so fragile they are bound to break in the passing rain but before it happens

I need you

I need you in front of me in the vision, drowning every other shape and colour into nothingness. I need to feel you on me, you hands, your lips and your eyes. To have the entirety of you hooked on me as mine is upon you.

I need you, in pictures, not you and me but you as I see. The moments wherein you are you. No faked moments, no fancy moments. Just a 4x3 frame and your existence in time. I need you in my life, like the breath I breath, the poetry I sing and the words I pray to my Hari. The reverence which I shall devote you with shall run both ways for I will be nothing but starved for your love too.

I need you more than they say should be possible. And if they are unkind to our love, I shall start an entire religion in our praise.

I don't have you yet.

But I need you.

I am unable to give my heart yet but I desperately wish to do so. My parents marriage has left me ruined for anybody. Their love has left me far broken to trust anybody. But if I ever do so, I will live and breath for you. Till then I'll wait and live on the line of what could be more.

I'm sorry to me and us that can be.

But I pray for the us that would be.

I am sorry dear me, for I cannot be.

But till then I'll hold out hope for you because I need you.

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Micheal Crew

"I saw the man with the scar. He was stood there, just across the street, watching us. He was short, and wore an old grey suit, faded with age, that didn’t seem to match his relatively youthful face. He wasn’t wearing a tie, and the top two buttons of his shirt were undone, revealing a jagged array of pale white scar tissue that seemed to climb up the side of his neck like a flash of lightning."

-stephan walker (TMA 75)

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you do not understand the desparate need that sometimes overtakes me. The absolute fucking need to starve every centimetre of my body and to watch it writhe in pain. To lose every connection to every nerve end and to finally, finally disappear.

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Ep11: ALONE

The magnus archives

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me getting five notes from my regular mutuals on any given post

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How did I come to this point where my own thoughts haunt me, my reflection follows me and my soul screams for me