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“I’ve wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life.”

— Voltaire, Candide

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goodnight my tumblerinas

I am a boopster officially addicted to the booping scheme. I hope that I am never caught by the boop police (or maybe I was👀)

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me and the mutuals

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They say that your mind is a prison.

It is.

Sick,

Anticipation has taken over me.

Anxious,

Waiting for the dam to break.

It's been three days

And you've yet to ressurect

The topic.

Easter is tomorrow,

Everyone's celebrating a miracle.

And here I am,

Praying the tomb remains sealed.

Blasphemous.

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@kingskelly123 thank you always❤️✨

Poem 310324~

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I need you

I need you as I spin you in my daydreams with golden webs so fragile they are bound to break in the passing rain but before it happens

I need you

I need you in front of me in the vision, drowning every other shape and colour into nothingness. I need to feel you on me, you hands, your lips and your eyes. To have the entirety of you hooked on me as mine is upon you.

I need you, in pictures, not you and me but you as I see. The moments wherein you are you. No faked moments, no fancy moments. Just a 4x3 frame and your existence in time. I need you in my life, like the breath I breath, the poetry I sing and the words I pray to my Hari. The reverence which I shall devote you with shall run both ways for I will be nothing but starved for your love too.

I need you more than they say should be possible. And if they are unkind to our love, I shall start an entire religion in our praise.

I don't have you yet.

But I need you.

I am unable to give my heart yet but I desperately wish to do so. My parents marriage has left me ruined for anybody. Their love has left me far broken to trust anybody. But if I ever do so, I will live and breath for you. Till then I'll wait and live on the line of what could be more.

I'm sorry to me and us that can be.

But I pray for the us that would be.

I am sorry dear me, for I cannot be.

But till then I'll hold out hope for you because I need you.

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Micheal Crew

"I saw the man with the scar. He was stood there, just across the street, watching us. He was short, and wore an old grey suit, faded with age, that didn’t seem to match his relatively youthful face. He wasn’t wearing a tie, and the top two buttons of his shirt were undone, revealing a jagged array of pale white scar tissue that seemed to climb up the side of his neck like a flash of lightning."

-stephan walker (TMA 75)

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you do not understand the desparate need that sometimes overtakes me. The absolute fucking need to starve every centimetre of my body and to watch it writhe in pain. To lose every connection to every nerve end and to finally, finally disappear.

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Ep11: ALONE

The magnus archives

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me getting five notes from my regular mutuals on any given post

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How did I come to this point where my own thoughts haunt me, my reflection follows me and my soul screams for me

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Brain Rot

My mind has been consumed by an overwhelming

Amount of information that seems to flow around

Me, it threatens to drown me till I cannot breathe

Cannot see, at all and the world too

I knew but now I no longer need to see

The utter truth, the utmost reality

The eye burdens me, the watcher of them all blinds me

Drowning too the last ignorant eye I scream

But everything drowns the sounds around me

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Jonathan Sims

I like to draw eyes. I love Jonathan Sims. I love horror podcasts

Combine them all:

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It gets spookier...

I think Jonathan Sims would frown in displeasure if he saw this title and argue about how everything that I find spooky is nothing short of an auditory hallucination even though he himself exists in the hallucination! But that apart WOAH!!!! the plot keeps getting more weird and scary!!

Anyway here is my doodle/ TMA fanart for that episode-

also the names and the flames and they way Gerad Keay is stealing my heart for no reason!!!! WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!

But no seriously, the story is so well narrated that all of it is so vivid and haunting. I am enjoying this alot do far!

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Statement of a newbie...

Regarding on starting on Magnus Archives...

"Oh shit....

I just started listening to the Magnus Archives. And I'm done for. And I love Jon so fucking much.

I just finished listening to episode 39. And I'm back on tumblr.

WELL HERE GOES NOTHING."

Statement Ends.

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i forgot to post this last year so im scheduling it to post march 15th 2024 (it's march 17th 2023 rn)