#Todd's journal

[histoires-en-bouteille]

I can't sleep.

I think something is about to happen. Something really wrong. I can't explain it to myself, but I just know it. Deep in my guts, I know it.

I feel like every step we take brings us closer to the end, somehow.

We're about a day away from Alcura. We've mostly met passive creatures, the kind that run away when they see you. Sometimes they stare, long enough to give you the creeps.

There's always one that stares for too long. One that makes you feel like you're their prey, their object of curiosity. You never know how they think, you just know they stare. You see their eyes, so big, so dead, and you could swear there's something behind those fucking eyes.

Ava doesn't say anything. Me neither. We haven't talked in...I think we haven't talked in a week, at least. Sometimes shit go wild between us.

It's back. Staring again. Fuck, that thing is seriously creeping the fuck out of me. Ava is sleeping. Usually she would stare back until it would leave.

I can't do that. I'm not superstitious, I know Ava always says I am, I'm not, but you know what they say about those who stare back? They always get snapped from the sides. So busy looking straight into the dead eyes in front of them, they get too caught up in the moment and forget to watch their sides. That's how Big Grum got torn to shred.

I'll keep a side-eye on that thing. I feel like it's been following us, but I'm not sure. But it's been days and I can't sleep. I can't fucking sleep because whenever I close my eyes I feel my heart...I fucking feel that... that presence.

Mami used to tell us that if we feel a presence, we must keep our eyes open, because if we close our eyes, they'll be right there when we open them again.

Right here, in front of us, staring and grinning.

I should really shut up. Writing these things only makes me feel worse. There's no way I'll be sleeping tonight. No fucking way.

I just hope we can reach Alcura tomorrow. I don't feel like being outside with Dead Eyes any longer.

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Extract from Todd's Journal. - Dead Eyes.

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Notes from transcriber:

The extract was entitled "Dead Eyes" as a reference to the nickname given to the creature observed by Todd and Ava on their first trip to Alcura. The emphasis on the eyes of the creature became the focus of scholars curiosity, as well as an object of controversies. Dead Eyes has indeed been suspected of being █ █████████ ███████████ ████ ████ ██ ████████ █████ ██ █████████ ████ ███ ███'█ ██████████. (What's Behind The Eyes?, 150-163) ███████████ ████ ██████ ████ ██████ ██████ ██ ██████ ███ ██████, ███ ███ ██ ███ ████ ████ ██ ███ ████████ ██████████. (Archives of Security Register)

Dead Eyes became a recurring image in Todd's journal, and could be found from page 25 to 53, a section of the journal which corresponded to their second trip to Alcura. It also marked the disappearance of Dead Eyes's physical presence - though one can argue that Dead Eyes remained omnipresent in Todd's retelling of their travels, as defended by Elina Baker in Dead Eyes: The Haunting of A Presence (Baker, 23)

Todd often wrote about local beliefs and superstitions, as well as myths and stories he (and Ava) grew up with. The story of Big Grum - accessible on the online version of ARKives (ARKives, Formative Tales) - is what scholars commonly define as a "formative tale" for children, providing them with "life lessons and warnings related to the real life conditions and habits of [their] natal village[s]". (Dictiocon Online)

Todd briefly mentioned an altercation between Ava and himself. He gave no details whatsoever on the matter, but did say that "Sometimes shit go wild between [them]," proving the reccuring arguments they would have while travelling. In another extract entitled Home, Todd wrote about a violent altercation which led both parties to not talk to each other for more than three weeks. He also confided in his journal of this fight being "the worst [they] ever had" and explained how "miserable" it made him feel. (Home, 84)

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@chaoticvampirejedi @m-o-o-n-s-g-o-o-n-s

[chloelovesu]

[sophiethewitch1]

congrats on the milestone sophie! i'm so excited to read what you have to share with us! For your 1k celbration, if it's not too much, I'd like to ask for ABXS for Jason and Dick uwu And if ur feeling particularly sharing I'd also love an L from all of them owo

Strei!!! Thank you for the kind words, here's what you asked for. I even did the L's as well for my dearest most beloved mutual <3

Warnings: 18+ MDNI, gen yandere behaviour, murder, stalking, worshipping/weirdly religious undertones for Dick, um pet play sort of?? Jason would bark if you asked him to is all I'm saying.

A = Affection (Is Their Love All-consuming, Expressed Through Possessive Gestures and Overwhelming Intensity With No Bounds?):

Jason: Spreading my Jason Todd Loyal Dog Agenda here but he’s so unbelievably loyal. Way, way too loyal. It doesn’t matter if he personally agrees with whatever your decisions are, he’s listening like the loyal hound he is. Will push and prod at you, but at the end of the day, he’s devoted. While he’d always prefer to be as close to you as possible, he’s willing to stay away if that’s what you really want. Simple guy, aware of himself, and mostly in control of his more fervent tendencies. He refuses to lose control of you, to take too much, so he doesn’t take any. Just giving, giving, giving. He only hopes you’ll take him.

Dick: Dick is probably one of the most clingy yanderes out there. While others might stalk you, or protect you from afar, that’s not Dick’s methodology. He wants to be with you all the time, and make you happy all the time, and he spends his afternoons daydreaming about sitting between your thighs for hours at a time. All the time, if it was possible. While he’s trying not to overwhelm you, he’ll stay as calm and charming as possible. But eventually, he’s going to have to start confessing his love to you because he feels like he’ll explode with it. Along with acts of service, physical affection, and verbal affection, he also really likes buying you things. He’s an all-rounder. Still, he prefers buying you experiences rather than items, like holidays or trips to the fair. He decides against buying you a private island to visit for the summer, but only after staring at the property page online for three hours straight. Like I said, he really is trying!

B = Blood (How Messy Are They Willing to Get in Pursuit of Their Darling? Would They Embrace Chaos and Revel in the Crimson Tableau Painted by Their Actions?):

Dick: I’ve mentioned before that he’s pretty hesitant to kill. He’s gotten over his wild younger years, and is now more mature and in control of emotions. Now, all of that is one huge lie he tells himself that only lasts as long nobody ever tries to hurt you. Dick wears his heart on his sleeve, and then it gets even worse when you come around because his heart is just walking around outside his chest, with no aknowledgement for the dangers of the world. He does try, he really does, but when he snaps, he snaps hard. He’s not too bad of a sadist (also a lie) but when he easily catches whoever has been bothering you, he… well, he might play with them. Just a little bit. He doesn’t kill, he’s very careful of that, but honestly if I was that poor soul, I’d rather be dead. And then the next day, he goes back to being the cheerful sweetheart we all know and love!

Jason: I’ve also mentioned that Jason, unlike Dick, is very, very eager to get bloody. In canon, he enjoys punishing sinners and whatnot, and when he’s fallen for you, uh… So, basically, Jason would rather die than admit it, but he thinks of himself as your protector, your knight in shining leather armour. And along with that previously mentioned possessiveness, he totally lets it get out of hand. He’s aware you probably don’t want him slaughtering everyone who has ever harmed a single hair on your head, but unless you specifically tell him not to, he’s not going to stop. But if you do, he will. He’s loyal, he’s fervent in that loyalty. He wants to destroy anything that could ever hurt you. But he’d never go against your ruling, your will. He might complain about it, though. Loudly, very loudly. However, if you do want everyone who has ever annoyed you dead, he’s totally up for it no questions asked. Would probably consider it a date night of sorts.

S = Stigma (Can the Roots of Their Obsession Be Traced to a Dark Past, a Blend of Childhood Trauma, Twisted Curiosity, and a Skewed Perception of Love?):

Dick: Oh boy, this guy… He’s the poster child for childhood trauma affecting your perception of love. When his parents were murdered, he latched onto Bruce. And when Bruce kicked him out, he latched onto Bludhaven. And now when even Bludhaven can’t bring him any semblance of comfort, of home, you’re fucking heaven-sent. He latches onto you like a benign growth, and god help anyone who tries to tear the two of you apart.

Jason: Oh boy times two. Not the best childhood, raised on the streets. Taken in by Bruce, things are looking better and then- Well, we all know what happens then. After the trauma of literally digging himself out of his own grave, he feels a bit… disconnected from the world? He feels like a ghost, like he’s still dead, like his death never even mattered and the world kept going after he’d been gone. And that’d fuck up anybody, but someone personally trained by the Batman? Woof. We see in Under The Red Hood that Jason really does think vengeance is proof of love, at least in his case. To him, love is bloody and ruthless. It’s cannibalistic. A give and take. But since he doesn’t want to take from you, he’ll just give himself over wholly.

X = Xoanon (Does Their Reverence for Their Darling Border on Worship, Reaching Extreme Lengths to Prove Their Devotion and Ensure Unwavering Loyalty?):

Dick: He sees you like the sun. Powerful, brilliant, beautiful. And you’ll probably burn him to cinders as he loves you, but he doesn’t care. He probably enjoys the idea a little. Wouldn’t it be nice, to die in your arms? To close his eyes and disappear into you, where he’d never be apart from you again? He realises that sort of thinking is a bit creepy, but it’s one of the few things he simply can’t fight against. Not even the littlest bit. He’s self-aware to know he’s putting you on a pedestal, that you’re not some god or something, you’re just like him. Human. Maybe that makes him worship you even more. He can’t tell, it’s too blurry these days. He just knows you’re important, more so than he is. More so than anything is, really. Also, gotta mention body worship kink. Like, he’s really way too into it honestly. He’ll service you for however long you can last, and then place a hundred kisses against your exhausted body telling you how good you did, how perfect you are. When you look at him after a session like that, you can always see something a little too intense, too crazed to be called love. He knows he’s trying to hide it. He’ll do better next time, okay?

Jason: You’re his master. The hand around the leash. He’s angry at the world, so fucking angry. He wants to destroy it all. Assuming here, you probably don’t want the entire world blown to smithereens, so you’re his… conscience. Whatever you say goes. If you say Joker dies today, then he dies. If you say he can never kill another soul, then he won’t. He’s sassy about all of it, but it’s painfully obvious to literally everyone that he will follow every single order you give. And of course, he wants it that way. Maybe he really should get a collar for himself. He thinks it’d be cute, with your name on it in brilliant gold letters. He certainly thinks that the reaction his goons would give would be worth the effort, never mind your own reaction. Call him your good boy and you will get railed so hard you break the bed, lmfao

L = Love Letters (Is Courting an Intricate Dance Marked by Obsessive Letters and Gestures That Blur the Line Between Devotion and Insanity?):

Dick: I can’t see Dick ever actually sending you the letters he writes, but my god, he writes them. At first, it’s just little doodles in the corners of his very important paperwork, and then he’s scribbling on sticky notes, and eventually, he just gives in and buys a fucking notebook. They’re long winded and silly and he’d absolutely rather die than share them with you. But they make it just the slightest bit easier to choke down his devotion to you, so it doesn’t strangle him right then and there. He almost finds it as addicting as you are, almost being the keyword here. It’s genuinely pretty embarrassing, from an outsider’s standpoint. It’s like what a middle schooler would write in their diary, just lots of your name and hearts and very ridiculous poetry. He’d be good at it if it wasn’t about you, okay?

Jason: Jason, in direct contrast to Dick, writes very good poetry. Especially when it’s about you. It’s the sort of stuff they’ll put in museums, that future historians will write about. Of course they won’t know half of his more demented metaphors are just… straight up things he’s done for you. It’s flowing and beautiful and it’d make you tear up if you ever read it. You probably won’t just because Jason doesn’t really care if you read it, so he won’t share it with you on purpose. However if you find him one day in the library, and you ask to see whatever it is he’s made, you’ll be so very, very lucky. And Jason will turn tomato red, so that’s another plus.

Tim: Everybody knows that when Tim starts a list again, his mental health is on the decline. The list about you is concerningly long. And I’m really not saying that lightly, for Mr ‘I stalk literally everyone at least a little bit’. It’s something at four hundred thousand words by now, he’s not sure exactly. The little note app on his phone has had to suffer through hundreds or even thousands of hours of Tim writing down the most minute details of you and your life. How do you like to sit best? Is your posture okay, or should he worry about it? When you’re hungry, what food do you go for first? What about when you’re sick? If he’s ever around, tapping away on his phone, and you think he’s not paying you any attention, you’d be very, very wrong. Would probably share it with you just to laugh at your horrified face.

Damian: Damian was raised to perfect every form of art, from martial to dance, to even the more traditional ones. He’s always had a fondness for painting, and you’re most certainly his muse. Instead of letters, he paints you. For every memory he has of you, he has at least a sketch. He doesn’t care for almost all of them, as he doesn’t think they capture your beauty properly, so he doesn’t really care what happens with said drawings. Your first meeting has been drawn at least twenty times, and your sleeping face probably double that. Yes, he does draw you in more passionate poses as well. Your face all fucked out, drool leaking from your lips, is a personal favourite of his. He’ll probably share those ones with you, enjoying seeing you squirm. Asking if you want to help him find some extra inspiration because he’s all irritatingly smooth like that. Will laugh if you crush the lewd drawing up, agreeing it doesn’t do you justice. He’ll just have to try again.

[itsbansheebitch]

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I don't know the best way to formally recognize youtubers for investigative journalism, but I do know these are some people you should take seriously. Their work is unmatched.

[gothamnewsnetwork-official]

Gotham’s prodigal son buying Cocaine...from his brother?

Independent journalist ( @secretidentie ) posted a conversation they claimed to have overheard between the three eldest Wayne children earlier this evening, sparking a host of controversy surrounding the Wayne family (see post here)

The journalist claimed to have overheard Tim Drake, CEO of Wayne enterprises, ask his older brother, Jason Todd, to buy him cocaine so he could fit in with the other ‘young finance bros’ of the Gotham Elite. To this the journalist claims Mr. Todd initially refused, stating that while he might be a crime lord he was not a drug dealer, and their older brother Dick Grayson stepped in.

They then claimed that Mr. Grayson agreed with Mr. Todd, showing concern for his younger brother’s health and safety and threatening to tell their father, billionaire and philanthropist Bruce Wayne, that the second youngest Wayne son was attempting to restart the crack epidemic in Gotham (though this journal would like to point out how it has never truly gone away, and the sheer absurdity of the claim that one boy could restart an entire drug epidemic).

The entire interaction ends with the independent journalist claiming that Mr. Todd threatened to buy a ‘fuck ton’ of cocaine to ‘rub it in’ Mr. Drake’s face. Following this Mr. Drake is silent for a few moments before the journalist claims he asks if Mr. Todd could buy him meth instead.

This publication would like to squash these rumours as the sheer absurdity of the whole altercation would make more sense in one of the Joker’s schemes than a conversation between the eldest sons of the Bruce Wayne.

On top of the obvious sensationalism, the fact that the independent journalist in question failed to provide any proof of this incident nor how they may have acquired such information brings to question the credibility of any of their prior claims.

For further explanation we reached out to Mr. Drake himself who confirms that this article is completely fabricated, stating that he and his brothers would never do such a thing. He stated that he and his family were deeply offended that anyone would ever even insinuate that they would partake in the less-than-legal side of Gotham, after which he went on to voice his concerns for the oral health of anyone who participates in such activities.

Though the other Wayne children involved in this situation were not available to comment, we wanted to put the minds of the Gotham people at ease. We do not believe that the original article has any truth within it and would like to stress the importance of fact checking and reliable reporting (of which we, the Gotham Report, are certified).

As always, we’d love to here your thoughts on the topic (here)

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[ganymediocre]

not masculine not feminine but a secret third thing (male character played by afab stage actor)

[mememan93]

I'm so funny

[jane-lynndrake-t]

What is this Journal?

No one is able to see it.

Owens said that when I interact with it, I dissociate hard.

Different people with incredible knowledge of my world…. People who have information on things that can’t be public knowledge. Like the LOA.

And you who communicate with me can’t be the journal itself, with all the knowledge you have, with the different people who communicate with me.

Is this a type of Oracle Delphi situation?

Who are you people? Are you higher beings? Dimensional entities? Or are you human like me?

Do you all have something like your own journals to communicate with me? Can you communicate to more people than I?

Hmm…

Fascinating!

[magic-crazy-as-this]

Some more from Penelope Todd's diary!

Trying to think of some of her favourite things was a good character-building exercise, especially when I was trying to come up with things that A. I don't necessarily share with her (like horror movies, 2sp00py4me) and B. Aren't 100% tied to other DC/Batfamily characters. She has her own life to live!

The next page is about her decision to become Red Phoenix and some of her insecurities about it, too. After all, she's becoming a hero with no formal training and no help from anyone (much less Batman!)

And her designing her logo!

MORE PAGES HERE

[laufire]

Thoughts on JaySteph for the ship ask

it was the first jayship I ever read, back when I got into the character, right before the reboot hit lol. as a result I'm very fond of it, although so far I've tended to write them as friends. or, sometimes, as people who have the potential to become friends, because I don't think steph would accept him so easily (meanwhile jason would like her and be completely unbothered by her initial hostility lol). unless the circumstances were the right ones, that is. and I know how to write that xD

for example in one of my wips, a war games au where steph neither dies nor does leslie fake it, I have her recovering in the manor through a few contrivances. there, she finds old journals of jason during the time he lived there, and through them gets to know this kid, this cautionary tale often used against her (right around the time some guy in a red helmet comes to town gunning for black mask...). at the moment I don't have plans to turn their relationship romantic (at this time steph is still deeply in love with tim, although lbr, that's doomed), but it would be really easy and not out of place in this set-up, imo. I'm definitely considering it.

the other wip I have with a strong jason&steph presence is my jason-survives-ethiopia au, where he's the robin she meets when she first goes out as spoiler. and they will become best friends and unconditional allies there, something they both really needed. I'm pretty much set on no "endgame" for this series (romance is just not the point), but steph is a candidate to someone jason might be with there, for sure.

[ambrosethedarling]

Wayne v Knight Custody Case dominates the headlines for months

[histoires-en-bouteille]

It's raining. I know because I can hear the sound against the stones. The roof isn't thick enough to spare us from the noise, but at least it keeps us dry.

Ava really had her eyes open when she found this one. It looked so old, so run down...I didn't think we'd be able to rest here. I mean, with something above our heads. Still not sure that roof is going to hold to be honest.

I used to hate the rain. Which is kind of ironic, when you think about it. We're from a cold and wet region, we're supposed to be used to it. But I guess being used to something doesn't mean you enjoy it.

I only started to like the rain once we ran away. I don't know why, because whenever it rains we end up soaked, and the soil becomes slippery (everything becomes slippery). It takes hours if not days for our clothes to fully dry, and in the meantime we're colder and heavier.

I don't know. Why do I like the rain.

I'm sitting here right now, under dilapidated stones that could fall on me and break my skull at any moment, with Phosphors probably hanging around as I write, and nothing more than a weak fire to provide light.

And the rain, all around. It sounds like... almost similar to the way the wood creak as it catches fire, but not quite. Not quite the same as the wind blowing through the tree branches and leaves, either.

It sounds like rain, I guess. It makes everything smell like wet. Wet grass, wet wood, wet stones. I think the air is so wet, even our clothes won't resist for long.

I used to hate that.

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Ava woke up again. Bad dream. She got up and walked out of the ruins. I wasn't sure, wether she wanted me to stay here or not, but she turned around before she stepped "out", and just stared at me.

Kinda crazy how just a glance tells me so much. I got up, joined her.

It was still raining. Our clothes got soaked. It smelled like grass and soil, and the air was fresh. Almost cold.

Her hands were cold, too.

She's fell asleep again. She is lying next to me as we speak. Once I'm done writing, I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶p̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶s̶i̶d̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶ ̶h̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶t̶e̶a̶d̶.̶ ̶S̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶l̶w̶a̶y̶s̶ ̶s̶l̶e̶e̶p̶s̶ ̶c̶l̶o̶s̶e̶r̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶r̶a̶i̶n̶s̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶g̶u̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶i̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶ I'll try to keep an eye on her. And on that roof.

Sometimes there are things...You wouldn't get it.

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Extract from Todd's Journal. - Ruins and Phosphors.

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Notes from transcriber: D̶e̶b̶a̶t̶e̶s̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶a̶t̶u̶r̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶T̶o̶d̶d̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶A̶v̶a̶'̶s̶ ̶r̶e̶l̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶h̶i̶p̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶o̶p̶i̶c̶a̶l̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶b̶o̶t̶h̶ ̶s̶c̶h̶o̶l̶a̶r̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶p̶o̶p̶u̶l̶a̶r̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶s̶.̶ ̶M̶u̶l̶t̶i̶p̶l̶e̶ ̶r̶o̶m̶a̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶b̶o̶o̶k̶s̶ ̶w̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶d̶i̶r̶e̶c̶t̶l̶y̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶p̶i̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶i̶r̶ ̶u̶n̶i̶q̶u̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶i̶n̶t̶r̶i̶c̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶l̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶h̶i̶p̶ ̶(̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶e̶x̶a̶m̶p̶l̶e̶ ̶U̶n̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶N̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶S̶k̶y̶,̶ ̶I̶n̶k̶ ̶D̶r̶o̶p̶s̶,̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶W̶a̶i̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶F̶o̶r̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶O̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶S̶h̶o̶e̶ ̶T̶o̶ ̶D̶r̶o̶p̶)̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶t̶e̶n̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶a̶p̶t̶u̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶m̶b̶i̶g̶u̶o̶u̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶u̶n̶s̶p̶o̶k̶e̶n̶ ̶n̶a̶t̶u̶r̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶l̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶.̶ ̶ ̶S̶t̶i̶l̶l̶,̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶d̶e̶n̶o̶u̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶t̶t̶e̶m̶p̶t̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶a̶b̶e̶l̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶l̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶h̶i̶p̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶r̶a̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶s̶i̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶g̶o̶e̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶y̶o̶n̶ ̶

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Complementary notes (handwritten):

Can't believe I had to read that shit. Scribbled on the whole thing, so no one else will have to see that.

[chloelovesu]

[mysecretprobblog]

dude what the fuck he was my favorite video essay guy. I never would've thought he would lie and plagiarise :(

[white-elordas-nerdy-lifestyle]

16th November 2023

Added a Red Hood and Nightwing patch to my journal.

[vio-starclad]

Devious scamp Todd Howard has a new 14gb Fallout 4 update out that can break modded saves or mods in general so now I have to try to keep it from going through for the rest of time. Thanks Todd!