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Fem! Skk AU with Mechanic Chuuya who runs her own shop and is a badass motorcycle racer in her small town. and Dazai is a van-life girly and is travelling through Chuuya's town in search of death or the meaning of life, whichever she finds first. Dazai's van breaks down and Chuuya fixes it for her, and Dazai definitely wasnât watching intently every time Chuuyaâs muscles flexes as she worked on the van. Over the next few weeks Dazai's van mysteriously keeps breaking down until Chuuya finds a nail very deliberately stabbed into Dazai's tires and is like... hmmm
#they stargaze on the van and go on night rides on chuuya's motrocycle#skk#fem!skk#bsd#bsd aus#soukoku#misc hcs#Dazai is a van girly to meâŚso yea#crawls back into the voidal abyss known as exam season#I had to get it out of my season#will return to this during fall break#gets this out before crawling back into the void known as exam season#fall reading break project hehe#mechanic/van girly au#au brainworms
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back to you â one

pairing â lee jeno x reader
word count â 58k words
genre â smut, fluff, angst, enemies to lovers
synopsis â lee jeno forces his way into your life, first by pushing into one of your college projects and then refusing to leave. as markâs best friend, youâve always hated jenoâarrogant, reckless, and everything mark isnât. but what starts as reluctant tolerance spirals into a secret affair fueled by lust, obsession, and the thrill of keeping it hidden. as lies and jealousy pile up, your connection becomes a dangerous game that pushes you to confront how far youâre willing to goâand how much youâre willing to loseâfor the one person you swore youâd never fall for.
chapter warnings â college au, small town vibes, explicit language, explicit sexual content(18+), explicit themes, one tree hill inspired, early 2000s vibe, dominant!reader/submissive!jeno (yeah hehe), power struggles and control shifts, forced eye contact, choking, spanking, face slapping, name-calling and degradation, oral sex (male receiving), explicit descriptions of penetration, vaginal sex with deep and rough thrusts, reader rides yeehaw, overstimulation, mutual orgasms, squirting, possessive behavior, cum play, explicit body worship and focus on physical sensations, graphic descriptions, strong language, emotional manipulation and mind games, depictions of toxic relationships and power struggles, angst and emotional tension, forbidden relationships and moral ambiguity, mentions of alcohol consumption, intense arguments and interpersonal conflict, jeno and reader can both be seen as very toxic and always wanting to one up another, very sexually tense scenes, reader can appear very cold, detached but sheâs super cool and observant (trust me), haunting descriptions, heated college party scenes as expected, just read it, trust me youâll love it <3 thereâs not much i can reveal, mentions of nct '00 line and other '99 and '00 liners and jihyo!
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authors note â the word count⌠iâm sorry đ your girl got carried away. but no, iâve been obsessed with writing this, and itâs been my secret little obsession for so long. i totally tricked you guys by saying itâd come out in spring, but hehe surprise!! iâve been working on it nonstop for the past two months. every part of this fic is going to be long, and thatâs just the way itâs gonna be. this story is a lotâintense, mind-fucking, emotional, and filled with twists you wonât see coming. youâre in for a ride, and yes, itâs going to be detailed and deeply layered. the world-building? the emotions? the tension? yeah, i went all in. it even got so long i had to cut a whole scene from this part 𼲠so please, buckle up and prepare yourselves. itâs going to be a journey. positive feedback, comments, asks, likes + reblog are always welcome :)
this fic is the second and final instalment of the love + games universe, read markâs here (you donât need to read markâs to read this but itâs recommended)

Jaemin doesnât struggle because heâs stupidâhe struggles because heâs impatient. The first thing you noticed about him was how his notes sat in disarray, pages flipped with unnecessary force as if they were to blame for his confusion. His brain outruns his pen every time, leaving words half-formed, thoughts leaping ahead without ever landing. Itâs not a lack of intelligence; itâs an inability to tether himself, to pause long enough for clarity. Youâve been tutoring him for weeks now, and itâs always the same: his frustration simmering just beneath the surface, a quiet storm waiting to break, while you remain calm and steady, pulling him back to the fundamentals with unshakable composure.
The early morning light streams through wide windows, painting soft, golden patterns across polished wooden tables. The room hums with quiet focusâthe scratch of pens on paper, muted whispers of explanations exchanged. You sit across from him, composed and poised, a notebook spread open before you. The pages are lined with impossibly neat handwriting, each equation so precise it feels premeditated, like it existed in your mind perfectly formed before it ever met the paper. Your voice cuts through the stillnessâcalm, steady, deliberateâas you guide Jaemin through the problem once more, unraveling it into smaller, manageable pieces, your methodical approach leaving no room for confusion.
âDonât rush,â you say, your tone balancedâcalm but unyielding. âYouâre skipping this part because you think you already know the answer. Thatâs exactly why youâre missing it.â Your pen glides smoothly over the paper, circling the overlooked section of the equation with precision. Jaemin leans closer, his brows knit tightly, frustration radiating from him in waves. You donât flinch; youâve seen this reaction countless times before.
As you speak, your mind operates on parallel tracks, a seamless machine of analysis and order. Youâre gauging his comprehension, dissecting his furrowed expressions, and calculating the next step in your explanation. But even now, your thoughts stray beyond the tableâto meetings waiting to be had, deadlines looming, and projects requiring your attention. Youâre already arranging them all into the meticulous schedule that keeps your world running. Structure is your sanctuary, the one constant that assures you everything is exactly where it should be.
âThis part,â you say, circling the error lightly with your pen, âyou forgot to account for the variable here. Try shifting it before you simplify.â
Jaeminâs brow furrows, but he nods and adjusts his work. You wait patiently as he works through it again, the pause in his movements finally breaking with a quiet sigh of satisfaction when he reaches the solution. He glances at you with a small smile, proud but almost reluctant to show it.
That lookâthe fleeting satisfaction in his expression, the way his tension unravelsâsends a quiet jolt through you. Itâs not just about teaching him the material; itâs about control, precision, the satisfaction of knowing youâve guided someone to the right answer, that your effort has been acknowledged. His success reflects on you, a silent confirmation that your meticulousness has value, that youâre needed. Itâs not kindness that fuels youâitâs the clarity of seeing your work pay off, of proving, even in this small way, that you know what youâre doing.
You clear your throat, breaking the silence as Jaemin pauses mid-sentence, his pen hovering over the paper. Something had been on your mind since the start of the session, and you figured now was the time to bring it up. âSo thereâs this project Iâm working on,â you begin, keeping your tone casual but deliberate. âAn extracurricular for credits. Itâs focused on performance under high-pressure environmentsâanalyzing behavioral patterns, stress responses, that kind of thing.â
Jaemin glances up at you, curiosity flickering in his eyes. He leans back slightly, twirling his pen between his fingers. âSounds cool, but what does that have to do with me?â
You tilt your head, your gaze dropping briefly to the basketball jersey heâs wearing. Itâs crisp, his number bold against the fabric, and it clicksâyouâd almost forgotten thereâs a match later today. Yet here he is, squeezing in a tutoring session, driven and diligent even with the game looming over him. âBasketball,â you say, meeting his eyes again. âThatâs what this has to do with you. I chose it because itâs high-pressure, fast-paced, and everyone involvedâplayers, coaches, even the crowdâresponds to stress in different ways. Itâs the perfect setting to measure those responses in real-time.â
You pause, watching his reaction. âIâd be observing things like body language, facial expressions, and decision-making under pressure. Maybe even gathering data about physical signs of stressâlike heart rate, if I can get itâbut nothing invasive. Just detailed observation, maybe a few interviews. Itâs not difficult or complicated, educationally speaking. Actually, itâs a lot simpler than it sounds.â
Jaemin raises an eyebrow, amusement tugging at the corner of his lips. âThat sounds super interesting, and I know how youâre always doing all these extra projectsâlike you need the extra credits.â He rolls his eyes good-naturedly but continues, âI digress. I donât know if youâve noticed, but Iâm failing. Bad. Thatâs why youâre tutoring me, remember?â
You laugh softly, shaking your head. âI could use someone on the actual team,â you admit, the hint of a smile playing on your lips. âI could interview and make observations about you, starting with the match later today.â
âWhat about Mark?â Jaeminâs question lingers, and your lips soften into a quiet smile at the mention of him. Mark. Your best friend. His name alone carries a comfort few things in your life do.
Mark has always been a steady presenceânot loud or demanding, but consistent in ways that matter most. Heâs the kind of person who notices when your energy dips, quietly handing you water or slipping a snack onto your desk without saying a word. You think of all the moments Mark has been there for you: staying up with you through late nights, even when his own schedule was clear, walking beside you on empty streets just to make sure you felt safe.Â
His care never feels forced; itâs a quiet, steady presence thatâs simply part of who he is. Mark doesnât ask for recognition or gratitudeâitâs in the way he listens when you vent, remembers the smallest details about your day, and always shows up when you need him. Thereâs a warmth to him that youâve never questioned, a constant reassurance that, no matter what, Mark will always have your back.
You shake your head slightly, the smile lingering on your lips. âOf course Mark isnât insufferable like the rest, heâs my best friend. But he hasnât been playing in the professional environment of basketball for long at all, so it wouldnât make sense to work with him for my project.â
He recently joined the Seoul Ravens, approaching the basketball court with the quiet determination youâve always admired. Mark doesnât boast about his abilities, but youâve seen the hours heâs put in, the focus and care he pours into everything he does. Today is his first official match, and you feel proud because heâs doing something that reflects all his hard work and dedication.
Jaemin chuckles, the sound low and easy, pulling you back to the moment. âMakes sense. Also, you knowâŚâ His gaze flicks toward you, a teasing glint in his eyes. âThe other boys on the team arenât bad once you get to know them.â You raise an eyebrow but donât respond, letting your silence speak for itself. He leans back slightly, a faint smirk playing on his lips. âYou really want my help for this project?â
âYes.â Your words are deliberate, purposeful, as you glance at the clock, ensuring your timing is precise. Then your gaze meets his again, steady and unwavering. âItâs a trade-off, really. You help me streamline my work; I give you an edge where you need it. Teamwork, Jaemin. Itâs efficient.â
Jaemin doesnât respond immediately, his lips twitching into a half-smile as his eyes shift toward the door. Thereâs something unspoken in the way he tilts his head, a flicker of recognition or intrigue flashing across his face. âLooks like your next project just walked in,â he murmurs, his tone light and teasing, but the weight of his words lingers. He doesnât answer your pointed question about the project; instead, his focus drifts entirely, and you know somethingâor rather, someoneâhas disrupted the calm of the room.
You donât respond, keeping your pen poised over Jaeminâs notebook, but your focus falters. The air shifts, heavier now, more charged. You feel it before you hear him, a presence that has a way of bending the room around it. When the door creaks shut behind him, the quiet hum of pens scratching on paper feels too faint, too distant.
Lee Jeno strides in, his duffel bag slung casually over one shoulder, but thereâs nothing casual about the way he moves. His duffel bag hangs lazily over one shoulder, the strap digging into his hoodie where it lies half-zipped, just enough to reveal the deep maroon of his basketball jersey beneath. The fabric clings to his frame, the cut emphasizing the breadth of his shoulders and the lean strength of his build. His hair is damp, stray strands sticking to his forehead as though heâs come straight from practice. Thereâs a casualness to the way he carries himself, but itâs deceptive. Heâs too controlled, too aware of the eyes that follow him, his presence impossible to ignore.
He doesnât even glance at Jaeminânot directly, at least. His gaze sweeps the room once, brisk and indifferent, before locking onto you with sharp precision. His attention is singular, cutting through the space like a blade, leaving no doubt about who heâs here for. Jaemin, seated only inches away and his best friend since childhood, might as well not exist.
âGot a minute?â Jenoâs voice slices through the quiet, smooth but carrying an edge that ripples through the air. It isnât a questionâitâs a demand dressed in courtesy, the kind you recognize instantly. His tone doesnât ask for permission; it takes.
Your pen pauses mid-stroke, but you donât immediately look up. Instead, you force your attention to linger on Jaeminâs notebook, the deliberate delay giving you a fleeting sense of control. When your gaze finally lifts, itâs sharp and unwavering. âNot really,â you reply, your tone calm but cutting, steady enough to deflect the weight pressing down on the room. âIâm in the middle of something.â
Your eyes meet his, and the tension snaps taut, hanging heavy in the air between you. Jeno doesnât blink, doesnât waver. His confidence is a steady hum, but thereâs something deeper, something restless in the set of his jaw and the darkness of his gaze. Itâs a quiet storm, restrained but threatening, and it crawls over your skin like a warning.
The stillness stretches, charged and unbearable. His focus is razor-sharp, the kind that demands without words, and it lingers on you like a touch. You hate the way it unsettles you, hate the way it feels like a challenge you donât want to rise to. But you donât breakâyou hold his gaze, even as something hot and volatile simmers just beneath the surface, too close to dangerous for a quiet morning like this.
Unfazed, Jeno drops into the seat across from you, leaning forward with an ease that feels calculated. âI need your help,â he says, his voice low but insistent, laced with just enough charm to almost mask the edge in his tone. âTutor me. Youâre the best in the class, and I could use the boost.â
You arch a brow, finally meeting his gaze fully. âYou have the second best grades after me,â you counter flatly, your tone sharp and unyielding. âYou donât need tutoring.â
For a moment, his smile falters, but he recovers almost instantly, slipping into something smoother, more convincing. âBasketballâs eating up all my time,â he says, the lie rolling off his tongue effortlessly. âIâm stretched too thin.â
He keeps his expression neutral, but beneath the surface, his thoughts churn with barely restrained tension. He didnât come here for tutoring. This isnât about college, and it never was. Itâs about Markâstepping onto his court, into his world, with a confidence that makes Jenoâs teeth grind. Mark isnât just a new player; heâs something else entirely. A reminder of things Jeno doesnât want to confront. A half-brother in name only, an unwelcome shadow creeping into spaces that were never meant to be shared.
The thought makes Jenoâs jaw tighten. Mark doesnât know what it means to earn a place, to claw for respect under the weight of someone elseâs expectations. He hasnât lived the life Jeno has, yet somehow heâs here, taking up space that Jeno fought for. Worse, Mark isnât just a part of the teamâheâs in Jenoâs way, shifting the balance Jeno worked so hard to control.
Markâs presence feels like a shadow creeping into every corner of Jenoâs life, and if he canât push him back directly, heâll find another way to assert control. Youâre part of that planâa tool, a move on the board, a way to get under Markâs skin and remind him where the balance of power lies. Itâs not about fairness; itâs about regaining control. Winning. And Jeno has no intention of losing.
Jeno sits down without asking, his duffel bag dropping to the floor with a muted thud. His movements are precise, intentional, the kind that demand attention without asking for it. He leans forward, his broad shoulders angling toward you as if closing the already minimal distance. The heat from his body is subtle but palpable, a reminder of his proximity, and the sharp set of his jaw tightens as his eyes fix on yours. He radiates confidence, but thereâs something beneath itâsomething simmering, restrained. Frustration, annoyance⌠and maybe something more.
âI need your help,â he says again, his voice measured and steady but unmistakably pointed. The repetition isnât accidentalâitâs deliberate, calculated. Heâs testing you, trying to wear you down in that way heâs so used to doing with everyone else. His tone carries an edge, a challenge just daring you to push back.
âNo.â
The simplicity of your response hits him harder than expected. His brow furrows slightly, and thereâs a brief flash of disbelief in his expression before he composes himself. âNo?â
âYou heard me.â Your tone doesnât waver, each word delivered with cool precision. You level with his gaze, your eyes sharp and unwavering. âYou donât need help, and Iâm not going to give you help.â
For a moment, his composure slips. His mouth twitches, as if he wants to say something but canât quite form the words. Thereâs a beat of silence, heavy with unspoken frustration. Then his jaw tightens, his eyes narrowing slightly as he leans in closer, the air between you growing thicker.
Itâs not just the rejection that unsettles himâitâs the way you deliver it, so unbothered, so certain. Heâs used to being in control, used to commanding attention, and your calm defiance throws him off balance. And that, more than your words, is what he canât seem to shake.
His excuse is quick, almost too quick, like heâd been waiting to use it. âIâm juggling a lot,â he says, his tone clipped, brushing past specifics as though the weight of his responsibilities should be self-evident. âFigured you could help me stay ahead.â
His excuse is flimsy, and he knows it. But the way your brow arches, how your lips part to challenge him, it stokes something deep in his chest. Youâre too composed, too steady, and it only sharpens his frustration. You can see the cracks in his logic, the way heâs deliberately vague, sidestepping any real explanation. It stirs something in youâpart annoyance, part intrigue.
âYou know,â you counter, your voice sharp but steady, âyou couldâve signed up like everyone else. Instead, youâre here, expecting me to drop everything just because you asked. Thatâs not how it works.â
Jeno doesnât move back. Instead, he leans in further, his forearms brushing the table, his jaw tight as his eyes meet yours. âI thought youâd appreciate a little initiative,â he bites back, his voice lower now, a challenge lacing every word.
Your gazes lock, the space between you heavy with unspoken tension. His face is so close now, close enough that you can see the faint sheen of sweat still clinging to his hairline, close enough to feel the restrained energy thrumming beneath his skin. Heâs waiting for you to flinch, to react, but you donât. Instead, you tilt your head slightly, your expression calm, your voice steady.
âIf youâre serious, then go sign up,â you say, enunciating each word with deliberate control. âI donât have any time for this or you.â
His lips twitch, his composure fracturing ever so slightly. âRight.â
The tension simmers hotter now, your stubbornness colliding with his in a battle neither of you wants to back down from. His fingers tighten on the strap of his bag, and for a moment, he doesnât move, doesnât speak. The frustration etched in his face is almost palpable, but so is the undercurrent of curiosity he canât seem to suppress.
Finally, he stands abruptly, the chair scraping loudly against the floor. âFine,â he mutters, his voice clipped but laced with something darker, something unresolved. His gaze lingers on you for a beat too long, his eyes scanning your face as if searching for a crack in your armor. âSee you around.â
You watch him leave, his shoulders rigid beneath the maroon of his basketball jersey, each step deliberate, charged. The room feels quieter without him, but the air isnât lighterâit hums faintly, an unwelcome echo of his presence prickling at the edges of your thoughts.
Jaemin leans back in his chair, letting out a low, amused whistle. His lips curl into a smirk as his gaze flicks from you to the door Jeno just walked through. âDidnât know tutoring included⌠hands-on benefits,â he teases, his tone light but pointed. Thereâs a glint of mischief in his eyes, but it doesnât quite mask the curiosity simmering beneath. âOr is that a special service just for him?â
âWhat the fuck are you talking about?â you snap, sharper than intended, though you donât look up. Your hand grips the pen tightly as you force your attention back to Jaeminâs notes, the strokes of ink digging deeper into the paper than they should. The tension doesnât settle; it lingers, weaving itself into the quiet of the room, refusing to be ignored. You hate how his presence lingers, how his gaze feels imprinted on your skin, sharp and unrelenting, even now.
For Jeno, walking away feels like defeat, and thatâs not something heâs used to. His jaw clenches, his fists tightening against the strap of his duffel bag as he stalks down the hallway. Youâve unsettled him, thrown him off balance in a way that makes his frustration curdle into something sharper, something hotter. Control has always been his, always within reachâon the court, in his relationships, even in the way he fucks. Itâs in the sharp precision of his movements, the calculated pressure of his touch, the dominance he wields like second nature. Heâs the kind of man who knows exactly what he wants and how to take it, leaving no room for uncertainty. But at the end of the day, control is nothing more than an illusion.Â
But with you, he feels it falter. Even after one brief interaction, it slips through his fingers, leaving him raw, exposed in ways he doesnât understand. Youâre a puzzle he doesnât know how to solve, a challenge he canât resist. Thereâs something about the way you hold your ground, the way you donât crumble under his gaze or yield to the power heâs so used to wielding. It unnerves him. Excites him.
And Jeno doesnât back down from challenges. Not ever. But for the first time, heâs starting to realize that control might not be something he holdsâit might be something youâve taken from him without even trying.

The sun dips lower in the sky, its pale light fractured through the skeletal branches lining the path, pooling on the pavement in jagged patches. The air is sharp, biting, and carries the faint, bitter tang of autumnâs decayâleaves curling at the edges, their scent clinging to the quiet corners of campus. With each step you and Jaemin take, the dry crunch underfoot mingles with the faint echoes of distant conversations and bursts of laughter, sound rising and fading like restless waves.
The campus feels different tonightâits usual rhythm muted, as if the impending game has drawn all attention inward, leaving everything else hollow. Groups of students pass, their faces half-hidden in the dimming light, voices subdued but edged with anticipation. The arena looms ahead, stark against the bruised blue of the sky, its lights glowing faintly like a promise of the chaos waiting inside. The air tightens the closer you get, tension curling into your lungs, weighing heavier with each breath. Even Jaemin, usually irreverent and quick with a joke, is quieter, his focus gradually shifting toward the arena ahead.
âYou know,â Jaemin says, his voice finally breaking the stillness, conversational but laced with something knowing, âJenoâs not as bad as you think.â He glances at you sideways, the faintest smirk playing on his lips as he gauges your reaction.
Your gaze stays fixed ahead, mapping the narrowing path with precision, each step carrying you closer to the glowing entrance of the arena. âDidnât ask,â you reply, your tone sharp and deliberate, slicing through the air with an edge that leaves no room for argument. You donât look at him or waver.Â
Jaemin chuckles, the sound low, unbothered. âJust saying,â he continues, unfazed. âOff the courtâaway from the noiseâheâs not what you think he is.â His words linger, insinuations woven through them, but you donât take the bait, keeping your focus ahead, your steps deliberate and steady.
The arena looms in front of you, massive and overbearing, its sharp angles cutting into the darkening sky. The glow of its entrance beckons, casting shifting shadows on the pavement, but the pull it exerts isnât welcoming. Itâs invasive, pressing against your thoughts with a strange weight. The crackling energy in the air clings to you, sharp and electric, as if the building itself is watching, waiting for you to step inside.
By the time you step through the heavy double doors, the hum has become a roar. The scent of sweat, rubber, and buttery popcorn saturates the air, thick and inescapable. The harsh overhead lights reflect off the polished court, amplifying every soundâthe screech of sneakers, the chatter of players, the low pulse of the crowd. Jaemin doesnât stay long. The moment he spots the team near the court, heâs already gone, drawn like a moth to flame. âCatch you later,â he says over his shoulder, his grin quick but distant, already halfway absorbed into the knot of players and cheerleaders huddled near the baseline. His absence leaves a hollow sting, a sharp reminder of how quickly the crowd swallows its own, leaving you standing alone, untethered, at the edge of their world.
Youâve been in rooms like this beforeânot arenas, but spaces where chaos and hierarchy hum beneath the surface, where everyone seems to know their place except you. It reminds you of growing up in a house that wasnât yours, at dinners where polite conversation veiled deeper fractures. Here, as then, you scan the scene for something to hold onto, a point of familiarity to ground you, but thereâs nothing. The tension coils tighter in your chest as your eyes sweep the room and land on nothing but movement, noise, and faces that barely register your existence.
The low murmur of conversation, the undercurrent of motionâit all ebbs and flows with a rhythm that excludes you entirely. Your gaze lingers, not searching but absorbing the way the world moves seamlessly without you. No one pauses, no one looks your way, and the absence doesnât sting. It never does. Itâs an emptiness thatâs carved itself into you, a weight so ingrained it feels like part of your foundation, like it was always meant to be there. It doesnât just settleâit grips, sharp and unyielding, pressing deeper with every passing moment, steady and inescapable.
Your gaze moves quickly, catching on the Seoul Ravens huddled near the baselineâa whirlwind of animated shouts, easy laughter, and camaraderie that feels almost theatrical in its intensity. The cheerleaders hover nearby, their bright smiles and poised beauty seamlessly stitched into the scene, like theyâre as much a part of the game as the players themselves. And then thereâs Mark. He stands slightly apart, his posture straight but detached, his energy quieter than the others. He doesnât demand attention, but it lingers on him anyway, magnetic in the way stillness can be when surrounded by motion.
Karina stands at the center of it all, her long black hair falling in sleek waves, perfectly framing her sharp features. The cheer uniform clings to her figure, the short skirt swaying lightly as she moves with a deliberate, polished ease. Her beauty is striking, the kind that lingers in your mind even after you look away. She doesnât need to try to stand out; her presence commands attention without effort. People glance at her cautiously, as if hesitant to stare too long, yet unable to resist the pull. She carries herself with quiet confidence, every step and gesture exuding a natural control over the space around her.
Then thereâs Areum, Jenoâs girlfriend. She stands close to him but with a quiet restraint, her posture straight and her movements careful, never drawing attention. Her gaze shifts across the room, focused yet fleeting, taking in everything without lingering too long on anything. She doesnât speak or engage much, but nothing about her seems uncertain. Thereâs a composure to her, steady and deliberate, but itâs paired with a distance that feels intentional. She stays on the edge of the energy around her, observing but never fully part of it. Itâs not hesitation, and itâs not discomfortâitâs precision. She reminds you of Mark, both of them existing apart from the noise, though her distance feels purposeful, where his feels unguarded.
Your eyes flit briefly to Jeno, standing at the heart of it all, the nucleus of the teamâs energy. His laugh cuts through the noise, low and magnetic, the confidence in his movements so ingrained it borders on arrogance. Heâs impossible to ignore, not just for the way the team orbits around him, but for the sharp contrast he makes to Mark. Jeno belongs here; heâs thrived in this environment for years, molded by it, commanding it. And yet, even from this distance, his gaze feels like it cuts through the crowd, deliberate and pointed, before shifting back into the fray.
Your fingers curl around the clipboard youâre holding, its weight anchoring you in the moment. Your project isnât just a distractionâitâs the reason youâre here, the justification for standing on the edges of a world that isnât yours. A study on the psychological effects of competition on team dynamics, assigned by one of your professors, the kind of work that demands you observe everything: the players, the crowd, the interactions, the cracks beneath the surface. The tension simmering in this arena, the chaotic bursts of noise and movement, all of it is fodder for your research. It sharpens your focus, dulls the edge of your nerves, even as the uneasy energy lingers at the back of your mind.
But most importantly, youâre also here for Mark.
Thatâs what keeps your feet moving, carrying you closer to the court, even as the weight of the arena bears down on you. Mark has been your best friend for as long as you can remember, the one constant in your life when everything else felt uncertain. Youâre here because he would be here for you if the roles were reversed, and that thought alone keeps your focus steady. The lingering stares, the unspoken judgment in the roomâthey donât matter. Let them assess, let them dismiss. Youâve never cared about fitting in here, and youâre not about to start. Youâre here to support him, to remind him heâs not alone in this, the same way heâs done for you a hundred times over. Whatever they think, whatever this space feels like, none of it changes the fact that youâre here for Mark, and for yourself.
As you move closer to the court, Karina and Areumâs attention shifts toward you. Their glances are pointed, sharp, cutting through the noise like a silent commentary aimed directly at you. Karina leans in toward Areum, her voice low but deliberate, and whatever she says earns a quiet laugh. You donât need to hear the words to know theyâre about you. You feel it in the way their eyes linger, assessing, dismissing, as if youâre a puzzle that doesnât belong in this picture. But you donât stop, and you donât give them the satisfaction of even a glance. Their opinions are as irrelevant to you as the hum of the crowd. Your focus stays fixed on Mark, standing near the edge of the team. His posture is straight, his expression unreadable, but thereâs a familiarity in the way he carries himselfâsteady, grounded, itâs what makes him distinctively him. Itâs enough to cut through everything else, to remind you why youâre here.
When you reach him, you tap his shoulder lightly. He turns quickly, his brows furrowed for a split second before his expression softens. The tension in his posture eases as soon as he sees you, and his lips twitch into the kind of small, relieved smile that makes you wonder if heâd been holding his breath all night.
âYou made it,â he says, his voice low and steady, but thereâs an edge of disbelief there, like he hadnât expected you to show.
âObviously,â you say, nudging his arm. âWhat kind of best friend skips this? First game with the Ravens? Thatâd be friendship treason.â
Mark lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. âYeah, yeah. You just wanted a front-row seat to watch me trip and ruin my career before it even starts.â
âMark, youâre not going to trip,â you say, rolling your eyes. âDonât even start with that. Iâve seen you work harder for this than anyone else. Freezing nights at the river court, mornings when you could barely keep your eyes openâthis is what itâs all been for. Youâre ready. Youâve always been ready.â
Mark opens his mouth to respond, but his gaze drops to the clipboard in your hand, and he raises an eyebrow. âSeriously? Another project? What is this, your tenth one this term?â
You smirk, lifting the clipboard just enough to make your point. âWhat can I say? Some of us have standards to maintain.â
Mark raises an eyebrow, his tone dripping with teasing disbelief. âYou know, normal college students go out, party, get drunk, and hook up. You should try it sometime. Might even loosen you up.â
Your smile doesnât waver, but thereâs a faint pause, barely perceptible, before you answer. âIâll think about it,â you say casually, shifting the clipboard in your hands, the movement smooth, practiced. âAnyway, I actually like doing these projects. No one forces me to take them onâitâs my choice every time.â
Mark furrows his brows slightly, his teasing demeanor softening just a little. âYou know you donât have to prove anything to anyone, right?â he says, his voice quieter now, not accusatory, just matter-of-fact.
The words hang in the air for a beat, and you shrug lightly, your smile still intact. âI know,â you reply, quick and even, like thatâs the end of it. The tightness in your grip on the clipboard goes unnoticed as he glances toward the court.
You lean in before he can say anything else, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek. âGood luck, okay? Youâve always made me proud,â you say softly, your tone steady, before stepping back and turning toward the stands.
For a second, Mark just looks at you, his teasing expression fading into something softer. âThanks,â he says quietly, and even though itâs just one word, you can hear everything else heâs not saying.
âYouâre welcome,â you say lightly, stepping back. âNow, go. Win. Iâll let you know if youâre worthy of a real congratulations afterward.â
Mark huffs out a laugh, some of the tension leaving his shoulders as he shakes his head. âNo pressure, right?â
âNone at all,â you say with a grin, turning to head to the stands.
As you walk away to get to the stands, you make your way through the cheerleaders, weaving past their perfectly straight lines and perfectly straight teeth. Their gazes sweep over you, eyes narrowing just slightly, quick glances that linger a beat too long, assessing. You can feel the silent commentary behind their stares, the unspoken judgment in the way their bodies shift to make space for youâ not welcoming, but begrudging, as though your presence is a disruption to their order. Itâs the kind of dismissal youâve felt before, the silent reminder that you donât belong in spaces like these.
Your grip tightens slightly on the clipboard, but your steps remain steady, your head high. Itâs a practiced reaction, one youâve honed over time: keep moving, show nothing. Let them think what they want. Their opinions donât matter. At least, thatâs what you tell yourself.
But then you cross paths with Karina and Areum, standing off to the side, their conversation halting the moment you enter their space. Karina turns to look at you, her sharp eyes raking over you from head to toe. Areum, in contrast, doesnât even look at you. She leans away from Karina, her focus on her nails, inspecting them with a casual indifference.Â
Karina doesnât wait for you to pass before speaking. âSeriously? A clipboard?â she says, her voice loud enough for anyone nearby to hear. âWhat are you doing, running a study on how not to fit in?â
Areumâs laugh comes quick and light, almost like a reflex, but her attention isnât fully on you. She doesnât say a word, her gaze briefly flickering your way, her smirk widening for a second before she looks back down at her nails, uninterested. Itâs not maliceâitâs detachment, like sheâs barely invested in the exchange but finds Karinaâs remarks amusing enough to entertain. Her presence doesnât add weight to the moment, but the laugh lingers, brushing against your already-fraying composure.
The weight of their judgment presses against you, but you donât stop. You bite your tongue, your jaw tightening slightly. Without pausing, you keep your head held high and walk away, refusing to give them the satisfaction of a reaction. By the time you sit down, your focus is already on the notes in your lap. You start jotting down notes, forcing their words out of your mind. Itâs just noise. Youâre here for your work, for Mark.
Itâs not that youâre unaware of the stares, the laughter, the low hum of judgment behind youâyou feel it as clearly as the pen in your hand. But youâve long since learned to focus through it, to let it blur into the background. You scribble away, pen scratching against paper, your jaw tightening for a fleeting second before you press it down and keep writing. You donât stop to wonder if anyone might step in. Why would you? People donât defend you. They never have.
Itâs easier this wayâto stop convincing yourself that anyone was ever meant to stand with you, to let the fire rise and take what it will without reaching for hands that were never there. The laughter doesnât cut anymore; it drifts by, hollow and distant, as inconsequential as the faces behind it. Youâve unlearned the need to want, stripped away the instinct to hope, and in its place, something sharper remainsâa clarity that feels almost intoxicating. The weight of solitude no longer presses; it stays steady, familiar, like a second skin. This isnât defeat, nor is it grief. Itâs an undeniable truth, calm and unwavering: some paths are meant to be walked alone, and maybe thatâs where the strength lies.
But what you donât notice is that someone does care. Someone does look out for you when youâre not paying attention. Mark had been watching you this whole timeâsince you walked away from him, weaving your way back toward the crowd. Heâs seen this beforeâthe steady but distant way you carry yourself, like youâre holding onto space that always feels just out of reach. He knows the weight it takes to be here, the quiet effort it costs to keep your head high when everything around you seems designed to press you down.
Karina and Areum command attention, as always. Karinaâs confidence is calculated, every word designed to wound while her sharp-edged smile masks the intent. Her presence demands space, loud and unapologetic. Areum moves differently, her quiet magnetism effortless and untouched by the noise around her. Mark knows why heâs always noticed her, why his feelings for her linger ever since they were younger, quiet but persistent. Itâs not about the way she shines, but the ease with which she moves through spaces that still feel foreign to him. Yet tonight, something in him shifts.
He watches her stand beside Karina, laughing lightly as Karinaâs words turn cutting. Areumâs silence isnât malicious, but it stings all the same, mingling with the precision of Karinaâs cruelty. And then thereâs you, walking away with your head high, shoulders stiff, the clipboard in your hands gripped too tightly.
It twists something in him, sharp and immediate. He knows that walk, knows how hard youâre working to hold yourself together, and for the first time, it hits him differently. Itâs not just about Karinaâs words or Areumâs laughterâitâs the sight of you being treated like this, dismissed like you donât belong, when he knows how much it took for you to be here.
The sting burns hotter, pulling Mark forward before he can think better of it. His footsteps are firm, deliberate, cutting through the noise of the gym as he moves toward Karina and Areum. Their laughter falters as they catch sight of him, their conversation dying mid-sentence.
Karinaâs eyes widen first, surprise flashing across her face before she masks it with that sharp-edged smile, her confidence curling back into place like armor. Areumâs reaction is quieterâher lips part slightly, her brows knitting together in subtle confusion, but itâs the way her gaze locks with Markâs that lingers. Thereâs something unspoken in the look they share, a tension that neither seems willing to name. It feels heavier than the moment, deeper than the words left unsaid between them, but Mark doesnât let himself sink into it. Not now.
He stops in front of them, his presence carrying a weight they werenât expecting. The air shifts, the silence stretching just long enough to make Karina shift uncomfortably, her confidence wavering for a fraction of a second. âSheâs got more of a place here than you do,â Mark says, his tone sharp, cutting through the air like a blade.
The shift is immediate. Karina falters, her eyes flick to Mark, and her expression softens, her tone changing in an instant. âRelax, Mark,â she says, her voice smoother now, practiced. âIt was just a joke.â She steps a little closer to him, her body language shiftingâher shoulders turning slightly toward him, her gaze lingering in a way thatâs anything but casual. Mark doesnât miss the way she brushes her hair back, her smile edging into something almost flirtatious.
Areum shifts uncomfortably beside her. She doesnât speak, her earlier amusement replaced by a kind of unease, her gaze flickering between Mark and Karina before settling on the floor.
Mark doesnât let up. âMaybe you should focus on your own life instead of hers,â he says, quieter now but no less cutting. His jaw is tight, his shoulders squared, and thereâs nothing in his expression that suggests heâs willing to let it go.
Karinaâs laugh comes, thin and strained. âWhatever you say, Mark,â she mutters, her smile still in place but lacking its usual bite. Her eyes linger on him a beat too long before she steps back, finally breaking the tension.
Mark doesnât wait for her to add anything else. He turns sharply, heading back toward his team, his steps firm, his shoulders tense as the weight of the moment clings to him. The gymâs noise begins to swell again, the confrontation fading into the backdrop as if it never happened. But it did, and everyone who saw it knows it did.
Mark doesnât feel it immediately, but the attention follows him as he walks away, the weight of lingering glances pressing heavier than before. For years, heâs been the quiet one, his presence steady but overlooked, his name spoken in passing while louder, flashier figures like Jeno commanded the spotlight. At the river court, he was a constant, but not the kind of presence anyone lingered on. Yet something has changed, subtle but undeniable. People are starting to noticeânot just his game, which has sharpened with every hoop, every deliberate play, but the way he moves now, deliberate and steady, as though heâs no longer willing to stay in anyoneâs shadow. Thereâs a gravity to him that wasnât there before, something that draws attention and holds it. Even Karina had felt it, her words softening, her gaze dragging over him like she wasnât used to seeing him this way. She noticed, and so did everyone else. Mark wasnât invisible anymore, but the weight of being seen is one he doesnât dwell onânot when something else matters more.
Youâve fully zoned out, lost in your own world. You donât notice Markâs eyes following you, the way they try to catch your attention, to anchor you to something outside of yourself. You donât see him watching, the tension in his jaw or the stiffness in his shoulders, like heâs holding something back, something heavier than words. For you, this moment is no different from the ones youâve endured countless times beforeâanother invisible cut to add to the rest, another reminder of how easily you slip to the edges, always slightly out of step with the rhythm everyone else seems to follow so naturally.
The stares are always first, dragging over you like theyâre waiting for the moment you crack. Then come the whispers, deliberate and sharp, just loud enough to reach you but not enough to let you defend yourself. The laughter follows, inevitable and bitter, wrapping around you like an echo of something youâve long stopped trying to drown out. It presses against youânot crushing, but constantâa dull weight youâve carried for so long it feels easier to let it settle than to push it away.
And yet, even as you sit there, trying to convince yourself it doesnât matter, something shifts. Mark watches you from the corner of his eye, his gaze lingering as though to make sure youâre okay. He caresâmore than youâll ever realizeâand even though youâve never expected anyone to step in, he already has. Youâll never know that he defended you, and that he would again, without hesitation. For Mark, this wasnât just another moment to let pass. It wasnât just about what was said or who said it. It was about a line crossed, one he refused to let go unnoticed. He stepped out of the shadows for youânot for attention, not for recognition, but because you deserved better. Even if you never know it, even if you never see it, it mattered. To him, it always will.
Youâre still sitting in silence, the weight in your chest dull but persistent, when a voice cuts through the gymâs noise. âOh, look who decided to show up,â Donghyuckâs familiar tone cuts through the noise, amplified by the mic in his hand. Heâs got his portable speaker slung over his shoulder, his grin sharp and full of mischief. âLadies and gentlemen, the queen of overachieving herself has graced us with her presence. A round of applause, please!â
Your head snaps up, irritation flickering, but it dissolves as quickly as it comes. Donghyuck strides toward you with exaggerated confidence, dragging everyone else in his orbit. Chenleâs already laughing, Yangyang has a bucket of popcorn tucked under one arm, and Shotaro waves both hands high like heâs signaling a plane to land. Nahyun, trailing behind, nudges Shotaro lightly in the ribs, her expression somewhere between amusement and exasperation.
âDonghyuck, stop,â you say, leaning back in your seat.
âOh, she speaks,â Donghyuck drawls into the mic, his gaze flicking toward you. âWhatâs the matter? Too preoccupied to notice pure brilliance right in front of you?â
Before you can respond to Donghyuckâs jab, Chenle grabs the mic from his hand, cutting him off effortlessly. âIgnore him,â he says with a smirk, his gaze flicking over to you. âBut seriously, I canât believe you almost didnât show up. What kind of friend does that?â Itâs trueâyou had been close to staying in, the weight of your project and looming deadlines pressing down on you, convincing you there were more important things to focus on. But then there was Markâhis debut wasnât just important, it was something you couldnât miss. Youâd seen him work for this moment, and staying home wouldâve felt like a betrayal. And then, of course, there was Chenle, who had called earlier, his teasing charm cutting through your hesitation and leaving you with no real excuse to stay away.
âWell, Iâm here now, arenât I?â you reply, shifting in your as Yangyang plops down beside you, the popcorn now balanced on your lap.
âYeah, yeah,â Yangyang says, ruffling your hair with exaggerated affection before leaning back into his seat. âI brought popcorn. Youâre welcome.â
You roll your eyes, a soft smile tugging at your lips despite yourself, before standing to hug them all. Donghyuck is first, pulling you into an exaggerated, theatrical hug. âFinally, youâve come to a match!â he exclaims dramatically, his voice loud enough to catch the attention of a few nearby. âIâve been saving all my best material for you, and youâve been missing it. Do you know how much harder it is to narrate these games without my number one audience?â
Donghyuckâs âmaterialâ isnât just his usual sarcasmâitâs his self-proclaimed role as the gameâs unofficial commentator. Armed with a mic connected to a portable speaker slung over his shoulder, he spends every match narrating the plays with the flair of a professional broadcaster. He embellishes every move with ridiculous metaphors, overly enthusiastic descriptions, and enough wit to make the crowd laughâeven if half of them roll their eyes at his antics.
Chenle pulls you into a quick, firm hug next, clapping your back in that no-nonsense way that feels more grounding than anything else. Yangyang doesnât bother standing, just pats your head twice before reclaiming the popcorn like itâs his lifeline. Then thereâs Shotaro, who pulls you into a full-body squeeze so intense it knocks the air out of you. You wheeze a laugh as he steps back, grinning wide.
When itâs Nahyunâs turn, her smile is smaller, softer. She reaches out, her hands warm against your shoulders as she hugs you, her embrace unhurried. âItâs good to see you,â she says, her voice quiet but sincere.
âYou too,â you reply, matching her tone, and for a fleeting moment, the weight thatâs been sitting on your chest feels just a little lighter.
When the whistle blows, the gym seems to hold its breath for a fraction of a second before erupting into movement. The ball is tipped into the air, and the game begins with a sudden, sharp energy. Players streak across the court, their sneakers squeaking against the polished wood, the ball bouncing rhythmically as it moves from hand to hand.
Shotaro leans closer to you, his voice low and steady, explaining the setup. âMarkâs starting as shooting guard,â he says, nodding toward the court. âHeâs got to control the pace, look for openings, and capitalize when they find them.â His explanations are precise, but his eyes never leave the court, his focus unwavering.
âJenoâs in as a small forward tonight,â Shotaro says, his voice low but deliberate. âHeâs been the shooting guard since, like, forever. For Coach to move him? Thatâs unheard of, Jenoâs spot on the team has been untouched⌠until now.â
You glance toward Jeno, your attention catching on the way he stands just outside the action, shoulders squared, his jaw tight. He doesnât look at Mark, doesnât look at anyone, really, his focus locked on the ball as though willing it to find him. Thereâs an edge to his movements, sharp and restrained, like heâs holding something back.
He fits here effortlesslyâphysically, at least. The jersey clings to his frame, his stance rooted in the kind of confidence thatâs been built over years of owning his place on the court. But something feels off. Itâs subtle, the way his posture stiffens when the ball shifts away from him, the way his eyes flick to Mark for just a fraction too long before looking away again.
Mark, on the other hand, is easy to spot. Heâs quick but measured, his movements are purposeful as he shifts around the perimeter, scanning the play with sharp focus. When the ball finds him, his hands are steady, fingers splayed as he calls for it, his voice cutting through the noise of the gym. The reaction is immediate as Donghyuckâs voice booms through the speaker, brimming with exaggerated flair. âThere it is, ladies and gentlemen! Number twenty-three, Mark Lee, officially making his debut with a clean pass thatâs smoother than butter!â
Your friends erupt into cheers, their voices blending into the crowdâs growing roar. Chenle pumps his fist into the air, Shotaro nods approvingly, and Yangyang leans forward in his seat, his eyes locked on Mark as if willing him to succeed.
The ball comes back to Mark seconds later, this time just outside the three-point line. His movements are fluid, his form perfect as he fakes a defender with a quick pivot and drives toward the basket. Donghyuck narrates every second. âDid you see that? A fake that could break anklesâMark Lee with the drive! Look at him go!â
The shot is clean, the ball arcing through the air before swishing through the net. The crowd surges with noise, and so do your friends.
âYes!â Chenle shouts, clapping so loudly you think his hands might sting. âThatâs how you do it!â
Yangyang exhales sharply, his grin widening. âHeâs standing out already,â he says, his tone filled with awe. âFirst few minutes, and everyoneâs already watching him.â
And itâs true. The curious eyes of the crowd seem to stick to Mark every time he touches the ball. Thereâs something magnetic about the way he movesâcalculated but confident, the kind of presence that demands attention without asking for it.
Donghyuck doesnât let up, his commentary a mix of genuine pride and playful exaggeration. âLadies and gentlemen, I donât think youâre ready for this. Mark Lee is owning this court. Someone call the league because weâve got a star in the making!â
Yangyang leans closer, his gaze still fixed on the court. âThis is wild,â he says, his voice quieter now, threaded with something heavier. âWe used to play until we couldnât feel our fingers, and now heâs here. Real jersey, real court. He actually made it.â
Chenle nods, his tone softer. âWorked harder than anyone. No one else couldâve done this. He earned all of it.â
Mark glances toward the stands after another clean pass, his gaze sweeping over the crowd before pausing, just briefly, in your direction. His expression is unreadable, but something in his posture eases, the tension in his shoulders loosening as if he can feel your presence there.
Your chest tightens slightly, not with worry anymore, but with something closer to awe. Youâve seen Mark play a hundred times beforeâon cracked concrete, under dim streetlights, with nothing but scraped knees and determination to show for it. But this is different. This is Mark stepping into a spotlight heâs never had before, and already, itâs like he owns it.
The ball comes back to him, and the crowd leans forward as one. Mark moves with ease, weaving through defenders like itâs second nature before going for a layup thatâs so clean it feels almost effortless. The scoreboard buzzes, the points adding up, and the gym erupts again.
Shotaro claps, his expression calm but his pride evident. âThatâs Mark,â he says simply, like nothing more needs to be said.
Yangyang shakes his head, a small laugh escaping. âWe used to joke about this, you know? Like, âwhat if he actually makes it?â And nowâŚâ He trails off, his eyes fixed on the court. âNow, itâs real.â
âMeanwhile,â Donghyuckâs voice cuts in through the speaker, âweâve got Jeno Lee, usually the pride of the court, looking a little out of rhythm tonight. Guess even stars stumble when the spotlight shifts, huh?â His tone is playful, but thereâs an edge to it, enough to draw a few murmurs from the crowd. Your attention flickers back to Jeno, his movements tense, controlled to the point of rigidity. Heâs not playing poorly, but thereâs a hesitation in him, a subtle weight that wasnât there before.
Your gaze catches on Jeno near the baseline, his movements precise yet brimming with a tension that feels almost dangerous. He carries himself with an intensity that pulls focus without trying, each motion deliberate, calculated, but edged with something raw. His shoulders are set, his jaw tight, every shift of his body radiating control that feels like it might snap at any moment. Thereâs something magnetic about him, the way he commands his space with an unspoken arrogance, like he knows exactly how to draw attentionâand keep it.
But itâs the cracks in that control that hold your focus. The slight flare of his nostrils when the ball slips out of his reach, the way his hands flex like heâs suppressing the urge to lash out. His eyes flick to Mark, dark and unreadable, before darting away again as Mark sinks another clean shot. Itâs subtle, but itâs thereâa flicker of frustration, or something sharper, lurking just beneath the surface. You canât decide if itâs anger or something else entirely, but it simmers in the set of his shoulders, in the deliberate sharpness of his next move, and it doesnât let go.
You notice the way his shoulders tense, the way heâs caught between holding back and wanting to dominate. His aggression is layered, restrained enough to stay controlled, but just barely. Jeno doesnât just play the game; he pushes it, toeing the line between brilliance and frustration. Heâs not easy to read, but thatâs what makes him impossible to ignore.
From the corner of your eye, you catch movement at the edge of the gym. Taeyong LeeâMarkâs and Jenoâs fatherâstands by the sideline, a stark figure against the chaos of the game. His posture is impossibly still, his sharp features betraying no emotion as he watches the players. Heâs not just observing; heâs calculating, the weight of his presence dark and deliberate. Thereâs something unsettling about him, a quiet menace that doesnât need words to be felt. The resemblance to Jeno is strikingâthe sharp jaw, the controlled stanceâbut where Jenoâs tension simmers, Taeyongâs feels unshakable, like a blade waiting to be drawn. You donât know if his attention is fixed on Jeno, Mark, or something else entirely, but the unease his presence brings is undeniable.
Jeno doesnât look at Coach Suh on the sidelines, but you can feel the weight of his coachâand his fatherâin every movement he makes. Coach Suh, known for his precision and demanding leadership, stands with his arms crossed, his sharp gaze fixed on the court. A former player turned renowned coach, heâs as much a strategist as he is a disciplinarian, a figure who commands respect without ever needing to raise his voice. Heâs shaped players for years, turning raw talent into polished skill, and his expectations are nothing short of perfectionâespecially for his own players.
You force yourself to keep taking notes, eyes skimming over the scribbled lines, but your focus falters when it drifts to Coach Suh. He stands at the edge of the court, arms crossed, his gaze fixed on the players with a calm intensity that feels too precise. Thereâs something about the way he carries himselfâsteady, deliberateâthat makes your stomach knot, a tension blooming in your chest that you canât quite suppress. Your lips press into a thin line, the motion subtle but instinctive, before you force your eyes back to your notes. The pen in your hand hovers, unmoving, as the quiet weight of his presence lingers.
For a moment, the noise of the gym recedes into a distant hum, replaced by a sharper, more personal tension. Itâs not the first time his presence has unsettled youânot the first time your composure has felt fragile under the gravity he seems to carryâbut tonight, it feels heavier, cutting through your practiced detachment like a blade grazing too close to old wounds. You donât look up again, but the tightness in your chest doesnât ease, no matter how hard you try to will it away.
Nahyun leans in, her voice low but insistent, cutting through the thick haze of your thoughts. âI know Coach Suh is really hot, but you were really staring just now,â she says, her lips curling into a small, knowing smile.
You blink, caught off guard, before a quiet laugh escapes you, the tension in your chest loosening just slightly. âI wasnât staring,â you mumble, though the heat creeping up your neck betrays you.
âSure you werenât,â Nahyun replies, her giggle light and teasing, but her tone isnât sharp. Itâs the kind of comment only she would makeâhonest but harmless, pulling you out of the moment without pushing too far.
For a brief second, the weight in your chest eases, but your gaze drifts back to the court, where Jenoâs intensity hasnât faltered for even a moment. Mark, on the other hand, is thriving. Every pass he makes is precise, every shot purposeful, and the crowd is feeding off his energy. The gym hums with excitement, spectators leaning forward in their seats as they watch the new addition to the team move like heâs been playing here his entire life.
You catch a glimpse of Coach Suh and his assistant, their wide eyes betraying a mix of surprise and approval. They exchange quiet words, their expressions unreadable but focused on Mark. Itâs clear heâs exceeding expectations, a standout in his very first game. The spectators clap and cheer louder with every shot he makes, and the gymâs energy feels electric, vibrating with the kind of unity that only a win can bring.
Donghyuckâs voice booms through the mic, loud and playful as always. âLadies and gentlemen, can we just take a moment to appreciate number twenty-three, Mark Lee? Heâs not just a rookieâheâs a revelation! Someone get this man a cape, because heâs carrying the Ravens to glory tonight!â
Your friends erupt in cheers as the final countdown begins, the seconds ticking down like thunder. âThatâs our boy!â Yangyang shouts, pumping his fist in the air. Chenle and Shotaro join in, their voices blending with the roar of the crowd. Even Nahyun claps, her usual quiet demeanor replaced with genuine excitement. Itâs not just prideâitâs joy, infectious and overwhelming, the kind that pulls you in completely.
The buzzer sounds, and the Ravens secure their win. The stands explode into celebration, students jumping to their feet, shouting and clapping in unison. And at the center of it all is Mark, the clear standout of the night. His teammates pat his back, their smiles wide as they pull him into a huddle. For a moment, everything feels lighter, the weight you carried into the gym replaced with something brighter as you watch Mark soak in his victory.
But the shift comes fast, sharp, and unexpected.
Your gaze catches Jeno breaking away from his teammates, his expression unreadable but his steps purposeful as he moves toward Mark. The celebration continues around them, but thereâs a sudden tension that coils in the air, snapping your focus back to the court.
Jenoâs voice is low, his words too quiet to reach you, but whatever he says makes Mark turn sharply, his smile fading into something harder. Mark squares his shoulders, his hands rising slightly as if to diffuse the moment, but Jeno doesnât stop. He steps closer, his stance confrontational, his frustration from earlier spilling over like a dam breaking.
The punch comes before you can fully register whatâs happening. Jenoâs fist connects with Markâs jaw in one sharp, brutal motion, and the sound of it cuts through the gym like a crack of lightning. Gasps ripple through the crowd, the celebration grinding to a halt as Mark stumbles back, his hand shooting up to his face.
âWhoa, whoa!â Donghyuckâs voice booms through the mic, shock laced into his usual dramatic tone. âSomeone call security, because that is not regulation play!â
Mark doesnât retaliate, at least not immediately. His eyes blaze as he steadies himself, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. Blood smears across his knuckles, but he doesnât back down. Instead, he steps forward, his voice sharp as he fires back at Jeno. You canât make out the words, but the intensity between them is palpable, a storm brewing in the center of the court.
Teammates rush to intervene, pulling them apart before it escalates further. Jeno struggles against the hands holding him back, his chest heaving, his eyes fixed on Mark with a fury that feels unrelenting. Mark, on the other hand, seems calmer now, though the tension in his jaw doesnât ease as heâs pulled toward the sidelines.
The gym is no longer celebrating. The buzz of excitement has drained out of the room, leaving only a suffocating silence as the aftermath of Jenoâs outburst settles like smoke in the air. Spectators shift uncomfortably in their seats, whispers rippling through the crowd as everyone tries to piece together what just happened. You canât look away. Your heart pounds in your chest as you watch Jeno being pulled toward the bench, his jaw clenched tight, fury still radiating off him in waves. Across the court, Mark stands tall, though his jaw is red from the impact, and thereâs a tension in his posture that betrays the calm heâs trying to project. The victoryâthe joy of the Ravensâ first win with Mark on the teamâfeels like it was hours ago, eclipsed by the chaos that unraveled in a matter of seconds.
âLetâs go,â Yangyang mutters, already moving down toward the court. You follow instinctively, weaving through the thinning crowd with your friends close behind. Mark is surrounded by his teammates, their congratulations now muted and uneasy, but heâs still smiling when he spots you all approaching. The moment his eyes land on you, the earlier tension in his shoulders eases just slightly, and he steps forward to greet you.
You reach him first, pulling him into a tight hug without thinking. âIâm so proud of you,â you whisper, your voice steady despite the knot in your chest.
Markâs arms tighten around you briefly, grounding you even amidst the chaos. âThanks,â he murmurs, his voice quieter now. When he pulls back, his eyes meet yours, and for a second, you see the weight heâs carryingâthe strain behind the composed exterior. âReally. It means a lot.â
You hesitate for only a moment before speaking, your tone softer now. âAre you okay? You shouldnât have to deal with him,â you say, the words edged with quiet anger. âJenoâs an ass, Mark. Heâs always been like this, and you donât deserve it.â
Mark shakes his head, a tight-lipped smile crossing his face. âIâm fine,â he says, the words steady but leaving little room for argument. âItâs part of it, right? Just something Iâve gotta handle.â
You donât agree, but you donât push either. Instead, your voice lowers, firm but full of care. âHeâs lucky thatâs all you gave him.â
That pulls a faint laugh from Mark, his shoulders relaxing slightly. âYouâre not wrong,â he says, the tension in his expression easing, even if just for a moment.
The others swarm in after you, the tension easing as Donghyuck throws an arm around Markâs shoulders, ignoring the red mark on his jaw. âDude, that was insane,â Donghyuck says, his voice brimming with enthusiasm, as if the fight hadnât even happened. âSeriously, Iâve got a whole commentary reel planned for you. Starting with: Mark Lee, the pride of the Ravensâtaking hits on and off the court!â
âCut it out,â Shotaro says, but thereâs a small smile on his face as he passes Mark a towel. âYou did great out there. Really.â
âSeriously,â Yangyang adds, his usual playfulness absent. âWe know what it took to get here, and⌠well, just donât let idiots like him ruin it for you.â
Mark laughs, but itâs quiet, a sound that doesnât quite reach his eyes. âIâm good, I promise.â he says, but thereâs a tension in his tone that none of you miss.
âYou sure?â Nahyun asks, her voice softer, steadier. Sheâs watching Mark carefully, her concern clear in the way her gaze lingers on him.
âI am,â Mark insists, but when he looks at you, thereâs a flicker of something vulnerable, something unspoken. âReally. Iâll be fine.â
The words hang in the air for a moment, and you all let them sit, knowing heâs holding back more than heâs letting on. The pep talk that follows isnât just for himâitâs for all of you, a way to push back the nervousness gnawing at the edges of your thoughts.
âChenleâs right,â Donghyuck says, his tone lighter now but no less genuine. âScrew Jeno. Heâs just pissed because youâre better than him, and he knows it.â
âAnd because Taeyong knows it,â Yangyang adds, glancing toward the sidelines where Jenoâs father watches with a gaze sharp enough to cut steel.
âTaeyongâs not playing,â Shotaro says firmly. âThis is your game, Mark. Donât forget that.â
Mark nods, his smile small but real this time. âI wonât,â he says. âThanks, guys. Really.â
The Ravensâ bench is a stark contrast to your group, the tension between the players palpable. Theyâre scattered, avoiding each otherâs gazes, their confusion and unease as visible as the sweat on their brows. Even Jaemin, who rarely lets his composure slip, exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair like heâs trying to physically shake off the discomfort of being stuck between Mark and Jeno.
The chaos doesnât just sit with the Ravens, though. Itâs there in your group too, beneath the laughter and teasing, in the way your friends stick close to Mark like theyâre guarding him from the fallout. You all know what this team means, what joining the Ravens will cost him. Itâs not just about the game. Itâs about Jeno, about Taeyong, about the pressure thatâs already weighing on Markâs shoulders.
Chenle breaks the tension with a grin, leaning in to nudge Mark. âJust donât forget about us when youâre a big star, alright? You might be getting a lot of fans and attention now, but we paid attention to you first.â His voice is light, teasing, but thereâs an edge of sincerity beneath it, a quiet plea wrapped in humor. Chenle rarely says what he means outright, but the way his gaze lingers on Mark, steady and uncharacteristically serious, gives him away. Itâs not just a jokeâitâs a reminder of where they started, a subtle way of grounding Mark when everything else around him feels uncertain.
Mark doesnât even pause to consider his response. âNever,â he says firmly, his voice cutting through the noise around you with a conviction that feels unshakable. His gaze sweeps across your group, and you can see it in his eyesâthe promise isnât just for Chenle. Itâs for all of you. âItâs home. Always will be.â
The words are simple, but the weight they carry is anything but. Thereâs something unspoken that passes between all of you in that moment, a reassurance you didnât realize you needed until it settles in your chest. Mark might be here, on this bigger stage, surrounded by new teammates and a louder crowd, but heâs still yours. No matter how far he goes, no matter what heights he reaches, Markâs roots are with you, and heâs not leaving that behind. Heâs not leaving you behind.Â
Heâs still the same Mark who sat with you on the cracked pavement of the river court when life felt too heavy, the basketball forgotten at his feet as he listened without interrupting. The same Mark who stayed until the sky turned dark, the faint hum of the river filling the spaces where words couldnât. Heâs still the same Mark who played with you until the streetlights flickered on, who laughed until his sides hurt when Donghyuck tried to narrate the games like a professional announcer.Â
Yangyang claps Mark on the shoulder, breaking the quiet thread of nostalgia with his crooked grin. âYou better not,â he says, his voice low but firm, his usual humor taking on an edge of seriousness. âBecause if you do, weâll drag you back ourselves. No way youâre leaving us in the dust.â
Markâs laugh is quiet, but itâs real, a soft sound that feels lighter than anything thatâs passed between you all tonight. For a brief moment, the weight of the fight, the tension in the gym, and the unease thatâs lingered since the final buzzer all seem to fade. Itâs just you and your group, the people whoâve been there for Mark through everything, and who always will be.
When he turns back to you, his expression softens, and thereâs a hesitation in his eyes that pulls at something deep in your chest. âDid Mum come?â he asks, his voice quieter now, almost unsure.
You look at him for a moment, as if searching for an answer, even though you already know it. Finally, you shake your head, matching his tone as you reply, âNo. She didnât.â
Mark nods slowly, his smile faltering for just a second before he recovers, smoothing it out into something steady and practiced. âItâs fine,â he says, his tone even but distant. âItâs not her thing anyway.â
You donât press, and neither does anyone else. The silence hangs heavy for a moment, before Donghyuck, ever the deflector, slings an arm around Mark again. âAlright, alright, enough with the moody stuff,â he says, launching into an exaggerated monologue about Markâs âheroic performanceâ on the court, complete with mock commentary and over-the-top gestures. The absurdity finally earns a real laugh from Mark, one that ripples through the group like a wave, lightening the air around you.
The tension lingers in the background, but it doesnât define the moment. What stands out is the way your group comes together, the way each of you leans into your roles without even thinkingâDonghyuckâs humor, Yangyangâs blunt honesty, Nahyunâs quiet warmth, Shotaroâs steady presence, Chenleâs sharp witâall of it meshing into something that feels solid, unshakable. Itâs effortless, a kind of belonging that doesnât need to be spoken aloud, and for a second, it feels like nothing outside of this small circle could touch you.
The Ravens linger on the court, their movements stilted, their expressions uncertain as they glance toward Mark. Their unity feels like an illusionâstrained and held together by necessity rather than genuine connection. The difference is glaring. Itâs not hard to see where Mark truly belongs, where his foundation lies. It isnât with the polished façade of his new team, where harmony feels more like an obligation than a bond. Itâs here, among the people whoâve been with him before the spotlight, before the stakes were this high. The ones who donât need a crowd or a jersey to know who he is, who will stay long after the lights fade and the noise disappears.
But then your gaze shifts, pulled by something darker, something unspoken that cuts through the lightness of the moment like a blade. You feel him before you see him, an unseen ripple in the air that brushes against your senses, cold and invasive, like the first breath of winter creeping through a cracked window. It isnât sound or movement that gives him awayâitâs the weight, a suffocating presence that clings to your skin, seeps into your chest, and settles heavy, like an omen you canât ignore. Heâs a shadow stretching long before dusk, a storm carving silence into the sky, waiting to break. By the time your gaze finds him, itâs almost too lateâheâs already there, fixed and unrelenting, a wound you didnât realize youâd opened.Â
Jeno.
He sits on the bench, his body honed and sharp as a predator in stillness, elbows braced on his knees, the loose fabric of his jersey stretching over shoulders that seem carved to intimidate. His posture is coiled, almost too controlled, as if the slightest shift would unleash something you arenât ready to see. His jaw is tight, the sharp line of it catching the light, and a faint pulse throbs at his temple, rhythmic and precise, like the ticking of a countdown. His eyesâdark, endless, and cuttingâare locked onto your group with a focus that feels inescapable.
It isnât anger flashing in those depths; itâs something quieter, more insidious, a steady burn just beneath the surface. Itâs the kind of gaze that knows its own power, that pins you in place, a hunter with no need to chase. Heâs beautiful in a way that doesnât soften the sharp edges; it amplifies them. The shadows clinging to him arenât imperfectionsâtheyâre the thing that makes him impossible to look away from.
The gym hums with life around him, the sound of laughter swelling as Mark smiles, as your friends lean into each otherâs easy rhythm like nothing else matters. But Jenoâs gaze cuts through it all, invasive and heavy, pressing against your chest like it knows where youâre weakest. Itâs not just lonelinessânot the hollow ache of solitudeâitâs sharper, crueler, the kind of emptiness that demands to be filled.
Even his stillness is deliberate, a quiet defiance against the chaos of the gym. He doesnât belong here, not among the fleeting ease of laughter or the bright warmth of companionship. Heâs the shadow cast by the light, the storm biding its time. The muscles in his forearms flex subtly as his hands curl into fists against his knees, and you realize the tension isnât just in his bodyâitâs in the room, in the way everything seems to shift under the weight of his presence.
His stare is slow, deliberate, and every time his eyes lock onto yours, it feels as though the world grinds to a halt. That gazeâitâs sharp enough to slice, dragging over you like a scalpel cutting too deep. Thereâs no fury, no malice, but it doesnât need either. Itâs the precision of itâthe way it peels you open, lays you bare, and leaves you exposed to something raw and unrelenting.
He holds it, letting the moment stretch thin and taut, the air between you charged with something you canât name but feel in every nerve. The gym falls away; thereâs only him, watching you like a man standing on the edge of something he canât turn back from. His beauty is almost unnerving up closeâthe symmetry of his features made sharper by the darkness in his eyes, the faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth a whisper of something dangerous.
And just as quickly, itâs gone.
He leans back, the movement unhurried, fluid, the kind of grace that seems effortless but deliberate, like every shift of his body is crafted to draw your attention. The loose fabric of his jersey pulls against his chest and shoulders as he stretches slightly, his physique etched in sharp lines and hard edges, a perfect blend of power and control. His jaw tightens for a fraction of a second, the muscle flexing beneath his skin before his expression smooths out, closing off like a door slammed shut. His fists tighten briefly on his thighs, the veins running along his forearms stark and pronounced, a quiet reminder of the restrained strength lying just beneath the surface. When he exhales, itâs measured, calculated, a coldness settling over him that feels more like armor than indifference. But the weight of him doesnât leave. It lingers, creeping into your skin, slow and invasive, a chill that roots itself deep. Even when his eyes are no longer on you, their imprint remains, like a scar carved by a blade you never saw coming.
A sudden warmth pulls you out of your thoughts. Yangyangâs arm slides around your waist, his voice low and steady. âWhatâs up? Youâve been zoning out all day.â
You blink, shaking off the heaviness that clings to you like a second skin. âIâm fine,â you say quickly, forcing a small smile that doesnât quite reach your eyes.
Yangyang doesnât push, though the slight tilt of his head tells you he doesnât believe you. Before he can press further, Donghyuckâs voice cuts through the moment, brimming with energy. âAlright, listen up! Post-victory meal, my treatâunless Markâs paying, which he should be, considering heâs the star tonight.â
Mark groans, rolling his eyes as the rest of the group chimes in with cheers and playful demands. Chenle nudges your shoulder, smirking. âYou coming, or do you have another meeting to attend? Youâre always running off somewhere. Deadlines to crush, right?â
You shake your head, letting out a soft laugh. âIâll meet you guys there. I have something to take care of first.â
âOf course you do,â Donghyuck teases, tossing a glance your way as the group starts to head out. âYou practically live on campus anyway. Do they even let you leave, or are you just chained to your deadlines?â
You roll your eyes but donât reply, the weight of your next destination already pulling at you. The group moves ahead, their laughter a distant hum, fading into the background as you take a different path. The echo of Jenoâs gaze lingers, an unwelcome shadow pressed against your thoughts, sharp and piercing. You push it aside, but it clings to you, a reminder you donât have time for.
The court feels unnaturally quiet now. The noise and energy that had filled the space are gone, replaced by a heavy stillness that settles in the corners. You stay near the sideline, notepad balanced on your palm, the pen in your hand tapping absently as your focus shifts. The remnants of the gameâthe tension, the collisions, the unspoken hierarchiesâreplay in your mind as you sift through your hurriedly written notes.
You flip to a blank page, drawing a line to separate the chaos of the match from the clarity you needed now. The fragmented thoughts scrawled earlier in the heat of observation begin to take shape, sharp edges forming where before there had only been loose ends.
Notes from Match Observation:
Team Dynamics â Disjointed. Evidence of strain between players, particularly between Mark and Jeno. Tension palpable during high-pressure plays. Needs further analysisâdetermine if conflict is personal or role-based.
Mark â Quick on his feet. Adjusts easily to dynamic shifts. Shows natural leadership qualities, but lacks rapport with senior players. Body language relaxed, even during high-pressure moments. Maintains focus despite external distractions.
Jeno â Aggressive playstyle. Repeated possession turnovers suggest emotional interference. Observable frustration when Mark assumes control. Physical responses to perceived loss of dominance (e.g., tightened jaw, clenched fists, heightened aggression). Behavior warrants deeper psychological analysisâpotential patterns of territorialism or insecurity.
You paused, rereading the notes about Jeno. The way he moved on the court stuck with you, more than anyone elseâs performance. His aggression hadnât just been frustration; it was personal. His focus had lingered too long on Mark, his movements sharper, almost reckless, when the ball left his hands. It wasnât just about winningâit was about control.
Potential hypothesis for the project, you wrote, underlining the phrase. Jenoâs performance linked to perceived loss of position and authority. Explore psychological response to shifting team roles.
The project was still forming in your mind, but the path was becoming clearer. The study wasnât just about the game itself; it was about what happened beneath the surfaceâthe interplay of ego, competition, and vulnerability in a team dynamic. Jeno, whether he realized it or not, had become central to your observations. His reactions on the court offered more insight into the psychological strain of competition than anything youâd seen in prior matches.
But the plan went beyond just observing. You would have to dig deeperâfind the cracks in the polished surface and figure out what made players like Jeno tick. It wasnât enough to watch. Youâd have to challenge them, push them, get under their skin in ways they wouldnât expect.
You scribbled another note on the page, bolder this time: Focus: Jeno. Fractured team hierarchyâmonitor response under controlled pressure.
The quiet of the court was beginning to feel heavy, oppressive. You exhaled, pressing your pen to the page one last time. The plan was taking shape, but the weight of it was settling in your chest. This wasnât going to be easy, not with players like Jeno in the mix.
Closing your notebook, you glanced toward the gymâs exit. The next step was clear, and your meeting was waiting. You square your shoulders, tucking the notepad under your arm as you make your way toward Coach Suhâs office, the project already shifting in your mind, gaining sharper edges with every step.
The walk to Coach Suhâs office was short, but the weight of anticipation stretched it, each step landing heavier than the last. The muted thud of your shoes against the polished floor echoed faintly in the empty hallway, a sound that seemed to grow louder in the silence. Your grip tightened on the neatly stacked notes in your hand, the edges digging lightly into your skinâa grounding sensation against the hum of thoughts swirling in your mind. By the time you reached the door, your mask of composure had settled firmly into place, every movement deliberate as you raised your hand to knock twice, the sound sharp and decisive before you stepped inside.
Coach Suh was both a seasoned coach and an adjunct professor in sports psychology, overseeing several interdisciplinary studies, including yoursâa project on the psychological effects of competition. His dual roles made him an intimidating figure, but his insight and fairness were undeniable, and you valued the rigor he brought to your work. It was his belief in the importance of understanding team dynamics and mental resilience that had made this project possible.
His office reflected the complexity of his role, blending academic precision with a personal history rooted in basketball. The polished wooden desk at the center of the room gleamed under the warm glow of a desk lamp, its surface organized with neatly stacked papers, a clipboard, and a single coffee mug faintly stained at the rim. Behind him, shelves stretched to the ceiling, crammed with psychology textbooks, binders filled with meticulous notes, and scattered awards gleaming faintly in the light.
Framed photos of championship wins lined the walls, capturing moments frozen in timeâhis younger self alongside triumphant teams, the exhilaration of victory etched in every face. Notably absent, however, was a photo of the current Seoul Ravens holding the state championship trophy. That picture didnât exist yet; they hadnât won. The space where it could hang seemed to glare as a reminder of the pressure that loomed over the team, the weight of expectations yet unmet.
Beside them hung detailed diagrams of plays and strategies, their edges worn from years of reference. A basketball, worn smooth from countless games, sat proudly on a stand in the corner, its surface scuffed with the marks of a career steeped in competition.
The room smelled faintly of leather and coffee, grounding yet charged, and the hum of the air conditioning added a low, constant backdrop. It was a space that felt deeply personal yet exuded structured professionalism, every detail chosen to reflect both his authority and his humanity.
But you werenât prepared for Jeno.
He was slouched in one of the chairs, his long frame sprawled in a way that seemed deliberately enticingâlike he was daring the room to notice him. His posture feigned ease, but the tautness in his jaw betrayed him, and the restless rhythm of his fingers against the chairâs arm hinted at a frustration that wasnât meant to stay contained. There was something magnetic about him, a pull you couldnât deny, even as his irritation crackled in the air like static. The loose fabric of his jersey stretched over his chest and shoulders, the exposed skin at his neck glistening faintly under the officeâs fluorescent lights, and his legs, spread wide, radiated a careless confidence that felt far from accidental.
ââŚcompletely unacceptable, Jeno. I donât care how frustrated you were out there. Youâre the captainâyou set the tone for the team. This isnât just about you.â
Jenoâs nostrils flared slightly, his lips thinning as though he was physically swallowing the retort clawing its way up his throat. He didnât move, but the air around him shifted, charged with something volatile. His gaze burned like a smoldering coal, the weight of it heavy and deliberate as it dragged over you the moment you entered the room. He didnât look at you like you were interruptingâhe looked at you like you were trespassing. And yet, his eyes lingered, dragging over you with a heat that felt out of place in the sterile office, searing and unsettling.
You donât feel conflicted about interrupting themânot even for a second. Whatever tension youâd walked into, it didnât belong to you, and you werenât going to let it settle on your shoulders. Jenoâs sharp gaze might have been meant to unnerve you, but it slid off like water against stone. This was your meeting, your project, and your purpose in this room wasnât secondary to his reprimand. You stepped forward with steady composure, the cool detachment youâd mastered over the years serving you well now. Whatever storm youâd walked into, you didnât plan on getting caught in it.
However you apologise out of common courtesy âSorry to interrupt,â you said evenly, your voice steady as you moved further inside. The door clicked shut behind you, and the sound felt louder than it should have in the tension-filled room. You turned toward Coach Suh, keeping your focus sharp. âIâm here for our meeting.â
Coach Suhâs stern expression softened slightly as his attention shifted to you. His demeanor was still authoritative but carried a familiarity that felt both reassuring and dangerous. He gestured to the empty chair beside Jeno. âRight on time, as always. Have a seat, Y/N.â
You moved toward the chair, acutely aware of Jenoâs eyes tracking your every step. Jeno didnât adjust his posture as you passed him, but you felt the weight of his gaze tracking you, his annoyance now mixed with something harder to place. You settled into the seat, placing your notes on the table and smoothing them out as if to physically organize the tension crackling in the air.
Coach Suh resumed speaking, his tone sharp but composed as he turned back to Jeno. âYour role as captain isnât just about skill, Jeno. Itâs about leadership. You canât afford to lose your head during a game. What you did tonight put the entire team at risk.â
Jenoâs jaw ticked, and his hands curled into loose fists on the armrests, the veins along his forearms standing out against his skin. He exhaled through his nose, a short, sharp sound that felt more like a warning than a concession. His eyes flicked to you again, narrowing slightly, as if your presence added another layer to whatever war was raging beneath his skin. The corner of your mouth twitched, but you kept your expression neutral, your gaze trained on Coach Suh.
You didnât need to look at Jeno to know his body language screamed defiance. You could feel it in the taut silence between his words and his barely restrained movements, in the way his fingers curled and straightened against the armrest like he was trying to grip the air itself. It wasnât just the reprimand that had him on edgeâit was the fact that you were here to witness it.
And yet, he said nothing. For all his irritation, his silence was its own kind of rebellion, simmering and sharp, just waiting for the right moment to explode.
You set your pen down beside your notes and finally broke the silence. âShould we get started?â you asked, your tone professional but with an edge of confidence. You werenât about to let Jenoâs simmering irritation throw you off. This was your space now, not his.
Coach Suh gave a sharp nod, his focus shifting to you. âYes, letâs.â
Coach Suh leaned forward slightly, his elbows resting on the desk, his sharp gaze fixed on you as you explained the framework of your project. âThe psychological impact of team dynamics and competition,â you began, your voice measured and steady. âI want to examine how roles, rivalries, and external pressures affect both individual and collective performance under high-stakes conditions.â
âAnd your methodology?â Coach Suh asked, his tone challenging but not dismissive.
âIâve started with observational data from games and practicesâanalyzing body language, verbal communication, and physical responses during pressure moments,â you replied, meeting his gaze directly. âThatâs supplemented with self-assessments from players and, eventually, post-game interviews to compare their internal perceptions to observed behavior.â
Coach Suh nodded slowly, the gesture deliberate, his approval subtle but palpable. âInteresting approach. And you believe these observations will lead to actionable insights for the team?â
âYes,â you said without hesitation. âThe goal isnât just analysis. Itâs identifying patterns and providing strategies to improve cohesion, reduce conflict, and maximize performance.â
Jenoâs presence, however, was impossible to ignore. He hadnât moved muchâhis arm still draped over the backrest of his chair, the other resting lazily on his thighâbut there was an electric undercurrent to his stillness, like a predator waiting to pounce. His fingers tapped against the chairâs edge, an uneven rhythm that grated against your nerves. His gaze burned into you, heavy and unreadable, and every now and then, a quiet scoff slipped past his lips, deliberate enough to make sure you noticed.
You ignored him, for the most part, focusing instead on presenting your findings. But as you reached for your notes to hand them over to Coach Suh, Jeno moved faster than you anticipated. His hand shot out, snatching the pages from yours, the brush of his fingers against your skin fleeting but searing. He leaned back in his chair, unfolding the notes with an air of casual arrogance, his lips curling into something between a smirk and a sneer.
Jenoâs scoff deepened as his eyes flicked down each page, scanning it with a deliberate slowness that felt almost mocking. His fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the notebook, his brow furrowing at certain lines. A muscle in his jaw ticked, but he said nothing at first, letting the silence stretch uncomfortably long. Finally, he glanced back at you, his lips curling into something that wasnât quite a smirk.
âThis is what youâre so proud of?â he said, his tone cutting. âPsychological impacts? Team dynamics? Whatâs next, diagnosing us all with daddy issues?â
Your jaw tightened, but you didnât flinch. Instead, your hand darted forward, fingers curling around the other edge of the page to snatch it back. For a fleeting moment, your fingers brushed against his. His skin was warm yet rough against yours, and for that brief, electrified moment, it was impossible to ignore the tension pulling taut between you.
His eyes snapped to yours at the touch, dark and unreadable, as if daring you to say something.
You muttered under your breath, barely audible, âWouldnât be hard considering who your father is. Heâd give me enough material for a dissertation.âÂ
Jenoâs head snapped toward you, his eyes narrowing, tension coiling around him like a wire pulled too tight. âWhat did you just say?â
You straightened slightly, meeting his sharp gaze with a coolness that only seemed to stoke the fire in his expression. âI said, if youâre feeling particularly exposed, maybe thatâs a reflection of your own behavior,â you shot back, your tone cutting and deliberate, the weight of your earlier mutter still hanging unspoken between you.
âSo, basically, youâre just going to watch us, scribble a few notes, and decide whoâs the problem?â His voice was low, biting, but his words landed with the precision of a thrown dagger.
You turned toward him, your expression calm but sharp. âNot at all,â you said evenly. âBesides, if thereâs a problem, it usually makes itself obvious.â
Jenoâs eyes narrowed, his jaw tightening. âSounds like youâve already decided how this ends.â
âOnly for people who give me something to write about,â you shot back, your tone cool and unyielding.
His gaze flicked up to meet yours, the air between you shifting, tightening, until it felt like the whole room was holding its breath. He let the words hang for a moment, the tension palpable, before his lips curled into something dangerously close to a sneer. âRight,â he drawled, tossing the notes onto the desk in front of Coach Suh with deliberate carelessness, âbecause watching us like weâre lab rats is definitely going to help the team.â
âYouâre not that interesting, Jeno,â you said coolly, your voice steady despite the fire licking at the edges of your composure. âBut if you think my observations might shed some light on your temper tantrums, feel free to keep reacting this way. Youâre making my job easier.â
Jeno leaned forward now, the arm heâd draped lazily over the chair falling to rest on his knee. His eyes locked onto yours, the intensity in them almost suffocating. âYou really think youâve got me figured out, donât you?â he asked, his voice low and edged with something darker.
You didnât back down, your gaze unwavering as you met his. âI donât need to figure you out,â you replied, your voice sharp and unwavering. âYouâre doing all the work for me.â
The corners of Jenoâs mouth twitched, his lips curving into a faint, taunting smile that didnât come close to reaching his eyes. He leaned back, his body settling into a posture that screamed ease, though the charged air around him told another story. âYouâve got quite the mouth on you,â he murmured, his voice a low drawl, laced with a dark amusement that made your stomach twist. His gaze flicked over you, deliberate and heavy. âLet me guessâyou think youâre the smartest person here. That whatever this little project of yours is, itâs actually going to matter.â
You let his words hang in the air for a beat, your fingers curling tighter around the edge of your notebook. Slowly, you tilted your head, meeting his gaze with a calm that didnât waver, though your pulse thrummed in your ears. âI am the smartest person in here and it matters enough to get under your skin,â you replied, your voice smooth but cutting, each word measured. You leaned forward just slightly, the movement deliberate, like you were closing the distance without actually touching him. âFor someone who acts like they donât care, youâre trying awfully hard to prove it.â
Jenoâs expression hardened, the mocking curve of his lips flattening as his eyes darkened. He didnât say anything for a moment, just let the weight of your words hang in the air between you. The room felt too small, the tension pressing against your skin like a vice, but you refused to break eye contact, your fingers tightening around your notebook as if it could ground you.
Then, he shifted, rising slowly from his chair. The scrape of the legs against the floor echoed in the tense quiet, sharp enough to set your pulse racing, but you stayed seated, your back stiff and your chin lifting just slightly in defiance. He didnât say a word as he moved closer, his steps deliberate, calculated, the weight of his presence pressing down on you with every inch he closed.
Stopping just in front of you, he leaned down, one hand gripping the back of your chair, the other settling on the edge of the desk beside you. His scentâan intoxicating mix of cedarwood and something darker, like smoke and the faintest trace of cologneâwashed over you, unsettling in its familiarity. The proximity was dizzying, his broad shoulders framing your view, his presence magnetic in a way you couldnât ignore. The way he loomed over you wasnât just intimidating; it was suffocating, every inch of closeness a silent dare.
âFor someone who claims to have me all figured out,â he murmured, his voice a low rasp that slid down your spine, âyouâre spending an awful lot of time looking at me. Writing about me.â His eyes flicked down briefly, catching on your notebook still clutched in your lap before dragging back up to yours.
Your grip on the notebook tightened, but you didnât flinch. âIâm doing my job,â you said, your voice steady despite the tremor threatening to creep into it. âIf that bothers you so much, maybe stop giving me so much material.â
Jeno let out a low, humorless laugh, the sound vibrating in the charged air between you. His gaze dropped to your lips for just a fraction of a second before snapping back up. âYou think youâre clever, donât you?â he said softly, leaning in closer, his breath brushing against your skin. Without touching you, he leaned in, the space between you evaporating as his hand slid along the desk, bracing firmly against its surface. The movement was deliberate, calculated, and as his arm inched closer to your shoulder, the proximity boxed you in completely. His breath ghosted over your skin, warm and faintly uneven, and the sheer weight of his presence felt like a challenge you werenât sure how to answer.
âAnd you think youâre intimidating,â you shot back, your voice sharp and unwavering, even as the air between you crackled with tension. Your heart was racing, a rapid, pounding rhythm that betrayed the calm exterior you wore, but you didnât shrink away. Instead, you tilted your chin higher, meeting his gaze with steady defiance. You leaned forward ever so slightly, your movement instinctive, a flicker of something unspoken drawing you closer.Â
Jenoâs reaction was immediate, though fleetingâa slight hitch in his breath, the faintest flicker of surprise breaking through the tension in his expression. His gaze dropped, sweeping over you as if recalibrating, before locking onto your eyes again, sharper now, darker. His jaw tightened, his grip on the desk shifting subtly, his knuckles brushing the edge as if grounding himself.
âYou really donât know when to stop,â he murmured, his voice dropping lower, the words almost a growl. Yet, for all the bite in his tone, there was something else lingering in the way his shoulders stiffened, the way his gaze swept over the angle of your jaw, your mouth. It wasnât intimidation he was trying to hold onto nowâit was control.
You leaned in slightly, your breath brushing against his jaw as you spoke, your voice calm but edged with challenge. âYou know, all youâre doing is proving my point,â you murmured, your words deliberate, carrying a weight that matched the tension between you. Your hand shifted subtly, resting against the arm of your chair, grazing the space where his fingers gripped the desk. The movement wasnât calculated, but the way his breath hitched, the flicker in his eyes as they dropped to the closeness, told you heâd felt it too. You tilted your head just enough to meet his gaze fully, daring him to say more.
Jenoâs eyes dropped to your lips, the movement subtle but unmissable. He didnât hide it, didnât even try, and the deliberate slowness of it sent a jolt through you. The air between you felt impossibly heavy, the heat of his body so close it brushed against your skin. Your hand shifted on the chairâs arm, the movement unthinking, but it brought your fingers close to his on the desk, grazing just barely. His breath hitched, the sound almost imperceptible, but it was there.
His gaze snapped back to yours, darker now, his pupils blown wide. âYou really think you have the upper hand here?â he asked, his voice low and biting, the edge of it sharp enough to draw blood.
You didnât blink, didnât flinch. Your lips curved just slightly, and you answered with a simple, defiant, âYes. Of course I do.â
There it wasâthe faintest stifle of a sound in his throat, one he couldnât quite swallow back. His tongue darted out, dragging across his lips in a way that seemed more reflex than intention, but his eyes were glued to yoursâor, no, to your lips. The intensity of his stare burned through the space between you, and it felt as though the air itself had thickened, holding the two of you in place.
The moment stretched unbearably long, charged with an energy that had nowhere to go. His hand pressed harder against the desk, veins tightening against his skin, while his shoulders shifted, leaning just enough closer to make you feel like he was about to sayâor doâsomething neither of you could take back.
âAm I interrupting?â Coach Suhâs voice cut through the tension like a knife, sharp and clear.
You didnât move. Neither did Jeno. Your eyes stayed locked, breaths shallow, the weight of Coach Suhâs question lingering somewhere outside the charged bubble neither of you dared to acknowledge. His lips were slightly parted, his breathing uneven, and despite every shred of composure you clung to, your gaze flicked thereâjust for a moment, just long enough to make the heat between you unbearable.
But you didnât stop. Your eyes traced the sharp line of his jaw, the faint flex of tension in his throat as he swallowed hard, the way his tongue ghosted over his lower lip like he couldnât help himself. Something unspoken crackled between you, thick and suffocating, and when your eyes snapped back to his, they were darker, hungrier, as if heâd caught you staring and wasnât letting it go.
Still, neither of you flinched, neither of you gave in, your breaths coming too shallow and too close, mingling in the small space between you. His hand, still braced on the desk beside you, tightened briefly, his knuckles brushing against the edge of your armrest. You leaned in just slightly, so slightly it wasnât deliberateâbut the effect was devastating.
His pupils dilated further, the sharp inhale he took barely audible, but the tension in his shoulders betrayed him. His gaze dragged down again, tracing the curve of your mouth, then slowly back up to your eyes, holding them with a force that sent a shiver skimming down your spine. The room might as well have disappeared.
Coach Suh cleared his throat again, louder, pointed, and still neither of you turned. The tension hung heavy for one more breath before Jeno shifted, leaning back slightly, though the heat of his presence didnât fully retreat. His fingers stayed braced against the desk, his eyes lingering on yours, daring you to break the moment first. You didnât.
âThatâs enough,â Coach Suh said sharply, his voice slicing through the tension like a blade. He leaned forward, placing a hand on the notes Jeno had carelessly tossed onto his desk, his eyes narrowing. âY/Nâs work isnât just about pointing out flaws, Jeno. Itâs about understanding how we can work as a team. Youâd do well to listen. Right now, your attitude is one of the biggest problems this team has. If youâre so determined to be involved, start by proving youâre part of the solution instead of the reason we need one.â
Jeno didnât respond immediately, his jaw tightening as his gaze flickered briefly to Coach Suh. But the tension in his shoulders didnât ease; if anything, it seemed to coil tighter. Slowly, his eyes slid back to you, and for a fleeting moment, it felt as though every breath in the room had been sucked away. He exhaled sharply, leaning back in his chair, his lips curling into a smirk that wasnât amusementâit was provocation, sharp and deliberate.
Coach Suhâs eyes moved between the two of you, his tone now laced with warning. âIf youâre both finished,â he said, his voice low but firm, âwe still have a meeting to conduct. I suggest we get back to it before this spirals into something that becomes out of control.â
You straightened in your seat, shifting your focus back to Coach Suh with as much composure as you could muster. But the energy in the room didnât dissipate. Jeno didnât leave, didnât even shift far from where he sat, his presence as heavy as a storm cloud on the horizon. His hand remained braced against the desk, his posture deceptively casual, though his gaze stayed locked on you for just a second too long before he finally leaned back further into his chair.
Even as you resumed explaining the next phase of your project, detailing your observations and plans with measured clarity, you could feel his eyes lingering on you, dark and calculating. It wasnât overânot by a long shot. Whatever reason he had for staying, it wasnât just to listen, and the weight of his unspoken motive hung between you like a challenge you couldnât yet name.
Coach Suh leaned back slightly, his arms folding across his chest as his gaze flicked between you and Jeno. âAlright, Y/N. For this project, I assume youâll need direct input from the team. Have you decided who youâd like to work with?â
You straightened in your chair, calm and collected, though the weight of Jenoâs stare was impossible to ignore. Your fingers brushed the edge of your notebook as you replied, your tone measured. âJaemin. Heâs reliable, and I think his dynamics will give me a well-rounded perspective.â
The creak of Jenoâs chair pulled your attention despite yourself. He leaned forward, his elbow braced against the desk, and his voice broke through with a forced casualness that was anything but. âThatâs it? No room for the captain?â
Your gaze didnât waver from Coach Suh, your expression neutral. âIâve already made my choice,â you said smoothly. âBut thank you for your interest.â
Jenoâs response was instant, his voice dipping lower as he said, âI wasnât asking.â The sharpness in his words made your shoulders tense. You turned to him, meeting his unyielding gaze head-on. His eyes locked on yours, dark and intent. âIf youâre going to be watching us, writing about us, youâll need the full picture. And last I checked, Iâm the one leading this team.â
âLast I checked,â you countered, your voice cooling with every syllable, âI choose who contributes to my project.â
Coach Suh cleared his throat, the sound cutting through the tension like a blade. His expression was neutral, but there was a finality to his tone. âJeno has a point. As team captain, his perspective could be valuable.â
You pressed your lips together, the frustration curling tight in your chest. âThatâs not necessary,â you replied, turning your attention back to the coach. âIâm more than capable of getting what I need without his⌠input.â
Jeno leaned back then, his smirk infuriatingly smug, like heâd already won something you didnât know was a competition. âGuess youâll have to deal with it anyway,â he said, his tone smooth, almost lazy, but with an undercurrent sharp enough to cut. âBecause Iâm joining.â
You didnât look at him right away, your fingers tightening briefly on the edge of the desk. When you did turn, the weight of his gaze slammed into you, dark and unyielding, daring you to challenge him. âYou donât get to decide that,â you said, your tone measured but edged, like the calm before a storm. âI donât need you. Iâve already decided.âÂ
His smirk deepened, the curve of his lips sharp, deliberate, as his eyes darkened with something unreadable. âAnd you think I care?â he said, his voice low, edging closer as he leaned forward. The weight of him pressed into the space between you, suffocating and electric. âYouâre picking apart my team, pulling us apart like weâre an experiment, and you thought you could leave me out of it?â
âThis isnât your project,â you shot back, turning to meet his gaze head-on, the heat between you immediate and suffocating. âItâs mine. And frankly, I donât need your temper or your control issues derailing it.â
His smirk vanished, replaced by something sharper, more dangerous. âControl issues?â he repeated, his voice almost a growl. âYouâre writing a whole damn thesis on me, and Iâm the one with control issues?â
You leaned back slightly, crossing your arms as you let out a sharp laugh. âYou have nothing to give me,â you said flatly. âI need something useful, not someone wasting my time.â
The shift was subtle but immediate. Jeno straightened slightly, his hand pressing against the desk, his fingers brushing dangerously close to yours. âYou donât think youâll get what you need from me?â he murmured, his voice dropping just enough to make your pulse skip. âOr are you just afraid youâll get more than you bargained for?â
Your stomach twisted, a flicker of heat rushing through you that you shoved aside. âIâm not afraid of you, Jeno,â you said coolly, meeting his gaze head-on. âBut Iâm not interested in indulging whatever game you think this is.â
âEnough,â Coach Suhâs voice cut through, sharp and commanding, slicing through the tension like a blade. Both of you turned to him, the weight of his authority undeniable. His gaze shifted from you to Jeno, lingering on the latter with a look that was more judgment than approval. âJeno, youâre joining this project.â
You opened your mouth to protest, but Coach Suh held up a hand, cutting you off with a firm gesture. âThis isnât negotiable,â he said, his tone steady but sharp. His gaze shifted to Jeno, his words deliberate and cutting. âYour behavior on the court has been affecting the team. I want to see you take accountability, and this project is an opportunity for you to reflect and improve.â
He cleared his throat, the sound slicing through the tension lingering between the three of you. âAnd let me make one thing clear, Jenoâif youâre not on board with this, I have no problem benching you for the next game. That includes the second half of the season if necessary.â The weight of his words hung heavily in the air, quieting the unease that had begun to stir in the small office.
âSure,â Jeno said, leaning back slightly, his tone casual and annoyingly smug. âWhatever you say, Coach. Iâm in.â
Jenoâs gaze flicked to you, his smirk widening as if he knew exactly how much his compliance had thrown you off. âGuess youâve got your player,â he added smoothly, his voice dripping with mock enthusiasm. âShould be fun.â
You blinked, struggling to process his reaction, the calm exterior you tried so hard to maintain now wavering. âThis is ridiculous,â you said finally, turning to Coach Suh, your voice tight with frustration. âHeâs just going to disrupt everything.â
âThatâs on you to manage,â Coach Suh replied, his tone measured but firm. âAnd Jenoâdonât think for a second this means you get to coast through this. Youâll contribute, or there will be consequences.â
âGladly,â Jeno said, his voice smooth and dripping with taunt. His eyes stayed fixed on you, sharp and unwavering, the satisfaction in his tone curling through the air like smoke. âI wouldnât want to disappoint.â
You clenched your jaw, swallowing the retort that burned on the edge of your tongue. Your fingers brushed over the edges of your notes, the motion brisk and deliberate as you redirected your focus to the desk in front of you. âGuess weâre going to be spending a lot of time together,â Jeno murmured, his words quiet, but laced with amusement that grated against your composure. His tone was low, meant only for you, and it crawled under your skin.
You didnât look at him again, forcing your eyes to remain locked on Coach Suh as he resumed speaking. But Jenoâs presence wasnât something you could simply ignoreâit lingered, pressing down on you with an unspoken challenge. It was a storm you could feel building, relentless and impossible to escape.
Jenoâs lips curled into a slow, smug smile, a rare, genuine satisfaction lighting up his features as Coach Suh confirmed heâd be your partner. It was subtle, almost imperceptible, but it lingeredâa quiet triumph glinting in his eyes. He leaned back in his chair, stretching an arm over the backrest like heâd already won something, and his gaze flickered to you. But you didnât notice, too busy jotting notes to catch the shift in his demeanor.
Internally, he was calculating, already deciding how heâd spin this situation to his advantage. You were observant, sureâannoyingly soâbut if he could steer your attention away from assessing him, focus it elsewhere, maybe even use your diligence to his benefit, he could get through this project unscathed. After all, it was just another game, and Jeno had always been good at playing the game.
Yet beneath that smugness, Jeno was fuming. Heâd never intended to actually participate in your project; his goal had simply been to annoy you and shift your focus. Now, he was stuck, and the idea of spending more time with youâdealing with your sharp tongue and infuriating composureâwas already grating on him. And still, there was something there, a flicker of something he refused to name, let alone acknowledge. A part of himâsmall but persistentâwas intrigued by you. You werenât like anyone else he knew. You didnât crumble under his presence or fawn over his charm like others did. Instead, you stood your ground, matching his fire with your own sharp edges, and somehow always managing to get the last word.
It was maddening, frustrating in a way he couldnât quite place, but it was also addictive. The way you carried yourself, the way you didnât fold under the weight of his reputation or his attempts to push your buttons, only made you more fascinating. It wasnât attractionânot exactlyâbut it was something close enough to unsettle him.
Jenoâs smile lingered, masking the whirlwind of conflicting thoughts beneath. He thought heâd won this round, that heâd managed to take control of the situation. But there was a nagging feeling at the back of his mind, one he stubbornly ignored. He didnât realize yet how wrong he was. This wasnât a game he was prepared to lose. And with you, losing might not even be the worst outcome. You were already a step ahead, even if he couldnât see it yet.

The hallway outside Coach Suhâs office was eerily quiet as you stepped out, the door clicking shut behind you. The air felt heavier somehow, the tension from the meeting lingering like a shadow pressing against your chest. Your pulse still raced, the leftover adrenaline making it hard to focus as you tried to replay the exchange in your head. Relief flickered at the edges, but it was overpowered by frustrationâthe way Coach Suhâs finality had left no room for argument, and the way the entire conversation had left you feeling unsteady. You rubbed at your temples, exhaling slowly, trying to regain some semblance of calm as you moved down the dimly lit hallway.
The faint hum of the overhead lights gave way to the distant sounds of the campus at night as you made your way toward the parking lot. Your steps felt heavier than usual, each one a reminder of the tangled emotions clawing at your chestâirritation at the unresolved tension, a reluctant satisfaction that the meeting was over, and a quiet unease at what lay ahead.
Near the line of cars, you spotted themâMark and Yangyangâwaiting just outside, leaning against a lamppost. Yangyang scrolled idly on his phone, his face illuminated by the blue light, while Mark stood with his arms crossed, his head lifting as he caught sight of you. The sight of them caught you off guard, and you hesitated, blinking in surprise.
âFinally,â Yangyang said, grinning as he slipped his phone into his pocket. Mark gave you a small nod, his expression neutral but his presence grounding.
âYou shouldnât have waited,â you said, adjusting the strap of your bag over your shoulder. Your tone came out softer than you intended, touched by the unexpected warmth of their gesture.
âItâs late, and you donât drive,â Yangyang replied with a shrug, as if the decision was obvious.
âOuch,â you muttered, your lips twitching into a faint smile. Yangyang chuckled, the sound light and teasing, and even Markâs lips curved slightly at your reaction.
Mark pushed off the lamppost, his arms uncrossing as he approached you. âYou okay? Howâd it go in there?â he asked, his voice low but warm.
His words hit you harder than expected, the genuine concern behind them making it difficult to mask the lingering tension in your chest. You paused, gripping the strap of your bag tightly before finally meeting his gaze. âIt wentâŚâ you started, but the words felt insufficient. You let out a breath, shaking your head slightly. âItâs fine. Just tense. You know how these things are.â
Markâs eyes narrowed slightly, his concern shifting into something more thoughtful. âYou sure? You seem⌠off.â
You hesitated, the weight of the meeting still pressing against your ribs. âIâm fine,â you said again, but your voice lacked conviction. The truth was, you werenât sure how you feltârelieved, frustrated, and somewhere in between. And from the way Markâs gaze lingered, you knew he wasnât convinced either.
âI know something that can cheer you up,â Mark said after a moment, his voice steady but quieter than Yangyangâs teasing tone. âThe groupâs at that food place near the river court. Figured weâd wait and head over together.â
Your stomach growled loudly, cutting through the moment and making Yangyang snicker. âSounds like someoneâs ready to eat.â
A soft laugh escaped you, the tension in your chest loosening slightly. âGuess I am,â you admitted, your lips curving into a genuine smile. Mark smiled back, and Yangyang gave a mock bow, gesturing for you to lead the way.
And then you felt itâthat shift, subtle but undeniable, like the air had thickened around you. Your steps faltered for a fraction of a second, the sound of Yangyangâs teasing fading into the background as your senses honed in on somethingâor someone.
And there he was.
Jeno stood beside his car, its sleek, dark frame glinting faintly under the glow of the streetlight, half shrouded in shadow. The contrast between his vehicle and Markâs couldnât have been starkerâMarkâs car, parked just a few feet away, was practical, unassuming, and a little rough around the edges, while Jenoâs looked every bit the luxury statement it was meant to be. His stance matched his carâs energy: effortless, confident, yet inherently confrontational. One arm rested on the carâs roof, his fingers tapping idly against the polished surface, while his other hand hung loosely by his side. The shadows played tricks across his face, obscuring parts of him but never dulling the sharp intensity in his gaze. He wasnât trying to hide his focus; his eyes followed you as you stepped closer, flicking to Mark just briefly before settling on you again, deliberate and unrelenting.
The space felt charged, and as the three of you approached, the unspoken weight of Jenoâs presence drew a tension so palpable it made Yangyang glance your way, his grin faltering slightly. âWhatâs his deal?â he muttered under his breath, his voice barely above a whisper but loud enough for you and Mark to hear.
Markâs posture stiffened beside you, his gaze narrowing as it locked on Jeno. The tension between them was immediate, the air thickening as Jeno shifted just slightly, his movements slow, calculated. His lips curled into the faintest smirk, the kind that barely reached his eyes but still managed to drip with something darker than amusement.
âSomething on your mind?â Mark finally asked, his voice low, steady, but carrying the weight of a challenge. He took a subtle step forward, his body angling slightly in front of yours as if anticipating what was coming.
Jeno let out a quiet laugh, pushing off the side of his car and taking a single step closer, his movements deliberate. âJust appreciating the view,â he said smoothly, his gaze sliding from Mark to you, lingering just long enough to make the statement feel personal. His tone was light, but the tension behind it was anything but.
The contrast between them was strikingâMarkâs controlled resolve against Jenoâs unsettling ease, his presence like a shadow that refused to be ignored. The difference in their cars felt like an extension of their unspoken rivalry, a visual reminder of the tension simmering between them now.
Jenoâs lips curved slightly, the faintest trace of a smirk that sent a shiver down your spine. The satisfaction in his expression was undeniable. Smug. That was the word. Smug, because heâd forced his way into your project. Smug, because youâd have to deal with him now, day after day, night after night. Smug, because he knew what you didn��t want to admitâthat proximity could be dangerous. And yet, there was something darker behind his satisfaction, something aimed squarely at Mark. For Jeno, this wasnât just about the project. It wasnât even about you, not entirely. It was about Mark.
Mark had taken something from him. Stolen it. His place on the team, the spotlight, and the validation that should have been Jenoâs. As far as Jeno was concerned, Mark hadnât paid the price for stepping into a life he had no business claiming. Their rivalry was born in moments like this, where the weight of their shared history loomed like a storm cloud. Two brothers who were never really brothers, whose lives had only become more entangled as time dragged them into each otherâs orbit. Jeno resented every inch of it, every loss that he blamed on Markâs presence. This project? It was leverage, another weapon in his arsenal, another way to prove that Mark didnât belong.
Mark had a hard time holding backâalways had, but especially when it came to Jeno. The tension between them was palpable the moment you stepped outside. You caught it in the subtle way Markâs body stiffened, his shoulders squaring as though bracing for a hit. Yangyang, who had been leaning casually against Markâs car, noticed the change immediately. âHere we goâŚâ he muttered under his breath, his tone laced with exasperation as he straightened, his easy demeanor fading in an instant.
âWhat are you doing here?â Markâs voice was calm but edged with steel as he stepped closer, subtly angling himself between you and Jeno. Protective, as always.
Jeno pushed off his car, his smirk widening into something razor-sharp. âJust making sure Y/N got out of her meeting alright,â he said, his tone drenched in mock concern. âDidnât realize she had an entourage.â
âShe doesnât need you to make sure of anything,â Mark shot back, his jaw tightening as his patience thinned.
Jenoâs eyes flicked toward you briefly, his smirk deepening before he turned back to Mark. âDoesnât seem like she needs you either,â he said, the words delivered with surgical precision, designed to hit where it hurt. His voice carried something darkerâpossessive, taunting, a deliberate dig.
Mark stepped forward, his voice dropping. âWhy donât you say what you really mean?â
Jeno didnât hesitate. His smirk sharpened into something cruel as he met Markâs glare head-on. âAlright,â he said, his voice smooth, low, and cutting. âYouâve been pretending like you belong here, acting like youâre on my level, but we both know the truth. You donât belong on this team. Youâve never belonged and Iâm not about to let you get in my way.â
Yangyang shifted uncomfortably, his hand brushing Markâs arm in a futile attempt to defuse the tension. âGuys, seriously, this isââ
âStay out of it,â Mark snapped, shrugging Yangyang off without breaking eye contact with Jeno. His voice was taut, sharp-edged, and his body moved instinctively closer to Jenoâs, drawn in by the confrontation. âYou donât get to decide that.â
Jenoâs head tilted, his smirk darkening as he met Markâs glare. âDonât I?â he said, his tone low, deliberate. âLetâs not pretend, Mark. Youâre just holding a spotâtaking up space thatâs not yours.â
Markâs jaw tightened as Jeno took another deliberate step closer, the air between them heavy with tension. âWhatâs your problem, Jeno? You canât stand not being the center of attention for five minutes?â His words were sharp, anger cutting through the controlled tone he tried to maintain.
Jeno tilted his head, his smirk turning colder, crueler. âCenter of attention?â he repeated mockingly, his voice smooth but layered with disdain. Then, without warning, his focus shifted, his gaze boring into Markâs with a sharper intent. âYou know, youâve never mattered to him.â His voice dropped lower, heavier, carrying a weight designed to hit its mark. âHeâs never spoken about you. Not once. Not even your name.â Jeno leaned in just enough to make Mark stiffen, the movement deliberate, calculated. âYou donât exist to him, Mark. And you never will.â
Markâs fists clenched at his sides, his knuckles whitening as he absorbed Jenoâs words. The tension in his jaw was visible now, his teeth gritting against the weight of what had just been said. His breath hitched, just for a second, before his eyes snapped back to Jenoâs, blazing with something that burned hotter than anger.
âYou donât get to talk about that,â Mark said, his voice low, strained, but steady. Each word came out like it was pulled through glass, sharp and deliberate. âYou think you know everything? You think this is some kind of game?â His body shifted forward, stepping into Jenoâs space, the distance between them evaporating. âYou can keep running your mouth, Jeno. Keep throwing shit around like itâs going to break me. But we both know the only reason youâre standing here is because you canât stand whatâs already broken in you.â
The tension crackled, heavy and suffocating, as Yangyang hovered nearby, his eyes darting nervously between the two of them. âAlright, alright,â he muttered, holding up his hands as if to defuse the situation. âCan we justââ
âMeet me at the river court,â Mark cut in, his voice slicing through Yangyangâs attempt at peace. The challenge in his tone was unmistakable, as was the fire in his eyes. âLetâs settle this.â
Jeno blinked, his expression blank for a split second before a slow, calculating smile spread across his face. He took another step forward, his presence looming as his gaze bore into Markâs. âYou sure about that?â he asked, his voice quieter now but loaded with implication.
âMore than youâll ever be,â Mark shot back, not flinching under the weight of Jenoâs stare.
Yangyang groaned audibly, running a hand down his face. âThis is a terrible idea,â he muttered, but neither of them paid him any attention.
You didnât step in. You should haveâyour better judgment whispered it, but something deeper, something darker, kept you rooted. They were two forces destined to collide, and for reasons you couldnât fully articulate, you let it happen. Let them tear into each other. Let the tension explode. It wasnât indecision; it was deliberate. Their words were knives, flung with precision, cutting through the air as you stayed silent. Perhaps it was frustration, a morbid curiosity, or the flicker of something more unsettlingâan unspoken desire to watch the chaos unravel, to see who would break first. Whatever it was, you didnât stop them. You simply watched, a quiet conductor letting the storm play its symphony.
Jenoâs smile lingered as he finally stepped back, his hands slipping into his pockets with an air of smug satisfaction. âDonât be late,â he said, his voice deceptively light, before turning on his heel and walking to his car. Even as he walked away, the weight of his presence clung to the air, heavy and suffocating, a shadow you couldnât quite shake.
The rumble of his engine broke the silence, low and menacing as his car pulled out of the lot. His taillights disappeared into the dark, but the tension he left behind didnât fade.
Mark was still. His shoulders, rigid moments ago, slackened slightly, but his silence spoke louder than any words could. You watched him from the corner of your eye, waiting for him to move, to speak, but he didnâtânot at first.
Finally, he turned to you, his expression steady but his eyes searching, holding a weight you hadnât seen before. âDo you think this is a good idea?â he asked quietly, his voice low and deliberate. âShould I even go through with this?â
You met his gaze, the answer forming before you even had to think about it. âDestroy him,â you said simply, your voice unwavering.
Mark didnât hesitate. He nodded once, his jaw tightening as if the words solidified something in him.
Yangyang groaned, dragging a hand down his face as he stepped back, frustration evident in the sharp exhale that followed. He muttered something incomprehensible under his breath, shaking his head as though resigning himself to the inevitable. Without another word, he fell in line behind you and Mark, his footsteps slower but steady, trailing as the three of you made your way to the car.






The river court buzzed with energy as you arrived, the kind of energy that prickled against your skin and made the air heavier, like it was bracing for what was to come. The sky hung low in a muted purple, dusk casting a hazy glow over the cracked pavement. The court was worn but alive, its faded lines and chipped concrete bearing witness to years of games that were more than gamesârivalries fought and friendships forged under the open sky. Just beyond the court, the river flowed steadily, its rushing sound threading through the air like a heartbeat, a constant reminder that time moved forward, even when everything here felt suspended. The streetlights flickered reluctantly to life, their uneven glow spilling across the edges of the court and stretching the shadows of the gathering crowd into long, distorted shapes.
The court wasnât just a place. For you, it held a kind of familiarity that was hard to explain but impossible to ignore. Youâd been here beforeâcountless times. Not as a player, but as a spectator, a supporter, someone who had seen it in every light and weather. Late summer evenings, where the sun dipped low, casting orange streaks across the riverâs surface, and the games ran long into the night. Damp mornings, when the court was slick from rain but still drew in the faithful who didnât care about getting their shoes wet. You remembered the laughter that echoed here, the sound of sneakers skidding on concrete, and the rare moments of silence, when the outcome of a game hung in the balance, everyone holding their breath.
It wasnât just a court; it was its own world, separate from the polished gyms and structured arenas. It was raw, gritty, and completely unforgivingâa place where there were no refs, no rules, only pride and skill. For you, it was also a place of memories, fleeting but vivid. The times you stood on the sidelines with your friends, sharing snacks and commentary, your voices carrying over the court. The way the river glimmered in the background, a backdrop to so many moments that felt small then but monumental now.Â
It was where you learned to read peopleâthe way their body language shifted, how tension seeped into a game before the first shot was even made. Watching those games, youâd started piecing together what made people tick: the subtle shifts of insecurity masked as arrogance, the way rivalries simmered beneath seemingly friendly smiles. You didnât know it then, but those countless hours spent as a quiet observer shaped how you moved through the world nowâcalculating, precise, always looking for the things unsaid. The river court wasnât just familiar ground; it was where your instincts sharpened, where you learned that every move, every glance, carried weight. And tonight, as you stood on that same cracked pavement, it felt like the court was daring you to see it all again.
Tonight, it didnât feel like the same court, though. The tension in the air was almost physical, clinging to your skin like the humidity of an oncoming storm. It wasnât just a game tonight. The stakes, the crowd, the undercurrent of emotionâit felt like the river court itself had absorbed all of it, as if the cracked pavement carried the weight of what was about to unfold. This wasnât just about basketball; it was about something deeper, darker, more personal. You could feel it in the way the crowd shifted, their voices louder but more uncertain, and in the way the court seemed to hum, as if it, too, was waiting for the storm to break.
Mark pulled up first, his carâs headlights cutting through the fading twilight. He stepped out with a quiet sort of confidence, his movements deliberate, his face composed but taut. He didnât need theatrics to announce himself; his presence alone spoke volumes. Your friends had left their food and the warmth of their plans to be here, standing with Mark. They didnât agree with this conflictâmost of them thought he shouldâve walked awayâbut their loyalty was steadfast. That was the thing about Markâs side: smaller, quieter, but unwaveringly close-knit. Their warmth was palpable, a sharp contrast to the restless crowd gathering for Jeno.
And then came Jeno.
He pulled up late, as expected, his sleek, polished car skidding to a halt and kicking up gravel. The gleaming vehicle, pristine and out of place, clashed against the gritty, weathered backdrop of the river court. He moved with an aggression that mirrored the tension building for days, slamming the car door shut as his group of friendsâJaemin, San, Wooyoungâspilled out behind him. They carried themselves with the same air of superiority, the confidence of boys who thought the world was their playground. But it wasnât them who caught your eye. It was Jenoâs girlfriend, Areum.
Areum followed behind, her expression tight, her posture stiff, moving with the kind of tension that couldnât be disguised under the polished image she and Jeno projected. This is what they are. Jeno and Areum arenât just well-knownâtheyâre desired. Theyâre the kind of couple people talk about, whispering behind their backs, dissecting their every move. People want to be them or be with them. Youâve seen itâthe way eyes linger on them too long, filled with envy and something darker. Itâs intoxicating, the kind of attention that uplifts, seduces, makes them untouchable in the eyes of everyone watching. But it doesnât fool you. They canât fool you.
Areum didnât cling to Jeno, didnât move with the ease of someone who felt at home in his orbit. Their relationship was strangeâpolished on the outside, like a perfect photograph, but hollow where it mattered. They didnât touch, didnât exchange glances, and the space between them spoke volumes. Youâd noticed it before, the way Areum often felt more like an accessory to Jeno than an equal. Tonight, though, the cracks in their facade felt deeper, the distance between them more glaring, like even the weight of this night couldnât pull them closer.
You glanced around. Karina was here too, along with a mix of people who didnât belongâgirls batting their lashes at Jeno, boys who barely knew the river court but wanted to bask in the chaos. And then there were the eyes. You felt them, sharp and lingering, their gazes flitting between you, Mark, Jeno, and Areum. They wanted to see you all fall apart, to dissect the tension.
The stark differences between the two sides were impossible to miss. Jenoâs supporters were bigger in number, louder, their voices already filling the space with jeers and taunts. Most of them werenât even familiar faces, people who had never stepped foot on the river court before. They were just here for the spectacle, drawn in by the promise of drama. Even some of the Seoul Ravens were hereâguys who wouldnât normally be caught dead on this cracked pavement. The river court wasnât theirs. It wasnât shaped by them, and they werenât shaped by it.Â
Markâs side was smaller, quieter, but there was a warmth to it, a solidarity that made you feel grounded despite the tension swirling around. Jeno thrived in moments like these, you knew. He lived for the attention, the validation of the crowd. Mark, on the other hand, didnât need it. He wasnât here for the spectacle; he was here for himself, for something more meaningful.
The air at the river court was electric, anticipation buzzing through the crowd like static. You stood by the sidelines, arms crossed, watching as Donghyuck stepped forward with a mix of confidence and unease. His eyes flicked to the unfamiliar faces lining the court, a far cry from the usual crowd. The tension in his posture betrayed him, but when he spoke, his voice was smooth, lighthearted, masking the unease.
âWelcome to the river court showdown!â Donghyuckâs voice carried a steady confidence, though the way his gaze darted between Mark and Jeno betrayed his unease. âTonight, weâve got a clash of brothersâMark Lee, the underdog with everything to gain, and Lee Jeno, the Seoul Ravensâ star point guard, the player whoâs built his reputation on moments like this. The stakes? As high as theyâve ever been.â
The crowd buzzed with anticipation as Mark grabbed the ball, his movements smooth and composed. He turned it between his fingers, his gaze calm and focused, a quiet intensity radiating from him. Without breaking his focus, he passed the ball to Jeno, the exchange seamless but loaded with tension. Jeno caught it and slammed it into the pavement, the sound slicing through the murmurs like a challenge. His stance was coiled, every movement sharp, deliberate, and charged with aggression. Where Markâs focus was inward, controlled, Jenoâs energy spilled over, his eyes scanning the crowd with a smirk, feeding off their attention like fuel. They were night and dayâone steady and resolute, the other bristling with raw, unrelenting force.
Donghyuck continued, his voice steadying as he found his rhythm. âOn one side, weâve got Jenoâfast, sharp, a force to be reckoned with. On the other, Markâfocused, precise, with everything to lose.â
You glanced at your friends. Their support for Mark was unshakable, but the nervous energy was palpable. Yangyang shifted on his feet, biting his lip, while Hyeju whispered something to Shotaro, her expression tense. Chenle, standing just behind them, crossed his arms and let out a low whistle, a habit he had when trying to steady himself. You, however, felt none of it. Doubt had no place hereânot when it came to Mark. The quiet determination in his eyes didnât need to be loud or flashy to make its point. Youâd seen it before, how he moved in this space like it was built for him, how his focus cut through everything else. This wasnât just a gameâit was Mark in his purest form, and there was no scenario in your mind where he didnât own it.
Mark dribbled the ball to center court, his movements fluid, every step deliberate, the rhythm of the ball hitting the pavement steady and composed. Jeno shadowed him, his stance wide, his body coiled with tension and energy that seemed ready to snap. The whistle cut through the air, sharp and commanding, and Donghyuckâs voice followed, light but laced with gravity. âAnd here we goâMark Lee, steady as ever, playing like the courtâs an extension of him. Lee Jeno, the Ravensâ star, all fire and precision, ready to remind everyone why heâs the name they chant. This oneâs going to get heated, folks.â
The match was unrelenting, a clash of tension that seemed to ripple through the court itself. Jeno was all motion, fast and volatile, his movements a blur of power and precision. Every dribble was sharp, every step purposeful, and his trash talk was a weapon, thrown out with the confidence of someone whoâd never needed to doubt his place. âYou donât belong here, Mark. This isnât your world.â His voice cut through the crowd, loud enough to leave no question of its target.
Mark didnât flinch. He didnât even blink. His silence wasnât passive; it was deliberate, like he was saving his energy for something that actually mattered. But when Jeno closed in, his taunts like sparks looking for fuel, Mark finally answered. âIf itâs not my world,â he said, his voice low but clear, âwhat are you doing here?â The words werenât meant for the crowd; they were for Jeno, deliberate and heavy, slicing through the air with quiet authority. It wasnât a question. It was an indictment.
You didnât just watch the gameâyou studied it. Mark moved with a precision that wasnât flashy, but it made you proud, a quiet reminder of why youâd always believed in him. His shots didnât just land; they cut through the tension, crisp and clean, like a scalpel finding its mark. Jeno, on the other hand, burned too hot, his aggression almost feral, every step brimming with intensity that verged on desperation. But Markâs game wasnât reactionary. He wasnât here to prove Jeno wrong; he was here to prove something to himself. And watching it unfold, you couldnât help but feel the weight of what this moment meantânot just for them, but for the quiet battle of identities this court had come to represent.
Donghyuckâs voice carried over the court. âMark with the shotânothing but net!â His tone was lively, carrying the energy of the crowd but none of the surprise. Unlike the murmurs rippling through Jenoâs side, Donghyuck didnât sound shockedâwhy would he be? This was Mark, and anyone who truly knew him understood this wasnât luck. It was skill, honed and steady, the kind of precision Donghyuck had seen countless times before.
Jenoâs frustration was impossible to miss. His movements grew sharper, more frantic, his dribbles louder, as though he could force the game back into his control. His shots, once fluid and automatic, began to falter, each miss tightening the tension in the air. But Mark didnât rise to the bait. He didnât look at Jeno, didnât acknowledge the taunts or the growing desperation. This wasnât about outplaying Jenoâit was about playing his own game, proving to himself that he could stand tall here, on his court.
You saw it all happen in what felt like slow motionâthe perfect arc of Jenoâs shot, the way the ball seemed destined to slice through the net and shift the momentum in his favor. But then there was Mark, moving with a speed and precision that made it seem as though heâd read Jenoâs mind. He leapt, arm outstretched, and the slap of his hand against the ball reverberated through the court like a firecracker, louder and sharper than any cheer. The ball flew out of bounds, scattering the tension like shrapnel, and the crowd erupted.
Donghyuckâs voice cut through the chaos, his tone brimming with excitement. âJeno shoots⌠and misses!â He paused, his disbelief almost theatrical as he added, âHoly crap, did you see that? Someday men will write stories about that block, children will be named after that block, and Argentinian women will weep for it!â
This wasnât like any game youâd ever watched before. It wasnât just basketballâit was something raw and alive, every second steeped in stakes that went beyond points on a scoreboard. And yet, as the cheers echoed and your chest tightened with pride, you couldnât help but feel like this moment belonged to Mark. His focus, his determination, his refusal to bend to the pressureâit wasnât just impressive, it was something more. You didnât just feel proudâyou felt certain. Certain that this court, this game, this moment, was his.
âMark with the rebound. Heâs fast. Heâs focused.â Donghyuckâs voice cut through the tension, sharp and clear, as Markâs movements were steady, deliberate, and unrelenting as he drove toward the hoop. Jeno was on him, aggressive and desperate, but Mark didnât falter. Each dribble was purposeful, each step a quiet display of control that left no room for doubt. The court seemed to shrink around them, every sound fading except for the rhythmic echo of the ball hitting the pavement. When Mark reached the edge of the key, he paused just long enough to find his opening. Then, with a quick shift, the ball left his hands in a clean arc that felt inevitable, as though the basket had already accepted it.
The sound of the ball snapping through the net was sharp, definitive, and the crowd erupted a moment later, the realization crashing over them. âAnd thatâs it! Mark Lee wins!â Donghyuckâs voice rang out, full of triumph, his words slicing through the noise like a declaration.
The celebration that followed was instant and chaotic. Markâs friends surged onto the court, their shouts of excitement filling the air. Yangyang nearly tackled him, laughter spilling out as Nahyun and Shotaro cheered wildly from the sidelines. Chenle was the loudest of them all, his voice carrying over the chaos as he jumped up and down, grinning like heâd won the game himself. You stayed back, the chaos of the celebration folding into the background as your focus sharpened on Markânot the noise, not the others, but him.Â
His posture shifted, shoulders easing with relief rather than triumph, the subtle curve of his mouth acknowledging the moment without boasting. Every movement was deliberate, as though the victory wasnât for anyone but himself. When his gaze swept over the crowd, it lingered briefly, grounding him, marking the moment as his ownânot for dominance, but as someone reclaiming what had been taken. This wasnât just a win over Jeno; it was a quiet, resolute statement that he belonged here. You saw it in the way he carried himselfâa transformation so understated most wouldnât notice, but you did.
You lingered at the edge of the chaos, an observer rather than a participant, fingers brushing the pen in your pocket as you replayed the details in your mind. The celebration faded into irrelevanceânoise and emotion held no value compared to the mechanics of what unfolded before you. From a distance, you watched Mark, dissecting the subtle shifts in his posture, the small, deliberate adjustments that spoke volumes. His shoulders easedânot in triumph, but in something quieter, more personal, like relief settling into his frame. The faint curve of his mouth wasnât a smile; it was a fleeting acknowledgment meant for no one but himself. His gaze swept the crowd, steady and deliberate, cataloging rather than basking, grounding him in something inward. You made mental notes, knowing they would translate later into the project youâd dedicated yourself toâthe study of body language under pressure, the unspoken truths told through movement. Each step he took, controlled and methodical, fit into your need to understand, to deconstruct moments like this. You werenât pulled by the celebration but by the precision of it all, the quiet reclamation in his stance, every shift etched in your mind with the meticulousness you pride yourself on.
But there was something elseâsomething you hadnât expected. Mark was the center now. The shift was sudden, almost jarring, as if the court itself had realigned its axis around him. Those on Jenoâs sideâthe people who moments ago were silent in defeatâfound themselves glancing at Mark, as though he had somehow claimed not just the game but the space itself. He was the orbit, drawing everyone into his pull with a quiet, understated power that felt impossible to resist. You caught Areumâs gaze lingering on him, her expression unreadable, like she was seeing him in a new light. Karina and the other cheerleaders stood off to the side, biting their lips and batting their lashes, their attention clearly fixated on Mark in a way that was hard to ignore. It was subtle but palpable, a whiplash moment where you realized the court wasnât just his stage anymore; it was his world.
Your friendsâ voices called out your name, cutting through the still noise in your head, but you didnât turn. You stayed where you were, still and unmoving, rooted at the edge of the celebration. The chaos behind you rolled onâcheers, laughter, movementâbut it didnât pull you in. You werenât drawn to the noise or the excitement. Instead, your focus lingered on the quieter details, the things others wouldnât notice. The court felt different now, smaller somehow, as if the space itself carried the weight of what had just happened. It wasnât that you didnât careâit was that you cared differently, drawn to the stillness and the meaning left behind after the noise had passed.
But then, something shifted. At first, you barely noticed it, just a flicker on the edge of your awarenessâa break in the background noise youâd trained yourself to filter out. You stayed rooted, clinging to the stillness youâd worked so hard to maintain, your focus steady on the court and the aftermath it carried. Yet, an unfamiliar tension crept in, threading its way into your calm. It wasnât immediate, wasnât sudden, but like a weight pressing slowly against the edges of your mind, demanding attention you didnât want to give.
Your senses betrayed you first. A pulse of awareness tugged at your periphery, pulling your focus away from the grounded silence you depended on. You resisted, tried to bury it under the usual steady rhythm of observation, but it was thereâpersistent, undeniable. Your gaze wavered, almost imperceptibly, before landing on him. Jeno. He was still, rigid, his frame holding a tension that rippled outward like an unseen force. He stood apart, fists tight at his sides, his jaw locked so firmly you could feel the strain even from here.
You told yourself to file it away, to make it part of the project. The mechanics of his stance, the stillness of his formâdetails to catalog, nothing more. But even as you tried to frame it that way, your thoughts began to fracture. Your gaze lingered too long, no longer following patterns or posture but drawn by something deeper, something that wasnât supposed to matter. For all his confidence, all the ease with which he usually commanded attention, it was goneâreplaced by something raw, something exposed.
You tried to force your thoughts back into order, to rebuild the detachment that had always come so naturally to you. But with every passing moment, the calm you clung to unraveled further. Your eyes betrayed you completely now, tracking the way he stood as though tethered to the court, refusing to move. It wasnât anger, not entirely. It was something heavier, something that held you in place just as much as it held him.
No oneânot your friends, not anyoneâhad ever drawn your attention away from the steady rhythm of your thoughts, the meticulous focus that always kept you grounded and apart. But Jeno did. His presence reached into that protected space and shattered it, scattering your carefully constructed thoughts until they spiraled in ways you couldnât control. He hadnât even looked at you directly, but he didnât need to. The weight of him was enoughâsuffocating, consuming, like an unspoken command pressing into the air between you.
You should have stayed rooted in Markâs win, let Jenoâs loss be a quiet, satisfying afterthought. But the way he stood, so still yet so loud in his silence, wouldnât let you. His figure was unyielding, locked in place as though the loss itself hadnât finished with him. He didnât turn to his friends, didnât shrug it off, didnât hide the cracks the way he always had before. He just stood there, unshaken by the noise around him, yet radiating something that made it impossible for you to look away. He wasnât just in the momentâhe was the moment, consuming it, distorting it, and pulling you further from yourself with every second that passed.
You didnât understand why you couldnât look away, why the weight of Jenoâs stillness seemed to press against you like gravity. Was it empathy? The thought felt foreign, almost laughableâyou werenât the kind to feel for someone like him, someone who wore his arrogance like armor. Maybe it was curiosity, a morbid fascination with the cracks in his composure, the way someone so sure of himself could falter so completely. But even that didnât sit right, because it wasnât just curiosityâit was something heavier, something that twisted uncomfortably in your chest.Â
Around him, the court began to empty, the crowd thinning as people drifted toward their cars, their voices hushed, their energy subdued. A few lingered at the edges, stealing glances at Jeno but saying nothing, and even his teammates hung back, hesitant, like they didnât know whether to approach or leave him alone. And he was alone, his presence towering and isolating all at once, his fists tight at his sides, his shoulders tense as if bracing against the silence. It unsettled you, the way the moment seemed to cling to him, and no matter how hard you tried to dissect your reaction, to rationalize why you cared, you came up empty.

The diner hummed with life, its retro charm illuminated by the glow of neon signs that flickered in soft pinks and blues, casting a nostalgic haze over the checkered floors. A jukebox in the corner cycled through crackling tunes from decades past, its rhythm barely audible beneath the chatter and clatter of plates. The air was thick with the scent of sizzling burgers, greasy fries, and milkshakes topped with whipped cream, sweet and heavy like the moment itself.
You slid into a vinyl booth near the back, its cushions worn but inviting, sticking faintly to your skin as you settled in, Yangyang pressed against your side with a closeness that felt familiar. Across from you, Mark claimed his seat, his phone buzzing incessantly on the table, its screen lighting up with every notification. Donghyuck elbowed Chenle for room, while Shotaro balanced precariously on the edge, and Nahyun draped an arm along the backrest as if she owned it. Laughter bubbled up around you, filling the air with a warmth that contrasted sharply with the adrenaline still humming in your veins. The energy was contagious, amplified by the clink of milkshake glasses and the shuffle of servers weaving between tables, balancing trays piled high with burgers and fries.
Markâs phone buzzed again, the sound cutting briefly through the conversation, but no one seemed to mind. The win had done its jobâlifting everyoneâs spirits, filling the booth with a kind of camaraderie that felt earned. The river court mightâve been left behind, but its electricity lingered, settling into the diner like it belonged.
âAlright, whoâs ordering the milkshakes?â Donghyuck asked, flipping through the laminated menu with exaggerated focus, even though he clearly had it memorized. He tapped the plastic cover dramatically. âIâm thinking vanilla, but if anyone dips their fries in it, weâre fighting.â
âBold of you to assume your milkshake wonât get stolen first,â Chenle shot back, his grin wide as he leaned over and snatched the menu from Donghyuckâs hands.
âYouâre all wrong,â Yangyang chimed in, throwing an arm casually around your shoulders like heâd been crowned the authority on diner orders. âStrawberry milkshakes are undefeated. Right?â He glanced at you, his brows raised expectantly.
You shrugged, biting back a smile. âDepends on whoâs paying. I feel like getting chocolate tonight.â
Nahyun leaned back, her nails clicking against her phone case as she slid it into her pocket. âOrder whatever you want,â she said lightly, her tone breezy but definitive. âItâs on me. Consider it my treat for Markâs win.â
Mark glanced up briefly, his lips twitching into a polite, tight-lipped smile. âThanks, Nahyun,â he said, his voice soft. Her eyes lingered on him just a second longer than necessary, her expression unreadable before she turned away.
âYouâre so sweet,â Shotaro teased, resting his chin on his hand as he looked at Nahyun with adoration. âOur girlâs out here spoiling us.â
Nahyun grinned, rolling her eyes as though she wasnât the least bit flustered. âYouâre all broke, and someone has to keep us fed.â
Yangyang shot you a quick, knowing glance, his lips quirking up in silent acknowledgement. Nahyun was loaded, after allâher father was a well-established businessman with a name that carried weight in every room it entered. She didnât like to boast about it, though, always downplaying the resources that made moments like this seem effortless for her.
âMark deserves it,â Nahyun added, her voice gentler now as she leaned forward slightly, her gaze briefly flicking to him. âThe win, the attentionâyouâve worked hard for this.â
Markâs smile softened, though his focus seemed to drift as his phone buzzed again on the table. âThanks,â he murmured, but it was clear his mind was elsewhere.
âMarkâs big now,â Donghyuck teased, leaning over to nudge his shoulder, his tone exaggeratedly playful. âThe river court king. Bet half the campus is sliding into your DMs.â
Mark laughed, locking his phone with a shrug. âItâs not that serious,â he said, though the flicker of pride in his expression betrayed him.
âNot serious? Youâve been glued to that thing all night,â Yangyang quipped, tossing a fry in his direction. âWhoâs got you so distracted? Donât tell me itâs Areum.â
At the mention of her name, something shiftedânot in Mark, but in you. His response was easy, casual, the kind of thing anyone else would accept without a second thought. âItâs nothing. Just some texts,â he said, and his voice carried the same calm steadiness it always had. But you knew him too well, knew the weight of his pauses, the way his focus drifted even when he tried to stay present. It wasnât anything obvious, not a conscious change, but you felt it anyway, a quiet pull that instinctively made you hesitate.
The laughter and teasing at the table felt distant, like you were watching it play out from a step behind. Youâd known Mark for so long, understood his rhythms in a way no one else did, and this was different. Subtle, but there. The slight shift in how he carried himself, how he let the group orbit around him, how his attention flickered in and out. It wasnât that he was pulling away deliberatelyâit was more like a current you couldnât see but could feel, pulling him toward something else, leaving you tethered in a place that no longer felt the same. It wasnât loud or dramatic, but it was there, a quiet pull you couldnât ignore.
Still, the energy around the booth buzzed on, as chaotic and lighthearted as ever, pulling you back into the present. Chenle, predictably, had stolen Yangyangâs burger, holding it just out of reach while Yangyang swatted at him. âYouâre insufferable,â Yangyang grumbled, leaning across the table with exaggerated annoyance, his arms flailing dramatically as the group erupted into laughter.
Donghyuck, leaning back against the booth with a smirk, shook his head. âItâs like watching two toddlers fight over a toy. Pathetic.â
Shotaro laughed, breaking a fry in half before tossing one piece at Chenle. âJust share the burger, man. Yangyangâs probably starving.â
âStarving for attention,â Chenle shot back, grinning as he finally handed the burger back.
Nahyun, ever the composed one, glanced up from her milkshake. âYou boys are exhausting. Remind me why I hang out with you again?â
âBecause you love us,â Donghyuck quipped, winking at her. âAnd you pay for our food.â
Mark chuckled quietly, the sound soft but warm as he leaned back in his seat. Finally, he had set his phone down and cleared his throat. âI keep getting messages about Jenoâs party,â he said casually, his tone light but purposeful. âI think we should go.âÂ
The table fell quiet, all eyes turning to him. Donghyuck raised an eyebrow. âReally? You want to party with Jeno after what just happened?â
Mark shrugged again, leaning back in his seat with a casual air that didnât quite match the flicker of something unsure in his eyes. âWhy not? We deserve to celebrate, and he throws good parties. Plus, whatâs he gonna do to me? To us?â
Donghyuck snorted. âI can think of a few things. None of them are great.â
Shotaro frowned slightly, clearly uneasy. âIt feels weird, though. After the game and everything⌠would he even want us there?â
Mark leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. âDoes it matter? Heâs not going to do anything. Itâs just a party. And honestly? Iâm not gonna let him think he can intimidate us. We deserve to have a good time.â
Yangyang hesitated but finally nodded, tossing a fry into his mouth. âIf Mark says itâs fine, itâs fine. Whoâs going to argue with him after that win?â
The group began to come around, one by one, as Markâs quiet confidence settled over the table. Even Nahyun, who had initially looked skeptical, sighed and leaned back. âFine. But if it turns into a disaster, Iâm holding you personally responsible.â
Mark laughed softly, his gaze finally landing on you. âWhat about you?â
You frowned slightly, your reluctance clear in the way your fingers tapped lightly against the table. âDo I have to?â
âFor me,â Mark said simply, his tone softer now, almost persuasive in its simplicity.
You hesitated, the weight of the moment pressing against your chest. You didnât want to go. The idea of stepping into Jenoâs world felt wrong, like crossing a line you werenât ready for. But Markâs gaze held steady, and you knew the answer before you spoke. âFine,â you muttered finally. âFor you.â
The groupâs mood lifted again, the earlier tension dissolving into laughter and teasing as plans were tossed around for what to wear and who would show up. But the unease lingered at the edges of your mind, quiet but insistent. Markâs growing confidence, his ease with stepping into Jenoâs orbit, felt like the start of something you couldnât quite name yetâand you werenât sure if you wanted to.

The upscale apartment towered over the skyline, a shimmering pillar of glass and metal that exuded wealth and exclusivity. Even from the sidewalk, it drew stares from passersby, the kind of building that made you stop and wonder who could possibly afford to live there. As you and your friends approached the entrance, the conversation faltered, each of you glancing upward, wide-eyed and momentarily silenced by the sheer grandeur of it.
Inside, the lobby was sleek and cavernous, the kind of space designed to intimidate. Marble floors stretched out in gleaming, uninterrupted perfection, reflecting the soft golden light of chandeliers that hung like modern sculptures. Every detail was curatedâthe smooth black leather chairs arranged in precise symmetry, the abstract artwork that lined the walls, the faint scent of something expensive and floral lingering in the air. You hadnât been here before, but the weight of it pressed against your chest. This wasnât just an apartment; it was a symbol, a statement of status that felt like it had nothing to do with the lives most people lived.
Yangyang let out a low whistle, his gaze sweeping the space. âThis is where he lives? Seriously?â
Donghyuck snorted, his hands shoved deep into his pockets. âOf course it is. Itâs Jeno. Did you think he was going to live in a regular dorm like the rest of us?â
Chenle raised a brow, his voice light but tinged with disbelief. âThis isnât even a homeâitâs a fortress.â
You stole a glance at Mark, catching the faintest flicker of something in his expression as he took it all in. His posture was steady, but his jaw tightened, and his eyes narrowed slightly as he surveyed the lobby. Indifference. Thatâs what it looked like on the surface, but you knew him too well to miss the weight behind it. He didnât say anything, but you could feel the dissonance in him. This world, Jenoâs world, was so far removed from his ownâa world where appearances and wealth dictated everything.
The elevator ride was silent, the mirrored walls reflecting back the tension none of you dared to name. Each passing floor only heightened the unease, and though Mark kept his head high, his hands curled into loose fists at his sides. You wondered if he was thinking about the river court, the place heâd claimed as his own, the place he fought to hold onto. The implications were starkâJenoâs life was one of privilege, his apartment a stark testament to a kind of luxury Mark had never known.
And yet, Mark didnât falter. When the elevator doors slid open, revealing a hallway bathed in soft lighting and lined with minimalist decor, he stepped out first, his movements steady. You saw it then, the subtle shift in his shoulders, the way he squared them just slightly, like he was ready to walk into another game. âLetâs go,â he said, his voice low and calm, though his gaze lingered for a fraction too long on the massive double doors ahead of you, the sound of distant bass thumping behind them.
The party hit you before you even stepped through the door, the bass vibrating through the walls in relentless, bone-deep pulses. As the door swung open, the scent hit youâa dizzying mix of expensive cologne, spilled liquor, and something rawer beneath it: smoke, sweat, and the faint bite of something illicit. It was overwhelming, like walking into a storm of excess, where every sensation was heightened, every edge sharpened.
The apartment itself was striking, luxurious in a way that felt almost clinical. From the outside, it had been a fortress of wealth, gleaming and untouchable, but inside, the chaos unraveled its perfection. The once-pristine marble floors were sticky with spilled drinks; velvet cushions were tossed haphazardly onto the ground, stained and trampled underfoot. Sleek black leather couches, carefully arranged for mingling, had been overtakenâstrangers lounging, laughing, or passing joints back and forth like they owned the space. A glass-top coffee table bore the brunt of the mess: red solo cups, half-eaten snacks, and the unmistakable burn marks from ash that hadnât quite made it into the tray. The air reeked faintly of weed, the scent clashing with the sharper tang of alcohol soaked into the upholstery.
Everywhere you looked, the apartment bore Jenoâs markâmodern, sleek, and deliberately impressive. The walls were lined with trophies, sports medals, and action shots of him mid-game, frozen in moments of triumph. Framed magazine covers featuring Jeno in his prime hung near the mounted TV that dominated the living room, but their significance was buried under the noise of the party. A tall bookshelf near the corner displayed a mix of Jaeminâs art books and a few carefully placed plantsâsmall signs of someone quieter, someone who didnât thrive in this chaos. Jaeminâs reading chair, tucked beneath a tasteful lamp, was the only corner of the room untouched by the storm, its presence almost laughably out of place amidst the mess.
The open space was designed for gatheringsâcouches arranged for conversation, edgy bar stools in brushed steel pulled up to a sleek black granite counterâbut the party had warped it. Furniture had been shoved aside to accommodate the crowd, and the careful curation of Jenoâs life was slowly being erased by the sheer weight of it all. A framed photo of one of Jenoâs biggest wins lay shattered on the floor, symbolic of how his true selfâthe ambitious athlete, the rising starâwas being buried beneath the excess he hosted.
âJenoâs parties are insane, he has a reputation.â Donghyuck muttered, leaning in close enough for you to catch the hint of tequila on his breath. His gaze swept the room with a mixture of amusement and disbelief. âRemember that one time someone ended up naked in the pool? Fully dressed when they got here. Ended up naked. In December.â
Chenle, already nursing his second drink, let out a sharp laugh. âThat was Jenoâs fault. Pretty sure he dared them.â
âNot Jeno,â Shotaro said, swaying slightly as he leaned against the counter, eyes glassy from the buzz. âIt had to be Jaemin. Heâs the quiet troublemaker. You know, the ones you donât see coming.â
Yangyang leaned casually against you, his elbow brushing yours as he scoffed. âJaemin? That guy doesnât dare anyone to do anything. Heâs probably off somewhere reading. If it was anyone, it had to be Jeno. Youâve seen himâhe eats this kind of chaos up.â
Donghyuck snorted, grabbing a shot and passing it to Chenle. âEats it up? He runs it. Guy stirs the pot, sits back, and watches it all go down.â
âRemember that time someone got caught hooking up in Jenoâs bathroom?â Chenle said, barely containing his laughter. âI swear the guy ran out without his pants.â
Yangyang leaned back, biting back a grin. âNot before Jeno walked in and decided to stay. Didnât he just⌠join in?â
Donghyuck barked out a laugh, slamming his drink on the counter. âHe didnât just join inâhe locked the door and told everyone to wait their turn.â
Chenle doubled over, tears in his eyes. âThe way people were banging on that door for ages, like their lives depended on it. Only Jeno could turn his own bathroom into some kind of sex den.â
âYou think thatâs bad? Look over there,â Donghyuck added, nodding toward the dark hallway where a couple disappeared seconds ago. âGuarantee heâs set up the guest room for round two.â
You stared at them, shaking your head in disbelief. âWow, Jeno is such a jerk. Doesnât he have a girlfriend? Hasnât he been with Areum for several years?â
Mark, who had been quiet up until now, looked up from his drink with a shrug. âNot exactly. Theyâre on and off a lot. Honestly, theyâve spent just as much time apart as they have together.â
Your brow furrowed, and you glanced back toward the chaos. âThatâs⌠complicated.â
âWelcome to Jeno,â Donghyuck said again, raising his glass like he was toasting the chaos itself.
âDonât forget the guy who lit a joint with Jenoâs scented candle,â Chenle added, grinning as he tipped his drink back. âHigh as hell and smelling like lavender.â
You shake your head in disbelief as the group exchange stories back and forth. You didnât belong here. Not really. But your friends were with you, grounding you in their chaotic way. Donghyuck had already taken a shot and was loudly challenging Chenle to do the same, while Shotaro swayed to the music with a looseness that made him look like heâd been born to dance. Yangyang was at your side, his hand brushing your elbow whenever you seemed to falter, his presence a quiet anchor in the madness. âYou good?â he asked, his voice barely cutting through the din, his eyes scanning your face for any sign of discomfort.
âIâm fine,â you lied, forcing a tight smile. The truth was, the air felt too thick, the music too loud, the sheer volume of people overwhelming. But you stayed. For Mark. For the group.
Mark was at the center of it all. People you didnât knowâsome you recognized from the river court, others from campusâseemed to orbit him, clapping him on the back, offering him drinks, pulling him into conversations. His phone buzzed constantly in his hand, but he barely acknowledged it, his gaze drifting now and then to Areum. She stood with Jeno on the other side of the room, flanked by Karina and Winter, their presence impossibly polished, their beauty almost weaponized in the way they commanded attention.
Jaemin stood near the edge of the chaos, his expression unreadable as his eyes flickered over the mess that sprawled across the apartment. He sighed, shaking his head, the movement subtle but telling. You only knew Jaemin from tutoring him, but it had become clear early on that he was someone who valued his peace and personal space. He had a calmness about him, a quiet, introverted nature that seemed at odds with the chaos of the wild parties Jeno was known for throwing. He wasnât the type to seek attention or thrive in the noiseâhe preferred stillness, his presence subdued but steady. It was almost jarring to see him here, surrounded by the mess and the loud, unruly energy, yet somehow still managing to keep a part of himself separate from it all.
It surprised you that he was on the basketball team at all, let alone so closely tied to Jeno. The bond between them was evident in the way Jaemin moved through the space with a familiarity that spoke of years spent by Jenoâs side. They werenât just teammates; they were something deeper. Best friends since childhood, practically brothers. There was a loyalty between them that ran deep, even when their personalities seemed to diverge so sharply. Jeno was loud, commanding, thriving on the chaos he created, while Jaemin was his quieter counterpart, the steady presence who stayed even when it didnât seem like he fit.
In contrast, the other Seoul Ravens dominated a corner of the room, their energy loud and brash, their voices and laughter cutting through the space like a blade. Soobin, San, and Wooyoung didnât need to dance to draw attention; their charisma was magnetic, pulling eyes and energy toward them like a gravitational force. They were effortless, their confidence bordering on arrogance, but even they couldnât outshine Jeno. No one ever did.
Jeno was everywhere and nowhere, his movements fluid as he worked the room, drink in hand, a sharp smile cutting through the tension that seemed to cling to him like a second skin. He wasnât sulking, wasnât broodingâbut the anger from earlier hadnât entirely left him, simmering beneath the surface. You hated how easily he drew your gaze, the way his shirt clung to his frame, the veins in his arms catching the dim light when he tipped his drink to his lips. He was beautiful in the most infuriating way, his presence commanding without effort. But Areum at his side was an afterthought. They barely spoke, her hand resting on the stem of her glass while his attention wandered. It felt⌠off. Detached.
Yangyang nudged you, pulling you out of your thoughts. âYou look like you need some air.â
You didnât argue. The party was too muchâtoo loud, too hot, too suffocating. You hated parties for this exact reason: the way they seemed to demand something of you, the expectation to blend in, to enjoy the noise and chaos when all you wanted was a quiet corner and a little distance. Yangyang led you through the throng, his hand on your back guiding you until you slipped through a side door and into the cool night.
This place was a maze, the kind of sprawling luxury that felt both overwhelming and impersonal, but Yangyang moved through it with surprising ease, his confidence unshaken as he led you through the labyrinth of rooms and corridors. His sharp jawline caught the dim light as he glanced back at you, his hand brushing against your elbow in a subtle, protective gesture that didnât go unnoticed. After a few wrong turns, you both stumbled onto a quiet pocket of the apartment: a balcony with a stunning skyline view. It stretched wide, the sleek glass railing giving way to an unobstructed view of the glittering city below. Tall stools were arranged near a brushed-steel bar cart, the surface polished to perfection, though it seemed untouched tonight. The space was eerily empty, a quiet reprieve from the chaos inside.
You leaned against the bar, Yangyang passing you a drink as you glanced around. Small plants lined one side of the balconyâsucculents in pastel planters, a tiny herb garden pot nestled among them. They were a gentle contrast to the sharp, high-tech edges of the rest of the space. Inside, the apartment carried the same contradictions: a shelf stacked with sleek, framed sports memorabilia next to an understated stack of art books, and a cold, modern sectional softened by an oversized, well-worn knit throw.
You turned to Yangyang, the question bubbling up before you could stop yourself. âYangyang,â you said softly, your voice low against the hum of the city, âdoes Jeno live with anyone?â
Yangyang nodded, taking a sip from his cup before answering. âJaeminâs his roommate. Theyâve been close foreverâlike brothers, practically.â
You exhaled, leaning back slightly. âThat explains it.â The contrast made sense nowâthe scattered pieces of personality youâd noticed throughout the apartment. The herb garden on the balcony. A reading corner tucked away in the living room. The occasional soft touch amid Jenoâs sleek, modern display of wealth. You could see both of them in the space: Jenoâs need to impress and Jaeminâs quiet search for peace.
Yangyang walked toward the glass railing, gesturing for you to join him. As you approached, the view below caught your breath in your throat. The city lights stretched endlessly in one direction, glittering like a sea of stars. But just beneath the balcony, a hidden garden sprawledâa pocket of calm in the middle of the chaos. String lights draped between the trees, casting a warm golden glow over stone pathways and soft greenery. The scent of damp earth and night-blooming flowers reached you even from here, clean and grounding, and for the first time that night, you felt like you could truly breathe.
Yangyang handed you a plastic cup, his fingers brushing against yours briefly. The rim was cool against your lips as he encouraged you to drink. âBetter?â he asked, his voice quiet, his gaze steady and warm as it lingered on you.
âMuch,â you admitted, exhaling a long breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding. These quiet moments were everythingâthe antidote to the overwhelming night youâd been navigating.
He smiled, soft but with a flicker of playfulness that you knew all too well. âSee? I know what Iâm doing.â
A small smile tugged at your lips, the tension in your chest loosening just a little more. âYouâre a good friend.â
The peace didnât last. A shout cut through the stillness, sharp and angry, slicing through the muted hum of the city below. Both your heads snapped toward the noise, your breath catching as Yangyang instinctively straightened beside you, his drink set down with deliberate care. His expression shifted, tightening, and you missed the way his jaw ticked when you said the word friend with a conviction you wholeheartedly believed.
You and Yangyang stood above the garden, leaning slightly over the railing as you gazed below. The soft glow of the string lights cast flickering patterns over the greenery, but it wasnât enough to distract from the voices rising from the apartment. Inside, near the far wall, Jeno and Areum stood locked in a tense standoff. Their words, low and cutting, drifted out, slicing through the muted hum of the party as if the air itself had been stilled by the weight of their argument. Around them, the usual chaos of the party seemed to pause, as though everyone was quietly attuned to the tension radiating from that corner.
âAre you serious?â Areumâs voice rose, trembling with a mix of anger and disbelief that carried across the room. âYou bet on me?â Her words cut through the air like a slap, and even from where you stood, the rawness in her tone made your chest tighten.
Jenoâs response came in a low growl, the words edged with venom and frustration, though you couldnât make out every detail. His stance was unyielding, his shoulders squared, but there was no triumph in his postureâonly a kind of cold, simmering fury.
âLetâs go to my room,â he bit out suddenly, the sharpness of his voice leaving no room for negotiation. He didnât look at her, didnât look at anyone, his gaze fixed somewhere distant as he turned on his heel. His movements were rigid, his usual confidence replaced with something harsher, more volatile.
Areum hesitated, her expression shifting between fury and humiliation as her hand tightened around the stem of her glass. For a moment, it seemed like she might stay rooted there, but then she followed him, her steps brisk, the tension in her frame palpable. The sound of the door slamming shut reverberated through the space, silencing the murmurs that had begun to ripple through the room.
Yangyang nudged your arm gently, his voice low. âCome on,â he said, tilting his head toward the main room. âLetâs go find the others.â
You followed him reluctantly, your thoughts still tangled in the confrontation youâd just witnessed. Inside, the chaos surged again, but it wasnât the same. The buzz was different nowâhushed whispers, curious glances, and stolen conversations feeding the room like static electricity.
âDid you see Areum storm off?â Donghyuck exclaimed as soon as you rejoined the group. He was already holding a drink, his cheeks slightly flushed. âThat was brutal.â
Chenle leaned in conspiratorially, his grin as sharp as ever. âBrutal? Jeno had a full meltdown. Iâve never seen him like that.â
Shotaro, oblivious as always, swayed his way over to you mid-dance move, his hands raised in mock innocence. âWhat happened? I was on the dance floor!â he exclaimed, his movements loose and carefree, as though he hadnât just walked into the aftermath of a storm. The contrast was almost comedic, his carefree rhythm completely out of sync with the tension simmering around him.
âJenoâs a mess, thatâs what,â Donghyuck said with a smirk, swirling his drink. âShit like this is always happening at his parties. This is just another Friday for him.â
Your gaze swept the room, catching sight of Mark lingering near the bar. His expression was hard to read, his fingers idly toying with the rim of his drink as if he were deep in thought. Something about his stillness struck you, and before you could second-guess yourself, you walked over to him.
You made your way toward Mark, your steps cutting cleanly through the noise around you, the weight of what youâd overheard pressing heavily on your chest. Areumâs words replayed in your mind, sharp and cutting: that Jeno had a deal with Mark, one that involved her as some twisted prize. The very idea of it unsettled you, twisting your stomach into knots. âWhatâs this about you and Jeno betting on Areum?â you asked, your voice low but firm, each word deliberate and sharp, demanding an answer.
Mark blinked, his head snapping toward you. âWho told you that?â
âIt doesnât matter,â you said, your arms crossing. âIs it true?â
Mark sighed, his shoulders dropping as he glanced away briefly. âYeah⌠before the showdown, Jeno and I made a bet. If I won, Iâd get to stay on the teamâand I bet I could have Areum. If he won, Iâd have to leave.â
The words hit you like a slap, and before you could stop yourself, you jabbed him hard in the arm, your expression tightening with disbelief. âWhat the fuck, Mark? Betting on a girl? Thatâs not like you at all.â He winced, rubbing his arm as his gaze met yours, his posture shifting uncomfortably under the weight of your accusation.
âI wasnât serious,â he defended, his voice low but firm. âI just wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine. You know how he isâarrogant, always trying to one-up everyone. I wasnât going to follow through.â
You stared at him, your chest tightening with disbelief. âI canât believe youâd even think something like that, whether youâd follow it though or not. Youâre one of the good guys, Mark.â
Markâs jaw tightened, his expression softening slightly. âI would never actually do it. I just⌠I wanted to put him in his place. Thatâs all.â
Before you could respond, the sound of murmurs pulled your attention to the surrounding partygoers. Their whispers had grown louder, feeding off the tension in the room like vultures circling prey. You glanced around and realized people nearby were eavesdropping, their gazes darting between you, Mark, and the aftermath of Jeno and Areumâs confrontation, hungry for the next piece of gossip.
Yiren, Aisha, and Mia stood near the drinks table, their voices low but sharp, ensuring their words carried just far enough to be heard.
âWow,â Yiren muttered, swirling her drink lazily. âThatâs⌠rough.â
âSucks to be her,â Aisha added, her tone flat, the faintest trace of a smirk tugging at her lips.
Mia let out a short, dismissive laugh. âGuess sheâs learning the hard way.â
Their remarks hung in the air, dripping with feigned detachment, their lack of sympathy slicing through the atmosphere. They didnât bother to hide their interest, their words quiet enough to pass as casual but biting enough to linger.
Across the room, Karina and WinterâAreumâs closest friendsâstood by the bar. Neither of them looked concerned, their expressions carefully indifferent. It was almost jarring, their lack of reaction, but you could tell there was more to it. Maybe they were used to this kind of drama. Or maybe they blamed Areum for getting involved with Jeno in the first place.
Amidst the heavy drama, you caught glimpses of Donghyuck and Chenle at a makeshift drinking game with a few of the Seoul Ravens guys. They were clearly hammered, Chenleâs laugh carrying over the din of the party while Donghyuck shouted something unintelligible, waving his glass in the air. Every so often, they yelled for you or Mark to join in, but the weight of the night kept you rooted, too consumed by the fallout to respond.
Shotaro, oblivious as ever, was happily dancing among random partygoers, a carefree contrast to the tension that gripped the room. Yangyang, ever the anchor, hovered nearby, his eyes darting between you and Mark. He tried to check on you more than once, his hand brushing against your arm in quiet concern, but each time, something else demanded your attention, leaving him trailing behind, his brow furrowed in frustration.
Nahyun stood further away, sipping from her glass as her gaze flickered between Mark and the chaos. Her expression was unreadable, but she kept glancing at him, her focus lingering longer than it should have. Shotaro, meanwhile, remained blissfully unaware, too lost in the rhythm of the music to notice anything beyond the dance floor.
Then Donghyuck appeared, stumbling slightly as he reached you, his words slurred but sharp enough to land. âWord is Jeno just dumped Areum. And for good.â He paused, letting the weight of the revelation settle. âApparently, sheâs sobbing upstairs. He made it clearâthis isnât one of their breaks. Itâs done. Over. Sheâs heartbroken.â
The words hit you, and you gasped, the shock twisting your stomach. You turned to Mark instinctively, searching his face for a reaction, but he was already moving away, his shoulders rigid as he slipped into the crowd without a word.
Your eyes followed his path through the throng of people, bracing yourself when you saw Mark and Jeno crossing paths near the edge of the room. Their interaction was briefâa few words exchanged that you couldnât hearâbut the energy between them was unmistakable. It wasnât tense, not outright, but it wasnât friendly either. Somewhere in the middle, simmering with unspoken frustration and emotions that seemed ready to boil over at any moment.
But then, without a glance back, Mark disappeared, his steps purposeful as he ascended the staircase leading upstairs. The room felt smaller, heavier, as if everything hinged on what would happen next. This moment, you realized, was a pivot point.Â
It would be the one to change his life forever.Â
The party felt like it had been swallowed by a dark undercurrent, the energy pulsing with something heavier than the bass vibrating through the walls. Amidst the clinking glasses, careless laughter, and swaying bodies, one thread of tension stood out: Jeno. His presence loomed, even when he wasnât in sight, like a storm cloud gathering on the horizon.
The fallout from the river court was still fresh, his loss to Mark an unspoken shadow over the night. Add to that the bet, the breakup, and Jeno was more than just a name on peopleâs lipsâhe was the source of the drama everyone had come to revel in. You caught snippets of murmured conversations, hints of his movements through the apartment. Someone mentioned seeing him nearly knock over a table in frustration, another laughed about how heâd brushed off a girl trying to flirt with him.
Jeno wasnât sulking, wasnât broodingâhe didnât need to. Even without trying, his energy was volatile enough to crackle through the walls, drawing eyes and igniting speculation. A few bold partygoers seemed almost eager to provoke him, circling closer, testing boundaries. It felt as though everyone was waiting for somethingâan eruption, a confrontation, a moment where the tension snapped and spilled over.
You couldnât take it anymore. The party, the tension, the endless whispersâit was all too much. âIâm heading out,â you announced, your voice cutting through the noise. You avoided their surprised looks from your friends, already standing up and brushing imaginary lint off your clothes.
Yangyang immediately straightened, his brow furrowing. âIâll take you home.â
âMe too,â Donghyuck added, already reaching for his jacket.
You shook your head, offering them a small smile to ease their concern. âItâs okay. I can handle it. Iâll book an Uber.â
Yangyang hesitated, his eyes scanning your face, but you stood firm. âIâll be fine,â you said, your tone leaving no room for argument. âJust⌠stay here. Have fun. Iâll text you when I get home.â
Donghyuck exchanged a glance with Yangyang, then shrugged. âFine. But if you donât text, weâre coming to find you.â
A hollow laugh slipped past your lips, more reflex than amusement, as you forced a nod. âDeal.â Without looking back, you turned toward the hallway, the distant pulse of the party fading behind you like an afterthought. But as the sound grew quieter, the weight in your chest grew heavier. Leaving wasnât just about escaping the noise or the heat of too many bodies pressed together; it felt like trying to outrun something larger, something sharp and inescapable that had settled deep in your chest.
The hallway stretched before you, lined with identical doors and sharp, minimalist edges. Everything gleamed under muted lighting, the kind of cold perfection that left no room for warmth. You moved through it with purpose, but as each turn led to another unfamiliar corridor, your determination began to unravel. The apartment was a labyrinth, designed more for show than function, and you were caught in its web, spinning deeper into its maze-like silence.
You told yourself you were simply searching for the exit, but your steps slowed, hesitation creeping in with each door you passed. Something about this place made you lingerâcuriosity, fascination, or perhaps the knowledge that leaving wasnât as urgent as it had first felt.
A door caught your eye. Slightly ajar, it stood apart from the others, a faint glow spilling into the dim hallway like an invitation. The handle was cool under your palm as you pushed it open slowly, the breath catching in your throat as the room beyond revealed itself.
It was a monument to his achievements, a gallery of accomplishments that demanded attention.
Trophies glinted under warm light, their metallic surfaces catching and reflecting the glow like captured fire. Medals hung in perfect symmetry, their ribbons vivid against the dark shelves. Framed jerseys lined the walls, their bold numbers standing out like markers of past victories. Photographs were scattered throughoutâJeno mid-jump, his face a mask of fierce determination; Jeno drenched in sweat, his hands gripping a trophy; Jeno smiling with his teammates, the picture of triumph.
But it wasnât just basketball. Academic certificates were framed alongside the sports memorabilia, their polished plaques and embossed seals a testament to a relentless pursuit of excellence. Engineering awards and science fair ribbons filled the spaces in between, balanced with letters of recognition from world-class institutions you knew wellâMIT for engineering, FIBA for basketball. You always knew Jeno was intelligent, but seeing him acknowledged by names of this caliber felt almost surreal. Every piece was deliberate, curated, a seamless display of achievement.
As your gaze swept across the room, it caught on something that disrupted the flawless symmetryâa torn jersey, encased in glass. Small and clearly from his youth, its fabric was frayed and stitched together with uneven, amateur hands. The imperfections stood in stark contrast to the polished brilliance surrounding it, yet it commanded attention. It was the only piece that revealed struggle, rawnessâa crack in the otherwise impenetrable armor of perfection.
Your feet carried you closer without thought, drawn to the display. The jerseyâs stitches told a storyâof effort, of failure, of resilience. It didnât fit the flawless narrative surrounding it, but that only made it feel more real, more intimate.
You leaned into the wallâs cool surface, fingers curling instinctively around the spiral of your notebook. The pen moved without hesitation, tracing the polished lines of the room onto the pageâthe trophies catching the light, the torn jersey stitched with uneven hands, a single imperfection amidst calculated perfection. The motions were practiced, precise, capturing each observation as though the details alone could unlock something vital.Â
Your notes shifted, bleeding seamlessly into fragments from earlier: the river court, sharp words cutting through the air, the weight of tension in every movement. The faint bass from the party hummed beneath it all, a distant thread pulling at your focus, but you pressed on, turning the moment into something structured, something useful. This was for your projectâat least, thatâs what you told yourself, even as the stillness of the room wrapped tighter around you, every detail anchoring you deeper into its grip.
A faint smile touched your lips as you jotted down a final note, your heartbeat finally evening out. Just a few quick observations, you told yourself. Then youâd leave. But you didnât stop. The pull was stronger than you expected. Quietly, almost guiltily, you reached for your phone, snapping a few photos of the room. The soft click of the shutter seemed too loud, echoing in the silence. This was for your project, you reminded yourself, though the tightness in your chest whispered otherwise.
But the calm shattered when the door behind you snapped open.
Your entire body went rigid, the notebook clutched so tightly to your chest that your fingers ached. Jeno stood in the doorway, his broad frame shadowing the room, shoulders tense and chest rising with slow, controlled breaths that betrayed the storm beneath. His jaw was clenched so tightly it looked carved from stone, a vein in his neck pulsing visibly under the dim light. His eyes, dark and unrelenting, locked onto yours with a heat that made your stomach twist, flicking briefly to the notebook in your hands like it was a weapon aimed directly at him.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â His voice was low, dangerous, carrying a jagged edge that scraped against your composure. The door clicked shut behind him with a quiet finality, sealing you in, the sound loud in the silence.
Your throat went dry, but you forced yourself to speak, gripping the notebook as if it could shield you from the weight of his gaze. âNothing. Iâm just leaving.â
He didnât move, but his presence expanded, his gaze cutting through the air and landing squarely on the notebook in your hands. His eyes lingered, heavy and sharp, as if dissecting every inch of itâof you. The muscle in his jaw ticked, a brief yet telling betrayal of the tension coiled in his frame. His anger wasnât loud; it didnât need to be. It pressed into the room, hot and suffocating, like a force you couldnât ignore. You shifted instinctively, no hesitation in your steps, aiming to brush past him without a word, your shoulders back, your head high, but his hand shot out, lightning-fast and unforgiving. It wrapped around your wrist, firm but not crushing, halting you mid-step.
The impact was immediate. In one fluid motion, he pulled you and turned, your back colliding with the wall with a soft thud. A startled gasp left your lips, your notebook slipping from your fingers to dangle uselessly by your side. His body followed, a solid, immovable force pressing into yours, caging you between him and the cold wall. His chest barely grazed yours, enough to steal the air from your lungs, his proximity overwhelming. Heat radiated from him, a searing contrast to the chilled surface at your back.
You tried to inhale, to regain control, but his scent wrapped around you firstâSomething heady and sharp, a woodsy scent tangled with the faint bite of smoke, cutting through the air like a temptation you couldnât escape. The weight of his hand remained on your wrist, pinning it just enough to keep you still but not enough to bruise. His other arm braced against the wall beside your head, boxing you in completely.
âWhat the hell is this?â His voice was a low snarl, and he nodded toward the notebook still clenched in your hands.
The words were barely out before you planted your hand firmly against his chest, shoving him back just enough to create space, reclaiming a fragment of control in the process. His sharp eyes followed the movement, narrowing with unrelenting focus, but he didnât resist. Not yet. The heat of his body lingered, palpable even with the small distance youâd forced between you. Your breath hitched as you steadied yourself, flipping open the notebook with deliberate precision, the pages whispering against your fingers. Then, without hesitation, you let the words pour out, each one landing like the sharp crack of a whip.
âLee Jeno,â you began, your voice sharp, deliberate, each word calculated to land like a blow. âArrogant. Reckless. Self-absorbed.â The pen in your hand moved with purpose, its scratch against the paper slicing through the heavy silence. You didnât just write the words; you said them, letting them hang in the air between you. âShort-tempered. Led by ego, not logic.â Your gaze lifted briefly, meeting him with a challenge, before returning to the page. It wasnât an accident. It was a provocation.
The weight of his presence pressed against you like a storm building at your back, his silence louder than anything he could have said. You didnât falter. âIrresponsible,â you continued, your tone colder now, sharper. âThinks heâs untouchable.â The tension was suffocating, his breath audible behind you, but you refused to stop, the pointed edge of your words cutting deeper with every stroke of your pen.
The tension shattered in an instant. With a speed that left you breathless, Jeno moved, tearing the notebook from your grip before you could even think to hold on tighter. The sheer force of it left you gasping, the sound sharp and startled as your back hit the cold wall behind you. The heat of his body closed in, erasing the space between you, suffocating in its intensity.Â
âYour project,â he hissed, the venom in his tone sinking into your skin as his fingers tightened briefly around your wrist before releasing it. His hand braced against the wall beside your head, caging you in, while his other hand lifted the notebook, the motion swift and deliberate, like he was ripping away your control. âYou mean this?â he continued, his voice low and cutting, the notebook dangling from his grip like a taunt, daring you to respond.
He held it above you, using his height advantage effortlessly, his smirk sharp, deliberate, like the blade of a knife pressing into soft flesh. His body was so close, the heat of him licking at your skin, his chest brushing faintly against yours with every slow, measured breath. His arm stayed raised, muscles taut and flexing just enough to draw your attention, a silent reminder of his strength, his control. The weight of his dominance was physical, palpableâhis free hand resting on the wall beside your head, caging you in as his scent, heady and sharp, filled every shallow inhale you managed. His eyes dragged over you like a slow burn, flicking from your parted lips to the slight rise and fall of your chest, as though cataloging every reaction you couldnât suppress.Â
He flipped the notebook open, pressing it against the wall with one hand, his eyes moving swiftly over the pages, the crease in his brow deepening with every note he absorbed. The corners of his mouth twisted into something between amusement and irritation, a sharp exhale slipping past his lips as he caught glimpses of your observations. He didnât care that he was invading your space, your secrecyâit wasnât even about the notebook anymore. It was about peeling back every layer, uncovering every thought youâd dared to put on paper about him, dissecting the way you saw him as if it held the answers to his frustration. His grip on the notebook tightened as he lingered on a particular line, the muscle in his jaw twitching in a way that betrayed his otherwise cool exterior. The need to read everything, to know exactly how you thought of him, burned in his eyes, unrelenting, as though your notes could explain the unrelenting pull between you.
Above you, the notebook became both a shield and a weapon, his towering frame closing the space further, radiating power and dominance as if he knew exactly how to wield it. He snapped it shut with a deliberate flick, the sound sharp and final, before letting it dangle carelessly from his grip, mocking in its weightlessness, his presence pressing into you like a command you werenât sure you wanted to disobey.
âEvery move I make, every mistakeâyou write it all down, donât you? You love dissecting me. His voice dropped lower, smooth but cutting, each word dragging across your nerves like a deliberate provocation. âTell me,â he leaned in closer, his breath brushing against your temple, âwhat did you think youâd find? Something worth understanding?â
âGive it back, Jeno,â you snapped, your voice sharp with rising fury. You reached for it, but he held it higher, his smirk twisting into something cruel. âIâm done with this party. I just want to leave.â
âRunning away again?�� His tone was mocking, the sarcasm cutting. He tilted his head, his eyes narrowing as he studied you. âYou always watch from the sidelines, scribbling in your little book. And then you vanish. But not this time.â
He stepped closer, his body pressing more firmly into yours, the heat between you becoming unbearable. You could feel every shift of his muscles, the unrelenting tension rolling off him like static electricity.
âJeno, stop,â you tried again, your voice faltering but firm.
âStop what?â he bit out, his voice sharp, his breath brushing against your cheek. âStop calling out your bullshit? Or stop letting you treat me like some experiment?â
You exhaled sharply, your anger surging past your unease. âYour meltdown isnât my responsibility,â you spat, your words cutting through the charged air like a blade. âYou humiliated yourself.â
His expression flickeredâpain, pride, furyâall flashing across his face in a heartbeat before his smirk returned, colder this time. âMaybe Iâll humiliate you next.â
Your chest heaved against his, the sensation maddening as you struggled to gather the strength to push him away. But the storm in your chest betrayed youâfrustration, defiance, and something darker tangled together until you could barely tell them apart. âLet me go,â you snapped, the sharpness in your tone falling flat beneath the tension, a crack in the armor you were desperately trying to maintain.
Jeno didnât flinch. If anything, your demand only deepened the smirk on his lips, sharp and dangerous. âYou keep saying let me go,â he murmured, his voice a low rasp that scraped against the edges of your composure, hot breath grazing your ear. âBut you keep pulling me closer.â
You gasped, the sharp sound catching in your throat as the weight of his words settled over you. It was only then that your brain caught up to your bodyârealizing, with a jolt of clarity, what you had been doing all along. Your hands, which had meant to push him away, fisted into the fabric of his shirt instead. The soft sound that spilled from your lips, unbidden and undeniable, felt like a confession, one he noticed immediately. His eyes flickered with something darker, his body pressing closer, the heat of him bleeding through the thin layers of clothing between you.
The hard line of his cock ground into you, the contact deliberate and unrelenting, sparking a tension so electric it made your thighs clench involuntarily. Your gasp turned into something closer to a moan, half-caught in your throat as your head tipped back against the wall, the cold surface a stark contrast to the fire licking through your veins. His hips rolled, slow and measured, dragging against you with a precision that felt calculated to drive you insane.
Your hips moved instinctively, grinding into him with a deliberate defiance that matched the fire in your voice. âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?â you demanded, your words trembling with anger, but the heat behind them betrayed something darkerâdesire, raw and undeniable, pulsing through every deliberate motion.
âWhat youâve been asking for,â he bit out, his voice rough. His hand, once braced against the wall, moved with purpose, sliding down to your waist. His fingers curled into your hips with bruising intent, pulling you into him, eliminating any space that might have offered you reprieve. His breath ghosted over your neck, warm and ragged, his lips grazing close enough to tease but never landing. Instead, he focused his weight, pressing you back into the wall, the firm lines of his chest and abdomen crushing into you as though daring you to deny this.
âDonât play innocent now,â he hissed, his voice low, dripping with arrogance. âYouâve been watching me, writing about me, tearing me apart piece by piece in that notebook of yours.â His eyes burned into yours, daring you to deny it, but you couldnât find your voice. âSo tell meââ he ground his hips against you again, the motion deliberate, devastating, dragging a guttural sound from the back of your throat, ââis this the part you wanted to see? The part you couldnât write down?â
The grind of his hips was deliberate and devastating, his erection a blunt, heated pressure against your core. He didnât move cautiously, didnât hold back. The roll of his body into yours was unrestrained, the friction igniting something raw and animalistic between you. Your gasp broke the heavy silence, high and desperate, and your hands moved without thought, clinging to his shirt like an anchor against the overwhelming tide of him.
Jenoâs grip tightened, his fingers digging into your flesh as he pulled you even closer. His hips surged forward, the hardness of him dragging along the seam of your jeans, the layers of fabric doing nothing to dull the shocking intensity of the contact. A low sound escaped his throatâhalf a groan, half a growlâas if he, too, was unraveling under the weight of the moment. His other hand slid from the wall, trailing down to join the first at your waist, pulling your body flush against his with a force that made you arch into him.
You could feel his muscles tense and shift beneath his clothes, his strength tangible and all-encompassing as he moved. Each thrust was hard and precise, leaving you breathless as your thighs clenched against the wall, your body caught between unrelenting heat and the cold, unforgiving surface behind you. Your breaths came faster, shallow and broken, each exhale brushing against his neck as the space between you ceased to exist.
âYou feel that?â he rasped, his voice rough, laced with a dark edge as he leaned closer, his lips brushing the shell of your ear. âThatâs what youâve been wanting, isnât it?â His words sliced through the air, sharp and cutting, their effect only amplified by the next grind of his hips, harder this time, as though punishing you for every unspoken thought heâd somehow dragged to the surface.
You didnât answerâcouldnât answer. The push and pull of his body against yours had robbed you of coherent thought, leaving only the heat and tension and the maddening friction that made your head tilt back against the wall, exposing your throat to the warm rush of his breath. Your nails scraped against his chest, desperate for purchase, for anything to ground you, but the smirk tugging at his lips told you he had no intention of letting you find it.
Jenoâs hands slid lower, gripping your hips so tightly you could feel every ridge of his fingertips through the fabric. He pushed you down into him, his next thrust leaving no room for subtlety as his cock ground into the most sensitive spot between your thighs, sending a bolt of electricity up your spine. The sound that tore from your throat was involuntary, a mixture of frustration and something far more dangerous, and his answering groan was a low, guttural sound that made your stomach tighten.
âYou donât get to walk in, fuck with my life, and think you can just walk out,â he growled, his lips brushing the curve of your jaw, his voice fraying at the edges with the rawness of it all. âThis is what you wantedâso take it.â
His hips surged forward again, harder, faster, his hands pulling you into every punishing thrust, leaving you gasping for air, for control, for anything that wasnât him. But Jeno wasnât offering you an escapeâhe was pulling you deeper, dragging you into the chaos heâd been holding back until now.
The tension snapped taut, and Jenoâs voice cut through the charged air like a blade. âYou will not analyze me like Iâm some kind of lab rat,â he growled, his tone low, firm, laced with a sharp edge of warning. His hand braced against the wall near your head, the other still gripping your hip, a physical manifestation of his need to assert control. âYouâre going to listen to me. For once. No scribbling notes. No sideline stares. Just me.â
The heat of him pressed into you, each word dragging against your composure, unraveling it thread by thread. âSay something,â he demanded, his voice dark, dangerous, the kind of command that made defiance feel futile. âDonât just stand there. You came into my space, took me apart in that little book of yoursâown it.â
For a moment, you let him believe itâthe commanding stance, the clipped words. His proximity, his intensity, all felt like a calculated act of dominance. And yet, something in the air shifted. Your breath hitched involuntarily, your voice trembling just enough when you tried to counter, âThis isnâtââ
âDonât.â His grip tightened, fingers digging into your hip with enough force to draw a sharp inhale from your lips. âYou act like youâre untouchableâlike youâre better than all of thisâbut youâre not. Stop pretending.â His other hand slipped from the wall, curling under your chin to tilt your face toward his, his gaze piercing and unrelenting. âYou want to tear me apart? Do it here. Look at me. Say it to my face. No hiding behind your notes. No running away.â
Your hands moved on instinct, gripping the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer as your hips rolled against his in deliberate defiance. âYou want me to say it to your face?â you challenged, your voice darkening with every word. âFine. Youâre messy, arrogant, impossible. You push too hard, take too much, and it drives me insane. And still, here I am.â
The weight of your words didnât settle; they ignited. The moment hung heavy between you, the heat, the pressure, his commands wrapping around you like a vice. For a fleeting second, your silence gave him the victory he wanted, the illusion that he was in control. But even he couldnât fully ignore the way your breath wavered, the unspoken tension that pulsed between every defiant inhale.
Jeno leaned in closer, his voice dropping into a low snarl that sent heat curling through your stomach. âSee what you do to me?â His hips shifted slightly, the movement deliberate and devastating, the friction between you enough to draw a soft gasp from your lips that you couldnât suppress.
âThis is messed up,â you bit out, your tone sharp but breathless, trying to keep some semblance of control. âYou canât justââ
âI can do whatever I want,â he interrupted, his voice a dark rasp as his grip on your waist tightened, his hand slipping lower with the kind of confidence that left no room for doubt. âThis is my place. My rules.â
When someone called his name from beyond the door, the sound was jarring, slicing through the haze between you. Your heart kicked into overdrive, a sharp gasp escaping your lips as your instincts flared with the threat of being caught. But Jeno didnât flinch; his gaze remained locked on yours, unwavering, burning. The name came again, louder, more insistent, but he didnât so much as glance toward the door. Instead, his grip on your waist tightened, his hips rolling into yours with a grinding motion that stole your breath.
âIâm busy!â he shouted, his voice rough, guttural, carrying a raw edge of impatience that matched the fire in his gaze. The footsteps hesitated outside, the muffled voices trailing off, and the moment stretched between you, charged and unbearable.
The sound of your notebook hitting the floor snapped you back to reality, the weight of his dominance crackling through the room. âGet out,â he commanded, his voice low, vibrating with finality. His hand slid from your waist, leaving a burning imprint behind as he stepped back, the sudden loss of contact a jarring contrast to the heat that had engulfed you moments ago. âTake your stupid notes and go.â
With a sharp breath, you bent to retrieve the notebook, your fingers brushing against the cold floor as his shadow loomed over you, heavy and deliberate. Just as your hand closed around the spiral binding, his presence surged closer. You stiffened when his hand moved, fingers grazing along the curve of your hip and trailing down, settling at the waistband of your jeans. The pressure was firm, the rough pad of his thumb brushing just under the hem of your shirt where it met denim. It was a touch that made your breath hitchânot gentle, not hesitant, but entirely purposeful.
Straightening abruptly, your glare locked onto his, fury searing through every muscle, but it only seemed to amuse him, his smirk dark and deliberate. âFuck you, Jeno,â you spat, your voice shaking with equal parts venom and the heat coursing between you, every word cutting through the suffocating tension that bound you both. Yet, even as you stood your ground, the phantom of his touch lingered, burning hotter than it should have.
You hated how he acted like he held all the cards, as though every move you made was under his control. The way he pressed his dominance into every look, every word, every graze of his handâit made your blood boil. But what you hated most was the way your body responded, as if betraying the firestorm in your head, craving the very control you wanted to snatch from him.
So you didnât leave. Not yet. The moment was cut too short, the fire roaring in your veins demanding moreâdemanding control. You stepped closer, your hands fisting into his shirt as you spun the two of you around with a force that startled him. His back hit the wall with a sharp thud, the sound reverberating through the room. Your body pressed into his, not gently but with purpose, your hips driving forward to meet his with a ferocity that made him inhale sharply.
You wanted him to feel itâthe power, the control shifting from his hands to yours. The heat radiating from him only fueled you further, your body moving instinctively as your hips ground against his in a rhythm that felt raw, undeniable. The hard press of him beneath his jeans brushed against you in a way that made your breath catch, but you refused to give it a name, refused to admit what it ignited in you. All you focused on was the way his chest rose sharply against yours, the way his hands twitched as if they didnât know whether to push you away or pull you closer.
Your fingers gripped his shirt harder, nails digging into the fabric as you tilted your head up to meet his gaze. His smirk had faltered, replaced by something darker, something uncertain, and for the first time, you felt itâthe satisfaction of making him unsteady, of seizing the upper hand. You wanted him undone, caught in the very chaos he tried to pin on you. And if he thought he could still hold control, the press of your body against his made it clearâhe was wrong.
Jenoâs eyes widened briefly, shock flickering across his face before it was overtaken by something darker, hungrier. His hands found your hips, his grip unrelenting as he pulled you closer, the friction between your bodies igniting a fire that burned hotter with every deliberate motion. His breath hitched, a low groan escaping his throat as your movements grew bolder, your hands sliding down his chest with an authority that left no room for misinterpretation.
âYouâre not in control,â you murmured, your voice low, firm, each word dragging across his nerves like a challenge. His fingers flexed against your hips, digging into the flesh as though he could tether you to him, his body grinding against yours in desperate, unrestrained retaliation. Your hands moved with purpose, sliding up the expanse of his chest until your fingers found the first button of his shirt. With slow, deliberate movements, you began to undo it, the pads of your fingers grazing his skin with every flick. Each undone button revealed more of his taut, heated flesh, and you caught the sharp inhale he failed to suppress as your touch ignited a tension that went beyond control.
His voice, low and ragged, finally broke through the heavy silence. âYou think you canââ he started, but the words faltered, lost in the sharp exhale he released as your hands flattened against his chest, sliding down to his abdomen. The warmth of your palms seared through the fabric of his shirt, your touch deliberate, unhurried. His tone shifted, quieter now, reverent, like he couldnât quite believe the situation heâd found himself in. âYou donât fight fair.â
Your lips curved into a faint, knowing smirk, your movements slow, calculated, as you leaned in, your breath skimming over the hollow of his throat. His pulse pounded beneath your proximity, and you could feel it quicken. âAnd you donât seem to mind,â you murmured, your voice velvet and sharp, a perfect taunt. The words slithered through the air, unapologetic in their bite, their confidence making his breath hitch.
Jeno knew better than anyone how deceiving appearances could beâhow the cleanest, most composed surfaces often hid the darkest edges. But even then, he hadnât expected this. You were the kind of girl heâd automatically slotted into a category: a goody two shoes, the rule-follower, the one who kept her head down and did what needed to be done without stepping out of line. You werenât supposed to be the kind of person who would back him into a wall, your hips grinding against his like you owned him. The disconnect was maddening, and the sheer audacity of it made his jaw tighten, his chest heaving with labored breaths as he fought to regain some semblance of control. But control was slipping fast, burned away by the way you looked at himâeyes sharp, unyielding, daring him to do something about it. You were confident in a way that wasnât just hotâit was intoxicating. And with every deliberate movement of your body against his, he realized how thoroughly heâd underestimated you. You werenât just rewriting the image heâd had of youâyou were setting it on fire.
His hands moved instinctively, trailing up your sides with a deliberate slowness, his touch trembling slightly, caught between hesitation and need. His fingers flexed, brushing the fabric of your shirt, stopping just shy of your waist as though unsure if finally gripping you would set him alight. But the heat between you demanded more, and the tension in his hands betrayed his restraint, every flex screaming a hunger to claim, to ground himself in the chaos you commanded. His lips parted, his breath hitching, but no words cameâjust a sharp, shaky exhale that betrayed the unraveling control he clung to. The weight of your dominance bore down on him, your presence a palpable force stripping him bare, leaving him trembling beneath your gaze. His chest rose and fell in shallow breaths, the rhythm breaking under the pressure of you. He wasnât used to thisâwasnât used to youâbut the way you moved, the way you dismantled him with every sharp, calculated motion, left him powerless to stop it.
âWhy are you so quiet now, hm? You wanted me to listen, didnât you?â you murmured, your tone so low and enticing that it sent a shiver down his spine. You tilted your head, forcing his gaze to lock with yours, the weight of your command clear in your eyes. âThis is me listening. Now what are you going to do about it?â
His jaw twitched, his silence betraying him, the usual edge to his demeanor dulled by the firestorm building in the space between you. The rhythm of his breaths staggered, your nearness, your audacity pulling him under. Finally, he swallowed hard, his voice barely above a whisper, the words dragged out like an admission he hadnât meant to give. âI donât know,â he rasped, his tone raw, laden with something between awe and frustration. âWhat do you want me to do?â
And still, he didnât move. His control, his powerâeverything heâd used to define himselfâcrumbled in your hands, and for the first time, he didnât hate it. He didnât hate that you were the one taking the lead, that you were the one pressing into him with an intensity that made him dizzy. He didnât know what to do with youâbut it was clear you knew exactly what to do with him.
The air between you didnât shatterâit stretched, thin and taut, vibrating with the weight of something unsaid as Jeno leaned closer. His breath skimmed your lips, warm and deliberate, a quiet threat disguised as temptation. The moment was agonizingly slow, a pull so visceral it felt like gravity itself had shifted to align with the space between you. His gaze burned into yours, daring, dark, and for a fleeting second, you felt the heavy inevitability of his mouth on yours, like it had already happened in another life.
But just before his lips could meet yours, you movedâdecisive, sharp, unstoppable. Your palm flattened against his chest, firm and commanding, halting his advance mid-breath. The soft laugh that spilled from you wasnât gentle; it was a weapon, slicing through the air and carving your dominance into the space he thought he controlled. Your fingers curled slightly into the fabric of his shirt, your nails scraping just enough to make his breath hitch, but you didnât close the gap.
Instead, you tilted your head, your lips brushing the edge of his jaw as you murmured, âYou really thought Iâd let you kiss me?â The words were slow, each syllable dripping with taunt and precision, as though you were savoring the power of holding him suspended like this. You shifted closerânot enough to close the distance, but just enough for your body to graze his, letting him feel the weight of your control. âNot a chance,â you finished, pulling back just enough to see the flicker of something desperate and undone flash across his face, feeding the fire you had no intention of extinguishing.
His frustration was a tangible thing, a heat that radiated off him, his chest rising and falling in shallow breaths as his parted lips trembled with words that never came. You leaned in, the brush of your lips barely skimming the shell of his ear as your hand slid lower, gliding over the taut planes of his torso. Your touch was slow, deliberate, and excruciating, your fingers tracing the waistband of his pants with a teasing pressure that made his breath stutter.
When your palm pressed firmly against the rigid heat straining beneath the fabric, his body jerked, the faintest soundâa mix between a groan and a gaspâescaping his throat. âSo hard for me,â you whispered, your voice dripping with taunt and power, every word deliberate and cutting. Your fingers flexed slightly, drawing a sharp inhale from him, your lips curving into a smirk as you tilted your head to meet his wide-eyed, breathless gaze. âIs this what you wanted, Jeno?â you murmured, your tone silk and fire, dragging the tension higher as you let your palm press harder, savoring the way his composure crumbled beneath you.
A broken moan escaped his throat, raw and guttural, as his hips pressed into your touch instinctively. His hands twitched at his sides, unsure whether to grip the wall for support or touch you, but he didnât move. You relished his submission, the way his control shattered under your dominance, the power shifting entirely into your hands.
You crouched slowly, each movement deliberate, your lips hovering mere inches from the bulge in his pants. The tension between you was unbearable, your breath ghosting over the straining fabric, teasing, testing the limits of his control. You lingered there, savoring the way his body reactedâhis chest heaving, his fingers twitching at his sides as if restraining himself took every ounce of his will.
Then, with agonizing slowness, you leaned in, pressing a kiss against him through the fabric, the heat of him searing against your lips. Your tongue followed, a languid flick over the barrier of his pants, tasting the faint salt of his anticipation. The sound he madeâa guttural, raw groanâsent a shiver through you, his hips jerking involuntarily toward your mouth as though chasing the relief only you could provide.
âPlease,â he rasped, his voice raw, wrecked, laced with a desperate edge that made the air between you crackle. Your name fell from his lips, not like a prayer, but like a demand barely restrained, broken and yet brimming with need. His hand moved to your shoulder, tentative at first, then tightening with an urgency that betrayed the control he was struggling to hold onto, his grip firm but trembling. âDonât stop,â he growled, the words dragging rough and low from his throat, teetering between pleading and commanding, as if he couldnât decide whether to beg you or take what he wanted.
Youâd heard the stories about Jenoâlate-night whispers curling through dorm rooms like smoke, tales of a man who didnât just fuck but ruined people, leaving them trembling, insatiable, chasing after something only he could deliver. He was calculated, relentless, a master of control in every movement, every breath. He took his time, they said, dragging you to the edge and keeping you there until your entire body begged for release. His prowess clung to him like a second skin, an invisible crown he wore without effort, without arrogance. Youâd seen it, felt it even nowâthe way his presence wrapped around you, heavy and suffocating, like the air itself couldnât ignore him. He made you want to step closer, to see if the promises in his gaze were true, or to push him away just to prove you didnât need him.
But tonight, those promises didnât matter. You knew why he wanted this, and it had nothing to do with you. His bruised pride wasnât subtle; it burned off him like smoke from a fire, stoked higher by the sting of losing Areum. This wasnât about desireâit was about power. About proving to himself that he could still have anything, anyone, if he just reached for it. And if he thought youâd give him that satisfaction? That youâd unravel for him because he leaned in close, whispered your name like a secret, and let his lips hover just out of reach?
Not a chance.
You lingered, lips brushing against the fabric one last time, deliberately slow, leaving the faintest trace of your warmth. The act was intimate and deliberate, each second dragged out until the tension in the air felt unbearable. Straightening, you let your gaze lock with his, the smirk tugging at your lips daring and victorious, a reminder that you controlled this moment. âMaybe next time,â you murmured, your voice soft yet dripping with authority, a silken dismissal that cut deeper than words should.
With a casual motion, you wiped your hands on your jeans, an effortless contrast to the chaos youâd ignited in him, and turned to leave. Each step was unhurried, your exit deliberate, knowing he wouldnâtâcouldnâtâlook away. Just as your hand touched the doorframe, an instinct made you pause. You glanced back over your shoulder, and the sight that greeted you was nothing short of devastating.
Jeno was undone. His head was tipped back against the wall, his chest rising and falling in uneven, labored breaths. His lips parted, releasing quiet, wrecked groans, each sound more raw than the last. One hand braced against the wall as if anchoring himself, his knuckles white, while the other was buried beneath the waistband of his pants, his movements slow and desperate, chasing the edge youâd left him teetering on.
The sight was primal, magnetic, every inch of him radiating a vulnerability youâd never expected, and for a brief moment, you hesitated, letting it sear into your memory. But you didnât stay. You didnât need to. The image of himâwrecked, ruined, and completely at your mercyâwould linger with you long after you left, his soft groans trailing behind you like a confession as you disappeared into the shadows of the hallway.

jihyo â y/n, are you asleep?
The screen glared back at you, her message cutting through the fog of your thoughts. You didnât respond, didnât even let yourself process it, just locked the screen and slipped your phone back into your pocket. She mustâve messaged you by mistake, you told yourself. Tonight wasnât your night to deal with anyoneâs chaos but your own.
You didnât need to turn back to know exactly where he wasâstill against the wall, hand working desperately beneath his waistband, chasing what youâd denied him. By the time the night was over, you had no doubt heâd bury himself in someone else, finding release in another body, someone whoâd give in without hesitation. That was Jenoâs wayâfast, raw, and detached, his pleasure stripped of meaning. But tonight, you werenât going to be his easy satisfaction, his fleeting indulgence. You could feel it in the charged air youâd left behind, in the weight of his need you refused to satisfy. Let someone else fall into his orbit; you werenât going to be another mark on his tally.
Slipping past the crowded living room, you kept your head low, avoiding the glances of anyone who might stop you. Your chest tightened as you moved, the apartmentâs maze-like corridors taunting you with their sharp turns and identical doors. It felt like youâd never find the exit, like the building itself was conspiring to keep you there. But then, finally, a side door appeared, half-hidden by shadows, and you slipped through it like a fugitive.
The cool night air hit you like a blessing, the weight in your chest easing as you stepped into the quiet. The contrast was starkâinside was a war zone, outside was stillness. The distant hum of city life felt surreal, as if it belonged to a different world entirely.
You glanced around, scanning for any sign of Jeno. His car was still parked where it had been earlier, a sleek black beacon in the dim light. Relief flooded through you; he hadnât followed. He was still inside, probably oblivious to the fact that you were already gone.
But then your eyes caught somethingâsomeoneâfurther down the street. A gasp escaped you before you could stop it, your body freezing as you recognized the figure leaning against a car. Mark. His familiar frame was impossible to miss, even from this distance. Your breath hitched, and instinctively, you stepped back into the shadows, your heart racing. He didnât see youâhis entire focus was on Areum, who stood close beside him. Too close.
They looked⌠intimate. His hand brushed hers briefly, his posture tilted toward her like he was trying to comfort her. She looked upset, her expression barely visible from where you stood, but the way Mark leaned in, the way their bodies angled toward each otherâit told a story you werenât sure you wanted to know.
Mark and Areum? The thought twisted in your chest as you watched them climb into his car together. You didnât even realize it had gotten to this point. Whispers from the party earlier floated back to you, snippets of gossip youâd brushed off at the time.
âDid you see Mark leave with Areum?â
âJenoâs ex hooking up with his rival? Wild.â
Youâd dismissed them as rumors, exaggerated drunken chatterâbut now the evidence was staring you in the face.
The night felt heavier than before as you called for an Uber, your fingers trembling slightly as you typed in the address. You were drained, every part of you screaming to go home, to crawl into bed and pretend none of this had happened. But as you climbed into the car, your phone buzzed again.
jihyo â hey, can you come over? i really need you right now.
You hesitated, your thumb hovering over the screen, the message from Jihyo burning into your mind like an unspoken demand. You werenât scheduled tonight. You didnât have to go. College loomed in the morning, the weight of deadlines and responsibilities already pressing down on you, a sharp reminder of how tightly youâd orchestrated every detail of your life. Structure was your safety netâplans meticulously crafted to keep chaos at bay. But tonight had already upended all of that. Jenoâs touch still lingered like a bruise on your resolve, the firestorm of his presence leaving cracks in the walls youâd built so carefully. To go now would be a departure from everything you tried to hold steady. And yet, staying meant sitting in the wreckage of a night you couldnât undo, letting it fester.
jihyo â iâll pay extra. trust me. itâs important.
You exhaled sharply, Jihyoâs words cutting through the exhaustion draped over you, but igniting something buried deeper, something restless. The money mattered, sure, but that wasnât what made your pulse quicken. Those nights had their own gravity, pulling you into a space where everything sharpenedâwhere the lines blurred between control and chaos, between exhibition and escape. It wasnât just the thrill of stepping into that world; it was the power it gave you, the way it stripped everything raw. Eyes watching you, wanting you, yet never able to touch what you didnât allowâit wasnât just a distraction. It was a reckoning, a way to take back what the day, the world, or even Jeno had tried to steal. It left you electric, a storm gathering force, untouchable yet so dangerously alive.
you â fine. on my way.
The driver glanced back as you changed the destination, his expression unreadable, but you ignored it. No rest for youânot tonight. You were already in the storm; you might as well keep going. The car merged onto the main road, the city lights blurring past the window as you braced yourself for what came next.
The door clicked shut behind you, swallowing the last remnants of the outside world and plunging you into the barâs embraceâa space carved out of darkness, hedonism, and heat. Smoke coiled through the air, not lazy but purposeful, weaving tendrils that clung to your skin like an invisible hand, teasing your senses. The low hum of neon lights pulsed overhead, bathing everything in shades of crimson and cobalt, the colors spilling across the room like spilled wineâdark, intoxicating, and staining everything it touched. Shadows played along the walls, stretching and shifting, hinting at secrets shared in low whispers and heavy gazes.
The leather booths gleamed like ink under the sultry glow, their deep cushions practically inviting bodies to sink into them, to forget everything but the pleasure of proximity. Tables stood scattered like forgotten lovers, their polished surfaces catching flashes of light, betraying the careless fingerprints of those who came here to taste sin and leave nothing behind. The floor, slick and reflective, mirrored the sharp heels of women striding past, the flex of muscle beneath fitted suits, and the languid movements of hands resting too low on thighs.
Behind the bar, rows of bottles glinted like trophies in a predatorâs lair, their contents catching the light in amber and emerald hues. The faint clink of glasses, the steady rhythm of liquid pouring into crystal, blended into the roomâs soundtrackâan undercurrent of murmured conversations and occasional bursts of low laughter. A mirror stretched across the back wall, catching glimpses of sweat-slick necks, the curve of lips wrapping around the rim of a glass, and the hollow of throats exposed as heads tipped back to swallow.
The air was heavy, oppressive, but not stiflingâa perfect, suffocating warmth designed to coax bodies closer. It reeked of whiskey, sweat, and the faintest trace of musk, an unrelenting mixture that clung to your nostrils, seeping into your lungs with every breath. The scent mingled with something sharper, darker, primalâa promise of bodies pressing together in shadowed corners, of hands gripping too tight, of mouths tasting what they shouldnât.
Everywhere you looked, the bar seemed aliveâalive in the way a predator watches its prey. Velvet curtains hung in uneven folds along the far wall, their deep red fabric glowing under the faint light, hinting at spaces hidden behind them where the rules of this room didnât apply. Low-slung chandeliers dripped with chains instead of crystal, their edges sharp, casting fractured shadows that danced like foreplay across bare skin and rumpled clothes. A faint graffiti scrawled along the wood near the booths read like confessions of sins past, promises unfulfilled, and moments stolen.
This was nothing like the chaos of a college party; there was no raucous laughter or frenzied energy here. This was curated, intentionalâa realm of indulgence and raw tension, crafted for those who came searching for something darker. This wasnât just a bar; it was a temple to indulgence, to raw, carnal desire. Everything about it whispered permissionâpermission to touch, to taste, to lose yourself. The air itself felt alive, pressing into you, pushing boundaries you didnât even know you had. The faint vibration from the bassline crawled up your legs, a visceral reminder of where you were and what this place demanded. It wasnât just a spaceâit was a promise, a provocation, daring you to step further into its embrace.
Jihyo caught your gaze the moment you approached. She was a force of nature, her grungy, tattooed frame exuding authority. Dark hair fell in lazy waves around her sharp features, her lips curled into a smirk that carried no softness. She leaned against the bar, one hand braced on the counter as she handed off a glass to a waiting customer without breaking eye contact. Her fitted black tank revealed toned arms, and the silver rings on her fingers reflected the neon haze. âDonât keep them waiting,â she muttered, her voice low but loaded with intent.
You didnât respond. There was no need. You knew your role here, the unspoken contract that hung between the two of you like smoke in the air. You moved with precision, slipping through the crowd. Men in tailored suits and loosened ties leaned into their drinks, their gazes heavy with expectation but never once settling on you. They didnât see you now. You were invisible until you chose not to be. You recognized some of them, regulars whose eyes would burn with recognition the moment the lights hit you. But for now, they were just part of the background.
The hallway to the back room was narrow, quieter, the sound of faint music pulsing in your ears as you stepped inside. The dressing room was small, unassuming. A rack of costumes hung to the side, their vibrant, provocative fabrics glinting faintly under the overhead light. You moved quickly, shedding your everyday clothes with the kind of efficiency that came from practice.
Your outfit was more skin than fabricâa two-piece ensemble of black and crimson lace. The top clung to you like a second skin, the delicate material dipping low enough to frame the swell of your breasts, daring anyone to look closer. The thin straps looped over your shoulders, leaving your back bare, the lace barely covering anything more than necessary. The matching bottoms were scandalousâa high-cut thong that left the curve of your ass exposed, with sheer panels running down your hips. Over-the-knee stockings in the same black lace hugged your thighs, the faint shimmer catching the light. Heels completed the look, sleek and deadly, adding inches to your already commanding presence.
You slipped a sheer cover over the outfit as you stepped out, the translucent material doing nothing to hide the boldness of what lay beneath. The contrast between this version of you and the one who existed outside these walls was stark, but here, you owned it. The weight of the outfit, the makeup, the stageâit wasnât a mask. It was power, weaponized and perfected.
The air thickened as you moved back toward the main floor, clinging to your skin with an almost tangible heat that promised indulgence. Every detail of the bar seemed aliveâthe low murmur of conversations, the rhythmic click of glasses meeting wood, and the bassline vibrating through the floor, steady as a pulse. You stepped into it seamlessly, the chaos bending around you, feeding into your calm. This was your world, a place where you thrived, where the night was yours to command.
Jihyo lounged against the bar like she owned not just the room but the energy pulsing through it. Her ripped jeans sat low on her hips, the cropped leather jacket hinting at smooth, taut skin beneath. Her dark waves fell just past her shoulders, intentionally messy, as if the chaos of the bar itself had shaped her. She didnât need to posture; her presence was enoughâa sharp contrast to the haze of smoke and dim light around her. Her eyes locked on you, assessing with the precision of someone who knew the stakes. âAbout time,â she said, her voice low and cutting, designed to carry. âTheyâve been waiting. Donât make me regret it.â
You offered her a faint smirk, slipping through the crowd with ease. Hands reached out, voices murmuring things you didnât bother deciphering. They were just noise. You were above it. You were untouchableâat least until the lights hit you, and then youâd become something else entirely.
The room shifted as you stepped onto the stage, a low thrum of noise rippling through the crowd like an electric charge. The smoky haze wrapped around you, thick and deliberate, distorting the neon reds and blues into streaks of fire and ice against the darkened corners of the bar. Men filled the spaceâleaned against the bar, lounged in leather booths, or stood near the stage, their gazes following you with blatant hunger. Some whistled, some cheered, their voices cutting through the murmur of clinking glasses and low conversations. You didnât flinch. You didnât need to. This was your territory, a place where their attention didnât intimidate but fueled you.
Your outfit wasnât just something you woreâit was a part of the performance, inseparable from the electric guitar slung across your body. The black lace and bold straps didnât merely adorn you; they claimed their place under the lights, commanding attention as much as you did. Over it, the sheer slip clung to your frame, translucent in a way that revealed just enough to tempt, every line of your body hinted at with a calculated elegance meant to provoke. It wasnât meant to concealâjust the opposite. It was a challenge, an invitation for their imaginations to linger, to want it gone, to fantasize about tearing it from you. But you kept it on, a barrier as much as a weapon, daring them to think they could earn the right to see what lay beneath.Â
The plunging neckline framed you like a spotlight, drawing attention to every deliberate curve, while your thighs, bare except for the sheen of thigh-high stockings, seemed to catch the glow of the lights as if the stage itself bent to your command. The guitar rested against your hips like it belonged there, its sleek design a mirror to your presenceâbold, unapologetic, and impossible to ignore. Each strike of your boots against the floor resonated through the room, not just a sound but a signal, an assertion of control. The stage lights burned hotter here, casting shadows that danced across your bare skin, accentuating the sharp edge of your makeupâsmoldering eyes framed by dark liner, crimson lips curving with intent, and cheekbones kissed with gold, gleaming like a challenge to the crowd below.
This wasnât the controlled environment of a college performance. This was raw, unfiltered life. Jihyoâs bar wasnât for the faint of heartâthis was a world that thrived on indulgence, a crucible of lust and longing. For a music major accustomed to structured critiques and the polite applause of recitals, this was the ultimate testâno safety nets, no scripted feedback, just raw energy and the unspoken challenge to dominate the room. Youâd spent nights here, studying its rhythm, commanding its energy, bending its wild currents to your will. Tonight would be no different.
The stage was intimate but powerful, elevated just enough to force their gazes upward, demanding their attention. You draped the guitar strap over your shoulder, the motion deliberate, a slow sweep of control that carried through the room. Fingers lingered over the microphone as you adjusted it, the faint scrape of metal against your palm drawing their focus like a spark in the dark. The subtle glint of your rings caught the light, a quiet accent to your movements that added an edge of elegance, of authority. The crowd stirred, their energy thickening as you struck a single note, the low, resonant hum rolling through the air and settling deep in their chests. Conversation stilled, eyes locked on you, the weight of their anticipation pressing against your skin. You felt itâthe shift, the slipping of the everyday you into something sharper, bolder, untouchable. The stage demanded it, and you gave in, letting the persona settle over you like armor, every movement calculated to feed the tension until it was yours to command.
The first chords came slow, deliberate, matching the rhythm of your pulse. Your voice slipped into the room like smoke, low and melodic, pulling their attention closer, deeper. The lyrics dripped from your lips, edgy and provocative, laced with innuendo that lingered just long enough to make them wonder. This wasnât just a performanceâit was control. You let your hips sway in time with the beat, the thin straps of your outfit shifting with each movement, teasing the audience, daring them to want more.
For the first few minutes, you kept to the planâa carefully orchestrated set that teetered on the edge of seduction without ever tipping over. The bar hummed with its usual energy, smoky and intimate, the kind of place where regulars stayed long enough to blur the line between night and morning. It wasnât the sort of place anyone stumbled into; it was hidden, unmarked, known only to those who needed its refuge. That was why you cameâbecause the world outside couldnât find you here. No familiar faces. No unexpected encounters. Just you, the stage, and the pull of the crowd.
Your eyes flitted across the room as you moved, your guitar humming low against your body. The regulars were in their usual placesâmen leaning back in leather booths, their gazes fixed on you with a hunger you knew how to wield. They didnât intimidate you; they gave you power, their expectations feeding your confidence as you leaned into the mic, your voice curling around the lyrics like smoke.
But then, the door creaked open.
Your brow furrowed, your fingers faltering over the strings for a split second before you recovered. No one ever walked in this late. The bar wasnât the kind of place that welcomed wanderers or drew in curious strangers. This was a den for the initiated, a haven for those who knew its rhythms. You cast a glance toward the entrance, the faint glow from the streetlights outside cutting through the haze for a moment. And there he was.
The moment your eyes caught his, it was like the room contracted, pulling all its weight into that single point. Jeno. His name wasnât a thoughtâit was a sensation, crawling down your spine and sinking low into your stomach. You didnât look away, though every nerve in your body begged you to. His gaze was steady, unrelenting, a tether you hadnât agreed to but couldnât break.
Your stomach coiled, your pulse stuttering with a certainty that was both sharp and undeniable: he wasnât supposed to be here. He couldnât be. This wasnât some calculated move on his part, no deliberate hunt to corner you after the chaos of the party. He hadnât followed youâyouâd left him where he stood, undone and occupied, and this bar wasnât the kind of place anyone stumbled into without intention. It wasnât just hidden; it was deliberately unmarked, an enclave youâd chosen for its anonymity. Here, you existed beyond recognition, beyond anyoneâs reach. Yet now, his presence fractured that carefully built illusion, the one youâd relied on to ensure this life stayed separate from the other.
He took a seat at the far end of the bar, the kind of spot that seemed designed to swallow a man whole. The broken neon light above flickered unevenly, throwing his sharp features into alternating patches of crimson and stark white. It was a seat of contradictionsâa beacon and a shadow, a throne and a confession boothâits placement isolated but deliberate, as if it had been waiting for him. Smoke coiled lazily through the air, softening the sharp angles of his leather jacket, but nothing could dull the weight of his presence. He fit too well here, as though the atmosphere itself bent around him, drawn to the tension coiled in his frame.
The leather creaked faintly under him as he leaned back, his hand curling loosely around a glass of whiskey, its amber surface catching the flicker of light. He didnât slouch; his posture was a restrained defiance, his shoulders pulled back with just enough tension to suggest a man holding himself together by a thread. The muscles in his jaw shifted, a faint tic betraying the storm behind his calm exterior. He moved like he belonged here, like the low hum of the barâs indulgent haze was something he had masteredâbut you knew better. This wasnât his world; he hadnât been here before. And yet, the way his fingers traced the rim of his glass, the calculated ease of his movements, made it feel like he had already claimed it as his own. It was unnerving how natural he looked in a place that thrived on artifice.
His hair was the first thing you noticed, even in the dim lightingâblack with streaks of dark blonde, each strand catching the faint neon glow as though it had been deliberately placed to draw the eye. The contrast was intoxicating, rebellion and refinement fused together. The black served as the perfect base, rich and glossy, grounding him in something darker, while the golden highlights shimmered like fleeting promises, perfectly framing the cut of his cheekbones and the line of his jaw. The layers of his hair were deliberate, falling in a way that suggested heâd just run his fingers through it moments before stepping inside, each strand a statement of effortless chaos.
His outfit demanded attention. The brown leather jacket clung to his shoulders, every crease and fold amplifying the lean muscle beneath. It was open, revealing a ribbed white tank that hugged his torso, the fabric stretched taut over the hard planes of his chest. A silver chain rested in the hollow of his throat, glinting faintly as he shifted, the simple accessory exuding a quiet power. His pants, black and tailored, sat low on his hips, sharp lines accentuating the languid grace of his movements. Everything about him felt polished but raw, as if he carried chaos beneath his skin, barely restrained.
He exuded a magnetism that didnât beg for attentionâit commanded it. The sharp line of his jaw flexed subtly, tension coiled beneath the surface, hinting at a storm he kept firmly restrained. His gaze, dark and deliberate, moved through the room like a current, assessing and discarding with a precision that felt unnervingly purposeful. The faint clink of the glass in his hand punctuated the stillness around him, his fingers gripping the rim with a controlled force that betrayed the energy thrumming beneath his composed exterior. Every motion, from the subtle shift of his shoulders to the way he leaned just slightly forward, felt charged, deliberate, as though the space bent to accommodate him. It wasnât restlessnessâit was calculated patience, a quiet certainty that wherever he looked, the room would eventually meet him on his terms.
Your gaze caught him from the corner of your eye, but you knew he didnât see you. Not really. The dim lighting played tricks, the haze of smoke blurring edges and muting details. You were cloaked in stage lights, your face and body transformed by the bold makeup, the provocative outfit, and the sheer persona you wore like armor. This wasnât the girl heâd argued with at the party or Coach Suhâs office or the girl who left him gasping against the wall. You were someone else hereâa performer, a presence, a force he couldnât yet name.
His gaze skimmed past you at first, hungry but detached, as if you were just another face in the haze of smoke and dim light. He wasnât really seeing youânot yet. His focus drifted the way it did with the other women in the bar, drawn to the stage out of instinct rather than intent. Lost in the pull of his drink and the muted hum of the room, he seemed adrift, the alcohol softening the sharp edges of his attention. For a fleeting moment, you felt an unfamiliar sense of relief. He didnât know it was youânot under the glare of the stage lights, not with the veil of makeup and the electric energy you wore like armor. It granted you a power you hadnât anticipatedâthe freedom to hold his gaze on your terms, unburdened by history or expectations.
But then, something shifted. It was subtle at firstâa flicker in his expression, the faint crease of his brow as his eyes lingered just a second too long. There was a rhythm in the way you moved, a note in your voice, the precise way your fingers danced over the guitar stringsâit pulled at something buried in his subconscious. The realization unfolded in pieces, each one hitting him harder than the last. His body froze, the glass in his hand stilled mid-motion, and his chest heaved with a single, sharp breath. And then it hit him fully, recognition breaking over him like a storm, his eyes locking onto yours with a weight that made your pulse skip.
Your lips curved into a private smirk, the tilt of your head deliberate, daring him to come to terms with what he was seeing. His eyes burned now, no longer detached but heavy with something deeperâlust sharpened by disbelief, an attraction laced with a hunger that felt almost territorial. He leaned forward, his glass forgotten, every line of his body drawn taut as though the air itself had become charged with electricity. His chest rose in deliberate, uneven breaths, as if he were trying to steady himself but failing under the weight of his own realization.
The noise of the bar faded into the background, the cheers and whistles from the crowd mere static. For you, there was only his gaze, and the way it pierced through you with an intensity that left you breathless. For the first time, you felt seenânot just looked at but truly seen. And it wasnât just the desire in his eyes; it was something raw and deeply personal, something none of the other men in the room could offer you.
His hand flexed once against the bar, as if grounding himself, but the motion was futile. There was something magnetic in the way his gaze locked onto yours, something unrelenting. It wasnât just his attentionâit was possession, unspoken yet impossible to ignore. His lips parted slightly, as though words might follow, but they never came. Instead, his silence spoke louder, the tightening of his jaw and the dark flicker in his eyes unraveling you piece by piece.
But nothing would ever make you lose focus. Focus. Be the performer now. Forget the party. Forget him. The voice in your head tried to command your body, but it was a losing battle with the way his attention clung to you like a second skin. The crowd roared as one of the regulars broke the tension, his voice cutting through the smoky air with a drunken âWoo! Take it off!â
You tilted your head toward the mic, your lips curving into a teasing smile. âMaybeâŚâ you murmured, your voice dripping with a sensual lilt, âif you tip enough.â The crowd erupted in laughter and cheers, the noise folding into itself like waves crashing against the shore, but it only served to highlight the stark silence from him. Jeno didnât laugh, didnât cheerâhis eyes were fixed, his gaze heavy, his jaw tightening as though trying to hold something back.
The stage had always been a metaphor for your liberationâa place where control didnât mean confinement but something far more powerful. You werenât the neat, restrained observer the rest of the world thought you were. Up here, you owned the chaos, commanded the energy, and embraced the wildness that simmered beneath the surface. This wasnât about pleasing them; it was about owning yourself.
And tonight, as you teased the slip off your shoulders, it wasnât just about the crowd. It was about himâabout the way he looked at you, like he was unraveling piece by piece, like you had shattered everything he thought he knew. Youâd never stripped on stage before; you didnât need to. But this was your stage, your rules, your power. And for the first time, you wanted to see what it would feel like to take it further, to step into that raw, unapologetic space youâd always hovered just outside of.
Plus, you liked the way Jeno was looking at you.Â
That was all the reason you needed, the spark igniting something bold, something unrestrained inside you. Your breath caught for a fleeting second, but you didnât falter. Instead, you leaned into the tension, letting it coil and settle around you like a second skin. His recognition fed your confidence, the weight of his gaze fanning a fire you hadnât realized you were ready to set loose.
Slowly, deliberately, your fingers hooked under the edge of the sheer slip, the movement deliberate enough to pull every eye toward you. The fabric slid from your shoulders, cascading down in a soft, sinful whisper until it pooled at your feet. The crowd erupted, their cheers slicing through the haze like a knife, but it all dissolved into nothingness. None of it matteredânot the noise, not the lights, not the sea of faces below.
The moment was yours, and you owned it completely.
Jeno didnât move, didnât blink. His gaze locked onto yours, his chest rising and falling in uneven breaths, as though the air between you had grown too thick to inhale. Unlike the othersâwhistling, shouting, drunk on the spectacleâhe was silent, his reaction starkly different from the intoxicating frenzy around him. It wasnât the kind of hunger that screamed for attention or demanded more; it was quiet, devastating, consuming.Â
His eyes trailed the line of your body like a slow burn, lingering on every curve with a heat that made your skin feel bare in ways the crowd couldnât match. And when you had stripped into nothing but the lingerie you had on, his gaze didnât shift, didnât darken into a baser territory like the others. It remained steady, unwavering, as though he wasnât seeing less of you but more, something deeper, something only he could touch. It was intimate, maddening, as if heâd reached straight through the noise and lights and found the parts of you no one else could.
You tilted your head again, the strands of your hair sliding under the stage lights, catching glimmers of red and gold as though even the air around you conspired to accentuate your movements. Each shift of your body became calculated, a weapon wielded against the unrelenting intensity of his gaze. The slow roll of your hips was no longer just part of the rhythmâit was deliberate, provocative, designed to make him feel the weight of your control. His eyes followed every curve, every tilt, as though mapping out the exact places where his restraint would falter. And falter it did. His posture betrayed himâleaning forward slightly, his chest expanding with a breath that seemed too sharp for the smoke-filled room. His gaze dragged over your bare shoulders, lingering at the delicate way your fingers toyed with the edge of your slip.
Your hand slid down the mic stand in a languid motion, the small gesture enough to draw his attention downward before you reclaimed it with the arch of your back, the subtle twist of your waist. The lace of your outfit glinted in the light, a fleeting tease that dared him to imagine what it concealedâand what it didnât. Your fingers danced along the strings of the guitar, the low, sultry hum of sound coaxing the room to quiet, but it wasnât the music that had him transfixed. It was you, owning the stage and pulling him into a space where he was no longer just a man nursing a drinkâhe was your audience, your captive. Every breath he took felt heavier, charged, the grip of his hand on the bar white-knuckled and desperate for stability. But his hunger for you was anything but stable.
And then, you parted your lipsâa soft, teasing exhale that hovered in the air like an unspoken promise. It wasnât a lyric, not yet, but the anticipation it stirred was palpable. His chest rose and fell with a rhythm too uneven to be casual, the lines of his jaw tightening as though bracing himself against something inevitable. The heat between you burned brighter, sharper, the distance between stage and bar dissolving in the heavy weight of his stare. Whatever barrier youâd maintained before now felt irrelevant, shattered under the pressure of the moment. His expression shifted, the raw hunger in his eyes replaced by something even more consumingâa blend of want and need that left you unsteady for just a second. But only for a second. Because the power was yours, and you werenât done with him yet.
For a second, the world stilled, and it was just the two of youâno stage, no crowd, just the raw, unfiltered connection that burned between you like a live wire. His silence spoke louder than the shouts around him, his eyes a promise, a challenge, a plea wrapped in desire. He was unraveling. For the first time, it felt like the entire performance was for one man, and you leaned into that, letting your body speak what words couldnât, knowing he was the only one who truly understood.
It was in the way he looked at youâlike heâd been the one peeling the slip from your shoulders, his gaze dragging over every inch of exposed skin with an unbearable intensity. It wasnât just watchingâit was devouring, a slow, deliberate claiming of space between you, charged with a hunger that felt almost dangerous. Every shift of your body made his focus darker, heavier, sharper, as though the world around him had dissolved and all that remained was youâbare, commanding, untouchable, and somehow still completely his.
With the last hum of your guitar, the applause crescendos, swelling to fill every crevice of the dimly lit bar, but it barely registers in your mind. Your gaze remains fixed on him, as though tethered by something neither of you can name. Jeno stands near the edge of the room, the smoky haze and flickering neon light carving out sharp lines in his features. His eyes, dark and unrelenting, donât waver from you, and in the space between your final note and the eruption of cheers, the world tilts, just slightly, aligning you both on the same magnetic plane.
As the sound begins to fade, you slip the thin, translucent layer of fabric back over your shoulders, a deliberate act that feels like a dare. Jeno doesnât blink, his gaze dragging over the slip as though heâd stripped it away himself and was now punishing himself by watching it return. The weight of it settles over your skin like silk, but the fire in his eyes burns through every layer, searing into you. Your pulse quickensânot because of the applause or the tips that litter the stageâbut because of him.
Jihyo gestures wildly from the side, mouthing, âWhat the fuck are you doing?â You see her, hear her command, but your body moves before your mind can catch up. Thereâs no logic to it, no planâonly the magnetic pull that drags you forward, deeper into something you know you shouldnât want. Youâre supposed to stay put, bask in the aftermath, rake in tips, flash smiles, but none of it matters. Not when heâs there. Not when the fire in his gaze makes your skin burn in ways applause never could. He isnât just a prize; heâs a temptation, glittering and dangerous, something you should leave untouched but canât help craving. Every step closer feels like surrender, like giving in to the bad habit youâve tried to quit but never truly wanted to. You know better. You canât stand him, heâs insufferable. Heâs made Markâs life a living hell, torn through everything steady and safe, leaving nothing but chaos in his wake but the ache inside you wants moreâwants him.
You step off the stage, moving through the crowded floor, your steps drawn toward him as if the pull between you is something tangible. He moves, too, cutting through the maze of bodies in your direction, but the path isnât easy. The press of people closes in around you, and suddenly, youâre intercepted.
âLet me buy you a drink, sweet thing,â a slurred voice murmurs, too close, as a hand slides to your waist.
Your smile is polite but forced as you step out of reach. âThanks, but Iâm fine.â
He doesnât take the hint, his fingers grazing lower. The tension in the room shifts, heightened, buzzing in your veins. You glance at Jeno, who has stopped, his jaw set, his hands flexing at his sides. Thereâs a storm in his eyes, a crackling intensity that makes the room feel smaller, hotter, and infinitely more dangerous.
âI said Iâm fine,â you repeat, sharper now, but the drunk man is insistent, leaning closer, his breath heavy with whiskey.
Your gaze snaps back to Jeno, drawn as if by instinct, a fleeting glance that feels more like a confession than a look. His eyes meet yours, dark and commanding, a silent pull that roots you in place and sends your pulse spiraling. The air between you crackles, and before you can think, before reason has any hope of catching up, the words spill from your lips, soft and breathless, like theyâve been waiting there all along.
âMy boyfriend wouldnât like that.â
The air shifts again as Jeno moves with an ease that feels almost too deliberate, each step closing the space between you with unbearable tension. His focus is razor-sharp, cutting through the chaos around him, but itâs not the crowd he seesâitâs you. The heat in his eyes doesnât waver, doesnât drift; it pins you where you stand, as if daring you to look away. The curve of his mouth, the set of his shoulders, the way his body shifts with purposeâit all draws you in, tightening something low in your stomach. He doesnât rush, doesnât falter, as though every motion was designed to pull you closer. By the time he reaches you, youâre caught entirely in his orbit, and the man beside you barely exists in the wake of his presence.
âHi, baby,â Jeno says, his voice smooth, unhurried, as if the word was made for him. He slips into the role so naturally it startles you, an ease you didnât expect. His hand finds your waist like it belongs there, his fingers curling just enough to anchor you to him. The motion isnât rushed or hesitantâitâs grounding, a quiet declaration. His eyes hold yours with a warmth that burns slow, the kind of gaze that makes it impossible to look anywhere else. âYou were incredible tonight,â he murmurs, his voice dipping lower, softer, like heâs letting you in on something meant only for you. âThe whole room couldnât take their eyes off you. I couldnât take my eyes off you.â
The words send a shiver down your spine, but itâs the subtle ways he movesâangling his body to shield you from the drunk man, the slight press of his fingers against your waistâthat catch you off guard. Thereâs a thoughtfulness in the way he takes off his black jacket and drapes it over your shoulders, the gesture unspoken but so deliberate it feels like second nature. The fabric settles around you like an unspoken promise, heavier than the air around you and infinitely more secure.
He leans closer, his breath brushing your ear, his lips grazing the shell just enough to make your stomach flip. His voice drops, a quiet rumble only for you. âBoyfriend, huh?â Thereâs a faint, teasing curve to his words, but beneath it lies something deeper, sharper. âI like the sound of that.â
Before you can respond, the drunk man speaks again, his tone laced with disbelief. âI didnât know you had a boyfriend. Iâd know if you did.â
You arch a brow, your voice steady but razor-sharp. âThereâs a lot of things you donât know about me.â
He scoffs, stepping forward as if to challenge you, but Jeno moves faster. He turns, his hand sliding up to cradle your face, and then his lips are on yours.
The kiss crashes over you, fierce and unrelenting, pulling you under its weight and leaving you breathless. His mouth crashes onto yours with a heat that burns through every barrier. His hand fists in your hair, tugging just hard enough to draw a gasp from you, your lips parting instinctively as his tongue sweeps in. The taste of him is intoxicatingâwarm, electric, and maddeningly assertive as he deepens the kiss without hesitation, claiming every inch of you with each deliberate stroke. Your fingers curl into the fabric of his top, yanking him closer, your body pressed so tight against his you can feel the flex of his chest against yours.
His teeth catch your bottom lip, biting down just enough to send a shudder ripping through you, before he soothes the sting with a slow, deliberate swipe of his tongue. A low, guttural moan escapes from deep in his throat, vibrating against your lips, and the sound makes your knees weaken. His free hand slides down your spine, the heat of his palm branding your bare skin. His fingers skim lower, gripping at the curve of your ass where nothing but the thin band of your thong separates you from him. He squeezes hard, possessive and unapologetic, pulling you even tighter against him until thereâs no space left between your bodies.
The kiss grows filthier, wetter, his tongue tangling with yours in a rhythm thatâs as desperate as it is deliberate. Each drag of his lips against yours feels like fire, each press of his hands against your body a silent command. You meet him with equal hunger, your nails scratching lightly at the nape of his neck as you tug him down, urging him to keep going, to take more. His groans deepen, his breath hot and ragged against your skin as he angles his head, capturing your mouth harder, deeper, like heâs devouring you.
His hands roam without restraintâone slipping to continue to knead the bare flesh of your ass, fingers pressing into your skin, the other sliding back up to cradle your face as though to keep you exactly where he wants you. You moan into his mouth, the sound shameless, and his lips curve against yours in response, his control faltering for just a moment as he bites down on your lip again, harder this time. The sting only heightens the need coursing through you, your body arching into him, chasing his heat.
The world falls away entirely, the noise of the bar drowned out by the wet, erotic sounds of your lips and the desperate gasps that escape between kisses. Time stretches, warps, until the only thing that exists is himâthe scrape of his teeth, the slide of his tongue, the way his hands hold you like he never wants to let go. When you finally break apart, itâs not because either of you wants to stop, but because breathing feels like a necessity. His forehead presses against yours, his breath heavy and uneven as his thumb grazes your cheek. His eyes meet yours, dark and blown wide, and for a moment, itâs as if the whole world is burning just for the two of you.
The drunk man mutters something under his breath before slinking away, but neither of you spare him a glance. The moment is yours, and for the first time, itâs not about riling each other up or gaining control. Itâs about surrendering to the pull, to the unspoken connection thatâs been building, crackling, waiting to ignite.
Your breath catches, but you donât look away. The tension crackles louder, sharper, until the only thing you hear is the thrum of your pulse in your ears. You lean in just enough to feel the warmth of his breath on your lips, your voice barely above a whisper. âWhat are you doing tonight?â
His lips curl into the faintest smirk, his hand sliding down to rest on the curve of your ass, squeezing possessively. âThat depends,â he murmurs, his voice low and dripping with suggestion. His thumb brushes against your bare skin, teasing. âWhat are you doing tonight?â
You feel yourself leaning into him, your body responding before your mind can catch up. Your hand slides to the back of his neck, your fingers tangling in his hair. âYou,â you whisper, letting the single word hang in the air, thick and undeniable.
Jenoâs eyes darken further, his grip tightening as he pulls you flush against him, his voice a quiet growl against your lips. âLetâs get out of here.â
The crowd outside dissolves into static as Jenoâs hand wraps firmly around yours, his grip confident, his strides purposeful. He tugs you along without hesitation, his broad shoulders cutting a path toward the front door. Thereâs no pause, no glance back, like heâs certain youâll follow, falling effortlessly into step behind him. His fingers tighten, the weight of his presence commanding without effort.
But then your heels dig in. The abrupt resistance jolts through his arm, halting him mid-step. His head snaps around, the motion sharp, confusion clouding the dark intensity of his eyes. âMy place,â he murmurs, his voice low and gravelly, the words brushing against the static hum of the night. His free hand finds your waist instinctively, sliding there like a reflex, his grip almost possessive. It lingers, coaxing, as though heâs guiding you forward even now, oblivious to the shift in control already beginning to slip from his grasp.
âToo far,â you murmur, the weight of your words pressing like a palm against his chest. His lips part, as if to argue but youâve already moved. Your hand slides from his grasp, cool and deliberate, only to knot tightly with his own. Your grip is firm, not a suggestion but a command, and before he can react, youâre steering him down the narrow hallway. The air shifts around you, dim light casting shadows that ripple as your steps quicken. His pace stumbles, caught between following and being pulled, and yet he doesnât resist. The faint scrape of his shoes against the floor echoes the heat in his gazeâsmoldering, restless, entirely at your mercy. Every step you take leaves no room for doubt: youâre leading, and heâs already given in.
By the time you reach your dressing room, the tension between you feels suffocating, a palpable charge in the air that crackles like static. You shove the door open, pulling him in behind you, and with one smooth motion, you kick it shut and turn the lock. The metallic click reverberates through the cramped space, the sound echoing in the silence as your eyes meet his.
The room is small, stifling almost, the faint scent of your perfume mingling with the lingering heat from the performance. Clothes hang haphazardly on a rack against the wall, makeup scattered across the vanity, a worn chair tucked into the corner. But none of it matters. Not when heâs looking at you like thatâhis chest rising and falling, his lips slightly parted, and that damn smirk pulling at the edges of his mouth.
Your grip on his arms is defiant, a silent refusal to yield, but it doesnât matterâhis strength eclipses yours, sharp and deliberate. In one fluid motion, he spins you, your back meeting the wall with a jarring thud that reverberates down your spine. The cold surface seeps through the thin barrier of fabric, a biting contrast to the heat coursing through you. His body presses into yours, solid and unrelenting, a force you canât escape, no space spared between the hard planes of his chest and the soft curves of your frame. His presence consumes, each breath he takes pushing against you, every inch of him demanding to be felt, leaving no room to question whoâs in control.
His lips pull away from yours, leaving your skin tingling, as if the heat of him has seeped beneath the surface. His breath comes in shallow, ragged bursts as his head tilts back, exposing the taut line of his throat, and his gaze flickers over your shoulder to the wall holding you there. The chipped paint and uneven surface press into your back, a subtle but insistent reminder of how tightly he has you pinned. His eyes shift again, landing on the worn chair by the dressing table, his brow furrowing as though calculating where heâll take youâagainst the wall, where youâre trapped under his weight, or on the chair.
The indecision lingers for a heartbeat, thickening the air, but then his gaze snaps back to yours. The hesitation evaporates in a flash, replaced by something darker, hungrier. âNot a bad idea,â he murmurs, his voice low and cutting, its teasing edge sending a jolt through your core. The smirk tugging at his lips deepens, sharp as a knife, and he leans in, reclaiming your mouth with a kiss thatâs rough and all-consuming, matching the unrelenting pressure of his body pinning you in place.
This time, he descends on you with a force that borders on reckless, his mouth slanting over yours in a kiss thatâs all hunger and demand. Thereâs nothing careful in the way his lips moveâhard and insistent, a clash of teeth and heat, as if heâs determined to strip you down to nothing but raw instinct. His breath mingles with yours, feverish, intoxicating, his confidence threading through every movement like an unspoken dare.
His hands slide over your body, dragging down your sides with a roughness that sets every nerve alight. His fingers curl into your waist, blunt nails digging into the fabric of your dress with just enough force to make you squirm. Itâs not just touchâitâs possession, each grip and squeeze leaving your skin hypersensitive, the imprint of him burned into you in ways youâll still feel tomorrow.
Then, without a word, he shifts. His hands are on your thighs before you realize what heâs doing, spreading wide to anchor your legs as he lifts you effortlessly. The movement is sharp, dizzying, and your breath catches as your body twists mid-air, a startled sound breaking from your throat. Before you can recover, the solid, unyielding surface of the wall meets you again, your chest pressing flat against the cold plaster. The shock bites into your skin, a sharp contrast to the heat still pouring off him as he pins you there.
Your spine arches instinctively, the chill forcing you to react, but his hands are already back on you. They move lower, greedy and deliberate, gripping the curve of your hips, his thumbs pressing hard enough to make your breath stutter. He doesnât hesitate, doesnât askâhe acts, his body crowding yours, his presence so consuming it feels like heâs claiming more than just space.
Jenoâs lips find your neck, his breath scalding as he works his way down with kisses that arenât softâtheyâre bruising, his teeth scraping your skin, his tongue soothing over each bite only to do it again. His hands are everywhere now, mapping the curve of your waist, the swell of your hips, before settling on your ass. His grip tightens, fingers kneading and squeezing with a bruising intensity, pulling soft, involuntary moans from your lips.
His breath fans against the back of your neck, his voice low and hoarse as he growls, âDonât move.â His fingers hook into the thin straps of your thong, tugging them down with maddening slowness, the fabric dragging against your skin until it pools at your feet.
The air shifts, thick with anticipation, before the sharp crack of his palm meeting your bare skin breaks through it. The sting is immediate, fire spreading across your ass as you jolt against the wall. He doesnât wait for a reaction, his hand smoothing over the heated skin before striking again, harder this time.
You donât answer, your breath catching as silence stretches between you. The tension snaps with the sharp crack of his palm against your skin, the sting blooming instantly as his hand lingers. âDid you think you could ignore me?â he growls, the sound dark and dangerous, reverberating through the cramped space. He kneads the reddened flesh, his touch rough and possessive, each squeeze leaving your body trembling.
His hand slides lower, slower than before, his fingers grazing the slick heat between your thighs. He moves deliberately, each teasing stroke designed to pull a reaction from you, to remind you whoâs in control. A soft gasp escapes your lips despite yourself, and he chuckles darkly, his breath hot against your neck. âThatâs what I thought,â he murmurs, his fingers pressing deeper, claiming more, as his grip on you tightens.
He chuckles darkly, leaning in until his lips brush against your ear. âYouâre soaked,â he murmurs, his voice dripping with satisfaction. âYou can pretend youâre not loving this, but your bodyâs giving you away.â His fingers dip further, gathering your wetness before sliding back up to press against your clit.
The sharp crack of his palm meeting your ass echoes through the room, each strike landing harder and faster, a punishing rhythm that leaves your skin burning under his touch. The sting spreads like wildfire, the heat intensifying with every slap, every deliberate swing of his hand, until the ache becomes something molten, something you canât help but arch into. His hand lingers between strikes, fingers kneading the soft flesh roughly, possessively, before pulling back to deliver another.
Your breath comes in short, ragged bursts, each exhale jagged as the relentless pace of his punishment leaves your legs trembling. The warmth radiates from where his palm lands, blooming outward and seeping into your core, the pain and pleasure indistinguishable now. His grip on your neck tightens slightly, a grounding force that keeps you pressed firmly against the wall, pinned exactly where he wants you. His fingers dig into the nape of your neck, holding you still as his other hand continues its torment, the cadence unyielding, every movement a silent assertion of control.
âYou take it so fucking well,â he mutters, his voice dark, hoarse with arousal. His lips graze the shell of your ear, hot breath spilling across your skin as he lands another sharp slap on your ass. The sound echoes through the room, louder this time, the sting spreading fire through you. âSo fucking beautifulâmarked up, trembling for me. You take it so well, I canât get enough of you.â
But he doesnât see it slipping. With every strike, every grinding roll of his hips, the control heâs convinced he has starts to unravel. His rhythm falters, the confidence in his grip turning just a little hesitant, his actions betraying how lost he is in you, how tightly heâs gripping onto the dynamic he doesnât realize heâs already lost.
You twist sharply, moving faster than he anticipates, his balance tipping just enough for you to break free. Before he can react, your hands shove him hard, slamming his back against the wall with a thud that leaves him momentarily stunned. His shoulders hit the surface, his breath catching as his lips part, his gaze meeting yours with wide eyes, half-lidded from lust but entirely caught off guard.
Your body presses flush against his, pinning him there, and you donât give him a second to recover. One hand slides up his chest, slow and deliberate, the pads of your fingers grazing the heat of his skin through the fabric before curling around his throat. Your grip is firm, your thumb pressing against the rapid flutter of his pulse, and his head tilts back instinctively, lips parting in a soft, breathy gasp.
The sharp click of your tongue fills the silence as you tighten your grip on his throat, tilting his chin higher until his eyes meet yours. His breath catches, his chest rising and falling in uneven bursts as he struggles to process the sudden shift. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â you whisper, your voice low and deliberate, a calm veneer masking the storm beneath.
His jaw tenses at the sound, the movement sharp, his Adamâs apple bobbing as he swallows hard. His lips part like heâs about to answer, but all that comes out is a strained, ââŚFucking you?â His voice wavers, caught somewhere between confusion and the lingering need that tightens his body against yours.
A slow, mocking laugh spills from your lips, warm and soft against the side of his face as you lean in, your breath brushing his ear. ââFucking you?ââ you repeat, each syllable dripping with amusement and a condescension that makes his breath stutter. âIs that what you think youâre doing?â
He blinks at you, dumbfounded, his lips still parted as though searching for a retort that refuses to come. Your hands shift, sliding down his chest, your nails grazing over the hard planes of muscle beneath the thin fabric. The touch is slow, almost languid, a deliberate reminder of the control slipping from his hands.
Before he can react, your grip tightens, and with a sharp push, you shove him backward. His body stumbles into the chair behind himâthe one tucked neatly in front of your vanity, its chipped wood and faded upholstery an unassuming witness to whatâs about to unfold. The wood creaks loudly under his weight as he lands, his legs spreading instinctively, his body folding into a position that leaves him utterly exposed.
Jeno stares up at you, chest heaving, his expression caught between shock and arousal, the sharp edge of his usual confidence dulled by the realization that heâs no longer in control. âWho said you get to control things here?â you ask, stepping between his legs, the heat of your body brushing against his thighs as you lean forward. Your hands grip the arms of the chair, trapping him in place, your face close enough to feel the shallow, uneven rhythm of his breath.
The flicker of defiance in his eyes doesnât last; it crumbles under the weight of your stare, unrelenting and burning with a fire that leaves no room for argument. You drag your fingers down his chest, each pass slower, heavier, before pressing him firmly back against the chair. The reflection in the vanity mirror catches your attention, the image of him looking up at youâwide-eyed, lips parted, completely at your mercyâonly fueling the satisfaction curling low in your stomach.
âDo you think youâre in control tonight?â you whisper, tilting your head just enough for your lips to ghost over the corner of his mouth without fully touching. âBecause youâre not. Not tonight. Tonight, Iâm going to ruin you.â
Jenoâs groan is immediate, raw and guttural, spilling out like something torn from deep within him. His head tips back against the chair, the tension in his body unraveling in ways he didnât know were possible. His hands twitch at his sides, hesitating, unsure whether to grip the arms of the chair or reach for you, the uncertainty foreign to someone who has spent his entire life mastering control.
And control is all Jeno has ever knownâhis constant, unwavering companion. On the court, every move is deliberate, precise; in life, every decision calculated, a performance for everyone watching. Even in bed, heâs always the one steering, leading, dictating. But now, with you standing over him, your eyes sharp, your touch deliberate, and his body pinned beneath the weight of your dominance, that control feels distant, useless, slipping from his grasp like sand through his fingers.
Itâs unfamiliar, terrifyingâand intoxicating.
His chest heaves with every shallow breath, the tension heâs carried for years fraying at the edges as his body betrays him. Heâs never allowed himself to feel this exposed, this vulnerable, but the sight of you towering over him, your fingers sliding lower, commanding his every reaction, sets him alight in ways he didnât think possible. Heâs so used to being the one in charge that the sudden, absolute loss of it is dizzyingâand yet, it feeds something buried deep within him, something he didnât know he craved.
âFuck,â he breathes, the word half-growled, half-broken as his body shivers beneath your touch. His hips jerk involuntarily, his restraint cracking with every deliberate stroke of your fingers teasing the waistband of his pants. âYou donât even fucking know⌠what youâre doing to me right now.â His voice is strained, frayed with tension and desire, his usual confidence nowhere to be found. âYouâve got me so fucking hard I canât think straightâcanât think about anything but you.â
Your smirk deepens, the sight of him unraveling beneath you igniting something sharp and primal inside you. âOh, I know exactly what Iâm doing,â you murmur, your tone soft but laced with unshakable control. Your hands slide lower, grazing the hard, unrelenting line of him through the fabric, and his breath hitches, sharp and loud, filling the small space between you.
You glance down at him, your vantage point offering a view you could never tire of: Lee Jeno, always so composed, always so in control, now trembling beneath your hands. His head tips back, exposing the taut line of his throat, his chest rising and falling in uneven bursts as though heâs forgotten how to breathe properly. His lips are parted, swollen and wet, the slightest quiver betraying the effect you have on him. Itâs a sight you want to etch into memoryâJeno, stripped of his carefully constructed control, utterly undone by the simplest brush of your touch.
âYou know,â you murmur, leaning closer until your lips brush the curve of his jaw, your breath warm against his skin, âI havenât even fucked you yet.â Your voice is low, teasing, every word deliberate, and you feel the sharp hitch in his breathing as your lips ghost over him. His body tenses beneath your hands, every muscle coiled and trembling as you drag your palms higher along his thighs, grazing the firm muscle beneath, each touch slow and deliberate.
âYou havenât even had my mouth around you,â you continue, your tone soft but dripping with intent, your teeth grazing his jawline before your lips press against it. The first kiss is deliberate, calculated, and when you hear the faintest sound slip from his throat, you press harder. âHavenât felt me ride you,â you murmur against his skin, trailing lower, your lips finding the sensitive spot just below his ear, âuntil you canât think, until you canât breathe.â
His hands twitch at his sides, his head falling back further, baring his neck to you without thinking, and you take full advantage. Your mouth moves lower, sucking at the skin just above his collarbone, hard enough to leave a mark. His breath stutters, the sound rough and broken as you work your way back up, your teeth scraping the edge of his throat.
âLook at you,â you whisper, your lips brushing over the rapid flutter of his pulse. âYouâre already falling apartâand I havenât even started yet.â
His breath catches, a sharp intake of air that barely makes it past his lips. His voice is rough, breaking as he murmurs, âI know⌠fuck, I know.â His head tilts further, exposing more of his throat to you, his body trembling under your touch. âYouâve got me so worked up, I canâtââ His words falter, his jaw tightening as a low, guttural groan escapes. âIâll do whatever you want⌠just donât stop.â
âYouâre not used to this, are you?â you murmur, your lips brushing against his skin again. âLetting someone else take the lead.â Your tone is soft but cutting, each word a reminder of just how deeply heâs falling into unfamiliar territory.
âNo,â he admits, his voice barely audible, his eyes fluttering shut. âBut I donât want you to stop.âÂ
And thatâs when you realizeâitâs not just desire coursing through him; itâs need. He needs this. Needs the weight lifted from his shoulders, the persona he so carefully wears stripped away, and the relentless pressure to always lead momentarily silenced. You see it in the way his body trembles beneath your touch, his breaths uneven, his hands clenching as though heâs barely holding himself together. And you? Youâre more than happy to take it all from him.
With deliberate ease, you lean forward, sliding onto his lap, your knees bracketing his thighs as your weight settles against him. His breath stutters, and his hands instinctively find your hips, gripping them like he needs something to ground himself. âCome here,â he whispers, his voice hoarse and low, even though youâve already made yourself comfortable in his lap.
You adjust slightly, your hips pressing closer to his, and the contact makes his body tense under yours. Your movements are slow and calculated, your chest brushing against his as you shift, letting him feel the deliberate roll of your body against his. His eyes drop immediately to your chest, his gaze fixated on the swell of your breasts, and you see the way his Adamâs apple bobs as he swallows hard.
âJeno,â you call softly, your tone sharp enough to pull his attention back to you. His head snaps up, and his eyes meet yours, wide and glassy with arousal. âEyes up here,â you tease, your lips curving into a small, knowing smile.
You lean in closer, your hands sliding up to cradle his jaw as you tilt his head back slightly. Your lips press softly against his, the touch so gentle it feels almost out of place in the charged atmosphere between you. His breath catches, and for a moment, heâs stillâfrozen beneath you like he canât believe itâs real, like the tenderness is too foreign in a moment so thick with desire.
When he finally responds, itâs hesitant, his lips moving against yours as though heâs afraid the fragile connection might break. His hands tighten on your hips, pulling you closer, his body instinctively seeking more of you. The kiss deepens, soft and slow, and you feel the tension bleeding out of him, the weight he carries melting away as he lets himself sink into the moment.
But as you kiss him, something shifts inside you, the heat between you tempered for just a moment by the vulnerability you feel in his touch. His hesitation, the way he trembles beneath you, makes you pause. Your smirk falters, and you pull back just slightly, your lips brushing against his jaw as your hands slide down to rest on his chest.
Your palms press against himânot demanding, but groundingâand you feel the rapid thud of his heart beneath your fingers. Heâs so used to control, to leading, to bearing the weight of expectation. But here, now, heâs unraveling, the walls heâs so carefully built starting to crumble under your hands. And suddenly, you need to knowâneed to hear him say it.
âIs this what you want?â you ask, your voice quieter now, stripped of the teasing edge youâve carried so far. Itâs raw and unmasked, a question that feels as much about him as it does about you. âDo you want me to lead, Jeno?â
The question hangs between you, the vulnerability in your tone catching him off guard, and for a moment, his breath stills. His eyes meet yours, wide and dark, and his Adamâs apple bobs as he swallows hard. âYeah,â he murmurs, his voice soft, almost fragile compared to the tension between you. Then, stronger, with a desperate edge: âYes. Fuck, yes. I need this. I need you.â
The honesty in his voice hits you like a jolt, but you donât let it showânot fully. Your lips brush his again, firmer this time, as your hands slide lower, teasing over the hard, unrelenting line of him through his pants. His head falls back again, a quiet, desperate groan slipping past his lips.
âYouâve been so good to me tonight, helping me out with those guys earlierâ you continue, taking a step closer to him, the heat in your tone softening into something that feels almost like praise. âYou deserve something for being such a good boy, donât you?â
He nods and you take a moment to admire himâflushed, breathless, utterly undone. The sight of him, usually so cocky, now reduced to this trembling, obedient version of himself, sends a wave of satisfaction rushing through you. Heâs listening. Actually listening. Not arguing, not resisting, just sitting there, wide-eyed and waiting for your next command.
Your smirk sharpens, your fingers trailing down his chest, tracing the lines of muscle beneath his shirt. You press your palm flat against him, feeling the erratic thud of his heart beneath your hand as you lean in, your dominance radiating in every deliberate movement.
âThen take your pants off,â you say, your voice soft but unyielding, every word laced with heat. You step back, your eyes boring into his, daring him to disobey. âNow.â
His hands move quickly, trembling as he struggles with the waistband of his pants, finally pushing them down just enough to free himself. His cock springs forward, thick and heavy, flushed with need, the sight alone making your breath catch. Heâs bigger than you anticipatedâbigger than what youâre used toâbut you bite down on the flicker of hesitation, refusing to give him the satisfaction of knowing. You wonât let him see the challenge he presents or give him any room to feel smug.
You step forward, pressing one hand flat against his chest and pushing him back until his shoulders meet the chair. Heâs perched at the edge, his legs spread wide, his breath shallow and erratic as he stares at you, his cock standing rigid against his stomach. âYouâre going to sit there and take it,â you murmur, your voice low and commanding, the words laced with heat that makes his Adamâs apple bob as he swallows hard.
Lowering yourself onto your knees between his legs, you drag your hands up his thighs, your nails grazing his skin lightly. He shudders beneath your touch, his muscles tensing as you lean in closer. âYouâve been good so far,â you whisper, glancing up at him, your voice teasing but firm. âLetâs see if you can stay that way.â
His breath hitches as your lips ghost over the tip of his cock, soft and feather-light. His hips jerk involuntarily, a strained groan slipping past his lips. âI didnât say you could move,â you chastise, your tone sharp, dripping with condescension as your nails dig into his thighs, holding him in place.
âFuckâsorry,â he chokes out, his head tipping back against the chair, his knuckles white as he grips the edges of the seat. His chest heaves with the effort of keeping still, every inch of him taut with restraint.
Satisfied, you let your lips brush over him again, your tongue flicking out to tease the sensitive head. The taste of him spreads across your tongue, rich and musky, and you hum softly, your hands tightening on his thighs. You take him into your mouth slowly, deliberately, your tongue swirling around the tip before sliding lower, inch by inch, until the weight of him fills you.
A guttural moan escapes his lips, his thighs trembling beneath your hands as you begin to move, your mouth working him with precision. You hollow your cheeks, letting him feel the tightness, the warmth, your tongue pressing against the underside of his cock as you take him deeper. Heâs big, stretching your jaw, but you refuse to falter, refuse to let him see anything but control.
âFuckâGod, youâre so fucking good at this,â he mutters, his voice ragged, breaking with each shallow breath. His head tips back further, his lips parted as his moans grow louder, the sound reverberating through the small space.
Your pace quickens, your movements relentless as you take him deeper, letting the head of his cock nudge the back of your throat. His body jerks involuntarily, and his hands twitch against the chair, his knuckles tight and trembling as he fights the urge to reach for you.
âDonât you dare move,â you warn, pulling back just enough to let a trail of saliva connect your lips to his cock. You glance up at him, your gaze sharp and unyielding, your voice a low, commanding hum. âYou donât get to come until I say so. Understand?â
âYes,â he groans, his voice cracking, desperation lacing every word. âYes, fuckâanything you want.â
You smirk, satisfied with his surrender, and take him into your mouth again, deeper this time, your hands gripping his thighs to keep him still. His groans turn to loud, broken cries as you work him mercilessly, your lips sliding down his length, your tongue pressing and swirling with every movement.
The mirror catches your attentionâa perfect reflection of the way his body trembles under your control. His head is thrown back, his eyes squeezing shut before rolling open again, his lips parted as he moans without restraint. His hips jerk slightly despite your grip, his entire body betraying his need.
âPlease,â he chokes out, his voice wrecked as his eyes meet yours in the reflection. âI canâtâfuckâI canât take it.â
âYes, you can,â you reply, your voice muffled against his cock as you take him even deeper, the strain in your jaw undeniable, but the power in his unraveling making it all worth it.
His thighs tremble harder beneath your palms, his breath coming in short, uneven bursts as you quicken your pace, hollowing your cheeks and sucking harder. He cries out, his voice breaking as his hands grip the arms of the chair so tightly they shake.
âGood boy,â you murmur, pulling back just enough to let your tongue drag over the head of his cock, swirling around the sensitive tip before sliding back down. âThatâs itâstay just like that.â
âFuckâfuck, please,â he whimpers, his voice barely audible as his head tips back again, his jaw slack. âI needâIâm so closeâplease, can I?â
You smirk, your nails digging into his thighs as you pull back slightly, meeting his wide, glassy eyes. âNot yet,â you command, your tone sharp enough to make him groan in frustration, his body trembling as he struggles to obey.
You take him back into your mouth, relentless now, your pace unforgiving as his cries grow louder, echoing in the room. His hips buck slightly despite your grip, his restraint crumbling as he gasps your name, his moans broken and desperate.
âI canâtâfuckâI canât hold it,â he chokes out, his voice trembling, his body shaking as his head falls back against the chair.
You pull back just enough to speak, your voice low and dripping with authority. âYou can. Be good for me, Jeno.â
His response is a strangled groan, his eyes rolling back as his body tenses beneath you, every muscle trembling as he fights against the edge. His hands grip the arms of the chair with a desperation that borders on pain, his chest heaving as he gasps for air, barely holding himself together. His lips part as if to beg again, but no words come, just broken, needy sounds spilling out as his head falls back against the chair.
You let the moment stretch, the tension thick and almost unbearable, your lips brushing against the head of his cock, teasing him with light, deliberate flicks of your tongue. âNot yet,â you murmur again, your voice a quiet warning, the control in it making him whimper softly. When you finally pull back, meeting his dazed, glassy-eyed stare, you let a smirk curve your lips. âAlright,â you whisper, your tone soft but commanding, dragging out the words as if savoring his desperation. âCome for me.â
The second the words leave your lips, he shatters. His hips jerk, his hands flying to grip the chair as his cock pulses in your mouth. The heat and saltiness flood your tongue, but you donât stop, your movements slowing only to milk every last shudder from him. His cries echo in the room, raw and unrestrained, his body trembling violently as he surrenders completely.
When you finally pull back, his chest heaves, his eyes half-lidded and glassy as he stares at you, his lips parted, his voice barely a whisper. âFuck,â he breathes, his hands shaking as he reaches for you, but you push him back into the chair, smirking.
âGood job,â you murmur, your voice soft but laced with satisfaction. âBut donât think weâre done yet.â
You rise slowly, the weight of your body shifting just enough to brush against him, your thighs straddling his hips, your knees pressing into the chair on either side. The air between you feels thick, charged, and the sight of his cockâhard, flushed, twitching as it stands against his stomachâsends a rush of heat through you. His chest heaves, his breaths uneven, and his hands tremble where they grip the arms of the chair, knuckles white from restraint. His lips part, and the words spill out in a cracked, desperate voice, like heâs already forgotten how to hold them back.
âPlease,â he gasps, his breath catching like the plea has been ripped straight from his chest. âIâI need you. Please, justâfuck, I canât take it anymore.â His eyes flicker wildly, darting between your face, your body, the space where you hover just above him. His hips twitch upward, chasing contact, and his fingers flex against the arms of the chair like he wants to grab you but doesnât dare. âPlease,â he repeats, voice cracking again, thick with desperation.
You sink down onto his lap, your weight settling on him without fully taking him in. His cock presses against you, caught between your bodies, and the moan that escapes him is guttural, raw, his hips jerking as if he expects you to move.
But you donât.
Instead, you stay perfectly still, your nails grazing along his jaw as you smirk at the way his breath stutters, his chest heaving against yours. The tension in his body coils tighter with every second, and the moment he realizes youâre not going to give him what he wants, the begging starts.
âI canâtâfuck, I need it. I need to feel you,â he groans, his voice shaking as his hips jerk beneath you, the thick length of him pressing insistently against your heat. âPlease,â he chokes out, the words tumbling out in broken desperation. âLet me have your cunt. Iâll do anythingâfuck, anythingâjust let me feel it, please.â His eyes are wild, glassy with need, his entire body trembling as he fights against the unbearable tension youâve wrapped him in.
You drag your nails down the column of his neck, light but deliberate, until your hand rests firmly on his jaw. Tilting his chin, you force his gaze to meet yours. âYou need it?â you murmur, your voice sharp and teasing, but thereâs steel in it, enough to still him completely. Your thumb brushes the corner of his trembling lips, and his breath stutters, his head tilting into your hand as though itâs the only thing keeping him grounded.
âYes,â he breathes, his voice rough and uneven, his body trembling beneath your touch. âIâll take anythingâwhatever you want, just⌠fuck.â The words break off into a desperate groan, his eyes locking onto yours, wide and glassy with raw need, his pupils dilated as if heâs losing himself entirely in you.
The corner of your lips curves into a slow, deliberate smirk as your palm slides to his cheek. For a moment, your touch is light, almost soothing, before you slap himânot hard, but enough to make his head jerk to the side and a broken sound escape his throat. His cock twitches violently against you, the sharp crack of your palm against his skin reverberating through the charged air.
âAgain,â he moans, his voice wrecked, raw with need. His head snaps back, his gaze locking onto yours with a fervor that makes your stomach clench. His hands grip the arms of the chair harder, the veins in his forearms straining as he fights not to touch you.
You oblige without hesitation, slapping him again, slower this time, your palm lingering to feel the flush of warmth spreading across his skin. His hips jerk beneath you, a guttural groan ripping from his throat as his body trembles with barely restrained desire.
âPathetic,â you hiss, leaning in closer, your nails grazing along the edge of his jaw. âLook at youâbegging, shaking like you canât survive another second without me. Do you even hear yourself?â
He whimpers, his lips parting, his head tilting back slightly as though offering himself up to you completely. The sound is raw, guttural, filled with something so consuming it makes your smirk widen.
You straighten, lifting yourself just enough to position him at your entrance. His cock presses against you, the heat and weight of it making your breath hitch despite yourself. Beneath you, his chest rises and falls in frantic bursts, his body shuddering as though he might snap from the tension.
When you sink down onto him, itâs slow, punishingly so, every inch deliberate, your body taking him in entirely as you watch the way his jaw slackens, his eyes rolling back as a choked groan tears from his throat. His hips buck, but your nails dig into his chest, sharp and grounding.
âStay still,â you snap, your voice cutting through the haze of his desperation. âYou move when I say you can.â
âYes,â he gasps, his voice nothing more than a rasp. âYes, Iâfuck, Iâm sorryâfuck, Iâll be good.â
Your pace starts slow, calculated, each roll of your hips pulling another broken sound from his lips. When you lean forward, your fingers wrapping around his throat, your thumb pressing lightly against his pulse, he shudders beneath you, his body trembling like heâs unraveling one second at a time.
âYou donât come until I say so,â you murmur, your voice low and sharp, watching the way he fights to hold on, every ounce of his control slipping through his fingers as he trembles beneath you.
When you start to bounce, itâs immediate and feral, your movements savage and unrelenting, driving down onto him with a pace that leaves no space for tenderness or adjustment. Each thrust sends a jolt through your body, the wet, obscene slap of skin meeting skin echoing in the charged air. His cock fills you completely, the stretch almost too much, but you refuse to let it show, your focus locked on his reaction. His head snaps back, his jaw slack as a guttural, animalistic groan tears from his throat, his body helpless against the onslaught.
âFuckâoh my god, youâre so fucking tight,â he chokes out, the words tumbling from his lips in broken desperation. âItâs likeâshitâI can feel every fucking inch of you gripping me.â His breath hitches, his fingers clawing at his thighs, digging into the muscle as though the pain might ground him. âYouâreâfuckâyouâre squeezing me so tight I canâtââ His words cut off in a ragged groan, his cock throbbing as your walls drag against him, pulling him deeper with every brutal thrust. âItâs too much, too fucking good,â he gasps, his head tipping back as his body shudders beneath you.
You lean in, your voice a soothing contrast to the brutal rhythm of your hips, âShh, baby,â you murmur, pressing your lips softly to his temple. âI know itâs a lot. Youâre doing so well for me.â Your fingers trail gently down his chest before curling around his jaw, tilting his face up so his glassy, desperate eyes meet yours.
You slam your hips down harder, the impact sharp and merciless, drawing another desperate cry from him. His breath stutters, his chest heaving as he chokes out, âI canâtâfuckâIâm gonnaââ
âDonât even think about it,â you snap, your voice razor-sharp, cutting through his haze of need. You grind down on him between thrusts, your hips rolling in a way that forces every inch of him deeper inside you. The friction sends a thrill up your spine, your nails digging into his chest to steady yourself as you keep him exactly where you want him.
His body jerks beneath you, shuddering violently, his hips bucking despite his efforts to stay still. You catch the movement instantly, your hand darting to his throat, your fingers curling tightly enough to make his gasp catch. âAlready wanting to cum?â you taunt, a smirk curling your lips as you lean in closer, your breath brushing against his ear. âI havenât even started.â
The words make him groan, his cock twitching inside you as his head tips back against the chair. âPlease,â he whimpers, his voice cracking, wrecked and raw. âPlease, I canâtââ His words dissolve into a broken moan, his hips lifting as though heâs trying to chase the friction youâre controlling.
âYouâll hold it,â you growl, your tone cold and commanding as you ride him harder, faster, your pace unrelenting. âYouâll hold it until I say you can. Do you hear me?â
âYes,â he chokes out, the word a strangled sob, his hands trembling as they grip the chair like a lifeline. His cock throbs against your walls, each bounce sending him closer to the edge, his entire body writhing beneath you. His voice grows desperate, his cries sharp and guttural as your movements grow even more punishing, driving him into complete submission.
Each bounce is merciless, your ass meeting his thighs with sharp, punishing force that sends shocks through both of your bodies. The relentless drive of your hips forces his cock to fill you completely, the stretch and friction so intense it borders on unbearable. The sound of wet, obscene slaps echoes in the air, mingling with his broken moans and your sharp breaths. Every thrust grinds him deeper, the brutal rhythm pulling sharp gasps from your lips as your nails rake down his chest, leaving red trails in their wake.
Your nails dig into his shoulders as you lean forward, your body grinding down onto him with a deliberate roll of your hips that pulls a ragged groan from his throat. His chest rises and falls in frantic bursts, his head falling back, the column of his throat exposed as if in surrender. He canât keep stillâhis body jerks and twitches under yours, his muscles taut as if theyâre about to snap. You feel every tremor, every pulse of his cock as your walls squeeze around him mercilessly, refusing him a moment of respite.
The chair creaks beneath you, the rhythm of your movements relentless, driving him deeper and deeper until it feels like heâs splitting you open. Your breaths mix with his, harsh and uneven, your control unwavering even as his moans turn into desperate, incoherent sounds. He tries to shift beneath you, his hips bucking slightly, but you slam him back down with a firm hand on his chest, your strength keeping him exactly where you want him.
âDonât even think about it,â you hiss, your voice sharp and commanding. His eyes flutter open, wide and glassy, his pupils blown as he looks up at you with a desperation that sends a wave of heat straight through you. He opens his mouth to speak, but the words are swallowed by a guttural cry as you slam your hips down again, the force of it pushing him deeper, the angle leaving him gasping.
Your pace shifts, faster now, the intensity ramping up as you grind down onto him between thrusts, the friction sparking a raw, unbearable pleasure that leaves you both shaking. His cock throbs inside you, each pulse a testament to how close he is, how completely heâs unraveling beneath you. His hands twitch at his sides, his fingers curling into the fabric of the chair, and you smirk at the sight of himâwrecked, trembling, completely under your control.
He whines, the sound pitiful and raw, his eyes fluttering open only to meet your gaze. The desperation in them makes you smirk, your hand sliding to his jaw to hold him still. âIs this too much for you?â you ask, feigning sweetness, your lips curving into a mocking smile as his chest heaves beneath your touch.
âNoâno, please,â he stammers, his voice breaking, his hips jerking up involuntarily only to be met with your punishing grip. âPleaseâdonât stopâdonât fucking stop.â
âDonât worry,â you purr, leaning closer, your breath hot against his ear. âIâm not stopping until Iâve ruined you.â
Your fingers tighten around his wrists, the raw strength in your grip forcing his arms high above his head, the hard press of your body keeping him pinned. His biceps strain, the muscles flexing as he instinctively fights for control, but youâre unrelenting. You shift slightly, your thigh bracing against his forearm, ensuring he has no leverage, no escape from the restraint of your body. His chest heaves, frantic and uneven, as you lean in, your breath brushing over his neck, the sheer dominance in your presence leaving him trembling.
Your other hand glides up his chest, fingers splayed wide before wrapping firmly around his throat. Your palm molds to his skin, thumb pressing into the frantic pulse hammering beneath it. The column of his throat arches, his head tipping back involuntarily, a guttural sound breaking free from his lips. His cock throbs deep inside you, every twitch dragging heat through your core as your walls squeeze around him, owning every inch.
âYouâre mine,â you snarl, your voice low and cutting, the intensity in your words making his body jerk beneath you. You lean closer, the sharp curve of your hips grinding down onto him, your pace slowing, deliberate, teasing. âEvery inch of you belongs to me right now. Donât forget it.â The sound he makes is wrecked, raw, a broken moan that spills from his parted lips as his eyes flutter shut, his fingers twitching uselessly against your grip.
His head tilts forward slightly, lips brushing against your shoulder as though heâs desperate for contact, but you donât relent. âLook at me,â you command, tightening your grip on his throat just enough to pull a sharp gasp from him. âEyes open. You donât get to hide from this. You donât get to forget who owns you right now.â
As your grip loosens around his throat, you lean back slightly, allowing him a moment to catch his breath. His chest heaves, his pupils blown wide as he looks at you with a mix of hunger and reverence. His hands, trembling from restraint, rise tentatively, brushing against your sides before trailing upward.
Your lips curve into a smirk as his fingers reach your breasts, his touch hesitant at first. âYouâre bold,â you tease, your tone laced with amusement, but thereâs no protest in your voice. You arch into his hands, the deliberate movement pressing your chest into his palms.
âI canât help it,â he chokes out, his voice trembling, every word spilling past his lips in broken desperation. His fingers pinch your nipples harder, his breath stuttering with each punishing roll of your hips. âYouâre too fucking perfectâso soft, soâfuckâI couldnât stop myself.â His grip tightens, his hands kneading the soft flesh of your breasts with a fervor that borders on frantic, the heat in his touch sending sparks straight to your core.
His thumbs circle over your nipples, the firm strokes drawing sharp, electric pleasure that makes your walls clench tighter around him. A guttural groan rips from his throat, his head falling back as his body jerks beneath you, trembling with every wave of sensation. But his eyes snap back to yours in an instant, wide and glassy, like heâs terrified of missing a single second of you.
You let him indulge for a few seconds longer, watching as his touch becomes rougher, more insistent. The way his hands mold to your body, gripping and squeezing like he canât get enough, makes heat coil low in your stomach. But when his movements grow frantic, you grab his wrists, wrenching them away with a strength that startles him.
âWhat did I say about touching?â you hiss, your tone sharp, dripping with authority as you press his hands back against the chair. His eyes widen, his lips parting to stammer out an apology, but you donât give him the chance. Instead, you soothe the tension briefly with a gentle touch, your fingers stroking down his chest, only to strike harder with your palm against his skin. The sound echoes through the room, sharp and commanding.
âIâIâm sorry,â he stammers, his voice hoarse, cracking as he squirms under your hand, his breath hitching with every strike.
âYou think begging will save you?â you mock, your nails dragging across his chest, leaving faint red trails in their wake. His cries grow louder, his body arching as your words cut through his haze of desperation. âYouâre going to take everything I give you, Jeno. Every. Fucking. Second.â
When you strike again, harder this time, his guttural moan makes your core tighten, his body trembling under your control. âSorry isnât good enough,â you snap, your palm delivering another blow, leaving his skin flushed and hot beneath your touch. âYouâre going to learn to listen.â
His tears brim, his lips trembling as he gasps for air, his submission so raw it sends a thrill straight through you. You tilt his head up, forcing his glassy eyes to meet yours as you press your fingers to his lips. His tongue flicks out instinctively, tasting you, and the sight alone makes your breath hitch.
âOpen,â you command, your voice soft but firm, and he obeys immediately, his mouth parting as you slide your fingers inside, pressing against his tongue. His lips close around you, the heat of his mouth making you smirk. âDeeper,â you instruct, your tone low and teasing as you push further, feeling his throat constrict around your fingers as he chokes slightly. His eyes flutter shut, his face reddening as he struggles to take you.
âLook at me,â you snap, your free hand tugging his hair roughly to hold his attention. His eyes snap open, wide and glassy, tears slipping down his cheeks as he meets your gaze. âI didnât tell you to stop looking.â
His throat bobs as he sucks harder, his lips wrapping tightly around your fingers, his breaths ragged and broken. You press deeper, your control absolute as you watch him tremble beneath you, his entire body reacting to your dominance. When you finally pull your fingers free, they leave a trail of spit glistening along his lips. You smear it along his jaw with deliberate slowness, your eyes never leaving his.
âGood boy,â you purr, your hand sliding back to his throat, your fingers curling tightly as you slam your hips down onto him, harder and faster. The brutal rhythm pulls a wrecked moan from him, his body jerking against you, his cries raw and broken as you take him apart.
âYouâre so fucking pretty when you listen,â you murmur, your tone laced with dark satisfaction, each word punctuated by the sharp snap of your hips. His submission is total now, his body yours to use as you see fit, and the sight of him like thisâwrecked and tremblingâonly drives you to push him further.
He is fucking breathtaking.Â
Itâs undeniable, an unfair truth etched into every perfect angle of his face, almost cruel in its certainty, the kind of beauty that lingers in your vision long after youâve looked away. Every inch of him seems carved with intentionâthe sharp angles of his cheekbones catching the dim light, the line of his jaw taut as his head tips back, and the delicate flush blooming across his neck and chest. Sweat glistens on his skin, running in rivulets that trace the contours of his body, each droplet catching on the dip of his collarbones and the curve of his throat like liquid stars. His dark eyes, usually so composed and guarded, are utterly undoneâblown wide, glassy, and filled with the kind of desperation that makes your stomach clench.
Right now, he looks otherworldlyâutterly wrecked by you. The sheen of sweat on his temple, the way his lips part around ragged moans, trembling and red, make him almost too much to take in. His hair sticks to his forehead in damp strands, his chest rising and falling in shallow, uneven breaths. Heâs the kind of breathtaking that feels like a punch to the ribs, an ache that spreads, unbearable in its intensity. Like the sun sinking into the horizon, beautiful enough to make you want to reach out and touch, even if you know itâll burn you.
Your rhythm falters, your grip tightening on his shoulders as you lose yourself in the sight of him. For a moment, all your control slips through your fingers, and the words spill out in a soft, broken moan, surprising even yourself. âYouâre so fucking pretty,â you gasp, leaning forward, your hands trembling as you cradle his jaw. âSo handsome.â
Youâve always known it, even through the years of hating him, resenting him, wanting to be anywhere but near him. It was an unshakable truth that no amount of anger could erase: Lee Jeno was, quite simply, the most handsome man youâd ever laid eyes on.
Itâs a fragile admission, out of place amidst the raw hunger of the moment, like a fragile bloom growing in the cracks of a storm-battered stone. The words hang in the air, vibrating with the kind of vulnerability that feels dangerous, but you canât pull them back now. You lean in, pressing your lips to his in a kiss so tender it feels like it doesnât belong here. Itâs desperate in its softness, a startling contrast to the roughness that came before, like silk brushing against jagged edges.
For a moment, heâs frozen, his breath catching against your lips, as though he canât quite believe this is happening. Then, slowly, his lips move against yours, hesitant at first, before matching the quiet desperation in your kiss. Itâs messy and uncoordinated, all teeth and open mouths, his moans spilling into yours like confessions. His breath stutters as his teeth graze your bottom lip, and when your hips roll against him, pulling a strangled sound from deep in his chest, it feels like the ground beneath you is shifting.
His body shudders beneath your touch, his hands twitching as if to reach for you, only to falter, his restraint holding by a thread. You feel the weight of his surrender, the way he melts into the kiss, giving you everything without hesitation. Itâs intoxicating, watching someone so breathtaking, someone who could have the world with a glance, completely undone by you.
You pull back just enough to meet his gaze, your breath still mingling with his in the charged air between you. His chest heaves, each rise and fall frantic, his lips swollen and slick from your kiss, slightly parted as if heâs forgotten how to breathe. His eyesâhalf-lidded and glazed overâlock onto yours, dark and unfocused, brimming with a desperation he canât quite conceal. For a fleeting moment, it feels like looking into his soul, a raw, vulnerable window to something usually locked away beneath his composed exterior.
The intimacy feels like too much, too exposed. The softness lingers in the air like an uninvited guest, pressing against the raw edges of the moment. You shake your head slightly, almost imperceptibly, as if to dispel the weight of it, a silent denial of the connection crackling between you. Vulnerability wasnât part of thisâit wasnât supposed to be. You came here to take, to dominate, to unravel him until nothing was left but submission and need. This? This fleeting tenderness feels misplaced, like silk trying to smother a flame.
Your grip tightens on his jaw, a reminder of control slipping back into your hands like a mask you wear too well. With deliberate force, you tilt his head down, breaking the fragile spell and redirecting his attention to where your bodies are joined. His cock is buried so deep inside you it feels like heâs trying to carve himself into your very core, every inch of him slick and glistening with how greedily your cunt swallows him. His breath catches, a guttural noise tearing from his chest as his hands clench into trembling fists at his sides, every part of him strung so tight he looks ready to snap.
âLook at that,â you murmur, your voice cutting through the charged air like a blade, your dominance settling back over you like armor. âLook at how perfectly you fill me up, Jeno. Every inch of you disappearing into me.â You roll your hips, slow and deliberate, forcing your walls to clench around him, pulling a strangled gasp from his lips. âAnd yet,â you pause, letting the weight of your words press into him, âyou can barely hold it together.â
âIâIâm trying,â he stammers, his voice trembling as his cock throbs inside you, twitching with every cruel grind of your hips. His head falls forward, his forehead brushing your shoulder as he struggles for control, but you shove him back against the chair with an unrelenting grip. âFuck, Iâm tryingâI swearââ
âTrying isnât good enough,â you snap, your fingers tangling in his hair instead, tugging sharply as his head jerks back, a broken whimper spilling from his lips. The tension in his body ripples under your control, his throat bared to you, vulnerable and exposed. âYouâre already falling apart, Jeno, and I havenât even given you my best yet. What does that make you?â
His jaw tightens, his lips parting as though heâs about to argue, but all that comes out is a broken, wrecked moan. âYours,â he finally manages, the word shaky and soft, like heâs barely holding on. âIâm yours. Fuckâdo whatever you wantâjust donât stop.â
A smirk curls your lips, the sight of him trembling, undone, making heat surge through you. You lean forward, your breath brushing his ear as your voice dips lower. âYou sound pathetic. Like a desperate little toy, begging for me to use you. Is that what you want, Jeno? To be mine to ruin?â
âYes,â he chokes out, his voice cracking under the weight of his need. âYes, pleaseâIâll do anything.â
You lift your hips slightly, just enough to make your cunt squeeze tighter around him before slamming back down with brutal precision. The wet, obscene sound of him filling you completely echoes in the room, and his entire body shudders, his cock twitching violently as if itâs trying to bury itself deeper. Heâs trembling now, his fingers twitching at his sides, his eyes glassy and unfocused as he struggles to breathe through the overwhelming sensation of you taking him completely.
âYouâre mine,â you snarl, your nails dragging along his chest again, this time down to the sensitive skin just above his navel. His hips buck involuntarily, trying to meet your punishing rhythm, but you press him back with surprising strength, keeping him pinned. âAnd youâre going to sit there and take it while I make you fall apart.â
âFuckâpleaseââ he whines, his voice a wrecked whisper, his head falling back as he groans. âI canâtâfuck, I canât take it.â
âCanât?â you mock, gripping his chin tighter and forcing him to meet your gaze. âYouâll take every inch of me, Jeno. You donât have a fucking choice.â You tilt his head back further, making him watch as your cunt swallows him whole, the sight of him disappearing into you completely leaving him gasping for air. âLook at you,â you sneer, grinding down harder just to hear him cry out. âPathetic. So desperate. You canât even handle how tight I am around you.â
His hips jerk again, his control slipping further as his moans turn into something almost feral, his body arching against you. âPlease,â he gasps, his voice raw, wrecked, broken. âYouâre soâfuckâyouâre perfect. I need moreâI needââ
âYou donât get to need anything,â you hiss, leaning down until your lips are a breath away from his. âThe only thing you get is what I decide to give you. And right now? Youâre going to stay right here and watch while I ruin you.â
But the moment cracks, his control shattering as you lift yourself slightly, your body taut and poised to slam back down onto him. His palm snaps to your lower back, holding you in place with a force thatâs as commanding as it is infuriating, while his other hand digs into your hip, the bruising grip leaving no room for escape. Before you can argue, the air shifts, thickening with the wet, lewd sound of him gathering spit. You open your mouth instinctively, heat flooding your core as his head dips, and he spits directly onto your tongueâhot, filthy, and deliberate. It pools there for a moment before you swallow, your lips parting again as his eyes darken with something raw and primal. He doesnât stop. Another wet strand lands on your chest, sliding down to the curve of your breast, the glistening trail catching the light before his hand smears it lower, dragging the slick mess down your stomach and over the arch of your back. His palm presses harder, his cock throbbing deep inside you as his lips curl into a smug, defiant grin.
His hands move immediately, smearing the spit across your skin with deliberate, controlled motions. His fingers press firmly into the soft flesh of your ass, spreading the wetness with maddening precision, working it over every curve as if he owns you. His grip tightens, kneading and pulling, his palms hot against your skin, the pressure sparking heat that radiates through your body. His cock twitches inside you, thick and pulsing, sending shocks of pleasure that coil in your stomach. He leans in, his breath hot and heavy, his hands sliding lower to spread the spit even further, as if marking every inch of you as his. âLook at you,â he growls, his voice dripping with contempt and possession. âSo fucking filthy. So desperate. Do you even realize how pathetic you look right now?â
âPathetic?â you bite back, your voice sharp, cutting through the haze of his dominance. Your hands shoot out, grabbing his wrists as you shove his grip away. âIâm the one riding you. Donât forget that.â You grind your hips down hard, forcing a guttural groan from his throat as his head falls back. His smirk falters for a second, replaced by a flash of vulnerability in his darkened gaze.
But he doesnât relent, snapping his hips upward with a brutal thrust that forces a broken cry from your lips. âFeel that?â he growls, his voice low and dripping with smug satisfaction. âYouâre shaking around me. Youâre the one falling apart. Admit itâyouâre fucking addicted to me.â
âShut the fuck up,â you hiss, leaning forward, your fingers curling around his throat. You squeeze lightly, enough to make his breath hitch as your hips shift to take him deeper. âYou donât get to talk. Not when Iâve got you like this.â
His response is a low, defiant chuckle, even as his thighs tremble beneath you. âThat all youâve got?â he rasps, his voice rough, but the quiver in his tone betrays him. âYouâre trying so hard to be in control, but look at you. You canât even stop moaning.â
Your nails drag down his chest in retaliation, leaving angry red trails that make his cock jerk inside you. âYouâre going to regret that,â you snap, slamming your hips down hard enough to make his eyes roll back. The wet, obscene slap of skin meeting skin echoes around you, and the sight between your legsâthe way his cock disappears into you, stretching you, slick with your arousalâmakes your breath hitch.
âFuck,â he groans, his hands twitching at his sides like heâs barely holding himself together. âYouâre soâshitâhow do you keep getting tighter?â
âAnd youâre going to feel every second of it,â you murmur, your hips grinding down in slow, teasing circles that make his breath hitch. His hands flex at his sides, and you lean in, pinning his wrists above his head with a smirk. âStay still. Youâre mine to break, Jeno.â
But he doesnât stay still. His restraint snaps, his hips slamming up into you with enough force to leave you gasping. âIs this how youâre going to break me?â he bites out, his voice strained but defiant as his hands grip your hips, holding you in place. âLook at youâshaking like that. Youâre barely holding on.â
âShut up,â you snap, trying to force him back down, but he doesnât let up, his smirk cutting through your attempt at control.Â
âMake me,â he growls, thrusting deeper, his gaze locked on yours, daring you to take it back.
âYou asshole,â you gasp, your nails digging into his shoulders as you try to regain control, your body arching with each brutal thrust. âYouâre so fucking desperate. Canât even last without trying to take over.â
His laughter is wrecked, strained, as he leans up, his lips brushing against your ear. âAnd youâre soaked, trembling, fucking yourself on my cock like you canât get enough. So whoâs desperate now?â
Your bodies collide in a frenzy of dominance and submission, both of you battling for control even as the pressure builds to an unbearable peak. His cock drives into you, relentless and unyielding, the stretch almost too much to bear, but you meet him thrust for thrust, refusing to back down. Your nails rake down his back, and he shudders, his breath stuttering against your lips as his movements grow erratic.
âFuck,â you gasp, your voice breaking as the heat between you threatens to consume everything. âIâmâJeno, Iâmââ
âLet it go,â he groans, his voice strained, his own control hanging by a thread. âCome on, baby. Together.â
The tension snaps all at once, your release crashing over you like a tidal wave. Your body clenches around him, a scream tearing from your throat as you shatter, the wetness flooding between you, spilling out in an uncontrollable gush that leaves both of you gasping. Jeno follows a second later, a guttural moan ripped from his chest as he buries himself deep, his cock pulsing inside you as he fills you with everything he has.
Your hands grip his shoulders, your nails digging in as his hips jerk uncontrollably, prolonging both of your highs. His forehead falls to yours, his breaths coming in ragged bursts as the tremors in your body echo in his. For a moment, neither of you move, the silence filled only with the sound of your labored breathing and the sticky, heated mess between your bodies.
Your body feels wrecked, trembling with aftershocks as you try to catch your breath. Your skin burns where his hands had gripped you, his touch still ghosting along your thighs, your hips, everywhere heâd claimed you. Your chest heaves, your pulse erratic, and when your gaze locks with his, it sends another jolt through you. His eyes are dark, wide with something rawâshock, maybe regret, but laced with hunger that hasnât quite faded. His lips are swollen, parted slightly as he struggles to steady his breathing, and the way he looks at you makes everything tighten again, an ache blooming low in your stomach. You see it there, in the way his brows pull together, in the slight tremor in his hands still resting on your hipsâheâs just as undone as you are, and it terrifies you.
This isnât a beginning; itâs the wreckage of everything you swore to keep intactâa body trembling beneath the weight of its own undoing. The room feels unbearably quiet now, the sound of your shared breaths the only thing grounding you both. Youâve just fucked himâMarkâs brotherâthe one person you should have never touched, and it feels like youâve set fire to everything youâve built. The heat still lingers between you, searing, scorching, and yet itâs the aftermath that threatens to suffocateâthe realization that youâve not only crossed the line, youâve obliterated it. The moment feels like a collapsing star, all-consuming and inescapable, and yet neither of you moves, as though staying in this broken, twisted orbit might somehow keep the inevitable from swallowing you whole.

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YANDERE ASSASIN
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⢠You and your husband has been married for 2 years now. And you were happy with each other.
⢠You are an accountant for a company while your husband is an engineer.
⢠You were like any other normal couple working, eating dinner together, going out on weekends, doing the usual day to day stuff.
⢠But one thing you didn't knew was that well your husband is an fake engineer who pretends to be one.
⢠In reality he is a most sought after assasin who is hired to kill top level people.
⢠The "I have to go out for two days for a project darling" is nothing but a excuse he gives you to go and kill his target in another state.
⢠Have guns hidden in various places in your shared home for " safety purpose ".
⢠One time you found one of his gun and asked him why is it here? "Hehe well darling the crime rate is increasing day by day I bought it for us for our safety I even have a legal licence for the gun." (Yes a licence for being an assasin)
⢠This is the same man who melts into your arms, follows you around the house like a puppy, looks at you like you hung the moon and stars and also the same man who doesn't miss his target even from miles and shoots them mercilessly.
⢠Hits all the target in a shooting game giving you a huge stuffed teddy bear while saying "Beginner's luck, baby."
⢠Yan vowed in the beginning phase of his job that he would never get married due to his job risk but you entered his life, made him break his vow as he asked you to marry him after falling so desperately in love with you. How couldn't he? You are just so damn perfect.
⢠You mentioned in a conversation to him casually how a co worker creeped you out by his staring. Boom from next day the co-worker now always avoids you like plague. (Because some unknown assasin threatened his life if he ever came near you)
⢠He has never been guilty in his life for killing people or having it as job but becomes guilty in a millisecond when he sees you sad thinking how bad of a husband I am? And to make all the clarifications clear you were not sad due to him you were just having your usual period mood swings. Because no way in hell this man would ever make you sad. Before making you cry he would shoot himself with his own gun.
⢠You both were watching an assasin movie on a weekend and you said how good looking and skilled that assasin the movie character is.
Meanwhile Yan's Mind : Control your self yan no need to be jealous you are better than that freaking stupid looking loser assasin. y/n just doesn't know. Control.
⢠Yan at a Halloween night comes home after shooting his target with a little blood on his clothes wearing his assasin black clothes and a gun in hand knowing full well that you are at your friend's house. Only to be surprised that you are at home throwing him a suprise Halloween party with others. You looking at him with a confused look as he stands on doorstep shocked.
Yan : Suprise baby!!! I came up dressed up as an assain that you liked in that movie. I hope you like it. (Saying with an akward smile while telling himself to not be so reckless next time)
Meanwhile the people at party who know the true Yan : đ§ââď¸
⢠Is so damn protective of you due to his work line that whenever he leaves for days makes sure your friend stays with you and making sure you are safe through all the hidden cameras spread all over the house.
⢠He loves you a lot. He might be a deadly assasin to the whole world but he is just a normal engineer madly in love with you who just wants to devour you whole so no one else can have you.
⢠Reader to their friends : My husband won't ever hurt a fly.
Meanwhile Yan listening to this conversation: đ§ââď¸
⢠When he is off duty he just spoils you with his cooking and spending all his time with you cuddling watching shows and just talking.
⢠Prays to god that you never found out about his true job afraid that you would get scared and leave him.
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Sweet Moments (ModernAU!Jayvik x Reader)
Oh thanks for reading the 2 am ramblings of a coping depresso espresso bean that is me. This is me trying to get back into writing fics so it might be meh...but anyways enjoy you Jayvik lovers! Please do comment and send an ask if you'd like to see more/ what you want me to try and write hehe đŤĄ(Will probably be starting to write the stuff in this post I made before lol)
From the perspective this is written, i think it should be quite ambiguous the gender of the reader...I think...It also ends kinda suggestively
For the AO3 readers
Word Count: 650
You know one might think that having two boyfriends is better than one, the more the merrier kinda thing you know? And yes, in your case, for the most part it is until you realize that having two scientific genius inventors for boyfriends comes with the fact that they take long nights in the lab, or perhaps in Jayceâs garage, building and fixing projects than they do in their own rooms.
But then, there comes the crash days. Where, after spending too many hours working, the boys end up crashing and falling asleep either at their work stations, or in the living room. It does end up giving funny moments that you managed to keep in your phone. A picture of Jayce asleep in front of the fridge, forehead stuck to the door and drool coming out of his mouth. Viktor asleep on the workbench in the garage holding onto a long cooled coffee in his mug.
But the cutest theyâve been are during the times they crash on the couch placed in the garage. Placed there by her own suggestion so they can remember to take a break every now and again, and for Viktor to have a comfortable place to rest at for his leg. You managed to catch them both asleep on the couch, Viktor on top of Jayce and after placing a blanket on them, you snapped the picture that to this day is your lock screen wallpaper.
Though lacking in knowledge of the sciency techy part of these twoâs work, you are able to contribute in ways that the boys appreciate, even if they forget to say it. One of the biggest contributions being the treats you bake and bring for them.
Some of which you are carrying now, some muffins and cookies with sandwiches as well, you found that sandwiches would be the best choice as they wonât need heating up and the boys can just grab one quickly.Â
âDarling, you know you donât have to bring us food all the timeâ Viktor says.
âItâs alright Vitya, I love making them for you two, I donât want you to die of starvationâ
âHEY, we eat food-â Jayce chimes in from behind you.
With a quicK turn of the head and a slap to his bicep you interfere, âTalis, cereal and cup noodles are NOT a good source of daily nutrients for heavenâs sakeâ
Feigning being hurt Jayce clutches his arm and dramatically falls back, âOWwww how you wound meee oh nooo I might dieeeeeâÂ
You roll your eyes and hear Viktorâs chuckle, âAnd donât even get me started on you Viktor, you need to get some more rest, your eyebags grow everyday, I might come back and youâve become a raccoon!â
âAlright alright mom, weâll get some sleep and eat but firstâ Jayce grabs the container of food and sets it on the table, then picks you up at the same time, earning a yelp from you.
âJAYCE PUT ME DOWN!â You fight, thrashing against his arms.
âNope!â He laughs, before heading towards the couch where Viktor watched, amused, âBedroom?â Jayce asks, to which Viktor gets a glint in his eyes, âWhy not itâs been a while hasnât it?â
âGuys! I just made those cookies an hour ago!â
Viktor laughs and takes the container of goodies from the table, âGuess theyâll be coming with us thenâ
With that, Jayce and Viktor head to the door out of the garage and head upstairs to Jayce and Viktorâs shared bedroom, where Jayce lets Viktor get situated on the bed first and then places you gently on the bed.
âYou take such good care of us darling, let us take care of youâ Viktor whispers in your ear, before grabbing your chin and gently kissing you while Jayce peppers soft kisses on your neck.
âNow just relax darling, and let us do the rest of the workâ
Oh thanks for reading the 2 am ramblings of a coping depresso espresso bean that is me. This is me trying to get back into writing fics so it might be meh...But anyways enjoy you Jayvik lovers! Please do comment and send an ask if you'd like to see more/ what you want me to try and write hehe đŤĄ(Will probably be starting to write the stuff in this post I made before lol)
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Hiiiiii!! Ehmm are your requests open? If they are, could you share your thoughts about aventurine NSFW headcanons in a romantic relationship? Hope I'm not asking for too much. If you don't want to no worries!! just ignore me hehe. Still, i wanted to tell you that I really love how you write aventurine, you made me wanna listen to all his voice lines again lmao. Anyway sorry for my english, it's not my mother tongue, and have a nice day!
A/N: Ok so I decided to separate this hc into two parts (both parts are in this post just a little separated !!) because half of it is me kinda digging into his brain a little with more general stuff and the other is just more specific kinks and scenarios and stuff like that for people who are only here for the freakiness *smirks* Didnât go in depth about anything here but feel free to send in another ask if you want me to dig deeper into something more specific đş
I had penis-haver reader in mind, but nothing specific is stated so reader is technically gender neutral !!
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CWs first section: Self destructive tendencies, mentions of hard kinks (not enacted), Aventurine not setting up proper sexual boundaries, switch Aventurine but I focus on when he subs
CWs last section: lingerie (for both Aventurine and reader), sex toys, semi-public sex, phone sex, overstimulation
Only slight aftercare mentions because any deeper digging into that will get sad real quick and I kinda wanted to keep this as not-sad as possible, but Iâd be happy to talk more about it in another ask !!
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Like most people I think Aventurine is pretty open to a lot of things, but I think he also has a lot of hard limits and a lot of boundaries he hasnât really thought about himself yet
Hard limits include hurting you, you hurting him, anything with leather, anything that makes either of you bleed, most types of bondage (esp handcuffs), any roleplay that put either of you in a position of authority over the other
(These are limits you discover a little into the relationship, because at the beginning, Aventurine claims heâs okay with everything and he would keep claiming that if he wasnât in a very loving and stable relationship. He only feels comfortable establishing those boundaries when youâve made it clear itâs safe to do so. đ)
Idk if you want me to go in depth about those hard limits because I have Thoughts about all of them but Iâm assuming you want to get your freak on so I wonât go into too much detail about it, if anyone wants me to elaborate on it though feel free to send in an ask !!
I think a really big downside with him is he doesnât really know himself how far these limits go and he doesnât always communicate about it either. Like heâll think light spanking is fine but then youâll notice he kind of freezes up if you go for it during sex and after heâll only admit he didnât like it if you kind of push him to đ
I think heâs a switch. I hate to say this because I know it plays into the fandomâs tendency of like,, further feminising and sexualising effeminate men and making them âbottomsâ and all that but I do think he has a sort of sub lean. Or like power bottom sort of ? A brat basically. It makes me feel kind of gross to call him by these terms considering what the fandom likes to do to him but Iâm using it as shorthand forgive me đ
Or maybe Iâm projecting because I have Issues and will only ever read and write dom reader idk
Like I think he likes having control, but with a partner he genuinely loves, he finds so much comfort in sort of just falling back and letting you take the lead. Itâs a nice break because in his day-to-day life, he either needs to be in perfect control constantly or, when he does lose control, itâs never something good and/or a sort of loss of control he purposely takes to in order to punish himself (like when he gambles. Sure thereâs a good chance heâll win, but can he be sure? Heâs always afraid heâll lose. Itâs ultimately out of his hands, since he doesnât cheat). With you, heâs safe when he does it. It is not a gamble, it is not a bet. You unquestioningly just take care of him and it just feels nice.Â
At the same time, I think he wonât be as eager to let you lead at the beginning of your relationship. He doesnât fully trust you so he wonât leave himself as vulnerable to you. Again, I think he has a lot of issues with control and power so that really plays into it.Â
(Please god donât take this as me saying that Aventurine is ânaturally submissiveâ or some weird shit like that I will ACTUALLY shoot myself !!!! I will commit Iâll do it !!!!!!)
I imagine his libido is pretty low in the beginning. Heâll go whenever you want to, sure, but he doesnât initiate a lot.Â
Quickly changes when he grows comfortable with you though. Once he actually really does love you heâd be more than happy to go like once a day or something wild like that heâs like an animal in heat for you dawg đđđđđđ
Happy to go at your pace though, because I really really donât think sex is that important to him. I think heâd prefer to have sex (in the beginning because itâs exciting, and then once you two are closer itâs because the intimacy is nice), but I donât think it would be a dealbreaker at all if you donât wanna have sex much/at all. Heâs got a hand lol
Freaky part below đ ngh
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I think he definitely prefers having more âplayfulâ sex most of the time. Passionate and exciting and high-energy, lots of flirting while youâre doing it too <3
I bet heâs so annoying bru teasing you and purposely saying things to get you riled up with a stupid cocky grin on his face đ I need him sooo bad
Enjoys dressing up sexy for you and enjoys it even more when you do it back for him. I knowww everyone says this but heâd love to buy you lingerie as random gifts every now and then.Â
Loves toys. Whether youâre using them on him or heâs using them on you heâs game đ Fun way to switch things up !!
Ngh imagine using a vibrator on him,,, drooling,,,,,,,, anyways
Not above semi-public sex, but only when thereâs barely any risk of really getting caught. Things typical for fanfiction LMAO like getting it on in a janitorâs closet. Just gotta be quiet and it should be safe, since the doorâs got a lock.
Lotsss of phone sex for sure. Guyâs away a lot of the time, so if youâre okay with it heâs definitely not above sending/asking for nudes. Has a bad habit of calling you with little to no warning while heâs in the middle of masturbating too.Â
Panting into the receiver, saying he needs you, begging you to talk him through it. Happy to switch to a video call if you ask for it. Super good at it too, getting the best angles and everything (unless heâs getting so desperate he doesnât have the mind to remember things like that <3)
Doesnât like edging LMAO heâs too impatient for that. Except every now and then and ngh itâs so rewarding once he does want it he gets soo needy so quick
Bet he enjoys overstimulation too,,, somebody put me in a mental hospital the image of him sooo fucked out heâs whimpering and drooling and mindlessly rutting up against you,,,,,,, shoot me like actually
Would fall asleep so quick after that. Barely even awake enough to put on his pyjamas after ugh heâs so cute :((
Would probably not want to wear it after anyways he likes the feeling of your bare skin against his own I bet
Make sure to cuddle and reassure him lots after you have sex tho heâll need it. Getting him a bath and a meal wouldnât be bad ideas either
Super sorry about how short this was I definitely think he has a lot more turn-ons and stuff that I just forgot to write here but Iâm very bad at answering such broad questions my bad đđ Feel free to send in more asks asking about more specific things !!!
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go your own way
⯠ââââââ âż chapter one of under pressure âż ââââââ âŻ



pairing: preoutbreak!cowboy!singledad! joel miller x fem reader
rating/warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI (smut in later parts) no big warnings for this chapter i donât think!
word count: 2.9k
synopsis: when your career gets put on pause for the summer and youâve got nothing to occupy your time, a favor from your best-friend has you babysitting a beautiful little girl AND trying not to fall in love with the man who raised her.
author notes: hi 1st chapter is out sooner than expected i am super excited so here you go! please like, reblog and comment, send me a message if youâd like to be added to the tag list and please drink some water and stay safe :) no joel in this one but his pov next chapter! hehe yay
life was changed at 8 years old when you were brought to live in the middle of omaha, nebraska, with your aunt may. growing up on her farm, you learned routine and actual stability. it was peaceful, always just the two of you. life was quiet, you spent your childhood drawing and creating, caring for the animals and tending the gardens, pottery and stainted glass projects. repotting plants and reading every book you could get your hands on. training on the horse you adopted named clementine, laughing with your aunt at dinner and listening to all the stories of her childhood with your mom. being in the place she grew up was odd, youâd never visited here before everything happened. the art was hers, one of the last things you had left of her, you remember sitting at the table together, watching her create amazing sculptures and pictures and it was all gone in the blink of an eye.
by the time you turned 18, you were ready to pursue a career in the arts, something your mother never got the chance to finish, thereâs a piece of you that never wanted to leave the farm, sticking close to what you know, but you knew you couldnât shy away forever now that high school was done. the only good thing you gained from it was your best friend maria, the girl whoâs been there for you since she caught you crying in the bathroom one time freshman year, and since then youâve both been inseparable. you and maria had been planning to move for college, and when it happened, neither of you looked back.
you and maria had moved into the dorms of whatever random building they assigned you. twin beds, shared bathrooms, and very thin walls, it was the college experience but it was weird being back in austin, texas, after all that time living in omaha. you never thought youâd be back here again since âthe accidentâ happened, as your aunt likes it to call. but here you were, attending the art school that your mother had attended but never finished. you knew missing your aunt may and clementine was going to be hard, but this was your dream.
at 23, you were in your second to last year of art school, time has flown by. itâs consisted of so many lectures and art projects. visits back home for school breaks, youâve missed may and clementine deeply. paintings and clay figures littered the walls of your shared apartment off campus with maria. while youâre taking the creative route, your dear best friend has gone into the legal side of things and is working to pass the bar exam. college has only helped grow your friendship, from the little coffee dates and studying in the library together, to partying like thereâs no tomorrow and nursing the hangover the next day.
fast forward to 25: the college experience ended, and life began. you became a curator for an art gallery in the city after getting your degree, it was a dream to be able to travel to different countries to collect amazing pieces, see phenomenal views and learn about the art culture all over the world. youâve been to at least 15 different countries, exploring as much as you could, but you always ended up back in austin. it was home. its where your friends were, itâs where you felt the most comfortable, it was where you grew up with your loving parents until you moved away, itâs where you and your best friend have built lives. maria has become a successful attorney and now lives with her boyfriend tommy.
they met one night when you and her were out getting drinks two years ago and have been inseparable every since. it was incredible to watch your best friend find love in a world where itâs just one night stands and ignored text messages. even your aunt got married a few years ago to a woman named florence. where your love life is concerned⌠there isnât one. not because you donât want it, but because itâs not worth the heartbreak, not worth the stress. work is enough to keep you fulfilled, and maybe one day things would change, but for now, you arenât holding your breath; youâve got time to figure that side of things out. youâve had a few hookups since moving here for college, men from many places have tried to flirt with you while procuring sculptures and paintings, but business and pleasure are just something that canât be mixed.
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2 years later, present day,
the drive back from chicago was always peaceful, leaving and watching the skyline disappear behind you was bittersweet, this work trip that involved two art gallery openings over the weekend, a few drinks at a fancy restaurant with some art colleagues, and a hotel room with a great view. your thoughts of weekend were being drowned out by fleetwood macâs âgo your own wayâ playing over the radio. as much as you loved the travel, you loved your own bed more, surrounded by all the things you love and admire. it has been far too long since youâve been back in your comfy reading chair curled up with a cup of coffee and a good smutty romance book⌠four days to be exact.
your thoughts of your most recent read were stopped by the sound of your phone ringing, cutting off the music. you hit the button on your steering wheel to accept the call.
âhey lidia, everything okay?â you politely asked your boss, lidia, when the call connected, âiâm on the way back from chicago now, iâve sent you the invoices to your email.â
âwonderful! thank you,â lidia said, âiâll look over them when i get a chance, do you have a second to chat?â she finished.
you met lidia, a short light haired older lady, at a speaking engagement you attended in college, she took a liking to you immediately and offered you a position that had just opened up, it was pure luck. she said she âsaw the passion in your eyes and just knew.â you still swear to this day that hearing that healed something in you, something that your mother once said to you.
âyes of course.â you responded as a shiver of nerves run up your spine.
âwell as you know⌠iâve been wanting to renovate the gallery for a while now and i just got word from the city that the permits have been approved after all this time,â she paused for a second before continuing, âso with that being said⌠the gallery is going to be closed until the fall.â
your brain registers what she said but you donât have the chance to respond before she starts speaking again.
âbut donât worry!â lidia says quickly, âyou arenât out of a job, weâre just taking a temporary break while the construction is being done. i think you deserve some time off, so please take these next couple weeks and relax, youâve been working hard for months now- and donât worry youâll still be getting paid.â
âthank you lidia, i mean, are you sure? we can figure out a schedule to get some things done-â you speak until she cuts you off.
âno- no- no- this summer is for you, things will pick up where they left off when you come back, youâve been collecting and traveling for so long.â she says with a bit of sympathy in her voice, she knows how hard youâve worked to get where you are, itâs refreshing to have a lady like her in your corner. she reminds you so much of your aunt. she finishes telling you the rest of the details and she promised to keep you updated as long as you promise to enjoy your time off.
so youâve got until september to do absolutely anything you want, the excitement builds at the thought of being able to hang out with maria and her fiancĂŠ, getting to sit around and read whateverâs on your tbr list. you spend the rest of the drive home mentally preparing for the next few months and considering itâs the middle of may, youâve got tons of time to kill.
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you shuffle through the door of your two bedroom apartment, suitcase and backpack in hand. you place your keys in the orange themed clay bowl you threw and glazed a few years ago thatâs placed on top your thrifted entrance table where you kicked your shoes under. turning back around after locking the door, you drag your suitcase across the room to the washer and dryer closet, as you make a false promise to yourself that youâll do it tomorrow.
taking your backpack, you place it on the couch before heading to your bedroom. stripping your clothes, you head into the bathroom to take a quick shower to wash off the car ride and the lingering scent of chicago air. your shower consisted of your favorite lavender soap, and fragrant vanilla shampoo, and a quick face wash before you got out, dried off and changed into an old band t-shirt and a pair of comfy underwear and long socks.
you grabbed your laptop out from your backpack and headed over to your kitchen, placing the device on the island, and turned it on before moving around and grabbing a water from the fridge. you check your email as you prepare a small dinner, youâre exhausted and knowing youâve got the summer off now leaves you with endless possibilities which can start off with a nice 10 hour nap!
some hours later, youâre awaken by the shrill sound of your phone ringing on the coffee table where you passed out watching a show on the tv. you groggily move and grab it, sliding to accept call.
âhello?,â you say still half asleep, rubbing your eyes with your thumb and forefinger.
âugh youâre alive, thank god! itâs been years since we talked.â maria exaggerated with a sigh.
you laugh as you pull back and check the time, before you respond, âmaria itâs been like 5 hours since we texted-â
âand now weâre talking! i checked your location and saw you were home, how was the drive back?â she questions as you pull yourself up to sit on the couch and reposition your blanket over you as you answered back.
âwell iâve got some newsâŚâ you paused.
âme too! okay you start, spill.â she hurried.
you tell her all about what lidia said, the gallery being closed until september and having the whole summer free. she was so excited to hear that, she knows how hard youâve been working and how the traveling really effects you even if you donât voice it out loud. you make plans to hang out before she drops that her and tommy have finally decided on a wedding date, around the end of august and theyâre ready to really start planning it now. itâs so special to see your best friend find love and getting to be here while she does is a wonderful thing.
eventually maria has to hang up, she said sheâs been helping babysit tommyâs brothers daughter until she has to go back to work in a few weeks since schools out and the farm is too much. youâve never been to the ranch she now lives on, and youâve never met the ârugged, grumpy older brotherâ as maria calls him, normally you guys just meet at your apartment or at your favorite bar to catch up but you hear how beautiful the land is and how much fun it is up there.
the way she talks about it reminds you of your aunts farm back in nebraska, one of the places you miss the most. you mentally make a note to give her a call and tell her about your break and make a plan to go visit her and her new husband ben, before you get up and crawl into your silk sheets on your queen bed, letting the sleep take over yet again.
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1 week later
itâs friday night, you and maria are here at your favorite bar named the basement, a decent sized bar that holds some of your fondest memories. both of you nursing a vodka cranberry as you catch up on your latest activities of your first week off⌠which was spent lounging on the couch, elbows deep in snacks and binging game of thrones on the big screen. (with your curtains closed of course⌠itâs so hard to see sometimes) but doing nothing is driving you crazy. yes itâs fun to do nothing all day and have no obligations but really, you just feel lonely and just trying to pass time.
you tell her of some half assed paintings youâve been in the middle of working on and she tells you of the wedding planning, theyâve decided what colors to go with, and as in âthey,â itâs maria and her tendency for everything to be her way, she said tommy left it all up to her with just a few things heâd like to add, so there you guys sat chatting about wedding details and concepts of a show you canât get her to watch no matter how much you beg.
âi have something to ask you,â maria spoke as you both worked on finishing your third drink, âand you can say no but if you said yes, youâd be doing me a huge favor.â
you look at her wearily before nodding at her to continue.
âyou know how i told you that iâve been helping tommyâs brother out this summer with his daughterâŚâ she paused, âwell work needs me back in the office soon and with wedding planning, things are getting a bit stressful.â
âokay so what do you need from me?â you asked.
she gave you a long look before she kept talking, âwell i was wondering if youâd want to take over the nannying iâm doing.â
âmari-â she cut you off before you could continue.
âlook, i know itâs a lot to ask of you but you said it yourself, youâre already bored and i think youâd be great, iâve already talked to joel about it and he wants to meet you and youâll be getting a pretty good paycheck⌠plus our house is only a 5 minute drive from his so you can come over all the time.â she said with a wide smile.
âi donât know anything about kids- what am i supposed to do with it?â you asked with a nervous laugh. you arenât opposed to the idea, getting to spend the summer on a farm, maybe it would be fun and it sounds like a good way to pass the time. taking care of a kid for one summer canât be that hard, can it? but then again, itâs a kid, what if something bad happens? youre only like half cpr certified.
âyouâre fun girl, sheâll probably have more fun with you than sheâs been having with me,â maria chuckled, âlook i know itâs a big ask but i think itâd be great so just think about it and let me know.â she said with a smile as you both took a sip of your drink.
your return your glass to the table and youâre quiet for a minute before you nod, âokay ill meet with him, im not making any promises but i will consider it, itâd be fun to be back on a ranch againâŚâ you trailed off.
âi know, weâll have to go riding soon, the trails around there are beautiful!â she exclaimed before you guys dove into more about the little girl thats been keeping maria on her toes. her name is sarah and shes ten, maria refers to her as a âlittle ball of sunshine!â it sounds like hanging out with a kid is basically just hanging out a little friend. youâre told sheâs very smart and just like her father.
her father, joel miller, the infamous ârugged grumpy older brother,â maria warned, youâve heard stories of him in passing, angry and stubborn. youâve never met him, in fact over the years that your bestfriend and his brother have been together youâve havenât even laid eyes on the man, there were a few instances where he was supposed to join you guys at the bar after work but heâd never been there, either hadnât come at all or left early so youâre naturally curious, the least you can do is meet him.
a few hours later, safely back at your apartment, you lay in your bed, still slightly buzzed, pondering the idea of being a live in nanny for the summer. maria invited you over tomorrow evening to meet sarah and joel, and she also said that with joel getting up so early to take care of the ranch, that itâd be easier to stay at the house during the weekdays so that sarah can just sleep in and have someone there the whole time. it makes sense but living with a man you barely know? realistically you know heâs not a creep, heâs not too much older than you, only about seven years and tommy is a great guy so his brother canât be too horrible⌠right?
youâre actually excited at the thought of doing this, yeah the idea of doing absolutely nothing is very appealing but the idea of spending the summer on a farm like the one you grew up on sounds perfect actually, being alone all day has already started to drive you a bit crazy. you doze off with the running thoughts of how this could be a wonderful opportunity and maybe⌠just maybe⌠life changing in the best way.
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hi thank you for reading! please interact and let me know what you think! constructive criticism is always welcome! you only get better with practice so apologies if this is horrible đ iâm avoiding names and physical traits so please imagine itâs you bc it is but i did want to give her a bit of a backstory who doesnât love a tragic fmc or is that just me! or is it just trauma dumping whoâs to say? anyways! iâd love any feedback and advice.
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chenle + flights, not feelings hii !! im so excited for this event hehehe hope you have a good day <33
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almost, always
song prompt. âi told myself i wouldnât fall for anyone this semester, but we keep ending up in the same placesâsame lecture, same study group, same cafĂŠâlike campus isnât big enough to escape you.â
pairing. enemy!chenle x reader
tags. enemies to ???, angst for the first time in a while, their relationship is a bit messy, reader is mentioned to wear glasses, i believe thatâs it for this one!
wc. 1.4k words
notes. im honestly still on the fence with this one but i think that also plays into the kind of relationship portrayed here so yolo đ thank u sm sm vic for sending this req in (i love writing for lele đđ) lmk what u think about it hehe iâd be overjoyed to know ur thoughts 𩷠likes, reblogs, and feedback are very much welcome!
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âhey, youâre starting to piss me off.â
the words cut through the hush of the library with all the grace of a thrown stone shattering still waterâloud, unexpected, and painfully direct. they fall across your notes, crumpling the quiet you had tried so hard to build around yourself.
you donât flinch. you donât give him the satisfaction.
instead, your gaze lifts slowly, eyes cold over the rim of your glasses, movements measured like someone balancing on a ledge. âoh really, chenle?â your tone is brittle, and yet, precise. âglad to know the feelingâs mutual.â
he doesnât seem fazed. of course he doesnât.
with all the grace of a minor disaster, he drags the chair out across from you, the screech of its legs drawing a scowl from a girl two tables away. he sinks into it with the ease of someone who doesnât believe in boundariesâor maybe someone who just chooses to ignore them when it comes to you.
he stretches his limbs out so casually you wonder if his antics were deliberately planned, like he was someone who actually came to the library during his free breaks.
this wasnât even your usual spot. you deliberately tucked yourself into this dim corner of the libraryâwhere the overhead light flickers like a dying heartbeat and the cold draft bites at your anklesâjust to avoid him.
yet here he is in front of you again.
and somehow, he always is.
first it was your lecture hall, then your group project, and now itâs like heâs threaded himself into every corner of your life without asking. even the cafĂŠ you loved stopped feeling like yours the moment his laugh started echoing between the walls.
you lower your gaze bitterly at the thought, flipping to the next page in your notes, pen moving more pointedly than productively. maybe if you ignore him for long enough, heâd randomly evaporate from sight⌠but not everything molds according to your wishes.
âyou couldâve sat anywhere,â you mutter, not bothering to mask the slight irritation in your voice. you flip your page a little too roughly, pen briefly hovering over the pages.
âi couldâve,â he agrees. âbut i didnât.â
that makes something inside you twistâtight and dangerous because you know he means more than heâs saying, and you wish he didnât. a low sigh escapes through your nose, pinching the bridge of it between two fingers like you can press your feelings out through the skin.
âyou donât own this table.â
âi do on tuesdays.â
you shoot him an incredulous look. âpretty sure the librarian doesnât honor your delusions.â
he leans in anyway, elbow propped, chin resting on his palm like youâre the center of some personal universe. âyouâre lucky iâm in a good mood.â
âwhy?â you donât rise to it. âbecause you finally read the syllabus before week four?â
the boy flashes a grin in response. âaww, you keep track of my syllabus habits?â
you hate that heâs rightâhate that he notices when you notice, hate that he sees through you when youâve worked so hard to be opaque.
âyouâre seriously exhausting,â you mutter, eyes locked on your notes though the words are starting to blur.
âand youâre predictable,â he shoots back, tone light but gaze too steady. âi show up, youâre here. you show up, iâm already here. itâs likeââ
âdonât,â you stop him, already knowing this would turn into another conversation about how you two were fated.
it was absurdâutterly absurd that he seemed to believe in the concept of fate wholeheartedly, that his words somehow keep plaguing you no matter how much you tell yourself that you hate the entire idea of it, and that youâve actually entertained that thought more times than youâd like to admit.
his eyebrows quirk slightly in surprise of your reaction, but he doesnât push. he just leans back, chair tilting as he hooks his foot around the leg of the table like he was unaffected by your little outburst.Â
you press your lips together, hard, going back to stare at your notes but it was a futile distraction at this point, and you knew that.Â
you promised yourself this semester would be clean. quiet. no mess, no boys with eyes too sharp and timing too perfectâespecially not ones who flirt like itâs breathing and look at you like theyâre waiting for you to break.
âwhy are you glaring at your notes like they owe you something?â he asks.
âbecause they make more sense than you do.â
chenle lets out a low whistle. âcold. even for you.â
you say nothing in return. itâs safer that way.
he shifts slightly, now tapping a pencil against the edge of the table. âcanât believe youâd say that after all our bonding.â
you laugh, but itâs the dry kindâthe kind that doesnât reach your eyes. âwhat bonding?â
âyou know. group meetings, late-night calls, shared existential crises.â
âthatâs more like academic collateral damage from professor leeâs group project roulette.â
thereâs a pause. not a biting one, not loaded with challenge like the others. just a breathâlong enough for something unspoken to surface between you, heavy with everything heâs not saying.
his pencil stills. ââŚyou ever realize how you only get this snappy when iâm around?â
you glance at him, brow furrowing, a retort half-loaded on your tongue. but before you can speakâ
âyouâre cute when youâre annoyed.â
the words leave him like a truth that slipped past his filter. no grin. no smirk. just a faint ache that rounds out the edges.
you blink once, then twice. not because youâre surprised heâd say it, but because a part of you knows he meant it, and thatâs the part you arenât ready for.
âyouâre kidding.â
he leans back slightly, arms folding like heâs bracing himself, âmostly,â but his eyes donât leave you. not even for a second.
the silence that grows between you is thickâripe with every touch that lingered too long, every text that didnât need to be sent but was, every time he waited for you to look first.
you donât even notice that your pen has stopped moving. you feel it in your chestâthis pressure slipping in like a quiet plea neither of you are brave enough to say aloud.
you shove your chair back abruptly, the legs scraping hard against the tile.Â
too harsh.Â
too loud.
âiâm leaving,â you say, but the words tremble.
he doesnât try to stop you, but his voice follows anyway.Â
âyou always run when i get honest.â
the words sink into your spine. they echo, they stingânot because theyâre cruel, but because theyâre true. your feet freeze in place, figure halfway between the table and the corridor of shelves lined with books no one has touched in years.
you donât turn around.
you want to. god, you want to.
but your legs feel like theyâve been set in concrete, and your chest feels too tight. like thereâs not enough air in the world to breathe through the weight of everything you havenât said.
âiâm not running,â you whisper, gripping the strap of your bag tighter, nails digging into the soft leather. your voice sounds smallâfragile in a way you hate, but itâs too late to take it back. âi just donât like wasting time.â
âthen stop sitting across from me.â and this time, itâs not some taunt or silly challenge from the boy.
itâs an invitation.
the kind that asks for more than just proximity, for the truth youâve buried under rehearsed apathy and the comfort of pretending this doesnât matter.
you turn your head, just slightly, enough to see him still seated, watching you like he means it, like heâs never looked away.
every fiber of your being wants to reply with something smart, something finalâa closing remark that slams the door shut and locks it from your side, but nothing comes out because you can feel his gaze still on you, unwavering.
thereâs the rustling of pages, the low murmur of students from the other end of the library, the clatter of someoneâs pen rolling off a desk nearby, and yet, all you can hear is the sound of your heartbeat and the echo of his voice lingering in the space between you like a thread stretched taut.
you could stay. you want to stay. yet the thought doesnât loiter any longer than it should, the flickering light above your table bringing you back to reality.
â...see you at the next group meeting,â you murmur.
âyou always do.â
he says it without teasing, and it sounds a lot like surrender, like he's still hopingâfoolishly, quietlyâthat one day you wonât walk away.
that one day, youâll choose to stay.
but that day isnât tonight.
tonight, you turn your back on him again, carrying the weight of all the things you never say, pretending as if your heart doesnât weigh on your mind and leaving your future self to wallow in the pool of regret youâve filled to the brim.
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May I request Demetri finding his mate? I'd love for her to be a bookworm, plus size if you don't mind, I mean sweaters, tons of To Be Read piles, glasses, hair bows, fuzzy blankets, the whole thing. đĽ°đĽšđ I think he would be soft with a girl like that(I'm SO not projecting...) I can't get over how amazing your work is đđĽš
Hehe, another fun request, thank you! <3 Demetri might be a bit OOC here, but honestly? I too am a sucker for soft Demetri. Thank you so much for the support, I appreciate it more than you know! Enjoy! đđ
Demetri never expected his mate to be human. Much less someone so⌠soft?
He first finds her in a dimly lit bookstore, curled up in a reading nook with a massive hardcover, completely oblivious to the world.
Sheâs wrapped in an oversized sweater that complements her eyes and her glasses are gradually sliding down her nose, requiring her to push them back up every so often.
As far as Demetri can see her hair is held back with a little bow and there is a steaming mug of tea on the table beside her.
She looks like a painting that he would name âa perfect picture of warmth and comfortâ.
When she finally notices him she pushes her glasses up once again and offers a polite smile before returning to her book.
Heâs captivated.
"What are you reading?" he asks, his voice smooth as velvet.
She blinks up at him, clearly startled by his presence, and stammers something about a historical romance.
His lips twitch in amusement and he makes a mental note to read the book later to understand what has her so entranced.
He quickly becomes a huge part of her life.
Demetri notices she often forgets to eat or drink when sheâs too absorbed in a book, so he starts bringing her little snacks and gently nudging her to take a break.
She hesitates at first when he compliments her, brushing it off, but Demetri makes it his mission to ensure she knows how utterly magnificent he finds her.
He adores her reading nook, her towering TBR piles, the way she annotates her favourite books with tiny notes in the margins and pastel sticky notes, the way she organises her books on the shelves, the way she enthusiastically retells him the plot of the book she is currently reading.
He loves to tease her. "I found my mate & sheâs more interested in fictional men than in me."
If she falls asleep with a book in her lap he will carefully remove it, mark the page and drape a fuzzy blanket over her.
If anyone so much as looks at her the wrong way, his usual easy charm disappears while his terrifying side emerges. But around her? Heâs gentle. A knight sworn to a queen she doesnât even realize she is.
She is constantly ranting about books and Demetri is so soft for it. He just sits there, chin resting on his hand, watching her with complete and utter devotion while she goes on and on.
"And then â oh my god â he sacrificed everything for her, and she still thought he didnât love her! Like, HELLO?!"
He hums, amused. "A tragedy, truly."
"RIGHT?"
Honestly he has no idea whatâs happening, but sheâs happy, so heâs happy.
Sometimes she gets self-conscious about rambling but he immediately shuts that down.
"I could listen to you talk for eternity, darling."
Demetri might be couple of millenniums old but he does not understand the concept of fuzzy blankets.
"Dearest, why do you require this?" "Because itâs cozy?"
He lifts the edge of the blanket with a single finger while staring at the softness as if it offends him. "It is unnecessary. You have me."
"Okay but you donât come in an oversized, fluffy, warm, machine-washable form."
"Machine-washable?" He repeats, deeply unimpressed. "I am eternal."
She just snuggles deeper into the blanket, murmuring, "Mmm. But is your eternity fleece-lined?"
He loses to the blanket multiple times before he finally starts to understand the appeal.
Demetri quickly learns that a "quick stop" at the bookstore is never really a quick stop.
"Only five minutes, I just need one book."
Forty-five minutes later, Demetri is holding an entire stack while she debates between two editions of the same book.
"This one has deckled edges," she explains. "But this one has sprayed edges. The struggle is real."
Demetri, a vampire with infinite patience, simply stares at her.
Eventually, she just gets both and like a proper gentleman he insists he pays for them.
He loves watching her push her glasses up when they slide down her nose or how she peeks over the frames when sheâs suspicious of something.
Sometimes, she loses them and panics. "Demetri, have you seen myâŚoh."
Heâs already holding them out to her with a smirk. "You mean these?"
"...How long have you had them?"
"Long enough to enjoy the show."
One time he tries them on. instant regret
"How do you see through these?" He scowls, blinking rapidly. "This is horrific."
"Thatâs what Iâm saying!" she exclaims. "Now you know my pain!"
He immediately takes back every time he ever teased her about misplacing them. Sheâs fighting for her life out here.
One day as a joke, she puts one of her bows on him.
A baby pink, frilly hair bow, right on top of the Volturiâs most dangerous tracker.
"...You will remove this," he says, deadpan.
She just grins. "But you look adorable."
The rest of the Volturi are in shock when Demetri walks through the halls with it still in his hair.
Aro is delighted. "Ah, young love!"
Felix and Jane are dying. They will never let him live that down.
Demetri sighs and accepts his fate. He can never say no to her.
She gets excited about romance tropes and tries to get him to recreate them with her.
"Demetri, we need to do the one bed trope."
"But dearest, we share a bed every night."
"No, no. You have to complain about it first, then dramatically sigh before giving in."
He humours her, dramatically throwing himself onto the bed. "Fine! But only because thereâs no other option."
She giggles and cuddles up to him.
He secretly loves how invested she is in this.
Then she reads a book where the love interest casually leans against the doorway, arms crossed, looking lovinglyat the main character.
Once again she convinces Demetri to try it.
He props himself up against the doorframe, all smirks and sharp jawline, literally like he just walked out of a book.
"Like this, love?" he asks, his voice like silk.
"Mmmhmm," she nods with a blush, suddenly forgetting every coherent thought.
He pushes off the frame with a pleased smile.
He does it randomly now just to see her flustered reaction.
She is constantly giving him book recommendations.
"Demetri, this one has an intense, brooding, immortal love interest. Itâs literally you."
He flips through the pages. "So, Iâm a âtortured soul with a tragic past and a poetic way of speakingâ?"
"Well⌠yeah."
He smirks. "Flattering, really."
He actually does read them (because it makes her so happy).
The best part? He engages in serious discussions afterward.
"I must say, darling, this hero is hardly as brooding as you claimed. If he were truly tormented he wouldnât monologue so much."
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Imagine Bi-Hanâs S/O and Tomas sharing a strong sibling(in law) bond, they became their other half who enjoyed sharing their one braincell. I just thought it would be funny and that Tomas is fun to get along with.
I can definitely see that! I have written a few headcanons about Bi-Han's s/o and Tomas interacting (like finding the ocelot named Jia), as well as ones with Kuai Liang. I go into their relationship more here, but I am happy to go more in depth with Tomas and Bi-Han's s/o. I just wrote for fem. reader because it was a bit easier that way and I got less tongue-tied, but it can be read from any angle.
Bi-Han's S/O and Tomas' Relationship
Bi-Han's s/o usually keeps him in check when it comes to his brothers, especially Tomas.
She knows that Tomas is mostly targeted by Bi-Han's rage, especially for no reason. So, she does her best to keep Bi-Han's comments to a minimum.
Tomas always shrugs Bi-Han's rude comments off, but he is happy to know that someone else cares and wants to change it.
Kuai Liang steps in, but he definitely does not do it as often.
Only when Bi-Han is being extremely cruel.
Tomas is the brother that is absolutely down to go out and anywhere of her choice. He is just happy to be out and get a break from the Arctika.
He knows that it is their home, but it is never wrong to get a break every once in a while, right?
They tend to go out as often as possible, and sometimes Kuai Liang will join! It just depends, he is a bit of a homebody.
Tomas takes her out to Madame Bo's often and they definitely get special treatment.
Liu Kang's champions were not informed that Bi-Han had married, so they assumed she was Tomas' s/o.
Tomas did get a little embarrassed and had to tell them that she was Bi-Han's wife. And Johnny was in complete shock.
How could anyone marry the Ice King? (hehe)
Sometimes they will get mistaken for being a couple when they are out somewhere, but they learned to just ignore it.
They don't tell Bi-Han just in case he does get angry and puts a stop to their outings.
But Bi-Han trusts Tomas and his s/o, and he knows that his wife deserves a break from the Arctika. It can be endearing sometimes, and he understands this.
However, he knows how stupid they can be, and that's what can worry him a bit.
One time, Tomas had accidentally told a lady congratulations on being pregnant when she wasn't, and he was nearly skinned alive.
Y/N thought it was absolutely hilarious as Tomas was berated and they both had to run in the alley way in order to escape the angry woman.
They both still laugh about it to this day.
"I would have made the same mistake! I really thought she was." She had told Tomas, so he felt less bad.
Tomas does like the chisme, so if Bi-Han's s/o has any info about the champions or people they know, he wants to hear about it.
There have been many late-night tea times when Bi-Han was swamped with work, and they have both stayed up late talking about other people.
Kuai Liang is not a big chismoso like Tomas, but sometimes he will join.
Tomas is down for spa days, and they will both do face care and meditate together.
When dealing with Bi-Han, it is definitely needed.
Tomas has painted her toes before, and he slathered them with nail polish.
It was like a bad art project, and it made a horrific mess.
Her and Tomas both have a habit of finding random animals, more so after they found Jia. Some of them they take in, others they can't because Bi-Han won't allow it.
An ocelot you can tame, but a bear?! He thought they were absolutely out of their minds.
They came across a baby cow one time, and Tomas was run over by its mother.
Bi-Han's s/o was worried about him, but she did fall over laughing after he got up and looked like he had seen a ghost.
"Her udders were in my face!"
That did not help her laughter.
One time, a cockroach scurried near them, and they were both sent into a screaming mess.
Tomas was full on screaming like a girl. Bi-Han was pissed at first until he saw what it was.
Because they interrupted his work, he left them there to wail about the cockroach that was nearing them.
Kuai Liang had to set it free outside for them to calm down.
Bi-Han did not get laid that night.
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What they drive
141 Guys x domestic/everyday life
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**Long post with lots of pictures!
A/N: I dunno much about cars but I always wonder what the boys would be driving. See what theyâre picking me up in for date night⌠this is just for fun and highlights the modern life they have outside of missions. Also the gif of Soap falling on the car took me out lmao. Not requested. -Kiv
John Price
A man who takes pride in his vehicles. He has two Chevy trucks. A nice truck for everyday use and a project truck. The perfect person to talk to if you are thinking of purchasing a car or truck. Price has got the âdealership scamâ game down. You'll be leaving the lot with a good deal.
The project car being a 1985 Chevy C10. Price is always going on about how âthis is every man's dream car to work onâ. He says it everytime he opens the garage. Without fail! It's got a classic blue color with a few rust spots but, nothing a good layer of paint can't fix. Its the 90s car from the movies. Nothing else to say about it!

Ahh the project car. Price works on it when he can. Set up a lawn chair, get a glass of lemonade, and just watch that man work. Sometimes hell even explain to you what heâs doing. That is if you can even pay attention. Thereâs something so attractive about a man talking about what heâs passionate about all sweaty with a nice pump. HEY, wipe that drool off your face.
Priceâs personal truck is nice. It gets him from point A to B. Everything on it is stock. Heâll always tell you hes gonna sell it once his project car has been fixed. But thereâs still quite a lot to do on the project car. Its a 2012 Chevy Silverado in cherry black with a covered bed. Good on gas and can pull a trailer or boat! He doesnât invest money in it for other than maintenance costs.

It smells specifically like âLakeside Morningâ from Bath and Body works car scents. The packaging is what got him. It was honestly super cute when he read the package out loud. âSmells like: Cool, Sweet, Fresh, and alone time on the dockâ followed by a shrug and him throwing it into his cart. Does he even fish?
Oh, whenever he turns a corner in the Silverado theres a thud coming from the bed. Its a cooler that has been there FOREVER. He swears heâs going to take it out. Price brought it when 141 met for a cook out and some beers a few months ago.
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Kyle âGazâ Garrick
Donât ask about the APR please. Kyle is going to use this bad girl till it breaks. Its his dream car. Price took him away from base to get a better rate for it! Its fast its speedy its a 2015 Ford Shelby GT350. Oh yeah racing stripes and all. He got it wrapped in a matte ocean blue. Im talking leather seats, tinted windows, and custom wheel.

Kyle loves this car and will always offer to pick you up. Ur always going to be passenger princess. Kyle always drives up reallll slow, rev the engine a little, and rolls down the window to smile big at you. He gets the door for you when you are both approaching the car. Donât test him. He will literally sprint to get the door for you. An actual cutiepie
Hes so damn cute when it comes to long drives. Hand on your thigh and singing to the music together. Expect spontaneous trips!! He doesnât even know where you guys are headed today.
Loves to speed up when there no cars in front of him. That feeling of the car pushing into you the sear is his favorite. Kyle is definitely the type to lightly bang on the steering wheel and go âWoooooooâ when returning to the normal speed limit. Hehe. Hope it didnât freak you out too much. You will without a doubt get a few reassuring thigh squeezes.
Classic Black Ice scent. Cant go wrong with it! Its his carâs signature sent if you ask him. Kyle keeps his car clean. Theres a few half empty water bottles in the back but never straight up trash. He makes sure to buy the premium wipes for the interior. Like I said that car is his baby. Ugh did i mention the sound system?! Its absolutely amazing. You can feel the bass in your bones. Literally sounds like youâre in an air pod pro.
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John âSoapâ Mactavish
His car is the hangout car. Like if were going out with boys were taking Soaps car. He drives a pearl colored 2020 Honda Accord. He ordered the under the seat lights and everything. Its actually a vibe in there. The music changes the lights or he has an app on his phone to change the color. Another amazing sound system tbh.
Similar to Gaz the glovebox in the car is yours. He even puts stuff in there for you as a surprise :,). Sweet baby Johnny. Like one time you got in the car like usual and opened the glovebox to grab chapstick or some perfume/cologne and sitting on the car instruction manual was a bag/box of ur favorite snack. When you looked back over, Johnny was looking back at you with a big derpy smile.

Since his car is the hangout car it can get messy pretty easily. He has to do âtrash runsâ to empty the random things people leave in his car. Dont get it wrong, It isnt nasty with random food left behind!! Soap has tried those like little trash cans on Amazon but they always end up lost under the back seats.
Johnny always goes with New Car Smell. He doesnât have a specific brand he likes he just gets whateverâs at the gas station at the time. He also has the bad habit of never locking his car. Soap swears he always forgets to but you think its just a habit at this point.
CEO of spontaneous trips. You would never believe how much camping stuff his car can hold. Soap will give him car encouraging words as it struggles to go up the hills to the hike or camping site. He always keeps an emergency box under the passenger seat. Its shaped like tackle box. It has a first aid kit, some portable batteries with chargers, flares, and an emergency flash light. Last time you both went camping he was so excited to show you the random hatchet he bought. He keeps it in the trunk for no reason. I mean, he cant have it in the barracks so you suppose it makes sense.
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Simon âGhostâ Riley
Simon currently owns two bikes. Hes in the process of selling his old one. Which is a chameleon purple painted 2006 Suzuki GSXR600 with 750 cc. It gave him a good year and half off rides. He took care of it and rode it to its top speeds. It has a scuff on the side from when he tried to do a wheelie but, he was going to slow and had to jump off before it fell to its side. Your heart sunk when it happened. Ghost was super embarrassed because he thought he had it down. Heâll never tell you though.

After a long deployment where he was getting quite a big of hazard pay (extra pay when youâre in a dangerous location) he saved it all up. As soon as he got back he bought a black 2021 Honda Rebel 1100 DCT. This bike is fast but itâs more for cursing. Trust that heâll ride it to its max speed at least once for the adrenaline rush.

Bought you a matching jacket. He wont say anything about it being matching but you noticed almost after putting it on. Best part about riding is when you get to wrap your arms around his waist. Simon always makes sure to take it slow especially if you get nervous on bikes. Donât even try to do your hair. He wont move the bike unless you have the right gear on. Ghost doesnât wanna lose you from an accident.
You are probably wondering what he does when it rains⌠or maybe you already knew he chooses to ride anyway. I promise though that after a ride in the rain he will slightly complain about how wet the road was. It makes you worry because so much could happen with one slip. Simon will always reassure you that heâs an experienced rider. If you pick him up in your car he wonât be upset. Definitely wont say no to a free and dry ride!
#cod x reader#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#john price#kyle gaz garrick#simon riley x reader#soap x reader#price x reader#gaz x reader#cod headcanons#call of duty x reader#cod mw3
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Have some fnaf au DCA guys to break up my original content hehe. I've been sitting on these guys for a long while and wasn't comfortable with drawing the dca for quite some time( if you see my old au no you don't, i tried to make it in a time when I hated how I drew and ended up falling flat on that project) but my Ghost in the Machine by @/venomousqwille (go read that fic btw it's so fucking good and has fundamentally changed my life) rocketed me into hyperfixating and learning how to draw them, so have my own AU guys. More info under the cut!
They were from a fazbears in canada, not actually daycare attendants but performers in the theatre for kids music. Like the music in really young kids shows that teach them simple lessons. They were only in the daycare itself (which had human staff) when bringing kids to and from the theatre.
A virus swept through the whole plex and effected all of the bots, and since these guys weren't on their own nothing extreme happened (though a couple kids did get traumatized from scary performances and a couple parents did get hurt). After that virus was fixed it left the bots, the DCA's especially different, more aware of themselves in a way. Which kinda sucks because they realize dhow shit their existence was, and not long after that Fazco went under. The bots were auctioned off for money and a small record label managed to get their hand on all three of the DCAs in a plan to grow their label and have recognizable, not human performers. They got modifications and fixed up, made new and dropping the clown and child star looks to instead be more rockstar (the piercings and more punk look are entirely on the bots themselves btw,) And a few test songs and albums were made. With the growing synth rights happening they got a but more freedom in what they could do, tho were still owned by the record, and with the massive success of their music decided to change up their style and look to be more punk rock and hard rock. It was a hit, and the bots got a tour gig. With that style change also came the name changes, they chose their own names and fans loved it even more to see their fave synths giving themself identity.
#my art#oc#fnaf#fnaf au#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#moon#sun#fnaf eclipse#eclipse#Umbra#twi#aura#cosmic dust#cosmic dust au
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Hey EinâŁď¸âŁď¸â¨â¨đĽşđđđđđâ¤ď¸âđĽ THANK YOU FOR PLAYING WITH MEâ¨âď¸â
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AND ALSO I SEE YOU READ MY PART 1 CRINGE XâD
THANK YOUâŁď¸âŁď¸â¤ď¸âđĽâ¨đâď¸âď¸
Anyway, I want to ask these to your cutie trioâŁď¸âŁď¸âŁď¸â¨đ
Has Kana ever made Hibari laugh?
Which canon character annoys Kurumi the most?
Who was someone Yui didnât like at first but got along with later?
Thank you so much in advanceâŁď¸â¨đĽşđşđşđş
Thank you for sending this for my cutie trio Brina! đĽšđ⨠Sorry it's late ueueue but here you go!
Who was someone Yui didnât like at first but got along with later?
Yui didn't like Gokudera a lot when they first met. It's mainly because of their very different approaches to being the right-hand man for their respective bosses. As we all know lol Gokudera takes becoming and being the right-hand man very seriously (maybe too much? đ).
Then there's Yui who's just chilling on the side, even asking his "boss" to help him carry big metal parts for his robot projects or even using his other "boss" as bait/shield to get away from Hibari (when he sometimes accidentally breaks school property). Gokudera often calls him out for it when he can, and it does grind on Yui's gears a bit.
Eventually (around Future Arc?), he does develop a neutral outlook to him. It was around that time that he kind of starts being a bit serious to adapt to the situation, just a little bit though hehe~
Which canon character annoys Kurumi the most?
For this one, I already answered it here! But yeah, it's Naito đ
Has Kana ever made Hibari laugh?
If chuckles or snickers or sneers count, then yes, she does (unintentionally đ¤Ł).
**A small fun fact is that, if you can get Fuuta to rank all of Oniyanagi's members by luck, Kana would end up at dead bottom. It's just not noticeable because she has the raw skills to sidestep it, but there will still be a few cases where her shit luck does get her.
During a chase, they end up jumping over roofs and it just happens that the roof Kana landed on is not on the sturdy side. She falls through it and when she looks above as she lies on the rubble, she sees Hibari trying to keep himself from snickering before immediately going in for an elbow drop (tonfa equipped). Kana evades it of course, but still this unlucky event + that smug look on his face kinda pisses her off lol
#khr#khre#khr oc#oc#oniyanagi#oc ask#ninomiya kanako#ninomiya kurumi#yorimitsu yui#einart#yui is kinda gokudera narrative foil perhaps hahahaha#in true ESL fashion i had to find a video of someone doing a demo of what a laugh giggle chuckle sneer or snicker looks like + differences#and yeah i can imagine hibari doing those mentioned above and in canon too#but not a full-on happy wholesome laugh i can't imagine that ever lmao#too cursed
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I'M GIGGLING SO HARD LOOKIGN AT WHAT I CAUSED JUST BY SAYING YOU NEED TO WASH DOTTOREđđ
But this also gave me a brainrot aboit bathing with harbingers
YES PANTALONE IS A RICH BASTARD and uses tons of skin and hair caring products. He enjoys being taken care of and will do the same in return, that's a fair exchange. Just wash his hair and listen to him complaining about his co-workers asking for budget raise for 10th time this month I think he's very stressed and tired by the end of the day, he might even doze off right in bath, since it's warm here and you gently stroke his hair (he looks cute-but wake him up please or he'll end up with sore neck)
Columbina gives me vibe of a person, who uses a lot of silly stuff, like bath bombs or salt. She's playful and will splash you, which will turn into a war with water being all over the floor (poor people who'll have to clean it up..). She's another one to possibly fall asleep in bathtub, so wake her up too. She also sings in shower
We should stop slandering only Dottore, bc Childe is also a type of person to give you a biiig hug, while covered in blood. But, well, he's easier to get to wash himself. Like Bina, he's also playful and will summon small water animals to entertain both of you (he will create a small narval and gently bup it on your nose... Before breaking it, so you'll have water over your face, bc you're so adorable when flushed!! You're allowed to splash him for this)
I think Sandrone forgets about bathing, drowned in her work and if you invite her, Sandrone will say she'll take a quick shower to return to her work. Please convince her to come with you, she needs rest. In bathtub, all of her thoughts are about unfinished projects :(
YEA STINKYTTORE IS SOMETHING ELSE đđđ AND OMG THANK YOU FOR THESE BRAINROTSđđđ
Hehe YES it's obvious Pantalone only uses the most exquisite, high-end products (have you seen his hair? absolutely LUSCIOUS) He probably made a deal with the company to have the stuff delivered to him regularly so he doesn't need to keep buying it lol, but YES he lovesss to pamper you but he also adores being pampered in return. But you gotta make sure you're a pro at it, don't tug or pull on his hair too roughly, be gentle when washing him, you know what I mean. Make sure to sympathize with him and be very soft as he complains to you about how that doctor is using up his funds with no progress. Make sure to give him lots of kisses when he decides the perfect napping place is laying on your chest in the middle of the big af bath tub đ (Also get him out of there because a sore Pantalone is a grumpy Pantalone) But he'd also be the kind of guy to be romantic as hell and put candles around the bath and have a book to read in there too :3
AND OMFGG 100% AGREE ON COLUMBINA SHE LOVES TO DO STUFF LIKE THAT. You two always try out new things to put in the bath, I feel like she's really one of those self-care people so your skin is gonna be ultra soft. Though she is extra silly and loves to set you up for literal ATTACKS by her (throw the rubber duckies at her pls) And yea she can fall asleep literally anywhere so try your best to get her out đ OMG the singing in the showerđđ I love her she definitely gets the best song ideas in there with you... it's brainstorm time
I HATE TO SAY IT BUT YOU'RE 100% RIGHT ON CHILDE...đđ Bro comes back after destroying multiple Hilichurl and Treasure Hoarder camps and is ready to hug you to death... baby i love u but CLEAN UP FIRST. But at least he actually loves the baths/the water in general so it's actually quite fun (you're just sad for the person who needs to wash his clothes đ) He's actually so cute after a shower because his hair is all damp but then you get to see it fluff up back to life with that long ahoge đ He's also extra cuddly and won't let go of you <3
SANDRONE BABY NO... get her robots to turn against her. Don't let her leave until she's had a long, warm bath. Her mind will still probably drift to her robots and incomplete puppets... but give her a really good scrub and wash (she won't admit it but she feels way better after working nonstop) (she dives back right into working nonstop again though) Though i feel like she secretly likes to be pampered, lol she doesn't even walk by herself, her robot carries her. So though she doesn't express her gratitude much verbally she is thankful deep down.
#smooches talks#i love this sm ... ugh this sounds so fluffy im crying :(#STOP IVE BEEN IN A SANDRONE LOVIng MOOD LATELY I MISS HER#pantalone love notes <3#columbina love notes <3#childe love notes <3#sandrone love notes <3
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Welcome to the Scott Pilgrim Marauders Map, this came to me in a vision from the heavens after reading the Scott Pilgrim comics and spiralled wildly out of control.
This is sort of a plan for a fic? Iâve written a couple things before but nothing super detailed or longer than maybe 500 words so this would be a huge project and Iâm putting it here because my friend (@folkwhore12) told me to and I do whatever she says, also just in case anyone just as insane but better at writing than me wants to take this up and write it hehe.
Couple things to note, this would be extremely Pandora x Lily centric, I love Jegulus more than I love breathing but I swear there is a drought of Pandalily fics in this fandom and I am so very close to dying of thirst. Let the lesbians have their fun.
Another thing is I want to make it clear that Pandora in this is not a weirdo and is not dating a minor, whilst she may be the Scott Pilgrim of this universe she isnât as deeply flawed as he is. Sheâs Scott in the way theyâre both autistic and kind of a loser. The Scott Pilgrim universe is all about overcoming flaws and all that and honestly this idea came from Pandalily rather than character exploration, but trust me her struggles would not revolve around dating children.
As for Lily, she is just Ramona Flowers. I donât really need to say more but iâm going to because I love Lily and she deserves more recognition. I love the comics because theyâre about Ramona just as much as theyâre about Scott and I really felt that in the new anime as well. In my head Lily is a perfectionist, she likes to have control over everything which is why, like Ramona, sheâs been the one to break off every relationship.
Ok as for the more fun aspects of this I know itâs insane Iâm well aware.
Introducing, the 7 Evil Exes of Lily Evans:
1. Sybill and Lily have a primary school playground wedding when theyâre about 8 years old and Sybill doesnât stop thinking about her for the next 14 ish years.
2. Marlene and Lily get dared to kiss in high school (13/14) and Marlene falls head over heels in love (so real of her). She meets Dorcas Meadowes and realises she might be head over heels in love with her as well and thatâs where it gets complicated.
3. James is the odd one out (jumpscare heâs a man). Him and Lily date for maybe three months in year 9 (age 14/15) and where heâs making lists of baby names and picking out flower arrangements, Lily realises that sheâs 100% most definitely into women.
4. Dorcas is where it gets serious for Lily, theyâre 16-18 and picking unis and despite the fact theyâre wildly, madly, soul crushingly in love, they both have dreams and they go their different ways.
5. Narcissa and Lily were incredibly dysfunctional and a bit insane together. Eventually Lily decided maybe it was a bit too insane for her (thatâs saying something) and broke it off, which then made Narcissa decide to quite sensibly destroy the world.
6 + 7. Andromeda + Bellatrix were Lilyâs very successful attempt at revenge. Maybe Narcissa was getting a little too stalkerish or something (I havenât figured out the details yet) but Lily decides that sheâd quite like to have the bragging rights to say she dated every Black sister.
(8. Narcissa again (just trust me on this) Lilyâs revenge plan, whilst successful, was successful in a way she wasnât expecting. Narcissa being the ultimate evil ex and the future organiser of the league, only sees Lilyâs revenge as incredibly evil and falls in love with her villainous instincts even more.
If anyone finds this even mildly interesting Iâll talk about all the other characters because otherwise this will get far too long - I cannot stop talking about Wallace Wells as Regulus Black even if I tried lmao.
#pandalily#pandora#lily evans#dorcas meadowes#marlene mckinnon#pandora x lily#mary macdonald#narcissa malfoy#narcissa black#bellatrix lestrange#bellatrix black#andromeda black#andromeda tonks#sybill trelawney#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#barty crouch junior#barty x evan#regulus black#james x regulus#james potter#remus lupin#remus x sirius#sirius black#sirius orion black#peter pettigrew#rita skeeter#scott pilgrim#ramona flowers#harry potter
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hiii my love!! am a long time lurker first time messager hehe can I just say your writing is so beautiful and gorgeous and stunning and amazing and lovely like yourself. the way biker!simon and bimbo!reader is written is like a dreaaaammmmm. I giggle and sigh and my bf looks like at like ???? but I never say anything cause it's my lil guilty pleasure.
anyway what prompted me to finally message you is the little writers block erin fic (I SCREAMED I SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT IALDJSKDJS RAWRRRRR) and it reminded me of a time when I was in readers position and seeing the man I loved start to fall for someone else ))): the angst the stress the sadness (in hindsight he was not worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWWWWWR) and it just took me back to the times I was feeling that and you captured everything so perfectly ))):
I will never forgot those times but since then I have found my own man who never made me doubt his love for me and treats me how I've always wanted to be treated. like he wasn't even who I thought I'd end up with and he turns out to be the one for me?????? crazyyyyyyy sorry am ranting but just wanted to say you're a beautiful human bean and I love u and ur right lots and even if reader goes through it (like dvf!simon RAWWWWWWWR) i will power through it and read it and cry and laugh and fall in love mwah mwah
HII OMG!!! this made me hysterically sob im actually losing my mind HAKCJKEN
thank you so so so much!! you are too kind to me đĽšđŤśđź im super duper glad that u are enjoying my works <33!! biker!simon and bimbo!reader are two of my favourite projects rn bc its so refreshing to write them; they tend to protray simon as ooc :(( but i cant help it, i want him to pamper me sm
thank you so much for liking the WIP fic!! tbh i wrote it after having reread mssges between me and my ex partner, and i was struck w so much sadness and longing that it made me tippy tappy on my phoneđ´
(i fear the ways in which i make art for those whoâve hurt me. read: how we break and, now, passenger)
im so sorry that you have been in that spot :(( to see your partner slowly falling out of love for you? god that mustve been so painful. im so glad that you are happier now, and that youâve found someone who loves you just as strongly!!! someone who you are gonna spend your future with!!!! smooch u so much baby bc im just so happy for u teehee <33
AWWW thank you so so much!! i feel like a teddy stuffed with fluffy cotton w the way this ask made me feel so happy <33 thank you kindly for supporting me and my works đĽşđЎ take care my sweetpea and love u lots!!
(and omg pls dont apologize for the ask. u have made me so so happy, and for that, thank you so much again <33)

#anon#ask#sweetest sweetheart#what did i ever do to deserve such kindness n love#thank you kindly my love <3
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ELLIEEEE.
i read ch 3 of ihm and wanted to share my thoughts and praises of how freaking amazing your work is!!!!
"I would rather make love to one of those inflatable balloon salesmen at car dealerships that flail and flap around in the wind than let you touch me for the purpose of sex."
girl, the way i straight up CACKLED. how are you so freaking good at banter? like my queen, what is your secret, i could kiss your brain. the moment i started the chapter and read this i already knew it was gonna be another BANGER.
"I donât really go after women with daddy issues."
đ đ đ bruh. the way gojo is just casually throwing shade while watching CNN. i am loooooving this ihm gojo so fking much.
âOh, thank god,â he exhales in relief, âI almost thought it was an avocado for a second.â
this whole little argument was so fun and sillly GAH i just loved it so much. the way you describe y/n when she gets mad is just â¨GOLD⨠like idk how to describe it, i just love how you manage to make her have such a spark. she's got a backbone and a heart. sometimes i manage to fall for your y/n more than your gojo đ¤ hehe
âThe dog had rabies. It bit an old man. Had to put it down,â he deadpans.
OH MY GOD đ this fking scene with choso. girl, this whole story gives me such romcom vibes, like damn you deliver, yet another line that made me cackle.
âYour capacity for catastrophization never fails to amaze me,â he says. Youâre pretty sure your therapist said something similar to you last week, too.Â
i felt personally attacked here đ fking choso lol.
Also, why the fuck didnât he get you chocolates from London?!?!?! The fucking snake.Â
RIGHT?!?!?! WTF GOJO???? oh my god this was hilarious though, y/n being caught in her lie đ¤ girls gotta get her stories straaaaight. to be fair though, makes sense why she didn't realize gojo was out of town considering how much she's got on her plate rn.
So who really got the last laugh? Day shift workers. Literally.
this is so sad đ this aint fair. like why do the people that are working their asses off at ungodly hours to save and help people get the shit end of the stick? wow, much love and respect to health care workers. i can only imagine how hard it must be, in more ways than one.
 (who the fuck drinks juice from a coffee mug)
the same kind of sick fucker that would probably eat string cheese whole đĄ nah, this is a crime.
So you just relish in the ridiculous feeling of being on all fours in your vintage grandma nightgown in front of your shirtless and, breaking news: very hot, fake husband.
again, ROMCOM vibes. this is so hilarious đ¤ like y/n, my girl, i would be right there with you checking him out đ the way you described gojo shirtless.... đĽľđŠđ¤đť
âWhy the fuck would I call someone for a job I could do myself?â
oh. my. god. this fucking hit HOME for me LOL. my own dad literally has like 10+ ongoing unfinished projects bc he refuses to pay someone to do it professionally. it's like a pride thing, but daaaaamn my mom be mad when theres like, an open hole in the roof for weeks. ihm is giving such DILF vibes and i am absolutely HERE FOR IT.
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JUNO.
need i say more??? she is so PURE and i must protect her at all costs đŠ UGHHHH i was so misty eyed when she was crying about being bullied. and the way you wrote y/n comforting her and interacting with her đŠđŠđŠđ¤đťđ¤đťđ¤đť eeeeeep, i hope we get to see gojo and juno interact in the future bc anything with men and kids is literally my kryptonite. the few little tidbits with him wearing the slippers and having my little pony on the tv already made me smile so big đ¤đĽ°
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okaaaay, literally i love your work so much, and i feel like i never say it enough so i really want you to understand just how fking incredible you are. like seriously, i love the entire tone of ihm. like you said, the writing style is so laid back, but that adds even more to the appeal, and when the serious moments hit you shift the tone so effortlessly that DAMN those moments hit even more.
i can already see just how much you can accomplish with this series and i'm really looking forward to seeing your vision come to fruition. you are incredible, ellie â¤ď¸ thanks for sharing such an amazing story with us.
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HIIII aly omg thanks so much for this review of ch3 ihm!! it means sm to meee :'') i'm cracking up so hard reading this BAHHAH
girl, the way i straight up CACKLED. how are you so freaking good at banter? like my queen, what is your secret, i could kiss your brain. the moment i started the chapter and read this i already knew it was gonna be another BANGER.
pls reader really came to cut a knife w that comeback i think even ihm gojo was like damn woman chill đđ as for the banter i have conversations w myself like i am crazy â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ helps w dialogue LOL
omg thanks you for enjoying ihm reader <3 i have worries ab her being a little much but honestly i'd ride n die for her she's going thru a lot bahaha. but i'm so happy you see that spark!! and yes i try to picture romcom & kdrama vibes when i write ihm xD just like kinda cringe and absurd at times but also surprisingly heartfelt? hahah
ahhh yea sm respect for night shift workers, esp those in healthcare. it's a suuuuper rough lifestyle and there's a lot of research that shows how detrimental it is to the body in the long term, and there are ppl who work the nightshift for like 20+ years. it's crazy
PLEASE MY DAD IS THE SAME HE ALWAYS WANNA BE FIXING THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE LIKE DAD IT'S BEEN SIX MONTHS I'M TIRED OF WASHING MY DISHES BY HAND PLS JUST CALL SOMEONE đđđ no but yea that scene was funny to write bc it was giving dilf vibes but also he's so unconvincing of his abilities to fix things xD idc tho as long as i get to see his abs while he's on his back working on sumn under the sink đđźđđź
eeeeeep, i hope we get to see gojo and juno interact in the future bc anything with men and kids is literally my kryptonite. the few little tidbits with him wearing the slippers and having my little pony on the tv already made me smile so big đ¤đĽ°
AW thanks sm for liking juno <3 i've never written a kid character before and also i haven't been around children in so long so i was like watching youtube videos of children trying foreign country foods to see what tf they sound like xD anyways yesss omg i love men w kids. like sir pls lemme give u babies :// imeanwhatwhosaidthat
like you said, the writing style is so laid back, but that adds even more to the appeal, and when the serious moments hit you shift the tone so effortlessly that DAMN those moments hit even more.
AHHH thanks sm i could cry srs this is such a sweet thing to say :'') yea that tonal shfit stuff is tuff but to hear it's coming off is so relieving thanks so much aly <33 and for all your words too đđ i hope you have a wonderful saturday!!!
much loveee â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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