#life venting

[molabuddy]

a little personal response / tribute to "here's the life i've always longed for" by Anna Haifisch. the original means so much to me, and even though it's hard, I feel like every day i'm making more steps toward finally being on the other side of that fence <:)

[echoesoftheinfinite]

Talking to those who understand you is valuable; perhaps that's why I've spent half my life talking to myself.

[so-worthless-so-empty]

It's painful when your presence is merely tolerated, not cherished.

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[bitter-intestines]

[succubunniii]

[cupcakeshakesnake]

It took me too long to realize that not all the world is my enemy

[ID: A comic done mostly in black and white. A hound with a broken chain around its neck flees a cage and runs into two reaching hands. The hound bites one hand, drawing blood. Narration says, "When I fled my cage / I bit the hands that took me in / Because the only hand I'd ever known / was a bad one."

The hands, now with fresh bite marks, still reach out gently to the hound. ""We're not him." they said / and I knew what they meant / but I didn't understand."

Floating in white space: "Now I understand / but the damage is done."

A person enters a door, rolling a suitcase, saying "Hi" to two people on a couch, who look up from their newspapers and phones to say "Hey" and "Hi" back. The shadow of the person who entered the room stretches out before them-- a hound's, not a person's. Narration: "I'm so sorry / I couldn't help it / I couldn't help myself."

We see the hands of the people on the couch. Both have faded bite marks on them. "I was so blind, I forgot / that not all hands are made of iron." End ID]

(ID by @princess-of-purple-prose)

[foxlungz]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[honeypleasejustkillme]

“what’s wrong, talk to me”

“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”

“we’ll work it out together”

[iwillnotseeheaven]

[saduboiss]

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

[echoesoftheinfinite]

[so-worthless-so-empty]

No one is more disappointed in me than I am.

[nabbibutterfly]

I wanna cry, scream, hurt myself, and die so bad, but I just don't have energy for anything anymore...

I feel so damn exhausted

[clownsuu]

bullying ford just for funzies 💥🥄

cw, the tiniest amount of blood/body horror