#real osdd

[insipid-drivel]

Me (with DID/OSDD): I mean, I know that therapies like EMDR and hypnotherapy can be really effective for treating emotional flashbacks, but I’m scared of like... getting stuck in a session, you know? How do you know when you go into a session like that it won’t go terribly wrong and the patient could go catatonic or something? I worry my alters wouldn’t let it happen because of the stress and risk.

My 31-year-old therapist: You know, I have a line on some Ketamine specialists.

Me: Come again?

My 31-year-old therapist: You’re very right in having the reservations you have about therapies like guided hypnosis and EMDR! You’re not just doing it for you, and your alters always want to help keep you safe, right? They want a say, too?

Me: Yeah. They’re really nervous about me being retraumatized... Which is exactly why I’m not sure if it would even work right. I don’t think they’d let me go through that kind of stress without having some kind of control or ability to help me.

My 31-year-old therapist: So, how about I get in touch with some specialists I know and we can talk about potentially micro-dosing you on ketamine so you can go through the therapy with your alters as real to you as the flashback is?

Me: Are you seriously a doctor that is talking to me right now? You’re okay with involving my alters with it? You’re not at all nervous from the idea? You do realize you’re recommending Actual Goddamned Ketamine to a patient, right? I don’t have a problem with it, I’m just kind of... Surprised?

My therapist: Considering I’ve talked to most of your active alters already, I can tell that they very obviously love you and want nothing else than to be part of your life like other people can be. Leaving them out of any therapeutic approaches, including our session right here, would be leaving a big part of you out, too. I’d be a bad therapist if I tried to disregard or ignore all of you! Just because research and data suggests what your alters are and how they’re formed doesn’t mean that they’re not valid, that they don’t have feelings or even their own traumas and anxieties, and especially that you shouldn’t reciprocate the love they have for you! You shouldn’t be ashamed or nervous to say you love them, especially in-session with me where you can tell me anything you want to in total privacy! I’m just as happy with coordinating therapeutic approaches based upon what they feel is right as well as you. It’s really cool strategizing with them, and they’re very devoted to making sure therapy stays therapeutic for you.

Me (trying not to cry): You believe that they love me?

My therapist: From what I’ve come to observe in the short time we’ve spent working together, I’m a little envious.

[dolliez-sys]

“You can’t be a system!! You and ___ both do this!!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ LOVEEE this!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ talk very similarly!!!”

We still share a brain.

[cryptic-crystal]

ENDO LORE?????!????

[a-clucking-system]

its really funny seeing endos and endo supporters saying "youre hurting trauma survivors by being anti endo!"

yeah? im hurting trauma survivors? you mean, the people that claim to not have trauma?

be ASTRONOMICALLY real with yourself

[chemicalcarousel]

[necroticcadaver]

I love talking about myself.

You ask me questions about myself? I could spend literal hours happily talking about me.

[pastel-kingdom]

These pro endo post are starting to piss me off having dealt with an endogenic system literally using all of us bodily and mentally.

Its not fun. Its not a fucking trend. If you don’t have trauma you don’t have DID. If you hear voices and you see them then you have some sort of other illness. You do not have DID, stop fucking insisting you do.

DID is caused my consistent mental and physical trauma, REAL trauma, not “omg this really stressed me out” “omg my mom yelled at me.”

Someone has to say it and idc, i will. Shut the fuck up.

Just shut up. Please. You are, at this point, making fun of a real trauma disorder that people have to deal with every day. Going back to what my host said, he made a post saying that people who find this disorder quirky and fun will never understand the pros and cons of it, its hard. Its fucking… hard.

So before you sit there, the one who had a perfect happy fucking childhood, sit there and think about the people who actually have this disorder who went through the worst kind of shit in their early life, do I really have DID? Or do i have something else? Possibly serious enough to get help? Maybe I have trauma thats actually forgotten about and suppressed? And if you do then you might have DID or OCDD, but if you have NO trauma.. then please just get help. Idfk anymore.. just stop.

You people hurt people whether you do it intentionally or not. Then you people wonder “oh why is no one accepting us??? Thats so rude why are you harassing me???” Why the fuck are you ROLEPLAYING saying its an alter???

This was pure anger.. im tired of it. Im tired of seeing pro endo shit after being used by one of you guys. Fuck. Off.

- Don’t worry about who i am.

[systememergency]

So annoying how people will see systems with multiple psychiatric disorders as proof of malingering even though it's more common for people with OSDDID to have a lot of disorders than not. Research papers show people with DID have on average 5-6+ axis-I disorders alone, but people will still shit on systems with large amounts of diagnoses and be like "Omg they're collecting mental illnesses like pokemon cards what a faker!!" I'm getting real sick of ignorant ass fakeclaimers not doing 2 seconds of research.

[justin-tsotb]

stealing an endos post bc it applies to me;

Shout out to introjects whose source creator turned out to be a shitty person.

Shout out to introjects who are afraid to be public about their sources because of controversies surrounding it.

Shout out to introjects who've changed names, pronouns, or other identity aspects to be separated from a problematic source.

Shout out to introjects who kept their source name, pronouns, and other identities from source.

y'all are cool and ily (/p). i keep my source private bc i don't want to be obsessed over like i am my source. ur valid and cool.

[anti-endo-safe-space]

It kinda rubs us the wrong way when someone says "traumagenic system". You mean, a system? plain and simple?

Because "traumagenic" implies you can be a system by other means that are not trauma, what is... obviously wrong.

What are even those "-genic" things mean. What do you mean :3genic? Willowgenic?? Sillygenic??? What do you mean programmed system????

I will never understand those terms endos use. I swear, it's all just so confusing.

— Wysteria, from Ballad Of The Royals.

Hey Wysteria, agree with everything you said EXCEPT for programmed systems. From what we understand, those tend to be a type of system where they've gone through extreme cult like abuse and it causes a split. We're not experts but it's something to look into. Those are a legit system

Also we use it here simply to make it known we're anti-endo

[disrealities]

Split-prone.

An alter who is more prone to splitting than others. they may be a symptom holder, or something similar.

This is exclusive to those with BPD. Transid & similar fuck off 🤍

tagging: @sanguinaryfreaks , @crow-collective15 , @deceasedchoir

[autisticlee]

"just be yourself" has always been one of my most hated things to hear from someone. it may sound simple and easy to you, but when you grew up never able formed a single solid personality (because you grew up autistic or for some other reason) and/or have always felt more like 20 different personalities in a trench coat who fight over who is supposed to be in charge, that "simple" advice is so much less simple.....it can even seem impossible.

[jackmeowidew]

PSA:

Making this post to announce that @roger-d0dger and I are officially dating.

JAGER REAL?!

Yeah Jager real.

PSA: for those of you who want to fight Abt everything Roger and I are both Fictives in systems and this is art of us as our ages as alters which is 16.

[highectolordcommander]

Normalize not knowing shit about your system

Like what is going on

Who are these people

Who am I

When did I get here

What's happening

How many people are here

Where am I

Stop telling me to play 100gecs I hate 100gecs Jon you bitch

[thegeminidivision]

using ur spotify wrapped to figure out who fronted the most this year by top artists alone

[beelzebubsbois]

"Wah wah!!! Get out of the identity tags!!!"

That's what tags are for, engagement and saying what your post/blog is about. How about you block me like you said people would. You're just giving me more reason to push my thoughts and opinions. Like move on and you wouldn't be my problem. But you're mine now, pretty boy, better get that ass ready for what I've got in store.