watching the ttpd set on eras tour: this gives me happiness
watching taylor, YET AGAIN, use psych wards and mental illnesses as an aesthetic as a way to earn money, which is insensitive, distasteful, and harmful: nvm wtf taylor stop ruining nice things
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Just like how I regret it
The time I used to wish
My fingers wrapped
Praying to be precise
Those days I wished I was like her
In the movies
Crying but suffocating
With the depression and Anxiety
The time I thought being ill up there was some type of pride not prejudice
Now, I cry my self to sleep
And flinch when in contact with someone I should consider family
Using a razor to remind myself of all my wrongs
Never once did I think it would be like this
This wasn't the aesthetic I or you wished for
That I even stopped wishing for
So, stop romancizing it
I'll give you mine if you want it
But you'll surely come to regret it...
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Maybe I'm not introverted, maybe I want community, gossiping over a glass of wine, coffee shop dates, dying in some club's dirty bathroom, knowing half a city and saying hello to my favourite restaurant waiter; maybe I got too badly burned too young, just got too scared, settled for living in numbing comfort
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