i imagine people would write those āomg my mom sold me to delusion or windblume!ā fanfics š
āY/n! Get down here!ā
You groaned and threw your hair into a messy bun and made your way downstairs. You were wearing an old Delusion merch shirt and some shorts, you were never one for skirts. Unlike most girls.
āYes, mom?ā you asked, always walking on eggshells around her. Ever since dad left sheās turned to drugs to cope.
āWeāre broke. I sold you to have more money for hard drugs. Pack your things.ā
āUgh! This is just like you!ā You scream, stomping your foot as your emerald orbs stare into hers. Yours were full of life while hers had dulled out.
āJust go, I never wanna see you again.ā
āHmph,ā you carried your petite 4ā2 20lbs body up the stairs and packed a small bag. When you came back downstairs and left there was an expensive car waiting outside.
āHere, let us help with your bags,ā a voice said. You turn to see the hit boy band Delusion step out of the car!! Wow they were sexier in person. Suddenly you felt on display in front of your idols.
āCute,ā Scaramouche smirks as he eyes you up and down hungrily.
āI call dibs,ā Childe smiles, taking your bag.
āI want her first,ā Kazuha says, stepping out from behind them.
āYou wish,ā Aether snickers, winking at you.
āYou bought me from my mom?ā You ask, shaking in their presence.
āYeah, we need someone to FUCK whenever we want,ā Childe says, āSo hope in the back of the car, weāre going to our sold out concert.ā
a/n šš like and comment for chapter 2 sorry for the late post i got hit by a bus and ran over and a dog bit my arm and also i almost drowned and went to jail
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WIP Not Wednesday/Google Search
Hi hi playing catch up! This week was NUTS (RIP MY CHILDHOOD DOG šš) and am busy prepping for a crazy fun June so wanted to share some before more shit hits the fan!
Thank you for the tags @cha-melodius @firenati0n and @alasse9 for the Google game! I use incognito mode for literally everything BUT here are my latest rabbit holes, some sillier than others
The Game: share your last fic/writing related Google search, with as much or as little context as you want to give.
Insta stalking Casey to figure out where they have done author readings/ Q&As
Barbie swan lake constellation video
Swan princess butler name
Austin author events
Brooklyn author events
And thanks to @xthelastknownsurvivorx @heysweetheart-writes @cha-melodius @myheartalivewrites @littlemisskittentoes and @suseagull04 for today's and Sunday's tags!! Here is more infidelity fic bc I have zero self control w this one and hit 12.5k this week!
My best friend surprises me an hour later, holding more wine and a box brimming with goods from home.
āAngel from above, where is your luggage?ā I hastily make room on the nearest surface for the box.
āThis was an emergency. I have spare pants and my favorite shoes. Your wardrobe will suffice for the rest,ā he answers before crushing me in a tight hug.
Percy "Pez, like the sweets" Okonjo has been a fabulous, beloved thorn in my side since we were precocious posh misfits at Eton. We were seated next to each other in maths so that I, the reserved sensitive boy who happened to be atrocious with numbers, could temper his loud mouth while learning a thing or two from him about algebra. This was a scheme that backfired tremendously, and we've raised hell together ever since.
Open tag bc my brain is a mess!!! And also tagging the friends above that haven't done the Google search game to do it!!! :D
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Mahogany, ruby, pink!
Mahogany - let's go on a late night drive together and listen to one of your playlists.
Ruby - you are such a gem, you deserve so much better <3
Pink - biting you biting you biting you biting you licking you biting you biting you
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" My mom is so beatiful! " - Batfamily x Model!Batmom headcanons
Request: Batmom headcanons where batmomās a model & the coolest mom ever?
Author's note: Thank you anon š«¶! Here is my second request, so I hope you like it. I didn't know what to put for the title so I settled for this one.
And it will also take me a while to upload the Zatanna x reader oneshot š¤.
Again I clarify that my main language is not English, so sorry for the spelling errors šæ.
TW: nothing!! Just fluff I think
Nightwing / Dick Grayson
Since he met you, he was fascinated with your beauty and elegance.
He loved when you went to galas and you wrapped him up in your long elegant jacket while you picked him up in your arms and let him fall asleep like that.
Dick didn't miss any of your shows or commercials.
I bet he has your older shows saved on his computer.
A model and cool mother at the same time? Wow, Dick couldn't ask for more.
You are his only support, the only one who was there and loved him no matter what.
Dick will always ask your opinion about what he wears or what haircut he will get.
He goes crazy every time he hears someone say "Your mom is hot."
"It's not my fault that my mom loves me and yours didn't love you, fucking slu-"
I feels like he would play with you by imitating your walk just to annoy you.
Always showing off his mother, yesyesyes.
The YJ and Titans members would be very jealous of him; because you treat him very nicely and send him food, without saying that you drown your son with love.
Jason Todd / Red Hood
When he was Robin he was dwarf and plump. I and other people agree š
Jason loves the support you give him and keep giving him.
And he also loves your delicious food, he probably asks you to prepare some for him every time he goes out on patrol.
I just imagined him (when he was Robin) bringing you a bouquet of flowers bigger than him once you finish the show, seeing you with those beautiful and big eyes š
I bet he sometimes got scared when he saw your face on a commercial billboard.
And he keeps doing it, only he spits out whatever he's drinking when he sees you in TV. (Without him knowing that you participated as a model in X brand)
He loves and continues to love your attacks of kisses on his face.
Yes, he would also ask you for style advice, but only once a year, he is very proud when it comes to his clothing style.
"YOU SON OF A BITCH!! HOW DARE YOU HAVE A FUCKING POSTER OF MY MOM?!?!"
Damn Jason, your mom is a model, what do you want them to do?
Tim Drake / Red Robin
He has a love-hate relationship with your love attacks.
Tim, like his other siblings, would not miss any of your shows, or the parts in which you appear.
He would help Barbara to make sure no one wants to sabotage you at one of your shows.
If given the choice between your food or the support you give him, Tim would jump off a bridge. (jk)
"Bro, can you shut the fuck up and stop saying how beautiful my mom is? I already know that."
Tim gets embarrassed every time he is with his friends and you call him (by phone XD), because you start reminding him that he is very handsome and he need to eat something. But it irritates him more when his colleagues ask to talk to you.
Damian Wayne / Robin
I think he wouldn't care about your job
He's like, the most attached to you.
After your shows he would be attached to you like a flea.
Also at the galas.
Damian was surprised that you were so kind and loving towards him despite the things he said to you before him had that mother and son connection.
I think that at first Talia wouldn't like you, but after several talks with her and assuring her that you're not going to do anything to Damian, you could even be friends.
Oh yes, he wouldn't care about your love attacks, as long as it's not in front of his friends.
"Yes mom, yes I ate the food... Yes, I know you love me. *sighs* I love you too mommy..."
You're like Jon's second mom.
His favorite days are pool or beach days, he likes to enjoy the sea while spending time with his mom.
Cassandra Cain / Orphan
Cass is the vice president of your fan club.
Cass loves you infinitely.
She has an album full of photos of you and her after the shows.
She doesn't like the idea of you parading in swimsuits.
She would always ask you for clothing tips and advice.
Cass likes, loves, and admires having a mother who understands her and can be herself with her.
She wouldn't care if you show her love in public or private. She always gives you more love back!
Skincare routine between you and her.
You always make sure that she is fashionable but also has her own style.
She would have a lot of admiration for you.
I feel like she would hardly take any notice of "your mom is hot" because she thinks they are flattery.
But if they go overboard and insult you, Cass wouldn't hesitate to give them a good beating. Nobody messes with her mommy.
I think she would have you as her wallpaper. A photo of you and her on your birthday or on her birthday.
Stephanie Brown / Spoiler
She is the President of your fan club.
Throughout the parade she is like "how boring, I want to leave" until you finally appear, it doesn't matter if the outfit you wore is ugly, she would applaud you with all her might.
"WHY DID YOU AGREE TO DO A BIKINI COMMERCIAL?!?!"
I feel like she gets angry every time anyone tell her "she's super hot" (you), and Steph is like "the nosebleed I'm going to give you is going to be hot."
Every time she sleeps over at the mansion she joins you and Cass's skincare routines.
She loves you because every time you talk there is some laughter.
Steph appreciates and adores the support you give her as a mother figure.
You rarely have love attacks towards her.
But she adores them.
Every chance she would go shopping with you.
Duke thomas / The Signal
Just let me...
Duke is your photographer.
He had a hard time opening up to you at first, but you were just great and so sweet to him.
He doesn't react like his brothers do when they tell him "your mom is hot", rather he would feel uncomfortable.
Only if they insult you would he get serious.
He likes that you are always there to support him every time he goes out on patrol or comes back from patrol.
You and Duke's connection started when you tried to get him to distract himself from the harsh reality of his biological parents, like going to the park and all that.
He is embarrassed when you have your love attacks towards him. It doesn't matter if you are alone or in public, he will be embarrassed every time you have those love attacks.
I feel that when you go with him to buy clothes, you spend a lot of time because you can't decide what clothes to buy him.
But in the end you end up buying everything for him.
Barbara Gordon / Oracle
Yes, I added Barbara, okay?
In my AU there was no love affair between her and Bruce š
The one in charge of making sure everything goes well at the shows.
Sometimes she sees you as her mother, sister and best friend.
Barbara always sends you messages; according to her so as not to lose contact, which is a lie because you know it is purely on a whim.
I don't think you have love attacks with her, just a simple kiss on her cheek or forehead.
Although sometimes she envied the attention you gave to your children.
Barbara would value and care for you deeply.
[You can add more headcanons if you like <3]
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omg ur taking requests!
can you do some angst to fluff with Atsumu, Iwaizumi, Suna, Kuroo, Ushijima, and Sakusa (Iām sorry if theyāre too many you can choose whoever you want to write about from these characters, I luv all of them soooo much)
Can you make it like really really Angsty in the start. Like the characters doing something theyāll regret a lot and then they spend a lot of efforts making up for it? Please make it fluffy in the end, I canāt handle sad endings š
Also please donāt include anything with infidelity or mentions of it. My boyfriend of 3 years cheated on me last month and Iām having such a hard time.
Thank you for considering my request. And thereās no pressure to accept, I donāt mind at all.
Hi! yes I am taking requests right now. š First of all, I'm so sorry that you had such a negative experience. But tbh, you're better off this way. Nobody needs such an ass cheating on them! šš¤ My ex did that too, with my ex-best friend btw. I also had a hard time but quickly felt better because I realised that it's a waste of time to cry over such a dick. I hope you don't lose hope in a healthy relationship based on trust. There really are good people out there and I hope you find someone who can appreciate you. Sending you a lot of hugs and kisses. š¤šā¤ļøāš©¹
And for your request. I've written three stories for Tsumu, Iwa and Suna. Unfortunately they got a bit tooo long for my taste, so I only made these 3. I hope that's okay. I really had problems making it super angsty (urg, I need more practice for angsty stuff šµāš«). As you wished, I didn't include anything with cheating (even though I had a few ideas haha.) and I also added a trigger warning before each story. I think Iwa's and Suna's in particular might be a bit darker... so you can decide on your own if you want to continue reading it or not. Anyway, I hope you still like it, and thanks for your request. Stay healthy! š„°š
Regretting their actions
Pairing: Atsumu x, Iwaizumi x, Suna x reader
Warning: angst to fluff, break-up (Atsumu, Suna), mention of abuse/anger issues, mention of blood (Iwaizumi), mention of abortion, mention of drugs/pills (Suna)
Part 1 | Part 2 (End)
tw: mention of break-up
You met Atsumu when he came to his brotherās onigiri store for the housewarming.
The two of you got along well quickly. And it wasnāt long before he kissed you at a party, looked at you with his cheeky grin and said, āTastes better than a victory.ā
More things happened that night. Not just simple kisses and when you woke up next to him in bed, he asked you, still sleepy: āYouāre my girlfriend now, arenāt you?ā
Youāve been together for several years now and were thinking about moving in together soon when Atsumuās career suddenly took off. He was traveling abroad more often and had less time for you or looking for an apartment.
And then it happenedā¦
You scroll through the apartment search app for something suitable for the two of you, lying on the bed while missing him terribly. You close the app to go to your messenger, only to realize that you were the one who last texted Atsumu... two days agoā¦ Two blue check marks indicate that he has read your messages but has not replied. Your fingers hover over the keypad of your phone and you think about writing to him. Maybe he read your message during training and didnāt have time to reply. Maybe he just forgot about it afterwards... maybe...
āHey Tsumu... I know youāre busy but, I hope youāre doing well. Love you.ā you type into your phone and send the message with a strange feeling in your stomach. It doesnāt take long before you see under his name that he is online. The gray check marks next to your message turn blue, but instead of replying, you see that he went offline again. You swallow a big lump down your throat, your heart feels heavy. Maybe he canāt answer you right now... you try to convince yourself again.
Several hours pass as you sink your head into your pillow and try to stifle your tears. Atsumuās sports t-shirt is in your arms, which he had given you before his trip abroad. Time passes and suddenly you hear the ringtone of your phone as a message arrives. Your heart hits loud against your chest as you reach for your phone and see your boyfriendās name. But your joy quickly disappears, the lump in your throat gets bigger and you canāt breathe.Ā
>> Hey... listen, I think itās better if we end the relationshipā¦ break up. I donāt know, but I just donāt have time for it. Iāll see you around. <<
It feels like a slap in the face. As if this is a poor joke. You want to write to him, ask him what this is all about, but your tears blur your vision. The only thing you send is a āreally?ā but the message is no longer read. It remains on one gray check mark.
Two days go by and you still think it was all a bad joke, but every time you read his message, you feel like throwing up. Has he really dumped the whole relationship? By a shitty text message? You open your Instagram account and enter his name almost as if on autopilot.
Another slap in the face as your tears run down your cheeks again. His bio no longer says āBest setter and proud boyfriendā but simply āSetter MSBY Black Jackalā. All the pictures he had with you on his account have been deleted. Instead, you can only see advertising photos or private photos of him. The last eight pictures are of him, Hinata and Bokuto dancing and having fun with fans in different bars. Atsumu grins at the camera as if he doesnāt care about you at all. As if your relationship meant nothing to him.
You text him some more times, leave him voicemails because he never answers your calls. But after a few days, you let it go. It only frustrates you even more to see how little this relationship actually meant to him. For days, you cry yourself to sleep, what doesnāt go unnoticed by Osamu. After all, he sees you three times a week when you help him out in his store. When you tell him what has happened, he is also speechless, because Atsumu has really pissed him off with all his raving about you. So why would he break-up with you out of the blue? Osamu canāt see you as devastated as a heap of misery. So he also tries to find out the reason for the break-up between you and his silly brother. But when he calls him, Atsumu only faces him coldly on the phone. āDid she tell you to ask me? Leave it okay? I think I just realized that I donāt want a relationship.ā
Two months go by and somehow you still canāt believe that your relationship just fell apart. Osamu tries to distract you somehow, but it doesnāt help because he reminds you too much of your idiot ex-boyfriend.
Nevertheless, you are grateful to Osamu for swapping your shift with his coworkerās shift so that you can open the store with him in the morning. That way, you avoid running into Atsumu, who is more likely to be in the restaurant in the evening as soon as he returns from his stay abroad. Youāre not ready to face him at the moment.
Just as youāre about to finish work, you remember that you wanted to show Osamu a video on your phone. āLook, the new trailer for the second season of this soccer series is out. Shall we watch the first episode together on Saturday after work?ā you ask Osamu as he approaches you and looks over your shoulder. He rests his hand on the counter next to you, his chest almost touching your back, but he keeps his distance from you respectfully. You are both focused on the trailer, not hearing the doorbell from the store.
Atsumu is tired. The flight was delayed, and he hasnāt been able to sleep properly for weeks. How could he sleep well with all the partying and Hinata as his roommate, who spent the night in the hotel calling his friends from Karasuno. At least thatās what he tells himselfā¦ that this is the reason for his sleepless nights. But this thought vanishes when he steps into his brotherās store hungry, actually only wanting to eat a few onigiris and then go home. Into his apartment. His empty, dreary apartment. But as he walks through the door of the store, it feels as if someone has hit his chest with full force, knocking the air out of him.
He sees Osamu leaning towards you with a sense of familiarity. Whatās going on there? And why does it bother him so much that you giggle and look at Osamu, who returns your gaze with a nod and a smile before turning to the door? His brother winces when he sees Atsumu. As you turn around as well, your smile disappears.
You look at Atsumu as if youāve just seen a corpse, before packing your bag and saying goodbye to Osamu with a āSee you tomorrow.ā, only to walk past Atsumu with quick steps. You donāt even give him a glance, knowing that if you locked eyes with him, your tears would run. You would want to ask him questions upon questions. Why did you break up with me? Why am I not enough for you? Why did you lie to me for so long? Why...
As you walk through the door, you accidentally bump into him. This nudge, which was actually rather gentle, felt so painful. Why does it bother Atsumu to see you standing so close to his brother? Why does it hurt him that you stared at him with those empty eyes, as if he were a stranger? No. Worse, as if he were someone who had hurt you. Why does he have the feeling that he couldnāt make a sound if he opened his mouth now? The answer is simple, and even Atsumu seems to understand it by now as he looks from the now closed door over to Osamu, who stares at him with an indifferent expression crossing his arms in front of his chest. āSo this is what someone who has realized that he doesnāt want a relationship looks like? Ya look like shit.ā
Oh, how Atsumu would love to punch Osamu in the face. āWhy are ya touchinā my girl?ā is bitter on his tongue, but he has no right to say it out loud. After all, he was the one who turned you down. The blonde Miya suddenly realizes how incredibly stupid his action was.
Back then, Atsumu had not expected to be traveling abroad so often. At first, it was only temporary stays. Nothing that would damage a relationship.
But the last few times in particular, he was sometimes away for several months. You kept telling him on the phone that everything was okay, but every time he called Osamu, he said that your eyes were sometimes red when you came to work and that you looked tired and sad.
Atsumu knew he was the reason. That youād probably be better off without him. After all, youāre a great woman, someone who would find a new partner quickly.
You didnāt deserve to be sad all the time when he was gone. You should be happy. After all, a smile suits you so much better than a sad expression.
Atsumu would concentrate on his career. It would be difficult for him at first, but he would manage without you. He had toā¦ for your sake.
So his mind was made up when he read your unanswered, concerned messages. If he texts you now to say that itās over, being an ass to you, youāll be able to forget him quicklyā¦ That was what he thought.Ā
But it wasnāt that easy. Your puzzled messages, your crying voice on his voicemail, broke his heart. Yet he tried to cover it all up with parties and his dear fans. He convinced himself that he was fine. Only to arrive home, see you and realize what an idiot he was, how much he missed you.
And now itās Atsumu who reaches for his phone and texts you message after message.
Atsumu 8:02 PM: Hey babe, no.. hey Y/n. I know I have no right to text you. But pleaseā¦ letās talk. I fucked up. Damn, I fucked up so hard that I donāt even know how to startā¦ shitā¦
Atsumu 8:12 PM: Pleaseā¦ please answer your phone, babeā¦
Atsumu 8:44 PM: I know Iāve fucked up. I know I hurt and disappointed you. Fuck, I know I was an ass. Yk, I thought I was doing the right thing.Ā
Atsumu 9:34 PM: Fuckā¦ please answer meā¦ I stillā¦ damnit.Ā
That was the last message you received from Atsumu before you put your phone away and tried to forget him. Why is he doing this to you? Why is he stirring up your feelings again?
But Atsumu doesnāt think about stopping now. He runs to your house, to the apartment building and rings your doorbell. Once, twice, he rings so often that you canāt ignore it. You are about to tell him to leave through the loudspeaker system, but he interrupts you.
āFuck baby, please open the door. Iāmā¦ I still love ya, okay? I always loved ya. I - shit, can ya even hear me? Fuckā¦ā he curses agitatedly and presses the bell next to your nameplate again several times.
But instead of letting him in, you go down to the entrance of the apartment building and open the door with an expression on your face that Atsumu has never seen before. What is it? Anger, sadness, despair? Everything somehow.
āSay... are you kidding me? Do you think thatās funny?ā you ask him, bewildered, still standing in the open doorway. Of course, you wouldnāt just believe him. Atsumu could have guessed. Your reaction was completely understandable. But he has to do something to show you that heās serious.
āNo, no, I donāt. Iām dead serious. Please let me explain,ā he says, and starts to tell you that he thought a break-up would be best for you because heās not good enough for you. Since you were obviously so sad about him leaving so often and he didnāt want to be the reason. He tells you that he thought he could get over you, but that he had to realize that you are the most important thing to him. Somethingā¦ someone he doesnāt want to lose. With shaky hands and a still agitated voice, Atsumu takes out his phone.
āI wanted ya to hate me so that it would be easier for ya. But believe me, I... I couldnāt forget ya. Look, youāre still my wallpaper. All the photos of the two of us are still on my phone, all the memories-ā he is about to unlock his screen when his phone falls out of his hand and drops to the floor. Atsumu seems to be completely overwhelmed right now, as if he doesnāt know what to do. Should he bend down, pick up the phone, should he keep talking to you or hug you? He doesnāt know.
āBaby, please, please, Iāll do anything. Please gimme a chance. Iāll talk to my agent about not takinā so many jobs abroad. I will be with ya more often. Always write to ya and call ya in the evening when Iām not at home. Letās look for an apartment so we can move in together. Please, please, I would do anything. Please believe me that I love ya. Please..." he begs in a voice that becomes more and more brittle with every word. His eyes are full of emotion and his hands, which have unconsciously reached for yours, are trembling terribly.
āTwo months... two months you ignored me, treated me like a piece of trash.ā You say in a low voice as you search for eye contact. Atsumu has never felt so scared. Only now does he realize that the love of his life is standing in front of him, and that this might be the last time heāll see her again, the last time heāll touch her skin. But then againā¦ Atsumu was an ass, so why should you forgive him? No, he canāt think like that. After all, you loved him. And if you love him as much as he loves you, then maybe thereās still hope.
āI know, and I know I can never make it up to ya. I know itās not done with an āIām sorryā. Iām the dumbest, most idiotic ex-boyfriend youāve ever had. But... Iām stubborn too. And if that means chasinā after ya for 10 years, drivinā to yer apartment every day to ring the doorbell and tell ya I still love ya, wishinā ya a good night every day, nice dreams and telling ya how important you are to me... Iāll do it. Every damn day, if it means thereās still a little hope for us.ā He answers you hoarsely, keeping eye contact, hoping that you see how honest his words are.
You sigh, bend down, and pick up his phone before handing it to him. Atsumu doesnāt know what to do with all this. His face grimaces as if heās expecting the worst. āThen... you shouldnāt lose your phone... if you want to write to me every day,ā you answer him, a weak smile on your lips. Atsumuās sorrowful expression suddenly changes and you see him looking at you with hope.
āDoes that mean ya...ā the blonde Miya can no longer contain his emotions as he leaps forward and pulls you into his arms. His embrace is so tight that you can barely breathe, as if heās afraid youāll slip out of his hands. Firm, but quivering. His whole body is shaking and youāre sure youāve just felt something wet on your skin. Tears? Is Atsumu crying? āI promise to be a pain in yer ass every day. To text ya, to call ya, to be there for ya. Even in yer sleep. Okay? I love ya... I love ya so much...ā
tw: abuse, anger issues, mention of blood
Youāve been with Iwaizumi since your school days. Back then, as a little flirt at school, Oikawa and Matsukawa mainly teased Iwaizumi for having a crush on you.
But in the end, many were jealous of the perfect couple who waltzed together on the dance floor at the prom with loving looks on their faces.
You were inseparable. Even Iwaizumiās stay in America for his university didnāt affect your relationship. So it was no wonder that you got married after his return and were the perfect happy couple.
At least for the first few years.
The stress of being a coach for the Japanese national team is weighing on Iwaizumiās mind. He normally handles stressful situations well, but he is under pressure.
If the team fails to perform in the next few games, he will lose many sponsors and possibly even his job.
Iwaizumi is constantly on edge and you feel like you have to walk on eggshells around him so you donāt provoke him.
More often, he has sudden temper tantrums, shouting at you about things that arenāt worth mentioning. āDamn it, I told you I need this one shirt for today. Why isnāt it clean?ā
And once, when you stumbled with your words and asked him whether it might not be better to take a break as a coach, he was so angry that he almost hit you. But he managed to hold back and just sighed before going out for a beer in a nearby bar.
You donāt want to admit it to yourself, but right now, youāre really scared of your own husband.
Today was another training match between the Japanese national team and the Indonesian team. The teamās performance was better, but nowhere near good enough to shine. You watched the game on TV and run through your imaginary list in your head already, of potential trigger points for Iwaizumi. You donāt want him to get upset. The laundry is done; the house is clean; the food is also ready and in the fridge. Did you take out the trash? You chew nervously on your lower lip as you walk to the kitchen and let out a relieved sigh. Thatās done too.
You are just closing the lid of the garbage can when you hear the key in the lock of your front door and Iwaizumi comes home with a surprisingly normal, āIām home, my love, smells good in hereā. Your shoulders relax immediately, a smile is back on your lips as you walk cheerfully into the hallway to greet Iwaizumi.
āHello darling! How was your day?ā Iwaizumi hugs you and leans down so you can kiss his cheek. āLet me eat something first. My day has been really exhausting,ā he sighs, watching you nod and turn around to warm up the food for him. Your husband hangs up his jacket, puts down his bag and is about to turn around to follow you when he stumbles against a nearby vase that you had placed as a decoration for the fall changeover. The vase swings, loses its balance and falls to the floor in pieces.
āShit!ā You hear Iwaizumi curse and immediately run to him, anxiously hoping that nothing has happened to him. But luckily, he is unharmed. āWait, Iāll clean up the broken pieces, you eat-ā youāre about to say, but Iwaizumi interrupts you loudly. āAlways this stupid bullshit you put up. Shit, I could have hurt myself. If I miss now, thatās it for my career!ā he shouts and stomps past you. You turn around hastily and apologize. āThat wasnāt my intention, really,ā you say, before realizing that it was a mistake to talk back. Iwaizumi turns around, his eyes ferocious and angry like a wild animal as he takes a step towards you. Your heart is beating restlessly and you are suddenly afraid.
āNot your intention? Admit it, youād be happy if I got rid of the job!ā he shouts, noticing how you start to tremble and shake your head. But Iwaizumi doesnāt seem to be in his right mind as he takes another step towards you. āGo clean up the mess! Make yourself useful!ā he says through gritted teeth as he looks at your anxious and puzzled face. You know you should move, but your body doesnāt seem to listen, too scared to move a finger. And then it happens.
Iwaizumi grabs you by the hair and pulls you towards him. You cry out, weeping bitterly as you hear his voice again. āAre you deaf?! Get going!ā he shouts, before pushing you away with more force than necessary. You lose your balance, stumble over your own feet as you fall and hit your head on the edge of the stairs in the hallway next to the broken vase. Your head hurts terribly, something warm flows down your face, sticking to your hair and making your vision suddenly completely different. It gets smaller and smaller before everything goes black in front of your eyes and the sounds around you stop completely.
Iwaizumi is abruptly perfectly sober and only now understands what has just happened. What he has just done to you, the woman he loves more than anything.
His eyes are big as he stares at his hands, which start to tremble in front of him.
Panic spreads through him as he looks at you. At your motionless body, at all the blood under your head.
He doesnāt know how he did it. His memories are hazy, but he can still remember trying to wake you up, in vain.
He had taken off his shirt, pressed it on your head injury to stop the bleeding and somehow managed to call an ambulance. Iwaizumi canāt remember anything else, just the one question from the paramedic who put you on the ambulance stretcher and took you to the hospital. Since Iwaizumi was your husband, he was allowed to drive with you.
āHow did this happen?ā the paramedic asked, as Iwaizumi answered quietly, āI donāt know... I really donāt know.ā
Itās now been some hours after the accident and your head had been stitched up. Thank God it wasnāt as bad as it looked at first.
Youāre still in the recovery room, Iwaizumi next to your bed on a chair, his hands folded in his lap as he hangs his head in bewilderment, looking at his wedding ring shining on his ring finger.
What happened? What has become of him? He still canāt believe what he has done.
He looks at his hands again, opens them, starts to tremble, clenches them into fists and realises how he lets out a frustrated sigh, which he had been holding back, as warm tears roll down his cheeks, soaking the fabric of his trousers.
In his mind, thereās only your shaking body, that frightened look, your screaming, and then this unbearable silence.
When you open your eyes, your head throbs a little and you have to squint through the bright, clinical light. āWhere... where am I?ā you say quietly, looking around the room and noticing that youāre lying in a hospital room. Next to your bed is none other than Iwaizumi. But he looks different. Brokenā¦ He shrinks at your words and looks up at you. You see his red eyes and how he hesitates whether itās okay to take your hand in his. Iwaizumi gets up from his chair, wants to close the distance to your bed but his legs collapse and he falls to his knees when he suddenly starts to... cry?Ā
āHaji- me...ā you say, still feeling exhausted. āIām... god I...ā Iwaizumi doesnāt know what to say, doesnāt know how to look you in the eye. He takes a deep breath, regains his courage before peering at you. Carefully, he grasps your hand, checking if you are afraid, but you donāt seem to pull it away. Maybe because youāre still too tired. Awkwardly, he strokes the back of your hand before resting his forehead on it and closing his eyes briefly.
āIām a terrible husband. Iāve done everything I shouldnāt have done. Instead of carrying you on my hands, bringing a smile to your face and protecting you from everything that would harm you, Iāve done the exact opposite. Instead of being happy to see me, youāre just scared of me, arenāt you?ā he says in a shaky voice and looks up at you again. You are calm. Just stare at him with a hurt look.
āI.... I can understand if you want a divorce. If you donāt want to be with a monster like me anymore. I really canāt even blame you. But... please let me tell you one thing. When I saw you lying on the floor like that, the world collapsed inside me. I was afraid of losing the most important thing in my life. And the most important thing is not my job, no, itās you. And Iām ashamed that Iāve forgotten that. I am disgusted with myself and I know that is no excuse. What I have done is unforgivable. But please... if there is still a bit of hope, then I will try to do everything I can to be the man you fell in love with again. I want to be your Haji-bear again. Your place of peace, and your favorite person. I will go to anger issues therapy, behavioral therapy. If itās better for our relationship, Iāll step down as a coach and see if I can find a job as a volleyball coach at a school. No matter what, I would do anything.ā Your hand becomes wet as his tears land on it. His words move something inside you. You want to believe him, you donāt want the relationship to end either, but everything that has happened so far will not pass by without damage.
āI need time, Hajime... If you really mean it, please grant me the time...ā you answer him and notice how your words seem to tear him apart. But at the same time he seems to want to make the best of the situation. He lets go of your hand and stands up just to sit back down on the chair next to your bed, looking at you determinedly, his eyes still red and swollen. āAs much time as you need. If it means we still have a chance...ā
A few months pass. Iwaizumi has passed on the house to you and moved into his parentsā house to give you the space you need. He goes to therapy three times a week and tells you about his progress. He is still coaching the national team, but his assistant coach is taking a lot of the work off his hands and the volleyball team seems to be playing better again.
Just like when you were at school, youāll find a letter in your letterbox once a week. Back then, Iwaizumi always told you a bit about his week and wrote it down because, funnily enough, he was too shy to talk to you in person. Only that in his current letters he writes that he misses you, but hopes that you are doing well at the moment.
He meets you in public places, goes out with you, so that you gradually feel more comfortable with him again, that you can see his progress in therapy and donāt just think itās empty words.
Six months have passed since the incident. You are standing in the bedroom, changing the sheets, when Iwaizumi comes through the front door of the house. āMy love, Iām home,ā you hear Iwaizumiās calm voice. Coming home from his therapy session, he hangs up his jacket in the hallway as your voice lets him know where you are.Ā
Iwaizumi puts the flowers he bought for you on the kitchen table before he sneaks into the bedroom and sees you trying to unfold the sheets to put them on the blankets. With silent steps, he reaches around your waist to throw you onto the bed with him, wrapped in the covers that were in your hands earlier. Screaming, you laugh in unison with his chuckle as you look into each otherās eyes. āHajime! Donāt scare me like that.ā you laugh softly, while his hand gently tucks your hair behind your ear. Iwaizumi looks at your forehead, at the small scar that is left from your injury, before leaning forward and giving you a kiss on that spot.
āIām sorry, but that was just so tempting,ā he says, closing his eyes as he pulls you closer and just relaxes in bed with you. He strokes your back and kisses your forehead once more. āHajime... whatās going on? Why are you so clingy suddenly?ā you laugh, but Iwaizumi doesnāt join in the laughter, instead answering you seriously.
āToday, six months ago, I almost lost you. Iām just grateful that nothing happened to you. Thankful that you gave me another chance, even though I showed my worst side.ā You canāt think of the right words to answer him, so you just smile, snuggle closer to him, and close your eyes. Safe in his arms, with his pulsating heart at your ear, you fall asleep.
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Suna and you were just friends for a long time. Even if the others saw you more like a couple.
You were the only one Suna didnāt mind when you sat next to him and pulled out one of his earphones to listen to music with him.
You always had the same route to school and if one of you came to school alone, you knew immediately that the other one must be sick.Ā
With graduation, you mentioned that you might want to study abroad. That time, Suna had a weird feeling in his stomach for the first time. As if he was afraid of losing you.
That was the day he realised that he felt more for you than just friendship.
The same evening, he asked you to come over and watch a movie when he yawned in a very clichĆ©d way to put his arm over your shoulder and pull you closer to him. He didnāt know why he was so nervous, but he just was.
A number of things went through his mind. What if you donāt feel the same way about him as he does about you? Will you still want to study abroad? Would you end your friendship with him if you didnāt feel the same way?
He tried to block out the questions and then, with his usual calmness, asked you if you could imagine anything more than a friendship. Luckily for him, you said yes.
From that moment on, everything was perfect. You had created your own little world over several years. You studied, and luckily not abroad. Suna was successful in volleyball, so you were both able to buy an apartment together quickly.
Just the two of you. Your friends were there from time to time, but in the evenings you were always alone at home, arm in arm, in the quiet flat without any noise or other people to disturb you.
Until one morning where you look at the little piece of plastic in the bathroom, stunned, when the two red stripes tell you that you are pregnant.
You hadnāt spoken to Suna about having children yet, but youāve been together for so long now and everything is going well that you assume he would be just as happy as you are.
You thoughtā¦
When Suna comes home, youāve already prepared a little surprise. There are a pair of baby shoes on the table in the living room, the pregnancy test in front of them and a little balloon with āBest Dadā written on it. You canāt help smiling as you see Suna walk into the room when you call out āsurpriseā, looking a little shy in his direction. But Sunaās reaction differed from what you expected.
Almost disgusted, he looks in your direction. āThis better be one of those stupid TikTok pranks, right?ā he says, and your smile disappears abruptly. Your stomach turns and you feel sick. And not because of the pregnancy. You stand there irritated, only able to utter a quiet āNo... itās not a jokeā, confused by his negative reaction. āNo? What week are you in? Tell me you can still have an abortion...ā he says, annoyed, as he walks towards the table to see if there is any information about the week of pregnancy on the pregnancy test.Ā
āWhat?ā you say in bewilderment, still looking at Suna, who throws the test on the table in frustration before starting to massage his temples. āWeāll go to the gynecologist tomorrow, okay? Get rid of it. A child means responsibility. You have to look after this thing all the time, youāre no longer flexible and itās noisy too... I just donāt want that.āĀ
His words feel like a thousand stabs. Never have you seen Suna act like this before. You anticipated that he might be a bit taken by surprise and perhaps not be able to deal with the situation at first, but Suna seems to have a very clear opinion on the subject. He doesnāt even seem to be willing to talk. But abort a child? Let Sunaās and your baby die just like that? You canāt do that. You donāt want that.Ā
The two of argue. Sunaās look gets progressively angrier. Yours sadder until he decides to leave the house with a āDo what you want, maybe itāll die anywayā. Now youāre home alone with his painful words. You stand rooted to the spot in the room for several more minutes until the strength in your legs finally gives way and you slump to the floor, crying bitterly. The night, you spend alone in your bed, without Suna. He doesnāt answer his phone and doesnāt reply to your messages. You donāt hear from him the next day either, and he hasnāt come home. Thank God you get a message from Osamu, who texts you that Suna is with him and that you have nothing to worry about. But how are you supposed to stay at home without worrying if your boyfriend doesnāt get in touch with you and youāve been arguing for days? You are scared. Afraid for the baby, afraid for the relationship and everything you two have built up.
Another day passes. You lie in bed, tired and lacking in energy. Nevertheless, you pull yourself together and get up, go to the bathroom to get ready for the day and donāt notice when the front door opens and Suna walks in. āBaby doll, Iām at home... and... Iām sorry...ā you hear Sunaās voice and walk out of the bathroom. Even though you had a fight, you are still happy to see the man you love so much again. With a somewhat sad smile, he stands there, a bouquet of flowers in his hand as he approaches you.
āIām really sorry. I behaved like an ass. You took me by surprise with the news and somehow... I donāt know. What do you say you sit down now? Iāll make us a drink and we can talk about all this. About the baby, and what happens next?ā You can hardly believe his words. What has Osamu done in the last few days to make Suna suddenly do a full turnaround and be willing to talk to you openly, without shouting about becoming a parent? You make a mental note to thank Osamu later, before nodding with a smile and sitting down on the sofa in the living room.
But what you donāt know is that Suna went to a friend, a doctor, who gave him two pills before he came home. Pills for an induction of abortion. You have to take one now and the other two to three days later.
Suna knows that you wouldnāt take these pills voluntarily.
So he makes sure that you are indeed sitting in the living room before he takes out a small bag containing a pill, puts it in the grinder and turns it into a fine powder before mixing it into your iced tea.
He takes a deep breath, putting his smile back on as he walks towards you in the living room, where you are already waiting for him with happy eyes.
Without saying much, he hands you the glass, sits down next to you and watches you.
āI know itās all so sudden and I could have said it differently. I really took you completely by surprise with the news,ā you say quietly, looking at the iced tea in your hand, unaware that an abortion pill is floating there.
Suna listens attentively as you talk about how you first had to understand what a pregnancy means, but that your overwhelm quickly turned into joy because you are looking forward to holding a mini version of the two of you in your arms in less than 9 months. You talk about all the beautiful things that are going through your head, while Suna continues to listen to you, his eyes constantly focus on the tea in your hands and you.
He keeps looking at you as you raise the glass and press it to your lips, ready to drink the poison cocktail, when he realizes what he was doing. What heās trying to do here.
Panic strikes him. His green eyes widen as he literally knocks the cup out of your hand. It falls to the floor with a loud thud. āDonāt drink that!ā he says in an unsteady voice and looks at you in horror.
But you donāt understand anything, only shake your head.
āI donāt know whatās gotten into me. I... I think I just made the worst mistake of my life,ā Suna says, looking back from you to the broken cup. You donāt understand whatās going on and tilt your head, asking him if everything is all right. But when Suna continues talking and tells you what was in your tea, your world collapses. You are shocked that your own boyfriend wanted to do this to you. āI was overwhelmed. I... I know thatās no excuse. But when I heard you talking, I realized that -ā Suna wanted to continue, but your voice cut him off, your words silenced him.
āLetās break up,ā you say, and unlike before, unlike when you argued a week ago, your voice is determined now, your eyes full of pain and betrayal. Those green eyes that used to mesmerize you are now looking at you desperately. āWhat?ā Suna whispers softly, followed by a āNo, waitā. But you interrupt him again.
āYou just wanted to give me some drugs without my consent so Iād lose the baby?! No, Rintarouā¦ Iām breaking up with you. That... no, I canāt do that.ā Abruptly, you get up from the sofa, ignoring the hand that tries to grab you before quickly slipping into a jacket and a pair of shoes just to leave the apartment. Suna wants to run after you, but his legs wonāt move. His mind and heart are screaming to run after you, to stop you and tell you heās sorry, but his body just wonāt obey him. When he finally manages to get up, youāre already gone.
Still wearing his slippers and without putting on a jacket, he eventually runs out to check out all the places you love, all your friends, to see if he can find you somewhere. But no matter where he looks, he canāt find you. You donāt reply to messages or phone calls. The mechanical voice of your voice mail greets him directly. āShit, shit, shit!ā he yells as he stands in the park where you two had your first official date. The surrounding people look at him. Some with an irritated look, some as if they were pitying him.
Without really knowing where to go, your legs automatically led you to the bus that goes to Kitaās home.
Kita was one of your best friends back then. And you knew that if you went to Kita and told him not to tell Suna that you were there, he wouldnāt tell his friend either. And thatās exactly what Kita did.
You were in Kitaās guest room when you heard Sunaās voice in the hallway.
He sounded shattered, broken, as he begged Kita to tell him where you were.
This went on for several weeks, until one evening Suna rang the doorbell again, trying to talk to Kita in a voice you had never heard before.
His voice was so thin, so fragile, as if a heap of misery was speaking out of him.
Kita tells him once again that he doesnāt know where you are when you hesitantly open the door, thinking about going downstairs and listening to what Suna has to say. But for now, you just listen to the conversation.
āPlease, Shinsuke, I know you know her location. Please, just give her this. Please...ā Kita sighs, followed by a soft āok...ā before the front door closes. Your best friendās footsteps creak beneath the floor as he walks up the stairs, looks at you a little twisted and hands you a large package.
You know that you demand a lot from Kita. Itās not easy for him to lie to his friend either. Eventually you have to talk to Suna.
Alone in your guest room, you spend almost half an hour looking at the unopened package at the other end of the bed until you finally decide to open it. When you see whatās inside, surprise catches you. Multiple emotions flow through your body without you even noticing how your eyes suddenly turn glassy. Small letters and several items are in the box. You take out the letter that is on top of all the other items.
āMy love, I donāt even know where to start. I canāt apologize for what I did. Nevertheless, I want to tell you that Iām sorry. I was confused and scared. Our relationship has always been perfect so far and I thought it was great that it was just the two of us and that no one else disturbed our privacy. I was afraid that when we had a child, we would argue, have no more time for each other, and grow apart. I was selfish and didnāt think about how you would feel. I wasnāt thinking about our baby. The thought that we were both going to be parents hadnāt crossed my mind at all. But every time I walked past those little shoes you had placed in the living room, I couldnāt think of anything else but seeing our child standing in them. How it tries to move around in it, sometimes falls down because it loses its balance and seeks shelter with its beloved mom. I regret every second of what Iāve done, every word Iāve said. Hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do, and yet I did it. I am sorry. I am so terribly sorry.
I did some research. Did you know that it is currently very difficult to find midwives? You should probably start looking very early on. My team colleague gave me the number of the midwife he and his wife had at the birth of their two children. I also have three other numbers. You might want to give them a call. There are also birth preparation classes in our town. I have also put a brochure in the package for you. You donāt necessarily have to go there with your partner. With meā¦ So... if you want, you could also go there with Kita, even if I would be happy if we both did it together. But I can understand if you donāt want to.
Are you eating enough? You should pay particular attention to your diet during pregnancy. A lot of women suffer from a vitamin deficiency during pregnancy. But you have probably already discussed this with your gynecologist. Anyway, Iāve written down a few recipes for you that are rich in vitamins. I admit that Osamu helped me a little with this. Oh, and on the back are some things you shouldnāt eat during pregnancy. Raw eggs and products containing them such as ice cream, mayonnaise and so on... you should not eat them, because the risk of salmonella infection is high. Peanuts can contain aflatoxins, which can also harm the fetus... but as I said, Iāve put together a list for you. In case you didnāt already know all this already. There are a few other things in the box. Maybe youād like to take a look.
I hope you are doing well. I hope the baby is doing well too. Have you thought of a name yet? Do you know whether it will be a boy or a girl? Iām sure thereās already a little bump on your belly. I... would really like to be with you right now. Would love to hold you in my arms and stroke your tummy. I know I made a mistake that can never be fixed. But if youāre willing, if thatās what you want, Iād really like to be by your side again. And if not as your boyfriend, then as the father of our baby. I would like to do couplesā therapy with you so that we can find our way back to each otherā¦ So that you can trust me again. Because in all of this, I was the problem and never you. But only if you want it too, of course. I know it may be hard to believe, but I love you. So much that a life without you scares me. I am sorryā¦ā
Youāre crying bitterly by now as your tears blur the ink on the letter before you put it aside and look in the box. Next to a small onesie for babies, there is a note with the telephone numbers of midwives, a small book with recipes, the brochure he had mentioned and another box containing photos and memories. Pictures that Suna had always secretly taken of you at times when he thought you looked extra pretty. You always found the photos embarrassing, but for him they were beautiful to look at. Because they were moments when you were just being you, not smiling for the camera or doing anything else to disguise yourself.
There was also a necklace with shells on it in the box. You made it for Suna when you were on vacation in Croatia. It turned out incredibly ugly, yet Suna wore it proudly during the whole vacation. Youāre touched that he still has this ugly necklace. Little notes that you wrote to each other at school are also in there. So many more memories from the past. Where had Suna hidden this little box in your apartment so that you never noticed it?
You hastily get up, open the door and run down to the hallway as Kita comes out of the living room and looks at you questioningly. āIs everything all right? Do you need to see a doctor?ā He asks concerned, but you just shake your head, wanting nothing more than to see Suna, talk to him again. He asks you if you are absolutely sure, but your determined nod is enough for an answer. So he grabs his jacket and car keys, driving you straight to your ex boyfriend, to your apartment. He doesnāt want you to take the bus in your current state.
Suna is sitting in the living room. In front of him on the coffee table are various reports on pregnancy, parenting and more. His head is leaning on his hands as he takes a deep breath. Have you opened his package yet? He wonders, unable to think clearly, when he hears the key in the door lock and runs into the hallway as if stung by a tarantula. His eyes are wide as he looks at you, standing rooted to the spot in the doorway, not knowing how to react.
āShinsuke... Drove me here...ā you say. āI opened your package.ā You continue, watching Suna swallow hard, still not moving an inch from the doorframe. āHow are you, the baby?ā he asks quietly, almost absent-mindedly, as if he canāt believe youāre really standing in front of him. āGood... can... can we talk?ā you ask and watch him nod, having trouble sorting out his feelings. You take a step towards him, clearly seeing the dark circles, the red eyes, the slightly thinner face, as if he has lost weight. And on closer look, you can see his whole body trembling.
āIs everything you wrote in your letter true?ā you ask him, trying to keep your voice as calm as possible, even though youāre at your witsā end. āYes, yes all of it. Iām sorry for everything... I want nothing more than to see you happy. To see our baby happy. And if you want another partner by your side to be happy, if you donāt want me in your life, then I will accept that.ā Suna whispers, knowing that if he were to speak even a little louder, his voice would fail and he would cry. You take another step towards him. āWhat if I want you? Want to give it another try?ā You have barely spoken your sentence before you hear a bitter shuffle from Suna, which he seems to have been suppressing the whole time. His shaky hands carefully reach for your face before he presses his forehead against yours and says softly, āI would wish for nothing more than that.ā
Although you hesitate for a second, you finally put your hands around his back and stand with him in the doorway for a while. Neither of you says a word. Both of you let your tears run until Suna releases you at some point and gives you a kiss on the forehead. āYou shouldnāt stand for so long. Youād better get some rest,ā he says in a somewhat steady voice before helping you out of your jacket and leading you into the bedroom, where he pushes the sheets aside so you can lie down.Ā
āRin, but Iām not tired at all...ā you say, even though you are exhausted, but Suna lies down right next to you, pulling you close while his free hand moves to your stomach. āI know... But... letās just lie here like this for a moment, regain our strength before we talk... Talk about everything, our future, how I can make it up to you, our little babyā¦ Agree, baby doll?ā He whispers tiredly. Yet you also notice how all the crying is slowly making you a little tired. āAgree, Rin.ā you smile weakly, snuggling closer to him as you both fall asleep arm in arm, his hand protectively on your baby bump, your hand on his.
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y/n.fan not her laughing at us fools š
user92 did she just called us blind?š¦
user892 I meanā¦ sheās not wrong š¤·āāļø
F1 That was quite a surprise š
norris.wow YOU DIDNT KNOW EITHER?
F1 Trust us, none of us did.
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user1943 Lando woke up and chose violence today
user88 He surely did.
October 12 2020
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landonorris Everyone knows the oldest is the hottest. Sorry peanutš¤
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y/n_norris Mum was not happy seeing the caption
landonorris just saying facts
y/n_norris you know lying is wrong, Lando š
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francisca.cgomes š ā¤ļø
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user829 manifestation came quickly
user103 I DID IT. No need to thank me guysš¤
landonorris donāt steal my friends š
pierregasly Dont steal my girlfriend š„²
francisca.cgomes Late
y/n_norris Late
December 1 2020
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y/n_norris ā¦so it goes like this, you ask I provide, I donāt think any of you are ready, or are you? š¤
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charles_leclerc canāt wait to know!
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user91 PLEASE LET ME KNOW THAT IāM NOT THE ONLY ONE READING THIS. HUH?!? HUUUH?!!
user819 No one pinch me. Let me live here. š¤«
user10 IS THIS HAPPENING?!?!š§š§š§ AND Y/N LIKEDš¤Æš¤Æ
landonorris NO EXPLANATIONā¦š«Ø
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user301 I love this duo fršš«¶
user182 Lando tell me whats going on I donāt understandš¤„
user76 TF do you mean charles leclerc knows what is happening. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?!
user23 theyāre in love (manifesting)
user35 PLEASE. š©š©
January 19 2021
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y/n_norris Iāll stop playing with you guys, I love seeing how freaked out you are about my posts. Anyway, Reputation out June 16! With all of our love and dedicationā¦š¤
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user39 not @charles_leclerc liking the second this comes outš please HAHA
jackantanoff it was more than a pleasure working with you two!š„
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y/n_norris hope we see you againš
charles_leclerc š„š„
user189 THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN JACK?! YOU MEAN Y/N AND CHARLES?!?!! I am screaming right now holy shit.
user810 HUH, HUH?!?! WHAT DID I MISS.
user298 Charles is a master at piano, I just know thatĀ“s what this means
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user09 y/n just gave you a like, Iām a 100% sure youāre right.
user76 Any of you notices lando gave us spoilers? āno explanationā¦š«Ø
user5 HE IS A MASTERMIND (tell me you got it š)
charles_leclerc š¤
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scuderiaferrari Canāt wait to hear this!
redbullracing Same here š
mclaren sheās with us, remember?
mercedesamgf1 we will need much more speakers, we are listening to this š
scuderiaferradi yk maroon is just another tone of red, right? (y/n please, we loveee you)
F1 Signing y/n to do a show at this point š
lewishamilton please doš
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maxverstappen1 y/n, when are we doing a duet? P would love it.
y/n_norris anything for P!š«¶
carlossainz55 I can sing like maria carey, just throwing that out thereā¦
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user819 I just love every single F1 interaction here.š„ŗ
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jackantanoff it was a pleasure working (and thirdweeling) with you two, this 4 months have been absolutely crazy, and I hope this isnāt the end of our journeyš¤š¤š„
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charles_leclerc amazing work pal, thank you for everything! š„
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y/n_norris we love you jack, thank you for supporting and having with us this crazy adventure š«¶
jackantanoff you still have to pay my therapy, those lyrics MEAN something and I was mostly there for it. I canāt unsee what I have seen.
user10 NUH UH, JACK HARD LAUNCHING AND HAVING TRAUMA BECAUSE OF THESE TWO?! šš dying.
user93 Jack knows what to give to the people, we LOVE you Jack, thank you for these pictures š
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user46 I'm confused, what did Charles do? Play the piano or f- and be the muse of y/n
y/n_norris BOTH. (All the background piano was recorded by Charlie, he did an amazing job!)
user87 This is so cute, UGH
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charles_leclerc thank you @jackantanoff, the soft launch is now ruined. Anyhow, look at this GORGEOUS woman I get to call mineā¤ļø Je t'aime, ma princesse, ma seule et unique.
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y/n_norris ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
vancityreynolds y/n, he wrote you a whole ass paragraph and you just wrote this? Disappointed š
charles_leclerc DID YOU JUST COMMENT ON MY POST?!šØ y/n Iām freaking out.
y/n_norris sorry DADš, just reminding you I wrote a whole album abt him. Charles is kindly asking when are we going out together? (I need to see @blakelivley)
blakelivley see you in a few days you lovebirds š
user991 HAHAHA charles freaking out abt Blake and Ryan commenting is so realš¤š¤
landonorris š¶there is always a duo in a trioš¶ and, y/n EW THE SONGS?!
y/n_norris Grow up lando š¤
landonorris I donāt need to hear how good Charles is in bed, E. W. š¤¢š¤
charles_leclerc sorry mateš
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PART TWO?!?!
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@delicatepeanutsublime @leclercera16 @ironspdy @architect-2015 @buendiabebeta @zlut1r
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OMG I HAVE AN IDEA ABT CHRIS DEALER !!
the reader doesn't respond because of some reason (you can make it up) and he starts panicking and saying cute things to the reader(in "I don't want to lose you" mode..)and when he arrives at the reader's house after a few hours without the reader responding, she is not there and you can invent the rest because I have no idea for the rest but I love you sm I love your stories and how you write and marry me i love you sm
texts w/ dealer w benefits! chris (part 19)
chris sturniolo x reader
warnings: just cursing
a/n: thank you so much, iām so glad you like my writing :) also š whenās the wedding ???
hope you like <333
dwb! chris masterlist
(thoughts are bolded + italicized)
CHRISāS POV
i knocked on the door repeatedly, but there was no answer.
i dug into my pocket, searching for the spare key she gave me.
once i felt it, i pulled it out and opened her door.
ābaby, are you here?ā i yelled out.
i searched through every room in her house, starting to get even more worried.
when i got to her room, i saw her wallet on the ground, but not her.
where would she have gone without her wallet ?
why isnāt she answering her phone ?
is she safe ?
no! weāre not going there, she is fine.
she has to be.
fuck.
i opened the Find My Friends app, deciding to check her location.
yeah, dumbass, maybe you shouldāve done that first.
when i clicked on her iphoneās location, my heart dropped to my ass.
NO LOCATION FOUND.
fuck . fuck. fuck.
why is her location off.
what do i do?
suddenly, i heard a loud bang from the front of the house.
heheheehe cliffhanger š
NAHHH IM JUST KIDDING LMFAOOOO
(i thought about it tho)
ok continue reading š¤
*****
my head snapped towards the noise, my heart racing.
what the fuck was that.
before i knew it, there she was, standing right in front of me.
READERāS POV
chris stood in front of me, looking worried.
damn, that noise mustāve scared him.
āsorry, baby, i literally just walked straight into my front door, didnāt mean to scare youā i chuckled.
suddenly, he came rushing towards me, giving me a big hug.
surprised, i hugged him back.
āyou ok, chris?ā i asked.
āfuck, ma, you scared me. why didnāt you answer your phone?ā
i looked at him, confused. then, a realization hit me like a ton of bricks.
āoh my gosh, i completely forgot to tell you! it wouldnāt turn on so i took it to get fixed. itās still there, i just forgot my wallet so i came back real quickā
āiām so sorry if i worried you, baby. i shouldāve-ā he cut me off with a hard kiss to the lips.
he kissed me with so much love and passion, as if he thought it was going to be our last. it was an emotional kiss and it made me realize
i really scared him.
when we pulled away, he pressed his forehead to mine.
āno need to apologize, baby. iām just so fucking glad that youāre ok, i was starting to go insaneā
he gave me a peck to my nose, then another to my lips.
ādoes this mean when my phone is fixed itās gonna be filled with spam texts from you?ā
his eyes widened a bit, āyeahh, thereās no need to even read thoseā he said, his voice getting a tad bit higher in pitch.
i tilted my head, now amused. āoh? now iām definitely reading themā i said, laughing at him.
he laughed with me, shaking his head.
āand by the way? iām not going anywhere anytime soonā i told him āyour ass is stuck with meā
āwouldnāt have it any other wayā he smiled at me āeven though you annoy the absolute shit out of meā
i rolled my eyes at him, āyou were literally quivering when i walked inā i teased him.
his face scrunched up āthat is not trueā
i grabbed my wallet, starting to walk away.
āheyā he said as he started to follow me out āthatās not true, donāt start telling people that!ā he said.
i love this goofy ass kid.
āāāāāāāā
heheheehe š
hope you liked <333
masterlist
tag list: @lovingsturniolo @lustfulslxt @gwenlore @flowerxbunnie @sturnssx @mattslolita @its-jennarose @chanelsturn @sophssturn @bernardsleftbootycheek @queen161718 @chrisdevora @cupidsword @nickmillersn1gf @stramboli4life @mattsneezing @chrisstankyleg @sturniolobltch @vib3swithanuk @ciarasturn1 @bethsturn @bernardenjoyer @mbbsgf @soursturniolo @rac00ns-are-c00l4
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simplified manifestation 101 :))
hii! i thought I would post a beginner's guide to manifestation, for people who are still new to the idea of it/want a thorough, contextualised explanation š¤
manifestation is not something people necessarily struggle with, however, grasping concepts about it and misconceptions surrounding it can make it a little difficult for those who are just starting out.
if I could simplify manifesting down to a single sentence, it would be:
"If you can believe it, you can have it."
it's really as simple as that, manifesting is all about believing š
I don't know if anyone else had this experience, but when I was a kid, around 7-12, I used to manifest without even knowing what it was; I would just believe that I was going to achieve something that was , there was no uncertainty about it, and then, I would! š¤©
(I manifested a spot in a competition abroad when I was 10 š«£)
Over time, as my confidence in myself faded, this occurrence would happen far less frequently which goes to show that its all about your confidence and belief š„
This is gonna sound like something straight out of mlp š but you just need to believe in urself and the universe will conform to allow everything you want to be yours š
some basic guidelines
* CIRCUMSTANCE DOESN'T MATTER
no, it doesn't matter if you're trying to get an ex back, or win the lottery, or convince your parents (who've been putting it off) to get a dog. manifesting is taking your life into your own hands and controlling it. your life is a movie and you're the director of it.
now, majority of people get into manifesting when they are curious about manifesting SPs, but coincidentally, it is also the concept that people struggle with the most because of the concern of free will or circumstances, but really neither of those two things matter.
* DON'T GET AFFECTED BY THE 3D
the 4D is the dimension that allows you to live the life that you would live while having what you are manifesting. as long as you are aware of what you're manifesting, just visualise yourself living in this reality and feel all the emotions and fulfilment you would while living in that ideal reality, this will allow you to reach the state of having, which I will get onto later in the post
the 3D is the dimension you experience physically, but it does not get to dictate what is yours and what will be yours; that is what the 4D does, it controls the 3D, and lucky for you, you control the 4D!
if you're manifesting an SP and you see that person posting with another person of interest, don't start sulking and feeling sorry for yourself thinking that its over for you, that's shooting yourself in the foot. what you do is you think "that's cool, but they're happier with me", that way you're not getting affected by the 3d and conveying your message to the 4D, which will relay it back to the 3D, and then your 3D will conform to it.
* "EVERYONE IS YOU PUSHED OUT" & LAW OF ASSUMPTION
you see this saying, Everyone is You Pushed Out, a lot in the manifesting community, and it might seem like an intimidating concept but its something that you experience in your day to day life anyways š¦
for example, you know when you've heard something about someone which changes your perception of them, and suddenly their persona suddenly conforms to your changed perception? that's the law of EIYPO in action!
the Law of Assumption is essentially the same concept but in a more general state, like your life as a whole, eg. manifesting a better grade or job or paycheck šø
however, the way I see it, the results of manifesting are the results of other people's actions. for example, if you're manifesting a better grade, you yourself are the person that your manifestations are affecting, you'll retain information better and apply your knowledge properly in a test; if you're manifesting a job, your manifestations are affecting the person who had the position before to move, and the person who is hiring to be inclined to hire you; and the same concept applies to when manifesting an SP, your manifestations are affecting your SP to have more positively correlated feelings towards you.
so you can use these concepts to help you in your manifestations, particularly in the SP context: if you believe that they are attracted to you, it'll only be a matter of time before they will be.
* THE STATE OF HAVING, NOT DESIRING
considering this is arguably one of the most important aspects of manifesting. it is what brings manifestations to fruition
in simple terms, there are two objective states of being when manifesting:
The state of having
The state of wanting
The state of having is what you experience when you allow yourself to live in the 4D (the 4th dimension, where your goals are reality) and feel the fulfilment that you would feel while living the life you are manifesting. Affirmations like "I am paid incredibly well", "That job is mine", "They are attracted to me" will help you in achieving this mindset. This feeling is your biggest helper when it comes to applying the Law of Assumption/EIYPO in practice! It is you knowing you have what you want and allowing the universe to do the rest for you.
The state of wanting is when you are stuck feeling like you still crave what you are manifesting, not feeling like it is secured in your possession. This can leave you plateaued and doubts can slow down your manifesting. Affirmations like "I will be paid well", "That job will be mine", "They will be attracted to me" pose the question 'WHEN?'
Now don't take this as a, "If I doubt, my manifestation won't come true" because we all have doubts, even the greatest manifesters, but what is important is that your doubts do not stop your state of having being affected. As long as in the 4D you know it is yours, the 3D will conform to make it yours.
Here's a quote that helps me acheive the state of having
"You want it so badly because you already have it in the future"
simplified tutorial :)
many people have the question, "how?"
there isn't any set way, but honestly, the state of having is the essence of manifesting, if you can remain in the state of having, you can achieve your goal.
now that isn't to say that if you're not in that state, thinking about it 24/7, your goal wont manifest, but rather, if in the background of your mind, you have a feeling of knowing it is yours and not panicking about it, it will happen.
if someone asks, "hey, what's your job?" you'd reply with your current job, but in your mind you'd know that your dream job was what you actually worked as. this example highlights the difference between the 3D and the 4D and how not to let your 3D affect your state while still living in the 4D.
techniques like robotic affirmations, visualising and different manifestation methods (3,6,9 method, letter method, etc.) can help you reach the state of having and manifesting. there are so many different techniques you can find!
it really all comes down to how I described manifesting earlier, believing it is achieving it.
hopefully this was helpful for you whether you're completely new to manifesting or you just wanted some clarification and concepts :))
- li š
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Riize as Boyfriends
ot7!riize x gn!reader (separately)
warnings: usage of āprincessā in shotaroās section, mentions of astrology lmfao, mentions of food in wonbins, loser sohee š, lmk if any are missing!
request: yesš
a/n: bring seunghan back before i riot i miss himš
Osaki Shotaro
- he can driveš
- youāre definitely his passenger princess
- doesnāt let anyone else in the passenger seat even if youāre not there
- āthatās y/nās spotā ātheyāre not-ā ādoesnāt matterā
- dates are not planned and are probably out of the blue
Song Eunseok
- dates dates dates
- hes a pisces (me too) so you know communication is KEY with his ass
- sensitive but in a good way
- honestly he gives off vibes where he would kick his feet and giggle whenever you message (i do this i think it would be funny)
- pays A LOT of attention to you even if you donāt realize it
- has note page about things you like, dislike, all that type of cutie stuff
Jung Sungchan
- such a sweetheart
- intimidating in public, softie in private ššš»
- loves you so much
- hella energetic gonna yap your ear off
Park Wonbin
- def a bf who would let you do anything you want to him
- you wanna do his hair? already has hair ties out.
- youāre hungry? heās already putting his shoes on and getting out the door.
-he is absolutely down bad for you and has no shame about it.
- whatever you want, you get.
Hong Seunghan
- cocky but also so sweet
- another intimidating guy, no one will fw you if hes thereš
- despite him looking intimidating heās actually so gentle with you
- i see him as someone who will be def passionate in his relationships
Lee Sohee
- im sorry he gives off such loser vibes šš
- follows you around all the time
- physical contact is a yes for him
- clingy bf
Lee Anton
- no matter how long yall have been tgt he will still be shy
- quiet bfš¤š¤ but also very attentive, u cannot fool him
- reads you like a book
- prob was ur friend before ur bf
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if youāre a love and deepspace fan ily -> THIS IS FOR ALL U HOT PPL<3 Anyway, I was bored studying, and ended up typing this out (š) so here are my random thoughts:
Driving with the love and deepspace love interests!
Content: Reader is implied to be the female MC in the game, you are dating them, kissing, mentions of food, mentions of crashing, SFW
Zayne- This man is your designated driver. TRUST that you will get to your destination safely, and efficiently. You are a passenger queen atp
The kind to remind you to take off your claw clip, and to wear sunglasses if itās sunny. Safety first š¤āļø
I imagine his car to be very clean. No clutter! Any cards, or paperwork is tucked away in a folder, and that folder is also tucked in some pocket in the car
Zayne would probably have a rule stating: No food in the car
^ If he sees you opening a bag of chips, heāll shoot you a disapproving look before calmly snatching your snack away. āSave it for laterā
^ He will allow liquids, and trusts that you wonāt spill it
He will let you have aux, but the volume is lowered, and never blasting
The car will smell like his cologne, and the faint scent of a hospital (idek)
Will drive with both hands, but if the road is long and empty, he will switch to doing it one-handed. If heās wearing a sleeve, they will be rolled up slightlyā his skin is so pale, so his veins will show. It will look good ESP when he switches gears
^ And oh ma gaaaaa the watch adorning his wrist will show, AND IM GOING CRAZYYY, ARE YOUU???
Zayne will keep that chad face šæthe whole time while driving, and you end up staring at his face the whole ride. He notices your stares but doesnāt dare take his eyes away from the road
If heās feeling comfortable enough, he will put his hand on your thigh. His fingers will lightly caress the inside of your thigh, and give it gentle squeezes. His hands are mad cold though š„¶ BRR
- Overall Zayne is very trustworthy, so he is getting a 9/10. A point taken off because of the no food rule
Rafayel- Sorry to those Rafayel girlies, but you are a passenger survivor if this man takes the wheel! So instead he will be the passenger princess š mwahaha šš
To be his driver you better have the patience of a saintā¦
Demands he gets the aux, and will only consider letting a few of your favorite songs play if you do something for him (kisses)
YAPPER! NAGGER!
āOh- youāre going the wrong way, where are you taking me? What kind of bodyguard is thisā¦ā
You explain that you know a shortcut, but heās not buying it.
āIf I end up being killed, just know I told Thomas I was going with you.ā You simply roll your eyes for the umpteenth time
And if Rafayel notices youāre driving over the speed limit, be prepared for the most dramatic show on the side. His hands will grip the grab handle, eyes will close shut, āIt would be a miracle if we donāt crash and die! I hope my legacy will be the same as Leonardo Da Vinci .ā He mumbles to himself. āAnd what if we get arrested!? my career as a painter is over thenā¦ā Another mumbled complaint.
āIm sure Leonardo wasnāt this much of a complainer.ā You mumble back, and his eyes shoot open before giving you a glare
āYou humans don't seem to value life at all.ā He huffs, a small pout gracing his lips.
If you swerve too much, itās another thing to complain about, āIām going to get carsick. As my bodyguard you should be taking my health into consideration.ā
āSilly girl, you couldāve gone earlier.ā Causally comments as youāre waiting for a chance to turn onto a street. You couldnāt have gone earlier
RAFAYEL IS A MENACE IM TELLING U ( a very charming one)
Now, if heās feeling generous, and notices that your hands are busy at the wheel, he will feed you š¤
^ āOpen~ā you do so, and he pops a piece of his food into your mouth.
^ He gives you a fond smile before swiftly taking a napkin, and wiping the corners of your mouth
āAre we almost there yet?ā ā his favorite thing to say
Okay but if he does end up driving, youāre either crashing or getting arrested. He canāt even row a boat GOOD LAWD
When you finally reach your destination, heāll reach over to give you a hug, and a chaste kiss on the lips. āBabe you drive well! Almost better than thomas!ā
7/10, being in a car with rafayel is actually really fun! Love this man š¤š¤
Xavier- okay now hereās MY MAN šš! You are a true passenger princess here
I TRUST THIS MAN WITH MY LIFE.
so you should too š
Fs would create a road trip playlist to only share with you
But be warnedā¦ he may fall asleep at the wheel š±
Bro would look so majestic as heās driving with the sun on him.
You turn to the side where Xavier is, and thereās a sunset behind him. You sneak a picture, admiring the sun, and Xavier in all their glory.
Xavier will hold your hand throughout the car ride, and listen attentively to you talk about a variety of things.
^ Occasionally he will bring your fingers up to his lips and kiss them gently
^ Sneaks soft glances at you out of adoration
Constantly checking his mirrors, and surroundings to make sure everything is good
^ Do you want something for the road? We can pick up snacks on the way.ā Doesnāt care much if his car is super clean or not, so food is very much welcomed!
His car will definitely have small little pictures of the two of you! Photo-booth strips, polaroids, you name it! š
^ Theyāll be hanging along on the visor, or kept safe in the glovebox
Please go on a drive-in movie theater date with this man!!!!
The trunk is open, and the two of you are sitting there with mountains of pillows and blankets surrounding you both
Xavier keeps an arm around you, pulling you in closer when the breeze travels by
Your eyes will glance up from the movie to stare at the twinkling stars above you. And upon looking at the stars your mind drifts to Xavier.
You look to your side to take a peek, only to find Xavier already looking at you
10/10 I KNOW IM BIASED šMB YALL
Taglist: @sanasour @mars101
a/n: THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING IT TILL THE END! I just had to share my thoughts, any form of interaction is greatly appreciated
@mars101 had to tag you again because i know you love this game so much, play it everyday, and consume lots of media on it, isnāt that right ?ššššššššššššššššššš
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OH ok ok okā¦
Can I maybe request a Pandora x shy!reader who has a crush on Pandora but obviously just admires from a distance; but Pandora Be Knowing (tm) - maybe Pandora just starts inserting herself into readers daily routine and readers like ā?!?!?!ā and Pandoraās like ā!!š„°šš¤!!ā
Hope this is enough? You can message me if you want more š xx
Universes Mistake | Pandora Rosier x Reader
į¶» š š° ą£ŖĖā¤· .š„ Ż Ė ą£Ŗ į¶» š š° Ė ā¤·
Pairing: Pandora Rosier x Fem!Shy!Reader
WC: 2,431
CW:Ā Use of Y/N, kinda hints of more social anxiety and awkwardness than shy (??), Reader gets anxious and overthinks.
Author's Note: My first request damnš®āšØ I'm sorry it's taken so long Iāve just had like no motivation? it kinda looks like that been kinda going around rn tho? idk maybe somethings in the air lol. I really hope you like it tho.
Summary: You've liked Pandora for years but with you being painfully shy you just like her from a distance but Pandoras not having that.
ā® ā Ėļ½”š¦¹ āļ½”Ā°ā© ā® ā Ėļ½”š¦¹ āļ½”Ā°ā© ā® ā Ėļ½”š¦¹ āļ½”Ā°
The first thing you did every time you walked into one of the few classes that you shared with her was look for her.Ā
She was just so amazing that you couldn't help but like her.. a lot. She was always so sweet to the people that were important to her. She was always so happy, so lively, she just seemed so carefree. Always laughing and smiling.
Merlin, that smile. What you wouldn't do to have her smile at you.
Youāve liked her since second year.
You were sitting under a tree by The Black Lake reading, you were almost completely lost in your book but then your attention was stolen when you heard talking and laughing.Ā
Walking past you was Regulus Black, Barty Crouch Jr, Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier and her, Pandora Rosier.
They didn't notice you but you noticed them.Ā
You remember when you heard her laugh the first time, how it made your heart speed up, how your hands got all clammy, how you felt the heat crawling up your face. How you felt like you couldn't breathe.
You were captivated.
You started to notice her everywhere, classes, halls, the library, it felt like she had consumed your life in the best way possible.Ā
You had always been the shy type, finding it hard to talk to people, making friends, you would get embarrassed easier than you probably should, you'd get easily nervous so you had always just kept to yourself, you were alone. That's how you liked it.. or at least that's what you told yourself.Ā
So you were fine with the fact that she didn't notice you. You were happy and content with existing in the same space as her.
When you walked into Divination you noticed she wasn't there yet. You tried not to let yourself feel disappointed so you decided that in the meantime you would just take your normal seat in the back and get ready for class while letting yourself hope in the back of your mind that you'll see her at some point.
You were so focussed on getting ready for class and you didn't notice that someone had sat at the chair across from you until you heard her. āHello, Y/N.ā Your movements froze at the sound of her voice as if you were just hit with the āGlaciusā charm. You slowly looked up, trying to control your breathing.Ā
Social interactions, talking to people made you quite nervous but most of the time it was manageable. Talking to Pandora though? That was something you would have never even considered.Ā
You were content with just seeing her, from a distance that is.
āUm, H-hello Pandora?ā You internally cringed when you stuttered and your sentence came out more like a question instead of just a normal greeting.Ā
But Pandora just smiled at you, not in a teasing way but in a way that had you get butterflies in your stomach, a way that made your heart skip a beat.
To your relief before the conversation could continue the professor started class and for the next hour and a half you were sitting next to Pandora Rosier trying not to completely freak out or embarrass yourself.Ā
When the class was dismissed you were out of there within seconds. You had never packed up and left a class so fast before. You were rushing to your next class trying to put distance between you and Pandora.
It's not that you didn't want to talk to her, it was just you didn't know how to talk to her.Ā
How do you just talk to the girl that youāve basically been in love with for years? How do you talk to someone that just made your heart melt by saying āHelloā to you?Ā
How do you talk to someone that makes you want to give her your everything just to hear your name fall off her lips again?
The rest of the day you were distracted by the thoughts of Pandora. You had shared classes with her for years. Why all the sudden did she sit with you? Why did she suddenly talk to you? Maybe she was just being nice? She was a nice person. That was one of the things you loved about her. It just never seemed like she knew you existed, let alone knew your name.
It had been a few days since Pandora had talked to you. She hadn't tried talking to you since.. admittedly it might have something to do with the fact that you didn't share many classes together and you might have also been actively avoiding her.. but who knows?
So that weekend you were in the library studying for a Charms test that was coming up. The library was quite empty since most people were off at Hogsmeade, you never went unless necessary which wasn't often. You liked how empty the castle was on Hogsmeade weekends. It was nice to just calm down for a while.
Especially because you had been spending the better part of the week running around trying to avoid Pandora.
At this point though you were willing to put the whole thing behind you. Just forget about it, move on, act like it never happened. Just chalk it up to a mistake made by the universe, something that would never happen again.
The universe didn't seem to appreciate your thought of it making a mistake because it was apparently wishful thinking to assume it wouldn't happen again.
Your head snapped up at the sudden sound of a chair being dragged on the floor. Across the table from you was Pandora, she sat across from you silently reading a book. She had a faint smile on her face but she seemed focused on her book.
You silently took a deep breath internally debating if you should leave or not.
You were there first. She didn't make it seem like she wanted you to leave. Maybe she wanted your company? Why else would she sit with you? Especially when there were so many empty tables.
You made the choice to stay and keep studying. Neither of you said a word the whole time you were there. You would look at her every so often but she did seem to move at all.
You hadn't realized how much time had passed until Pandora suddenly closed her book and stood up. You looked up at her surprised by her movements, based on the smile on her face you most likely looked as surprised as you felt. āIt's dinner time. You should take a break and eatā¦ Goodnight Y/N.ā With that Pandora practically floated away, her smile never fading.
You felt your breath get caught in your throat. You mind started to race a bit. Why did she sit with you almost all day? What was her sudden interest in you?Ā
You started to feel a headache creep into the back of your head, because of that you decided to take her advice. To eat dinner and then just go to bed. Once again you just wanted to brush today off as a mistake made by the universe.
Well apparently the universe really likes proving you wrong because the weeks following that day you and Pandora found yourselves in an unspoken schedule.
After classes you would sit at your normal table in the back of the library and start to study then Pandora would sit with you reading or working in silence till it was time for dinner, she always said the same thing by the end. āIt's dinner time. You should take a break and eat.ā then she would wish you a goodnight and walk away.Ā
You got used to having Pandora around. You stated to grow comfortable around her. You like being around her. You started to become comfortable with your routine.
Today was different though you only knew that when you grew closer to your table and you saw Pandora already there. In the few weeks you two had sat together you had always gotten there first. Pandora would usually follow after about ten minutes, today she beat you there.
Slowly and hesitantly you walked to the table trying to calm your anxiety. As you got closer to the table you notice that Pandora didnāt have her school bag with her but a picnic basket.Ā
āHello Y/N. I know normally we sit here but I was wondering if you were interested in going on a little adventure with me.ā Her voice was as soft as silk and fuck that smile. She could get you to do anything with that smile.Ā
So who were you to deny her?
You silently agreed with a nod of your head not trusting your voice. After she had gotten the picnic basket in one hand she slowly reached for your arm with her other as if asking you if it was okay, you once again nodded in agreement. Pandora linked your arms together with a smile on her face and then she led you out of the castle.Ā
You two silently walked together arm and arm toward The Forbidden Forest. You started to slow your walking when you realized where she was leading you to, you sent her a questioning look. āWe'll be fine, I promise. You'll like where we're going.āĀ
A big part of you trusted Pandora more than you'd like to admit, but you couldn't help but be hesitant. You never went into The Forbidden Forest. You had heard the horrible stories rumors of past students that had ventured off into the forest and the beasts that resided in it.Ā
The idea of going in scared the hell out of you but with a simple squeeze of your arm and that damn smile you started to happily follow her in.
As you walked into the forest you realized it wasn't as terrifying as people made it out to be. It was actually quite beautiful in its own way the farther you walked in. Sure it was dark and sometimes the shadows would play tricks on your mind but having Pandora help more than you thought it would.
She somehow managed to calm and spike your anxiety all at the same time.
Eventually she led you to a small clearing surrounded by fireflies, trees, small hills and a lake with grass and flowers covering the floor. Close by there was something that appeared to be a wooden arch, you felt your eyes widen when you noticed what was laying under the arch.
There were two unicorns lying next to each other, they seemed to be sleeping. It was a unicorn den and it was breathtaking.Ā
While you were distracted by the beauty of the clearing and the shock of the unicorns Pandora had managed to set up a little picnic. There were small sandwiches, fruits and candies. She was already sitting down on the picnic blanket patting the spot next to her to have you join her.
You silently sat down next to her, your thoughts consuming you. You didn't want your overthinking to ruin this moment but you couldn't help it.
You had followed her into the ādangerousā Forbidden Forest blindly. You had let her come into your life more than you thought you ever would. You had started to grow comfortable with her. Why was she doing this? Part of you was scared it was just a sick and twisted prank, but the rational side of you knew better Pandora wasn't that type of person, she wouldn't do that to someone (unless that someone deserved it). You just had to know why.
āPandora? Can I ask you something?ā For a moment you thought that your voice was too quiet for her to hear but it seems you were wrong since Pandora turned to give you all her attention with a small nod to let you know she was listening.Ā
It took all your courage to start talking, to not back down. āWhy the sudden interest in me? We've shared classes for years now and I didnāt even know you knew my name until you sat with me in Divination. I'm just confused.ā
Pandora looked away for a moment as if she was processing your words. āI've always known who you were, Y/N. I also know how shy you are, I never wanted to make you uncomfortable. So I was waiting for the perfect moment to introduce myself.. but I realized that there's no such thing as the perfect moment.ā
You couldn't help but be skeptical about her answer, it made no sense to you. What was the need for a āperfect momentā? āWhy would you need a āperfect momentā just to try to be my friend?āĀ
A small smile spread across Pandora's face while a soft chuckle fell from her lips. She looked at you with those beautiful eyes, honesty with a hint of amusement lingered in them.Ā
āWho said I wanted to be your friend?ā Before you could completely process what she meant her hand cupped the side of your face while her thumb crested your cheek softly. āI don't want to be just your friend, Y/N. I want to hold your hand, to take you on dates, I want to spoil you rotten and I really want to kiss you.ā
To say you were stunned by her answer was an understatement. You could faintly hear your heart in your ears while a shiver ran down your back.
This felt like a dream. You had dreamt about this, more times than you could count. The only way you knew this was real was because you could still feel her hand on your cheek. You could feel how soft her hand was, how warm it was against your cold skin. It felt perfect.Ā
You two felt perfect.Ā
Pandora was eccentric, lively and so free. You tend to keep to yourself, you're quiet and observant. You balanced each other out.Ā
You don't know what came over you but before you could talk yourself out of it you softly pressed your lips to Pandoras'. Your heart started to race as your lips met hers. A wave of warmth washed over you as you relished in the feeling of Pandora's soft lips.Ā
You drew back slightly, and you felt your breath catch in your throat, your cheeks felt hot. As you look into Pandora's eyes, you saw a beautiful mixture of sweetness and love in them.
She smiled at you and pulled you in for another kiss as soft and perfect as the last one.
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Yes I can angel! This is the verboten universe š¤ time wise, right after Letting Loose chapter
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š©·: I miss you :/
H: I know. I miss you too. Iām sorry, I didnāt anticipate her coming home so soon.
š©·: itās okay, honest. Sheās your daughter, sheās more of a right to be there than me
H: Mm. Well I missed her but Iām sorry our plans got derailed.
š©·: plans you still havenāt told me, sir
H: Sir? I like it.
H: We were going to make pizzas in the yard with the pizza oven that the house came with, split a bottle of wineā¦.. and other such things.
š©·: such things assssss?
H: I bought something fun to try with you.
š©·: do tell, please.
H: I like the manners. Sweet thing you are.
H: A toy. You told me you like a bit of overstimulation, and itās got great reviews. I spent a few days researching.
š©·: that makes me irrationally fond and also horny at the same time
H: Youāre welcome? I think? Haha.
š©·: yes, please. :( I want to try it with you.
š©·: youāve been liking the experimenting then? We havenāt discussed it much.
H: Iāve been loving it. Iāve been around the block a few times but I didnāt realize how much Iād been missing out on.
H: I love discovering things with you.
š©·: it better be only me. š¤Ø
H: Iād never dream of anyone else. Trust me.
H: Youāre my sweet girl, yeah? I canāt fathom touching someone else when youāve ruined me.
š©·: and you love when I call you daddy ;)
H: I mean, yes. I do enjoy that. More than I anticipated
š©·: what else do you like more than you thought?
H: this is going to get very crude, sweetheartā¦
š©·: good. I canāt be there to convince you in person but I like when youāre dirty with me. š„ŗ please, Daddy?
H: Youāre trouble.
š©·: yes, and you enjoy it. ;)
H: I do.
H: I enjoy beingā¦ messy. I like how wet you get for me and the mess you leave on my skin and the sheets. Like to see you get all soft and pliable for me, making a mess on my cock with it and the sounds it makes. Knowing you get like that for me alone does a lot for me.
H: and I like when youāre on top and you give up a little, let me take back over and fuck up into you. That gets those noises out of you.
š©·: well you get my spot perfectly that way. Though you always get it. Iām happy you like me being messy, considering Iāve got little say in that.
š©·: is that why you go a bit feral when you take me doggy? Cause you watch how wet I get for you?
H: Precisely.
š©·: I really like how youāve been choking me. I didnāt know Iād be into it- or you
š©·: youāve been giving it to me good, Daddy. Iām getting spoiled and now I feel like I canāt go a day without it :(
š©·: keep thinking about last time when you told me you wanted to knock me up and keep your cum inside of me and fucked it into me after you pulled out made a bigger messā¦ youāve no idea how many times Iāve been thinking about it.
H: Darling, youāre causing problems for me now.
š©·: who says you canāt come to my place?
H: I donāt know, babyā¦ I shouldnāt, may be seen as suspicious since I stay home so much.
š©·: say youāre going out with your friends last minute. Please? š„ŗ
š©·: please Daddy? Iām all worked up and Iām wearing something prettyā¦.
š©·: [Photo Attachment]
H: Fucks sake, sweetheartā¦ you canāt just do that.
š©·: I just did ;) come on, old man. Come over and touch me. Iāve been waiting for you all day.
H: give me 20 minutes.
š©·: ššš Iāll buzz you up.
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Psst I have something on Reddit š¤
A bonus to my prequel "How to interrupt Aziraphale while reading a book" š
Part 1/2 will probably still go here, but the next part will only be available on Reddit š
I'll just try it, if the post is gone we'll know why š¤£
Next part on Friday šš»
@goodomensafterdark
Link to Reddit
Here is the Part 1 of my prequel
And here is the contribution that led to me making a prequel in the first place š¤
Kiraaaaaaa, stop it, we all know now!!! Hahahaha šš
Sorry š«
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IāM SORRY -
[ ot7 x reader ]
JUNGKOOK -
jk: iām sorry
jk: didnāt mean to make you upset :(
i hope i die
i should get jumped
barely survive
be on life support until iām 50
and when i wake up die from the most painful heart attack recorded
i hope no one attends my funeral and iām publicly and privately made fun of even after iāve passed
hope my parents are ashamed and i hope that whenever the name jungkook is said people feel sick to their stomachs
iām gonna throw up
gonna choke myself to death
i have the tightest grip on my throat rn
iām going red
itās fading to black
iām sorry i wasnāt being a good boyfriend
tell bam that his dad was an asshole who didnāt deserve any rights
donāt even let him remember me as his father
i donāt deserve that title
i donāt deserve anything
not after what i did
burn all my clothes
delete all my pictures
tear my face off all posters
cross my name off all paperwork
i am not worthy of anything
y/n: shut up
jk: iām sorry
y/n: i can tell
jk: i didnāt mean it
y/n: i forgive you
jk: really?
y/n: yeah
jk: do you really or are joking?
if ur joking itās not a funny joke
y/n: you can come back home now
jk: really š„ŗ?
y/n: donāt ever use that emoji again
jk: sorry
iām coming
omw
i love you
this is so great
y/n: youāre so dramatic
jk: iām sorry
y/n: stop apologising
jk: sorry
i mean
ok
love u
y/n: hurry up
jk: šāāļø
SEOKJIN -
jin: can you talk to me now
hey
hey
hey
hey
hey
hey
hey
hey
iām going to kms and it gonna be all your fault if you donāt reply to me
y/n: record it
jin: hey loml ššā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøš¤š¤
WAIT WTF
THATS SO SICK?/?:Ā£:Ā£Ā£.&.&.&&.
y/n: what do you want?
jin: i love you ā¤ļøšš©·
y/n: bye
jin: WAITTTT :(((((((((((((((
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
y/n: what
jin: iām outside š¤š¤ā¤ļø
y/n: stay outside
jin: am i a dog?????
DONāT ANSWER THAT
anyways
iāve come to see you princess šā¤ļøāš„
y/n: gross
go home
jin: i am home š„ŗ
y/n: ur at MY home
jin: tu casa es mi casa š
y/n: that is not how that phrase goes
jin: let me inside pookie itās cold š
y/n: you should have a key if itās ur house
jin: LET ME IN IM TRYING SOSOSOSO HARD
FUCK YOU
ITS COLD
MY HAIR IS WET
IM DISTRESSED
LET ME INNNNNNNN
y/n: it took you 3 minutes
to be an asshole again
jin: :((((
i really tried that time
i canāt help it
this is real this is me
i was born this way
you canāt change me
ur the asshole if we think about it why are you trying to change people?? let the world know you LOSER
y/n: fyi you can stay outside
jin: PLS NOOOO PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
y/n: āplsā doesnāt really sound like sorry to meā¦
jin: I SAID IM SORRY
I DIDNāT MEAN TO SHOUTT
IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRYYYYYYYYYYY
i love you
this is kinda sadistic if you think about it
didnāt know you was a freak like that bae
itās okay i kinda like it
how about you let me in now
or do you want me to beg more???
pls oh plsssss let me in š„ŗ
iāll never be mean again i promise š
pls š
hello??
babe??????
fr this isnāt funny
hello
HELLO
OPEN THE DOOR PLS
HELLLOOOO
OMH
HELLLLO
pls
iām fr sorry
i mean it like genuinely
hello
ā¦
okay letās stop now
ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..
HELLLLO
fuck you
HOSEOK -
hobi: this fighting stuff kinda boring now
ā¦.
hello
iām sorry
BOOOO
:(((
y/n: you canāt just walk out the house mid argument
hobi: in my defence u were being mean
y/n: so were you???
hobi: ??
y/n: be honest are you fr gonna just leave like that when things get hard?
hobi: i mean i might
y/n: ā¦
hobi: things were pretty hard
y/n: AS MAN OF THE HOUSE YOU SHOULD OF GOT RID OF THE SPIDER
hobi: AS A FEMINIST I LEFT YOU TO TAKE CARE OF IT TO HELP YOU FEEL EMPOWERED
y/n: fuck you donāt come home
hobi: i would never lie to u bae šš¼
and i would never suppress a moment for a woman to feel empowered
y/n: donāt actually fucking speak to me
hobi: ily
cheer up baby cheer up baby
y/n: picked the wrong member
jungkook would of helped me
hobi: omg????????
are you fr?
y/n: would never lie to you bae šš½
hobi: ā¦.
JIMIN -
jimin:
y/n: ???
jimin: are you still mad at me?
y/n: yes jimin wtf
jimin: do you want to have sex?
y/n: yes jimin wtf
jimin: love you
y/n: whatever
jimin: say it back
y/n: i wonāt
jimin: you will
y/n: definitely will not
jimin: iāll sing for you
y/n: no thanks
jimin: no thanks?
y/n: no thanks.
jimin: you say that like iām bad at singing
y/n: eh
jimin: eh?
y/n: eh.
jimin: i wonāt have sex with you
y/n: aw man
jimin: donāt sound too sad
y/n: ok
jimin: you should be
y/n: iām not
jimin: i go crazy in bed yk?
y/n: that is the ugliest thing you have ever said to me
jimin: if ur not in love with me just say that
y/n: i wonāt
jimin: so ur IN love with me is what iām hearing
y/n: ur not hearing anything cuz we are messaging rn
jimin: can you just tell me you love me like a normal person?
y/n: you donāt deserve it
jimin: okay maybe thatās true
but you should do it just once
pretty pls with a cherry on top š„ŗ
y/n: iāll punch you
jimin: maybe iāll enjoy it
y/n: nasty
jimin: kiss me
y/n: where are you?
jimin: ur really gonna kiss me?
y/n: ur talking long to tell me where you are so ig iām not
jimin: joonās studio
y/n: maybe iām omw
jimin: ur so in love with me itās kinda gross š¤
YOONGI -
yoongi: :3
y/n: die tbh
yoongi: :3
y/n: your stupid faces mean nothing to me
yoongi: :3
y/n: ā¦
yoongi: :33333
y/n: i hate you
yoongi: :Ę
y/n: ew wtf how did you do that
yoongi: Ę:
y/n: stop omg
yoongi: iām sorry :3
y/n: cool
yoongi: iām fr :3
y/n: idc :3
yoongi: you used the face :3
ur not mad :3
y/n: ur logic is wrong
yoongi: bring the face back :3
and itās not logic itās common sense :3
y/n: ur wrong
yoongi: never been wrong a day in my life :3
y/n: thatās crazy
so when you shouted at me for no reason you werenāt in the wrong?
good to know
yoongi: okay i never said that :3
y/n: but you did
yoongi: ur being annoying :3
y/n: fuck you
DID YOU JUST SEND ME 10K?????????
yoongi: did i? :3
y/n: you canāt just buy my forgiveness
yoongi: i canāt? :3
y/n: this is not how relationships work yoongi
yoongi: this is how our relationship works :3
y/n: no itās not
STOP SENDING ME MONEY OMG?:Ā£:Ā£:ā
yoongi: :3
y/n: you are still not forgiven leave me alone
yoongi: unforgiven iām a villain :3
y/n: SEND ANOTHER 10k AND UR GETTING BLOCKED
yoongi: ur making me real upset rn :3
y/n: go back to work
yoongi: stop being mad at me :3
y/n: die
yoongi: donāt say that iām about to get on a plane :3
y/n: now i feel bad
yoongi: say sorry :3
y/n: nvm
yoongi: :(
look youāve made me change faces hope you feel bad :(
y/n: i donāt
yoongi: ur sick and twisted :(
y/n: cry about it
yoongi: really hope i survive this plane ride :(
y/n: i will not be guilt tripped by you
yoongi: you told me to die knowing i was getting on a plane :(
y/n: bye
yoongi: what if i had a deep deep fear of flying and u made that fear 10x worse rn :(
y/n: you donāt
yoongi: you donāt know a thing :(
y/n: fuck you
yoongi: do you really want ur last words to me be fuck you :(
y/n: fly safe
TAEHYUNG -
y/n: no
tae: hiiiiiiii
wtf how did you know
y/n: blocked
tae: NONONONONONO
y/n: you have one minute
go
tae: i am walking alone rn
y/n: ???
tae: on the street
y/n: ok?
tae: alone
y/n: you said that
tae: ALONE
ALL ALONE
y/n: right
tae: itās not right actually
ITS VERY FAR FROM RIGHT
iām ALONE
do you know what could happen to me rn?
i could literally be snatched up off the street by anyone
y/n: hopefully itās a rehabilitation centre šš½
tae: WHAG IS UR PROBLEM
IM ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE
ME
KIM TAEHYUNG ALONE ON THE STREET
WHAT ARE YOU NOT GETTING HERE?
y/n: ur one minute is up
tae: no itās not
can you pls care for me rn iām stressed out
y/n: it was pretty stressful when you stood me up yesterday
but i powered through šŖš½
iām sure you can do the same!!!
tae: that never happened
pls letās pretend that never happened
iām the perfect boyfriend i swear
y/n: get lost
like actually
never come back
tae: š¢
you donāt even mean that
y/n: are you sure?
tae: IM SORRY PLS PLSPLSSSSSS
forgive me
y/n: no
tae: you can have my card
y/n: donāt want it
tae: take my house
iāll give you my keys rn
y/n: i have ur keys
tae: you do?
you thief omg
give them back
y/n: you left them here???
after YOU stormed out my house after you made ME upset
tae: oh yeah
iām coming back now
y/n: asshole
tae: letās put this behind us and move on
thatās a great idea i say
y/n: you are single
tae: donāt say that
y/n: said it
tae: we are actually engaged and expecting our 10th child
y/n: you are single
tae: top 10 singles
made a few of those in my time
LOL
iām funny right
say iām funny
y/n: itās painful talking to you
tae: painfully in love with me are you?
y/n: itās like iām taking to a brick wall
you have like selective hearing
tae: what iām hearing is you want to kiss me on the lips?
y/n: call an ambulance
tae: feeling so much love for me ur throwing up?
???
hello
oh
ok
maybe i do deserve this
NAMJOON -
y/n: would you now like to explain why the hell you sent halsey flowers on MY birthday??
namjoon: it wasnāt just on ur birthday iāve been sending them all week for like a month now
y/n: namjoon what the fuck??
namjoon: iām confused
y/n: UR confused????
do you like her or something?
namjoon: ofc i like her!
y/n: so ur cheating?
namjoon: what
y/n: ur cheating on me and you have no shame???
what the actual fuck is wrong with you??
namjoon: iām not cheating?
y/n: for a month now youāve been sending another girl that you like flowers
EVERY WEEK???
namjoon: every friday
y/n: fuck you
namjoon: iām confused how thatās cheating when you told me to do that?
y/n: WHEN HAVE I EVER SAID āOH NAMJOON SEND OTHER BITCHES FLOWERSā
namjoon: you literally said you loved how halseyās bf gave her flowers every week and that you wished i did that?
y/n: ā¦.
there is no way
ā¦.
namjoon
oh my god
kim fucking namjoon
LMAOOSO ARE YOU FR?
namjoon: what??? iām so confused pls tell me what i did wrong
i would never cheat on you
ur freaking me out
y/n: think about it
why would i wish you sent halsey flowers?
think
like really think
namjoon: IDK i was confused as hell but you seemed like you really wanted me to
so i did
y/n: i meant i wanted you to buy ME flowers you idiot omg
namjoon: oh
that makes a lot more sense
y/n: yeah
you are the dumbest smart man iāve ever met
namjoon: my fault
i get confused sometimes š
y/n: i love you
namjoon: i love you too
ur not mad anymore?
y/n: could never be mad at you silly
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Hiya! (Donāt know if requests are open but if not just ignore-)
how would the slashers react to their s/o who goes in and out of the hospital because of health problems?
Hope you Have a good day/night and stay safe! ^^
hiya my darling i especially love you and this is an adorbs ask š„ŗ thank u for sending this in!! and sorry for the extreme delay š„¹š
i decided to include brahmsy because i miss him dearly š„¹š
Slashers with an s/o whoās in and out of the hospital
summary you and your slasher husband must make time for your hospital checkups and whatnot. how does this impact the relationship and mental health of both of you?šš
warnings fluffffš„ŗš·
thomas
thomas is the one to carrying you to the hospital if it came to it. every single time. he just loves you so much šš he canāt let you be in danger. he is the first one at your side every single time you are in need of help with your health.
he will be a mother hen. anything that hoyt requests you do, he will be at your side making sure you are safe and protected, whatever it is. unless luda is there to help, he will be at your side diligently to make sure his love is doing okay and that they donāt need helpš„ŗš·
he is insanely protective. thomas is like a protective force field around you, literally nothing can harm you while he is your beloved protector š„ŗš tommy notices when hoyt purposefully gives you difficult tasks he knows you wonāt be able to do, and since then, tommy has made it his personal goal to make hoyt afraid of messing with you. and boy, he can be terrifyingš„²
when the time comes where you need to be on the way back to the hospital, tommy is pushing through everyone in his way to get to you. š„ŗš«¶ you are his heart, his baby, his beloved one. he is your sole protector and he will see to it that you get the proper care you need. donāt worry y/n, thomas is here to keep you safe.
he doesnāt mind doctors. just make his sweetheart healthy and there wonāt be a problemš¤š
jason
jason is a little passive when it comes to medical stuff. i mean, he lived off the bare minimum after the lake incident, and then became undead so~~šš but once he realizes the love of his life, the flower on his mountain, needs this medical care, he will do everything in his power to get them to itš·
jason is very very understanding. šyou had explained to jason that you are often in and out of the hospital for whatever reason. this might result in you disappearing for a few hours, to a few days at a time, but there was nothing you could do about it. š„ŗ in those soft and expressive eyes of his, you could read, āi would wait forever for you.ā š·š
when you return, expect the softest princess treatment. jason has made the bed for you, lavished with new soft blankets and pillows. he has your favorite stuffed animals, and once youāre snuggled in, he gives your stuffies kisses before tucking them with you, and then giving you forehead kisses, and making a āshh~~ā sound while stroking your hairšš·š
he likes carrying you everywherešš„ŗ or at least holding your hand softly as he walks places. i think itās a very soft manifestation of his possessiveness, and fear of losing you. he carryās you like a baby, or like a baby koala, on your walks through the forestš„ŗš or if he needs to go somewhere and you want to go with him, he wonāt hesitate on wrapping you in your favorite blanket and taking you with himšš·
with jason, you will be treated like the softest lil mushroom baby princess to ever grace earthš„ŗš unless you donāt want to be, at least let him tuck you in and hold your hand softly whenever youāre with him š·heās just scared to lose you.
michael
michael absolutely cannot stand doctors. as we all know, michael has not had very nice interactions with them growing up! in fact one could argue they ruined his lifešhe definitely does not want that for you, but he understands that this is the best way for you to stay healthyšš«¶
michaelās trust issues causes him to stalk you your entire stay at the hospital. whether that be days or a few hours. itās definitely not for distrust of you, but for the doctors he despises. he knows if they were to even slip up once, they would be in an inescapable world of hell from himš„ŗšthatās his parter theyāre putting needles in, one mishap and they are all deadš©
in a way, he becomes your doctor too, ironically. if you have specific medicine you need to take, you best BELIEVE michaelās going to be standing with your meds in hand outside your door, AS SOON as you wake up ššhe watches as you eat, drink, monitors your caffeine intake, hides, trashes, burns any food he seems unhealthy for you. heās hyper fixated on your well-being even though itās not obvious.
you honestly will not notice it, but heās hyper fixated on keeping you alive. he has stayed up all night, multiple nights, to watch how much sleep youāre gettingššhe makes sure your water is filled up enough to his liking, your portions are ample, and every single prescribed pill (if you are prescribed medication) is downed at the exact time itās supposed to be consumedš
you will not notice at all how protective michael is over you. when he doesnāt approve of one of your doctors (for whatever reason) they are gone, and another will come in. he pulls the strings, and he makes it seem so effortless. all for you, all for his love, his darling oneš·š
brahms
he cries every time you leave. ādonāt leave me~~ā he sobs. but in a way he isnāt crying for himself, and somehow you know too. š·šhe knows youāll always come back, itās why he loves you so so dearly. but what if you are too sick to come home one day? what if you die in the hospital, alone, and heās left alone forever without you? š
he notices that you are tired and weak after your hospital visits. brahms certainly is selfish but when he loves someone as much as he loves you, he will go to ends of the earth to please you and earn your praiseš„¹šhe will make you your favorite snacks, and bring you his favorite toys or read something from his poetry book š„¹š itās his way of showing you he cares!
g-d forbid anything happen at the house. brahms isnāt good at remembering when you need to take any medication or any special instructions for yourself given by the doctorā¤ļøāš©¹šwhat if one day you forget and you pass out or something? he is so anxious because if this and tries his best to make sure you are looking healthy every day. he canāt ever lose you y/n!š„²š
you will receive a very clingy boi once you arrive back homešš once you step back into the heelshire mansion, expect a rumbling and brahms stepping out from the walls, encasing you into his warm arms mumbling incoherent speech, his grip tight on your hips and waist. he missed you so much š„ŗš·
brahms will be very sad every time you leave to go to the hospital, but he must come to terms with the fact that it must happen. he struggles with severe abandonment issues every since his parents and greta left him, but he will learn that you will always return to himš·
bo sinclair
he will certainly not make a very big deal about it. and he will absolutely not relay any of your medical information to lester or vincent. you want to know anything about y/n? fuck off. itās none of their business. he wonāt like talking or hearing about your mortality or health, it makes him overthink and anxious and he doesnāt like feeling that way at all :(
generally, bo is extra gentle with you and extra angry with his potentially hazardous brothers. when you are feeling particularly sick, heās speaking in hushed cooes while stroking your cheekš„ŗšif youāre on the couch he makes sure both brothers know not to make any loud noises. he will tease you for being a couch potato while literally wrapping you in blankets and spoon feeding you apple sauceš he loves it when you visit him in the garage, talking to you is like a drug to him š„ŗš
bo goes extra lengths to make sure everything is in order. when the time comes around to make a trip to the hospital, bo is loading up the truck with necessities and blankets and whatever else you want. he has vincent help him sometimes. and he doesnāt want you to question a thing š„¹š of course heās doing this for you, baby girl. sweet thing, just get in the front seat and let him take control. š·
he sits with you and holds your hand or thigh in the waiting room. when the doctor comes around he sits up and shakes the doctors hand like a suburban dad before they take you back to do screenings and go over your symptoms and medicationsššbo stays in the waiting room with his knuckles brushing over his chin, and watching the clock.
surprisingly, bo is extremely good at taking care of you. it mostly comes from him taking care of vincent and lester all those years. he is absolutely terrified at the possibility of losing you to any sickness you may have, but masks it with teasing words and his overprotective tendenciesšš
vincent sinclair
he is very scared of being incompetent at taking care of you. he might go to bo for advice, and will feel guilty for not going with you to the hospital when the time comesšš·. he gets bo to get you a car to use when you need to leave for your appointments, and will not eat and barely sleep while you are away.
he gets some sort of communication between you two so you can update him when you are away at the hospitalš this way he can know when things are going well, and get better idea of when you will be home. this helps his distress and separation anxiety a lotš¤š
when you return home, you are going straight to your room. you arenāt even inside the house yet and vincentās warm arms are wrapped around you, his hard chest against your back, his face in the crook of your neck breathing you in. you are finally homeš· vincent takes your hand gently and leads you into your guysās shared room, cuddling with you in the bed running his artist hands up and down your body.
he makes you little trinkets to bring with you to the hospital. he thinks of it as him being with you in a way, and sees it as protection ššthis also calms his separation anxiety in a way, and it gives him an excuse to spoil you in endless gifts, for his goddess muse š©š
since i think bo would generally leave yāall alone, vincent would be an excellent caretaker and really takes on the role of a mental support system. the texting is a huge help to both of you, if you are having anxiety at the hospital, vincent is right there to calm your nerves ššdonāt worry dear one, your darling husband vincent will always be by your side š·
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