#tw vent? kinda

[badhairedscoundrel]

HEY!! ITS ME! THAT HAROLD FICTIVE WHO LISTS HIS MEMORIES SOMETIMES!

YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN POSTING MUCH *AT ALL* RECENTLY.

IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH A BUNCH OF SITUATIONS AND JOINED STUDENT COUNCIL OFFICIALLY!

(IRONIC,.. WENT FROM PRANKING THE SCHOOL TO WORKING WITH THE SCHOOL. SHUDDERS.)

ALSO, I KNOW IVE SAID THIS A FEW TIMES BUT I REALLY APOLOGIZE FOR ANY MUTUALS OR PEOPLE I FOLLOW WHO GOT RAIDED WHEN I DID,

ONE OF THE REASONS THAT I HAVENT POSTED IS BECAUSE OF THAT SITUATION, IVE FELT SUPER BLEHG ABOUT IT BUT I DONT WANNA GET INTO IT ON HERE, BUT IF ANYONE WANTS TO KNOW YOU CAN ASK FOR MY DISCORD.

ALSO, IVE BEEN WRITING DOWN SOME SOURCE MEMORIES SO MY NEXT POST WILL BE FULL OF THEM!!

[muggle-born-princess]

Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers

[foxlungz]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[k3t4min5]

i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

[thecommunalfoolboy]

It’s crazy how many people just don’t understand why a lot of aro and or ace people don’t like that Alaster gets shipped. It’s not that hard to understand we don’t have a lot to let ourselves lose. I mean can you name 10 asexual characters? 5? Can you name two aro characters. There’s the guy from Archie who they made have a sex scene in a movie version. There’s a few books. I think a background character in Heartstopper? Do you see the theme here??? You’re all queer people, do you not get it? How it feels to have nothing? Is it so wrong to be upset that there’s finally an outwardly aroace person in popular media and instead of people embracing that they’re fighting on the internet about why it’s ok to ignore it? And I will never in my fucking life have anything against the people who are aro and or ace and portray him in THEIR experiences, even if it is a romance or sex favorable experience, but it is obvious that way too many of you guys are allo and it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I don’t even like him as a character that much, he isn’t even made by an aroace artist. The show isn’t even that fucking good, I just want to keep someone like me for once in my life. If there were a million other aroace characters I wouldn’t care, but it just hurts seeing erasure coming from my own community. It just sucks, man, I don’t know. It just sucks

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

[wishiwasanyonelse]

I get it when people avoid me. I don’t even want myself around.

[3m0g1rlyyy]

Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

[psychobulimic]

I was a fucking idiot to think things would get better!!!

[okiedokiechick]

that feeling of emptiness when you just lay down, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what went wrong and how you deserved that, and you feel tears running down your cheeks and then ears. it's the worst one i've ever had and i don't even wish my enemies to feel like i do. fucking terrifying.

[lakrimasx]

I’m a terrible person and everyone I love is suffering because of me

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

[sanniolodio]

Why am I not allowed to hurt myself, while everyone else can?

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[tearsfallout]