#tw: implied grooming

[dog1teeth]

You always draw him grumpy I'm so here for it

angry little man

[kingmystrie]

Stolen Youth.

[mikka-minns]

Im here to tell you that Utena having to go by stairs changing to her having to go by elevator symbolizes her thinking she has it easier now. That its more simple. That she gets it now.

But NO

She is trapped now.

Once there were stairs, she could just turn back.

Once there were stairs, she could go by her own feet, in her own speed.

But now, that all gone.

Now, she can only get in and only get out once the elevator stops.

She is in a Cage and She doesnt even realise it.

This isnt a ride worthy of a real prince, its a prison that you walk in. One that you cant call a prison because from the outside it looks beautiful.

"its easier" they say. But its realy hard to get out once you are in.

ZETTAI-

[six-white-venus]

perhaps if your still doing poetry requests i could make an ask for something silly about green apples? maybe even polaroids ^_^

[farshootergotme]

Are there any fics touching upon the topic about Liu and Dick Grayson? I have read fics that deal with what happened with Tarantula and Mirage, but I haven't stumbled upon a fic that focused on what Liu did to Dick.

[wisteriasymphony]

awww ☺️ mother son bonding... so normal and not traumatizing for a seven year old...

[just-call-mefr1es]

april fools day isnt going so great for tbp fandom

tw: child gr00ming, ped0ph!lia, implied+referenced s/a

(sorry if my handwriting is ass in the warning i tried😭) song is shut up (and sleep with me) by sin with sebastian!

istg if this doesnt get into a gacha life/2/club reaction video im burying myself in the 69 inch deep snow outside (yes we still have snow)

[shittyemopoetry]

15/16

THIS POEM IS EXPLICIT AND TRAUMATIC.

This is a poem about my experience with my online sexual abuser and the themes are extremely explicit and heavy.

TWs: (O)SA, underage victim, pedophilia, grooming, PTSD, derealization, separation from past self, dehumanization, imposter syndrome, victim blaming

you have ruined my 16 year old self.

the way he is seen is perverse, gross, wrong.

there is nothing good about the way i see him.

but i see him through your eyes.

he was good at what he did.

he was good at fucking you,

making you beg,

doing just what you wanted.

he was not good at being 16, and

you had already stolen part of 15 from him.

he was not good at hanging out with friends,

talking to his mom,

getting ice cream,

going to the park.

no,

you taught him how to stand over you,

fuck you just right,

be so incredibly perverse that he lost himself in your bed.

yes,

your bed.

your bed like a prison cell of which there was no escape.

there were no parks, no ice-cream, no mom.

he knew things he shouldn’t have known.

he saw things he shouldn’t have seen.

and for what?

someone who couldn’t even get off?

it was what you so clearly wanted.

why else put him through all of that?

i used to be egotistical about it,

i used to think,

“they must still jack off to me,

i’m the best they’ll ever have.”

i thought,

“you miss me, you miss what i did for you,

you miss the way i made you feel.”

he wasn’t the best. he was 16.

i was 16.

and you were not.

and i don’t miss you.

i don’t miss the way you made me feel.

yet i still feel it, feel *you.*

your hands covering me, suffocating and stinging hot.

your mouth, wet and sharp.

your claws, deep in my skin.

your eyes, squinting with a forced smile.

but none of it was real, so what right do i have?

what right do i have to claim your hands or your mouth?

what right do i have to be proud or puff my feathers?

what right do i have?

and maybe,

this means i am just like you.

i am broken and perverse,

and i see with your eyes

the me that could fuck you just right,

and think,

“i am no better than the wolf that tore my flesh open,

and ripped it to unrecognizable shreds-

i am but the wolf that feeds on the scraps”

but that doesn’t matter,

it was what i so clearly wanted.

[bizarreaizen]

// TW : mentions of mental illnesses, suicide, eating disorders, grooming and possibly more

pt: tw: mentions of mental illnesses, suicide, eating disorders, grooming, and possibly more end pt.

my mom: my child is doing fine.

your child barely eats/drinks, has severe social anxiety, has no energy to do anything, struggles to do basic things, messed up sleeping schedule, has iron deficiency, "mean" and "rude", bruises easily, unhealthy, can't stand yelling and loud noises, can't eat around family members, afraid to even talk to their family members, suicidal thoughts, bottles up their emotions and feelings, always exhausted, can't take care of themselves, a victim of grooming, undiagnosed with adhd and bpd, gets uncomfortable talking about their problems, trust issues, doesn't know how to comfort people, suffers from gender dysphoria, isolates themselves, doesn't go outside, cries for no reason, lost interest in everything, losing most of their memories, just want to be loved, and lacks parental guidance. /srs

[csaventing]

It wasn’t just people, chats, stories.

It was a whole world.

[kozuwhore]

i really hope my next suicide attempt goes right

[hayatheauthor]

I am not the girl I used to be

But you are not the man you were before you laid your hands on me either

And in some twisted way, that comforts me

[loredropper]

An excerpt from the story my fiancée is writing

Cordelia: *Tells the merry thieves + Lucie about the whole ‘Charles being an adult when he got into a romantic and likely sexual relationship with fifteen year old Alastair and was likely the one who told him about the rumors regarding Charlotte, Gideon, and Matthew.*

The merry thieves + Lucie: *Varying levels of distress*

Lucie: *Tells the adults a simplified version of what Cordelia told them*

The adults: *Varying levels of distress*

[otioseboy]

I find it funny how radfems will try and persuade me that I can't trust men but I can trust women like all of my worst abusers weren't women.

Or they try and defend their actions because women can't do any wrong, it's actually all your fault 🤡

[idiasalterpacking]

TransHarmful-CisHarmful Jschlatt Alter!

~ Name(s) : Jschlatt or Schlatt

~ Pronouns : He/Him

~ Age : 24

~ Birthday : 10th September 1999

~ Genders : Cisgender Male

~ Sexuality : Bisexual

~ Paraphilias : 🗺, ⚰, R4pephilia, SHphilia, Victimphilia (don't know any offical names)

~ CisIDs : CisAlcoholic, CisSmoker, CisWeedUser, CisDrunkDriver, CisAbuser/CisAbusive, CisManic, CisArgumentative, CisProblematic, CisCancelled, CisOffensive, CisDarkHumor

~ TransIDs : PermaHigh, PermaCancelled, TransAutistic, TransLoserBoy, AbusiveSeverity (wants to be worse), TransHarmful, TransR4pist, TransCatholic/PermaCatholic, TransGr00mer, TransEvil, PermaCruel, TransOwner, TransFetishizer, TransTransphobic, TransAnimeEnjoyer

~ Likes : Drinking whiskey or beer, Football, Anime, people hating him or finding him cruel or evil, people trying to cancel him, fans who are so devoted they let him abus3 them, Being an asshole in general, 9/11 jokes and "dark"/offensive humor, guns

~ Dislikes : People who think they can change him or make him better (he likes to mock them), fruity alcohol, people winning arguments against him

~ Roles : Fictive, Persecutor

[draconifay]

I just found out puppychan is on tumblr now under a different username and ngl, the whole situation with them just feels so....conflicting

On one hand a lot of the shit they did is straight up awful and stuff that should not be excused (endangering minors / innappropriate interactions with them, that racefaking incident they had for a bit 💀, the constant suicide baiting, among many other things)

But on another I just feel...man. i can't help but feel bad for him. I followed him when Antoonz was directing his bigoted ass audience towards him when he was still a minor, and all the ableist, racist, transphobic and straight up violent shit that was thrown Puppychan's way was genuinely awful - ESPECIALLY at such a young age. (I still remember the lynching art someone made on the day of his 18th birthday...ugh.) Not to mention it feels like the internet was kinda the only coping mechanism he had, and a really unhealthy one at that. It's very clear the internet just fucked him up a lot from being exposed to so much shit at a young age.

Don't get me wrong - I'm still incredibly disgusted by the things he's done and I do think people should definitely be warned about his antics. But part of me feels just...sad - sad that this clearly unwell person needs help and has been through so much shit, and they've dug themself into a hole, and because people are constantly on their tail they dig even deeper into said hole. It's like the Chris-chan thing all over again.

I will never condone any of the harmful shit that he did, but I do still hope he someday leaves the internet, finds a proper support system and works on himself. (And learn to stop blaming his harmful actions on his mental health issues). Cuz the internet is the last place he should be right now.