feels like sugar in me (i always crave and go back to abus1v3 relationships because i dont feel like i deserve any better and its the only way i ever feel loved) 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ
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It hurts.
It hurts so much.
I need someone, anyone, to love me.
Being unlovable hurts.
It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.
To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.
It's to always wait for something.
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It's painful when your presence is merely tolerated, not cherished.
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you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it
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thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.
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Wanting someone 2 love you like you love them when you have bpd is so shattering
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I'm constantly depressed they have to be tired of me by now
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