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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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a big lesson for me was learning that most things are not as fragile as I’d believed. missing a class, or turning in a bad assignment, won’t instantly destroy your professor’s opinion of you. accidentally saying something harsh won’t make your friend want to end the friendship. it takes work to repair these things - it takes effort and research and sometimes a sincere apology - but you can do that because they’re not irreparably broken. what you’ve worked to build, in academia and in relationships and in life, is stronger and more enduring that your mind may teach you to believe. don’t let imagined fragility lead you to giving up
#in some rare cases someone will react dramatically to a small failure#it’s very very important to understand that that is about them#it is not about you#and environments that condition you to fear small missteps are neither healthy nor productive#but in most cases things are not so fragile#also this is a follow up to the credibility post#because your credibility will not break if you miss a day#it’s all stronger than you think#academia#study tips#studyblr#study inspo#study motivation#productivity#personal#text post
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dead boy cares
if anyone would like a risograph print of this- i now have a shop !!
#hikaru ga shinda natsu#the summer hikaru died#my art#fanart#hikaru indou#yoshiki tsujinaka#this manga may never leave me i fear#done for a huevember fanzine but very self-indulgent#desc. refers to i love you golden blue by sonic youth#likely more hikaru fanart to come....#cw: gore#just in case
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well anniflamma may have too much dignity to draw poseidon getting backshots but I sure dont. here we go
EDIT: my pizza hands got slapped so now its up on blusky thank u
#my art#tw suggestive#no dicks under the cut. in case there was fear of that.#anyway vengeance saga good#this pose was awkward to draw and i redrew it many times. i shouldve done a more classic pose#but i wanted to see poseidon's inner thigh.listen#listen. listen. its been a day#manwhore au#epic the musical
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Get swapped, fools.
#I imagine that one of em's gotta have it together to some extend in every universe#in this case that'd be jon#interesting to think about how the fears would work#like would jon be lonely in this or would martin turn into a lonely overlord somehow#so many options#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jmart
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Pathetic podcast protagonist is such a male dominated industry
Petition for more women to be pathetic podcast protagonists. Like yes queen, experience the horrors
#unless i’m just stupid and am missing out on a secret goldmine of podcasts where women are the pathetic protags#in which case#pleasepleasepleaseplease recommend them to me#i need more podcasts anyway#fiction podcast#malevolent#the magnus archives#welcome to night vale#wolf 359#kind of#w359 has some epic female characters that i love so much but i fear theyre all too badass#what i need here are more genuine idiots#give me girlfailure content#deviser podcast#the penumbra podcast#idk can yall tell im really tired#I’m talking extreme wet cat energy here#do you understand#merlins shitposting
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Random DCxDP Prompt/Thought #2
Jason Finds a Notebook in Danny's drawer, Big Capital letters on its cover written as 'Labels', He raises an eyebrow as he inspects and opens the notebook. "What's this about??" He asked, Turning his head to Danny before reading the text. "Oh that's my nicknames for people cuz I tend to forget names a lot." Danny shrugged nonchalantly as Jason flipped through the pages.
He stared dead silent for a moment at his name and it's 'labels', blinking in disbelief. "WHY DO YOU HAVE ME AS 'ANGER ISSUES', 'FUNNIER THAN JOKER', AND 'HE WHO PROBABLY HAS A FURSONA'?!" Jason read the other labels in disbelief.
His gaze landing on Bruce's 'labels', barking out a laugh as he read the first one out loud. " YOU HAVE B AS 'AUTISM SPECTRUM'?!" He yelled out with a wide amused grin, Danny laughing softly, "I mean... Just look at him..." Danny shrugged making Jason laugh out even more.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#danny phantom fandom#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc#dcu#dc x dp crossover#dc x dp au#dc x dp prompt#dcxdp fic#dcxdp prompt#dpxdc prompts#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc prompt#dp x dc au#dp x dc prompt#I like to think that danny is actually very forgetful with names and how he remembers people is through 'labels' or nicknames#despite being very close with nearly everyone in his life he still tends to forget who they are. he knows who they are.#he just can't spike up their name in his head if he doesn't have a proper label on them#he has Barbara as “Fear the Ginger.”#Tim as “If i can't solve this case I'll die”#Alfred is “The May or May Not be Possibly Blessed by Immortality.”#Steph is “Funnier than Jaybird”#Dick as “H O T T O G O you can take it hot to go ♪”#Duke as “Flashlight on the Highway”#Damian as “I can do more than just stab you.”#etc.
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Glad midsommar!!
I’m not really sure what it is about midsummer that I love so much, as a kid I used to partake in more of the usual celebrations than I do now, but as I don’t go out as much anymore and celebrating around people has never fully been my thing anyway, I haven’t celebrated it as much in recent years. But even so I still adore this holiday for some reason, I just get so happy once midsummer starts.
Maybe it’s the nostalgia, or maybe it’s the flowery look of the holiday, or maybe the culture behind it and my love for my country despite its faults, or maybe it’s just cause I get to eat large quantities of strawberries!! Whatever it is, I love midsummer, and I definitely needed the joy it brings me this year <33
GUYS I PROMSE WE DONT SACRIFICE THE ELDERLY OR BURN PEOPLE ALIVE IN BEAR COSTUMES

Tosses this at you (yes that what it actually represents)
#can you guys tell I love strawberries#those who have seen my Instagram know I fear#I love strawberries so much omg#they’re so good#my art#my sona#faulty by design#fnaf sun#dca sun#sun#sundrop#fnaf moon#dca moon#moon#moondrop#dca fandom#daycare attendant#sun x y/n#sun x self insert#moon x y/n#moon x self insert#dca x y/n#dca x self insert#meteor shower#ignore that I’m posting this at midnight dw about it#I’m gonna go pass out now#cw suggestive#for the dick joke?? just in case#idk#I’m tired
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i have a headcanon that Yoichi trims AFO's hair because i can't help but compare AFO's nicely trimmed hair to Yoichi's and i thought someone had to have cut AFO's hair for him and it is only logical for me to assume it was Yoichi who did. I think AFO would only trust Yoichi to be so close to him with a sharp object like a pair of scissors lol
I think Yoichi would have also liked cutting his brother's hair at first, because it would make him feel helpful in a way? And I just think even when AFO put him in the vault, AFO would still go there to get his hair trimmed by Yoichi.
and once Yoichi joins the resistance, he offers to do this for Kudo as well.
#make no mistake yoichi didn't reply out of fear#i personally think that he was never afraid of his brother. he just reacted out of… sympathy?#bc he doesn't want his brother to feel like he's abandoned him? betrayed him in a way? smthn like that#and AFO is partly aware of this and uses this to manipulate yoichi to make him do what he wants#in this case: to look at him lol#yoichi doesn't meet his eyes kind of like a silent treatment?#but even this seemingly insignificant protest was easily parried by AFO's underhandedness and it just makes yoichi feel defeated#kind of makes me realize why yoichi has a 'strong sense of justice' or is firmly committed to his set of morals and principles#because frankly i think that's all he feels he has control of#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#AFO#yoichi shigaraki#all for one#ofa users#kudoichi#kudoichi feels slipped in but i need it for my tagging lmao#my art#fanart#i am pressing a kiss on this post in hopes that it reaches its target audience lol#i've also seen a few replies to my previous work i see you and i love you and i Will get back to you
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Hey Alice, how do you know what Sam and Celia were asked in their interviews? Hey Alice, how do you know Lena changed her style of job interviews? Hey Alice, how do you just *know* how to file cases when ypu don't even listen to them? Hey Alice, how do you already know Sam has a crush on Celia? HEY ALICE, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN WORKING FOR THE OIAR??
#she is so eye coded already#or is it just me??#but i find her so very sus#also the way she doesn't really get spooked by the cases#is she feeding the fears instead of getting fed on??#the magnus protocol#tmagp#alice dyer#tmagp ep 6
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twenty six
#continuing w this swap au.. I’m actually quite happy w how it’s all been turning out in my brain#also just in case: no r0yed tags pls#Ed is 26 and Roy is 16 here#basically instead of roy discovering ed it’s the opposite👍#smth abt.. finding a volatile kid w powers that go beyond his capabilities..#feeling the need to keep him on the right path in fear of what his potential could lead to…#fma#fullmetal alchemist#edward elric#my art
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thinking again about how much trust he had to have in Laios to recommend his own daughter in case he dies
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#chilaios#WHATEVRR#like#We see from his little nightmare snippet that his greatest fear is losing his kids#And we also know how much trauma he has around the dungeons and specifically other adventurers#How he basically lives in fight or flight mode and is constantly thinking of the worst case scenario#How unwilling he is to trust anyone or show vulnerability to anyone#And he recommended his daughter to Laios#Bc even though his years of knowing Laios means he sees him as reckless and oaf-like and maybe insane#His years of knowing Laios also mean he knows hes a good person who he can trust#And who he (secretly) genuinely cares about and sees as a close friend#So much so that he’d trust him with the lives of his kids#Though simultaneously i dont think he’d ever allow him to hold a baby
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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“Damn, I wish there was an easy way to include some ghostly atmospheric green lighting in the sick spinning shot“
The ever reliable green lava lamp:

EDIT: hey since this one breached containment a little and i was being kinda vague as part of the joke, this beautiful little animation is NOT mine!!! this is from act one of Erica Wester's Welcome to Hell 2 short film on YouTube, please watch it, its really really amazing!! (actually watch the first film first (which is also amazing) and then do it, but DO IT!!)
#this is the stupidest joke ever now laugh#bingletxt#w2h#w2h2#bingley: the hits#eyestrain#..?#just in case#dear god this is my ​top post now it scares me#juuuuust gonna use this opportunity to get some free ad space for erica here#caps#im a bit fearful i may have accidentally phrased it like it was MY animation never expecting it to breach the fandom SOBBBBB
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Details I'm losing my mind over:






The layers on his sleeve imitating the pauldron! The little cross tassel! Chains on his rings! The nose! The ruby encrustings on the mask and pauldron! Jewelery!!!!
#i'm gonna be so annoying about this sorry#big win for gold jewellery enthusiasts (me)#i'm very very happy he chose to stick with Hysteria Machine btw. Love love love Lani but i am so fond of how delicate and florid his mask is#it just fits with him SO well. and ties in with Espera perfectly#(which I'm SO excited to see in case something changes!)#i fear i am going full mode on my parasocial crush đź’– don't perceive me đź’–#sleep token#sleep token vessel#even in arcadia
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Charles Leclerc in Formula 1: Drive to Survive, Season 7 (2025)
#formula 1#f1#f1edit#charles leclerc#charlesleclercedit#dts s7#dtsedit#drive to survive#*#*mine: gif#s1 and 2 still clears i fear. at least in terms of charles#idk here i didn't feel i saw or learned anything new or groundbreaking?? unlike the sebchal homoerotic ferrari team briefing yknow#maybe it's bc the drivers are so chronically online and have generally built up a bigger personal brand/following#but really not much of this was new. at least in terms of charles i haven't fully watched all the eps yet#a lot of the monaco episode stuff we already saw in the canal+ documentary and then he took a lot of that and put it in his weekend vlog#so it's like. nice but im seeing the same stuff with slight variations like three times at this point?#the singapore ep was an interesting format change and obvs those friendship dynamics are genuine so it's easy & pleasant to watch#but again at least in charles's case like. nothing revolutionary???#idk i sometimes enjoy the netflix docu cinematography aspect; like there's some nice shots and juicy colours#but as a phenomenon dts is past its peak for sure. it worked in the early seasons bc of the novelty of having that much access to go bts#but now most teams show a lot of that stuff off on their socials or vlogs anyway so like. there's a lot of overlap
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