#pro ana for myself

[hiakkok]

I’ve lost 11 Ibs on the past 3 weeks, still feel like I’ve been eating too much, any tips of how to eat less than 300 kcal?

[evapricot]

being the fat ugly friend means not getting invited to classy events.

It's the second time I'm the only one who doesnt get invited to a bday because it is held in a high class restaurant. It sting, it hurts and I've cried myself to sleep but what's even worse is how I can blame or be mad at them because I know I'd look out of place, I'd make the party look cheap, I'd ruin every photo. Seeing pictures where they are all laughing and having fun, forgetting totally about me while I cant study or listen to music or watch a film without constantly thinking of them and how good they look without me, not feeling rage but only an emberassing inferior being.

Yeah, an experience I wouldnt recommend but ig I've got my motivation back🥴

[strvingworld]

[ihateeverythingaboutme]

im actually struggling 

[ilovethebittertaste]

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[bequiteanddrivee]

[living-pain-but-not-enough]

eating breakfast feels gross i dunno why people do it

[meeenx]

in the spirit of ✨romantizing my mental illnesses✨

i am dubbing this specific phenomenon:

the slim hours

in my experience doing intermittent f@sting, this is the specific period of time in my fast where:

it’s after the point where i get the most hungry

it’s sometime at the 22hr mark, it used to be at the 20hr mark

i do not feel it if i do a 16:8 fast - only for extended ones (18:6 or OMAD comes times depending on what i eat before)

in my experience, i start to:

lose the hungry feelings

my body feels almost like my bones are heavy

increased focus after 17-18 hours, i was able to get multiple things done and efficiently

if i sm0ke 🍃, it hits 10x harder va sm0king when eating/after eating

most of the time i am able to ⭐️ve past 24hrs if i can get to this point.

feeling energized to get through workouts

feeling a bit more cheerful in personality/maybe in part to exercise release chemicals and such

each time i get to this time in a f@st, i always see the scale drop the next day. always.

drinking low cal drinks, coffee, tea, anything without cals doesn’t affect it.

i call it ‘the slim hours’ because it does feel like after the 22hr mark it’s like i feel myself shrinking, like my body is forced to eat through my fat instead of any extra cals.

this time is different for everyone, but i’d recommend finding

✨ your slim hours ✨

(let me know if there’s a scientific name for this i wasn’t sure and just gave it a cute name imo idk i was a visual arts major plz)

[justwannalookpretty]

"if you're not recovering you're dying !!" BITCH thats my GOAL

[evapricot]

How many of us are still wearing a jacket or a hoodie even and claiming we're fine even though we're melting into puddles of swear🙋‍♀️

If it can help you, wearing a jacket in a hot weather often makes you stand out more.

[strvingworld]

I hate my body I wish I was skinny and petite. I wish I was beautiful

[wanna-b-w8lessss]

cant recover when theres no proof of anything TO recover from.

[iwannabeabeauty]

[meeenx]

(please understand this was after a day) but omg yall pickle juice.

pickle juice is kinda an acquired taste. i love pickles. the juice ain’t my beverage of choice.

THAT SAID

if you like it, and/or don’t mind because you are struggling with appetite/b!nges.

take some sips during the day/during a fast and let me know if you also aren’t feeling any hunger at all - so i’m 20 hrs in, normally i feel a little hunger and want to eat, and i have been just drinking water and after, sipping a little pickle juice (approx. a tablespoon) from a non-expired jar in the fridge i had and i have had a delta 9 edible, i had a smoke on a second walk (w33d) and i’ve exercised, period is about to start, i am still not hungry. not even a desire to think about it even…

i want to try this again tomorrow and get high again, but yall im freaking out because this is working???

there was a girl that go t-w0rded on here and reblogged the fact that she lost the ability to gain weight because her bf said “drink some pickle juice” and she’s been maintaining her lw since and not even by choice - she recovered months ago so i looked it up online that it has some appetite suppressant qualities but to be safe and not drink like jars and shit of it because the sodium content is so high and bad in the long run, but i’m planning (and you should to) to just have it when i have cravings during a fast and want to go longer on a fast, not eat as much, etc. and im not gonna be one of those girlies to gatekeep shit if it works for me, because it could work for someone else and if you are safe, as i’ve asked you all to be…do with what this info what u will

[justwannalookpretty]

istg ill only ever be confident in my chest 🫠🫠

[miomaom3]

It's so risky to open tumblr in public cause there's a 50% chance that an ass will pop up on the screen 💀

I just want to calm down and look an4/sh pictures man