#twst x trans reader

[sharkboywrites]

"You're Just a Boy, You Are No Man, And Nobody You Know Will Understand"

TWST dorm leaders finding out stealth ftm reader is trans

Reader is a trans man and implied to pass, misgendering, mentions of dysphoria, reader is on their period in Leona and Malleus's parts, mentions of reader's chest (non sexual), can be read as platonic or romantic

A/N: The idea for the title is a lyric from "things to do" by Alex G. When I played twst I kinda just always saw myself, being yuu in game, as a stealth trans man, because why would they need to know I'm trans?

Riddle Rosehearts

It really hadn't been intentional when he found you changing, he was just suspicious as to why you didn't change in the boys locker room with every other student after gym. Of course this hot head doesn't tolerate any rule breaking and you weren't changing where you were supposed to! If you didn't feel comfortable then you could use a stall like everyone else!

After changing himself, quickly in order to catch you, he stormed off to find you and managed to catch a glimpse of you at the end of the hallway, entering a bathroom. Now he could have waited until you left the bathroom to confront you, but he decided that catching you in the act would be better and he could give punishment accordingly. (Yeah, to say he doesn't exactly think when he's mad is a fair assumption.)

What he hadn't expected was to walk in on you with no shirt, and you struggling with some type of bra-looking thing (man does not know what a binder is I'm sorry), and being the dignified man he is, let out a loud yelp, and walked back out of the bathroom as quickly as possible.

Standing outside of the bathroom waiting for you to finish, his mind raced. What did you have on? Why were you wearing that? Did he really just walk in on you changing? What was he thinking?

He felt himself tense up as he heard the door next to him squeak open. You walked out in your regular uniform and quite honestly looking more nervous and upset than he did. When making eye contact with you, he straightened his posture and gave you a genuine apology. "I'm truly sorry for walking in on you during an inappropriate moment! That was irresponsible of me."

You quickly and nervously accepted his apology as students started to crowd the hallways, walking to their next classes, and ran off. He really hated how upset you looked in that moment, and mentally beat himself up for the rest of the day for his stupid decision. Crewel even had to get his attention during alchemy. Embarrassing.

Later that day, around 7 pm, he got a text from you. You two never really texted, only had each other's numbers in case of emergency (aka Ace and Deuce getting themselves in trouble). You had asked him to come over to ramshackle to talk. He felt anxiety rising in his chest, but knew he needed to talk to you, so he promptly sent a quick text back and made his way over to your dorm.

That night the two of you had a very deep talk. you explained everything to him, from being trans, to the binder, and why you changed in the bathroom. While Riddle wasn't 100% educated on things like these, he understood and made sure to let you know he supported you and could always to come to him, even if he's bad at comfort, when he saw you tearing up.

After that you two defiantly grew closer. In any situation he saw that could out you, he made sure to cover for you, even if it was against the rules. If you wanted to come out, he'd be there to help you, maybe talking to people like Trey and Cater first, and would collar anyone who dares disrespect you.

Leona Kingscholar

Shark week has to be the worst part of the month. Varying on how bad your period gets from small cramps to doubling over in the hallway and almost passing out me, it still brings a wave of discomfort with your body and some heavy feelings, and you doubt in your current situation birth control would be easily available.

You aren't dumb. You know the second you got close to Leona, or any other beastman for that matter, he'd immediately be able to smell the blood on you. Animal traits or whatever. So the most logical thing to do was avoid Leona at all costs.

Or not. Leona was not happy that you were avoiding him. Just like how you aren't dumb, he isn't either. He knows somethings up, and he won't let it slide. As much as he likes to pretend, he really does care about the people close to him, and he enjoyed your (less annoying than everyone else's) visits.

He managed to corner you on one of your worst days. You were bleeding so much you were honestly concerned for your health and worried if this was normal. There was absolutely no way Leona wouldn't notice with his sense of smell. And he did notice.

You could see a slight shift in his expression from anger to concern the second he smelt blood on you. And cornered in that empty hallway, you gave in and told him everything about being trans.

Honestly Leona couldn't care less about it, he was more concerned about your physical state. Please don't throw up in the school hallway. "So what, I don't care how you were born. You look like shit and that's what's concerning ."

He dragged you down to the garden to nap with him, because when you're on your period, napping is all you can do to make yourself feel better, and even made Ruggie run and get you some chocolate and ibuprofen from the nurse. He could tell from Leona's stare that he shouldn't ask.

After that Leona became more protective of you, not because he sees you as weak or sees you as a woman, but because he's genuinely concerned for you and how you're feeling after how miserable you looked when he found out (although he doesn't show it). If anyone tried to make you upset, he'd be right there by your side (no one in their right mind would fight with Leona) and whether you decide to come out in school or not, Leona has your back.

Azul Ashengrotto

Listen, Azul gets it. he's insecure, he doesn't like his body and got bullied for it for most of his life. He can level with you about how your feeling and will always awkwardly be there if you need him. All it really took for the two of you to get closer was to see each other on a similar level.

Honestly, you knew something had been up when the Leech twins invited you to go swimming with them. I mean who would agree to that? It was you, you agreed because you decided it was finally time you got closer to the octo trio. There was one problem though.

You only had swim trunks and a shirt, which knowing how water works, would only stick to your chest the second you got wet. Why did you agree to this again? So while the two eels swam off into the water with you giving a promise to "join them later" you sat on the beach trying to figure out exactly what you were going to do.

You couldn't see him, but you heard Azul approach you from behind and sit down next to you. His face saddened when you opened up to him about being afraid to go into the water because you "didn't like your body". At that moment he knew exactly how you felt, but his attempts at comforting made it clear that he didn't exactly know your situation.

After you explained yo could see his face flush red, but he made an attempt at comforting you. He stood up and took your hand, pulling you up with him. He slowly walked the two of you into the water, only up to your ankles though. "Don't worry, no one here is going to judge you. I know it's hard but you can do it."

Neither the tweels or Azul made any comments about you or your body. After you saw Azul whispering to them, Floyd even made some comments about how it was "just us guys" and Jade referred to your day as a "boy's day out".

After this, not only did you have Azul behind you, you also had some very intimidating eels to support you. Azul would make sure no one would talk bad about you. Anyone that did ended up getting roped into a contract with him. While life may be hard this way, you'd always have the octo trio there for you.

Kalim Al-Asim

As usual, Kalim was throwing a massive party at the dorm, and although you're not very fond of parties, you went for Kalim. He was honestly so happy you came, he loves seeing you honestly, and you stuck to his side for most of it.

Walking around with him had unfortunately made things slightly worse for you, Kalim was extroverted after all and everyone wanted to talk to the host of the party. You had received many, not ill intended, comments from people ranging from "I didn't know they let girls into NRC" and "is this your new girlfriend Kalim?". While these people didn't mean any harm, only asking innocent questions, they cut deep. Near the end of the part you ended up walking off and into Kalim's dorm room.

A little while later, Kalim came in, he knew you would be in there after all. He sat down next you on the bed with a concerned look and asked if you were okay. Obviously you weren't and right there, in Kalim's arms, you broke down and told him everything, how you were trans and how that comments were so hard for you. he didn't say anything, only held onto you until you were done.

Once you finished crying, he hugged you tightly and ran off. He came back a few minutes later with some water and snacks. After you gulped down a bottle of water, he held you close again. He gave small assuring rubs to your shoulder and watched some youtube videos with you to try and make you feel better. For once, kalim wasn't so talkative, and you appreciated that.

After that incident you had never once been misgendered at scarabia again. Kalim had made it clear to everyone in the dorm that you were a man and nothing else, after all Kalim is one of the best friends a person could ask for. "I want you to know that to me and everyone at scarabia that you are the bravest man, and we all appreciate having you here. you deserve to be here."

Vil Schoenheit

He wanted you to be in a photoshoot. That was it, that was what made everything around you crumble. He wanted to measure you, put on makeup, take photos and it was all to much.

Apparently he wanted you in the photoshoot because of your "naturally pretty face" and it was just too much to deal with. you stood in the dressing room looking at yourself in the mirror, your mind pointing out every little detail that was "too feminine" and tears filled your eyes.

And that's when he walked in. THE Vil Schoenheit had just walked in on you crying before a photoshoot. He didn't look angry at you however, more concerned. He walked over to you and took your face in his hands. While he did fuss over your ruined makeup a bit, he was more pressing you into telling him what was wrong. were you overstimulated? Were the clothes uncomfortable? Were the lights too bright?

You broke down in the man's arms and while he was hesitant about smearing your makeup on his clothes, he relented and held you. You were able to tell him what was wrong through al of your cries and you could hear him call out something to one of the workers. Eventually you were given a water bottle and calmed down.

Vil sat there assuring you that these "feminine things" didn't make you any less of a man and that if anything needed to be changed to let him know. I mean did you really think Vil "fuck gender roles" Sheonheit would really judge you for this?

After this he found some more fitting clothes for you and made sure you were on comfortable whether on set or with him casually. He was honestly the best person to go to when struggling. He always helps you based on what would look more masculine on you and he wouldn't ever let anyone make fun of you. "How you look or what you wear does not affect you or your gender. To me and to everyone here, you are a man."

Idia Shroud

Now how in the word did this happen? how could Idia Shroud, the boy who stays in his room all the time, figure out you were trans? Well it's a bit of an awkward situation. Ortho had invited you over to their dorm for a sleepover because he wanted his big brother to get out there and start talking to people , other than the ones on his computer (much to Idia's disagreement). Honestly the three of you had an awesome time playing video games and hanging out, even if it took time for Idia to warm up to having you there.

That was until it came time for bed. Knowing Idia he probably would have preferred to stay up until the sun came up, but you and Ortho definitely weren't doing that. When you changed you had put on pajama pants, a tank top, and a hoodie. You had to take off your binder because obviously you can't sleep with it on (or at least you shouldn't be).

You honestly thought you would have been fine, but through the night it had ended up getting hotter, most likely due to the two boys beside you with literal fire hair. You guessed it would have been fine taking off your hoodie as long as you woke up before the two of them to put it back on. But you didn't, in fact you woke up to Idia staring at you. When you woke up you couldn't tell what was wrong until you remembered you weren't wearing your hoodie or a binder. You quickly sat up and threw your hoodie back on, muttering a small apology. you could hear him give one too, but it was quiet,

After you had left you ended up messaging Idia about the situation, and he actually ended up being surprisingly cool about the whole "being trans thing". I mean he's on the internet 24/7 so it isn't surprising that he would know about it. He even apologized about the staring and said that he didn't "mean to be a pervert" and was just caught of guard which made you laugh a bit.

While Idia isn't the most confrontational person (Ortho however is(some people found out the hard way)) he's always there to give you support and as he said "Honestly how you were born doesn't matter. You're a chill person now and that's all I care about."

Malleus Draconia

Just like Leona and other beastmen, fae like Malleus have a heightened sense of smell, but unlike Leona, you didn't know that.

When you had woken up that morning to the usual monthly discomfort, you knew you'd be having the worst time of your life. You somehow managed to drag yourself out of bed and put on your regular clothes along with a pad (for some reason Sam has them in stock in the shop, you have no idea why) and made your way to class.

Classes that day were miserable, but you pushed your way through it despite everything. Once you had finished your classes for the day, Malleus had approached you to ask if you wanted to spend time together. He stopped himself and looked down at you with his usual "disappointed but also concerned" face and asked if you were alright, being very vague about it.

You did the usual lie of saying you were fine, but as if whatever gods there are in this universe hat you with a burning passion, you were hit with the worst set of cramps imaginable. Holding your waist you tried to assure Malleus wasn't having it.

He picked you up like you weighed basically nothing and with one flash of light you found yourself back in your dorm room, which was a bit of an embarrassing mess due to both grim being grim and you panicking with your sudden "situation". Malleus didn't seem to mind as he set you down on your bed and sat next to you, that same look of concern still on his face.

There in your room you told Malleus about what was going on and why you were bleeding so much. You could see him relax knowing you weren't in danger and that this was just a natural thing. You may or may not have had to explain the concept of a period to Malleus because let's be honest he's clueless.

After that he brought you some food and medicine to try and help, but once again he's clueless. You appreciated the effort though. He stayed there for the entire night making sure you were okay and according to him "To me it does not matter how you were born and how you are physically. To me, you are a man, and a gentle, kind, brave, and helpful one at that."

While life may throw many obstacels your way, Malleus assures you that you are perfect the way you are and that he is always there for you.

I'm not sure if I like Idia and Malleus's parts because I need go to bed lol, ty for reading and have a nice day.

[twisted-wonderland-but-gayer]

OP I am new to twisted wonderland but I saw the binding hc post and I uuuuuh have a request if that’s okay. My request is basically like, MC/Yuu who is AFAB and NB or Trans Masc who isn’t out. They get sorted into dorms or something and refuse to wear the uniforms because Tiddies are More Pronounced and that’s not cash gender of them. and they basically get into a fight with the dorm leaders that lead to them coming out while yelling and then just. The dorm leaders are like ???? Well shit that’s fixable why didn’t you say that earlier ??

Trans Yuu

Yuu is a trans dude in the middle of transitioning at the worst place to do it— NRC.

Notes: went in a wild direction lmao. Anyways FTM Yuu. Shitty jokes and cringe.

You are a 2010 Stefani Canturi Barbie and God is a mother going through her kid's toys to donate to the Bratz section at goodwill, you are sure of it. There is no way in hell it was coincidence that you ended up in an all-boys school filled with the stupidest people you met otherwise. Perhaps god just assumed you were both dolls so it doesn’t really matter what toy pile you were put in, and you don’t know if that is the biggest compliment you have received— to be compared to cis dudes— or an insult (these men fucking suck).

With all the running around you had to do the first day, no one was able to sniff you out, yet. Still, it didn't last that long, and it didn’t. Deuce was far too kind and dense to really tell what you were, and Grim was Grim. Ace on the other hand almost seemed to side-eye you at times. You tried to ignore it and pray to the goodwill mom that he doesn’t say anything, and surprisingly he didn’t, you got that stupid gem, celebrated, and went over to your crow overlord (who doesn’t even notice your predicament either) to turn it in and go the fuck home. Perhaps the only break you got was the fact that people here spoke a sort of similar language to you even if it was a bit… strange. Whatever, you can think tomorrow, right now you can make yourself comfortable and finally sleep uninterrupted.

And then that fucker from before came to you at one in the morning, after you have unbound yourself and got comfortable begging for you to let him sleep in your bed, strange collar on his neck. “No, Ace. You can make yourself comfortable on the couch.” You crossed your arms over your chest nervously and thankfully the dumbass didn't notice.  “C’mon, c’mon, I’m super skinny! I won’t take up any space!” Ace pleaded. You and Grim looked at each other tiredly then back at Ace. “No.” You said before sighing and heading upstairs. 

“Awwee!! Cmon!!!” “Cry about it.” You sneered, but as you ascended the steps you notice Ace watching you with that look in his eyes from earlier. He knows doesn’t he…

***

You may not know Trey and Cater well, but you owe them your life. The dumbass trio you were with despite living in this world their whole life could not tell you the most basic shit about it for the life of them. And even worse, despite two of them being selected for this university and one choosing to sneak in with plenty of time to research it beforehand (hell, Ace has a brother who went here), they both decided to go in completely blind and not understand anything at all. 

Thankfully, your dear juniors seemed to take pity on you and actually took time to explain the bare fucking minimum for all four of your sakes. Yet as they explained everything to you in such sweet simplicity, you notice Trey look over to your form that you kept nervously wrapped up in the only oversized overcoat (that all Yuu’s in the manga have) to hide your figure. “Are you alright there Yuu?” He asks and you freeze. 

“Yeah, it's just…” Trey frowned and adjusted his glasses out of concern. “Did Crowley provide any resources for you? It must be difficult being stuck here as a girl and all.” You pause and before you can speak you are interrupted. “YOU’RE WHAT.” The dumbass trio all yelled at once making you, Trey, and Cater all shut your eyes pensively. “Dude! I mean bro— I mean— Ugh!” Ace sputtered, and Deuce looked like he wanted to crawl into a hole and die with how much he was overthinking. Looking over at Trey, the regret on his face was obvious, and you can only assume he thought you told the other three. “You didn’t tell us you're a girl!” Ace yaps.

“I’m not, I’m a guy, I just…” Cater speaks up. “They got the wrong body babes, it's nbd.” The ginger strikes a selfie pose, “That's a thing???” Deuce stared wide-eyed. “Exactly!” You speak up. Trey clears his throat, looking even more ashamed. “Ah, my…. I’m sorry Yuu I didn’t know.” “It’s fine, you didn’t know, plus I guess it was obvious.” At that, the group around you went quiet. 

“Uh no it wasn't ?” Ace crosses his arms. “Have you seen the guys in this school? Some of them straight up look like chicks!” “I thought you knew 'cause you were looking at me weird yesterday!” Ace’s face becomes slightly flustered. “I wasn’t staring—“ Ace stopped his excuse when he saw you and Trey glare. “Okay, fine I was! You happy?” “Why were you staring at them?” Grim asks unimpressed.

Ace gets even more flustered. “It's cause, well you know—“ Cater raises his brows and suppresses a knowing smile and a laugh to the best of his ability as he looks over at you. Ace huffs, “How did you not know Grim? You share a bed with them!” “Haaah? Don't change the subject—“ “Okay that's enough.”

Trey sighs. “Once again, I am very sorry about that Yuu, I thought—“ “It's okay Trey, you didn’t know… But also how did both of you know?” Cater winks, “Oh he’s just like that, babes. Trey-Kun attracts all sorts of fruit to him.” You snort and not how Trey seems to sigh, “Are you one of them?” Cater's eyes widen for a moment before he gives a chuckle. “Good one, but we’ve dealt with enough people in this school to tell by now, though. “So you both just have a gaydar, got it.” “Ooh I like that word, I’ll steal it from ya!” Cater winks again.

“In any case…” Trey adjusts his glasses again. “There's no need to sweat over it. You’ll fit in fine here, Yuu, however, I recommend that you bother Crowley for a spell or potion to get you switched to a new body as soon as possible so this conversation doesn't happen again.” Trey is putting on a brave face to hide his mortification of how he accidentally outed someone. “Crowley can be a real pain sometimes, but he will deliver on that at the very least. Until then you could probably get something from Sam’s for a temporary fix, though they will cost a small fee since they’re home-brewed, or brew your own potion.”

“Oh yeah, you guys have magic here for that stuff… that's crazy…” “Oh yeah, there’s no magic in your world huh Yuu-Kun?” Cater thinks for a moment, “Healthcare here includes that sorta care, but I imagine it’ll be a little difficult to apply for it since you're not from this world and stuff. Kinda hard to do that stuff if you don't exist here, huh?” Cater muses. “Alright, now let's get back to telling them about the dorms Trey!”

“Ah, one more thing, all of you.” Trey’s expression becomes more serious, and gestures to a table where two people— twins with teal hair sit together. “Be careful with Octavinelle students,” he warns, “especially those two. They work for their dorm leader, Azul. They’re scam artists, do not ever make a deal with any of them, especially you, Yuu. Do not tell them what you are.” “Why?” Cater nudges you. “They’ll totally be like ‘We can help you transition Yuu!’ And then your soul is theirs!”

“That’s no different from where I’m from.”

***

Ace and Deuce were a bit weird with you for the next few hours, before Grim got annoyed with them acting overly cautious and insulted them, which in turn made them all have an annoying argument that you got involved in, in which they treated you like one of the bros. You have to make a note to get Grim the world's most premium tuna for that later. 

And when it came time to grab the tuna, you also had to check out Sam’s potion brewery, where you learned that Sam was a real cool dude. He’s a salesman at the end of the day, always looking for a profit, but at least he was fair. He never overpriced things and always knew how to make a good deal. And though you were prepared to drop nearly your whole allowance on a potion Sam seemed to stop you.

“Hey there little imp! Before you pick one of those out, what form are you lookin’ to take?” You look around for a moment, making sure no one was nearby. “I’m looking for a transitioning potion? I wanna be a dude…” You mutter. Anxiety brews in your gut as Sam leans in, keeping eye contact with you. The salesman then bounces back to his feet in an animated and theatrical manner. “Well, we got those iiiiiinnn STOCK! Lucky for you, we have all sorts to choose from!” Sam says before taking out crate after crate.

“Please, pick that one that calls to you.” You look at the vials nervously before pulling one out of the velvet casing they were carefully placed in. The liquid inside has the consistency of a purple, glittery syrup. “That's a great one!” Sam says. “One small issue though.” Oh god here it comes, by picking up the vial you probably should your soul to him and you're gonna be doomed to work here the rest of your life.

“That's gonna be temporary, little imp! Not good for the long term. The Mystery Shop cannot sell permanent potions for these unless you have a prescription, but my little friends from the other side say that you ain’t from these parts.” Sam smiles. “Take 4, on the house! And drink them all at once, that should give you around 4 and half months in that form!” “Really? Are you sure!” Sam nods, “Course! It's not a loss at all either, I get compensated to give em out anyways! Do be sure to tell Crowley to get you a permanent one though! Or it may be quicker to ask that professor of yours!”

“Thank you Mr.Sam! I’ll keep it in mind.”

***

Crowley is an asshole, a real bitch, and one of the most annoying people you know. But at least he can be reasonable once in a blue moon. When bringing up needing a potion he merely went on a 30-minute rant on how he’ll get a prescription for you because he’s “oh so generous” and totally not because he’s probably a fruit too like everyone else in this school. 

You expected this process of getting a prescription to be a very annoying and long wait, just for you to receive the paper later allowing it less than an hour later. Sam did say that asking Professor Crewel for a good potion would be better than asking him since he’s certified to make them. Given how extra he is with everything too, you're sure any potion by him would be insane. So here you were, head down and begging that this man help you, one alphabet soup to another. 

“Let me get this straight. You want me to make you a prescription potion for you, rather than get it from Sam’s because you think I would make a better one.” You nod, and Crewel could tell there wasn't any flattery behind your words, you truly believed what you said. “Sam didn’t put you up to this did he?” “I mean he mentioned you could help but that’s it, why is he plotting something?” “He’s been trying to get me to make him a batch of these for ages, saying that he only wants the highest quality products for his customers.” “Seems like I was right to go to you.”

Crewel almost lets out a sigh, before tapping his whip against his palm. “Fine then pup. I’ll give you a private lesson for potionology because you will be taking notes and helping me as well.” “Really?” “Crowley did say there is no record of you existing anywhere. Consider this the pre-lessons you were supposed to learn in high school.”

After an hour of work, you have successfully created three giant bottles of the stuff Crewel guided you to make, and now in your notes, you have the recipe just in case something happens to them. “Listen here.” Crewel commands and you whip your head to him. “Wait until those four months are up on the serum you are on before taking these. Take only 15 milligrams of each a day until you are all out. This way, it’s permanent and you don't have to worry about someone turning you back so easily.” The professor smiles and taps his baton in his other hand.

“Any questions?” “Why am I on the serum then, sir?” “That one prepares your body for a more permanent change, especially if you show any complications with the magic used.” “Got it, sir, that’s all the questions I have.” “Good, now clean your workspace, and go back to your dorm. I expect you to be fully awake in the morning for class.” “Yes, sir” “And I also expect that you will be more responsive than your peers in class because of this.” “Of course, sir.”

Carefully putting the bottles in your bag, and using your jacket as a cushion for each one you braved your way outside nervously. Sam did say that the vials you took will take a while to take effect since your body isn’t used to magic…

***

The final thing you learned in these past two days was that the misogyny here is very much inclusive, you can't tell if that’s a sign of progress or not. The second you walked out of that door you had your very first instance of bullying (Aside from Ace) since arriving in this world. A few Savanaclaw jocks standing by seemed to immediately look over and snicker.

You stood your ground as they approached, knowing walking away would make it worse and if it got bad Crewel was still in that room. “Tch, you’re the new kid huh?” One said in a very stereotypical stupid school bully way. You’re half surprised they didn’t include some insult like “dweebus” or something. “Hah, bro doesn't even have good pecs, what a fucking girl.” One says. “Never knew they made exceptions for girls!” The other says.

“Uh, yeah, it's gonna take a while for this potion to take effect.” A cat boy scoffs, “What potion.” “The one that’s supposed to make me a boy, it's taking a while.” The group went silent for a moment, the weird wolfman sniffs the air at you for a moment before beckoning his bros to lean in and listen. After a painfully awkward moment, the cat boy leader comes back to lean into your face. “So you are a boy! Big deal! You still don't have pecs!” He says, changing his whole tune. “Yeah well you may be a boy but you're… your…” The fox boy pauses, trying to find a proper insult, just to be interrupted by the wolfman again. “But you fucking suck at being one!”

“YEAH!” All three cheer together as they finally find the right niche to bully you in. Suddenly the door next to you opens. “You three! Silence! Leave them alone, it's curfew! Or do you want me to put you to work?” Crewel reprimands, leaving the three running off with their tails between their legs. “You too Yuu.” And you nod and take it as your sign to leave.

You were gonna have a great time learning how to be a boy

[nrc-counselor]

Since this discussion has been going around recently and has revealed a fair few instances of transphobia in this fandom that I wanted to my point clear: I despise the trope that "everyone finds our Yuu is a girl" because a lot of people who are writing it unintentionally embed their work with transphobia.

And while I know I do not have enough followers for this to actually make a change, I want to explain what I mean so maybe someone will think about how they write this trope.

More often then not, this idea that Yuu is a girl is inherently attached to them being cis with this revelation occurring through them either menstruating or people realizing they have boobs (yes I've seen this one a fair few times) instead of the fact that Yuu just identifies as a girl.

Ignoring my other views on this trope, assigning girlhood or proving Yuu is a girl by claiming their sex or aspects of their sex is what defines that is a problem and a big one. Not all afab people are women nor do they identify as such. Someone being able to menstruate, have boobs, or even have a vagina does not make them a woman no matter what. Similarly someone being amab does not make them a man or mean they must identify as one.

By putting this idea up that Yuu is a girl and that her proof being a girl is her being afab or her menstruating, two things occur. For the menstruation as proof of girlhood, this unintentionally attaches menstruation to girlhood or as proof you are a girl which as explained above borders closer on transphobia than people realize. This also implies there are no other afab people at NRC aka no trans men or nonbinary people who would need the same products, and I only mention this because there are a few instances in these stories where period products are unable to be found in the nurses office because "NRC is a boys school" which isn't this gotcha people think it is.

2) I cannot say this enough but attaching boobs or having a vagina as what makes you a women is not only transphobic but borders on misogyny in ways that we need to talk about. Your sex does not always define your gender.

As we get to the end of this discussion, I want to be clear in saying that I don't think the people writing these are transphobic. I honestly believe a lot of people are writing it this way because they are cis and have never had to or thought to separate their gender from their sex. As a result of never having to question it, I think they do not realize they are writing it this way.

Additionally, I am not saying your Yuu has to be gender neutral or can't be a cis women. Do what you want: your ocs are not my ocs and I have no control over them. What I am saying is that if you are making x readers which are intended to include as much of your audience as possible, please think of your trans and nonbinary readers. I am not saying that you can't have Yuu go through menstruation or write a one shot about it. You can! Hell, I can give recommendations for those.

All I am asking for is that if you are going to write a piece that uses the "everyone finds out Yuu is a girl" trope then please take my advice and look it over and consider if any of this stuff is unintentionally transphobic. I know I can't stop you from writing that and I am not trying to. I am just trying to share my voice and concerns about it as a trans person because as of late, people have not been taking them seriously especially in this fandom

[thatoneguydownthestreet]

Can I request headcanons for Idia and Malleus (separately) with a trans ftm s/o?

FEM ALIGNED DNI

Idia shroud

I'm going to be completely honest here. I think he has a small level of internalized transphobia that he needs to work through

I mean he's not going to call you slurs or anything, but...he doesn't completely see you as a guy IN THE BEGINNING

He just doesn't get it? But he kind of gets it?

He knows what it is and knows it isn't a choice, but he doesn't really understand that it's not a choice

He should be good after someone sits him down and explains the science behind it (probably ortho)

he still might ask a few insensitive questions

Please bear with him PLEASE

If he sees you getting annoyed or upset in any way with him over it he'll use ortho as a search engine to figure out all the terms

"Ortho. What the hell does FTM mean??"

Ortho would like to kindly redirect him to the urban dictionary

After all that, thing go overall smoothly

You're his boyfriend and he loves you, and he means it

Would pay for your testosterone and surgeries

Seriously, let him because he is stacked with dough that he doesn't know what to do with

Malleus Draconia

Lord help him

This man is clueless

Goes to his daddy for help

Lilia has a slightly better grasp on it

Slightly

Now knows the absolute basic science behind it

Still doesn't know what's happening

Finally goes to you

Bro doesn't use internet and has way too many questions so prepare to become google.com itself

Malleus listens to you and your explanations and weird analogies to try and explain

Leaves the conversation not really understanding but fully supportive

You're a boy? Ok! He has a boyfriend? Ok!

Just kind of takes it as another weird human thing

You explained dysphoria to him, but he still wasn't prepared for the reality of one of your "Bad days"

Lowkey starts panicking when you start crying

Gives you one of his jackets, your drowning in it

Will probably say some shit like

"Why don't you just use magic to fic it?"

"...buddy"

Anyways, it turns out you don't need to worry about surgeries because he just took care of that for you with a flick of the wrist

Congratulations you now have a d-

He loves you. You're his boy. and that will never change

____________________

All of yall better drink some damn water before I find you.

[twisted-lover-boys]

Hey!! Is it possible for you to write one of the characters to be trans masc? If so could you do like a period comfort thing with Leona, Trey and, Ace? It's perfectly okay if you can't!

Ace with a trans (ftm) boyfriend on his period

{not proof-read}

Y E S ! ! !

If you don’t mind, imma spilt this one up into 3 parts. I’ll tag you in them, promise!

Sorry if it’s a little shorter than the last one!

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“Why now of all times?”

You whined when you felt another cramp in your lower abdomen, sitting up to pop a painkiller before laying back down and placing the heating pad back on your stomach. This was now how you wanted to spend your week.

You were lucky that you were given the day off because of the pain you felt but you really didn’t want to be alone today. Too bad Ace had to listen to his dorm head.

You had other students check in on you and even had Cater and Trey stop by for snacks and games. Of course you were thankful for their company, but it didn’t compare to the comfort Ace would normally bring you. His stupid jokes, his little hand tricks, Sevens you missed him.

As you laid in your room alone, your mind started to wander. As much as you didn’t want it to, it was all you could think about. The scars on your chest were an ugly reminder. You could feel your hair growing longer again. The physical pain you felt was a reminder of your mocking biology.

The warm tears welling up in your eyes and falling down your cheeks didn’t register in your mind as you fell deeper into your thoughts. You didn’t know how long you were trapped in your dysphoria but it was long enough for someone to barge down your door

“I’m back baby boy!” Ace’s teasing yet happy tone pierced your ears, effectively bringing you out of your thoughts. He made his way over to your side of your bed, bringing out assorted snacks and pages of homework out if his bag. When he finally faced you, his usual smile dropped.

“Hey, were you crying? What’s wrong?” You rubbed your hand against your wet cheeks. It seems you did. And you knew exactly why. “It’s nothing, Ace. Don’t worry about it.”

Ace would never tell you how bad you were at lying to your face, but you were. He could tell what you were upset about easily. He but his bag down on the floor before crawling into the bed with you, moving away the heating bad and replacing it with a water bottle he warmed up during the day.

He first pulled you close by your waist before moving his hands up to your chest, glossing over the scars on your chest. “You wanna know what someone told me about these once? That they were a reminder of his struggles and just how far he’d gotten in life, how he finally accepted himself. They look good on you, y’know?”

You whimpered, new tears falling down your cheeks. Ace was quick to wipe them away with his thumb. “You’re such a flirt, dummy.” Your smile and laugh was all he needed to know that you were feeling better.

“Yeah, but I’m your dummy, baby boy.”

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[twistedwonderworm]

Hello!I saw that you write for ftm readers(I love your blog already 😭💙)can i request Leona nsfw fic making his beloved herbivore squirt with his fingers while whispering soft praises in his ear?if you're comfortable that is,thank you!(⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

Here it is! Sorry for how late it was. I was stuck working on a writing commission that sadly didn't pan out. I hope this is what you wanted, though for x ftm reader requests I keep the genitals as vague as possible unless explicitly stated. Just don't know what word some people are comfortable with.

So good for me (TWIST NSFW)

Pairing: Leona Kingscholar x ftm!reader

Warnings: Fingering, squirting

Word count: 325

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Leona loved his precious herbivore more than life itself. He just wasn't the type for PDA unless he was feeling a little jealous. That just didn't happen much since Leona knew exactly where Y/N's heart resided. Though things were much different when they were alone. He wanted to show Y/N just how much he loved him.

"Look at how gorgeous you are for me~" Leona purred, his fingers teasing his lover in just the way he liked best. Y/N mewled and clung to the beastman, wiggling a little in Leona’s lap as the prince dipped his fingers into him. Leona was just too good at knowing what riled his partner up.

Y/N wiggled more in his boyfriend’s lap, his thighs clamping together around Leona’s wrist and hand, but this didn’t stop Leona who redoubled his efforts in making his beloved feel good. He enjoyed bringing out the sweetest moans and gasps out of him.

"You're always such a good boy for me, and I should reward you for it." Leona gently nipped at Y/N's earlobe, feeling the other tightening around his fingers a bit. He could tell that Y/N was very close to finishing, and he wanted to push his lover over the edge. He wanted him to fall apart in his arms.

"Are you going to cum for me, darling~?" he chuckled as Y/N whined and nodded, trying to rock his hips to get Leona's fingers deeper into him. Leona grinned and continued to tease his beloved's sweet spot, his fingers moving faster and harsher the more Y/N wigged around in his lap.

Y/N's orgasm was more intense than they normally were as Leona's wrist and sleeve got soaked from his beloved's squirting. Leona continued to work him through it, pulling out his fingers when Y/N fell limp against him.

"You were so amazing, love," the beastman purred. "Now, let's get you a bath."

[kazumiwrites-fanfiction]

Surprises, Surprises

SUMMARY: Azul is full of surprises, and you are too. WORD COUNT: 2.1k (wow)

WARNINGS: Trans male reader (he/him pronouns), canon divergent (it branches off after the prologue), Azul being Azul, insecurities (mostly Azul), mentions of dysphoria, mentions of transphobia, mentions of periods & period products

A/N: Give me more trans & male readers because games like this are never given enough of that- (especially in otome-like games) I apologize if this became really OOC but I uh. I tried. I haven't written for months- (this whole thing reads like a crack fic to me even though I was 100% serious while writing) Uh anyways so maybe this won’t be relatable for most but this is how I view my non-cisness. If this gives anyone dysphoria I’m sorry because I genuinely haven’t written for non-gender-neutral readers in a while (and I always used to write only fem readers) so uh. This is basically a self-indulgence fic because Azul is one of my favs. I love the three Octavinelle boys- My summary-making skills are dying guys

© kazumiwrites - All rights reserved; please do not steal, edit, copy, repost (etc) my work without my express permission.

You never expected to land in a school for… boys. Obviously, since you were magicked away by some external force, it would seem odd that the magic that had isekai’d you would automatically put you in a school with hordes of cisgender men. I mean, technically the magic should categorize you as female, right? Not that you were complaining, of course, it just didn’t make much sense to your head. Hey, at least the Dark Mirror is supportive…?

Truthfully though, you were glad. And you quickly fitted into your weird life with stranger and stranger people. They never suspected that you were anything other than a cis male. How could they when you never said anything, and you were more confident by the minute? Sure, sometimes it felt like there was something off about you… But they always tried to rationalize it.

It helped that Ace, Deuce, and Grim, the three who were always with you, didn’t seem to be very bright. Of course you loved them, but they definitely needed to study more on their tests and exams. You had had enough with the scoldings from all of the teachers, especially with Grim. Of course, since you were technically half of a student, you had to get scolded alongside the little furball.

Classes that didn’t involve the use of magic went fairly well for you. Especially since Grim didn’t get the chance to mess things up (at least, not often).

Even though you didn't have magic, you could at least try to stop Grim from doing the obviously wrong thing during class (such as dozing off, pouring the wrong thing into a mixture, etc).

The one thing you were glad about in this whole mess of things was Sam. He helped you get period products (for a reduced price as he knows you're going to be coming often anyways). Anytime someone asked about it, you always brushed it off as nothing. Obviously you weren't going to tell them and get a fallout from that. Sam was basically the only person who had known that you were biologically a girl, out of necessity. At least he understood and was supportive.

As you blearily walked through the halls of Night Raven College, you sighed softly. You could never get used to the throngs of people in the many hallways that led to class. It was definitely one of the biggest schools that you had attended. And the fact that you always had to get woken up by Grim yelling at you… It sucked.

In your half-asleep state, you didn't notice a boy with a slightly eccentric gray jacket striding toward you. Not surprisingly, you bumped into him and lost your balance. You mumbled a small apology as you caught yourself, eyes flickering up to meet his gaze.

You froze slightly. This must be the infamous Azul Ashengrotto. You had heard about him from rumors, how he created contracts that came with a price. You had learned enough about Night Raven College to know that you should probably stay away.

Seems like you were a moment too late, however, as you felt a hand on your shoulder. You jumped in surprise before the boy that was behind you came to stand in front of you.

"Boo," he said with a soft giggle. His hair was teal, and he had a sharp grin on his face… Must be one of the Leech twins.

You blinked slightly, unimpressed. "Sorry, I kind of have to go…" You gestured slightly, cursing Grim mentally for just leaving you behind. Obviously the most caring creature you've ever met.

The teal-haired male frowned ever so slightly. "Koebi-chan, you aren't going to stay? C'mon, come play with us." He looked plaintive, almost like a kicked puppy.

Ebi? Oh, shrimp. Why was he calling you shrimp… That wasn't the point, you really did need to go.

"Come, Floyd, we can't stop kantokusei-san from going to class. Let him be a good student." Another tall, teal-haired boy popped up. Must be the other twin. It surprised you that he would have known your name - but you shouldn't have been. You were close to being famous yourself in this school, after all.

"Yes, Floyd, let us leave him alone." Azul spoke up, and his voice was very smooth - too smooth. One of a liar, perhaps.

You nodded slightly with a small, tight smile as Floyd let you go, quickly making your way to class. You let out a soft sigh of relief as you saw Grim's familiar face, him talking about how you were such a 'useless kobun' and how you should be 'grateful that the Great Grim is still with you even though you're so useless'. You weren't listening to it at all, just grateful that you had escaped the three Octavinelle boys (which Grim got mad at later).

You wished Lunch came sooner. You were always starving - maybe it had to do with the subjects that you didn't know anything about that you were being forced to learn. And to remember, as Grim wasn't one to remember anything. You sighed softly, gripping Grim by the scruff of his neck as you carried your tray (which had his food as well) to the table where you usually sat. At least Grim hadn't done anything too bad, like stealing. But still, he came really close, and you really didn't want to take any chances. Soon, Ace and Deuce joined you, bickering lightheartedly, and you all started talking and enjoying your lunch together.

Just when you thought you could relax, a familiar voice scared you with a 'boo' and then a laugh. You inadvertently let out a yelp, making the voice that you knew was Floyd's laugh again. "Koebi-chan, you're so funny, you're gonna make me want to scare you more!"

You turned to glare at him, but before you could speak, Ace grabbed your arm. "You know the Leech twins?"

"Yes, and I don't want to talk about it." You sighed, shaking your head. Before you could say anything else, a figure walked closer to you, and you sighed. Please, don't let him sit with us…

But it seems that whoever you were pleading/praying to didn't listen, as Azul Ashengrotto just sat down beside you. He was very obviously acting like he didn't care what was going on, but he was poised, waiting for you to talk. Definitely a smooth businessman, then.

You stared at Ace's and Deuce's gaping faces, feeling slightly amused for a moment before quickly turning back to the matters at hand (Grim didn't notice, he was too engrossed in his lunch (and would take yours too, if you weren't careful)). Even as Floyd was whining and Jade (who popped out of nowhere) was dragging him away, you still watched Azul. "So… Are you going to talk about why you aren't sitting with your friends?"

"I just wanted to get to know you, since you're a new student and all." He turned wide eyes on you, and you almost let down your guard. Almost.

"Nice try. You're just trying to get the better of me, aren't you. Let down my guard so you can create a contract with me?" You raised a brow as you watched him.

"Oh I would never. The mere thought that you would think this wounds me." What a drama queen. "I just wanted to get to know you, as one student to another."

Yeah, and you really wanted to punch him in the face. You knew you couldn't do that - it was against the rules. Still, it was particularly hard when you were pretty sure he was saying blatant lies. But you knew you had to play nice.

You put on a big, charming smile, one that felt like it could make you sick with how sweet it was. "Well, sure, I'd love to take you up on that offer. If you really don't want to hurt me?"

"Of course I wouldn't hurt you, who do you think I am?" He shrugged slightly, looking slightly disappointed in you. "I only want to help people."

Yup, definitely all an act. "All right. What do you want to know?"

As your conversation went on, you felt your guard gradually fall. He seemed to be very nice, and whatever you told yourself, it didn't seem like he was a bad person. You almost liked him. All too soon, the bell rung and lunch was over. You bowed your head to him slightly in thanks with a small smile, genuine this time, before turning to meet the two Heartslabyul boys' gaze, as well as that of your little gremlin. "What?"

"…Nothing," Deuce said before Grim started assaulting you with loads of questions, such as where did you know the guy, he looks really smart, do you think he could help us study, etc. You just shook your head, telling him that he should study on his own and that you were help enough.

Still, Azul seemed to be popping up quite frequently, which was always odd. Sometimes the twins were with him, sometimes they weren't. Although you were initially confused by who was who, you gradually started to remember their faces and voices enough to tell them apart. Although they seemed scary, they really weren't (although they did have their times… Especially Jade. You wouldn't put it past him to be a killer in disguise).

Azul just seemed to get odder and odder to you. You knew he was probably using you, but why would he keep on interacting with you? There was no way that he liked you or anything, after all.

Still, you found yourself gradually liking the time you spent together. Even Grim was commenting on how he was losing his kobun.

He did have his times of depression and withdrawal, but as he got closer to you, he gradually started to confide in you. About his worries about his appearance, about his feelings that he was powerless. That he needed more power, that he needed to shed his past.

And some part of that made you pause because it reminded you of yourself.

How you always tried to fit the mold, how you never felt right in your own body.

How you didn't know what to do when you think two completely different things about yourself.

You didn't tell him that you were trans though. Not yet. You couldn't destroy this little moment of peace in your lives.

It was selfish, you knew it was, but you couldn't help it. You were used to rejection from the people you cared about, even from other people who were around you, who didn't know you. So you continued to wear a delicate mask, hiding your true struggles.

Still, it got to a point where it was too much. You couldn't keep it from him anymore. You had to face your fears, even if it got you hurt.

So, taking a deep breath, you knocked on the door to the VIP Room. It was open most of the time (to you, anyway), but you always had to check. You were terrified of coming in while Azul was making a deal - who knows what kind of scoldings (or worse) you could get.

After hearing the words 'come in,' you walked in hesitantly. Azul had been shuffling some papers around before he looked up, seeing you. A small, genuine smile was on his lips. "Hello, to what do I owe the pleasure?"

Almost immediately after he finished speaking, you blurted out, "I'm trans," and, in a big rush, you quickly ran away.

Azul for his part was confused and a little concerned. Had he heard you right? Trans? That was where a person's gender identity was different… Hmm. So did that mean you were a girl? Or a boy? He wasn't sure.

You, on the other hand, did not know the confusion you were putting the housewarden of Octavinelle through, just sitting inside Mostro Lounge. You knew you could've run farther if you wanted to… But too late for that thought, as Jade had found you.

Without a word, he took you back into the VIP Room (without much protest from you), where you had to meet Azul's gaze.

"…So. What pronouns do you use?"

You blinked. That was… Unexpected. "Uh, he/him," you got out. "I'm a boy. Was born as a girl, but I don't like to talk about that." You shrugged slightly.

Azul looked startled for a moment before he caught himself, and he seemed to be unsure on what to do.

"Uh… I'm still the same old me, you know."

"Yes, of course. I was just… Thinking about the similarities that we must have had in childhood. Especially the not liking appearances part."

Oh, absolutely. "Yeah… Yeah, there is that." There was a strange comfort that came in knowing that he also had felt similar (if not the same) things as you had. That he wouldn't judge you.

"Oh, and uh, by the way, I like you," you said after a moment. "Since I'm done keeping secrets."

You were definitely not prepared for the explosion of flusteredness that ensued from the octo-mer in front of you.

A/N: Yeah might do a part 2 if I get enough requests (and I don't get burnt out - I shouldn't be writing, I need to be doing summer homework-)

[cup1dt3a]

Coming out Hc! Ft: Dorm Leaders

summary: headcanons n honor of girlypop month of how our beloved dorm leader cast would react to you coming out to them!

Riddle Rosehearts

He would most likely not know that much about homosexuality. His mother is and is most definitely homophonic so he would know nothing of it unless his mother speaks of it in a negative light.

Though even with his little understanding of it he will try to be supportive. He won’t know that much of what he’s being supportive of at first but he will try to be. Along with later that night after you explained it to him he would dedicate his whole night to just studying every little bit of information he could get about it just because he wants you to know he cares about you. Like he is having a whole ass study montage just for you. But he isn’t going to study all night no. He knows better than to stay up. But he may just stay up for a few more minutes then he’s supposed to just for you. His dorm is going through hell but hey we all have to make sacrifices for our loved ones.

If someone is bullying you then it’s immediately off with their head, having to write a whole essay on why they shouldn’t bully people over being attracted or a different gender, and then studying everything about LGBTQ+. If they can’t understand it then they might as well learn how to.

“So…Riddle I’m ____.” You said finally mustering up the courage to tell the red head. He remained silent for a few seconds worrying you. Holding in your breath as you awaited for him to start yelling at you about how it was wrong. “ Oh…I’m not too familiar on that subject of sexuality. Do you mind explaining it…I’m not upset with you. Mama never really told me about things like this.” He sighed giving you a reassuring soft smile of his.

Leona KingScholar

He in all honesty doesn’t care whatever you are. You could even be a fucken mango and he’s still want to go back to sleep after you told him. Like he gives zero fucks. Though he will be supportive in his own way. He won’t treat you differently or anything really but even though he’ll never tell you this he appreciates you telling him.

He may be an asshole to a lot of people especially you but he still has his own little soft spots for people that care about him. And with you caring enough to tell him he may even be a little nicer to you. Not a lot because you’re just a herbivore but still just a little nicer. He makes no promises.

If someone is bullying you well then all hell goes loose. You’re someone he actually tolerates so you’re pretty much untouchable. Because who would want to get on his bad side?

“ Well I’m _____ Leona….” You said. How you even managed to be in such a serious conversation with him you will never know but one thing you will is his face slightly softening after you tell him. He still looked a bit annoyed from being woken up from his nap, but still he then let out a chuckle. ” That’s nice….will you now let me sleep?” He stated with a tilt to his head. ” I feel so supported from you.” You huffed crossing your arms. ” I’m sorry for not leaping in joy.” He said in a dramatic gesture making you laugh.

Azul Ashengrotto

In the sea it’s very common for same sex relationships, transitions, and ect. So at first he won’t understand what’s so important about you telling him because it’s something he had seen every day growing up. But when he does he is very shocked. And has the most surprised face ever. When you explain to him about how things work up on the surface he is flabbergasted. At first he thinks it’s a joke but when he sees it’s not he’s nice again flabbergasted!

He’ll be supportive of you so don’t worry and if someone isn’t well they’re now the Leeches problem you poor unfortunate soul. Being bullied for something such as attraction or gender should be a crime. And bullying in general he’s literally the bully buster.

“I’m ___ !” You told the shady business man. “ Ok? I mean that is normal.” He told you with a soft chuckle at why this was such a big deal to you. ” Maybe where you come from but it’s very different and difficult up here.” You explained before going on about what it was like up here. After telling him he is flabbergasted! “ People even get bullied for attraction that’s just ridiculous!” He gasped.

Kalim Al Asim

This sweet baby is also very clueless on why it’s such a big deal. Not because he doesn’t understand it. No he has many siblings that probably are also part of the LGBTQ+ so he had painstakingly studied about it just for his younger siblings being the good older brother he is. He didn’t study that much but still he tried his best to understand what it was just for them. So when you go to tell him he is immediately hugging you. He’s very happy you told him it. He might even throw a party. But if you don’t want have a big ol party tell him now before he does it all in one minute. It’s literally a party everday for him so please if you don’t want one tell him or else you will now be very well known for your sexuality.

The most spot on supportive person in this whole group. If someone is bullying you well then he’s giving them a stern talking to. Joking yeah Jamil will deal with them as Kalim gives them a very friendly but oddly threatening talking to.

“ Kalim…I’m ____!” You stated in fear of what the heir would say to you. I’m “ I’m so happy! We should celebrate! How about a coming out parody!?” He suggested as he rushed to hug you.

Vil Shoenhiet

Have you seen this man? Have you fucking seen this man? He is literally the most obvious ally you will have. If you seriously thought he would be homophonic he will be extremely offended. Vil is literally the most girly pop of this group. He has literally everything in the bag. I’m not joking he is now your Marry Poppins. If you need any tips he’s got you. If you’re having gender dysphoria you’re now going shopping or whatever to help you feel better. He’s your guy!

Someone bullies you they are now cursed. Hes joking but wished he could, but he has a reputation to keep so yeah. If they’re in Pomefior their life will be even more of a living hell in that dorm. If they’re not well let’s say they would want to show their face anywhere.

“Vil ….I’m ____!” You stated waiting for his answer. “ Oh that lovely potato!… Did you seriously think I’d be homophobic? I knew you were stupid, but not that stupid.” He sighed. “ Well…I mean you just never know with people.” You shrugged. ” I’m not that judgmental or strict!” He announced while a feral Epel silently disagreed.

Idia Shroud

Another obvious Ally. Just because he rages like a serial killer when losing a game or threatens to doxx people on the internet doesn’t mean he’s homophobic. He’s literally just slouching in his chair playing on his nindento switch when you all the sudden just come out to him. Listen just because he can be mean and scary doesn’t mean he is always mentally prepared for things. It takes him a whole minute to even process what he should say. Until he eventually just says “Oh…okay.” Sure it’s not what you’re expecting but still it’s the thought that counts.

He literally will support you. He along with Vil, Kalim, and Azul probably know the most about LGBTQ+ in all honesty. He probably has questioned himself after having his fourth identity crisis every week.

If anyone bullies you well they’re dead. I’m not joking they are literally just dead to him. They may or may not have had their address leaked by some mysterious person online. No one will ever know.

“Idia I’m ____!” You announced finally getting it off you chest. ” Oh, okay…. I mean good for you, but I’m really trying to kick this persons ass right now.” He told you. ” I’ve never felt so cherished and supported in my life wow!” You sarcastically told him as he rolled his eyes.

Malleus Draconia

Once again clueless but he does know about it just not that much of it. He doesn’t see it as bad or anything really just two people who are in love. Something his hopeless romantic ass dreams of. A beautiful relationship with the person he loves most. But once you come out to him he’s very intrigued about it. And so on you’re now his very own encyclopedia or dictionary. He is thrilled to have you explain things to him. He finds your knowledge and how you put things very amusing.

Very supportive and I mean very…very supportive. He got a pride flag just for you. Just for you He will even ask Lilia many questions about it too just to learn some more about it. But yes in all honesty very supportive friend who will love you no matter what.

You aren’t being bullied no. Just no if the idiot doesn’t know your friends with him they will now know. And have a 50/50 on making it out maybe.

“ Hornton I’m ___! “ you told him anxiously waiting for his response. ” Everyday you intrigue me more and more Child of Man.” He chuckled giving you a sweet smile.

Tysm for reading this! Hope you’re all doing well or that things are getting better! In honor of the first day of pride month I had done this! I hope each and everyone of you are s having the best of luck! Sorry if a bit of them are kinda oc!

Sincerely-Cup1dT3a ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

Shout out to all of my fellow Bisexuals!

[navvyu]

An: Thanks for requesting! This request is so cute (*＾წ＾*) also i'd like to note i used wikihow as a reference point for this writing (。_。) i hope it's to your liking (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ (PS this is pretty unorganized... oops?)

(reader is referred to as girlfriend!)

Trans fem! Reader coming out to them

*not beta read

Includes: Azul, Jamil, Jade (established relationship w/ all) +Bonus Floyd and Najima (platonic)

Azul

Azul maybe confused at first and may need you to explain a little bit but he's very supportive!

He compares it to some sea animals that have hermaphroditic features

Azul is willing to try and find some temporary fixes to dysphoria like potions or something

He comes up with the most cheesy pet names for you, stuff like "My wonderful, gorgeous, darling, girlfriend" and "My beautiful girlfriend" etc.

Will PERSONALLY beat up transphobes. It doesn't matter if he's horrible at physical activity, HE WANTS TO THROW HANDS.

Will cover expenses for HRT along with estrogen and anti-androgens

Azul will stop working just to comfort you if your feeling dysphoric at any point

He'll accompany you to pride parades, protests, and any LGBT+ events you wish to go to

During pride month he puts out a limited time menu that has 'lgbt+ themed' drinks and dishes (maybe some merch if he has a little extra money)

Azul helps make your social transition as easy as he can make it, for example: He has changed your school id to have your chosen name, he kinda eases his employes and other people into using your chosen name and pronouns, along with other small but meaningful changes

He paints your nails 'feminine' colors every few weeks just as a hobby because he thinks it's fun

"My darling, your so gorgeous... I'm so lucky to have you."

Jamil

Jamil is fully supportive, and he's very proud that you came out to him

Jamil if he knows that your comfortable with sharing your transition, may mention it to Kalim.

Kalim being Kalim will cover all expenses related to your transition simply for the reason he wants to help you out and he genuinely thinks you deserve a stress-free transition

Jamil is willing to basically do anything to help your dysphoria, no but literally he will do like ANYTHING

He usually walks with you to go get your estrogen or anything you need to pick up relating to your transition (he just wants to make sure nobody is bothering you for needing your stuff)

Has a burning hatred for transphobes but he can't really do anything physically because as his status as a servant but he won't shy away from being extremely passive aggressive

If you decide to grow your hair out, he likes brushing through it and styling it

If you want to go to any LGBT+ events he'll go with you, if your lucky he might buy you some stuff

Jamil is excellent on helping you with your social transition, though he may slip up like twice

Jamil is excellent at doing makeup, if you ask him to do your makeup he'll gratefully comply

"There... now your dazzling as ever."

Jade

Jade, like Azul needs a bit of explaining what it means but he has a better understanding of what being trans fem is

Very supportive, he actually asks Azul for a little extra on that weeks pay check so he can take you on a shopping spree

Jade definitely helps with the costs and Azul and Floyd Probably Pitch in so you barely have to pay for any treatments regarding your transition

If you feel dysphoric Jade will do one of three things: 1) Wrap you in a fluffy blanket, 2) He rants to you about his mushrooms to get your mind off your dysphoria, 3) Verbal praise about how absolutely beautiful you are

Jade is usually the one going out to get supplies for you ("just because" is his reason)

If Jade encounters a transphobe that has the gull to bother you he will but his classic customer service smile on then he'll give them a 'modest' beating

has you try on jewelry, or go out to pick flowers with him every other week

If you want to go to a pride parade Jade buys a shirt that just says in comic sans "I love my girlfriend" and he wears it to EVERY parade

any other LGBT+ events he is willing to go with you

he's great at aiding your social transition, He's surprisingly good at making people slip up less on your name and pronouns

if your into fashion, he'll buy you women's fashion magazine's and then he'll just leave them on your bedside table

"Is it just me or are you more beautiful today?"

Bonus! :

Floyd

Floyd is fully supportive of your transition!

Floyd tastes you about dating Jade saying stuff like; "Why would you date Jade? All he talks about are his nasty mushrooms."

He will beat someone up in your honor, no questions asked

Floyd paints your nails every other week IT'S NON-NEGOTIABLE (if you don't want to he won't force you but he really enjoys it)

If he finds out somebody was being transphobic to you he will squeeze them like literally the second after he learns who

Overall nothing really changes from his normal behavior

"Heyyy shimpy! Tell Jade it's unfair HE gets such a cool girlfriend."

Najima

Najima (platonically) LOVES you

She quite literally just drags you away from Jamil so you two can hang out

Every time you visit her, she insists that you two have a girl night: face masks, painting nails, gossip, eating snacks, karaoke, the whole package

She's loves teasing Jamil about how he "Finally got somebody to deal with [his] horrible attitude"

Najima will bitch slap somebody if they are transphobic towards you

If your visiting her and you need your estrogen, she'll go with you to get it

if you want any advice, she your girl!

"Finally another girl! Hope Jamil doesn't mind if I steal you for a while!"

hermaphroditic - a sexually reproducing organism that produces both male and female gametes(- ability to have both female and male reproductive systems)

Extra note: I added Floyd and Najima in the POV that your dating their sibling thats why they are not written as romantic :DD

[loser-o]

Hello this is my first post on here and I am in the mood to write something so here is a one shot if you want to read it. :) I am open to constructive criticism and it, by all means, is welcome!!

Character: Malleus Draconia

Reader: male, using he/him pronouns, trans friendly :)

Reader is not yuu he was born in twisted wonderland and is a second year in Octavinelle dorm and works for Azul.

FEMALE ALIGNED DNI!!

Warnings/info: maybe cringe, Malleus may be ooc (im not sure), confessions, kissing, this could be sucky as this is my first fanfic, the pov is third person limited (i think) so instead of you/your is would be he/him/his, i can’t think of anything else at the moment

Summary: Malleus loved the boy and just had to let it be known to him. (I suck at summarizing)

It was odd. This feeling he had gained, he had never felt anything like it. This feeling, it was warm, welcoming even. It was trying to pull him closer, as close as it could get him.

This feeling was an unusual thing for the fae to be feeling. This feeling, he concluded, was caused by none other then the peculiar second year who worked at Mostro Lounge.

No he wasn’t speaking of one of those shady twins(hehe ohshc reference), he was speaking of (name). The beauty of Octavinelle that had caught his eye. He was a quiet and quite shy, but what really stood out to Malleus was that he wasn’t scared of him. Not even a single bit. It fascinated the dragon fae.

That is how Malleus Draconia ended up making heart eyes at (name). He didn’t know when it had happened, but he had fallen for the boy. His heart was pierced by a hook and reeled in by (name). It all happened so fast. One day Malleus got bumped into on his nightly walk, and now here his is only a few weeks later totally aw-struck and in love with the timid boy.

There was something about him. Was it his rare smiles, or the soft look he always had when talking to Malleus? Or maybe it was his timid, but not afraid, demeanor? Malleus didn’t exactly care, or know, what had really reeled him in. All he knew was that he was utterly, and hopelessly in love with him.

Back to the present, Malleus had come to Mostro Lounge waiting for your shift to end to see you. He was waiting for over an hour in excitement. He stood outside of the dorm mirror awaiting for his arrival, as they had planned to meet up after his shift.

There he came walking out, the moment he came out of the mirror Malleus’s gaze was glued to his form. It was almost like he was stuck in a trance, or put under some kind of spell.

So they began their walk, walking through the forest for the calming atmosphere away from all the chaos that was known as Night Raven College. The sun was setting in the distance. The view picture worthy, but that wasn’t what Malleus was focused on, his gaze was entirely focused on him.

“The view is amazing. Wouldn’t you agree?” silence was the answer (name) had received. Glancing over at Malleus, he was surprised to see him already gazing at him. “Malleus?” there was a certain look in his eyes. Something, if not payed close attention to, most would miss. This caused (name) to get flustered beyond belief, causing him to look away avoiding the intense gaze that was set on his figure.

“Hmmm?” was the dragon faes response, followed by a smug sounding “Did I fluster you my dear?” He knew he had when the other male couldn’t look up to meet his gaze.

This was a common occurrence between the two of them. Malleus just adored teasing him and seeing that flustered face he would make.

“I wanted to tell you something,” he continued with a voice just above a whisper. This got the other male to finally look up at him. “I’m quite fond of you beastie,” Malleus spoke in such a fond voice (name) wasn’t sure if he was hearing things or not.

“You do realize that, right?” Malleus spoke once more, trying to get his point across the best he could. He never excelled with explaining or comprehending emotions, especially those of his own.

A nod and a quiet “yes” was the response he got in return to his deceleration. “I quite enjoy your company as well,” there was a small stumble in his voice, almost as if he was hesitant to say it.

“I’m more than fond of you actually,” Malleus’s voice seemed, almost, small. As if scared of something, but what? “I think…” he paused, “I think I love you.” There it was, why he seemed scared. He was scared of the rejection he might face from him, and how it could affect their relationship.

(Name)’s Head snapped up hearing that. “You love me?” he muttered, sounding and looking like he was stuck in some kind of daze.

“Yes…” Malleus trailed off, scared of the reply he might receive.

(Name) looked up, “Really? Like you really love me, this isn’t some kind of joke or anything right?”

A nod. A nod was the response he got. Malleus Draconia actually loved him back! (Name) couldn’t help himself and flung his body towards Malleus. He had gained air and wrapped himself around the taller male in something close to a bear hug.

“Can I kiss you?” (name) asked, looking a kin to an excited puppy. Malleus swore he saw a tail wagging behind him.

The response he got wasn’t verbal but physical as Malleus’s lips were already on his own. The kiss was everything they both had ever dreamed of, it felt all to short as they pulled away.

“Does this mean you harbor romantic feelings for me as well?” was the question asked by Malleus after a few seconds.

“Of course I do Mal. I don’t just randomly ask to kiss people,” there was a playful roll to his eyes.

“So are we dating then?”

“Yes”

[sharkboywrites]

"You're Just a Boy, You Are No Man, And Nobody You Know Will Understand"

Twst staff finding out stealth ftm reader is trans (platonic)

Reader is a trans man and implied to pass, misgendering, mentions of dysphoria and periods

A/N: Back with a part two to this post after the poll came out mostly positive. I really love the staff taking on a parental role to Yuu/player, its just so sweet.

Dire Crowley

Getting teleported to twisted Wonderland was a very difficult experience, and of first the first person you met, and the one causing most of the problems for you, was Crowley. As the headmage of the school, he had to do something with you and generally take care of you. it was only a matter of time before you had to tell him the truth.

This doesn't mean you avoided the inevitable conversation as much you could. You were able to go a few weeks without running into an issue, that being the dreadful natural process that comes once every month.

While you could run to Sam, there was the small issue of the right clothes to wear, after all boxers won't really cut it in this situation, so unfortunately you had to go to Crowley for the right things to wear.

It was definitely an uncomfortable situation , sitting in Crowley's office, having to explain the situation to him. He was also, clearly, made a bit uncomfortable by the situation, but as headmage of the school, it was his job to provide you with what you needed.

you could already sense that dreaded feeling coming in the back of your throat as you explained. You really didn't want to cry in front of him, it was embarrassing, but there was really nothing you could do to stop it. In all honesty, Crowley doesn't know how to react in this situation, he's not really good with comforting and all that, so he isn't sure what to do once you get up and leave once the conversation, tears threatening to pour from your eyes.

You do find the next day, however, the clothes you requested, although you're decently sure he made a guess on the sizing, and a small chocolate bar. A small note sat with the items, reading "You've been excused of all chores for this week, take the break you need". Truly a bird dad at heart, even when he's not good with the talking part.

Divus Crewel

While Crewel can be seen as, well, cruel, he's taken a liking to you as you've made your way into Night Raven College. Now obviously he hadn't thought much of Crowley, knowing he did the bare minimum keeping you at the school, but he didn't expect this.

Other than your school uniform and the clothes you showed up in, you really didn't have anything else to wear, and he was not having it. Of course once he found out he dragged you to the nearest clothing store. Caught up in his anger and disappointment with Crowley, he didn't see how nervous you actually were about getting new clothes.

It wasn't until you had to make decisions did he pick up on your hesitation. he was a bit pushy with trying to get you to pick out things, but it wasn't until it came to trying thing on he realized just why you were so hesitant about this whole thing. It really all had clicked the moment you had to actually try things on, but he had reassured you that everything was fine and took a different approach.

He started to prioritize clothes that would make you feel comfortable over the ones he thought looked fashionable, although don't doubt for a second fashion won't still be considered.

Once you're all done you've got a new wardrobe and Crewel understands you a lot better. After this there's very clear favoritism once in the classroom now, which Ace will complain about until the day he dies. But that's alright, it's worth it to put with the complaining now that Crewel's you're new dad figure who's willing to do anything to make you feel comfortable with the other boys

Mozus Trein

Out of all the staff at Night Raven College, professor Trein is the most of a dad, quite literally, after all he had three daughters. Because of this, he can pick up on those small things that make you different from the other male students at Night Raven College. While he had his assumptions, he never outright said anything. He decided it was none of his business, and that if you wanted him to know, you would come to him instead.

it was during one of his classes that he noticed you seemed really uncomfortable. Not just uncomfortable physically, but mentally. It looked like you were ready to burst into tears with one wrong move. When class ended, he told you to stay after.

In that moment it felt like everything had gotten so much worse. Had you messed up? Were you in trouble? That's really not something you could handle right now. but to your surprise, he asked if you were alright instead.

You couldn't help when you started to cry a bit at that moment, although you did your best to hold back as much of it as you could. this caught him off guard, he didn't want you to cry. After reassuring you that it was alright, you explained to him what was going on. You told him how you were trans, how you were trying so hard to hide it, and how dysphoria had really been eating away at you ever since you got there.

Fortunately, when raising his own daughters Trein had to comfort them plenty, so he was able to calm you down enough to once again reassure you that everything would be alright. He told you that if you had any issues, to come to him and that he wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want to. if you wanted the rest of staff to know, he'd help you slowly come out.

After that, he's very attentive to you in class, always making sure you seem alright. He really just wans you to be okay, even if he doesn't know that much about being queer. he starts to see you as one of his kids, and he wants to protect and help you in any way he can.

Ashton Vargas

Out of all the teachers you weren't very exited to learn about your identity, it was Vargas. He's like the average intimidating man that you're not sure if you want him to know you're queer. his reaction would either be super supportive, or he'd be the most transphobic person you'd ever met. teaching gym, it was inevitable that he would eventually find out you were trans.

When it came to locker rooms, it was really a challenge. there was no way you could change with the rest of the guys, they'd figure it out in seconds, and no you can't get out of changing for gym. So you had to go to Vargas to ask if there was somewhere else you would be able to change. Of course, he made you explain. it wasn't in a mean way, but he wants to push every student to being the best version of themselves, and being too scared to change in a locker room was not going to help that, a least according to him.

So, you had to tell him. You explained to him that you were trans and not only were you not comfortable changing with the rest of the boys, it would be unsafe for you if in the room with the wrong person. he's very taken aback by this. he probably isn't the type of teacher to think about students being queer, not in a homophobic way, just not something he generally thought about. So he offered to let you use one of the bathrooms nearby, as long as you didn't tell anybody about it.

This does not mean, however, that he'll suddenly go easy on you. you're still expected to do the same exercises as the rest of the boys. you are a boy and therefore will be pushed just as hard as the rest of them. Sorry, no getting out of that one. Vargas doesn't really see you any differently. You're still one of his students and need to be pushed to your limits, no matter how much you may dislike it. In fact, this makes him even harder on you. he's strict about making sure you don't exercise in a binder and gives you work outs that would make you more physically masculine.

So congratulations, you're given even more work than all the other students, but it's in good intentions from Vargas.

Sam

In the end, it was inevitable that you would also have to go to Sam at some point. I mean those period products aren't gonna buy themselves. Even though it wasn't really an ideal situation, Sam seemed like the person who'd you'd rather come out to than everyone else.

He's a bit odd, but he doesn't seem like the type to be judgmental, although he might bug you a little bit about it, not in a mean way though, the way he does to everybody. He's a bit of a sassy guy and that isn't going to stop for you.

When you first ask if he has anything that could help, he simply laughs. yes, it's an odd request that he wasn't expecting, but of course he has some. In fact, he even has enough for you to pick out a preferred size of whatever it was that you wanted.

he doesn't tell anyone if you don't want him to, although when you show up, with friends or not, he'll make a few sly jokes about it. Not enough to out you, just enough to let you know that he knows, and it doesn't bother him at all.

this took me a lot longer than I thought I would, probably because I kept goofing off and getting on my phone instead of writing. I feel like Sam's part is really short but at this point I'm pretty tired and need a hot chocolate lol. ty for reading and have a nice day <3

[humbletumblecrudi]

Hiiiii I love yr writing!!! Can I request Vil, Lilia, and Trey w a transmasc s/o (if you can only do 2, Vil and Lilia)

You are so valid Anon, and I did all three of them! You deserve the best! (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)

Ships: Vil × M!Reader, Lilia × M!Reader, and Trey × M!Reader

Warning(s): Reader is not mentioned to be pre or post operations except in one section for each character where binding is mentioned, ignore those if they don't apply to you!

DISCLAIMER: This is for Trans Masc individuals, woman please do not read this! You can read if your Trans and use any different Masc pronouns (if your unsure about reading this, you can simply ask, I do not bite)!

＞ Vil Schoenheit 

Fully understands each experience in being Trans is different per individual and completely understands what he'll have to ask for. He asks for anything notable other than your preferred pronouns, and he kisses your cheek as you finish. 

Vil is apart of many workplace organizations that are against discrimination and nobody can really do anything about it, nor want to as Vil only surrounds himself with the best. So if you visit him on set you are guaranteed to meet nice (or at least professional and respectful) people.

If you're binding, he only promotes the safest of bindings and the proper brands to help. Might be a bit of a spender on anything you need and only stops once everything has a matching outfit. Yes, your shape-wear now has a matching outfit that gives you a masculine look based on your combined taste.

He's not perfect and might push you on makeup if you don't wear any or how you have said makeup on, but he's honestly trying and does give you examples to help see what he sees. If you don't like makeup at all, please tell him and he'll make a compromise of only foundation and maybe something for your cheeks when with him. Make sure to keep makeup wipes… 

＞ Lilia Vanrouge 

Has been around the block and completely understands what you're talking about. Don't be shocked by that, you'll hurt this old man's feelings! He's seen and battled alongside many men and women who also were Trans, and don't worry, some of them are still close to him today! 

He's genuinely honest with you (about his age, about the general relationship he has with Silver) and would appreciate honesty about yourself (your health) as well. He knows it's hard and he will not force anything from you: but don't lie about how you feel or if you're feeling dysphoria. He would like to help. If you tell him about your past, he'll feel a bit special!

He likes to spoil you a bit, as he's a royal advisor and you must know he has some thaumarks to throw around. Matching outfits (like onesies and hoodies too large for each of you) and fuzzy socks in horrendous colors of his favorite video games are common gifts! But he does chip in a binding set every special occasion, so you have a set that matches your growing body at least! 

Will genuinely be surprised there's flags for such things, even if he knows the dark history equality has to get through to make it so mainstream (he's a part of a race and kingdom looking for equality himself)! Please, get him something with a flag of his gender/sexuality on it and make sure it matches yours! (If you get a hoodie, get him one; if you get a pin, get him one.)

＞ Trey Clover

The big brother at the start of you coming out to him. He stands there with his arms crossed and listens silently with a smile and nodding his head. He loves you and only you, no matter what: a relationship is something you choose everyday you wake up, and he loves you dearly each day. 

He then slides into being a helicopter mom sometime after the full reveal and the asking questions part. Your binding safely, correct? Do you have the proper shape-wear that's your size? What time did you put it on this morning? If you're binding and you're doing fine, reassure him that you have this handled.

Expect a dumb couple thing that you'd only see maybe a decade ago! "My boyfriend has a good cook in me!" is on his apron while he cooks. He has a t-shirt with a cheap decal that has "Return to my boyfriend" and, scarily, he has a matching one in your size reading: "I'm the boyfriend". There is no way anybody can mistake you two from being a couple this way!

Is the most down to Earth of the three and also asks about any hygiene changes or difficulties you may have. He's an older sibling and knows that hygiene is very important, and doesn't shy away from bodily topics. If it's too much for you he'll never bring it up again, as your happiness is important. But do take care of yourself, you mean a lot to him! 

[4belphie]

begging yall to PLS stop using she/her pronouns for yuu/reader when its not necessary/specifically requested

[thatoneguydownthestreet]

Hi! I really liked your apocalypse reader hc's and saw that you started to take requests. Could you please write a comfort nsfw fic or hc's for Leona with ftm!reader or gn!reader who is scared of being taken advantage of just for sex, and perhaps insecure about their body and inexperience(first time) . Just soft reassuring intercourse. I hope that this prompt is ok!

FEM ALIGNED DNI

Kisses. You felt slow and soft kisses being left everywhere on your body.

Everywhere.

On your face.

On your neck.

On your thighs.

Your hands.

Your stomach.

Everywhere.

They were so....sweet.

...

Just keep your eyes closed.

...

Why were they so sweet? Why was he being so sweet? This isn't how you imagined it to go.

But then again, you didn't know how it was supposed to go, didn't you?

...

Keep your eyes closed. Relax.

...

He went lower. Oh God. What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing.

...

Calm down.

...

He just bit your thigh. Oh God. Oh no.

"Stop", your eyes flew open, and all of the sudden you realized you said that out loud.

Leona shot up and looked at you. He looked concerned and...scared? Ashamed? You don't know.

...

It was quite for a beat. Two. Three.

Then he let go of you. Leaving the spot from in between your legs to sit on the side of the bed. Still looking at you. Still close.

Ah fuck. Now look what you did.

You pulled your legs up to your chest.

Your chest. Your thighs...

...

Close your eyes. Take a deep breath. You're ok. He loves you.

...

You're safe.

...

You felt fingers caresse your face, ever so softly. Ever so gentle.

...

A beat of silence. Two. Three.

...

You opened your eyes.

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry"

Oh.

You both stopped. Why was he apologizing?

Leonas lips twitched upwards a bit, and he let out a small sound of amusement. Just a small huff, but it was enough.

You felt your shoulders let down a bit at that, letting out a breath of laughter. It was a nervous breath of laughter. But it was still laughter either way.

Leona held your face in his hands and kissed your nose. Then your cheek. And your temple.

Your hands moved to find the tattoo on his arm. Running your fingers along the design.

He was till holding your face. Heh.

What if..?

You tilted you head slightly to kiss his palm, and smiled. Leona smiled back. He was so sweet in moments like this. When you were alone.

Then he frowned.

Oh yeah.

You had just fucked up, didn't you?

"Did I do something wrong?", he sounded concerned. Oh.

...

Ah shit.

"NO! no. I'm sorry, it was me. I love you and I trust you, I just....I just got... Scared", you trailed off a bit at the end. What were you..?

Like a mind reader, leona responded almost immediately.

"Scared of what?", you saw his tail flick, and with one look at his face, you could tell he knew it wasn't the best way to word things. But he also didn't make any move to try and ask in a sweeter way.

And he didn't have to.

You were just thinking that yourself. Just what the hell are you so afraid of?

....

You know. You've known for a while.

...

With a shaky breath and a voice that could barely even register as a whisper, thank go for your boyfriend beastman hearing, you finally voice the thought that had been plaguing you since you entered leonas room....maybe even before then.

...

"You're...you're not gonna leave me right after this right? You won't just-"

"Herbivore. What the hell"

You felt blood rush to your face. Shit. You knew this was a stupid question.

...

He never answered.

...

Your took a strand of hair and began playing with it while you looked at your boyfriends' face.

That concerned look from before was back by ten fold. Along with some irritation that... wasn't aimed at you for some reason.

"Why would you think I would leave you? Who the hell told you that"

"I just- It happens! You can't deny that it happens!"

"We have been together for two. years! I've been hiding this from my family and kingdom for two years! Do you honestly think I'd take that kind of risk for a fling?!"

...

You think there might be more blood in your face than there is anywhere else in your body. Shit.

You took a deep breath. It turned shaky at the end.

You lied your legs out, just enough that made leona move a little.

He moved towards you, arms wrapping around that much tighter.

You held him back. Tucking your head underneath his and nuzzling into his neck.

You felt him petting your hair. You wrapped you arms around his neck, moving yourself to fully sit in his lap, before speaking. Hesitantly, but noticeably more calm.

"...I've never done this before"

You felt leona let out a little laugh from under you.

"I haven't either"

...

"...huh?", you felt leona let out a laugh, bigger this time.

"Y/N. I'm a prince. If I were to get caught having sex with anyone but my spouse, it would be... well it'd probably be the biggest scandle since that little stunt my brother pulled after his coronation"

You smiled into his neck a little.

"Does this mean I'm your little scandal?"

"Heh."

"...or does this mean I'm your spouse? Your husband?"

...

You felt your back hit the bed, your boyfriend now on top of you, looking at you in a weird mix between mischief and adoration. (He looked so sweet)

"Stay with me long enough, and you will be"

You smiled, and finally relaxed your shoulders.

"I will"

It was a promise. One you believed in full. Both of you.

You saw leona smile just before you closed you eyes.

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You gripped onto the thick blankets and sheets that were messily spread out on leonas bed as he gently thrusted in and out of you.

You were both panting a bit as leona leaned down to kiss you, tongue slipping into your mouth.

You reached up to wrap your arms around his neck and tangled your fingers in his long hair, giving it a yank or two.

He let out a low moan into your mouth, and thrusted a little bit sharper than before. Knocking a gasp out of you.

You pulled back, your head falling back onto the many pillows that were propping you upright, leaving a thin trail of saliva between both of your mouths.

You looked up at leona, at the man you loved, and you just knew, for better, for worse, and forever, he'll love you back.

His thrusts got a little sloppier as he leaned his head down the kiss you thigh, kissing the same place he had biten earlier this very evening.

Ah, the kisses were back.

(The sweetness was back)

You closed you eyes.

You tried to relax.

And as you feel yourself getting lost in the pleasure and the pain and sweetness.

You smiled.

"I love you"

"I love you"

And somehow you knew, he was smiling back.

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*Chugs water bottle*

Bro. Bro listen I know this was a soft porn request. And I know I gave too much soft and not enough porn. So uh. Sorry bout that cheif.

Also can we talk about how everyone forgets that leona is a whole ass price? And has to mostly abide by princely shit? Like arranged marriages and the fact that he probably wouldn't be able to choose who he loves?

So yeah. Secret relationship go BBBBrRRRRR.

Again, sorry if this isn't what you wanted.

[twisted-lover-boys]

I saw your requests were open and I was wondering if you would be willing to write Lilia x trans-masc reader period comfort fluff?

I completely understand if you can't do this because it makes you uncomfortable.

If it does please just delete this ask, I won't mind.

Lilia with a trans (ftm) boyfriend on his period

{not proof-read}

Ofc!! I love doing trans reader stuff not only because I am trans (ftm) myself, but I feel it’s important to include trans people into our community and writings!

Please don’t ever be afraid to ask me to write for you!

Side note: reader is implied to have top surgery! Thank you!

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“This sucks.”

That was really all you could say. As you laid down on your bed, a heating pad around your lower stomach, pain killers and dark chocolate on the table beside you, and a hefty water bottle next to you on the floor, you could only think about how life sucked right now.

While everyone else had gone to class, you were allowed a sick day because of your condition. It was selfish of you, but you really didn’t want Lilia to go.

Sure, you’ve had other students come in and check in on you and you’ve even had your son Silver to hang out with. But you just wanted Lilia. You wanted to hear his reassuring voice, you wanted to feel his hugs, you wanted to relish in his kisses to your forehead.

Your mind wandered. It wandered to a place you really didn’t want to go. You felt your chest. Sure “they” were gone, but you could still feel the scars. You felt your hair. It was getting longer again. You didn’t even need to go below your waist as biology mocked you to your face.

You almost didn’t notice the fresh tears welling up in your eyes until they fell down your cheeks. You could taste the saltiness of them and feel how warm they were. This sucked. This truly sucked.

Your mind was lost in dysphoria, but for how long, you had no idea. You had only broken out of it when you heard a knock at your door. You didn’t feel like standing up so you couldn’t only shakily say “come in.”

“I have returned, my prince!” Lilia’s voice sounded in your ears, his jovial tone making a small smile break across your face. His fangs were visible as he smiled down at you from where you laid. His smile didn’t last long though…

“My dear, why are your cheeks wet?” He asked. That’s when it dawned on you that you did indeed cry. You swiftly wiped your cheeks to dry them. “‘M sorry, Lilia. It’s nothing, don’t worry about it.”

Oh he was absolutely going to worry about it. Although he hadn’t been gone long, he knows exactly what was going through your head. He’s been with you long enough to realize. So he crawled into the bed with you, replacing the heating pad with a warm water bottle.

His hands made their way up to your chest, just up to your heart, making sure to feel the scars under your chest. “You know what I feel? I feel the scars of a battle long won. They’re here not to remind you of the past, they’re here to tell you just how strong you’ve been. Don’t ever feel like you’re not enough.”

You hiccuped as you let more tears flow down. Not out of sadness, but out of happiness. Lilia smiled sweetly as he wiped away the stray ones that escaped your eyes. “Come now, my prince. Don’t cry. I’m here with you now.”

You sniffled as you finally calmed down. All that reminded were a few hiccups and shaky breaths. “Thank you, Lilia.” The fae kissed your forehead. “Of course.”

“Anything for my prince.”

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[twistedwonderworm]

Already home (TWST FLUFF)

Pairing: Kalim Al-Asim x FtM!reader

Warnings: A bit of angst

Word count: 316

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He couldn't see why they couldn't understand. Tears streamed down Y/N's face, and he wiped them off on his sleeve as he walked. He didn't want Kalim to see him like this. Sweet Kalim who could light up a whole room with his smile and personality.

Y/N had come out to his parents that night, thinking they'd still accept him as their child, but that's where everything started to fall apart. In their eyes, he wasn't old enough to make the 'decision' but they didn't realize that this wasn't him making a decision. The only ‘decision’ he made was to be himself so he could truly be happy. And it wasn’t like he was a child. He was practically an adult.

He eventually made it to Kalim’s place and fell almost bonelessly into his boyfriend’s loving arms, and Kalim happily held him, just chatting about random things that happened to him that day, trying to find a way to keep Y/N's mind off of things.

"I need a place to stay…" U/N said softly. "I was kicked out."

"No," Kalim said. "That place was never home for you. Home is where you are happiest and safest. Home is filled with people who love and care for you. That place was never home so they didn't kick you out. They freed you, darling. Your home is here, with me. You have always been home. You just never realized it."

Y/N looked up at his boyfriend who smiled softly as he kissed the tear tracks that had dried on Y/N's cheeks.

"Are you sure, love?" He asked Kalim.

His boyfriend laughed and nodded, "Of course, it won't be any trouble at all. I love you too much to leave you in the cold, and I would love for you to live with me."

"I love you too, Kalim. Thank you so much."