#Genderfluid man

[genderqueerblog]

I don't have anyone irl to tell this too, so I hope it's okay to tell you.

I'm genderqueer, genderfluid, and transmasculine. I've been identifying that way for a couple years now. But recently I've been thinking about how much masculinity plays into my identity. I basically have 7 genders, and all but one have some degree of intrinsic masculinity and/or maleness, and the one that doesn't (exclusively a woman) is the rarest. My most common gender is genderqueer man. I want to go on hrt, get top and bottom surgery, and change my legal sex to male. I'm comfortable with people assuming I'm a guy, grouping me with guys, etc. I decided I want to recognize this in the way I label myself, but I'm still in the process of picking a label. I don't know which way I'll go, and I'm open to suggestions. I'm considering:

-genderfluid (what I am now)

-genderfluid man

-genderfluid trans man

-genderfluid and a guy

I just needed to tell someone because the only friend I was out to doesn't talk to me anymore, and posting on my tumblr feels so lonely. Thank you.

December 1, 2023.

I apologize for the wait, but I'm glad you shared this. It's an honor to be able to use this blog as an outlet for my closeted siblings.

Whether you're labeling yourself as genderfluid, a genderfluid man, a genderfluid trans man, genderfluid and a guy, something else, or you haven't decided yet, I hope that you have a friend you can be yourself around again, and that you feel more confident than you did when you sent this ask.

[thatqueergarbagerat]

The worst thing is being fixated on something you can't find any content for. Literally all I can think about is being a genderfluid trans man. Why is no one talking about being a genderfluid trans man 😔

[genderstarbucks]

I was gonna name and create this gender myself, but I'm having a hard time rn 😭

So, may I request a gender where you're a trans male that's mostly agender, but your gender is also stagnant and fluid at the same time? Thanks! ^w^

Agentroyfluid is a term for being mostly agender, slightly a trans man, but at the same time it's also stagnant and fluid.

Agentrirlfluid is a term for being mostly agender, slightly a trans woman, but at the same time it's also stagnant and fluid.

Alt Flags:

[vampitsm]

I haven't posted in awhile, so I just decided to post something easy.

I made a Genderfluid Man + Woman flags.

[Flags need ID]

I also made a Agender Man + Woman flags.

[Flags need ID]

[shk0lstun-flagz]

Fluidman - For men-aligned ppl that feel fluid like in nature, fluid with presentation or gender (masc, fem, neutral/androgyny, and maybe even xenic) A more specific type of Genderfluidity, this remains man aligned while being fluid like, it never encompassas woman alignment.

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Fluidwoman - For women-aligned ppl that feel fluid like in nature, fluid with presentation or gender (masc, fem, neutral/androgyny, and maybe even xenic) A more specific type of Genderfluidity, this remains woman aligned while being fluid like, it never encompassas man alignment.

[yumysodaposting]

Linumgender/linumfluid and liliumgender/liliumfluid

Linumgender/linumfluid: a term to describe a genderfluid man. Someone who is linumfluid may prefer to be seen and treated as a man although their gender is not always male or man-aligned.

Liliumgender/liliumfluid: a term to describe a genderfluid woman. Someone who is liliumfluid may prefer to be seen and treated as a woman although their gender is not always female or fem-aligned.

[your-blorbos-are-queer]

cytomander the swift from tengen toppa gurren lagann is polyamorous, androsexual, and a genderfluid man

submitted by @too-odd-for-ordinary

*the flag on the bottom right is @/vampitsm 's "genderfluid man" flag (link)*

[genderqueerdykes]

I've been seeing a disturbing number of "queer safe spaces" describe themselves as things like "femme & them" and even worse "she+," conflating femininity & nonbinaryhood. cease this immediately. say it with me: nonbinary people are NOT women-lite and it is extremely violent and straight up incorrect to imply that all they/thems are fem adjacent. this is erasure and this verbiage does nothing but make gnc and nonbinary spaces unsafe for masc and male nonbinary people. nonbinary, genderqueer and other third gender people can be and are masculine and men, we can be hes as well as shes and theys, stop allowing yourself and your peers to view nonbinary as woman/femme-lite, signed a butch nonbinary person.

[gor3sigil]

Before starting T, when I socially transitionned, I was surrounded by radical feminists who saw masculinity as gross and inherently evil, something to avoid, something to make fun of, something to destroy. The other transmascs in my friend group, sometimes, told me that they didn’t knew if they really were non-binary or if they just were scared shitless of saying “I am a man”. Because they saw this as a betrayal to their younger self who had been SAd and abused.

I saw many of my masc friends and trans men around me hate themselves, not outing themselves as men because it would imply so so much, it was like opening the Pandora Box. Even when we were just together, talking about our masculinity was always coated with bits like “I know we’re the privileged ones but…”, “I don’t want to sound like I have it bad but…”, “Women obviously have it worse, but last time…” and we were talking about terrible traumas we experienced while taking all the precautions in the world in the case the walls were a crowd of people in disguise waiting to get us if we didn’t downplay the violence we faced, or like crying and being upset and being traumatized and afraid and scared and to say it out loud would make us throw up the needles we were forced to swallow every second of every day living in our skin.

Most of us weren’t on T yet, some of us were catcalled every day and harassed in the streets or in abusive relationships nobody seemed to care to help them get out of because they were “strong enough” to do it by themselves.

I was using the gender swap face app and cried for ours when I saw my father looking back at me through the screen. The idea of transforming, of shedding into a body that would deprive me of love, tenderness, and safety, was absolutely terrifying. I knew I couldn’t stay in this body any longer because it wasn’t mine, but I also knew that if I was going to look like my dad, my brother, my abusers, it would be so much worse.

5 years later and I’m almost 2 years on T, and almost 2 months post top surgery.

I ditched my previous group of friends. I was bullied out of my local trans community. But let me tell you how free I am.

I was scared that T would break my singing voice: it made it sound more alive than ever.

I was scared that T would make me less attractive: it made me find myself hot for the first time in my life.

I was scared that T would make me gain weight: it did. But the weight I put on is not the weight I used to put on by binging and eating my body until I forgot that it even existed. It’s the weight of my body belonging to me, little by little. The wolf hunger for life.

I won’t tell you the same story I see everywhere, the one that goes “I started going to the gym 8 times a week, I put on some muscles, I started a diet and now I look like an action film actor”, in fact if you took pictures of me from 5 years ago vs now I’d just have more acne, I’d have longer hair and still look like I don’t know what to do with myself when I take selfies.

But the sparkle in my eyes, my smile, tell the whole story way better than this long ass stream of words could ever.

I want to say some things that I wish someone told me before starting medically transitionning.

It’s okay to take your time. It’s your body, it’s your journey, if you don’t feel comfortable taking full doses and want to go slow, the only voice you need to listen to is your own. Do what feels right.

If you feel overwhelmed, it’s okay to take a break, it’s okay to ask for support.

Trans people are holy. Everyone is. You didn’t lose your angel wings when you came out because you want to be masculine. You are not excluded from the joy of existence, from being proud of yourself, from being sad, from being scared, from being angry. The emotions and feelings you allowed yourself to feel while processing what you experienced when you grew up as a girl and was seen as a woman are still as valid as before. Nobody can take that from you. If someone tries to, don’t let them.

It’s perfectly normal to grieve some things you were and had before you started to transition, like your high soprano voice or even your chest. Hatching is painful. You can find comfort in things that don’t feel right, so making the decision to change can be incredibly scary and weird and you deserve to be heard and supported through this. Wanting top surgery doesn’t make the surgery less intense, less terrifying, less painful to recover from. When it becomes too much you have the right to take a break and take some deep breaths before going on.

You don’t have to have a radical, 180° change for your transition to be acceptable or valid or worthy of praise. Look at how far you’ve come already. It doesn’t have to show, you’re not made to be a spectacle, you’re human and it is your journey.

Oh, and last thing, you know when some people say “Oh this trans person has to grow out of the cringy phase where you think that you can write essays about being trans or transitionning or just their experience because it’s weird” ? If you ever hear this or see this online, remember all the people whose writing you read and, even if they were not professional writers, helped you more than any theorists did ? If you want to write, do it. It won’t be a waste. It can help people. Or it won’t, and even then, if it helped you, that’s enough.

Love every of my trans siblings, take care of yourselves. You deserve the world.

[castielfucks]

theres actually no rules to transitioning and youre allowed to want contradictory things for your transition. it's fine if you only want some of the changes that come with hrt and take preventative measures for the rest (like wanting bottom growth but not body hair or vice versa). you can want to have vagina AND a dick. you can be a woman and want top surgery, or wear a packer. you can be a man and want to have a pussy. you can change your transition goals one or a million times or not have any goals at all and just take things as they come or as they feel right.

there are no rules.

[midwestemokilledmygrandma]

transsexual is not an old fashioned or outdated term. transsexual is not a term only used by transmedicalists, truscum and transphobic trans people. you do not have to like or use the term transsexual for yourself and no one is forcing you to, however you do have to be normal about other people using the term transsexual to describe themselves and their experiences.

people still use the term transsexual, transsexual is a term steeped in trans history and trans liberation because transness is not just about the gender binary but also about the sex binary. for many people transness is inherently related to their sex and they are trying to change their sex. sex is not an irrefutable, immutable fact and the sooner people accept that the sooner trans, nonbinary and intersex liberation becomes a possibility. I hate the sentiment that gender is a changeable social construct and sex is a biological fact because sex is also a changeable social construct.

stop buying into t_rf and transphobic rhetoric about sex.

[thatqueergarbagerat]

Calling myself a genderfluid trans man now, let's see how long this lasts

[donnieisaprettyboy]

“queer people need to get WEIRDER-” you can’t even handle genderfluid people

[dayangaytransman]

Transphobe: Pronouns are useless, blah blah blah.

Me: Of course they are! Mother fucker! I speak Persian!

We only have one pronoun, “او,” which you can pronounce like the “oo” in “moon.” That means I use “they/them” for your transphobic ass all the time!

Additionally, we can use “این,” pronounce like the "in" In Berlin. which means “it,” if you are nearby.

We can even omit the pronoun completely. For example, we can say “رفت,” which means someone left, and as you can see, it’s just one word.

We can write poems, and no one knows the gender of our lovers. I don’t know about you, but I think it’s pretty neat.

[poll-boy]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!! If anyone has any pride related polls please submit them!! i want to do a bunch for pride month :)

any poll submission at all is appreciated though! so if you want to do something non pride related please do!

[arrowmoose]

I’ve been curious about this…

I’m trying to get a large sample, so reblog please! :)