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trashbins-stuff · 2 years

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ah yes, another day of having the big penis disoder

#faline san #bpd #borderline personality disoder #big penis disoder

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r0siesblogg · 4 months

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Just a reminder I lost 15 pounds just by barely eating and walking a lot <3 it’s doable 🖤🦇

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vixensofdeath · 8 months

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I feel like a pig in pretty clothing and makeup, it’s so obvious that I’m hideous but I still try to hide it all away and act like I’m not ugly when I am

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kxxraax5 · 26 days

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Tw sh

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#self h@rm #eating disoder trigger warning #suiside #borderline personality disorder #tw self destructive behavior #988blr #988twt #s3lf harn #self h@te #tw self destruction #bpd stuff

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bl00dymary210 · 16 days

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this is what 18.2 BMI looks like

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #tw ed but not sheeran #eating disoder trigger warning #cw ed #bpd problems

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96basia69 · 1 month

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:3

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borderline-culture-is · 5 months

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bpd + ed culture is your fp (who also has an ed) being your biggest ed trigger and wanting to help them but not being able to talk anything ed related with them because it makes you relapse, and feeling insanely bad because of that

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#borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #actually bpd #bpd culture #bpd safe #bpd fp #fp #fp bpd #tw ed #cw ed #ed tw #ed cw #tw disordered eating #eating disoder trigger warning

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sadsickandstoned · 11 months

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Does my love for self destruction comes from a lack of care, or do I care so much about myself that I'd rather be my own executioner ?

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trashbins-stuff · 1 year

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a full analysis on why i think mephone4 have bpd (and possibly ptsd)

TW: mention of sh, depressive thoughts, child-abuse. Please don't read if any of these things trigger you!

fear of abandonment:

-so, i think after he saw what happen to 3gs they became afraid that one day he would be scrapped, be left behind, be abandon so he ran away from the meeple before they get abandon.

unstable relationship and anger issue:

-his relationship with people r very unstable, for example he doesn't like toilet but view did him as trustworthy and after toilet give them the Gemory back he even say thank to toilet! which he haven't done before

this is the start of them starting to appreciate toilet more but the moment toilet mention A.D.A.M his mood immediately switch to panic and this is where the mood swing and explosive anger occur

in ss3 ep 6 "try not to laugh challenge" they got angry at the contestant for not seeing a silly little note, so much that he ban laughing:

unstable self-image:

-he was made to be a weapon, from what we heard, Cobs want to take over other planet and uses 3gs for it so he might want to use 4 as a weapon too. But what 4 really want to be is a reality show host so they ran away to do what they want. Also i like to think that after 4s give his body to him, 4 sometime think about who he was at night and cry alone :3. In addition to this, the first thing they got yelled at for is over food, so even tho he enjoy food he still feel guilty for liking it and call themself a fat slob so there's definitely some negative self-image here

disassociating and repressing:

-not wanting to remember bad memories, he repress, he flood it all out, he disassociate. They try to pretend none of it of it was real, they shove it out, they forget about it, if you can't remember then it's probably not important right?...

impulsivity:

-he impulsively ran away from the meeple not thinking ahead, he impulsively fire toilet in a fit of anger without consider toilets' words...etc

self-harm:

-binge eating, eat all your problems away! :)

mood swing:

-as we see above they immediately fire toilet after thanking him for the first time ever! but that's isn't the only moment, in ss3 ep 10"i am chocolate!" we see him happily look at his contestant

and when the floor mention how fast time is flying by they immediately went

emptiness:

-i mean if he keep deleting those memories he'll soon forget who he is too (another bonus point for unstable self-image :))

paranoia:

we can see above that they r very scared of anything associating with meeple or cobs which lead him to fire toilet and also there's this scene:

bonus, why mephone4 might have ptsd:

-they repress their memories and try avoiding thinking, going to places and meeting people (toilet) who remind him of it

-have negative thoughts about himself and other people

-they fire toilet so they won't get hurt again and actively avoid danger/violent, there's a post that explain more in-depth into this

-he probably get ptsd from child abuse, neglect and/or abandonment

that's all for now, i should really stop rambling, bye! :D

#bpd #borderline personality disoder #ptsd #c-ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #mephone4 #ii mephone4 #depression #tw depression #tw self-harm #tw depressive thoughts #tw child abuse #tw cobs #can you tell that i'm projecting? :)

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fa3zb0nez · 10 days

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tw graphic vent

i feel like a horrible person and partner because my partners struggling with food and b0dy image and it tr1ggers me so bad to try and help but i can’t just let him suffer like??? im so close to splitting on him or relapsing worse. nothings enough. i wanna scratch my skin off and scoop the fat out and bl33d out and die. i can’t keep doing this. i can’t watch him hurt but no matter what i say his dysmorph1a is too bad and then im stuck st4rvng and bl33ding because of it. it’s not his fault i just can’t anymore.

#eating disoder trigger warning #ed boy #ftm ed #me@nsp0 #sw33tsp0 #thinspø #cvtaddict #self h@rm #tw ed but not sheeran #@na motivation #ed blogg #@na vent #personal vent #bpd thoughts #borderline things #shblrr #selfharrrm #tw s3lf harm

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no-more-lies12 · 1 month

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shawneeleighc · 2 years

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Unfortunately a lot of people won't celebrate you until your wins feel ' big enough or worthy enough ' to them.

But nothing should ever stop you from celebrating yourself.

Celebrate it all,

🦋 The mountain of washing you got through.

🦋 Implementing changes in your routine.

🦋 Changing your bedding.

🦋 Starting a conversation with someone.

🦋 Giving your place a good clean.

🦋 Wearing something you really like.

🦋 Leaving your house when you feel anxious.

🦋 Sitting with an uncomfortable emotions.

🦋 Facing your weaknesses and challenging them to better yourself.

🦋 Sending that email.

🦋 Answering a phone call.

🦋 Saying no and setting boundaries.

🦋 Taking a step back or forwards - both can be beneficial.

🦋 Expressing yourself.

🦋 Reaching out for help.

When you learn to be proud of yourself for every step you take and every sacrifice you make, you won't ever need other people's applause and approval to be proud of how far you've come.

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#motivation

#motivationalquotes

#positivemindset #Positivity #mentalhealthtips #mentalhealthadvice #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonality #bpd #quietbpd #anxiety #depression #eatingdisorderrecoveryjourney #eatingdisorderecoveryblog #recoveryblog #advice #bekindtoyourself #speakkindlytoyourself #discoverunder5k #healing #wellbeing #blog #healthandwellness #health #healthmotivation #selfcare #selflove #selfacceptance

#body postivity #borderline personality disorder #bpd #blogger #borderline life #mental illness #mental health #mindfulness #mental health tips #mindset #eating disoder recovery #recovery #follow #celebrate #selfcare #selflove #self acceptance #self awareness

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vixensofdeath · 8 months

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I think so many people are beautiful except me. someone could look nearly identical to me and I’d still call them beautiful. but me? no. I could never be beautiful, my standards of myself are too high and no matter how much I change myself I’ll never be who I want to be.

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the-ugly-ly · 3 months

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today a psychiatrist asked me if i have distorted perception of my body and i never actually thought about it.

let’s be honest, dropping half my body weight has made me my own thinspo in a weird self absorbed kind of way (not sorry).

it’s just my face that always seems to be perpetually fucking fat.

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abusedpixie · 1 year

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✧𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬✧

𝐆𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐚

“𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥“

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫, 𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫, 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐁𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 (*^^*)♡

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stayuberhappyallthefreakintime · 1 year

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In my room, in the dark, I understood what I never had before, what no one else seemed to. I understood how a boy could go into the woods with a bullet and a gun and not come out. That there was no conspiracy, no evil influences or secret rituals; that sometimes there was only pain and the need to make it stop.

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