#disorder feels

[lord-shitbox]

mental illness SUCKS the second my brain is made to pick up the thought that even ONE (1) thing I am, do, have, or enjoy should be regarded with Modicum of shame I start living like I'm this fucking picture

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[ttrust-no-one]

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

[so-worthless-so-empty]

It's painful when your presence is merely tolerated, not cherished.

[commonzinnia]

i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount

[solidwater05]

Apparently this needs to be said so

Forgetting things is morally neutral! Memory issues are morally neutral!

You're not a bad person if you...

forget things quickly

forget people

can't remember entire stages of your life

can't remember important things

can remember some things very well and forget other things all the time

can't remember things (or anything!) about your interests

forget to eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, etc

forget to reply to texts

remember things and immediately forget them again

can't remember birthdays, events, etc

frequently answer 'I forgot' to questions

can't retain new information

forget things you used to know

only remember things when it's too late

have vague, distorted and/or unreliable memories

depend on others to know how an event you were in played out

have other symptoms that are worsened by memory issues and vice versa

... and anything else I might have missed!

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[rainywhispersblog]

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you

[lord-shitbox]

i think my developing AVPD was misdiagnosed as social anxiety when i was younger because i was like "i am afraid/nervous in social situations, therefore it must be social anxiety" when it was more like avpd traits making me afraid in social situations

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[whiteringaway]

I just want to be soft

Why am I so angry, so harsh, so violent, so destroying.

It’s unfair

[morbid-lycoris]

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[borderlinejackiee]