#i cant sleep at night becuase of it i really cant

[og-danny-dorito]

[ 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 ]

𝐓𝐖: none

dick:

HES ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE "omg im SOO bad for that" but it's something tame like sleeping in an hour later than normal??

he's not super strict with his sleep schedule or anything but as he's grown older he's more used to routine of being a detective

so sleeping in isn't something he can do all that often :[

that and he sleeps really light and lives in the city so any time he can get somewhere peaceful to rest where there arent a bunch of outside noises he sleeps in

jason:

jason is the polar opposite of dick.

he's like "oh i mean its not that bad or anything" even though he's telling you about how he eats entire tubs of ice cream after missions instead of actually feeding himself

usually by the time a mission is over his blood sugar is really low and he doesnt have enough energy to order food

and its not like he has premade stuff at every safehouse he goes to cause the fridges are really just for over bake pizzas and beer if he wants some and bodies

he just really likes ice cream though so its not really a surprise

sometime's he'll watch musicals WHILE eating the tub of ice cream

he calls it self care (it is most definitely not)

duke:

quentin tarintino films.

he likes to pretend that hes like a normal film fan who doesnt watch shit a thousand times but he does

he watches them multiple times and cant get sick of them

theyre almost kind of like comfort films?? like he views them escapism even though most of the shit in them is stuff he sees everyday

idk but he likes them a lot. that and it gives him something to talk to jason about becuase theyre both film nerds

damian:

he likes to pretend that he doesn't enjoy things like everyone else on the planet but he tears up snacks in the middle of the night

its not even like normal amounts of snacks either

everyone knows bruce's loaded so he can provide enough to satiate all of his kids' late night snacking needs but damian tears through stuff like goldish, cheeze-its, and anything cracker-y that you can fit in your mouth easily

its so bad that every time alfred restocks the pantry he has to end up storing things away and gradually refiling them over the week because damian eats them so fast

tim had been witness to many of his late night feasts but he's bound to a mutual vow of silence cause of his bad habits

tim:

he has a problem with staying up really late and ordering takeout multiple times out of the week

he's literally the heir to wayne enterprises so its not like he cant afford it, but it means that he ends up not really taking care of himself

tim survives off of takeout, ramen, and coffee and no one knows how he's still alive

him and damian have a mutual agreement not to snitch on each other since they usually find themselves both in the kitchen at 3 AM making coffee and scouring the pantry for cheese crackers (respectively)

[ 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 :] ]

[caruliaa]

oh .my godd. it is literally only 9:30 and i got good sleep yesterday and yet i somehow just started falling asleep w/o meaning to 😭😭 honestly my prediction is that i am going to fall asleep for like 3 hrs and then wake up at midnight and not b able to sleep JSBDJSNSJ and yettttt i am suddenly oh so sleeby that i think i will j let that happen zjznzjzjz… soo anyway before i do fall asleep i wanted to say!!!! you are suchhhhhh an incredible friend my ladybird like ahhh you really make my days so so much better and so much brighter just like hearing from you and speaking to you is always soo delightful and lovely and!! in general you are just such a considerate thoughtful loving friend and radiate sm warmth into my life and like!! youre also such a wonderful endearing charming skilled lovely person mushroom…!!! like you really are and i feel so lucky to know you and j hope to be a good friend to u and tht u know how much i care abt u:33!!! i love you so so muchhhh (hugs you for a while if u like!!💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻) (p.s. hopefully tmrw but? maybe friday if im slow i am hoping to get ur gift done>:33!! i j havent had anyyy time to work on it cuz of studying and hw -__-!! but yah im hoping ill get time tmrw as long as i dont get too much hw hehe ..:33!!!)

HONESTLY THTS V FAIR FALLING ASLEEP AT 9 and i hope u did get v v good sleep love and did wake up again later in the night FHFDHDF and ough omgg ur so so sweett beloved u rly rly aree ;; i hope you know that i rly am soso glad that i can be a good friend to you and and make your days brighter and and better and be considerate and thoughtful to you and hope u know i really am bc you really do deserve it so so so very much my dearest and becuase ir eally do want to so so very much !!! becuase you really are just so so so speical and important and dear to me and such an incredible wonderful sweet kind charming talented fun funny amazing lovely loveable wonderful eprson my dearest and just bring me so so much joy to know you and talk with you every single day my beloved it really really does you really bring me sm happiness and i hope you know that you really really are such such such a kind caring incredible friend to me nad make me feel soso loved and cared for and warm and safe with you and that really does just mean the world to me and you mean the world to me andi hope you know that i really really do just love you so so very much my dearest !!!! :'> *hugs you back for quite a bit of thats okay* !!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 (ps: !!! v v exciting news but ofc dw at all if u cant get it does by today i totally understand take the time u need but ya rly excited for tht whenever its done !!! >:])

[sehunniepotwrites]

HAAAAAAAI i'm so glad i could bring a smile to your face in your day through my messages heheheheh ☺️ how was your day today!!!

omg is this telepathy or what! i was just considering and thinking of whether i wanted to pursue a masters after finishing up my undergrad degree studies!! hehe what's your masters in if it's not too private to ask 🫢 i was just thinking of doing masters because of my current timeline!! it's rly rly tuff to find a job here after graduating because the mkt is currently just kinda meh :/ so i was just wondering if perhaps going for masters would put me in a better spot!! but then again masters is something i can decide at a later time so rn im just gathering opinions from ppl who have taken it! wbu!! do u have any thoughts or opinions? :")

OMGGGGGG have i mentioned im a SUCKER for childhood besties concepts cuz that's just so so so cute ��🥹 I LOVE IT I CANT WAIT!!!! 😍 and my goodness how r u alw so creative w your ideas??? iM so unimaginative that like stories alw amaze me 🫢 hehehehe and HELLO wdym u have a life like a fic odnfoenfoke THATS SO COOL AND SWEET N LOVELY gosh i'd WISH i had like one thing from a fic ever happen to me 🥰🥰🥰🥰

AHHHH im so glad u could meet your friends and hang out together!! wish u had as much fun as u possibly could!! hehehehe how nice would it be if we could always be hanging out w our besties and just spending time together 🥺 hope you guys r meeting again soon!!! sounds rly rly fun to karaoke together it's been so so long for me to both karaoke and meet my friends cuz literally everyone im close to or care about is on exchange this semester :/

which brings me to my never ending rant of how despresso espresso i am this semester >< it's a rly tuff time in my life rn cuz im trying to navigate and find an internship that matches both my interest and my degree cuz it is a graduation requirement for me 🤡 i guess im at least getting somewhere w the search cuz i did have a pretti good offer lately! and im currently just pending the outcome of another role i interviewed for under the same company before making a decision (if i do get offered by the other role too heh) 😊 but then im just rly rly LONELY this semester and im just sad cuz im attending classes and doing everything by myself :/ and i dont have friends arnd locally rn that i could meet and just unwind after a period of stress so its rly draining me a lot on top of my never ending assignments projects and exams 🥲🥲 and yea ldr is so so tough and its so hard to keep my emotions in check because of how big of an overthinker i am so im always just having sleepless nights, constant nightmares and sometimes even sleep paralysis 🥲 i guess im becoming more independent from this whole experience though! forces me to become a whole even without everyone by my side and to continue living and functioning, doing what i should be doing!

i love coming to talk to u and reading all your responses too!! 🩵 m alw looking forward to your replies and your kind words to me hehehehe keeps me going!!!

love, 🍑

i've spent the weekend in bed becuase i'm sick again! i binged s2 of the summer i turned pretty and i cried a whole bunch. i love how they really took the angsty route this season--really showed how diff people deal with grief! probs gonna call out tomorrow because i've been sneezing like crazy and my voice is lowkey gone ;; i think i'm gonna try to get some writing done and post a teaser for a story that may never be completed but it's too good to just stay in my drafts!!

oh sure, i have my masters in education. i went thru a one year ma program with a teacher's cred tied into it too. my program was unique in that they condensed a two year prog into one accelerated and it was the toughest year of my life tbh. working full time as a teacher and going to school full time for basically two degrees was tough.

i love all my ideas but i haven't been able to finish them!!! i really want to get them out to the world bc theyre too good to sit in my drafts but it's so incomplete!! the one i am thinking about posting can be a standalone because its such an open-ended ending but there's still WAY more planned for it.

if you have time, playing games together online is a good way to keep in contact. we played pictionary on a website and it was super fun during the pandemic a lot!

it looks like youre slowly getting your ducks in a row for the internship despite the stress! but i see how missing your so and friends can affect your mood. feeling alone is never the best feeling and i totally see where you are coming from. but look at you, you're already looking at the positives out of your stressful situation! that's so great! you can only go up from here, you know? and listen, this is something i always tell my students, each person has their own timeline--their own time to make mistakes, to figure out what they want or need, etc. you may take longer than others but you don't need to worry about others. worry about you and focus on the things you can do for yourself to make you better. and if you make a mistake, that's just a lesson you can take. it's all about your growth mindset!

love u lots!!!

[gashaponlixie-cb]

💢🍟🎁 for dad!lix 🫶

💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

I have a horrible sleep schedule *chuckles* perks of still trying to get a degree and raising two toddlers. I dont sleep enough. Im up all day watching my boys and at night im studying and doing assignments

🍟 FRIES - do they order food often? or they prefer to cook their own food?

It depends. Normally lunch time we eat out. My brother normally cooks dinner if he feels like it, and if he didnt work an all nighter at the hospital he'll fix breakfast. But i always make breakfast at home if he cant becuase my son Ilseong is very picky about what he eats.

🎁 PRESENT - what types of presents would they be most happy to receive? are they good at gift giving?

A present? Hmm... im not sure. I dont get them often. But im a history buff so i really like antiques. Old books, records, toys things like that.

[perseruna]

a witch and her familiar 

this is inspired by that one post by @dinahdarling because i cant !! get that !! concept !! out of my head !! and i blame her !!

[saintsurvivors]

tbd

[thedegu]

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[zvdvdlvr]

reggie fluff alphabet? 👉🏻👈🏻

ғʟᴜғғ ᴀʟᴘʜᴀʙᴇᴛ

ʀ.ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ

warnings: mentions of death

readers pronouns: unspecified i think

A = Admiration (what do they absolutely adore about you?)

Reggie adores anything about you. He appreciates that you never force him to talk, or make him feel bad about his feelings and weaknesses.

B = Body (what is their favorite part of your body?)

h a n d s . he adores everything about you, but when you brush hair out of his face, or massage his shoulders, he can't help but favor your touch more than anything in the world.

C = Cuddling (how do they like to cuddle?)

ok but reggie is little spoon religiously. he 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 when your big spoon cuz you play with his hair and press kisses into his neck and telling him you love him and you'd do anything for him and he just loves how he can be vulnerable with you.

D = Dates (what does their ideal date with you look like?)

picnics, picnics, picnics. bby loves being outside with you. he prefers going out at dusk/night, but he's down for whatever

E = Emotions (how do they express emotion around you?)

by talking or physical contact

F = Family (do they want one? If they do, when?)

i think it really just depends on you. i don't thing reggie would care, and if tou did want kids, adopted or not, he would try to give them the absolute best childhood, as he didn't have a particularly good one lol

G = Gifts (how do they feel about gift giving? What are their habits when it comes to this?)

reggie def spoils yo ass, you can argue with a wall if tou dont agree with me. when he gives you stuff, he normally just sets it (assuming its something that can go in a box of sorts) in front of you and watches your reaction and his face fucking splits open when you like what he got you bc he is so proud that he made his darling smile so big.

H = Holding Hands (when/how do they like to hold hands?)

most of the time you have to go for his hand, because he loves affection from you, and you specifically, but he understands if/when you don't want physical contact. if you do hold hands, he always gets a little excited so he laces your fingers together and cant help kissing you knuckles every so often

I = Injury (how would they act if you got hurt?)

he would need help helping you becuase he is absolutely infuriated at whatever or whomever hurt you. he wouldn't trust himself to help you by himself if it was sirius (im sorry) because his hamds would shake a lot. idk its hard to explain

J = Jokes (do they like to joke around with or prank you?)

if reggie is feeling good on that day, oh f u c k y e a h. its normally just harmless pranks though, nothing Maurader sized.

K = Kisses (how do they like to kiss you?)

tongue, tender, breathtaking. boom. e nuff said.

L = Love (how do they show you they love you?)

by 1.) showering you in everything and anything you desire 2.) by outright telling you 3.) by affection or some smexual contact

M = Memory (favorite memory together?)

the first time you really played with his hair.

okay, so, let's say we're at Hogwarts for this. regulus's day was not it. he was on edge, depressed, and snappy. you came to his dorm (whenever the hell u had time, ig) and were all like, "hello, my beautiful gorgeous amazing beautiful darling, is there anything i can do for you???" all he really wanted was you. so you climbed into his bed, and he let you lay on your back and he pulled your legs on his shoulders and rest his head between your thighs (in a very non sexual way). your hand slithered (slithered lol im sorry again) into his hair and he let out s9mething between a groan and a mewl when you scratched gently at his scalp and tugged at his hair (gently ofc bc i feel like reggie kinda has sensitive hair. is it just me???). he fell asleep and kinda groaned in his sleep when you did that because O H M Y F U C K

N = Nightmare (what is their worst fear?)

easy. you leaving him and completely fucking obliterating his heart, or you being siriusly(i cant stop doing this) hurt or killed

O = Oddity (what is one of their quirks?)

he bites his nails. he also paints them, and its kinda hot, tbh

P = Pet Names (what do they like to call you?)

he adores calling you: darling, dove, love, my baby, my darling, my pretty darling(😩),my handsome baby(😩😩😩😩)

Q = Quality Time (how do they like to spend time with you?

cuddling, reading, talking, or going outside.

R = Rhythm (what song reminds you of them?)

Adele- I Miss You

Mitski- Me and My Husband

Patrick Watson- Je le laiserai des mots

Matt Maltese- As The World Cave In

S = Secrets (how open are they with you?)

depends on the situation, but he really does try to talk to you, and he does.

T = Time (how long did it take you to get together?)

a few years, but you had liked each other for more that 'a FeW yeARs'

U = Upset (how do they act when you’re upset?)

he lets you get out your emotion out, and then asks you about what happens, but he understands not to interrogate you, and if you dont want to talk, he will let you come to him when and if you want to

V = Vaunt (Do they like to show you off?)

yes. yes, yes, yes, yes. he happily admires you and talks about you to whoever will listen, and the poor person is like, "are you married yet-"

W = Warrior (how do they feel about you fighting? Would they fight for you, beside you, etc?)

if you want to fight, he will let you fight... by his side. if he loses you, he loses himself, and if it comes down to it, he'll take the killing curse for you.

X = X-Ray (how well are they able to read you?)

you know how to mask your true feelings, so it might take a minute for Regulus to "read" you, but he will, in the end.

Y = Yes (how would they propose to you?)

on one of your picnics, he just asks. "y/n? my love? my darling?" "yes, darling?" "will you- will you look at me?" you look up from a book or whatever the hell ur lookin at "marry me?" you bring him in for a very yummy kiss and look at his beautiful ass eyes. "of course i'll marry you, Regulus Arcturus Black, the love of my life." you whisper into his lips and kiss him again and ugh 😩

Z = Zen (what makes them feel calm?)

lavender and vanilla candles, rain. and books. regULUS LOVES BOOKS TO ME OKAY?!

[lizandbo]

cuddling w/ mha bois<3

Kirishima

-ok, but like c’mon this man is the fcuking definition of “cuddles4life”

- the best cuddles by far

- if he would be goin in the contest for who’s the best cuddling partner it would be him

- i would like to think either he loves spooning you or/ and facing each other and talking about whatever the fuck ya want and give occasional kisses n pecks

- he loves to cuddle you, anytime and anywhere he could get his cuddles he would

- in his sleep, he would sprawl out like a mf starfish

- numerous of times he pushed you off the bed becuase of it

- it wasn’t fun when he woke up, and see you weren’t there...so was trying to look for you cuz like...he needs his cuddlingz>:O

- but then he stepped on you, trampled a bit, left for you to fucking perish from being stepped on like a mcfucking rat

- so yeah you def woke up then

- anyway, besides you dying on the ground... comfort cuddling is a fuckin must

- always always always cuddles when you have a bad day

- cuddles everyday

- if you dont like cuddling well to fucking bad becuase here we are cuddling

- wait why did i say if you dont like cuddling..then why are you even reading about this, this is everything about cuddling

wtf is wrong with me

- completely covers you, no matter what, tall? Short? Extra meat on your bones? Who the fuck cares, he’s still cuddling you

- its his mission to cuddle you

- hugs are a must too

- also i headcanon he has to have a fan while sleeping too

bakugo

- when you asked for cuddles, he questioned “what the hell is that, a fighting move or sometin?”

- like, bro...never heard of C U D D L I N G?!

- he didnt really like cuddling at first, he didnt know what to do, where did he put his clammy ass hands? am i holding them too tight?

-its this whole big ordeal about him being stiff as a fucking board, and then he got too hot cuz he’s a human heater

- i almost said human eater

- BUT! After a month or so, he got the gist of it:)

- likes when your head is on his chest and vice versa

- but normally he wakes up weird, there is no telling if he’s gonna have a sleepy pillow fight with you while he’s sleeping because he still is dangerous in his fucking SLEEP

- softly talks in his sleep too

- but its not softly cuz like, god damnnn does he have a gravely voice

- its concerning? At least for meXD

- he also likes to lay on your thighs and lay his head on your stomach

- sweats in bed:( I’m sorry but he does

- every morning has sweat in the fucking bed

- you guys have no blanket, but yet he still fucking sweats

- anyways, I think he would be a light sleeper, so if you move in bed too much...he will wake you up and telling you that you woke him up

- but your like?? Ok, i woke you but why you have to wake me?? Bitch??

- but in his god damn peabrain thinks its a win win so;-;

- he wouldn’t cuddle during the day tho, he has a reputation to keep up

Midoriya

- flustered boi

- he’s a very cuddly person but at the same time tho, he doesnt know what to do

- i feel liek when he was a child, ya know how Inko was very close (and still very close) to midoriya?well, maybe they cuddled together?

- when he was having a bad day or somethinf

- he fucking LOVES cuddling

- he mumbles and rambles while cuddling a lot too

- either It would be hero’s, how much he loves you, etc

- basically everything under the fucking sun

- cuddles give his anxiousness a break for once

- his favorite position is liek hugging you built cuddling at the same time, does that make senseXD

- he has a lot snacks in the bed so he gets nasty ass crumbs in the bed

- but he does feed you snack at the same time so, how could you say no?

- late night snacks is a yes

- the snack choice is yours

- ok idk why this popped into my head..by what if they have like all might themed..goldfish or like teddy gram cracker thingys ya know?

- if they are real he would def have them

- looks at his phone at night too, so he would have one arm around you and scrolling on his phone:)

- while your here to fucking die like a mf shriveled up rat, suffocated from izuku’s neck

- ok, i never cuddled anyone but, everyone said I shove their heads into their s/o neck, but like wouldn’t they just cant breathe?

- I’m curiousXD

- ok this is about you and izuku cuddling not MY FUCKING THOUGHTS

- anyway, yeah, izuku loves to hold you in his arms, it makes you actually feel real

Todoroki

- stiff as a motherfuckin stone slab

- he doesnt know what to do when someone is touching him becuase he is a touch starved baby:(

- hair messy in the mornings too

- just like Bakugo, he would question what the fuck is cuddling

- i feel like he would find cuddling fun and precious becuase he never experienced it

- the only ’affection‘ that he would ever get was form Fuyumi, but it wasn’t really affection

- he has seen so many toxic relationships, cuddling never was spoken of

- BUT NOW HE KNOWS AND LOVES

- plus once you do it daily, he’s gonna act pretty pouty when you leave from a cuddling session

- but still has that stoic face™

- he likes spooning, he doesnt care if he is a lil spoon or a big one

- he really loves anything but..he does really like spooning

- it would be very...quiet

- it doesnt matter if you are cuddling in the middle of the day or at night

- he’s more a listener than a speaker, this might be obvious but oh well

- I just think he would love cuddles but if anyone interrupts then he’s gonna be more upset cuz liek...HE LOVES OYU AND WANNA HAVE THE BEST TIME IN THE WORLD WITH YOU-

- he’s a real simp for ya btw

denki

- movies + cuddling = Y E S

- he always has movies as a background becuase he doesnt really like silence

- he doesnt care if he sweats, he will have the blanket either way

- also a blanket hogger

- it would be good at some point becuase you wouldn’t sweat like him

- back to the movie part, he always watches the same damn thing over and over again

- to the point that he knows all the lyrics to multiple movies

- his favoircuddling position is when he’s on top of you

- I’m sorry but he sprawls like mf starfish too

- soemtimes you cant breathe...but we aint talking bout thattttt:)

- plays monster’s inc A LOT

- no matter how many fucking times he sees it, he still laughs in the funny parts of the movie like a fucking hyena

- plays video games a lot so hes gonna have a bunch of video game dates with you

-Mario cart and cuddles? Yes fucking please

- sign me the fuck up

- also the best at Mario cats and 60 seconds

- even tho you both are up at like 2AM playing video games and cuddling each other likethe life depends on you guys

- you.are.cuddling.no.matter.fucking.WHAT

- he likes to interlock his finngers too

- he ALSO (once againXD) likes to zap you for no fucking reason

- fucked up prick >:(

[silverechosandblankmasks]

Platonic Polyam Bench Trio Marriage AU

You guys asked, so here I am to deliver! Platonic Polyam Bench Trio marriage au where Tommy marries into Tubbo’s and Ranboo’s platonic marriage. (focus on Tommy lol)

NOTE; These are about the c!characters and not the irl people, and I'm writing this like a poly queerplatonic relationship okay? None of this is intended to be romantic or anything else and anything that is in this list is PLATONIC INTENTIONS ONLY

Edit; Now called the Bench Husbands Au

-It kinda all kicks off when about a week or so after Tommy gets out of Prison. (Note, nothing after the first stream after Tommy gets out is canon in this au, as well as some things before)

-Tubbo and Tommy finally have a small fight and argument, before talking, like really talking and Tubbo invite Tommy to come live with them in the mansion in snowchester once its done.

-Tommy doesn't really want to... but he’s tired and lonely and still scared to death and Tubbo promises he’s safe with them, plus if they lived together they could plan on how to kill Dream easier as well.

-Ranboo doesn't mind but after that he tries to go talk to tommy more, but Tommy isnt... the most receptive? Tommy is suffering still and is feeling very replaced and lonely, but doesn't excuse his kinda snippy behavior with Ranboo

-This finally comes to ahead when Ranboo snaps and calls him out, leading to another small fight, before Tommy apologizes and they also talk. This one is more in depth though and Tommy talks about what happened in exile, in the prison, and just general shitty stuff that's being going on. 

-Ranboo, in turn, talks to him about the voices and Dream’s voice and the sleepwalking and Tommy is very much more concerned about them then anyone else he told was, and validates the fear about it, and resolves to help Ranboo get rid of it somehow.

-After this, and both trying to convince the other they should tell Tubbo, that they both probably need to tell Tubbo. They want to keep him safe and not worry him, but... they both need help in different ways and they both love him enough to not do that to him.

-The night ends with lots of tears, Tubbo admitting his own traumas and tears and what he’s been not saying, and a promise to help each other.

-Its not a while after that actually Ranboo brings up the idea of adding Tommy to their marriage. He can tell the blond is struggling with feeling replaced and low-self esteem, and it would help him feel more equal and loved maybe? Tubbo thinks its a great idea and they go to ask Tommy.

-Tommy’s pretty uppity at first, he believes its just them pitying him and treating him like glass again, which he hates more then anything, but after they calm him down and explain they just want him to feel equal and that they both actually cared for him and wanted him to join in on their thing, he’s more contemplative. Ranboo nervously throws in a few other points, like how for legal reasons it could benefit him like it was for them, their allies had to leave him alone, plus Tubbo only started making his own hotel becuase he wanted Tommy to start interacting with him again, and-

-At this point Tommy just, interrupts and says yes, surprising them. They didn't exactly think he’d say no, but they thought it would be harder then that. He laughs at their expressions and says why not? Plus it stood to reason they’d want Tommy, everyone wanted Tommy.

-Ranboo and Tubbo exchange a look before bullying their now platonic fiancée. They agree to get married as soon as the Mansion is done, and till then Tommy can finish packing his stuff and a few other things he wanted to do.

-Also Tommy is totally not avoiding Michael because every pet he ever got close to has died and he doesn't want to get attached and risk Tubbo and Ranboo losing something they cared about because of him, no siree, why wouldn't you think that?

-Speaking of Michael!

-Its not all that strange to keep undead mobs like Zombie piglins as pets, in fact Zombie Piglins are the probably better undead mob to keep around due to their mostly passiveness if you want a pet and the fact they don't need much to eat and wont really be harmed if out leave them alone for long periods of time

-Though Tommy kinda thinks Tubbo and Ranboo’s insist on treating him like their child is weird, but he’s willing to let them have it, clearly it made them happy to play around

-Isn't until he finally moves in that he realizes that Michael is different then other zombie piglins and finds himself being pulled into the parent dynamic as well

-Though now that he thinks about it, something about Michael seems off… welp it's probably nothing :)

-When the mansion is done, he tears down the dirt shack and makes it a community garden and it becomes one of the only things that stays free of the red vines (who knew watering it with water from the holy land would make it untouchable? It's thanks to this garden later others figure out how to defeat the egg)

-They elect to not have a ceremony, not now at least but Tommy actually thinks a small wedding party would be fun at a later date. Ranboo doesn't mind much if they have one or not but Tubbo is actually very excited about planning it.

-Tommy wears his ring on a necklace most of the time, but occasionally wears it on his fingers, usually when he needs something to fiddle with.

-Ranboo wears his on his tail (the area right before to fluffy part) normally but also wears it on his finger sometimes when he feels like it. (If your version has horns, he also does that too) it just really depends on what he’s feeling and if he’s forgotten where he put it. He also like, never takes it off unless to move it around because he’s afraid to lose it.

-Tubbo wears his as an actual ring on his finger (though if he has horns, sometimes he puts it on one of em if he needs the ring to be off his hand.) Tubbo learned the hard way when building nukes or other machinery (since, if you can believe it, his husbands aren’t that comfortable with the nukes as he is) you can't wield or do high heat stuff while wearing metal and nearly lost his finger. He’s very lucky and he has a small scar from it.

-Each of them have their own rooms so they can have their own space and somewhere to go if they want time to themselves/store their stuff in, but there is a 4th room (directly across from Michaels) where they share and tend to curl up to sleep together. About 5 out of 7 days of the week, some combo of them are cuddling together at night, more if they're having a bad day or nightmares.

-There's multiple bathrooms in the mansion but there's one they all like the best and will fight over it/race to get into it first before the others and the other two will stalk off salty to use a different one

-They're all pretty tactile people but out of them, Tommy is the most tactile (once the fear of being hurt recess he practically attaches himself to the others) and Ranboo is the least (he won't seek out comfort and touch as much as the others unless he needs it, but is the best at telling when the other two need touch or need to be left alone) and Tubbo is in the middle of that.

-Tommy is the one that cooks most of the time, Ranboo is banned from it after The Incident and while Tubbo is okay at cooking, Tommy just knows more recipes and how to make things taste really good.

-Tommy picked up sewing from when he was a kid, even before he was found by Wilbur and adopted by Phil, it was useful to be able to patch the rags he called clothes, and just ended up continuing because his brothers and dad sucked at sewing. It then morphed into full tailoring because he found it relaxing and liked being able to make his own clothes. He can and will be insulted if anyone wears anything he deems ‘ugly’, especially his new husbands. He makes them clothes all the time, specially Michael.

-In fact he also cleans the most, he just gets bored and while he makes a mess, if the house gets to a certain point he gets really uncomfortable and overstimulated, so he cleans.

-DomesticInnit? In my au? More likely then you think!

-Gradually the whole ‘watching the prison’ and ‘planning to kill Dream’ starts to fade as he gets back into the groove of living again and therapy. He’s just… tired of Dream having a hold on everything Tommy does, he’s sick of it. So… he just tries to live these days one step at a time. (Healing arc baby! Dream can die mad UwU)

-Tommy dragged them both to Therapy with him after a while.

-Because of this he finds himself home a lot with Michael, especially if the other two are busy. They’ve pretty much decided that someone has to be home with Michael at all times, which is now 100% more doable with the 3 of them, and Puffy or Foolish babysit if there’s ever time they can't.

-Tommy is a lot less of a hovering helicopter parent then the others and was the one to finally convince them Michael cant live trapped in a room. Yes, they were all worried for his safety but… you can't raise a kid in a cell, even if it's a nice one. Tommy takes Michael out more

-Tommy started to sleep walking again once they moved in and he still gravitates towards water for some reason. Nothing more startling then waking up because you plunged into frigid below 0 temp water while sleepwalking. Ranboo also enderwalks/sleepwalks more as well and there've been some nights where Tubbo has had to track them both sleepily walking around and make sure they don't hurt themselves or drown or something. At least Ranboo is semi-aware when enderwalking and normally just does weird ender things, Tommy likes to apparently walk into oceans or climb the mansion and nearly fall off and wander hundreds of blocks away. Tubbo’s not salty at all, really.

-Sapnap, Quackity, and Karl are 100% salty the benchtrio got platonically married before they got married

-They fight about last names all the time despite none of them actally taking eachothers last name, and if they happen to pick and choose on which one they’re feeling based on mood, well they can do what they want!

-However its agreed Michael’s last name is hyphenated so he’s now ‘Michael Beloved-Underscore-Innit’

These are all I have for now, feel free to ask about it or use my ideas! <3

[fandoms--fluff]

Hi this is my first time submitting one of these so I'm not exactly sure of your guidelines or if you still even write these (just dm me if you cant do it, totally cool), but

I'd just really love to see Mobius being very very shy about being a flip and showing Loki his little side (which I personally imagine to be a quiet and observant baby) for the first time.

Poor Loki thinks it's adorable but isn't a very good caregiver (but he tries his best) being rather sarcastic and talkative, often needing a nudge into the right direction. (Maybe some lactation/breastfeeding might fit here? Idk)

Maybe Sylvie comes in and tries to help?

Okay...Huh

Little!Mobius x Daddy!Loki

Summary: Mobius shows Loki his little side for the first time

Warnings: mentions of knives?, all I could think of

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As of right now Loki and Mobius are sitting across from eachother at a table late at night going through some old files. Well Mobius is, Loki is right now twirling two knives between his fingers. (One in each hand).

Loki has been noticing how every minute or so Mobius would look back up and stare for a couple seconds of him twirling the knives. He also started seeing how Mobius would constantly shift around and just pressing his lips together. Trying not to say anything, that's what loki thought at least. "Are you alright?" Loki finally asked and put the knives down, now staring at the guy in front of him.

Mobius then looked up. "Umm, y-yeah why would y-you think not?" He studdered out. "Well you've been somehow acting well you know. Not like you at all" Loki raised an eyebrow in his direction. "What has you thinking that" Mobius said then squirmed around now plastering his eyes on the ground. "Becuase by now the normal you would've already told me to start looking through one of those files and taken the knives away from me" Mobius then looked up defeated and started to slowly cry.

Loki's eyes widened and went forward to get a better look at him. "Why are you crying, is it something I said" Loki said sounding worried. Mobius shook his head then stood up and hugged loki tight. Loki just stood there for a second before wrapping his arms slowly around the other man, accepting the hug.

After some time Mobius backed up and looked up at Loki. "'m so tired, wan go bed" he said with his eyes starting to water again, and slipping into little space. "Okay let's not cry again, is there you know somethin I should know. Like why your acting like you are, no offense" mobius then answered him "wittle space."

It clicked in Loki's head what he was talking about, he's read something about little space before. "Well where's your room?" Loki asked. Movies just shook his head and pointed at Loki. "You want to sleep in my room?" Loki questioned him again. Mobius nodded excitedly and Loki just shrugged, motioning for Mobius to follow him to his room.

Half way to his room, Mobius reached out and started to hold Loki's hand. Loki just looked at him with a small smile.

When they got there loki decided against getting the both of them into pajamas since Mobius would most likely fall asleep. "Let's just get to bed okay buddy?" Loki asked, only taking off his shoes putting them next to where Mobius kicked his off. "Okay Daddy" Mobius said and climbed into the bed, obviously waiting for Loki.

Loki just stood there stunned for a couple seconds before turning off the light and climbing into his bed next to the other man.

Mobius a couple seconds later cuddled into Loki, nuzzling his face into his neck. Loki smiled lightly and wrapped his arms around Mobius, starting to rub tiny circles on his back.

They were in peace and silence wrapped in the blankets cuddling when his door opened and the light turned on. Showing Sylvie walk through and saw them cuddling. "How long have you've been dating?" She smirked.

[caruliaa]

okay its suddenllyyy midnight somehow😭😭😭 so i neeeed to sleep rlly badly so im sorry if this is short but i wanna say!!!! i hope ur sleeping rlly well rn beloved and i want u to know that you are suchhhhh an incredible friend im still thinking abt how nice it is to b in the same timezone again and w u on tumblr and stuff like!! ur prescence in my life is just so wonderful and makes my whole world sm better and warmer and i hope u know that and know how good of a friend as well as how incredible and good and lovely of a perosn you are jules!!! tysm for being here for me and pls know im here for u i love you sooooo muchhhh (hugs u v much if u want! 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻)

NO I GET THE IT SUDDENLY BEING LATE SM pls dw abt the ask being short at all i completely understnad and ya i. did not FHDFHDF sleep well that is i infact spent most of the night coughing and not getting much sleep and threw up<3 but u saying tht u hope i did sleep well is very sweet j like u always r beloved nd esp w this ask !!! ;; iim rly glad to be in closer timezones again too and back on tumblr too since it means we get to talk more beloved bc it rly is so wonderful to talk with you and spend time with you and to hopefully maybe get to call u this weekend ? :> (ofc though i understand if u cant ik youve got a lot going on rn and honestly id spend a decent chunk of the time just coughing bc thats were im at rn GSDGSD) bc spending time with you in any way whenever we can is always just so wonderful my dearest you really do just fill my life with so much warmth and light and happiness knowing you and you really are jsut such a wonderful friend to me whos so kind and thoughtful and understanding to me and makes me feel just soso loved and cared for dearest and are such a wonderful person in the world and in my life and im soso glad that i can be the same to you in any way becuase you really do deserve it sm and i really do want to soso much becuase you really are just soso very special and dear to me beloved and i love you soso much i really do<3 *hugs you back soso much if u wish* !!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[honey-subs]

Request: Omega!Felix getting fucked by his Alpha Boyfriend with Felix leaking omega slick?

First Heat - Lee Felix

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

⤷pairing - lee felix x male!reader

⤷genre - smut

⤷summary - kitten hybrid!felix going through his first heat, luckily you’re there to help him out.

⤷warnings - sub!felix, dom!reader, male reader, kitten hybrid!felix, abo verse

⤷notes - i look forward to writing more abo fics in the future ^-^ also, i’m not that knowledgeable on a/b/o verse, even though i read it a lot, so uh, some of this might be wrong-

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

“felix? are you okay? you look... hot...?” you comment as felix walks up to you, a bit more drowsy than normal, and his kitten ears were flattened to his head. “thank you for calling me hot.” he gives a sly smirk and laughs when you playfully glare. “i’m fine, y/n.” he says with a coy smile. you let your gaze linger on him before turning away. “okay, well, are you ready for nerd-night?”you asked, a smile coming onto your face. “always.” he smiles back just as excited.

nerd-night was basically just a night of a week where you and felix let out all your nerdy instincts that had been held in the previous week. the both of you got full with junk food and snacks, and just talked eachothers ear off until no end.

anyway, felix was helping you gather all the snacks you’d need to have a successful night, tail swishing calmly. you noticed how he seemed more jumpy than usual, a bit more aware of his surroundings. “you don’t have to stare, y/n. i know i look good.” he turns around and catches you staring off into space. “what, i cant stare at what’s mine?” you tease, carrying a bowl of popcorn to the living room. you don’t even have to look behind you to know that he’s blushing and frozen to his spot.

“c’mon lixie! season 5 is about to start!” you tease once you’re seated on the couch, throwing a piece of popcorn into your mouth. “o-okay, coming.” he mumbles, grabbing a few more extra bowls and candy bags. he’s speed walking when he hears the theme song come on, quickly making his way over to you. “hey!” he mutters when he’s seated in your arms. “you were moving too slow.” you shrugged, grinning as you munched on a star burst.

felix is cuddled into your side when you notice something is off again. “how can they not know that harrison can walk? that is obviously not the same man from before the particle accelerator blew up. i thought they loved the real wells enough to know a fake one.” he rolls his eyes at the people on these screen and pouts at their stupidity. “tv logic is dumb, baby. i do know that iris is blind as a bat for not knowing that barry is the flash, though.” you chuckle.

you can hear his breath hitch when you call him ‘baby’ and his body gives off even more heat than before. “baby? are you sure you’re okay, you’re really hot...” you let your sentence trail off, and you feel yet another wave of heat emit from him. his tail is swishing nervously as he pulls away from you, a light sheen of sweat covered his face. “i’m sorrry.” he apologizes, breathing heavy.

“what’s going on?” you ask, concerned for your hybrid. his picking at his tail, and his eyes widen and you know he feels something. he’s crossing his legs over one another, and you could practically see the gears turning in his head as he’s trying to formulate a sentence. “‘m sorry.” he apologizes again. “felix, baby, just tell me.” your hand is placed on his thigh, and yet another wave of heet emits.

“it’s my first heat, y-you must’ve triggered it...” he mumbled, words airy as he did his best to explain. you didn’t show the visible shock on your face as you processed his words. when you first got felix a few months ago, the lady at the shelter had warned you about heats. he was still clenching his thighs together. “do you want me to take care of you?” you asked, and his cheeks redden and his hears flattened on his head. as his alpha mate, you had to help him through it, but only with his consent of course. “please,” he whimpers.

a moan falls from his lips when you touch his thigh again, and he’s hiding his face in embarrassment, and you realize that all of his senses must be heightened. “i’ll help you.” you murmur, tugging his hands away from his face. his eyebrows furrow when you answer. “you will? please don’t feel like you have to! i can take care of it myself if you don’t want to.” he offers pleadingly. “no, lixie, i wanna help you.” you tell him, pulling him onto you lap. he’s down casting his eyes, not meeting your gaze.

he’s a bit startled, and his ears perk up when he feels your lips on his, softly melting into the kiss as he wraps his arms around your neck. your fingertips dance across his hard on, and he whimpers out a small “please?” before resuming the kiss again.

you tug his pants down and off and throw them somewhere. you manage to shimmy out of your own pants messily. felix’s head falls into your neck, waiting patiently for your next move.

“let me go get the lube-“ you murmur, leaving small kisses along his jawline. “i don’t need it...” he says back, getting timid again. “you’ll see why in a minute.” he mutters, grinding against you to get your attention again.

you tug down his boxers and throw them as well. you use two fingers to reach behind him and circle his rim. you’re surprised to see him leaking so much slick that it was beading and dripping down his thighs.

“shit, baby, you’re so wet and just for me?” you tease, pushing two fingers into him slowly. “y-yes alpha... just for you.” he moans as you pump your fingers in and out of him.

you pull them out quickly though, and he whines into your neck. his whining is ceased when he sees you tug down your underwear just enough so that you could free your cock from the restraining material.

your hands grip the under side of his thighs and lift him up enough so that you could line up with his entrance. he gasped once he felt your tip pushing against his rim, and soon enough slipping in. he was most definitely wet enough so that the slip was easy.

he eases down onto you gasping when he feels that you’re buried deep within him. “shit, alpha you’re so deep-“ he gasps, already clenching around you to adjust to your size.

he slides up a bit, and comes back down, shivering from the feeling of being so full. small gasps and pants leave his mouth, and he’s whimpering a small “alpha...” every now and then.

felix was so wet and tight, clenching around your cock everytime he came back down. there was an unexpected jolt when he changed the angle momentarily, leaning back slightly. it had all the difference in his pleasure though becuase he mewled loudly the moment the tip touched his prostate.

he went limp momentarily as it happened, the sensations flowing through him in small shocks of electricity that had him wanting more and more — getting drunk off of the feeling.

you took matters into your own hands — literally — and moved his hips for him, pulling him up only to drop him back down. “y-your knot... alpha please.” he begs in the midst of moans. “need your k-knot...” he chants, legs clenching around your waist even more.

“you gonna cum, lixie?” you ask, beginning to buck your hips into his with force that had your thighs burning. “gonna be a good little omega and cum for me?” you tease, hand moving over his cock in a single stroke before letting it fall from your closed fist. “yes, yes, yes.” he chants.

he’s spasming around you when he does cum, making a mess of your shirts with his eyes rolling back. you could feel your knot begin to swell moments prior, and now it was time. with one more final push, your knot was engulfed by his heat. “a-ah!” he moans when it’s fully in, choked sounds coming from him as he experienced the stretch that accompanied the amazing feeling.

you his your face in his neck as you came inside of him, pumping him full with your cum. you knew it would take a while for your knot to come down, so you didn’t you best to calm him down; your hands roaming his back in a comforting fashion.

you placed kisses on his cheeks and forehead as he came down. “you did so well for me, lixie. you did so good. such a good omega for me.” you breathe. “thank you, thank you.” he murmurs. “you been so good to me.” he says, and your heart warms.

he leans back, and has a drowsy look on his face. “thanks for getting me through... that.” he says with a small and curt laugh. “of course, lixie.” you nuzzle your head into his neck, feeling that he wasn’t as hot anymore. as if he can read your thoughts, he speaks up. “are you aware that we have to do this for another four days?” he asks. “yes, yes i am.” you mutter with a small laugh.

“okay this is about to be a struggle, but let’s get back to the room so we can clean up a bit, and cuddle. i don’t wanna go to sleep with your cum on my shirt.” you chuckle as you look down at the mess. “you don’t have to say it so blunt like that.” he cringes and hides his face, tail wrapping around his leg.

you simply roll your eyes and kiss him softly. “let’s go.” you mutter as you do your best to stand with felix latched onto you and trying not to hurt him, so you can go and complete processes of aftercare.

[sseroxy]

😳new refs for the Mother Morgona AU+doodles

also i changed my mind on the crystal around her neck, it's the same one as the first ref

(info dump, long as hell bc this AU has the entire Trollhunters story involved)

in the AU, Claire is raised by Morgona and the other villains becuase of chance and an accident caused by Angor Rot

He returns to Morgona with a baby, thinking the parents were dead and was going to kill the child too but Morgona ordered him to bring it back to her

she inspected the child and decided to make it her own, fitting for a queen to have an heir, and a human no less, and so orders Angor to raise the child in her image, with assistance from Bular, Strickler and so on (in this version, they work together from the start, and Angor Rot is sent to his endless sleep much later in the story)

And so Claire was raised as a killer and sorceress, helping take out anyone needed, and taking care of matters needed at day time with Strickler

She has a shadow beast form to keep her identity a secret and make the trolls think theres a troll immune to sunlight and that uses dark magics

After the death of Kanjigar, they cant claim the amulet due to civillians surrounding the area too quickly, even if Claire could take it in the sun

Jim gets the amulet, making him a target and Claire the perfect one to retreive it

She puts on a ruse like Strickler, moving in with the Nunez family as an "exchange student" to the high school to find Jims weakness (esp after Bular failed to kill him the first time) and just for hell of it

Jim falls in love with her instantly (because haha thats fun) so she uses it to her advantage to get close

Enrique is switched for the changeling and Claire has Jim babysit him bc she has "other important matters" to attend to which is just sly talk for Morgona needs her at the moment and she wanted to see if NotEnrique could kill Jim

Jim finds out hes a changeling, and NotEnrique tells Claire what happened, who decides to make the most of it. Because the gate didnt open, she makes the goblins angry at her, making sure Jim knows about it so he can “reveal” his secret and make him a target for Nomoura to take him to bridge to open it

The plan fails, but Claire decides to use Jim’s humanity to get him to try to get to the Darklands to “save” Enrique

The usual stuff happens, but just Claire is edgy bc yes, though because she does change a bit as she sees Jim’s determination to help her *cough* kinda like how Strickler fell for Barbara *cough*

 Strickler awakens Angor Rot (who’s been out not as long as in the series)

When Angor Rot meets the kids in battle, he and Claire end up chatting a bit while pretending to fight, Angor telling Claire to get the ring to free him

The Shattered King ep happens a similar way, except Angor gives Claire the Shadow Staff (bc it was originally hers but she couldnt carry it around just in case) so this gives her a reason to have it without being sus, and Claire gives Angor the Kill gem

Angor decides to have Jim get his ring (bc he’s expendable) much to Claire’s dismay (haha bc she’s starting to like him)

Everything happens as usual now that Angor’s soul is gone

Season 2, Claire is becoming like Strickler as she sticks around Jim more, and ends up betraying her original goal a bit to “keep up appearances” and is just buying time for Jim to get out of the Darklands and get what he needs to kill Gunmar. (even if she doesnt realize it)

Now with Gunmar free and taking over Trollmarket, she makes the final decision to turn her back on them and save the trolls with the Shadow Staff

Things happen as normal up until episode 4, where Morgona is able to reach out to her and learn what she did, taking over to finish what she started

The exorcism happens, and Claire finally tells the others who and what she really is and about Morgona’s plan, which of course catches everyone by surprise and causing a lot of tension (esp since she kinda killed people/trolls, Kanjigar included, let’s just say Draal aint happy)

She tries to help out as much as she can now, esp with full control of the staff without Morgona and the rest of the season happens as normal (with tension as hell)

The only difference to the end is Morgona attempting to take control of Claire again but failing and gets her a** kicked bc i just wanted to see Claire put that b*tch in her place in the series :)

And there ya go, the entire story of the AU

Claire is a lot stronger in the AU, and Gunmar and his goons try to cast eternal night way earlier bc they know Morgona’s real and is still kickin

Also Claire 100% still uses the shadow beast form and her armor stays the different design

And Jlaire is still canon but an enemies to lovers bc who doesnt love an enemies to lovers

[poetryobsessedbi]

I recently read a drarry fanfic where harry and draco were married just before the war really started (summer before 7th year) and that they just told everyone that they were married and just their faces! And now I cant stop thinking about secretly married Drarry coming out in 8th year because Harry is a Tired boy who does not think before he talks especially in the morning after a night of not really sleeping becuase Trauma and I actually wanna write this fic? For the first time?

[divinevomit]

im tired

sept. 26′21 : 8am

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thought id try a diary of sorts. cant garrentee how consistant thisll be or how literate itll be either. i cant sleep anymore without some type of medication. with or witohut caffine. im aalways tired an d it shows. when i fo sleep it sall day. never at night. the portals are opening up. tis almost october and it shows. this buildign is full of lost ghosts. i feel for them, honestly. i cant imagine being stuck ina place liek this forever. i feel liek maybe i will, one day again. be stuck somewhere for wahat seems liek too many years, watching the days pass, not knowing when or were i am anymore. seeing the passin gpoeple go by. i was once, it wasnt fun. i dont really remember it, but i know i long forit back from time to time. 

i guess i should introduce myself properly, for futiure referencee or for anyone who happens to stumble on this blog. i dont rwally know how. i guess i m kinda liek a ghost. i dont get to leave my apartment often, eithr becuase i have a bad feeling, or because i have no reason or the funds to. i have insomnia, also borderline personality, and probably a good amount of other problems. ihave a good amount of friends i guess, i live with one, (who ill call vamp for future referece),i have two friend groups, both of thm are majority odler than me, but not in a weird way, more liek by chance. anywyas, i also have an online friend, and a long distance lover. i talk to my onlin efriend more than any. ive knownhim for almost twoyears,but i dont know much about ihim. i dont know his actual name, what he looks liek, so basically nothing besides his age, his voice, and his zodiac sighn. all my friends think hes secretly 40, but hes a year younger thanme and proved it. ill probably end up talking atb him mostl.y. i mtoo tired to thikn of a different name than what i already callhim, ill think of one later. my lovr lives in the same state as my onlien friend, and not too far. theyboth live in a different state thanme and vamp. weve beentogether for two years, about 8 months off and on long distance. this is the longest weve been away from ech other at 4 months. i dont get to talk to them too often. thy dont have wifi, and theyve never had a phone with data. their family is odd and doesnt liek me either. what els do i add? ill be a legaladult in 6 months, but me and vamp basically liv aloen. my mom pays for rent and utilties, but is never around and lives with her boyfriend 12/14 days. whenshe does come by, its not good. vamp and i both dont have jobs, vamps family is across the country, and most of mine is comepletely out of the pitcture. neither of us had good childhoods but they r pretty similar. vamps was a lot more extreme thanmin e, and mine was,, easier,, to say te least. i dont know what else i should add. im very pale due to lack of goingoutsid eduring daylight hours and probably lack of nutrients but naturallu im very tane. im reely clairvoyant, liek scary clairvoyant. ican read someones mind to a t with ease, can feel others physicalpain even when im inadifferent room, adn emotions clearly. especially when i know thm, dcently just by looking at them too long. its reallu exhausting. (beleive me or not idont care, its not liek anyone will see this anywyas.) my mom is pagan (for 22yrs), and my dad is a satanist (for 42 yrs) and i am second born to them. i turned out a pagan who lieks red magic and my deity is venus aphrodite. (did yu knoew aphrodite was nonbianary?)  i refuse to do black magic or anything to mess with anyons freewll. i refuse to end up liek muy dad. my favorite color is baby pink andblack. 

me and vamp share a room. im not allowed to be alnoen because everyone thinks ill spirsl. vamp has lived with me for 4 months and, dnt get me wrong, i lvoe having him here, hes liek my brother and i cherish him forever, but i missbeing alone. jes asleep right now so im downstairs typig this. 

i have a bad habit of rambling. i talk too much. i wont read this over becaause i know itll be all ovr the place and ill just delete it. i dont really know what to use this blog for, i never really have. i go backand forth on wat to do with it, first it was aesthetics, then a dream journal and now this, but im bad at keeping p with anything and loose motivation quickly.  i might try more for tihs. but i cant promise anything, i did this on a whim.