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just. . .do y'all remember when Polin actually loved each other in our fandom? do you remember when our posts were about how sweet they were together? when it was about how they were on one another's teams? when it was story after story and post after post of polin against the world? of 'I like you' 'I like you too'? of 'Is life meant to be this happy?' 'I think so'? Do you remember when we were all about how much Colin loved Penelope and Penelope loved Colin? When the biggest narrative was that they saw one another, made one another brave, brought out the best in each other? When the mirror was more than just a sex scene and was also a metaphor for what they saw in each other and how they reflected one another? When they were kind to each other? When we were kind to them as characters? When they were encouraging? When they were affectionate and loving and tenderhearted and messy and silly and loving with one another? When Penelope chose Colin at every turn and Colin chose her?
Where is it? Where is the love for our couple? Be honest, wanting Colin to grovel and suffer isn't for Polin fans. It's for Pen stans. Because us Colin fans are shown time and time and time again that it's okay to call a character we love an idiot, want him egregiously punished or humiliated, to see nothing good in his character at all. So who else is it meant for? I miss when we cared about them. I miss when there was a place we could go that was about their romance and tenderness. I miss when it wasn't just straight up hating on him, or us obsessed with Penelope getting with other characters, or thinking he's less than.
We have one of the *best* Male Love Leads in the entire series. And if you don't think that way. . .I just don't understand why you claim to ship this ship. We have an amazing pairing. A wonderful couple. A couple who cares about each other, a couple who builds one another up, a couple that are friends, a couple that has passion and happiness and so much potential.
Do you remember our gifsets gushing about how much he cared for her? Do you remember our metas about how they could bloom and flourish around one another? When we looked at how Colin was hypervisible but ultimately unheard and how Penelope was invisible but the loudest voice in the ton and sighed about how they fit so well with one another? Do you remember when Penelope was proud to have Colin as a partner and he showed her off at every turn? Do you remember when it wasn't a scorecard? When it wasn't about suffering and was about tenderness? Do you remember when they LOVED each other in our fandom? Do you remember when we loved them?
I remember.
And I miss it. I miss it so much.
#actually fuck it i'm untagging it#because no one fucking cares#i don't belong here and i should just take the fucking hint already#these posts are depressing#these TAGS are depressing#there's no love#there's no romance here anymore#our version of their romance has been distilled into 'heehee can't wait to see him jealous and crying over our queen'#but i want to see them in LOVE#ooey gooey happy sugary dripping in sap in love#these posts about groveling and jealousy and suffering aren't for them as a couple#where is penelope 'my husband' featherington?#where is how proud she is of Colin? how happy she is with him?#where's the tenderness? our bragging about how amazing our couple is? where's the heart eyes over their looks? their humor?#how they laugh together?#instead of seeing their lessons as quality time we've cheapened them into a series of suffering points#instead of looking at the suitors storyline and being like 'of course pen is still going to choose colin she loves him'#we want her to rub it in his face#instead of wanting introspection from colin and seeing him come to terms slowly with the fact that he loves penelope for all she is#we want a quick 'other people want her and that's not fair!' lightning strike realization#i miss when this couple was a couple#i miss when we loved them#and i miss when they loved each other#it's about drama not romance#it's about suffering and not joy#it's just painful loving this couple for both the characters and seeing them twisted into the worst versions of themselves
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everytime i hear someone call depression and anxiety ‘destigmatized mental illnesses’ i wonder how they react when they find out someone has spent weeks or months in bed or struggles to shower or eat
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backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot
#bpd blog#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#tw bpd#vent#vent post#actually borderline#borderline thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#living with mental illness#bpd meme#cptsd memes#borderline meme#meme#actually mentally ill#mentally unstable#mental illness#manic depression
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im sooo ready for summer
#depressing shit#hell is a teenage girl#i am just a girl#mentally exhausted#tumblr#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#lana del rey#coquette#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlhood#female rage#girl interrupted#black swan#weridcore#cassie skins#americana#grunge#old hollywood#beauty#female hysteria#vent post#priscilla presley#manic pixie dream girl#girl blog aesthetic#lana del ray aesthetic#pink aesthetic#tumblr fyp#school
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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
#mentally unstable#vent post#vent blog#i wanna die#i wanna kms#tw depressing thoughts#i hate everything#depressing shit#bpd vent#bpd stuff#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems
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dancing in my storm
may 2025
IG: SurrenderTheSnail
https://www.instagram.com/surrenderthesnail?igsh=MTQ1a3dna3pvZHVw&utm_source=qr
#digital collage#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital art#small artist#queer artist#artwork#my art#my post#clouds#storm#dancers#dance#colorful#collage#mixed media#trending#creative#surrenderthesnail#sts#swirleysnail#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#depressing shit#lorde#liability#melodrama#lightning
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my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline problems#bpd problems#anxienty#substance addiction#substance abuse#addiction#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#$h relapse#suic1de#sad thoughts#shitpost#personal vent#vent post#bpd stuff#mentally fucked#mentally unstable
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#meme#mental health#best memes#tumblr memes#dark humor#meirl#me irl rn#me irl tbh#anxietyawareness#anxietymemes#anxietyproblem#shitpost#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#relatable#meme humor#humor#dark memes#dank memes#dankest memes#lol#haha#sad thoughts#funny post#funny memes#funny shit#jokes#memes
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Anyway, people with brain damage I love you. People who have had strokes I love you, especially if you're told you were "too young" to have one. People who acquired your brain damage by less common means such as infection, lack of oxygen at birth or degenerative disease, I love you. People with moderate and severe brain damage, I love you. People who lost their sight or hearing or ability to speak because of their brain damage, I love you. People who have paralysis from their brain damage, I love you. People with amnesia and severe cognitive issues from their brain damage, I love you. People with rare and unusual symptoms from their brain damage, I love you.
You are not a punchline, you haven't lost your humanity, your thoughts and opinions are as valuable as anyone else's. We deserve respect.

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#actually disabled#neurological disability#traumatic brain injury#acquired brain injury#stroke survivor#neurological illness#cripplepunk#cripple punk#disability#physical disability#annoying that every post about brain damage needs that banner or it'll be swarmed with 'depression is brain damage actually 🥺' people#50#100#500#1k#5k
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nothing can best the bond between a boy and his cat (ref)
#sorry for no art i've had finals and post-royal depression#someone fucking sedate me i miss these losers#anyway mona slander is insane to me and i don't trust mona haters. infact dni if you hate him#you probably hate your pets and like waterboarding cats for fun#like imagine having beef with a cat please go get employed 😭#joker and morgana are one of my fav duos in the entire game i love them so dearly. ren is literally accurate pet owner representation#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#morgana persona 5#lotus draws
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#work memes#work posting#lol funny#funny memes#memes#best memes#lol#got memes#humor#meme humor#relatable memes#dank memes#meme collection#memeshost.com#memeshost#personal shit#personal meme#funny shit#memes and shitposts#shitpost#reality shifting#ha ha funny#funny stuff#funny#funny post#depressing shit
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#bpd blog#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#tw bpd#actually borderline#vent#vent post#borderline thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressive#tw depressing stuff#manic depressive#manic depression#borderline things#cptsd memes#cptsd vent#just cptsd things#bipolardepression#actually bipolar#mental illness#actually mentally ill
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A blade sharpened all these years
#cranked this out in a depression haze earlier but I’m happy with it#davrin#davrin dragon age#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#datv#thrill of the chase#grey warden#the jposter#my art#dragon age spoilers#datv spoilers#Veilguard spoilers#veilguard#dragon age fanart#fanart#digital art#eyestrain#I should wait to post but I need instant gratification sorryyyy
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i am obsessed with how purple he is
#notf1#my arttt <3#all this ferrari seasonal depression makes me post a lot about ghost ngl#the band ghost#papa perpetua#papa v perpetua#ghost#my pookie
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#Edit: people are getting mad at me 4 this I just wish i could’ve had a chance with Luke hemmings LEAVE ME ALONE#girlblogging#girlblogger#I’m so serious#It makes me go insane#things i missed:#the peak of tumblr#early lana del rey#boyband era#when every show was airing weekly episodes#casual instagram posting#Plus the 2020s are just so depressing like covid fucking ruined us#lana del rey#hell is a teenage girl#girlrotting#this is what makes us girls#girl interupted syndrome#girlcore#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#2014 tumblr#coquette girl#femcel#manic pixie dream girl#coquette#black swan#coquette grunge#divine feminine#jennifers body#sofia coppola
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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them
People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human
“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”
“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”
“Yeah!!”
“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”
“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“
“How illogical”
“That’s what I’m saying!!!”
#star trek#Vulcans#Humans#not based on a specific thing#but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’#who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field?#like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq#and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first#would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate#and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for#and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance#the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times#they were just dicks#and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it.#it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible#you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier#but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks.#that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on#and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post#but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks#and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be#replaced#hated that couple#if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us#(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀)#liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people#that no one else wanted to be friends with#I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone#this got long sorry 😭
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